The Death Of Our Formal Normal

The Rome and Titanic of our former collective institutions, the ones we collectively agree upon to keep them afloat, are all under fire and sinking. Government, health care, education, finance, real estate, defense, economics, supply-chain…the list goes on.

There is an ongoing hospice going on and there are different reactions to it. It is like the stages of grief- denial, anger, negotiation, depression, and acceptance. Where each of us is at means different ways in which we are relating to the current situation. The soul knows what’s up. Our emotional consciousness is just trying to catch up to it all!

This can bring a lot of suffering as well as some feelings of empowerment. Different parts of us come forward to manage the situation the best they know how. The deeper question is what does your soul feel is its truth? Not THE truth, but IT’S truth. It’s genuine sense of what lies underneath all this rumble and rubble.

This may not even apply to the global situation, but rather your own personal and local circumstance. Whatever it is that most impacts your ability to feel the Divine and your own soul. To feel the Eternal Love that holds the space for the drama AND the joy. I am more and more feeling like an outside observer while also feeling the impacts in my Higher Heart on the collective soul.

I am reminded that we are awakening. This process is not a painless one. It is wrought with turbulence and challenges. These are the fodder for our own liberation. They are the initiations that we all signed up for to help steward Gaia back into Her glory state. To re-member ourselves back to our original sacred humanity.

It takes a lot of patience, courage, compassion, and self-focus. It takes support and letting go of all that does not serve that vision. While the external may be in its death throes, your internal is its birth pangs, as long as you give yourself the environment it needs to flourish.
You are held. You are supported. You are the light of what comes next.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Illumination And Integration Of The Shadow

Our shadow can only be repressed for so long. It is a lot work to keep it in place. Eventually, it does find its way to its rightful place within our daily lives. It gets tired of being repressed and ignored. It runs out of gas in finding ways to express that are not vulnerable and relational.

This is true for our personal shadows as well as the Collective Shadow that is coming into plain sight with each passing day. We are being invited, if not prodded, to reconcile and reunite with this sequestered part of our consciousness and emotional/spiritual body. I know this is true for me, and has been for all of my healing journey.

It is a process like any other. It ebbs and flows. Floods and recedes. It is an essential part of each of our maturation and evolutionary cycles. There is no real management that can ease its way onto the scene other than a sacred trust that whatever comes out will be met with a deep compassion and forgiveness for all its edges and darkness.

It desperately seeks to come out and be a part of our lives. It houses our power and our creativity. It is the gateway to our authenticity and our reality. We are just living a half-life in its stead. When it is time for integration, it will be clear. Gaia’s ascension requires it as a passport to the New, no longer avoided but met with need and desire, hand in hand.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Righteousness As A Portal To Our Fear Of Separation

Most of my life a part of me felt that being ‘right’ was analogous to being ‘good’. If I did my due diligence of research then I could find myself on the moral high ground away from the “shit-slinging”. I would be the righteous one and therefore immune from judgement.

In that mental, moral high ground I had to pack some things in my shadow to make it all work. I had to hide another part of me that wanted to sling the shit as there was good reason to do so! The ‘enemy’ could not be allowed to get away with their volleys of crap that they were hurling on the collective battleground. My intellectual righteousness hid my social and spiritual warrior that knew a war game was being waged.

At some point that warrior came out and had his day in the sun. Yet, in the end, the energy didn’t ultimately feel like me nor did it feel sustainable and desirable. But it was real. It helped me understand where so many are coming from in this volatile drama being played out.

So there is something that is looking for balance and integration. A place where reason, intuition, and vulnerable expression get to be married and partnered, not conflicted or suppressed. This is not an easy thing to do, yet feels like an evolution for me personally that doesn’t let any part of me get hijacked or hidden, but rather seen, felt, and heard, even if it is just within me and my beloved community.

I don’t need to be ‘right’ anymore. I don’t need to be seen in the way a part of me has needed to in the past. I feel closer to the Divine and my beloveds and that brings me the gift to just be real with whatever is going on inside of me. The gift to allow my own soul’s intuition, my mind’s understanding, my heart’s desires, parts’ needs, and the Divine’s guidance.

There is peace in that state. A trust that I, and we, are all held in this ongoing dilemma of ascension we have all chosen to be a part of one way or another. I continue to free myself from the matrix of suffering, guilt, and righteousness and anchor into that which is real, beautiful, alive, and courageous. I hope and pray that others will choose the same for themselves. It is this inner resolution that seeds the outer revolution.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Great Disillusion Before The Great Awakening

Before any Great Awakening there is a Great Dissolving of Illusion. The things that used to be the stalwarts of our ‘reality’ suddenly show themselves to be nothing more than the tools of the magicians and strings of the puppeteers. The shadows of Plato’s cave are seen as nothing more than projections of the spell-casters.

