Back To The Natural Self

Being out in the city the last couple of days has made me acutely aware of an obvious fact. There is a hijacked, conditioned/constructed world and a natural, organic one. This is what the bifurcation feels like to me. A delineation between two (and also infinite) worlds.

As I have been digesting my own inner world the past few days, I can feel where I have had conditioned fears/reactions as well as natural ones. It is interesting to get a sense of the difference as it can lead to a deeper understanding of ourselves and the worlds we are a part of.

This whole pandemic is rooted in the conditioned/constructed domain. It was created. There is no doubt about that anymore in my heart, mind, and soul. Had we (as a collective) been more rooted in our Natural consciousness, there would be no issue here. We would not be playing ‘God’, but rather being Love.

I feel more aligned than ever to what my nature is messaging to me, not what the Construct is trying to convince me of through fear, smoke, and mirrors. To be able to function in some ways, I do participate in the charade as needed to the degree that I must to get a particular need met (such as a flight or to get some food.)

This participation is always under review and change as I continue to detach from the Old World and transition into the New. What is important to me is my own awareness of my internal emotional and spiritual guidance. Where is it feeling okay and where is it not? Am I in a conditioned response or in the seat of my own love power? It is an ongoing process and evolution.

I want to lead myself, and others, back into this forgotten natural world. The world of instinct and intuition that my beloved Kasha wrote about yesterday. I want to keep unplugging from the delusion we have found ourselves seduced by, not with spite or malice but with Love. Anger is necessary in the waking up process, but only keeps us looping in the long-term.

By connecting and feeling the parts of us that are still in the Construct through trauma, conditioning, and fear, we get to love them back into their natural states of compassion, discernment, courage, trust, and innocence. We each are The One. The Neo of The Matrix. We are Divinity incarnate.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Goodbye Avalon, Hello New Earth Mission

Today Kasha and I will be making our last rounds here in Avalon to say good-bye. We will also be spending one last day with our beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle, for at least the next couple of weeks. It has been a wild ride to say the least. So much has been discovered, learned, experienced, healed, and illuminated inside and out.

We have delved into the Magdalene/Avalon/Arthurian/Inner Earth Lemurian timelines, went into deep masculine/feminine polarity and healing, and found ourselves in renewed and stronger relationships with ourselves and each other. There is a solidity of purpose and mission that has come from our time here in the UK.

We nestled in quite comfortably for the winter to go in and wait out the lockdown measures here. As things have opened up since May, there is this expanding awareness that more is yet to come in this C-vid narrative. Portugal has pinged for us as the next place to go to feel into finding sanctuary on the outskirts of this ever-unfolding drama before our eyes.

We are being guided and supported by our Inner Earth brethren/family, as well as Galactic and Magdalene, to weather the storm that has been brewing for the past year and more. There is this guidance to seek a ‘safe haven’ as much as possible, yet that safe-haven really lives inside. It lives in our connection to our higher dimensional essence as it exists in the Here and Now. This is what helps to breathe through each moment and with each new development as it arises.

I feel guided to continue my inner journey of unplugging more thoroughly from the High-Control Matrix System in all areas of life from fake food, mainstream news, social dissonance, compliance, to any form of invasive procedure. The mission is to continue to share my journey, my perspective, and my services to those that they call to and resonate with.

We are all guided to be beacons and leaders of a way of life that supports that increasing vibration and initiation of Love and New Earth/Gaia. There is a lot of purposeful din out there to scramble the invitation to self-love, truth, and resonant community. It is Love that we are guided by, not the hijacked/influenced ‘science’ that is being peddled out front while other grounded and questioning science is being suppressed.
We all have a lot to say and feel about what is happening globally and its ramifications for our near-term future, let alone our long-term prognosis. We will all be writing about this more as we settle into our new digs in Portugal.

