Matrix Unplugging During Recent Eclipse & Control Peaking With Recent V. Mandates

By Jelelle Awen

Mass protests are happening in Vienna to the most recent highly discriminatory V. Mandates against those who are choosing sovereignty over conformity and not getting jabbed with gene altering bioweapons. As these mandates (a wounded masculine hijack!) becoming increasingly and sneakily common, it is also becoming more and more clear that this is NOT about controlling a virus, yet about controlling humanity.

The ancient Matrix agenda seeded during the fall of Atlantis is peaking now with the C. narrative. The dark polarized star beings who first created it have shared that they have abandoned it and Earth as She ascends into 5D. They cannot ascend with her consciousness and are not meant to….yet we as sacred humans and children of Gaia ARE meant to rise with her.

The polarizing programs and conditionings continue to run on the steam of inertia and all the humans who are still plugged into them. That is the play out we are seeing now. This great bifurcation, as painful as it is, allows humanity the opportunity to choose what timeline we will manifest next.

With the recent lunar eclipse, which was the longest in centuries, we were given a pause from the hijacked moon matrix broadcast. During this pause, we were offered the opportunity to unplug to another degree our womb or hara (power center for men) from the Matrix and to feel our umbilical cord to the Divine. Many of us experienced this process in heightened period cycles, digestion issues, dizziness, headaches, crazy dreams, and other symptoms. These are all signs of clearing and upgrading.

The unplugging process is truly a sovereign one…every soul must choose if they undergo it and how. Some of us are going through it in a very conscious and peaceful way over many years in order to show others the way. Others are needing to protest loudly and advocate for themselves and humanity. Others are stuck between the two sides in an uncomfortable tornness. And others will remain plugged in until they leave their bodies, choosing to awaken outside the body. All options are sacred for that soul. All are chosen for the most growth and healing opportunity.

Tuning into your light body, you can see/feel if there are any plugs into the Matrix that are ready to come undone. It is a lengthy process that works on emotional, spiritual, physical, energy, and mental levels. If you’d like space holding and support in the Matrix unplugging process, please do contact us for a 1:1 session over Zoom with more info at Soulfullheart.org.

This is a guided meditation with me to facilitate matrix unplugging through meeting your Reptilian Self with more coming in January when we launch a 30 day video series Deepen 2022:

Now is the time for humanity to arise! Now is the time for humanity to become Infinite Love as a reflection of the Divine once again!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Intense Womb/Sacral Clearings During November Lunar Eclipse

By Jelelle Awen

Powerful lunar eclipse codes coming IN the last couple of days and now peaking as this celestial event begins in which the moon, the sun, and Gaia are in alignment. This blood moon eclipse is the longest in 100 years, over three hours from start to finish. Taking in a livestream of the lunar eclipse as it is happening creates a bridge to these codes and whatever they offer you.

Link to view broadcast here:

Intense clearings of the sacral chakra going on with impacted period cycles (delayed, early, intensified). And indigestion/stomach issues as well…..This feels like an important clearing after all that was activated and amplified in the 11:11 portal so that desire, sexual creative life force and womb/hara empowerment can come through.

I feel that there is quite an activation of the universal and personal womb space going on…the hijack of the lunar connection to our wombs gets both amplified during full moons yet also gets a ‘pause/reboot’ during lunar eclipses. It can be a confusing energy! The ongoing V. battleground/narrative and Matrix peaking are an intense timeline to be aware of and living through as well.

You may indeed be feeling an intensity of your period cycles or disruption/pause in them..as I am experiencing PMS about 10 days earlier than usual and going through a synching womb process with my daughter who lives with us again. The synching of wombs is definitely REAL, even if mainstream medicine doesn’t acknowledge it. And the mother/daughter bond that lives in the cellular memory of my womb is being reactivated as well.

Veils are thinning too in a visceral way causing sometimes intense bleed through from other lifetimes. If you are having unexplained reactions/triggers/ emotions that don’t really connect to your life circumstances, it could be a lifetime/soul aspect coming through. The wise woman/witch lifetimes are esp coming up for feeling and healing, as I’ve been connecting with for the last week myself.

I am in a rehab/healing process with a beautiful black cat that we have come to call Raven who essentially ‘came with’ the house we are renting here in Central Portugal. Raven is basically a stray cat (although she may have owners, they are not bonded with her in a significant way) who came around at first at mealtime to be fed and now stays the night, sleeps on my bed, and is allowing me increasingly to pet and cuddle with her.

