Our First Visit To A Crop Circle (Video) |Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video, Ascension Guides and SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen share with you our impressions as we visit our first crop circle after wanting to for many years! This crop circle appeared in Hampshire, UK on June 8th and we were guided to visit it and share the energies of it with you in real time as we were taking it in. We walk around the perimeter of the circle (which is over 200 feet wide!) and sit for a moment in one of the circles to share messages we receive from it.

Jelelle shares more about the experience of being in the crop circle here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2021/06/11/a-reminder-of-magic-and-home-my-first-visit-to-a-crop-circle/

Thank you to Rodrigo for the use of his drone footage! You can see more of his amazing nomadic travel adventures with his family at their IG: https://instagram.com/nossacasamundo

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A Reminder Of Magic And Home: My First Visit To A Crop Circle!

By Jelelle Awen

I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.

This is the one we visited!


On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.


And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.


On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.


Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.


The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!


We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.


It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.


The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.


I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.


Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.


I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.


You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.


Love from Crop Circle country!

Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Slow 2021 Season Picks Up With A 12 Petal Beauty

Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.

This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)

I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.

There are more and more ‘commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.

I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.

What do you feel and see when taking it in?

More info and aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2021/barton/barton2021a.html

Love from crop circle country!

Jelelle Awen

Chakra Clearing Crystal Singing Bowls & Guided Meditation | Jelelle Awen (Video

In this video, I play my quartz crystal singing bowls tuned to 432HZ that I happily have back in my life after needing to sell them when we came to the UK. I love them as they offer such an instant boost, energy clearing, light body activation, and chakra opening!

These specific bowls resonant at frequencies/tones/notes for the root, heart, and third eye chakras. I also offer a guided meditation to connect you to your chakras in a cleansing and balanced way as you tune into the frequencies of the bowls.

Join Raphael Awen and I for a Living in 5D group call transmission on Sunday, June 10th at 5:00pm BST (UK time)/noon EDT/9:00am PDT over zoom where they will provide 5D teachings, a crystal bowl sound healing transmission, and guided meditation. You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recording (usual is around $10 CAD) at https://www.soulfullheart.org with more info there too.

Injoy!
Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Forgive Me, Father, As I Forgive You

By Jelelle Awen

“Forgive me, Father, as I forgive you…” This prayer came to me today as I was tuning into Divine Father frequencies in preparation for our women’s group call with Kasha this Sunday where we will share about healing the false father wound to let in Divine Father.

The religious version, “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” is what originally came through today, feeling like a relic from many lifetimes of confessional, shame-based worship and self inquiry rooted in unworthiness.

Feeling sinful and asking a punitive Father God for forgiveness/to be deemed worthy enough for ‘Heaven’ is a program that can be challenging to deprogram from, as wired up as we are from the Matrix to believe that we are bad, wrong, and sinful. This programming actually blocks us from receiving TRUE and pure forgiveness frequencies from the Divine Father that empower us to experience Heaven within us.

As we unplug from this False Father programming, we are able to have and embody growing autonomy, self love, self worth, and our own goodness…and experience of our OWN Divinity. Yet, this programming runs deep. Beyond the religious programming, it has also been showing itself in the rampant abuses on all levels between mostly male gurus/spiritual teachers and their followers. This abuse is being exposed more, yet still so many vulnerable wounded daughters especially are drawn into the seduction of a holy father in the flesh that finally accepts, sees, and wants them (even if in very inappropriate ways at times.)

I am still digesting, even years later, my own experience of this kind of false father/teacher relationship with a former teacher of mine. I will share more about this in the women’s call… how I recovered, what I learned from it, and my process of forgiving him and myself.

While connecting with Divine Mother is very natural and fluid for me, it has been more challenging for me to commune with Divine Father. The blocks have also come from the woundings/traumas from an absentee birth father and series of mixed step-father experiences. I’ve also had some lifetimes as a nun in devotion to the Holy Father and as a devotee to male gurus/teachers that I have needed to heal and reconcile.

Letting in Divine Father has deepened for me over the years as I clear and feel these blocks/fears/resistances within parts of me and soul aspects. Divine Mother has been a bridge to this as She shows me how to love Him again and receive His love. As my Divine Daughter arises to accept love and embrace from the Divine Father, I often find there is more forgiveness to be exchanged from my heart to His and to then receive from Him.

So, today it was, “Forgive me Father as I forgive you,” and my Inner Daughter is still in process of this, for which He readily forgives….and offers His ever ongoing love to allow the healing process to deepen and continue.

Join us on Sunday, March 30th at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for the two hour women’s group call to explore the false father wound through teachings, a guided meditation journey, and sharings. You can offer whatever donation amount you would like to (usual is around $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at soulfullheart.org/events.

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon Eclipse Bridge To Sacred Lunar Energies

By Jelelle Awen

I really took in previous lunar eclipses…watching the footage in a meditative way with music playing in the background. There was something so fascinating about watching such a known and familiar object in our nightly sky becoming transformed right before my eyes.

