Energy Update: Pleiadian Portal Offering Abduction Healing & Galactic Connections

By Jelelle Awen

The sense of support from our Star Families is amplified right now as we continue to go through Global Awakening events. This is a powerful time to receive galactic energies as the Pleiadian Portal is open through tomorrow, May 24th, plus the crop circle season for 2022 has begun with this one below!

This portal allows for stronger transmission of and receiving of Pleiadian Divine Feminine healing frequencies to support our ongoing death and rebirth phases. The Pleiadian energies are soft, beautiful, light; sound like the softest sing song melodies; look and feel like dolphins and whales swimming in the ocean and tropical beaches.

The programs that have kept humanity in a fear and battling place related to Star BEings is dissolving. The abduction programs have been particularly effective at suppressing our galactic consciousness awakening, reactivation of our galactic DNA (the DNA that mainstream 3D science labels as ‘junk’!!), and inhabitation of our galactic genetics.

We are ALL star seeds in that way, ALL of humanity, yet with some of us having more galactic genetics/lineage/connection than others due to what our soul signed up to do and serve and which Soul Family Monads we originate from on the higher levels.

In a meditation journey, I was taken to Alcyone, a planet in the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades star system, and to a crystal city there that I have been to before. The crystal city (it has another name that I can’t pronounce) is a stunningly bright, quartz crystal feeling, high frequency city that offers a template for how life could look and feel here on Gaia as well as we move into 5D. Every occupant in the city is WELL cared for with all of their needs met.

I have lately been feeling more connected to Leeza, my Pleiadian Aspect, and also with Binkh, my Arcturian Aspect. I have been offered that both the Arcturians and the Pleiadians are amongst the MANY friendly and benevolent Star Beings hovered in Gaia’s orbit during this time of Humanity’s Great Awakening and transition to New Earth.

Both of these are offering healing frequencies to Humanity as a support to let go of 3D conditioning/programming/trauma. As the Matrix control systems collapse on both 3D and 4D Levels during this Event, there is more opportunity for us to receive these healing frequencies and upgrades.

As I connect with these soul aspects in the Crystal City, they provided me with more sense of the abduction programs as I had personally been programmed by them for most of my life until about six years ago. The abduction programs have been downloaded from the 4D AI Matrix and then projected into us through our Reptilian Self entwinement.

These programs create sensations of horror and terror inside of our Inner Child about E.T.s and visitors from other planets. They even produce feeling sensations and memories of being abducted, taken against our will to their ships, sometimes impregnated with hybrid babies being created, physically examined in harsh and unfeeling ways, and much more by non-feeling and even cruel Alien Beings.

Mainstream 3D Entertainment has further programmed us to go into fight or flight mode around ‘Alien Invaders’ and the mainstream military-industrial complex and Cabal/Illuminati/Elite fed these fears with war mongering programs and ‘need to protect/defend’ our dominion energies.

I got the sense strongly that these abduction programs have especially been offered to those Star Seeds with strong galactic ambassador frequencies and capacities. I personally needed to have this undigested fear in my emotional body and subconscious about ‘being abducted’ in order to immerse more into 3D life until I was ready to awaken beyond it and into my Galactic Ambassador consciousness. Ranca, my Reptilian Aspect, was very apologetic about projecting this into my consciousness and I offered forgiveness to her as it wasn’t her fault. She was as enslaved to this programming as I was until we both unplugged from it.

I am being guided to offer this right now about the Abduction programs as it feels like there is so much opportunity to be upgraded, activated, and awakened by galactic energies in this Now. The trauma from these programs can create blocks, resistances, and fear in your Inner Child and Inner Protector around connecting with Galactic energies and aspects.

Contact WILL be happening for more and more souls as their Star Seed essence is activated again. Contact mostly happens through non-physical means and probably already has been happening for you over many years. Experiences of contact are through conscious draw to study and learn more about galactic BEings; frequent dreams of contact, visits, star BEings, and light ships; conscious visits during meditation with Star Family and Metasoul Aspects as I am describing here; and also eventually physical contact experiences.

Along with all the other realities that are being disclosed right now as the Matrix peaks and then collapses, galactic disclosure and the reality of extraterrestrial beings is an important aspect of that and is happening slowly in a trickling and ‘leaking info’ kind of way. As we feel and heal the fear programs against them, we become much more open and receptive to the consciousness awakening that they can provide for us….that we are actually already spring loaded to activate in our galactic DNA!