We have a soul history together (as seems to be the case with any animals that are drawn to us and us to them!)….a lifetime where my Metasoul aspect Ingrit was a wise woman/medicine woman in medieval Ireland and was ostracized socially and feared by the townspeople she was serving even as she was ‘used’ for her medicines/herbals/energy healing. Raven was cast out too for being a bad omen/bad luck as a black cat and they bonded through the feelings of being different from others, being outcast, being vilified, etc. This is a soul theme that MANY of us can relate to and I feel we came here this life to heal and ascend beyond this victimized experience of being a persecuted healer.

In this life, Raven and I have reunited to heal this experience together and it is requiring a deep patience yet is very worth it. Healing with animals is not all that different from space holding with people actually…building trust by showing up consistently in a non-judgemental way that invites more love to flow.

There is great opportunity here during the lunar eclipse passage to digest what came through as your higher timeline during the 11:11 portal. This is particularly a powerful time for karmic healing, such as what I am remembering and healing with the wise woman/black cat as familiar bond.

Take the time to meditate on the lunar eclipse and invite the codes into your field, plus any soul aspects that want to reveal themselves to you. ❤️

This is a guided meditation that I did during a past lunar eclipse to connect with the codes:

Please do reach out if you’d like support during a 1:1 session with me or my beloveds offering a bridge to access these other lifetimes/soul aspects and/or parts of yourself that need you….and to deep dive into your womb space as well. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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11:11 Passage Crystal Bowl Sound Bath, Guided Meditation, & Mantras Transmission (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Major upgrades going on during this 11:11 passage! Light body activations, soul field/veils lifting, and overall next level codes coming in!

This video I’m sharing was recorded during a recent SoulFullHeart community gathering on November 12th with Raphael and I playing crystal quartz sound healing bowls, providing a guided meditation/transmission, and I AM mantras. We were calibrating to the powerful, Divine Love 11:11 portal as individuals and a community, which provides an amplification to feel your higher timeline/soul purpose manifestation.

The bowls are tuned to 432HZ for ultimate cleansing and purifying of your chakras/auric field, physical/light body activation, and emotional body healing. The bowls used in this video are the C note/root chakra (played by Raphael), the F note/heart chakra and the A note/Third Eye chakra (played by me.)

We also guide you to let go of whatever is necessary to embody more of your Divine Self and messages from the Divine. We then offer powerful I AM mantras to recode your 3D Self to your Divine Self. The community (with Gabriel and Kasha plus members Raianna Shai and Bey Magdalene), offer I AM statements as well.

I also released a guided meditation to 528HZ music for 11:11 portal activation available ANY time in the Now:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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11:11 Portal Activation Guided Meditation (W/528 HZ Music) | Jelelle Awen

I’m guided to share this guided meditation for activation of the 11:11 portal now as access to the powerful manifestation and higher timeline it offers is available at ALL times in the Now.

I felt a teleportation as I was recording it this morning……to the space before, during and after a timeline shift, a jump UPwards and onwards that can more readily occur during these magical repeating number portals. Sometimes they provide a very clear marker of major life shifts and sometimes it is more subtle…more inward than outward.

The music used during this meditation is tuned to 528 HZ which I find provides a heaven frequency that supports tuning into these higher realms. During the meditation, you travel to the 11:11 portal and feel what can come ‘with you’ through it into your higher timeline…and what needs to be let go of in order to move forward. This may be an emotional process for sure with grief and mourning too, esp if it involves relationships…even as the joyful bliss of remembering your Divine Love essence is becoming more real to you.

I hope you enjoy this one and fully leverage this 11:11 portal in whatever ways best serve you and your Divine Self!

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

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Come Into The Light Of My Heart: Message To Your Shadow Self From Your Divine Self

By Jelelle Awen

To your Shadow Self from your Divine Self:

I seek you out now

I invite you out now

I search for you now….

not to judge you

not to hurt you

not to persecute you….

Yet, only, to invite you out into love.

What you hold and store,

what you have kept hidden,

what has been so long guarded,

what has been wrapped up tight….

can now be opened, revealed and healed.

There are gifts in your secrets

There are truths in your mysteries

There are treasures in your troves.

So long you have been

in the fog of what is purposely forgotten

made invisible behind a thick veil..

and now these barriers can be lifted through the gently powerful forces

of forgiveness, self acceptance, worth and compassion.