For now, it is about taking stock of our experience here in Avalon and the gifts and illumination she has offered us going forward. She has given each of us so much and held us through some very tough moments. I feel Her handing us a torch to carry with us as we move on to new lands. She will not be forgotten for She lives in our hearts and our souls, a part of the flame that longs to serve, share, beacon, and inspire. I am so grateful for Her role in my journey and look forward to the fruits that will bear from the seeds that have been sown.

Thank you Lady Avalon for all that you have offered and initiated us into. It lives in me always.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Realigning Ourselves With Lemurian Energies

by Kasha Rokshana

As I feel the energy and invitation of Lemuria/Mu, the Motherland, I feel the beacon it truly is for those souls meant to realign with it. It reminds us of our essence as Sacred Humans arising, of the fact that we have immense pain yet are not our pain, and of our incredible potential as a human family, even if we can’t always see the forest for the trees especially at this time.

It seems we really could use/cultivate the reawakening to Lemuria and reconnection to those who survived the fall and have been living in Inner Earth, now more than ever. The energies of peace and harmony that create a powerful frequency of healing are available to us, yet we have to choose individually when we are ready to do the inner work that makes room for receiving them.

We’ve strayed, gone off-kilter, and yet our souls remain connected to Mu, always. We have our continual journey of reconnection, and we get to choose the paths we take to get there.

I feel the awakening journey happening for me personally in this and how this is a clarion call I’m feeling to answer. I feel too though, how each individual soul has their own landscape to traverse here, and how Lemuria wouldn’t have it any other way…

There are many pieces that have been offered to me from my own Lemurian soul connection and I felt to share some here, as they may call to you/resonate with you.

When I feel Lemuria, this is what comes:

~ Heart-centered power that is power WITH and not power OVER

~ Willingness to lean in… to go towards intimacy, recognizing the need for it and the growth and goodness that comes of it, rather than move away from it in the many ways parts of us have learned how…

~ Movement toward a life flow based in growing trust of the Divine and your own divinity

~ Less emphasis on mainstream influences being a center point of focus – whether to validate and cling to them, or to negate/argue against them

~ More emphasis on individual choices while searching for, finding, and cultivating resonant relationships and soul tribe/family that won’t ask you to merge, but will ask you instead to contribute with everything you are to the whole you are a part of 

~ More recognition of all individual soul choices happening all of the time, without a need to grab and tug and use force of any kind to pull or push anyone in any direction at all — we are invited to invite, not incite, interrogate, or incinerate 

~ More consciousness around the Great Geometry, the infinite interconnected-ness of all of life, of all souls, of all things and beings

~ More recognition of synchronicities and trust in the flow and sequence of them, no matter if they lead to more ease or more challenge in moments of initiation and growth

~ Healing and eventual releasing of the trauma body and energies, leading to a greater sense of hum and harmony within and a truly centered self that understands what it has been through and why… you are not the trauma you’ve experienced and indeed are meant to one day let it GO

~ Understanding, with gradual increases of knowledge and intuition, that when something happens to you, it needn’t stick in your field, as long as you glean what you need to from each experience, and move into your next phase with more wisdom as well as compassion for self and others

~ More access to higher frequencies in a seamless way that moves you through the pain that remains, not above it, until all parts of you are ready to let in their own worthiness in receiving these frequencies that are meant for them and their healing too

~ Understanding that while you may always be in some way ‘healing’ due to the impact of life in 3D and 4D consciousness and reality, that this can and does come to you eventually with less trauma needed in order to open the pathways and portals to your deepest healing experiences

~ To be vulnerable, to be open-hearted, to remember that you are more than what you’ve been told and molded into; to remember that your soul spark is truly yours to claim, that you needn’t look like anyone else to be in your unique unfolding, that you are here to anchor a frequency and beacon of health and vitality on this planet that is truly unique to you… all of these are traits, opportunities, invitations to begin the process of embodying your individual Lemurian energy and soul. 

