SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Understanding Why You May Settle, Shrink And Stay Safe: Connecting With Your Inner Protector

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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SoulFullHeart co-creator Jelelle Awen starts us off this week with her feature article highlighting the pattern of settling, shrinking, and staying safe in terms of working with parts of us that have polarized feelings on the matter. She describes how the Inner Protector part in particular feels perfectly satisfied with safe relationships, because keeping you safe is its job. She then goes on to outline how we would work with this part in SoulFullHeart, through feeling the fear and resistances that live within through questions, readings, sessions, and journaling:

“I am sharing about this from my own experience of my Inner Protector and how this energy shows up…and also from seeing and feeling this dynamic in many other people over the years in sessions. The key to moving this in order to DRAW the more that your Awakening Self wants is through negotiation with your Protector. To feel and hear and get WHY they are concerned, scared, and resistant to this movement. There are always good reasons for this protection, usually stemming from undigested childhood trauma yet, also, from other lifetimes. Just because you cannot consciously remember (or maybe don’t want to remember) these traumatic incidents and events doesn’t mean that don’t impact your daily life in the now. These traumas and karma dramas remain stuck there and energizing STRONGLY, even if you are not consciously as aware of them. To offer compassion to these woundings and the parts that hold them is what moves them through the increasing awareness and consciousness and separation too.”

There was more digestion this week of the 11/11 energies from SouFullHeart facilitator Kalayna Colibri, who feels the importance of taking this time to go within in order to heal these inner dark corners that these energies have given us easier access to. Co-creator Raphael Awen tenderly shares his experiences of letting go of relationships that no longer served him, and feeling how this act is a reflection of his own growing self worth and awakening. Gabriel Heartman, SoulFullHeart facilitator, reflects on 11/11 as Remembrance Day, feeling that it’s a day to remember the love we came from and to feel connected to each other through the wars we’ve all felt as we transition back into love.

Our next upcoming event is a livestream with Kalayna and Gabriel on Saturday, November 25th at 11:11am CST.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these museletters directly, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/0f8ae7a7cdbd/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-understanding-why-you-may-settle-shrink-and-stay-safe-connecting-with-your-inner-protector

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SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Current Energies Illuminate 3D Heaviness, Attachments, Pain

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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A major topic for this week has been the increased energies leading up to 11/11. In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart facilitator Kalayna Colibri describes the message she has received from these energies as an invitation to move away from 3D densities into new 4D realities:

“This is a new reality that wants to birth you and the parts of you still in 3D pain and motivations, into 4D reality and higher. Moving into 4D reality can feel like careening through a dark corridor at times. Passing through 4D consciousness means inhabiting your questions and being open to answers that you can only feel and may not be able to ‘know’ just yet, as it all opens up for you again. It’s an awakening journey that needs more than a simple one-off healing session in order to move so fully into it that you can pop out of it again and into even higher frequencies where love can truly be an ally to every pore, every facet of your being.”

Sacred union is another hot topic this week as SoulFullHeart co-creator Jelelle Awen describes her journey with Raphael through the SoulFulHeart Process. Facilitators Kalayna and Gabriel also share about their blossoming sacred romance and the vulnerable fears and joys that come from going so deeply IN. Finally, co-creator Raphael Awen describes the importance and intricacies of letting in and accepting both the light and the shadow, death and rebirth.

In addition to articles, many of these writings have been turned into audio blogs for you to either listen to or read along with our voices. We also now offer podcasts of our audio blogs, livestreams, group calls and teachings for you to take in wherever you are! Available on SoundCloud or iTunes under SoulFullHeart Experience.

