Some spontaneous crystal sound bowl healing sounds for you! The bowls have been super helpful during my days of fasting (12 days now with only juice/water and now moving into some dry fasting) when I need to tune into higher frequencies for my chakras and light body! Also helpful, especially during those times of low energy dips, has been epsom/himalayan salt baths, pranayama/deep breathing, sun gazing/bathing, light yoga stretching, meditation and prayer with Divine Mother.
Overall, it has been a joyous process that feels Divinely held! I’ll share more in depth about my fasting/transitioning to living mostly on prana process for those who are curious and resonant coming up eventually. I wrote more about it here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/my-process-of…/
I have been in such a deep inward focused surrogacy with Divine Mother during this time, receiving stillness and yin recodings from her on all levels to support this shift! And galactic support, soul aspect support, and my beloved soul family support too!
It’s a supportive time too as we go through the Pleiadian/Star Seed Activation portal these next few days. You can feel them so HERE and ready to help us upgrade and connect to our soul purpose here during this last 3D timeline on the Earth plane!
You don’t need to be a Pleiadian star seed to feel this portal! Whatever ways you are meant to receive the galactic upgrades will come through. Here is a guided meditation with Raphael and I to connect to your Star Seed/Star Family https://youtu.be/LrKnyFKk1xM
This has been a transformational passage we’ve been in between the lunar eclipse two weeks ago and the total solar eclipse tomorrow as eclipse passages ALWAYS are! The churny and intense, sometimes uncomfortable and painful, energies of the lunar eclipse offered a pause/unplugging from the Matrix that worked at clearing out our wombs/haras/power centers. Clarities about our soul purpose, what to let go of in our lives that would serve them, and what possible next steps to take arose during this cycle.
As I’ve been connecting with the solar codes during the last couple of days of blessed winter sunshine, I’m experiencing them as more supportive, empowering, and overall easier to integrate and BE with. These sacred masculine codes offer important activations that allow you to take the next steps/make choices toward your higher timeline, perhaps revealed to you during the 11:11 portal.
The solar energies can’t be and have never been hijacked. The purity of the higher consciousness frequencies that stream in from our Physical Sun to the Cosmic/Quantum Great Central Sun and then into our Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway chakra (about two feet above our crown chakra) are undiluted, potent, and raw.
This is powerful FOOD for our soul, reminding us of our connection to the Divine, the TRUE Source of ALL life. As we receive this solar food, you may need less physical food in order to more deeply let it in. You may be finding that your appetite is just falling away and foods you previously wanted are falling away and a craving for more whole, real, pure plants/fruits is coming in. You may be feeling guided towards transitioning to vegetarian/vegan if you haven’t already as the killing frequencies are less tolerable to your system now.
I’ve been liquid fasting for the last week and I feel my consciousness rise as my cells empty out of any toxicities they’ve taken in during the last year of eating solid food (and some processed foods) to make more room for the good love food. I’ve done extended fasts before, up to 30 days last year, yet this current one has had the most ease to it and the most grace in terms of feeling into each moment what my body truly wants as nourishment. Supported by the beautiful nature, stillness, Mother Mary codes here in the mountains in Central Portugal, by my beloved community, by increasing service/sessions with beautiful souls, and deeply, so deeply, held by the Divine….I am finding that ANY hungers are quickly, readily answered by love.
There aren’t any feelings of deprivation or missing anything or not being allowed to have something. There is a deeper sense of infinite abundance being available to be ‘fed’ from whenever I want to access and digest it. This is supported by a few hours a day of doing yoga, deep pranayama/breathing, meditation/drop in with aspects/parts, prayer with the Divine.
I’ve mentioned before that I have been guided to eventually transition this life to living on love/prana/light and off physical food. I’ve remembered and connected in my Metasoul to soul aspects who lived like this for many years in bliss and ease. There have also been other aspects who died of starvation so this has been important to feel and heal as well. This feels like another phase of that transition to living on light for which I get to experience an alternative to the plugged in/programmed in way we have been enslaved by meal cycles, manufactured food buying/preparing, and all that.
Whatever phase you are in your transition to the embodiment of your Divine Self, the solar eclipse offers an opportunity to receive whatever you need in the Now. Your inner masculine may especially want/need support to take next steps, be felt in their stress and their overprotection, relieve any tensions, answer any distrust. Our inner sacred unions are being illuminated with this eclipse passage as the false feminine hijack (which we call the “Ursula Consciousness”) heals to reveal the sacred feminine. The sacred masculine is roused by her arising, wanting to show up for her, claim her, and care for her. The polarities within you come up as you feel what has been more scared relating than sacred between these energies within.
This is a guided meditation to connect with your inner masculine/feminine:
Here is also a guided meditation that I did last summer during the solstice solar eclipse in which I talk more about transitioning to living on prana/light (I was undergoing an extended fast at the time of filming this video) and a bridge to the solstice eclipse energies, which could even be helpful in this now:
How are you experiencing this eclipse passage?