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-leading a group guided meditation call over Zoom on Sunday May 16th at 5pm BST that will focus on bridging to New Lemuria and what your soul may be ready or preparing to access of your own Lemurian connection within. The call will be by donation and you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later. More info here: soulfullheart.org/events

Love,

Kasha ❤️

**artwork by Tuco Amalfi**

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Leaving The Titanic To New Earth Arks

We have been living on a Titanic of sorts. The institutions of inhuman industry and sycophantic politics are eating away at itself. The holes in the ship are getting bigger and it is clear the emperors and empresses are punch drunk on their own promotions to global malpractice managers.

So while these unfortunate examples of human leadership continue to rearrange the furniture on the decks of a sinking ship, we all have the choice to get the hell off this damn thing and rebuild with what has been good about it.

We have the opportunity to harness the power of the internet to connect with those that resonate. We can use our dying fiat currency to build and invest in New Earth communities that are detached from the old system of economy of scale and into an abundance of heart and soul.
There are technologies that can be harnessed that lead us out of our dependency on death and soot.

Yet, we have an inner journey to take to get there. The Titanic that we have subscribed to is still embedded in us. The shame, the guilt, the fear, the battling, the looking-away from what is really happening. The reality that we are not all going to choose to leave this sinking ship.

The global situation is an initiator in this way. We are all being invited to get to the thick of what and who we really are and what we want the Now and the future to look and feel like. Who and what do we really connect with? Who is our true community of New Earth comprised of?

This is what I find myself focusing on now. Being a part of an ark. A community of others that go into the depth of experience, of heart presence, and of soul embodiment to seed this New Earth vision into reality. This is not easy in the pull of the sinking ship, but it is possible with intention, initiation, courage, passion, and surrender.

I will be focusing my writing on this unplugging, self-loving, replugging, and vulnerable and courageous shedding of the old to find ourselves in a new world of profound and sacred resonance with Love and our true humanity, as well as the path I have chosen to get myself there via this SoulFullHeart way of life.

Stay tuned and stay focused on this inner and outer stewardship.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

New Earth Needs Us To Choose It

I drew a boundary with my birth family and past friends about 9 years ago. I had chosen to ‘cross over’ in 2012 when that bridge opened up. There was nothing as divisive as Covid back then other than the politics of the day, which was still fairly polarizing.

Yet, I needed to fully step into this dimension I currently find myself with those that were doing, or had done, the same. My soul needed me to let go of the matrix I was born into and be reborn into something new. I couldn’t take the old with me unless they felt to ascend as well.

It was an expedited process, but one that needed to happen in order to fully be the Being, leader, and man I was called to be. No more smallness. No more suffering. No more lack of real Love. Sometimes growth and ascension come at a cost to parts of us so embedded in a deep-seeded need for what was thought of as ‘caring’.

The thing is is that I DID care. I cared about those that were closest to me at the time. I wanted something MORE for them. But I quickly realized that it was not their soul calling. It was not their path. I couldn’t make them come with me. I couldn’t ‘convince’ them or tug on them. This kind of journey can only be made by a soul choice.

Fast forward 9 years and we find ourselves in much more polarized and fearful times. Families and friends are at a crossroads together. Many are set in stone, many are arguing and battling, others are deeply confused and uncertain. This global situation is offering each of us a portal into our souls. Our deepest need and highest vision.

This may mean parting ways with those that you were once close to. Ones you feel you shouldn’t leave behind. There is a lot of Metasoul timeline bleed-through that is happening now and that has a big influence on our going-on places. There is also our unplugging from a matrix that we have become so intimately bought into that it is hard to unplug from. It is pervasive and intoxicating in its fear and its ability to seduce, distract, and numb.

These are not easy times for many. There are those of us that are being called to unplug, replug, and envision something new from the inside out. We are being called to join together in this vision, this healing, and this parting of the old. We are the seeds of New Earth, not the reformers of the past.