Our next upcoming event is a group call scheduled for Saturday, November 11th at 11:11am CST and a livestream with Kalayna and Gabriel on Saturday, November 25th at 11:11am CST.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these museletters directly, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/4aadf06d0687/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-current-energies-illuminate-3d-heaviness-attachments-pain

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: A Part Of Me

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart facilitator and co-creator Raphael Awen writes about the unique process of working with parts of ourselves. He describes how we feel parts as fragmented aspects of ourselves and how we personify, feel and work with those parts. He advocates for the importance of feeling yourself as more than one personality, and how this can deepen emotional healing exponentially:  

“Until you enter this awareness and unfolding deeper reality of your multifaceted makeup, you are fused with the picture of being a single personality, I call it SPD – single personality disorder, your best explanation for diverging desires is mood swings, or some energies external to you, or astrology, or Ascension, or an illness in the body, etc.; all of it true on one level, but none of it that you can get really get intimate with and take responsibility for, left trapped in SPD land.”

SoulFullHeart facilitator Gabriel Heartman shares his experience of working through physical pain by addressing the emotional pain that lies underneath it. Kalayna Colibri, also a SoulFullHeart facilitator, acknowledges the pain of letting go of deep rooted anchors, but illustrates the love behind it and how self-loving it really is. As a SoulFullHeart co-creator, Jelelle Awen offers many writings on recent energy updates and events, such as Halloween and Day of the Dead. She also describes the period where you have let go of all that anchors you to 3D reality but have not yet found the next place that your soul wants to be, referring to this as the “void space”.

In addition to articles, many of these writings have been turned into audio blogs for you to either listen to or read along with our voices.

Our next upcoming event is a group call scheduled for Saturday, November 11th at 11:11am CST.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these museletters directly, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/9582c6a7219d/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-a-part-of-me

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Wounded Masculine And Arising Feminine Energies Coming UP For Healing And Revealing

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart facilitator and co-creator Jelelle Awen gives an energy update describing the emerging wounded masculine frequencies that are being disclosed and pushed up as the core of what 3D culture is based on. She explains how this gives us, as a collective, the opportunity to feel and heal all that this brings rather than reacting in anger. By responding with love and working with these masculine energies, she feels that we will be able to transmute these energies into a higher frequency of healthy sacred masculinity:  

“As the wounded masculine continues to transmute and transform into a higher vibrational frequency of sacred masculinity, the possibilities for balance and union between the masculine and feminine become revealed to us. We discover and BEcome this from within and we can then offer this to a world that desperately needs it as it transitions from polarized and fear-based expressions of gender into NEW expressions of a conscious duality dance based in LOVE.”

Also included in this week’s issue are conversations between SoulFullHeart facilitator Gabriel Heartman and his spine, illustrating how we process the emotional causes of physical injuries. Kalayna Colibri, SoulFullHeart facilitator, answers an inquiry asked of her in her article about how she, and her guides, feel about the well-known Law of Attraction. Facilitant Raianna Shai shares more insight from her process about shifting relationships from being needed to being wanted. As a SoulFullHeart co-creator, Raphael Awen brings us to the larger picture of realizing the journey that we’re all on and the power of connecting with parts of ourselves as a catalyst for this journey.

In addition to articles, many of these writings have been turned into audio blogs for you to either listen to or read along with our voices.

Our next upcoming event is another livestream Q & A with Raphael and Jelelle on Sunday, October 29th at 11:11am CST. After that, we have a group call scheduled for Saturday, November 11th at 11:11am CST. Information about both of these is on our website: soulfullheartwayoflife.com

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these museletters directly, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/f89bcda904fb/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-wounded-masculine-and-arising-feminine-energies-coming-up-for-healing-and-revealing

Needing To Be Needed VS Wanting To Be Wanted

By Raianna Shai

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In some ways, it’s a lot easier to be needed than to be wanted. Parts of us even need to be needed, finding self worth in having a job or role to play. This way, you don’t have to involve your own needs or wants into the situation, creating the least amount of tension possible. The recipients of the caretaking in this scenario have some lack going on inside themselves as well. If a friend needs you to hold the space for them to air out their feelings and “solve” their problems, then there’s probably very little space in them that’s able to hold it themselves. There’s nothing wrong with this, it’s just what most of us have been conditioned to do, look to the outside in order to heal what’s going on within. But in the grander scheme of things, how can anyone heal from the outside what’s felt most strongly on the inside?

