You Are Seeding Light In The Darkness: Message From The Magdalenes/The Divine

By Jelelle Awen

“You are seeding light IN the darkness.

As this is your soul purpose here, you need to be in the darkness at times in order to do and BE this. You need to experience the darkness and the suffering it can cause and STILL find light again. You need to experience pain and traumas and STILL heal your heart and soul, in order to offer this possibility to others as well.

Recognizing the darkness and how it manifests is key here at this time when it is so pervasive, so programmed, and has been ‘in control’ for so long. Seeing how darkness offers temptations through various ‘drugs’ that lead to addictions; how darkness can offer diversions and distractions in so many forms; how darkness can offer poisons for the body and claim they are medications and ‘food’; how darkness can turn beloveds ‘against’ each other; how darkness wants to possess and own, etc.

Yet, always, the darkness is seeking for the light, its opposite…it wants to return home to the light for which it was cast out.

This is why it is being shown in the more obvious ways that it is now. This is why everyone is now being exposed to it, being impacted by it, needing to make daily life choice decisions in reference to it. Not because the darkness is THE TRUTH of reality, not because there is no hope for the light, not because the darkness will ultimately ‘win’. Yet because it is FINALLY time for the darkness to heal from fear to love.

The only way it can heal is to be exposed, to be seen….and to be loved, to be forgiven, and to be offered UP to the light. This seeding of light in the darkness always begins from within you. Rather than focus so much on what is happening of this process on the outside, turn inward and you will find the truth of your own progress around this.

Find with loving curiosity where darkness still has ‘work to do’ and why. Discover where you are still unconsciously being plugged into the darkness matrix through toxicity, suffering, fear, and distrust. Connect to the aspects of darkness within you and in your soul who most need your love in order to move into the light. Become your Divine Self that can hold the space for this exploration with love and compassion.You are here to seed light in the darkness.

Turn love’s light to yourself in this way and it will beacon out to others to embrace this journey within themselves as well.

We are here to support you always. Especially when you need a reminder of WHY you are here to do this. And of what is possible as the light becomes the consciousness for which ALL of Gaia is anchored once again. Returning to wholeness.

Returning to Oneness. Returning to Love.”

Love,The Magdalenes & The Divine……w/Jelelle Awen

We offer 1:1 sessions to explore into your inner darkness at the personal and soul level in a safe container and with a process that allows for deeper integration and embodiment….more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Join Raphael and I for our next group meditation call One Year Later – Navigating The Covid Narrative on Sunday, April 18th at 5:00pm BST by donation. More info at soulfullheart.org/events

Play and Wishes: Pixie Activations At An St. Agnes’ Medieval Well In Somerset, UK

Lovely and activating day yesterday out in the countryside and a trip to the Somerset Coast during this wonderful Spring warm spell we are experiencing here! We felt the powerful elemental energies at the medieval St. Agnes’ Well, known for Pixie frequencies coming from the waters that runs near it. We felt the Pixie energies immediately and my inner child/star seed Aurora came in strongly to play with them.

This brought up many memories in childhood of playing ‘pretend’ in nature with them, creating towns and villages for them out of sticks, stones, flowers and flows of water. I had forgotten about their mischievous yet playful frequencies and how I would spend hours playing with them alone. They can be rather bossy in that way (bossing around the ‘human giants’). They right away put us to ‘work’ yesterday creating a sacred ceremonial site for them to hold ‘rituals’…which consisted of a stick teepee and a moss-covered stone circle. LOL…it was so fun and I lost track of time or anything else as I listened to what they wanted.

The Pixies then encouraged us to make wishes and claim our desires to them and to the Pixie Spring and stream. I could feel their support and gifts too that will come to us as we ‘dare to dream’, unite as a community, and continue to let go of linear limitations and 3D constraints. This was a welcome message right now!

We then ventured to the Somerset Coast to a coastal inlet here across from Wales. The dramatic cliff faces, long eroded by the waters, was quite striking to us and very different from the coastal shores in BC, Canada, California, and especially Mexico. This is the Jurassic Coast, and prehistoric fossils (some 200 million years old!) littered the shores, along with many rocks containing quartz crystal. We went ‘shopping’ in these rocks and were quite happy to choose those who wanted to come home with us, as if we were picking out fancy items in a store!