We are then able to receive the blueprints and templates that they have for us around creation of free energy devices and other technology that will change the way we live on Gaia into more 5D frequencies!

Connecting to the Galactic support available to and through you provides a much BIGGER picture sense of the shifts going on right now for humanity. It lifts us above the constant (and often very conflictual) content that is being generated right now to provide a much more expansive context that is anchored in 5D frequencies. The 5D timeline is the one these Star BEings can remind us is available at ANY moment that we choose it, remember it, and become it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I recommend also calibrating to and taking in this guided meditation I did with Binkh to bridge to your Acturian Aspect and to the healing chambers available to any human who would like to experience one: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

You can also contact me for a 1:1 session to bridge into your galactic connections, any fear abduction programs, your star seed, and your star family. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions or PM me.

Energy Clearing Crystal Sound Bowl Transmission (Video) | Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Some spontaneous crystal sound bowl healing sounds for you! The bowls have been super helpful during my days of fasting (12 days now with only juice/water and now moving into some dry fasting) when I need to tune into higher frequencies for my chakras and light body! Also helpful, especially during those times of low energy dips, has been epsom/himalayan salt baths, pranayama/deep breathing, sun gazing/bathing, light yoga stretching, meditation and prayer with Divine Mother.

Overall, it has been a joyous process that feels Divinely held! I’ll share more in depth about my fasting/transitioning to living mostly on prana process for those who are curious and resonant coming up eventually. I wrote more about it here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/my-process-of…/

I have been in such a deep inward focused surrogacy with Divine Mother during this time, receiving stillness and yin recodings from her on all levels to support this shift! And galactic support, soul aspect support, and my beloved soul family support too!

It’s a supportive time too as we go through the Pleiadian/Star Seed Activation portal these next few days. You can feel them so HERE and ready to help us upgrade and connect to our soul purpose here during this last 3D timeline on the Earth plane!

You don’t need to be a Pleiadian star seed to feel this portal! Whatever ways you are meant to receive the galactic upgrades will come through. Here is a guided meditation with Raphael and I to connect to your Star Seed/Star Family https://youtu.be/LrKnyFKk1xM

Enjoy the bowls and wherever they take you!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, writings/book, online community at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Lunar Eclipse Energies Offer Sacred Feminine Activations (Link To View Online)

By Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon total lunar eclipse energies coming in! As I’ve said before, these are my favorite type of eclipses for the sacred feminine activations they offer. Plus the opportunity for relief from the hijacked Moon Matrix transmission so we can take in Luna’s true planetary consciousness that once existed unfiltered in our skies in the Lemurian age.

There have been intense energies entering the eclipse window already and over the last 24 hours! I especially feel the clearings happening on my physical and energectic levels as I tune into bringing in more prana during this ongoing juice/now water only fast….with an experience of some discomfort in my body yesterday opening out into bliss in the same day!

Connection with our guides, Divine Self, galactics is always thin during an eclipse and they are def. here to support us. All our clairs are activating too and messages/visions/inspired thoughts/clarities/emotional breakthroughs can come through.

I find that watching the live transmission can be very activating, esp with meditative music. It is a LONG eclipse lasting over five hours, so any portion of it is good to catch with the full eclipse lasting almost 90 minutes! You can watch a livestream of the entire eclipse here: https://youtu.be/MII89TZ63NE

That same feed has a great listing on their web page of start, peak, and end times for the eclipse in all the different timezones, yet in general starts at 3:00am here in Portugal/London; 10pm EDT; 7:00pm PDT. You may be able to view it yourself as well in certain parts of the world if the skies are clear.

Also, I hope you can join Raphael and me at 5pm London time/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for a livestream on FB at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen where we will feel into these eclipse energies and how you may be experiencing them on physical/emotional/soul/energy levels. We will offer a brief guided meditation as well to help with digestion and integration of them. You can watch us live or catch the recording.

Happy eclipse day! This is a good one to go inward, reflect, feel what you are wanting/desiring for your future and tap into your sacred feminine depths (for both women and men.)