So, the people and parts that choose to be the ones to focus on “fixing” others end up feeling like their needs are getting met because everyone else is happy. For myself, a part of me loves listening to everyone’s pain and trying to sort through it in order to help them. That way, this part did its “duty” of being a kind person and remaining in good graces with the other. And at an even deeper level, felt like it didn’t have to address the issues going on inside me. I would spend so much energy with this part feeling how to help the other person that there would be no room left for me – or this part!

Recently in session I felt into the idea of being wanted instead of needed. I wanted to feel why it scared this part of me so much. What I came to is that being wanted is vulnerable. Asking the question – does this person want me? – is even more vulnerable. The pain of realizing that the answer could be no is so much to bear that this part of me kept me at a very surface level with everyone so that I didn’t have to feel it. And I felt the deeper pain from this part of not being wanted by me – therefore projecting that out onto others. I remained a nice and smart person and couldn’t let anyone see any deeper than that, securing my identity through those two adjectives. Because if I’m nice and smart enough to be liked and needed, then why ruin that?

When you shift the tables on these parts of you and energize that you want them, not that you need them, an interesting reaction can take place. This part of me felt overwhelmed that he could have his own needs, and not fade into the background. That I want the mess, the contention when necessary for growth, the depth, the gifts, everything that comes with feeling this part as an individual entity, not as a role to play for others. Releasing the hold on this identity and role creates a lot of fear around who you actually are, behind all of the masks.

Asking yourself, am I wanted?, is both terrifying and illuminating. It can also be empowering, to realize your worth and decide that you want more. That you no longer want a relationship that thrives off of the skeletal outline of the bigness you actually are. When you choose to only be wanted and healthily needed, you draw so much more of this. More of what you want and need, more of what you deserve. We all deserve to be felt, to let in and to give love, to know each other’s deepest pains and biggest heart desires, so long as we ask for it and feel the pain that goes along with any possible outcome.

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, retreats, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Healing The Patriarchy From Within

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart facilitator Gabriel Heartman reflects on his relationship with his father and the energies he took in as a template for masculinity. He shares how he had to separate from his family, in order to feel these influences and heal them to create a sense of his own form of masculinity and heal the patriarchy within. This allows for a more balanced energy that flows with the formerly suppressed feminine energy within:

“But in the unearthing and untangling of the inner father, you find the reasons for it all. There is no bad guy in the process of healing and integrating. Going into my own inner father wounds, I could feel the grander heart of the Masculine at large. The power of sovereignty and compassionate truth-telling. The desire to end the war within and be in collaborative balance with the feminine. I could feel the the edges of my unworthiness and the real fear of surrendering to what needs to be reflected back at me as part of my growth and opening heart.”

Many of the articles this week reflect on the recent events of disclosure, overviewed by SoulFullHeart faciliator Kalayna Colibri and co-creator Jelelle Awen. Included in this is a digestion of the recent news of pedophilia by a well-known Hollywood producer and the #metoo campaign that came out as a response, felt by both co-creators Jelelle and Raphael Awen. Many of these writings have been turned into audio blogs for you to either listen to or read along with our voices.

Our next upcoming event is another livestream Q & A with Raphael and Jelelle on Sunday, October 29th at 11:11am CST.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life!

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/0079526be636/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-healing-the-patriarchy-from-within

When A Mother Becomes A Woman

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I’m feeling so grateful in this moment for my mom, Jelelle Awen. I got a fever and a full body rash a couple of weeks ago and ended up bunking with her and Raphael until now. Last night was my last night before moving into my new place, (granted, it’s a floor below them…) but this period of time healed a lot for parts of me. I spent many years in Canada living with my mom and Raphael but of course, prior to beginning this healing process, I had a very different relationship with them.