Difficult choices will be asked of us. We are being initiated each day into the New. Into our New Earth emissary and ambassador of Love to the matrix that we all co-created. What we choose today has an impact on tomorrow. The question is what does that ‘tomorrow’ look and feel like to you?

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Surrendering To Our Sovereign Relationship To Love

The words ‘sovereignty‘ and ‘surrender‘ can be quite the portals for the masculine in us all. They are especially highlighted in relationships of all kinds. In the ongoing journey of healing my intimacy wounds, I have come to these gateways many times. Who is this ‘me’ in the we of intimate relationship? How do I maintain my own truth, needs, and desires without feeling like I am acquiescing or submitting to someone else’s truth, needs, and desires?

Before I left California 8 years ago, I lived a life that would be defined as ‘sovereign’. I was not in many relationships after my divorce, and when I was, sovereignty was a big trigger as well as commitment. Inside there was a part of me that wanted his cake and eat it too. That old wounded masculine conditioned standard. Intimacy was more about sex and having a good time rather than getting to the bare bones of my heart-truth and my deeper needs as human man.

Then I found myself in a sacred, conscious romance as well as sacred, conscious community. Those flared up that ‘sovereignty gene’ I want to call it. That switch that says, “Oh, woah! Wait! Time-out. What is going on here? I am I giving away something that I cherish for the sake of something that I am not familiar with?”. The question was, what was it that a part of me cherished and what was it not familiar with?

At the core, I found that a part of me cherished non-vulnerability and wasn’t familiar with vulnerability. Even deeper, I realized it was an existential fear of Love that was at the root of it all. When I felt the ‘me’ that was independent, sovereign, and non-vulnerable, I found a man that was lost, unhappy, and alone. Only he wasn’t able to admit that at the time. With anyone.

As men (or the masculine in women), we can so very much defend our sovereignty at the cost of real Love. That somehow Love and Sovereignty are separate and adversarial. I feel our relationship to our mothers as a pivotal piece to this equation. They represent that from which we were born from. We received love in one form or another and then we needed to break away from that to find our individuation. Our authentic manhood that needed to push away, but more healthfully could have been initiated into it by a more conscious mother and father energy.

If we did not have that, and I would say most if not all of us did, then we are continually in this push-pull relationship to Other. To Love. To Intimacy. Surrender becomes more ‘submission’ than an opening into vulnerability which is all done with our sovereignty intact. We actually can never lose our sovereignty. We are born free, yet have been convinced we are in chains. When you see those chains are really about our fear of Love and our deep separation wound, you start to unhook those chains one by one.

This is a deep soul choice to heal this wound. It is not an easy one. It brings up a lot to witness and feel. A lot to be sober about in our shadow. Yet, it also brings in a new sense of freedom. A freedom to Be. To express. To surrender into without losing ourselves, but rather re-membering ourselves. It offers Love beyond what we had been conditioned and wounded into believing is love. This is the sovereign journey back into true surrender and true power. The power of conscious Love.



Raphael Awen and I will be hosting a men’s group call this Saturday at 5pm BST via Zoom. We will be talking about these topics as well as offering a guided meditation and sharing space. You can go to soulfullheart.org/mensgroupcalls for more information.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Mirror Of Sacred Sisterhood

By Deya Shekinah

Spending real, intimate time with women is such a gift to my heart and soul. I am recognising that there has been so much in the way of deeper bonds with women my whole life; competition, insecurity, unworthiness and jealousy being some of them. I feel how hard that has been on me and my parts, even more so now as I feel how deep the need for union with women really is. The uniqueness of the connection between women is so special and I feel how we do really need each other in a way that is different to our need for and with men.

I always feel so inspired and enlivened after deep union with women and deeply nourished by where women can go together when they feel safe and can rest and lean into one another. We understand and feel each other so deeply in wordless spaces and ways, which is something I feel I have looked for in my relationships with men my whole life and has brought a deep dissatisfaction to parts of me. Only now am I recognising how men are not really meant to fulfill our need for each other as women.