Rather than be afraid of you

or wanting to avoid you,

I am in awe of you

I am curious about you

and I can patiently hold space

as the trust between us grows

to allow a loving mutual ground of growth.

Come out into the light of my heart

and you can become once again

the love that you truly ARE.

Love,

Your Divine Self~

Please join us for a group meditation call with a sacred exploration into your shadow on Sunday, November 7th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. You can join us live and receive the recording by whatever donation you feel to give (usual is $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More info at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions and https://www.facebook.com/events/171567888429264

Here’s a video with Raphael and I talking more about the group call and I read this message as well:

We also offer powerful and loving space holding during 1:1 sessions for shadow exploration and integration. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Shadow Exploration Guided Meditation Group Call w/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen: November 7th, 2021

by Jelelle Awen

“The shadow is a tight passage, a narrow door, whose painful constriction no one is spared who goes down to the deep well.” ~ Carl Jung

Your shadow – or that which is currently not conscious to you – often contains aspects of you that have been disowned, put away, judged, rejected, protected, forgotten about and suppressed. The shadow is not evil or harmful, yet it can contain ‘backed up energies’ that have been judged as not appropriate such as rage, shame, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, sexual impulses, and more. In this backed-up unconscious state, these shadow frequencies can bleed through in patterns of destructive behaviors toward yourself or others, suffering loops, heaviness and depression, anxiety and panic attacks, addictions, and much more.

Also in shadow can be your soul gifts, soul purpose clarities, and your ‘power’. There are always ‘good reasons’ for this putting away into shadow based on conditioning you’ve received from 3D life and even other lifetimes/timelines, in addition to undigested traumas and karmic patterns.The Ascension process invites you to uncover, feel, and integrate your shadow aspects with love, compassion, and curiosity. Rather than bypass the shadow, it is about embracing it with self-love and Divine support. It seems very timely to be exploring it with so much of it coming UP in our collective right now!

Raphael and I will co-host a Shadow Exploration group meditation call over Zoom on Sunday, November 7th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm WEST (Lisbon, Portugal timezone)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana also join us to share their experience of the meditation, along with their own personal deepenings in shadow exploration.

We will talk about how we define the ‘shadow’ and how the SoulFullHeart process opens up access to these previously inaccessible and veiled grounds through a gentle yet powerful negotiation with your Inner Protector or Gatekeeper. The Inner Protector and Gatekeeper are hesitant to go into the shadow as they don’t want you (or other parts of you such as the Inner Child) to become overloaded and overwhelmed by these energies as they come through. Through a negotiation with your Divine Self leading, the Protector will then allow you to connect with these shadow aspects as needed, from this life and other lifetimes, in a way that is empowering and manageable. We will also share about our personal experiences with deepening grounds of shadow exploration from this life and other lifetimes over the last 15 years together as a couple and as individuals in our processes.

During this group call, we will provide a guided meditation journey in a safe energetic space to meet or connect with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper. We will then go on a ‘deep dive’ into your consciousness with powerful and proven imagery/visualizations that allows for new revelations of whatever wants to come through of your shadow to connect with you. We will also repeat ‘recoding’ affirmations as mantras, together as a group and with the Divine, that assist in this exploration and healing.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the Zoom link and subsequent recording via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the November 7th group and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.

More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/171567888429264 and soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love,

Jelelle

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Shakti Fierce Feminine Energies Provoked By Full Moon

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The full moon wakes something up from within us. It has a broadcast frequency of the Matrix to some degree, so long ‘hijacked’ by those forces. Yet, also, there are the ways that we have related with the moon in so many lifetimes of worship and ceremony that somehow calls on us to allow the lunar energies to hold space for us. For those of us with many lifetimes of being a Priestess, the moon has long been our companion for magics safer done in the dark.

As we deepen into Autumn and approach Samhain/Halloween soon, the veils thin always at this time of year between dimensions. I am reminded of the Day of the Dead/Dia de los Muertos celebrations when we lived in Mexico. The entire culture embraces and acknowledges the thinness of the veils between the living and the dead during this time. Spirit would be invited to have a more solid place at the ‘table’ of the living led by the heart’s reminiscing memories and the soul’s enduring connections that go beyond physical body death.