How are you experiencing these eclipse energies so far?

love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, online community SoulFullHeart Portal, books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

Personal Update: Fasting/Transitioning To Prana Journey

By Jelelle Awen

As I move into my fifth day of juice fasting/transitioning to living on more prana, the sound bowls are food right now, as is my daily soaks in the sun and Himalayan/epsom salt baths and vinyasa yoga flows. I also engaged in a deep pranayama breathing practice this morning that brought me into a deep bliss and relaxation space, theta brainwave place, for over two hours.

It’s amazing how your soul kicks in when you start letting go of what you’ve been previously been using as ‘fuel’. All of the ways of bringing more energy/light/love into your field and body come forward, out of more need and necessity than previously. Eventually it just becomes the new ‘rewired’ system as the old programmings fall away.

I feel that I’ve moved out of the detox phase where all the yuckies you’ve eaten start coming out of your pores, coating your tongue, making some aches in the back, etc. Other than a period of having a headache for awhile and a coated tongue (relieved by a tongue scraper), I haven’t had many detox symptoms this time. The first time I did a water fast three years ago, the detox was so intense that I had to stop after a few days. I’ve learned now how to negotiate this phase and what supports me through it.

EVERY phase and stage of this body detoxing/upgrading process is sacred and needed. There isn’t an ‘end goal’ or ‘failing’ or ‘succeeding’. It is a linear process yet rather a circular one that invites you into different initiations as you go.

This does feel like such a supportive time to moving into a phase of letting food go/fasting (for however long you feel to), with the continual solar flares and CMES coming in (even if they don’t interface with Gaia’s atmosphere.) Just laying out in the sun for even 10 minutes brings in a powerful supportive energy boost that feels like you’ve eaten a full meal!

I can feel the lunar eclipse in the grids as well and the relief from the Matrix moon hijack that it will offer. The sacred feminine pure frequencies can flow through during that 84 minute window. Join Raphael and I on Sunday at 5pm London time/12:00pm EST/9:00am for a livestream on FB where we will feel into these eclipse energies and how you may be experiencing them on physical/emotional/soul/energy levels. We will offer a brief guided meditation as well to help with digestion and integration of them. You can watch us live or catch the recording.

Galactic activations are strong right now too….as we move into crop circle transmission season and I can feel the codes I received when I visited two of them in the UK last year coming through. My Arcturian aspect Binkh is coming into my awareness again, offering inspirations and some channeled messages that feels like will start to be shared too.

I missed her even though she never left me….my consciousness went where it needed to go into lower 4D to do some mega karmic soul clearing of priestess lifetimes. I feel freed up, lighter, less reactive over all, and as if the lighthouse lens of my soul beacon has been cleaned up!

If you feel drawn to connect around any of these places I’m describing and receive a personal bridging around them, I’m available for 1:1 sessions or a free intro with women, more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Much love to you on this ‘sacred’ day of Friday the 13th as the Divine Feminine arises anew in all of her forms,

Jelelle Awen

I describe more about my process of transitioning to living on more prana and less food here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/my-process-of…/

And I had some feline assistance today while I played my sound bowls! Ravyn our cat has become fascinated by them after initially running out of the room whenever we played them (pic above of her paw extended to touch the heart chakra bowl while I played it!) She is vibing into the frequency now as animals are SO tuned into energy, they are a good barometer around if energy is good or not.

My Process Of Transitioning To Living On Prana/Light

By Jelelle Awen

Binkh, my Arcturian aspect, came forward at my request today because I am wanting to upgrade my body, cells, DNA, digestive system, endrocine system, etc. to ultimately make the switch over from needing physical food to living on prana/light energy. I’ve now started an extended juice ‘fast’ (day one!) which is really about engaging the light body’s innate ability to live on prana.

This morning I was inspired to listen to my own guided meditation video to connect with Arcturian energies and an Arcturian Healing Chamber. It felt very supportive, touching, and also activating as I connected with Binkh and drifted in the healing chamber for awhile. I could feel the necessary karmic densities I have been exploring and clearing for awhile, ready to move now into integration and release.

The meditation is here if you’d like to engage in it:

I’ve done 30+day fasts with no food and water/juice in the past and particularly felt a significant switch over with Binkh one time who rewired my digestive system to run on light and not physical food. For the last year or so, it has felt like I am saying goodbye to physical food and eating what I enjoy, yet still vegan, mostly no sugar, no gluten, organic etc. There were still parts of me attached to some social aspects of eating and related to being a mother as well.