There was such a sense of goodness in it all and embracing welcome from the waters, sun, birds, and elementals. It was actually a bit relieving to get some space for digestion from the intense Avalonian energies as well!
More activating adventures to share with you coming up soon as the weather warms up and now that we finally have a car!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Unplugging From The “Ursula” False Feminine | Women’s Womb Healing Group Call April 4

By Jelelle Awen

Going into the womb space is to connect with the infinite roots and origins of our Divine Feminine essence. When we connect to our wombs with much care and love, in a personal and intimate way, we then receive access to the pools of wisdom, compassion, creation, and empowerment that she contains.

Yet, our wombs have so often been hijacked and ‘taken over’ by energies of false feminine control that are dominating, possessive, draining, and more. This is what I have come to call the “Ursula Consciousness”, as represented by the Evil Witch octopus character in the movie Little Mermaid. The Ursula energies present as feminine and yet are a distorted version of wounded masculine frequency that is hooked into the 3D/Lower 4D control Matrix programming.

This Ursula energy is seductive, manipulative, and wants to ‘own’ the innocence within us…jealousy and competition can be an element of it. And also she both hates/resists men and and wants to have codependence with them. This creates a resistance for the true feminine essence within us to arise and a deep protection of it and our womb from our inner masculine Protector. This can be a deep polarity within us and so confusing, especially if our feminine caretaker/mothers had this Ursula energy with us. We can also have an Inner Ursula who plays this role of evil queen/witch within us.

I have explored and been healing this dynamic within myself in experience with my birth mother (who had Ursula tendencies) and in many sessions with women over the years. I have supported, with assistance from the Divine Mother and Divine Self, the inner feminine essence (in all her different forms) to unplug and heal from this Ursula energy and also the wounded masculine frequencies in fathers/brothers/lovers etc as well that mimic this. We also connect with the inner masculine who has often been ‘crushed’ by the Ursula energy and he moves into trusting the feminine again, more empowerment, from overly protective guard to collaborative partner.

As sensitive empaths and star seeds, there is a tendency to take this Ursula energy within us and try to transmute it to love again. There is often a soul contract/agreement as well with family members that we will serve this role within the family line, bringing light to the darkness of the ancestral wounding. However, this unconscious taking in and ‘holding’ within our wombs of this toxic energy has a cost to us, creating cycles of physical chronic illnesses (including PMS and menopausal symptoms), codependency/abuse in relationships, suppressed sexuality/sexual desire, avoidance of relationships and ‘lone wolf’, disempowerment in expression of soul gifts/struggles with manifestation/alchemy, and more.

In our next women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday, April 4th at 5:00pm BST, Kasha and I will share more about this womb hijacking dynamic and how it may be showing up for you and healing around it. In our meditation, we will be connecting with our wombs to feel/see what the hookup may be within us to this Ursula/Matrix energy. We will then do a clearing of your womb and unplugging of this hookup at whatever levels are available to you at this time by our Divine Self and soul.

With the assistance of Grandmother Anna and Mary Magdalene and the cleansing Red Spring waters here in Avalon, we will pull in the resurrection/rebirth energies of Easter and connect to the Cosmic/Divine Mother womb available to us all. We will also ‘recode’ our wombs through saying empowering and healing affirmations. There will also be time for those who wish to share on the call to do so.

This will be a deep healing, yet also I have come to trust that it will meet you at whatever level you are most ready and open to. You can join us by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/715845532438759 and https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

I do feel it is SO timely to go into these areas of healing, for empowerment of the Divine Feminine within us that also serves to free those souls who have played the ‘role’ of Ursula in our lives to be freed as well. A great mercy and mutual forgiveness is available to us to embody and broadcast then to a world that is deeply in need of it.

Going into these womb spaces in women’s group calls has been an empowering and tender experience for me and I look forward to journeying there again!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Significant Soul Turns Out Of Suffering & Into Love

By Jelelle Awen

So many of us are going through very important ‘soul turns’ right now, as I have come to call them. A soul turn is a significant shifting in one lifetime of your soul’s patterned learning trajectory that has been in place for many, many lifetimes. This lifetime is one for which so many have chosen to be here on the Earth Plane during this time of Ascension for the opportunity to experience soul turn shifts for ourselves and complete cycles of incarnational suffering.