There is a provoking of energies to come out from the shadows during this time…that we have put there because they are not ‘safe’, or deemed appropriate or have been suppressed for many lifetimes. The energy of the Fierce Feminine and Her Shakti rumbles are coming through. Sometimes it is a fury that allows her to express herself, a self advocacy that makes other parts of us very uncomfortable. Shakti is not polite, controllable, or predictable. She destroys even as She gives life.

It is this alchemical feminine that has so long been neutered in our Matrix-controlled patriarchal culture. It has been hijacked as well, making those of us who have the self permission and qualification (after MUCH healing work) to express it feel like we have ‘temper problems’ or are ‘losing it’ when it comes through. What we are losing when Shakti comes through are the control mechanisms and implants and conditionings that program us to feel that it is NOT ok to be powerful, to be wild, and to be truthful….especially if it shakes up others, even if it hurts others too, even if they judge us as a result and reject us. And there is an equivalent in men that feels like it is even more resistant to this fierce feminine coming through as so much harm has been inflicted by the wounded misuse of these energies by the patriarchy.

This energy is not about abusing in the toxic way that the hijacked feminine can…which I have come to call “Ursula”, named for the Evil Sea Witch character in the Little Mermaid movie. Ursula is a hijacked construction of the Matrix that has made evil and wrong feminine magic and sorcery. Ursula is bitter, manipulative, competitive, and without any vulnerability at all. She is also undeniably powerful. Yet, she uses her power not to empower herself and others ultimately, but rather to take, own, and possess.

I share more about Ursula consciousness here and there is a link to purchase a women’s group meditation call to unplug your womb from the matrix: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/unplugging-from-the…/

I have experienced through our SoulFullHeart process of connecting to ALL energies/parts/aspects within that unplugging from the Matrix Ursula allows for the healing of the inner one. She is then free to access the Universal life (and death) forces of the Divine such as Shakti and also Kundalini.

The energies right now are confronting these places within us that hold our power. Lifetimes/Timelines can come through now for us to feel how being persecuted leads to being afraid to express them. This fear of powerful expression is occurring even now in our lifetime with the V. narrative and an agenda of censorship, restrictions, and control of free speech/free movement/free living. The Cabal Matrix patriarchy is tightening the reigns on the Fierce Feminine, along with the Compassionate Feminine….as both energies threaten the Cabal’s dominance because they are key to ushering in the death of the Matrix to allow the birth of New Earth.

Feel the flows of these intense energies, allowing them to take you where they may. Divine Mother has a face and form that can ‘match’ these places within you and never make them wrong. Go through the portals that they offer, bringing light of non-self judgement to the shadows, so that much may revealed during this magical time of self discovery.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Guided Meditation For Relaxation & Physical/Emotional Healing W/Mother Mary (Music) | Jelelle Awen

This guided meditation with SoulFullHeart Teacher/Co-Creator/Facilitator Jelelle Awen offers a bridge to soothing and relaxing, yet very catalytic and powerful, healing energies during a time when they are very much needed. During this meditation, you access a high frequency of Infinitely abundant White Light from Divine Source through your Crown Chakra.

This energy is for the clearing and healing of physical body pain, ailments and diseases as needed, including a boosting of your immune system, internal organs, and every living cell. You also connect in this meditation to your emotional body and offer soothing white light and Divine love to any reactions, tensions, resistances or charged emotions that you may be experiencing.

Jelelle also offers a bridge to any part of you that comes forward into your awareness that needs your love and attention, especially your Inner Child. Divine Mother shows up in the form of Mother Mary, who offers comforting and soothing reminders of your essence as Divine love. You repeat powerful “I am” mantras for a higher frequency Ascension recoding. The music then continues for some more time to allow a deeper immersion into the experience.

You may get quite sleepy, relaxed, drifty and even fall asleep during this meditation, so it is best to be in a comfortable position with your eyes closed while listening to it. We recommend listening with headphones. Remember that whatever happens during it within you is perfect.

The music gratefully used in this video is from a channel with the best sleep music that we have found on YouTube, the Nu Meditation Music Channel. This music has supportive ocean wave sounds and binaural beats as well to drop you into a Theta/Delta brainwave space for ultimate relaxation: https://youtu.be/ISgfqlMwSrk

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Information about free intro calls over Zoom with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Kasha Rokshana for women or Gabriel Amara for men and women and 1:1 sessions with Raphael Awen, Gabriel, and Kasha at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

“Miss Without Possession, Hold Without Grasp” | Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Authentic and higher dimensional Divine Mother and Father energies can “miss without possession, hold without grasp, and claim without ownership.”