I checked in with my 3D protector last night and felt an overwhelm of gratitude and appreciation for not only her mother frequencies when I need them, but also her as a woman. Parents sometimes become these vilified people in our lives, especially as teenagers. They boss you around and have so many expectations for you that may not even fit the picture you have for your life. It’s hard to remember that they have their own pain too, their own desires and wants and needs.

Parts of me tried so hard to push her away when I was younger, not being able to handle her desire for my own bigness. Recently I’ve been reading books that she’s written about certain stages in her life, first Under the Bloated Banyan and now Keep Waking Up. It left me in tears last night, feeling how genuine her pain was. How hard she worked to feel it and heal it all, down to its very core and up to its expansive reach. Then I started to see her as a woman, just like me, and a flood of admiration flowed through me.

She’s mentioned to me a couple of times that she doesn’t want me to go to my new place, despite its proximity. Every time it makes my heart swell because these last few weeks have meant so much to me and felt like they healed something in the way I used to relate to her. Instead of hiding away in my room, my door is wide open, hoping she’ll poke her head in to talk. Part of me feels guilty for the way I treated her then, but it was what I needed to do at the time.

It’s humbling to read these books and feel how much I can relate to some of the things she’s felt. Part of me put her on a pedestal for a long time, and usually not in a good way. It’s also heart opening to feel her pain of being so imaginative and heart open but expressing it in these multidimensional and life changing ways that made some people see her as “weird” or worse. It hurts me to think I, or anyone else, has ever felt her as anything less than she is, a gorgeous soul rooted in love.

One sweet message that came from connecting with my 3D protector is this: “She’s the closest thing to the divine that I’ve been able to let in.” I love you, Jelelle. Thank you for creating SoulFullHeart so I can feel you as a woman and a mother in a whole new light. I’m so glad my soul chose you.

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, retreats, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Halfway Between Base and Crest

It’s the release of our weekly museletter, offering ALL of our writings, videos, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!  Go here to read or click on the image below:

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In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart facilitant Raianna Shai talks about a moment of clarity around the depth and breadth of this process. She describes the feeling of having journeyed to get from a low valley of pain to a higher crest of love and emotional healing through this SoulFullHeart process. She appreciates that it’s not just an uphill battle, but a constant rise and fall of going into the dark to reach the light:


“I feel so grateful for my journey at this moment. For my choice to realize that I’m even on a path to begin with. For my guides, who motivate me with their open hearts and genuine support. For the parts of me that have tried so hard to avoid the valleys, but learn to trust me and hold my hand as we descend. I can’t imagine a more dynamic and worthwhile life to live, this life of going in, going down, rising up and feeling whole.”

The museletter also includes beautiful and thought provoking writings from SoulFullHeart facilitators Kalayna Colibri, Gabriel Heartman and several from SoulFullHeart co-creators/teachers/facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen. Jelelle also offers a video extending her sentiments from her article “It’s Ok Not To Be Ok”.

The video recording of the livestream with Raphael and Gabriel on October 1st is included in the museletter. During the one hour plus broadcast, they talked about the 3D/4D/5D self, the SoulFullHeart process, and answered questions/responded to comments from viewers. Our next upcoming event is another livestream Q & A with Raphael and Jelelle on Sunday, October 29th at 11:11am CST.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life!

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/1d3ebd440c8d/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-halfway-between-base-and-crest

Halfway Between Base and Crest

By Raianna Shai

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I lay on my yoga mat after a relaxing bedtime practice. Meditative music plays in the background. I get this sudden feeling of the expansiveness of my soul. Of the other lifetimes occurring in the now that I have yet to connect with. I imagine a huge valley, a Grand Canyon of dips and climbs, all of which lead to my true essence of Divine light.