A soul turn is moving beyond previously unconscious karmic binds, ties, and contracts. It is letting in resonant love as the main form of growth rather than from experiencing traumas in order to grow. It is shifting from going through suffering in order to wake up… to feeling and healing all the cycles of shame/punishment/judgement suffering cycles within you and in your soul that then leads to awakening.

It is shifting from drawing repeated traumas in order to see/feel them to TRULY transmuting these traumas into love again so you no longer need them. It is experiencing bonds with others that are based in love and not shared trauma.

Lifetime after lifetime, our soul chooses the situations, set ups, narratives, and companion souls to play the ‘roles’ of both support and shadow that will offer the most growth and learning for us. We take this on for the Divine, for our soul families, for Unity Consciousness, and for the ALL. We represent both the experience of and recovery from sacred wounds such as those held in the collective…the Fall of Lemuria, Atlantis, Avalon…the Matrix imprisonment experiment, the hijacking of our sacred feminine expressions and the Divine Mother experience, the distortion of the sacred masculine into patriarchy and more.

As we become conscious of the trauma patterns from this life and feel the parts of us that hold them, we are able to truly become free beyond them. The traumas no longer act as magnets in our emotional bodies and soul fields drawing MORE traumas to us for us to see and feel. Trauma, suffering, and pain is always a portal to self discovery and remembering…until we no longer need it to be.

It is now possible to become fully conscious of our soul’s experience and lift the veils that have previously been in place around this. We can now turn our soul away from suffering and toward love. Our Divine Self is able to defuse from the punishing/protective/wounded/defended parts of us and say ‘no’ to any situation, circumstances, and pattern that repeats our suffering. Sometimes we are still veiled to a situation and need the learning experience, yet the reason for drawing it becomes conscious much more quickly and then completed.

It is time to let go of suffering patterns and move into the experience of LOVE holding your life in ALL areas of your life. You are ready now to move beyond the previous veiled limitations. You no longer need to replay traumas & draw new ones….you are ready now to transmute them all back into love & experience goodness!!

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In 1:1 sessions, we as SoulFullHeart Facilitators support you to go into these grounds within you to discover what patterns are ready to complete and be let go. We also model for you and provide a ‘dropped in’ space for you to learn how to lift your own veils, how to connect with your parts and soul gatekeeper (who opens up access to your akashic records) and access soul aspects/fragments.

Rather than do this process for you as mediums or psychics, we empower YOU to open this up for yourself. This allows for the growth and realizations to be truly embodied rather than receiving it from any ‘outside’ source. There is no other process that I know of that works at these levels of self sovereignty and self-led growth, both at the personal this-life experience and then at quantum soul level as well WHILE deepening self, sacred union, and divine intimacy possibilities within a community of resonant souls. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

I highly recommend my free 33 day video series Deepen as a place to start diving into what we offer: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

And my recent book Free To Be 5D, available on ebook, PDF, print and audio: soulfullheart.org/books

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Photo is of me in the ruins of the Lady Chapel at Glastonbury Abbey, a place of powerful energies supporting me to make repeated soul turn choices from suffering to love!

Womb Healing Activation & Unplugging From The Matrix Women’s Group Call April 4th

By Jelelle Awen

The womb is a powerful space of creativity, alchemy, stillness, and bridge to our ancient Sacred Feminine empowerment roots. Our wombs become filled with pain/trauma layers and also hijacked by the 3D/4D Matrix so our access to the purity essence of our womb is often covered over and not fully activated.

Kasha and I are co-hosting our second women’s group call over Zoom providing womb healing and activation here from Avalon. The first one drew close to 25 women in sacred circle with us and was a powerful healing frequency! The focus of our group on Sunday, April 4, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm BST (London, UK timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up more access to your womb for healing and activation in order to unplug from the 3D/Lower 4D control Matrix.

We will talk about how our wombs have been hijacked by the Matrix control system (and what that is, how it impacts us, etc.) since the Fall of Atlantis and how that creates an ongoing disempowerment for us. This hijacking also impacts what we experience within our wombs during often painful and debilitating ‘programmed’ menstrual cycles. Our wombs can be filled with and hijacked by false mother/false god frequencies, Patriarchal/wounded masculine energies; transmuting other people’s energies as empaths; aborted/still gestating/blocked creative projects and expressions; and suppression of our wombs’ truth.