Much LOVE to you during this eclipse passage and wishes for you to receive ALL that you most need in the form of the deepest heart and soul nourishment,Jelelle AwenDo reach out if you would like a bridge to whatever in your emotional body/souls wants to connect with you! Info about 1:1 sessions with me & other facilitators, writings/books, group call events (including one on 12:12) and more about soulfullheart.org.
How many deep soul and heart callings do we try to avoid because of the fear of ‘death’ and not necessarily body-death?
When we make a choice no longer based on 3D reasoning but based on awakening and expanding, we ‘die’ to what was. This can be a dramatic or traumatic experience yet not always, as long as the time and space are claimed to be with the fears and tears along the way. As long as you are still giving ample love to the parts of you and soul aspects that need you…
When you choose yourself over another, usually that relationship then must enter a death and rebirth.
When you choose to land in the process of living on light and prana or even just letting go of meat, sugar, processed foods and adapting a more compassionate diet for self and planet, a whole way of life (which is what ‘diet’ means) is laid on a funeral pyre. It is something that parts of you may fear they can never revisit for they might just be forever changed by the new experience.
Whenever I enter a new phase with new choices, there’s a fear (less and less so over the years, yet still present at times) in parts of me that now we are becoming even less relatable to others or even relatable to ourselves. Meaning, will I, as ‘Kasha’ become a different being now with less tolerances for certain foods, energies, etc and what does that mean?
This is the sacred process of our personal ascension… to continue to awaken, to choose self-love, to choose compassion, to choose the higher frequencies we know we are born for and come from in our souls, and to let go of that which can’t or won’t come with us…
This death and rebirth process is frequent and sometimes painful for the parts of us that aren’t ready… their readiness though, shifts if you can feel them, not drag them. This is my experience even today, and the gifts of holding that much love within are truly immense!
The entire planet has been in a Great Awakening experience and none of us are exempt. We all must experience our own versions of ‘death’ and it’s up to us, to our individual souls and hearts, to choose whether or not we can lean into the phases of ‘dying’, trusting that the ‘rebirth’ experience will always be worth it.
Sending so much love from my journey of discovery to yours… ❤️
Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
It was one of those days yesterday where my soul and my heart are so lit up that I feel like I am going to burst out of my skin! Walking around feeling the magic of everything, of my inside glow matching the outside feeling state of goodness. This ‘matching’ of the inside bliss that is able to arise when we clear out more of the old, dense, and toxic is just amazing. It so makes the feeling of the tears and the fears worth it that come up during and after powerful energy gateways like Lion’s Gate and high speed solar storms.
Raphael and I spent an absolute perfect almost Fall day here in a high vibration park in Victoria called Beacon Hill and shopping downtown together. Our hearts, bodies, and souls felt like they were beaconing too…glowing and beaming out from newly cleansed vessels and recent afterglow from amazing lovemaking. After a few weeks of intense focus on detoxing and activating our bodies through fasting and transitioning to living more & more on prana, yesterday was a celebration day of what we have let go of in order to let in MORE of the good things.
Now over two weeks into a liquid fast (no solid food) with five days of a water only fast too, I am amazed at how much more heightened ALL my senses are. The liquids I do consume (blended soups, smoothies, and juice) are full and abundant with flavor. Tastes like drinking heaven and I don’t need much. Everything is turned UP in terms of sight, sound, feel, and smell….so there is a sense of being more sensitive yet more able to appreciate and let in goodness too.
I HIGHLY recommend fasting if you haven’t before or you feel it’s time to do it again….even starting with only fruit for a day or only liquids or only water (if you feel ready for that, it can bring up some body detox symptoms such as decreased energy, muscle cramps, lightheadedness, weight loss (that can be a good one depending on what you are wanting). The physical symptoms of ‘being hungry’ or ‘being full’ are gone for me right now as I consciously bring in more and more prana/chi/life force energy through meditation, connection with Kuan Yin, Chi Gong/Tai Chi, the crystal singing bowls, yoga, and salt baths.
Food feels optional in the sense of not being driven by the planning, preparation and eating of it in the same ‘three meals a day’ way that we’ve been conditioned in 3D. I DO feel this is where we are headed as we move into deeper embodiment of our light bodies. The fuel they (and we) most need is Love, is Light, and is our connection with them.
love, Jelelle Awen
Join Raphael and I next Saturday, September 14th for our monthly group transmission over zoom, starting at 10:00am PDT. We will teach about and guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your Gatekeeper aspect, visit the Lower 4D Matrix, begin the process of unplugging from it, and learn how to open up portals to other lifetimes/timelines that need karmic healing. More info to join us for a $15 CAD donation here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1340021326164133/
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