By Jelelle Awen
I’ve been hearing from so many souls about the intensity of the gateway we just journeyed through….starting from the 12/12 opening through the SOULstice, Full Moon, and Christmas and finally seeming to settle down yesterday into more soothing, comforting and grounded frequencies again. THIS was a mega death-rebirth gateway, meant to illuminate whatever needed to complete and be let go of so that we could arise into our new forms in the new year.
Timelines seemed to collapse instantly during this gateway, bringing feelings of shock and awe and deep mourning. Some souls even chose to pass out of their bodies during this gateway, as the veils between worlds was lifted and the suffering of their physical and emotional bodies could no longer be tolerated consciously. Mediumship gifts were also amplified during this gateway, so loved ones in your soul field could connect with you deeply and profoundly, leading to more mourning and letting go on both sides.
Relationships especially just couldn’t seem to find traction to run on the old ground as the disconnected, toxic frequencies of their trailing edges were being heightened. I experienced this myself with Raphael during this gateway, which he has shared about too. It was as if the trailing edge of our ten year union became SO illuminated that we could no longer ignore, divert, or cover over it with the very real love transaction that we have together. We had to confront it, let go of the previous bond through separating our daily living reality, and see what (if anything) remained of the bond afterwards.
This was one of the most intense crucibles that I have been through and certainly that we have been through as a couple. So many tears of grief, mourning, and reconciling of hurt/owning my side too as I let go of the old ground that held both leading and trailing energies. I felt so held with love and trust during this process though…..through support from this amazing community (especially spaceholding with Kalayna), connection with Divine Mother and Divine Father, and through connecting with parts of myself in a very deep way. Feeling and prioritizing my inner sacred union between my feminine aspects and masculine, turning their attention back toward each other was so touching for me and supported my teachings about our sacred unions within needing to be the overflow to our sacred unions with others.
Raphael and I landed in the bliss mess of our inner worlds again, reconciling both shadow and light. We are finding now that surrendering to this process is bringing new love frequencies to an arising possibility of our next phase of sacred union together….that will definitely be different from our old union. The old grounds just can’t be inhabited anymore or energized as there doesn’t seem to be any support for them.
These kinds of death-rebirth cycles are in order to prepare for the New….New Gaia, New Sacred Unions based in self love health and not codependency…New Everything. Our highest timelines are vibrating strongly now and the Divine is moving us through whatever is necessary to get us ready to BEcome them in 2019.
I feel the Divine acknowledging that THIS was a tough and challenging gateway with so much appreciation and admiration for ALL of our courage and bravery to heal our hearts/souls, to choose the higher timelines, and to continue to BEcome love in our human bodies.
I am appreciating to be on the ‘other side’ of this one, enjoying the new heart and soul spaces that are opening out, and trusting wherever love wants to take me next….
MUCH love to you!
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