This Great Disillusionment is met with varied responses somewhere among the spectrum of Grief. The collective, as a whole, has been duped, doped, and dehumanized. The clear awareness of this must be felt fully in order to respond truly, with courage and purity of heart rather than visceral rage or righteous indignation.

These only lead us back to the beginning even as it makes parts of us feel better that they ‘did something’. It is about fully feeling all of the stages until we get to the core of our humanity…our Compassion and Forgiveness. This does not throw out Justice but rather humanizes it.

We are all being herded into camps with different labels. Vaxxed, unvaxxed, masked, unmasked, conspiracy nut, or sheeple. All of this is a way to dehumanize us into this or that. When we categorize and classify ourselves we have separated ourselves from each other.

That doesn’t mean that we just deny our own truth and needs. We may have to no longer be associated with people that do not align to our deepest clarity. That can be done with compassion for oneself and for others. We can hold unconditional love while holding conditions for our relationality.

I have been guilty of this righteousness in my past. I understand it. I fall prey to it at times when a part of me needs to rage or feel better about itself. But I do hold it as a part, and not as my whole. I go back to it and feel where it’s truth lies and where it needs love, not judgment.

This is part of our own humanization process. To feel ourselves as a basket of parts that have all sorts of feelings and judgements. These parts and aspects need our attention, not just our projection. It is hard because how we may feel about others is reflected in the way we feel about ourselves. This is the Greater Awakening. The one that happens when you look in the mirror and into your own darkness and fear.

My purpose here is to help us all remember that we are Human. We all have shit buried in our DNA, in our past, and in our soul history. We are scared, frightened, and confused. We are also powerful beyond what we have been conditioned, programmed, or veiled to see. It is that humanity that steers us out of this sacred mess and into a world we have long forgotten we came from.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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The Covid Generation

What must it be like to be a child/teenager/young adult in this maddening world we are staring at? There is a whole generation of youth that are being altered, or altared, by the force of our own collective insanity. 

It deeply disturbs and angers me that the external symbol of our own inner innocence is at the dictate of a collective adulthood that has made such a mess of this planet. I know there are so many parents that are beside themselves with frustration, rage, and disbelief that any of this is happening all in the perverted notion of ‘protecting’ them. 

They are a casualty of a war that has been waging for a long time. A disintegrity gap more than a generational gap. If we were more attuned to our own innocence and well-being, we as adults would find that our humanity is inextricably linked to theirs. Just as we have cut ourself off from Nature, we have cut ourselves off from our Youth. 

I have not been the parent/guardian of a school-aged child for some time now as mine is finding her way in her mid-20s. Yet, I feel regardless of our parental experiences and circumstances we are all a part of that collective guardianship and leadership. We have to step up and wake up to the ways in which we as adults have both fought for and failed the upcoming leaders of this civilization. 

What kind of world we wish to live in is inherent in how we treat and lead ourselves and thus our youth. It is about connecting to the child/teenager within to sense how they would feel about living in today’s world. What would they want/need us to be and do to bring about the kind of works they would want to live in that is not rooted in the prefabricated world of media, politics, and technology? 

I would love to hear what life has been like for your children as they have navigated this past year and a half. It would be a way for me and those that read it to connect to this vulnerable and precious part of our human family. Thanks in advance for sharing whatever you feel to. I will do my best to respond to all those that share. 

Much love to all as we keep making our way back to the Love we are all born from.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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The Cult Of Love & Truth

I have to admit that it has been quite an adjustment to living in a bigger city in a new country. It has not been the culture and people of Portugal though, as there is a kindness and warmth at the heart of this beautiful part of the world.

The deeper adjustment has been to the collective response to C-vid that has been most difficult to adjust to. I would say, without reservation, that 90% of those I see outside are wearing masks. It is quite the contrast to Glastonbury where it may, at worst, get to 40%. This is just outdoors, mind you. And those that do not have them over their face, have them pulled down under their chin, as if to signal that they are part of the program at least. Can’t fault them as long as it is visible, eh? 

We have only been snarked at a couple of times, so there is a ‘bygones be bygones’ sort of thing going on, but not wearing them inside is an absolute no-no. No ‘exempt’ cards here, thank you very much. Some may bite at me for being compliant, but being in a host country while trying to find sanctuary does not lead me toward rebellion at the moment. It is a ‘pick your battles’ scenario. 

I feel I landed here in this situation to teach me a few things. The first is how sensitive I really am and how much nostalgic, travel romance a part of me projected onto coming to this classic European city. Kind of like a pre-pandemic wet-dream for a part of me. I would be pinching myself that I was actually here if I wasn’t caught in a nightmarish overlay around this historical location. 