I realize something. I’m not at the bottom of the canyon. I’m somewhere in the middle, having hit my rock bottom only to choose to climb back up again. But admiring the journey ahead of me, I understand that it’s not a stairway up and up and up. It’s full of both ups and downs, pain and love, tears and laughter.

How could I know the entirety of my essence without dipping down into those low valleys? How could I appreciate the magnificence of the view at the top of a mountain without having started at its rocky base? And it’s not one big uphill climb either. I get to have these stunning viewpoints to stop and let in the beauty surrounding me, so long as I keep going to feel all of the other expansive highs and lows of this diverse landscape.

And I’m not alone on this journey. I get to know these different parts of me that I “collect” as I go. They become my companions, my students, and my teachers. We gain trust and understanding, a deeper sense of the love we have for each other. There are guides too. Human facilitators that are rooting for me on the sidelines, looking back at me from just a few miles ahead in their own journey. Etheric beings boost me over the crest of the mountains and advise my next move when I’m stuck or lost. Animals remind me what’s in my heart and instill in me a sense of purpose and passion.

I feel so grateful for my journey at this moment. For my choice to realize that I’m even on a path to begin with. For my guides, who motivate me with their open hearts and genuine support. For the parts of me that have tried so hard to avoid the valleys, but learn to trust me and hold my hand as we descend. I can’t imagine a more dynamic and worthwhile life to live, this life of going in, going down, rising up and feeling whole.

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, retreats, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: ‘Business As Usual’ Is Not So Usual

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It’s the release of our weekly museletter, packed full with all of our writings, videos, and audio blogs for the week!  http://mailchi.mp/354dc853d8b5/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-business-as-usual-is-not-so-usual-letting-go-of-3d-anchors-in-moneylivelihood-and-relationships

In this week’s featured article, SoulFullHeart teacher and co-creator Jelelle Awen talks about how parts of us will want to hold on to 3D anchors even as we are awakening in order to feel comfortable, stable, and safe. She describes the ways in which these 3D parts tend to “normalize” life by having the same frequencies in relationships, keeping the same 3D job that doesn’t serve our passion or leaving these jobs to rely on birth family which can also be limiting to the new openings that you’re experiencing on the soul level. She illustrates what it feels like to let these anchors go in the last passage:

“It IS possible to experience life as an arising wonder. Every moment open to the surprises and mysteries that could unfold if you can let your relationship to others AND to life and to love arise anew for you. The usual and normal give way to what Infinite Possibilities might bring to each circumstance and how they might be changed into the unexpected and even magical. In this arising wonder relationship to life, you no longer experience boredom and, when you do, you can feel the part of you that is still wanting to anchor to 3D life in some way and WHY they are. These textures of arising wonder happen when your higher self consciousness can come into your body, expanding your heart and opening your mind beyond ‘business as usual’ and into the sublime magic of All That Is.”

Love was a major topic of inspiration this week as well. SoulFullHeart facilitator Kalayna Colibri shares about loving these parts of you, the desire for love underneath 3D frequencies such as war, and the growth from a new journey of love. SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman unearths the legacy of family wounds that he inherited and shares his experience of feeling and healing it. Wrapping up the week, Raphael Awen, SoulFullHeart co-creator and facilitator, feels the importance of feeling. Whether it’s strong feelings, not wanting to feel or even not being able to feel in the moment, these frequencies are all valid and are waiting to be noticed.

We now offer a 30 minute FREE introductory session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator for you to connect what we offer in the SFH process with your life and journey. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

Our next upcoming event is a livestream Q & A with Raphael and Gabriel answering your questions and responding to your comments on Sunday, October 1 at 11:11am CST.  We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offering. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest and support for SoulFullHeart Way of Life!

Here’s another link to this week’s museletter:

http://mailchi.mp/354dc853d8b5/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-business-as-usual-is-not-so-usual-letting-go-of-3d-anchors-in-moneylivelihood-and-relationships