By Devon Heart Star
A cycle has come to an end. There is a sense of release that brings with it both the excitement of the newness coming and the grief of letting go of a trusted way of being. There’s a layering of parts of ourselves creating a beautiful kaleidoscope of interweaving feelings and an urgency to express them. There’s a groundlessness that is both thrilling and petrifying as we step into this wormhole between the worlds of who we were and of who we are becoming.
We are promised a New Dawn, New Beginnings, yet with that promise of the freshness of new, also comes the fears, insecurities, the reality of loss, and the parts of us still clinging to the old. There are parts of us who want to jump head-first into all this life has to offer and put in one hundred percent to the thriving of it all, and there are parts who want to stay in the comfortable world they’ve created around them.
And then there are those parts who are so small and who’s voices are so tiny, that we hardly ever give them any attention. We make up excuses for being too busy in our society for being scared, and we blow ourselves up with a false persona of bigness, avoiding any chance there might be a hurting, scared inner child who needs to be heard before we move forward.
A cycle has come to an end. Another long round of clearing and cleansing, breakdowns, break-ups, and re-planting, re-planning, re-grounding. It’s time to take a deep breath. It’s time to listen, to feel, and to love deeper all the parts within.
This wormhole is a time to ground within the trust of our Higher Self, our High Heart, and our Intuition and expand to hold all of what makes us whole, not just what is deemed as acceptable. It’s time to dig deep into all of our Soul’s aspects.
This is preparation for more joy, more juicy, more abundance, more community, more building our inner empire, and more love. Don’t rush the process.
Devon Heart Star is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant, working with SoulFullHeart Facilitator/Teacher Jelelle Awen in session space for the last few months. She is author/poestess of Embodying The Cosmic Shaman: Poetry For Encompassing The Vastness Of Who You Are.