There is healing that needs to happen to let women in and trust women again after all the years and lifetimes of competition and hurt that has been experienced between us. I feel the pain of having had to turn away from one another to survive in a world where we are led to believe that we cannot do it without a man. How dangerous it has been at times to be a woman and still is for many women in the world today, and I can feel what that has led and does lead us to do to one another to just get through it.

I feel how the need for connection with women is so deeply buried under a lot of pain and distrust that it can be hard to recognise that need is even there. I am being invited daily as part of life within the SoulFullHeart community to feel my needs and desires that have been deeply buried in order to survive, and then invited to reach out to ask for what I want. It can feel terribly vulnerable for parts of me to even acknowledge that they need others, especially women, and I am still not quite sure why that is. As I do this though, I am getting to experience something new with women that is so deeply nourishing and healing in ways I cannot mentally track but I feel it as it ripples through my body and creates a deep rest and sigh of relief within my womb. 

I feel so deeply blessed to have wonderful women in my life and for all the women who have helped me prepare to let all this love in that I am experiencing now with my closest Sisters. Everytime I meet in deep, real, intimate connection with women, I am changed, and I remember more of who I am and more about why I am here.

Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will be holding this month’s SoulFullHeart Women’s Group Call this Sunday 7th March at 5pm (London time) This month’s call is about healing and activating the Womb, work that is very close to my heart and I feel so supports this deeper healing between us as women. This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

The Big, Bold, Brave Choice To Be Fully Alive In These Times

By Deya Shekinah

The SoulFullHeart process is a wild, epic ride that is constantly blowing my mind and my heart wide open. It is intense, deep, rich and profound and I love it so much. My life is more magical when I am accessing and feeling my parts and creating deeply nourishing relationships inside of myself with them. Life becomes more alive and real in a way I cannot describe as it truly needs to be experienced for yourself. It is such an individual process because it is led by parts of YOU, there is no one outside telling you what is right or how to do it, just support to keep going in and finding your own way through any challenges, tensions or resistances to love that arise. 

It is a process that is helping me to become more human and that is what I love. It is not a spiritual practise but it is deeply spiritual. It is bridging the gap for me on what being a human and being spiritual mean. This process helps me feel and know from inside that those two aspects of who we are, are NOT separate. As I feel what is deeply human inside of me and those parts of me feel seen, met, heard and loved, then the Divine aspects of me are remembered and revealed so naturally and organically.

Our human hearts and emotions are the keys to the doorway home to the Divine essence of who we truly are. The richness in feeling this from inside and through your own experience with your parts is for me the most exquisite feeling ever. It is changing everything in my life and creating a foundation of self love and self trust in a way I have not experienced anywhere else.

This is my experience of course, not everyone will resonate with parts work and that is the beauty of all being so different and unique. This process honors and welcomes our uniqueness though, seeing the gifts that your parts and the ways they experience and feel life as adding to it, rather than taking away, or trying to make us tick boxes that make us spiritual enough to fit in or advance to the next level. There are no rules and the possibilities are endless, how liberating. 

You are endless, your parts are endless and the love that starts to arise within you as you feel parts of you is endless too. It is something to let in, feeling how big, how beautiful and how divine we truly are and have always been, and that being here in a human body is a gift we chose, not a hindrance to our spirituality but rather the doorway into deeper knowing and understanding of it.   

It is a big, bold and brave choice to choose a path of being fully alive and embodied in these times when there is so much to feel and respond to in the world. For me there is no other way through though than IN and I would not want to be going IN in any other way than with my parts, in this way of life and with the support of this beloved community.

