This is the fourth in a series dedicated to the Journey of the Sacred Masculine.  If you wish to read previous posts you can go here.

There are times when I feel like I am writing to a wall. I mean, yes, I write partially for my own edification. It leads me into forgotten or disowned places within my heart and soul. I get to feel the edges of my true passion and desire. It helps to facilitate me into a leadership role. In a way, it allows me to have sex with myself. So, I keep writing.

But, dammit, it would be even juicier to have an exchange with you. Why in the hell are you reading this in the first place? To add another layer to your entertainment addiction? To take in some ¨interesting ideas¨ and sock them away in some pouch where your testicles used to be?

C´mon man, what is really going on with you?

What is rumbling under that facade of yours? Do you feel any inconsistencies in your inner and outer world? Do you see and feel what is happening to our humanity? To our planet? Does this shake anything inside of you? Or is it just business as usual? I can’t imagine you feel that if you have chosen to follow this blog. So you being here reading these words have a purpose.

That purpose is engagement. I don’t claim to have all the answers. Hell, I don’t claim to have any answers, other than the ones that are staring me right in the face. Such as that….We are killing each other. We are consuming more resources than we are creating. Our economy is dependent on false confidence and toilet paper currency. The planet is getting warmer and we are in an extinction era.

Does any of that mean anything to you?

My intuition tells me you don’t believe we are just a bag of bones and that our existence is meaningless. You wouldn’t be here if you did. Even if we were all to perish, there is still a consciousness that we are all connected to. If we hold that truth, we can all go somewhere together. A place that is healed of the darkness and tragedy we currently find ourselves in. We call this place Golden Earth. But to do that, we need to enter our own darkness. Feel our own tragedies and the one of our soul brothers and sisters.

And you can’t do that alone, man. You need relationship. You need another to feel you and contend with. To elicit your shadow and light your fire. Someone you can learn from and someone you can teach. You can do that with me…with us. We have paid some prices in our journey. We have gone through many fires in the name of our authenticity, our sovereignty, and our worth. But the resulting expression of growth, power, and love is ultimately priceless and worth it all.

Let’s go somewhere together. Stop sitting on the sidelines waiting to be called into the game. The reality is you are already in it. The universe is the stadium of fans waiting for you to make a move. It wants you to take off your clothes and get naked. To jump into the fire of your wild, instinctive nature. To break the chains of civility and get jiggy with your humanity.

What is it that scares you? What is it that you don’t buy or struggle with? More than likely I have been there. One of us embracing the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life has been there. Our credentials are our own experience and our actions. There are many who talk the talk but don’t walk the walk. They have vision but lack the courage of their own conviction.

I want to hear from you. I want to talk with you not at you. We don’t need to agree, we just need to start talking.

You can email me at sequoia.heartman@gmail.com.

Sequoia Heartman is an apprentice teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more.