by Kalayna Solais
These are the posts I made for the day before, the morning of, and the day after Gabriel and I wed on March 9, 2019. A day with MUCH ‘3’ energy! It was a powerful and poignant day, celebrating cycles of life and the ongoing death and rebirth of all relationship grounds, romantic and otherwise.
Here are the posts with their dates! ❤
~ March 8, 2019 ~
Tomorrow we marry…
Declaring love and desire for depths
Joining my soul
Heart and body
in this deepening way
And drives it all home deeper
That this is what I’ve truly wanted
And worked for!
I love you!
And the journey here has been worth every tear… ❤️
roll between bedsheets
bellowing and beckoning
heartbeams of sunshine and goodness
among the sticky-hot sweetness.
My head catches up
to my heart’s warmth and wonder
at how we two
to move together as one
all over again…
Lover of my heart, soul and body,
cherisher of that which I cherish,
my everything claims this,
our space of phases
and movements together,
no matter the length and breadth
of roads we travel side by side.
The light I love in you
holds a lighthouse lamp shining
for the leadership of yours
next to the shining brightness
of my own.
From here we gaze inward,
toward ourselves and each other,
dog-sandwich, morning-bed cuddling,
sweet sunset kissing,
and daylight collaborating…
This bridge between us
made of much,
holds the truths of which
we will uncover
as we each agree to the next MORE…
and our flow of love
as we walk hand-in-hand,
~ March 9, 2019 ~
Preparing for this wedding today in ways that honour my heart and parts but also honour the heart and parts of everyone coming, witnessing, feeling us in our next chapter together. This is another cycle of death and rebirth today as much as it is also a celebration of a new beginning unfolding.
I feel a poignancy in my heart today… and amazing to add, as I sit in this nearby coffee shop sipping a morning Matcha latte with my parts in my heart, the song ‘Landslide’ just came on… 💕
I feel a peace and love in my heart yet also the soft rumble of what’s to come… which is largely unknown yet the crucible of growth is real in relationships, no matter how spiritually conscious they are.
The hum of life and love continues to drone on. The invitation into deeper surrender to every twist, turn, arising and unfolding of the path before me and us is very real and sitting across from me in this coffee shop. Every face of the Great Mother and Father too is here in celebration and deep reminder of the next and next moments of deepening growth and healing to come. For myself, for Gabriel, and for all who witness our Union today.
We will share digestions and photographs with all of you later. ❤️
Thank you SO much for ALL of the love, blessings, and well wishes yesterday and always. You are all in our hearts…
Much, much love!
~ March 10, 2019 ~
I am nothing but blown away.
This man has no wallet worth a million dollars
But a heart worth a million kisses
And a soul worth a million explorations
… and then some!
Our day yesterday was magical, wonderful, poignant. It held the reality of beginnings and endings, that one ground has to give way to another eventually in the name of growth, healing, and service. That ‘forever’ on a soul level is one layer infinitely present, yet ‘forever’ on a personal level in this lifetime and others, cannot be promised or granted.
Every single moment of ‘together’ is a treasure. Every single wave of NEW is a gift. Every single ground of exploration is sacred… together and individually.
I love this man, my community here, our greater community of all of you taking this and us and our service of love in, and I look forward to the many expressions of our mutual growth, reflections, and above all, the deepening LOVE shared among us! ❤️
With big big love for all of you! Thank you for the well wishes!
Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.