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

The Gift Of Choosing YOU On Christmas Day

by Kasha Rokshana

Last Christmas, I spent the day ‘alone’. It was my first Christmas Day ever in which I was not a part of a family or community. I was separated from my SoulFullHeart soul family, in a very necessary Dark Night phase of going inward, learning to hold myself and my parts/Metasoul aspects in a whole NEW and much deeper way. I also had many NEW awakening experiences around just how beloved I was to the Divine and how much my soul loves and trusts the Divine in return… even when being invited to go through something so challenging on all levels.

It wasn’t that I didn’t have invitations to be with anyone else that day… I had colleagues invite me to things from the different jobs I had. Yet, even in the love flow I had with them, I knew I needed the day to myself. I knew I needed to be in my own company, to ache and bake and claim what I really wanted to experience in soul community within and outside of me. I knew this would be challenging for my parts, especially the young ones, yet it was something I had to show up for as a sacred mama to them. 

I knew I needed to keep feeling who and how I wanted to BE in order to draw it to me. And, I knew that this desire to change and heal on a deeper level than ever before had to be genuine in order for it to happen and in order for me to draw the soul and heart connections I knew I needed and wanted. It wasn’t long after that, that I reunited with my SoulFullHeart family and the reconciliation began. 

Now, this year, so many dreams of mine have come true… I’m living in Avalon, a heart and soul home that I’ve longed to come to for many years; I’m with my community of beloveds and we’re deepening our relationship together in countless ways, and I’m living into my soul purpose embodiment of Divine Mother in my own unique frequency in a more solid and expanded way. Also, our little community has been expanding with more soul family draw while here in England and that is HUGE to feel and let in!

This has ALL been quite a lot to show up for continually in 2020. It’s been a lot to be with the goodness of it all too while the world continues to move through its own Dark Night experience. It’s been a year of many invitations into profound inner shifts and processes while so much in the outer world burns… 

If you are a soul who isn’t currently connected to soul family, who has chosen like I did last year to be alone and be in your own sacred ‘cave’ time of inner initiations and being held by life through them, know that there’s a light at the end of the inner tunnel…. and that this light can only be lit by you with the support of your Divine Self and your own authentic connection to the Divine Mother/Father. Going inward while continually opening your heart outward is a challenge yet it’s one worth being with every step of the way. 

You are loved and held in your sacred loneliness and also in the fears that arise in parts of you toward really being with that or even opening their hearts to others on the outside again. 

Christ/Magdalene Consciousness is here, has always been here, and is waiting to birth through you in perfectly imperfect ways…

Merry Christ-Consciousness-mas ❤ 

Love,

Kasha 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

We Are Scattered, Yet Reuniting… And Never Really Separate

by Kasha Rokshana

We are seeds that were scattered and sown.

We are leaves blown off the branches of the sacred Soul Family tree.

We feel cast-off at times and parts of us claw at the ground beneath them, trying to return to what they’ve forgotten but know they long for deep inside.

Reunion.

It was a deep and brave soul choice to come here, to experience being scattered, to let go as we let in, to let it be when we don’t come together as deep and resonant soul family just yet, yet to be in the alchemical ache of that experience.

I do get the sense that with all of the truths of the ‘ugly’ coming up now, there’s a beauty inside the beast. There’s a reunion in the humility and vulnerability that is waiting in the wings.

For now, we are still a bit scattered, tattered, torn… weather-worn from experiences and changing inner seasons. Yet, coming back together we are, first inside, then outside.

This is the power and depth of inner work, why it’s important. It’s a reunion inside so we can experience it on the outside and be ready to let it in.

Healing of separation is not only coming, but already here.

We have only to keep saying ‘yes’ to the journey, to keep moving into it rather than letting the fears lead that would rather we move out of it…

I’m in this for the long haul.

For a sacred humanity within and outside of me that I cannot give up on, won’t give up on, and know in my heart it’s finding its way.

Reunion is inevitable! Yet the timing, the path, the process of landing this reality onto Gaia’s plane, is both up to us and not. And no matter how ‘long’ it takes, the journey is so worth it.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.