Now I am pinching myself to see if I am actually on Earth. The land of human beings getting on with life and some perception of liberty. And maybe that is the next lesson. Maybe this has all just revealed how unfree we have actually been. The unabated mask-wearing, along with unquestioned injection inflection, are visual signs of what was lying underground all along…the programming of our own demise. 

Humanity has become Insanity in this New World Disorder, while being convinced it is the most humane thing to do to cut oneself off from the life-blood of existence called Air. I get that this is not a revelation as it has been part of our awareness for over a year now, but to see it so starkly right in front of me with so many has been quite the thud in my soul. We are literally in a dystopian novel and it is up to each of us individually to rewrite this thing from the inside out. 

This Cult of C-vid is ramping up and seeking new members each and every hour of each and every day. It is the largest of its kind that the world has ever seen. It pales in comparison to any Qanon group, and even THEY battle with each other! So who’s really the domestic/global terrorist? 

The Cult of Love and Truth will find its way. It actually encompasses the C-vid cult as it is the container from which we are hewn. This is a mass ‘individuation inoculation’ that may have a drastic illumination point. God, I hope that I am wrong. I will eat the feathers AND the tar just to get back to Reason and Love. (Okay, maybe not that severe as I do love my digestive system, but you get the hyperbole.)

The Cult of Love and Truth must start from within and then from our choices. The choices of where to live, who to be connected to, how to treat ourselves and others while we are sorting this out. Humanity is bifurcating. Splitting up into sects. I feel we are going through this for a much bigger reason than just some control agenda that can’t actually be bigger than Love Itself. 

It is up to each of us to feel what that is and keep feeling and healing our way there. Put on your own oxygen mask first as a beacon to what is authentic and real to you. Let them follow suit rather than trying to shame or debate. Just Be Love. The rest will fall into place however it is meant to. 

Love to you on your continued journey.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Choice To Choose Is Sacred

We are in a timeline of choice. There is no being neutral anymore. Polarity isn’t just about This vs. That in a confrontational way, a battle heartset. It may simply come down to making a choice and living into it.

This may be the vaunted Singularity. The moment when you have to choose This OR That, and then be on your way with its unfolding mystery. I am choosing Love. I am choosing not to offer my physical body to a nefarious agenda. I have chosen that adjective because that is what it is to me.

I am not going to deride anyone who has offered themselves in their own sovereign choice to do so. I will not be a part of that programming. I choose to stay in compassion while being passionate about my choice (which isn’t really a choice to me in the end, but for this I will let it be one.)

My purpose for being here is to embody my most natural, authentic, divinely-aligned human being. I am here to serve that in whatever way that is meant to be for others. I am here to keep unraveling and defending that permission to be Free, Real, and Loving. I am here to be a beacon of fresh air and a fresh start.

I have been in the process of leaving the Matrix for a long time. It is ongoing. It is not about living apart from the World in a cave, or battling against it, or undermining it. It is about unraveling from it from the inside so that I can serve its eventual transmutation into its original state of Grace.

I wish to be in a community of others that also choose the same. I wish to be a part of a beginning while sacredly giving space to AN end, not THE End. An end of suffering, an end to neutrality, an end to battle.

This takes the time it takes for each of us to choose. One way or another. There is no wrong choice as they all inevitably lead back to Love. It is how we live out that choice that makes a difference. It is that heart energy that lights the way for all that is to come.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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The WOKE Program

The term ‘woke’ is a word that has interested me from its inception. I remember when it was ‘PC’ (politically correct) in the “old days”. As with all things matrix, it has chosen to hijack awakening and turn it into a divisive, political, high-control buzz word.

I have come to see and feel that WOKE is a program. It is an activation code to redirect one’s sense of critical thinking, intuition, and common sense. It is not the content of the wokeness that I am at issue with, but rather the hive-mind response mechanism that comes in the wake of particular trigger events.

Right now, to be “woke” is to bind yourself to violence, to unconscious rage, to the calling out and exposing of others that are not a part of the program. It lives on both sides of any issue really. It is a collectively-destructive sequencing code.

To be truly awakening, one questions all things and vetts them through their own internal resonance filtration system. Some call it a Bullshit Detector. I just choose to call it heart and soul guidance.

We are all highly intelligent beings with many instruments at our disposal. We have not just mental capacity, but emotive, psychic, and soul-based receptors. If you allow yourself the ability to feel into each of them, you would get a much deeper and more authentic understanding of what is happening in the world and your place within it, rather than succumbing to the web of high-control transmission that is pervasive through all of our daily interactions.

The Masters of the Universe (as we have permitted them to be) are punch drunk on the masses controlling and monitoring themselves. They have put all their chips on that roulette number and they are getting stunning results. They bank on our disempowerment, our guilt, our shame, and our conditioned fear to skew our natural ability to see and feel our true power.

