by Kalayna Colibri
Hurry, soulmate, hurry here…
Though the rush is only in my heart
and my soul that knows no waiting, says,
“Meet me in this place as soon as life readies you,
and the ripening of old personas prepares them to fall away,
baring only the branches of your truest self
standing naked as an apple tree in winter…”
I remember you as I remember me.
I feel the lifetimes of scarcely feeling one another
yet knowing each other just the same,
though fears and avoidance called us apart
in geography and deeper claim
of everything we wanted to have…
I’m not missing you this time around, love.
My dance continues as you gaze in the windows
with your higher self at the helm of your dreamworld.
…it’s not a dream though.
Everything you see, feel, touch, taste, smell
is what we’re here to have and create together…
I will NOT miss you this round, love!
You will know my lavender call and rose-light glow
of timeless age and accustomed wisdoms
bringing in love-dance energies,
calling out your realest name…
Our bodies will know the exploration
of the deepest caverns among flourishing wild flowers.
My femininity longs for the touch
of a masculinity found through the yin of him…
the feeling-space container of a long unbidden love force
now unleashed and unbound.
I won’t remain un-found by your searchlight
reaching into the places inside my honeycomb tresses
and vines of sacred unity.
We will speak of it all, love!
Of those things we’ve tried and tested
and consciousnesses that have bested us
It’s a strapping down into a straight-up bolt
of lightning fire creator gifts
launching our ways into the worlds of now
and the expeditions of all kinds
inside these places we have still to rediscover.
I’ll lie awake and think of this, love!
Even as I serve and move forward and bring it all back inward.
In these dark nights on my own
and yet not alone.
With the firm grasp of imaginings dawning and breaking
upon the body, heart and soul
that waits and creates for you…
to bumble out a careening new way
and into this endless upward thrust
of upending, ascending existence! ❤
Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, writer, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.