Through a personal relationship with our wombs, even having her give us a ‘name’ and journaling/dialogue, and supported by the Divine Mother…we can unplug our wombs from the Matrix and become truly free. Kasha and I will share our personal journeys with this process and our wombs during the call.

During this call, we will also guide you in a meditative space into a safe healing dimension to allow deep connection to your womb and activation. Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will join us as Love Ambassadors as we go into the Matrix multidimensional space to unplug our wombs. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together.You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards.

If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give.

You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the April 4th women’s group and check that your email is current.

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. You can purchase our last women’s group call and others in the series at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

More info here https://www.facebook.com/events/715845532438759 and soulfullheart.org/events

Love from OUR wombs to yours in Avalon!

Jelelle and Kasha

Energy Update: Equinox & Spring Codes Bring Rebirth Codes During Humanity’s Dark Night

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: We are entering the Equinox Portal and you can feel the Spring codes coming in….especially when you connect to Gaia. The budding flowers on the trees, the bulbs bursting through the soil, the temperatures starting to warm up, the baby animals taking their first steps or flights.

These energies are offering resurrection frequencies of pure white light to whichever chakras most need them. Your third chakra may especially be going through an upgrade with upset stomach and need to fast and/or eat very lightly. Our light bodies are aching for and receiving more sunlight now and we can bring those codes in from the Great Central Sun too.

This is support from Gaia right now that is so helpful as humanity continues through its dark night. The dystopian c@vid narrative timeline that is transitioning the collective from 3D to lower 4D does feel like a dark one in the moment. The restrictions, the lockdowns, the quarantines, the global and relentless push to get their poison, the social pressure and division this is creating for so many. The dark agenda is peaking while the relatively ‘stable’ 3D mainstream one is collapsing.

As I’ve shared before, the 3D mainstream as we have all known it in our lifetimes NEEDED to collapse…this is the Matrix projection known as ‘normal life’ that is no longer being able to fit in with our choice for Ascension. This projection was keeping so many souls sleepy and in the mill of eat/work/sleep repeat.


What we’ve been experiencing the last year is a transitional phase though, that can be so challenging, that serves to wake up many more souls to claim their freedoms and rights by having them taken away. This is a WAKE UP CALL that is sometimes harsh in its execution yet necessary for its outcome. Probably none of us who have gone through awakening can say that it has always been a kind and loving process, yet it has offered us whatever was necessary to lift the veils, even when it was quite painful in moments.


As I check in with my soul and higher dimensional aspects/guides, they are giving me the sense of parallel reality to when the Roman Empire was collapsing. There was this last gasp at power that lasted a couple of hundred years, a slow decline that looked like an increase in power…..similar to what we are seeing now. Only that which is running out of false fuel and ultimately Divine support has to work so hard to sustain itself. There is an energy of desperation in the Cabal’s actions that clearly points to the collapse happening on the higher levels.


People have been asking me how long I feel this narrative will play out and it does feel like several years to me. The Cabal will push this as far as they can with hopefully increasing opposition happening as more people become aware of what is going on. The ‘poison push’, as I am calling it now, will accelerate and escalate with choices needing to be made for those of us who see what it is and refuse to get it.

This is going to get more challenging in terms of personal relationships and the divisions/splits in consciousness and resonance that it is revealing. What has previously been tolerated with birth family, especially, will no longer feel sustainable as ‘soul contracts’ expire and dissolve. I have been guided personally to settle into a long-term shelter where I feel safe (here in Avalon), continue to serve love through SoulFullHeart in both virtual ways and in the physical, surrounded by soul family community and those who feel to join us here.

As we ride this out, we are also planting and sowing the seeds of light for New Earth. We are watering them with our visions and our dreams. We are supporting by our Divine soul and star families, as I’ve been sharing messages from them recently that are coming through. We are trusting the process is held by the Divine and will emerge out to what we are here to offer and birth….New Earth reality consciousness.