So programs like WOKE are highly efficient at solidifying consciousness to do its bidding for its programmers, just like C-vid, v@x, or ma$k. We lose our true sovereignty in the bull rush to be righteous.

We live in an upside down world. The visionaries of the past warned us. Or maybe we were just being set up for the long game. Either way we are in it. We have to find our way back to our own power and authentic choice. Love has been hijacked in the name of a needle, of a movement, and of our humanity.

The portal to that lives inside of YOU. It is a door to which you hold the keys. Not the politicians, not the doctors, and not the talking heads.

Waking up is, and always has been, an inside job.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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Back To The Natural Self

Being out in the city the last couple of days has made me acutely aware of an obvious fact. There is a hijacked, conditioned/constructed world and a natural, organic one. This is what the bifurcation feels like to me. A delineation between two (and also infinite) worlds.

As I have been digesting my own inner world the past few days, I can feel where I have had conditioned fears/reactions as well as natural ones. It is interesting to get a sense of the difference as it can lead to a deeper understanding of ourselves and the worlds we are a part of.

This whole pandemic is rooted in the conditioned/constructed domain. It was created. There is no doubt about that anymore in my heart, mind, and soul. Had we (as a collective) been more rooted in our Natural consciousness, there would be no issue here. We would not be playing ‘God’, but rather being Love.

I feel more aligned than ever to what my nature is messaging to me, not what the Construct is trying to convince me of through fear, smoke, and mirrors. To be able to function in some ways, I do participate in the charade as needed to the degree that I must to get a particular need met (such as a flight or to get some food.)

This participation is always under review and change as I continue to detach from the Old World and transition into the New. What is important to me is my own awareness of my internal emotional and spiritual guidance. Where is it feeling okay and where is it not? Am I in a conditioned response or in the seat of my own love power? It is an ongoing process and evolution.

I want to lead myself, and others, back into this forgotten natural world. The world of instinct and intuition that my beloved Kasha wrote about yesterday. I want to keep unplugging from the delusion we have found ourselves seduced by, not with spite or malice but with Love. Anger is necessary in the waking up process, but only keeps us looping in the long-term.

By connecting and feeling the parts of us that are still in the Construct through trauma, conditioning, and fear, we get to love them back into their natural states of compassion, discernment, courage, trust, and innocence. We each are The One. The Neo of The Matrix. We are Divinity incarnate.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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Goodbye Avalon, Hello New Earth Mission

Today Kasha and I will be making our last rounds here in Avalon to say good-bye. We will also be spending one last day with our beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle, for at least the next couple of weeks. It has been a wild ride to say the least. So much has been discovered, learned, experienced, healed, and illuminated inside and out.

We have delved into the Magdalene/Avalon/Arthurian/Inner Earth Lemurian timelines, went into deep masculine/feminine polarity and healing, and found ourselves in renewed and stronger relationships with ourselves and each other. There is a solidity of purpose and mission that has come from our time here in the UK.

We nestled in quite comfortably for the winter to go in and wait out the lockdown measures here. As things have opened up since May, there is this expanding awareness that more is yet to come in this C-vid narrative. Portugal has pinged for us as the next place to go to feel into finding sanctuary on the outskirts of this ever-unfolding drama before our eyes.

We are being guided and supported by our Inner Earth brethren/family, as well as Galactic and Magdalene, to weather the storm that has been brewing for the past year and more. There is this guidance to seek a ‘safe haven’ as much as possible, yet that safe-haven really lives inside. It lives in our connection to our higher dimensional essence as it exists in the Here and Now. This is what helps to breathe through each moment and with each new development as it arises.

I feel guided to continue my inner journey of unplugging more thoroughly from the High-Control Matrix System in all areas of life from fake food, mainstream news, social dissonance, compliance, to any form of invasive procedure. The mission is to continue to share my journey, my perspective, and my services to those that they call to and resonate with.

We are all guided to be beacons and leaders of a way of life that supports that increasing vibration and initiation of Love and New Earth/Gaia. There is a lot of purposeful din out there to scramble the invitation to self-love, truth, and resonant community. It is Love that we are guided by, not the hijacked/influenced ‘science’ that is being peddled out front while other grounded and questioning science is being suppressed.
We all have a lot to say and feel about what is happening globally and its ramifications for our near-term future, let alone our long-term prognosis. We will all be writing about this more as we settle into our new digs in Portugal.

For now, it is about taking stock of our experience here in Avalon and the gifts and illumination she has offered us going forward. She has given each of us so much and held us through some very tough moments. I feel Her handing us a torch to carry with us as we move on to new lands. She will not be forgotten for She lives in our hearts and our souls, a part of the flame that longs to serve, share, beacon, and inspire. I am so grateful for Her role in my journey and look forward to the fruits that will bear from the seeds that have been sown.

Thank you Lady Avalon for all that you have offered and initiated us into. It lives in me always.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/