This message came through during a recent session where I felt Mother Mary/Divine Mother offering this in contrast to what most of us have experienced as parenting and co-dependence in relationships. This was our role models in 3D of relationships from our parents…and also programmed to us by the Matrix.

The distinctions of these frequencies (missing versus possessing; claiming versus owning) become real to us as we experience them from the inside FIRST. From one part of us to another, we feel and heal the polarized and fearful dynamics that lead to grabbing, clinging, and controlling. Our inner masculine and feminine can find a balance, a celebration of differences, a common ground.

To move out of False God experiences of projected, fear and trauma based relationship with the Divine and others is a very challenging, long-term, process. There are SO MANY layers here from this life and other lifetimes within the Matrix to move through, connect with, process, and heal. We need to be willing to go into our deepest shadows, lift the protective veils, move through our most stubborn resistance, feel our most acute pains. Letting go in order to let in more love can be the most difficult aspect of the journey. We need a lot of resonant support and LOVE for this process….from the Divine, from our Divine/Higher Self, and from others.

The SoulFullHeart process and way that we have lived our life in community and been in relationships for over ten years is the WAY we offer to navigate this ‘cleaning up’ within and with others. You increasingly experience a healthier ground of relating to yourself, to your soul aspects, to your beloveds, and to the Divine that can commit, can be intimate and vulnerable, can let their love IN while being real about the resistances, shadows, and fears that come up in response to that.

You can experience the SoulFullHeart frequency through many videos, group calls (next one is happening on 11/7 with recordings available of previous ones), and books…especially my recent one Free To Be 5D which is an overview of the process. 1:1 sessions with a SFH Facilitator offer the deepest ground of initiation into this way of experiencing yourself, your life and others. More information at soulfullheart.org.

Here is my recent guided meditation to music offering a high frequency of healing and relaxation on physical and emotional levels w/Mother Mary:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

10:10 Divine Love Transmission Group Call | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

After a quiet rest period as we immersed deeply in Gaia’s goodness, we’ve now been guided to offer our first group meditation call in four months! Raphael and I have hosted dozens of them together over the last five years, as have I done many for women with Kasha as my co-host. I have missed them and the experience of Divine community that comes together during them. The group calls offer an experience of us as a community, a visceral and very personal connection within through the guided meditation, and an opportunity to share with others as well.

We are settled here now in a beautiful, spacious house in a mountain valley in Central Portugal with strong Wifi, which also makes it much more doable than trying to manage it from the campground where we spent the summer! This feels like the perfect space now to share the strong Divine Feminine energies (particularly Mother Mary) that transmit from the grids here and the deep Gaia codes we have taken in as well. 10:10 is a powerful portal day, so we felt to offer the group call on this day to amplify the frequencies.

10:10 is a powerful portal day, so we felt to offer the group call on this day to amplify the frequencies. The 10:10 portal allows for the opening out to new beginnings (signified by the number 1) that arise out from the non-dual void space of particularly the Divine Feminine’s heart (the number 0). 10:10 provides an upgrade and reminder of the Divine support that is always available; of all that happens to you is for your highest good of growth chosen by your soul/Divine Self; and of your ultimate soul purpose as a living embodiment of Divine love in action and being.

It can be very challenging to let in Divine love, support, and purpose due to layers of false god religious/spiritual conditioning and false light matrix programming that blocks and filters it. It can push up feelings of unworthiness, guilt, resistance, and even fear to let in that the Divine truly LOVES us unconditionally without needing to qualify for it. Parts of us may not feel worthy enough to deserve it or be humbly grateful enough to receive it without entitlement or ego gratification/inflation.

A week from today, Sunday October 10th at 6:00pm WEST Portugal time/1:00pm EST/10:00am PST, Raphael and I will be co-hosting a Divine love bath experience through teachings and a guided meditation journey to your “God Room” to see what you download about your connection to Divine love. You will also have an opportunity to share with everyone on the call and take in others’ sharing as well. SoulFullHeart Teachers Gabriel and Kasha will be sharing during the call as well.

You can join us by offering whatever donation amount you feel to give at paypal.me/jelelleawen or soulfulllheart.org/shop to join us live and/or receive the recording. We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your donation. More info at soulfullheart.org and https://www.facebook.com/events/2992100991003079We so hope you can join us for this unique group call experience!

Here is a video where we talk about the upcoming call!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.