Look to Gaia and connect to the Divine Mother’s frequencies through Her….the ancient rhythms that seem to continue no matter what humanity is doing. The Equinox offers frequencies of balancing, even during this time that feels so crazy and off kilter. Much support is available to us during this time of death and rebirth as we connect within to discover, become and be with LOVE.


Much love to you from Avalon – seeding in the light at Gaia’s heart chakra for humanity’s New Earth arising,

Jelelle Awen


More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writing/books, etc. at soulfullheart.org.

You are Not Alone: Message From Your Soul & Star Family W/Jelelle Awen

During the hardest hours,

The deepest densities,

The most difficult moments….

THIS is when we will MOST be there for you.

Awakening you to your bigness,

and your capacity for love.

Answering the doubting questions

from parts of you that have

such strong fear and resistance.

When you feel like you have failed,

made mistakes, allowed and even done harm,

cannot ever be forgiven…

we will remind you that

you are succeeding in your mission,

are learning valuable lessons,

AND are already forgiven.

During the hardest struggles,

the darkest nights,

the most painful moments,

we will help you remember that

you have so bravely chosen

to seed the light into

the deepest of shadow lifetime after lifetime.

When you feel most alone,

in the void of social space

between 3D and 5D,

losing relationships,

setting boundaries, bringing your truth…..

we are here to BE with you

and support you unconditionally.

Reach out to us as your soul family,

as your safe haven,

as your tribe

and we will respond immediately.

Return to us and

you will find home here

with us and with the Divine

Always….

We Love You,

Your Divine Soul & Star Family w/Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Sacred Sexuality Group Meditation Call March 14 |Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Oh this should be a GOOD group call! Our sexual energy is probably the most misunderstood force in existence. One way of attempting to describe sexual energy is seeing it and feeling it as liquid love and light, the invisible force that threads all of us to each other. Sexual energy is so much more than the physical act of sexual intercourse between partners.

It is the living essence of life, creative power and the Divine embodied. And it is innocent with a strong desire to be ALIVE. It takes a lot of energy to keep it suppressed and blocked, yet we do because of traumas, shame, judgement, sexual abuse, etc. and cultural/Matrix conditioning. Whether in a sacred sexuality exploration with a partner or currently single, this group call will provide an initiation into the deeper waters of healing your sacred sexual energy that brings life to LIFE.

Raphael and I are co-hosting this group call for women and men over Zoom to provide a transmission of sacred sexuality codes from Avalon. The focus of this group on Sunday, March 14th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your sacred sexuality flow through connecting to any part to of you that may be blocking it, and from there to begin a relationship with this part of you to curiously discover what may be wanting to come next for you.

We will talk about how sacred sexuality is first and primarily accessed from within you through the healing of feminine and masculine parts/soul aspects who relate to it, which is often your Inner Teenager who didn’t receive empowering initiation into your sexual energy expression. This allows for healing of the punishing and shaming frequencies from birth family, 3D cultural conditioning and the Matrix karmic soul programs. We will share our personal journeys with this sacred sexuality healing process individually and together in long-term, monogamous sacred sexual exploration together. Kasha and Aurius will be sharing about their experiences of sacred sexuality with each other and personally as well.

During this call, we will also guide you in a meditative space into a safe healing, higher dimensional space we call the Bridal Chamber to allow for connection to your sacred sexuality and whichever part/soul aspect needs healing around it. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as a template of sacred sexual energies for us to template from. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together as a group that assist in this healing.

You can receive these Divine Union frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the March 14th group and check that your email is current.You can also join this call for free if you are member of our online community Portal on Mighty Networks where we also provide a safe online digestion and sharing space after the call. Membership is $14.99 USD a month with info at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/109338231107311 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Testimonials from our last group call on Sacred Union on Valentine’s Day:

“Thank you for opening this group up to anyone feeling to come, really glad I came today. Sweet, beautiful and tender space and so much resonance for me. Feel myself opening more and more toward meeting my Beloved in life so my soul can keep growing. Blessings to you all and thanks for the sharings. Precious way to spend some time together on Valentines!” February 14th Group Call Participant

“I’m new to this community but it’s pretty obvious at this point that I’ve found myself exactly where I’m meant to be in Divine timing. Thank you so much for this beautiful experience. My relationship ended a year ago. This call has helped bring so much clarity to the experience. Much gratitude to all.” – February 14th Group Call Participant