I can feel how strange and probably frightening this event would seem in timelines where technologies weren’t available to share what exactly was going on. Especially with the eclipses where the moon is so close to Gaia, passing into her shadow, and turns an ever deepening red color (like the one today), it could feel as if the world was ending and the moon a startling affirmation of it.

While I do have the sense that the lunar energies have been largely hijacked by the Matrix control system for thousands of years and some of the lunar worshiping spiritualities as well, there is still an authentic sacred feminine frequency that can be received from the moon.

The cellular memory of our Lemurian roots can be accessed to tap into the ‘original moon in our skies’ for millions of years and we can connect to these codes within us. Especially during an eclipse this bridge is possible, as the Matrix broadcast may be more interrupted during it.

The Supermoon eclipse happens today May 26 at 10:30am UK time (BST), 5:30am EDT, 2:30am PDT with recording available to watch anytime.

There was an intense clearing/preparation in our wombs/haras especially leading up to this Supermoon with intense exhaustion/aches/pains in many cases as well.

Here is a supermoon eclipse guided meditation that I offered in 2019 in which you connect with the eclipse codes and energies and bring them into all of your chakras. You create a flow then with these energies that helps with body symptoms related to them. Dark Mother holds the space for this process as you invite revelation of any ‘bleeding’ in your life (and from other timelines) that is not serving you and identification of what needs to be shed (like during the monthly moon menstrual cycles for women.) You also gaze into a pool of water infused with eclipse codes to receive visions and images of your highest timeline.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kasha Rokshana shares this insightful and powerful energy update about how the lunar eclipse energies may be impacting you: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2021/05/23/blood-supermoon-lunar-eclipse-energy-waves-connect-all-wombs-darkness-moving-through/

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Healing The Father False Wound To Let In Divine Father Women’s Group Call May 30 | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

By Jelelle Awen

Hope you can join Kasha Rokshana and I for our last women’s group call here in Avalon before we leave for Portugal! The focus of this group in one week on Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm BST (London, UK time zone/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT) will be healing the False Father wound to open up connection more to the Divine Father.

Healing the father wound to let in Divine Father is a new ground for us to cover in a group call and was requested by recent participants. This call will complement the powerfully tender women’s call we did recently on healing the mother wound to let in Divine Mother. This feels like a timely place to go as the sacred masculine becomes more available within and with the Divine as the False Masculine/wounded patriarchal Matrix continues to be exposed and collapse.

For most women, our fatherly experience has been either one of domineering, judgement, outright abuse, possessiveness, etc.…..or disconnected, absent, and vacant. Our daughter inside (especially our Inner Teenager) is often left uninitiated and invalidated by an outer masculine father figure, which impacts our sense of our own worthiness, sexuality, desirability as women and our romantic relationships as parts of us may be seeking a replacement father figure or pushing away from the masculine due to our father wounding. This can leave traumas and wounds within parts of us that block our receiving and letting in of the Divine Father energies that keep us plugged into the Matrix as well.

We will also talk about how the punitive False Father God of mainstream religions and the False Teacher/Guru (with hidden abusive patterns) of many spiritualities has also been traumatizing on a soul level and left a deep void and unknown around the experience of pure frequencies of a Divine Father. We will share our personal journeys around healing the false father experiences from this life and other lifetimes in order to let in Divine Father and also be in deepening sacred union grounds with our beloved masculine partners.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call.You will connect with the part of you that has most experienced the fatherhood wound (your inner daughter or whatever soul aspect that wants to come through) and invite them to move into the higher-dimensional God chamber to experience unconditional love with Divine Father. We will be joined by various Divine Father faces/forms such as Yeshua, Joseph of Arimathea, Father Sky, etc. We will also repeat “I Am” mantras that recode the Father experience.

You can receive the link/recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop.

Or you can purchase it here through paypal and we will send you the zoom link via email. paypal.me/jelelleawen

Please make a note that you are purchasing the May 30th women’s group and check that your email is current.​

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

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Arise, Sacred Human, Arise: Message From Your Divine Self

It is a time for burning and churning of what just isn’t going to come along with you into the new. If you’ve been ‘tempting’ fate and living in energies that are overly ripe for and needing change, now is when destiny reaches out Her hands to you and invites you to step UP.

Sometimes this feels like a shove and a push. Sometimes this feels like an irresistible embrace and you fall right into the lap of love.

You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline.

You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life.

You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small.

You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.

You are so needed to come into your full bloom in the service of love. This is why you are here after all….during this time of so much shifting and changing, during this grand transition of humanity into new forms of expression! You are needed here….for the inner healing that extends to the collective. For the collective healing that benefits the individual.

These are Ashes In The Air kind of life phases. These are deep mournings, forgivings, and moving ons. These are dark nights of the soul that open out into more awakenings. These are completions that make new openings more possible.

These are funerals to celebrate what is now gone. These are ceremonies that celebrate what feels to be lost arising again in new forms. These are bifurcations that call you to make difficult choices.