It now feels like time to transition again as my body is putting on weight, storing fat, because my sense is that it really doesn’t need the food I’ve been eating. I also feel this is contributing to my ‘aging process’ experience and more intense perimenopausal symptoms. Plus, I am having bloating and indigestion with everything that I eat now no matter how healthy or light it is. My soul/Divine Self is offering that it is time, also easier with all of these abundant sun codes coming in too (which are a ‘food’ of their own, along with Gaia/nature codes, sound healing, sacred sexuality, etc.)

The first stage of this extended fast/transition in my experience is always a detox of any processed foods, toxins, densities that have been digested. This is the only time I’ve experienced ‘hunger’ which is usually more about indigestion and difficulty processing the food as it is moving out than it is real hunger.

The next stage is a deeper detox as the cells clear, autophagy and ketosis kick in. These are more the usual fasting phases. Deeper emotional attachments to eating and food can come up at this stage too, to be felt and held. There can be feelings of deprivation or forcing too, although it is then good to just go back to eating something to ease this if it is very strong, negotiating with parts/soul aspects as needed. This is not about forcing anything or ‘will powering’ your way through it.

The next stage is when the soul starts kicking in. I’ve received major downloads and upgrades of support at this stage from metasoul aspects of mine who also lived on light to some degree/did extended fasting for spiritual/religious reasons. Also, support from Binkh and galactic aspects who have never eaten physical food. The overall feeling is increasing energy levels, increasing soul clarities, less sleep needed, and less thoughts/needs for food.

The next stage (which I would like to experience) is the true detachment from food, where it truly is a choice and an option. Many of those who don’t eat and live on prana for many years may choose to still have a bite or two occasionally. Yet is the freedom of choice and my body running completely on light that is most desirous to me.

I do feel that living on light is eventually inevitable in humanity’s ascension with many phases that we would go through before then. Starvation is a very convincing Matrix programming that keeps so many souls trapped. Our ‘food’ now is hardly food, with so many toxins, chemicals and processing going on…not to mention the killing frequencies of eating animals.

I’ll share more as I go on my transition journey as people are usually curious about it. I have noticed that not many awakened souls have fasted, even for a day or longer, and that feels to me like it represents the deep conditioning/programming that we have about the necessity of physical food and a fear to let it go, even for a short while. I do highly recommend fasting, esp now during this eclipse window, as many benefits/gifts come from it.

Our Divine Self and souls remember many lifetimes esp in Lemuria where there was little food consumed and only the most fresh fruits/vegetables. Tapping into our soul’s memory beyond the matrix programming is a huge support!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I am so open to mentoring/coaching on this as well if you’d like to explore it in a session with me and feel/see your relationship with your light body/3D body/parts and aspects etc., esp if you have ongoing suffering/struggles around body image, eating, etc. more info at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Blood Supermoon Eclipse Window Offering Opportunities For Integration

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is a DEEP integration happening during this eclipse window, this space between the two eclipses with the second happening on Sunday. This is my most favorite of eclipses where the big old full moon (hijacked feminine) enters Gaia’s shadow (sacred feminine) in totality and for a long time…a blood supermoon total lunar eclipse that is going to be 84 minutes long. The hijacked lunar energies get to slip into Gaia’s sacred feminine shadow and ‘bleed out’ what is needed. I’ve also felt that these eclipses provide a space from the moon matrix frequencies broadcast for a little while to allow more soul integration.

It’s been two years since the last one, which is an interesting marker as well…a connection to what/where/who you were two years ago. There are resources online to watch it live or take in the recording which I highly recommend with your favorite meditation music.

Raphael and I are going to offer a livestream on FB to connect to these Supermoon eclipse energies and a guided meditation/transmission as well at 5:00pm GMT (london)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT. You can catch us live to ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording later. https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

The integration process occurring is the response to ALL that was pushed up and activated during the last few weeks of powerful solar activations, planetary alignment, the solar eclipse, and the 5/5 gateway. These were energies that everyone (us sensitives anyway) seemed to be feeling, especially on the physical and emotional body levels.