“Thank you Jelelle, Raphael, Aurius, Kasha and all here who shared and participated in this bountiful opening of hearts and vulnerabilities expressed. I am grateful for this sharing of all of your journeys in process. I look forward to connecting within this group and joining along with all of you in support and community. Thank you for this beautiful opening today. Much love!” February 14th Group Call Participant

Trusting The Ascension Process As Humanity Shifts Out Of 3D And Into Lower 4D/Dark Night

By Jelelle Awen

“Be in the world, not of the world, yet care FOR the world,” ~ Yeshua

So many times I have been offered this as a guiding light through this current c narrative and false medicine storm that humanity is experiencing. Being in the world is honoring that we have chosen on a soul level to BE here on this Earth Plane during this transition from 3D Matrix reality moving into 4D transitional/dark night phase and into 5D New Earth. Not being of the world is acknowledging that we are no longer in the mainstream consciousness flow or in resonance with it. We are no longer of it, even as we were ALL raised in it, by it, and of it. And many awakening souls still have many friends/family who are still of it Caring for the world though….ALL of it and ALL souls in it, is the piece that feels like it offers the next level of compassion and love ambassadorship.

As you tune into the Divine Mother and your Christ essence, your heart breaks open to feel the cries of the world, the cries of the womb/hara, the cries of the children. As you feel these cries, you DO care, even for those who judge you as crazy or push you away. You care even if you move out of saving or rescuing anyone and surrender, again, to the Divine holding of it ALL.

This is a collective dark night phase for humanity. This is the crawl and walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Dark nights are ALWAYS messy. They last as long as they need to and you can’t ‘control’ them. They are absolutely necessary for TRUE awakening to occur. Something false must die in order for the new to be born.

It does feel to me that 3D/third dimensional reality as we have previously known it is gone and we have actually ascended beyond it now as has Gaia. The comfort and security of 3D for parts of us, the eat/work/die familiar pattern of it has now shifted into something completely unknown to us before that is also unpredictable and volatile. It feels like we are now moving into a collective lower 4D reality as the ‘mainstream’ one….where soul awakenings can occur along with dark nights. Life as we previously knew it as ‘normal’ no longer exists, which is actually a good thing and IS Ascension…even if it feels rather like a dystopia to us; even if it isn’t how we wanted it or would prefer it to look or feel; or that it feels like it isn’t our choice or is happening ‘to’ us rather than with us.

While this is uncomfortable, it also feels like progress. To continue along in the ‘too comfortable’ 3D Matrix was to continue being suppressed, asleep, numbed, and drugged by it. This is messy now, yet it has woken up SO many souls by disrupting and interrupting their daily routines…and even lockdowns allowing for an unplugging from the daily living/doing/staying busy mill.

Even those previously awakening souls have had to question now how deeply embodied their spirituality actually IS as they lean more into it in real ways to navigate the unknown; how much they have healed in their emotional body as intense reactions come up; how much they have compartmentalized their spiritual essence away from the rest of their life as their social life becomes more difficult to navigate.

For those of us long on the awakening journey aligned with Divine Mother, we see and trust the value of these lower 4D dimensions. Yes, they contain some “hell realms” and dark energies/beings/timelines…yet the darkness needs our love, acceptance, and ambassadorship more than the 3D numb Matrix reality did. To move into 5D, we were ALWAYS going to need to go through 4D and reconcile what has lived there previously in shadow, in our subconscious, in other lifetimes. Any offerings/teachings/teachers that suggest we could have somehow avoided this are still plugged into a False God/False Light program that diverts us from actually transmuting and transforming (as it is meant to divert and distort.)

Now is the time where we have the support from Ascension energies, from the Divine, from benevolent guardian galactic beings, from guides/Metasoul aspects to TRULY transmute into our sacred human frequencies, to reactivate our DNA, to upgrade our galactic genes, to move into ‘supernatural’ gifts, to FREE up the immense powerful energies of our wombs/haras. We get to experience remembrance of bliss states and authentic joy as well come alive in us….holding the space as we courageously go into the mess over and over again for as many times as it ‘takes’ to heal.