SOULar energies of healthy masculine/Divine Father activation serve you to make the choices that are resisted by parts of you. These geomagnetic winds blow in new possibilities of shiftings and changes. The Matrix peaking brings life as you’ve known it to its edge/end so that you can reboot again and unattach from the previous forms.

The Divine Mother is here in whatever form you most need Her. She will hold the match and she will be the balm to soothe the burns and the swelter too. Call Her to you and She will come. Yet, you have to make room for Her and room for yourself too to let in the form of you that She represents.

To arise….sacred human…..to arise!

MUCH love to you and with you as we arise, ashes in our air, and the NEW a steady reminder of what we can become!Your Divine Self w/Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: First of the 2021 Season!

By Jelelle Awen

And so it begins!! Crop circle season for 2021! This first one appeared in Stanton St Bernard, Near Alton Barnes in Wiltshire, UK yesterday May 10th. What struck me most about this formation was the bright yellow hues of the Oilseed-Rape flowers! That is a BIG activation of third chakra I AM frequencies! I get a sense of movement about this one…it will be interesting to see how future ones may connect to this one.

There is something mysterious about this formation and also looks almost ‘pieced together’…reminds me somehow of stain glass window. Personally, I always feel comforted when these crop circles start appearing, feeling the activations and transmissions that occur beyond the mind’s understanding.

I am so excited to actually be here in this area of the UK where the majority of these crop circles appear, which I missed last year as we came here in September when the season was over. I feel a sense of certainty and reassurance from my Star/Lemurian family that we will be able to get over to share/transmit from at least one of them while we are here in the area through the end of June.

Some of you have asked what we are drawn to next after being here in Avalon/Glastonbury. We are feeling guided to relocate and settle in Portugal, most likely the central or Northern areas. We are wanting to eventually own/steward land with restorable buildings and create a sustainable community with the SoulFullHeart work/way of life as our foundations there that we are calling NuMu (New Lemuria). This has been our ultimate vision for many years, including an attempt at off-grid living in rural Mexico for a couple of years.

I’ve been offered that the crop circles are actually mostly a collaboration from the skies and from within the Earth with the Inner Earth Lemurians ‘seeding’ them from below and a combo of tech used by star beings from above. They seem to appear in fields as a bridge to us on the surface, to remind us of the higher dimensional support that we have from above and from below as we go through our Ascension.

Raphael and I will be sharing more about the frequencies of New Lemuria and how to bridge to them in our group meditation call this Sunday May 16th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EST. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events. Love from Avalon,Jelelle Awen

Bridge To New Lemuria Group Meditation Call May 16th | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Rather than relating to Lemuria as an ‘ancient civilization’ that existed for millions of years a long time ago, we can connect in an intimate way to the energies of Lemuria within us and with Lemurians who live currently within Inner Earth. Lemuria or Mu (which means ‘Motherland’) provides us a template of embodied, vital, and even practical spirituality that is connected to all living beings and our home as Mother Gaia.

Inner Earth Lemurians are available as bridges for us during this intense completion of the dark night phase of humanity within the Matrix….as we emerge into the light again. Lemurians provide the codes we need to upgrade our DNA, move into our ‘super human’ gifts (such as those displayed by Avatar Lemurians such as Yeshua), expand our consciousness in all areas of life, and heal traumas on emotional/mental/physical/spiritual levels. They remind us of our capacity for updates in all areas of life…such as immortality, living on light, highly conscious relationships and community living, intentional procreation, etc.

Raphael and I are co-hosting our monthly group call for women and men over Zoom to provide a transmission of Ascension codes from here in Glastonbury/Avalon (the heart and third eye chakra of Gaia) where we have been receiving activations from the Lemurians, especially through the ancient standing stone circles here. The focus of this group next Sunday, May 16th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm BST (London, UK timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up to connect to the Lemurians as guides, templates, and sacred initiators.

We will talk about how the Lemurians have been waiting for thousands of years for those of us on the ‘surface’ to raise into a higher consciousness so that they could emerge out of Inner Earth (where they live in 5D communities) and join us. We will share our personal journeys and experiences with them and the guidance we have received around leaving Glastonbury in July to form a NuMu sustainable community in Portugal.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative journey to Inner Earth to visit with the Lemurians and bridge to your aspect/guide/ambassador as well. Our Inner Earth Lemurian soul aspects/brothers/sisters named Ruma and Ruhaniel will join us as a template of the sacred human ascension process and providing messages/guidance to us all. We will also repeat ‘recoding’ affirmations as mantras together as a group that assist in this healing.

Here is a recent Lemurian transmission and message from Ruma and me: https://youtu.be/iaYhHu8LNkI

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the Zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the May 16th group and check that your email is current.

You can also join this call for free if you are a member of our online community Portal on Mighty Networks where we also provide a safe online digestion and sharing space after the call. Membership is $14.99 USD a month with info at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.coThere is more info at soulfullheart.org/events.

Love from Avalon and New Lemuria!

Jelelle Awen