Many were experiencing physical purges and clearings with head aches, body pains, indigestion, massive fatigue/sleepiness, brain fog, and more. And on the emotional body level I experienced (and others too) that the reaction/response cycle was greatly accelerating. Reactions would come up in myself and what I could witness in others as intense, peaking, charged and deep. Reactions that may not have happened even in quite a while.

Yet the response to those reactions was immediate, loving, deep, and nourishing so that the reaction could land in a place of love and awareness. For me, that is in a specific way of feeling the part/soul aspect who MOST needs me in that moment and is actually having the reaction. Rather than relating as just an “I” experiencing everything (which is SUCH a soup and so hard to sort out), I have for many years now seen and felt that so often it is either a part of myself (esp the 3D self/ego structure) or a soul aspect from another lifetime that is having the reaction.

Just in the last couple of weeks alone, I connected to my 3D self/Birth named part named Jillian around renewed service and some trauma from the past; a new inner mother part named Hera about aging with grace rather than fighting it; and my priestess aspect Lorna around going into deeper collaboration/union with Raphael. I shared about some of these experiences on my feed. Each of these processes was about moving into a deep feeling space with each of them as needed, bringing in Divine Mother and my primary guide/Divine self Anna, and experiencing a transmutation through that in which the heavy despair/pain/trauma is gone.

This eclipse window is offering the opportunity to experience the integration of responding to the reactions in this loving and pin-pointed way to the energies that ACTUALLY need them most. The integration has an elated feeling to it, a renewed passion, clarity about next steps, soul purpose reactivation.

Something heavy and deep is lifted and your heart is freed up. Your soul is freed up. Life and love can enter and flood your field in new ways.

I feel a renewed honor in holding space for others to discover just how specific their reactions/suffering loops etc. can be and how to BE and FEEL the parts/aspects that are having them. It is in the vagueness of the ‘fusion’ to these reactions were there can be a lot of stuckness, a thicker veil, feelings of looping, and hitting a ceiling.

This is a powerful opportunity for healing during and after the eclipse window. I keep seeing some souls in my field that are ‘waiting’ for the right timing to meet with me and perhaps it is now. I have some openings for those women drawn to meet with me for a free intro or who just want to dive in for a 1:1 session for 90 minutes for $77 USD. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions and you can PM/DM me as well.

Wherever you are at in your activation/integration process, the celestial bodies are supporting it. And Divine love too!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I also highly recommend taking in whichever of our 31 Deepen 2022 videos you are drawn to with teachings and guided meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

Feeling The Portal Of Aging W/Grace Rather Than Fighting It

By Jelelle Awen

I had one of those beautiful, expansive and celebratory days with Raphael yesterday beginning with making love in the morning, a long, much needed walk in the gorgeous mountain valleys near us, and celebrating the passionate expression weave that came through in our Beltane livestream. It was an opening out after both of us going inward to feel despair and heaviness of a mostly karmic sort together as I shared about recently. It felt like an exhale too after so much being activated by the recent energies coming through in the solar flares, eclipse, and more.

This goodness seemed to push up some more ‘oil’ to feel, as it so often does for all of us. I was feeling today with a new inner mother part of me named Hera (yes after the wife of Zeus) about the aging process for women and all that it brings up in terms of self consciousness, insecurity, feeling like you don’t matter or ‘count’ or are invisible somehow, and ‘fighting’ aging rather than embracing it.

My birth mother would ‘battle’ these signs of aging with everything she had and would be encouraging me to do the same if we were still in relationship together (which we haven’t been by my soul’s choice for over ten years now.) She would probably be encouraging me to use the ‘tools’ now at our disposal such as fillers, plastic surgery, hormone replacement therapy, and more. So I feel this emptiness in any template for aging gracefully and naturally, in the culture and in my own experience.

I have always been more the holistic and natural sort of soul. With my medicine woman and priestess roots being so strong in my soul, there is a sense of connection to the natural and the pure as being the most beautiful and resistance to anything inorganic, chemical, and invasive. Even with this strong soul grounding, I could feel in this part of me how the programming and conditioning to feel unworthiness as you age is ingrained at a cellular level.