This is what the journey to becoming free looks like….where nothing can be bypassed or wished away, yet needs to be gone through in order to reach the other side. It is this WHOLE journey that we have signed up to experience here as the growth possible from it is so appealing to many of us. It feels like there was a long sign-up line to be part of this phase of humanity’s Ascension on Earth. The best ‘show’ in the Galaxies in that way.

No longer resisting and being afraid of what lurks in the shadows allows us to embrace and understand the deep choice we made for our own growth and for humanity’s more fully.

Much Love from Avalon to you during this Dark Night to Light experience…..Avalon is anchoring in the frequencies of Divine Support to move through all the necessary phases here,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the Ascension process, the False God/Light, the 3D and 4D Matrix in my book Free To Be 5D…available in ebook/PDF/print/audio versions with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Join Kasha and I tomorrow March 7th at 5:00pm GMT/UK time/12:00pm EST for a women’s group call over zoom to feel specifically into the womb hijacking by the Matrix and offer a transmission/meditation for healing and activation beyond it. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Living In Love Over Fear: Navigating The Covid Narrative

The energies of divergence are quite strong right now. It really can feel as if you are on a different planet and plane of existence from others. How we relate to fear, and specifically the fear of body death right now, are revealing our different consciousness states. The covid narrative is revealing so much about a soul’s relationship to body death and how strongly attached to safety and known they are around that (even as we have been programmed to feel it is natural for us to die at a certain age when immortality is actually our human potential and capacity).

And, also where someone is in the process of claiming their own sovereignty, truth, and relationship of trusting surrender to the Divine. The 3D projection of comforting authority figure onto governments, health authorities, etc. is a phase in a soul’s journey out of parental dependence and toward self empowering Divine self realization.

Yesterday we went to a new grocery store for us that was in the town next to Glastonbury, which has been more mellow about Covid. The fear and control were palpable as soon as we walked in the doors of this new store. Signs all over the store and messages over the loud speakers keep repeating how we must ‘keep each other safe’, keep our masks on, keep away from each other, only shop with one person (this particular store had many signs suggesting that shopping with someone else was quite irresponsible.)

Raphael and I walked around the store without masks, as we are prone to do as a reflection of how we do not live in fear, especially fear of a virus that has such a low mortality rate. And that if we did catch it, we would trust that process and the messenger/mirror/portal that the virus offered us. We also do not fear catching this from others for the same reasons. We were the ONLY ones without masks in the entire store and I could feel the fear from others as we walked down the aisles….as if deadly germs would jump on them from us. I am used to drawing some attention when I walk around but usually it is a draw to the light in my field or the joy I am putting off. I felt sadness about fear toward us and tried to radiate love at them in larger amounts to meet it.

Raphael and I were in joy, we were in love, we were kissing and hugging whenever we could and excitedly looking at the products that drew us. This radiating of love I am hopeful was able to provide a moment, however brief, of relief to those living in so much fear and tension right now. I can feel how the Covid situation has just illuminated this consciousness difference of living in fear or living in love. I don’t feel this as a judgement toward others or a superiority, yet rather symbolic of the polarization and duality that we have all shown up to be part of.

The jabs/shots are another means to separate us as those who choose them really ARE moving into an unknown and untested place of compromised immune system and even what feels like altered DNA, etc. Interestingly, the shots feel MUCH more dangerous to the human body than the virus that so many souls are afraid of. I am personally never going to get one and I would advise against any light workers/healers/awakening souls to do it, even if that means not being able to do certain things which we can then surrender into for a phase of time.

The Matrix is amping up its ultimate control program of the Great Reset, especially here in the UK. I do feel that we in SoulFullHeart we meant to be in this country during this time even as it has been challenging in moments. We are here to offer a beacon of love, of community, of depth of feeling, of trust in the Divine, and a life lived of healing fear to let in more love. I also feel we are here to bring healing energies to the grids of fear and love ambassadorship to those dark energies that have been in control for so long.

I send love to those who are using the Covid situation to mirror fears that are needing to come up. And I offer love to parts of them who need to judge those of us who are not in fear as it is the only way they know how to be. And I also choose to live in love and non-judgement, to trust love, and to be a lighthouse for others to do and be the same!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

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