This is becoming more heightened in me as I turn 50 next month. To my soul consciousness age really means very little and my soul ‘eyes’ do not even see it or notice it, especially in others! Yet, to my conditioning and to this part of me, there is a meaning in moving out of my 40s. And the physical signs of aging are being noticed more too now as my metabolism slows and I gain a bit of weight even while I continue to eat quite light, do yoga and other exercise. Also, I am experiencing more gray hairs, wrinkles, more sagging skin and the period cycles with hormonal dips that are becoming more intense yet also more sporadic as I move into the deeper stages of perimenopause.

I started to feel as I let Hera cry it out with me this morning that Divine Mother wants to wrap us both up with love in response to this. I could see/feel Mother Mary coming forward and just holding us both with so much sense of our beauty and grace. It started to go in and I am also blessed to be able to share all of this vulnerably with my beloved, my daughter, and my precious community and be felt by them in it too.

The aging process and our relationship to it really has been so hijacked by the matrix to idealize young beauty and suppress the wise woman beauty and wisdom from coming through. I can feel what a powerful ‘force’ this wise woman is and how much she is missing from our culture. There will be lots of interesting things to feel and teach about this feels like as I continue to experience it myself.

And I feel this is true for men as well who may not have as much judgement on them physically as they age, yet have their own internal pressure built up around their competency, adequacy, relevancy, performance, potency (esp sexually) etc. And relationships/sacred unions aging together too is an interesting ground as well as Raphael and I shift into a deeper ‘hotness’ expression of sexuality that is more and more soul based even as it grounds in the physical. Rather than going flat or dead, we seem to be moving into more depth of intimacy together.

Mostly, I am FEELING this aging process as a portal to experience my soul and Divine feminine self within my body. Not to fight it, yet rather to embrace it…..allowing the full range of feelings that come up around it along with continuing to take care and love my body in the ways that I know work for it. And I want to help heal this fight against aging collectively and to offer a new template in the mother/daughter templating relationship too around it.

We will be doing a group call about the aging with grace process for our online community portal members on Sunday, May 22nd with more info about that coming up soon. You are welcome to join us there to connect, share comments, read the many personal/vulnerable sharing there and also to join in our group call. Membership details at: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

I also am very open and desirous to feel into and process this with other older women going through this, as I have in session space in the past as well. It is a mutual discovery even as I can feel the Divine Mother channeling my heart in nourishing ways for us both. More info about 1:1 sessions with me at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Also, if you’d like to meet your Inner Mother (or Inner Father) you can find guided meditation videos to do that here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

Love in tenderness as we all experience the process of aging together,

Jelelle Awen

Wake Up Call: Beltane & Ascension Energies Update (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on May 1st, Raphael and Jelelle Awen transmit the fire and renewal energies of Beltane/May Day to put out a powerful wake up call to the masculine, in both men and women. This soul fire of passion and truth is fuelled in us by the recent solar flare activity, planetary alignment, black moon solar eclipse and overall increasing Ascension energies.

Raphael especially shares a message to the masculine about how high the stakes are for him and that there’s never been a time quite like now where both the need and the opportunity to align with your truth and allow it to change your life are both present.

We share about how so many souls are willing and able to do the ‘inner work’ yet often ceiling out when it comes to making difficult life choices that require bringing their truth, upsetting others, moving out of previous configurations, letting go of ‘sacred cows’, etc. We then share about the benefits of negotiating with parts of yourself in order to pop through this ceiling that caps your bigness, soul fire, and growth.

So many trajectories from this life and others are wanting to come together and be felt and responded to in this life. Forget ‘healing’ and ‘working on yourself’ if you only want some relief from all the attendant problems that arise from choosing half of yourself. The craziness of the times we are in, that is manifesting inwardly and outwardly, invite you to get real, get really real, with yourself, and then take the self loving and negotiated steps to out that into your world. It’s all a portal that your soul has set up.

You’re not starting a war, but ending a bunch, though you can’t do this without ruffling more than feathers. Short of showing up for your truth and your choices, you really leave yourself in a hopeless and alone place. No one can help you and you are of no help to anyone. You are in fact choosing a slow suicide. Which brings us to the vulnerable need we all share to belong, which interestingly enough seems to have a lot to do with why we stay stuck for the time we do as well as a lot to do with how and why we would undertake such life altering choices when we’re ready to.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

Here is a recent energy update from Jelelle about the Beltane/Eclipse energies brought up new karmic healing grounds in our sacred union: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/05/01/energy-update-beltane-eclipse-opening-karmic-metasoul-timeline-portals-in-sacred-union

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Energy Update: Beltane/Eclipse Opening Karmic Metasoul Timeline Portals In Sacred Union

By Jelelle and Raphael Awen

Energy Update: My goodness, wow, there is a lot to feel and coming up in response to/activated by all these celestial ‘events’ and energies!

For the last two days, I’ve been in a deep karmic ‘tunnel’, feeling, seeing, and experiencing energies from another lifetime heavily overlaid on my own and just BEing with them and the soul aspect who feels them. Allowing lots of tears, physical tiredness and need for rest has been so important, plus lots of processing/sharing time with my mate Raphael too.

This Metasoul aspect of mine (as we call them rather than ‘past life’) is named Lorna, a powerful Avalonian High Priestess who walked away from her position for many reasons in her lifetime, yet mostly to follow the call of her heart in mateship with Raphael’s metasoul aspect ( a Christian king named Lionel). Of course, this union was ‘forbidden’ and they hid in the shadows with their affair….longing for each other yet not able to ‘be together.’ This is a reoccurring theme for Raphael and I over many, many lifetimes and what we came here to heal together this life. The priestess and the king, being in different ‘worlds’ yet our twin/pairbond calling us to connect and heal the separation wound there.

Being able to be together and be in our power/gift expression together is the opportunity we’ve chosen in this life. It is A LOT to let in and even nearly 14 years later, we are still in this process together of inhabiting this.

As is the case in truly non-compartmentalized sacred union in which we are in constant physical/emotional/mental connection together yet also individuating, this invitation to have and be in what we haven’t gotten to be in before brings up all kinds of things to feel such as grief, distrust, insecurity, fear of loss, desire to control/grasp, unworthiness and much more.

During this powerful Beltane/Union passage and supported by the Black Moon eclipse energies (along with the recent planetary alignment and ongoing solar flares), Raphael and I went into this lifetime together (which isn’t in the ‘past’ at all yet occurring in the Quantum Now), dropping into the energies of Lionel and Lorna and facilitated a feeling/bridging to them. They ‘get’ to be together in their lifetime too finally and get to lead together, seeing where that takes them. Their union fortifies and supports the union between Raphael and I too, opening up a gift exchange. Left unfelt, their resistances and fear creates blocks to intimacy and deepening for Raphael and I.

I feel to share this tender process as it is the best example I can offer of the kinds of energies you may be experiencing and emotions too, yet may not always know or feel a ‘way’ to be with them. There is a massive lifting of the veils happening where the previous amnesia we have had about other lifetimes and soul themes is dissolving. Whether you are in sacred union right now or single, your soul is inviting you to heal the separation wounds within you and in your experience in order to move into more union on all levels.

I do love this SoulFullHeart process so very much for what it allows to be opened up and felt in a specific way that also has such depth and possibility to it. If you’d like to hear more about our process recently as a couple and more about SoulFullHeart as well and if it might be a deepening place for you in community and sessions, you can join Raphael and I in a livestream on FB on Beltane, Sunday, May 1st at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EDT/9am PDT. The recording will be available on our feeds to watch anytime along with here on this blog and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel.

We also share more about our personal processes and respond to your movements/sharings too on our private online community called the SoulFullHeart Portal….creating a safe community space online to support each other, deepen, challenge, and grow together. You are welcome to join us there for a $22.22 USD monthly membership as an exchange with us: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

The energies of the eclipse bring up and out these timelines/lifetimes and it’s HOW we are with them that can make a big difference in our experience and what we can leverage from them. I so love truly being able to dialogue with, feel, and grow with these soul aspects and parts of myself, over years sometimes, and in an ever deepening way. Not just in a one time regression session, yet in a truly relational way that is ongoing.

Healing the separations that create and feed our fear…moving into more union within and together…THIS is why we are here in this life where so much more is possible than ever before!

And Raphael’s comment on this post:

“This must sound like a complete dream to so many, a real dream, but a dream nonetheless, to have this kind of feeling access to other timelines.

It might feel quite ‘attained’, but my personal experience is more about the guts it takes to be willing to feel and digest all there is to feel in these karmic bonds and binds, and how they are expressing in the current of our current. It did take deep process and choice, but for a soul who’s ready to go here, my truth is that you will be surprised how immediate the openings are and how you will be graced and paced by love and the divine to hold it all.

Feeling this pair bond yesterday took me into some deep tunnels of despair feeling Lionel, which resonates so deeply with the despair inside so many men right now. It’s all connected and it’s all asking to be answered.

If you’re feeling that you need to stay on top of things if you’re going to be a resource to others, I’d invite you to think again. We are in this ride together and there are things to feel that feel like hell, and it is through those hells that you get relieved of the pretense of being something you are not and it is through those hells that you get truly empowered to be of useful and profound service for what is at hand now.

There’s lots more shit to come and unless we drop our roles, we’re going to just plain suffer deeper and deeper. If we are ready to go deeper, there is, I’m convinced (much of the time) that there is so much goodness awaiting us. That is not only my hope, but my daily ongoing experience.

I am so glad to be in the resolution of these timelines with you, Jelelle, and all of our discovered Metasouls. I believe that is what all of us are doing one way or another in the long run, it’s just about how much someone is ready to feel now and at what pace that makes the difference in our joy/suffering.

I know there is a TON of divine support to all of us who are willing to feel and heal on this level.”

Much love to you during this illuminating passage!

Jelelle Awen

More info about sessions, online community, events, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Rare Planetary Alignment Offering Balance & Healing of Polarities

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is QUITE a powerful ‘planet parade’ (as it is called) going on now as Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn and the moon are in visual alignment with each other in our early morning skies. From our perspective here on Gaia, they form a nearly straight line that is visible this week for about one hour before sunrise.

The most common alignment is when three planets line up on one side of the sun for many days out of the year; followed by four planets about once a year while five planets aligning happens every 19 years. All eight planets in alignment occurs once in about 170 years.

This event happening now with four planets aligning with the moon is an extremely rare and unique planetary event with the last time this occurred being over 1,000 years ago! Also, on Saturday, Venus and Jupiter (the two brightest planets) will be seen very close together in a conjunction. Saturday is also when we will have a ‘black moon’ partial eclipse of the sun.

Raphael and I will be sharing more about this planetary alignment plus eclipse energies and how you may be experiencing them, how to digest/integrate them during a livestream here on FB at 5:00pm GMT (London)/12:00am EDT/9:00am PDT. You can join us live to ask questions/leave comments and watch the recording whenever you’d like on our feeds and you tube channel.

This planetary alignment brings into visual transmission a sense of balance within and in the cosmos. While so many of us have been feeling the intensely chaotic and penetrative energies of the recent solar flares (and the sacred masculine energies they offer), this alignment seems to offer a contrasting grounding frequency…..an assimilation of the energies that been churned up, starting from within us.

A balancing of our inner feminine and masculine energies, healing of polarities in those inner relationships leads to the experience and embodiment of union. Union with a sacred mate, union with friends/soul family, union with our soul fragments in all of our many lifetimes, union with the Divine. The polarities are honored as are the differences, yet there is an invitation to heal the separation experience that is ongoing.

It is easy in these days of Matrix peaking/revelation to get ‘lost’ in polarity, being charged and angry, fighting and protesting, caught up in contentions. ‘Controlled opposition’ and division are being seeded in nearly everything that is being shared in the ‘mainstream’ consciousness right now.

Healthy conflict can lead to more union and vulnerability if held in a sacred and safe container for it. Finding your way through the previous knots and binds of fear (esp in a sacred union relationship) can be so nourishing! Yet, many souls have very few of these sacred and safe containers for this kind of transact available on the outside in their relationships nor cultivated on the inside.

Creating this safety place of inner alignment happens as we feel and hold space for the polarities, the messes, and the charges that come up and truly HONOR them. Rather than just allowing them to flood out and ‘attack’ OR react from a place of feeling attacked that is unconscious, you are centered within yourself and with the Divine in FULL heart held consciousness of what is going on within you.

This planetary alignment seems to bring some peace and rest to our bodies and soul fields as well. A calming after the recent chaos of activations and upgrades!

Raphael and I will share about this inner unification/healing of separation process on Saturday and also invite you to take into more connection through our videos, writings, sessions, online community, group calls, etc. with info at soulfullheart.org.

Love to you!

Jelelle Awen