The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Abundance of Five-Pointed Stars In Beautiful New Formation – July 23, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: This stunning new crop circle formation was reported today, July 23rd, at The Ridgeway, Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK. It appeared near the white horse/dragon formation. I was struck by how detailed, intricate and precise this formation is and was once again reminded that something BIGGER beyond our known technologies and human means created this art! An instant bridge to the galactic and cosmic energies supporting us!

There are so many five pointed stars in this formation or pentagrams. Ten points on the two overlapping stars and ten five-pointed stars supporting the center one is a powerful activation! 12 stars in total…

The pentagram’s use, which commonly represents the five elements of earth, water, fire, air, and spirit, has been distorted and misused in some ways by the 3D Matrix control system and 4D Matrix False Light/Satanic programs. Yet in its pure essence, this shape connects us to our ‘ancient’ roots and Metasoul lifetimes/timelines of balanced elementals within, with others, and with Gaia. Many use this shape to manifest beauty, protection, balance and connect to the Divine Feminine.

I feel there is a reclaiming of this symbol and its powerfully high frequency activations in this formation from the darker energies and their agenda that is now being disclosed and revealed during this necessary shadow illumination phase of our Ascension.

Here is the aerial view to take this beauty in: https://youtu.be/5kWApsdarHc

What do you feel/see from this one?

Read all my crop circles updates from the 2020 season at: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Glastonbury In-Person & Virtual Retreat With Raphael & Jelelle Awen – 19-23 September, 2020

By Jellele Awen

TWO months to go until we gather in Avalon for a five day healing retreat in the heart of Glastonbury, UK! Our flights are officially happening and we are all set to leave Canada for the UK at the end of August with the gathering retreat happening in September. Are you drawn to join us in the magical lands of Avalon for a LIFE CHANGING experience?

We’ll be offering both an in-person gathering and a virtual offering during the Equinox from Glastonbury! The in-person experience will extend over five days from September 19th through the 23rd with teachings from Raphael Awen and I about the parts/Metasoul connection process/paradigm that we offer, exploration into the Avalon/Camelot energies and activation, and personal sharing space for every participant for emotional/spiritual/energy/physical processing.

We will also be doing a walking day trip out to connect with the highly activating sites in Avalon such as the Chalice Well, White Spring, Abbey Ruins, and the Tor! Soul family reunion connection is another aspect of this experience that feels just priceless to me, as more soul family members are ‘finding themselves’ within our SoulFullHeart community.

The in-person experience is open to seven more souls to join the four of us (Raphael, Kalayna SolaisGabriel Heartman and I) in the heart of Glastonbury at a sweet retreat space that synchronistically became available to us to stay for six weeks and to host this Gathering there as well. You can read more about Rie’s Retreat here where the Gathering will be hosted: https://www.riesretreat.co.uk/ or here https://www.facebook.com/riesretreatbandb/

The in-person experience is $555 CAD (about $400 USD) for the full five days of teachings and space holding with us and FIVE yummy vegan meals catered by Rie, including a final completion dinner on the last night. This cost does not include travel expenses, lodging (which you would need to find nearby in town), and meals/food outside of what we provide. You reserve your spot by offering full payment or an installment (coordinated with us first into two or even three payments if that is needed for you.)

There is a prerequisite of having at least two sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator (Raphael, Gabriel or Kalayna) prior to attending the Gathering, which helps you and us feel more comfortable and connected prior to this deeper immersion. You can read more about sessions here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

The virtual experience is by whatever donation you feel to give and is four hours total of group calls that will be broadcast live from the Gathering on September 19th and 20th, offering our usual potent combination of teachings and guided meditations to connect you with the Glastonbury energies. We will also be sharing some exclusive content with you from our wonder journey around Glastonbury.

There is more information about the Glastonbury Gathering in-person and the virtual Gathering including daily schedule, benefits, and more at soulfullheart.org/glastonburygathering and the event is here on FB: https://www.facebook.com/events/297228348349681/

We so hope you can join us for this special experience in-person or virtually offering a bridge from the Avalon energies to you, bringing New Earth 5D frequencies into your Now!

Do you feel Her calling you home??

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Most of these photos are taken by James Elphick, who is also available as a local contact and valuable resource for those interested in coming!

Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about this Glastonbury Gathering, other upcoming events, sessions, writings and books, and more!

Oh, Divine: A Love Poem To The Divine

My love letter to the Divine…within me, within you, with the beloved ascended guides/teachers that show us the way~

Oh Divine,
I am lost in all this maya
only real again
In your arms, in your gaze, in your attention
And in your claim.
Then I arise out of a smaller i
And into a bigger I
That finds a home only in your name.

Oh Divine,
Your love melts away my mind,
My thoughts, my scattered ideas
And purifies them ALL into a
Rarified reflection of your Consciousness.
Your love dissolves motives
Based in greed, based in fear,
Based in need or lesser desire
And reveals the only true motive
to serve your love
In all ways, in all moments,
And in all expressions of my BEing.

Oh Divine,
I had been lost in a fog
Of illusions, amnesia, and false memories
That led to so much suffering….
And you are always my truth serum, my cure,
And my wake up call…
To remember our union,
To remember that I belong to you,
To remember that you can never leave me,
To remember that as
the false me dies away,
I am reborn into my Divine Self
As a reflection of YOU again.

Love,
your daughter
Jelelle Awen

More information about becoming your Divine Self with INspiration in writing, videos, sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group events at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circles Update: Bridge To Your Galactic & Soul Activations During Sirius Gateway, July 5-17, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdates: Been floating/activated/expanded in my own inner cosmic spaces lately so I haven’t been keeping up with the crop circle formations coming through the last couple of weeks….yet, felt like a nudge or tap today from Binkh (Arcturian aspect) to share them. I am sharing the ones that I got the stronger vibrational frequency from and there is a certain perfection to the ones from our star family as well that is distinctive.

Always, they offer a bridge to your inner cosmos and your Star Family, as personal as your DNA and genetics. Whatever you feel and see and receive from each one of them is UNIQUE to you and MEANT for you. There is no right or wrong interpretation of them….just what arises from your heart and soul space (beyond the mind).

As we deepen into this Sirius gateway with the peaking of energies at Lion’s Gate 8/8, you may be experiencing some deeper soul initiations going on. Maybe they are galactic. Maybe they are soul lineages coming through such as the Essenes, the Himalayan Sages (that is mine right now coming through VERY strongly), the Egyptians…so many possibilities and so unique to each soul. Being as OPEN as possible to receive the inspirations, resources (all kinds in all forms) to make the inner connections is really bringing in lots of goodness right now.

Just as these formations are so much more than just bent over or twisted grasses, you are so much more than your body, your name, your identity, your mind. These formations offer us a reminder of the mystical and cosmic and just plain magical nature of our BEINGNESS.

And, it is all held with Divine Love through your Divine Self…that fragment of your BEing that still resides in and abides in the Divine Infinite Love…whatever form and shape it chooses to show up in.

You can see all my previous crop circle UPdates at soulfullheartblog.com.

Love,
Jelelle (and Binkh)

You can see more photos and aerial footage of these and others at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/July2020.html

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

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Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Sirius Gateway Soul Activations & Initiations Through Going Within Rather Than Outward

By Jelelle Awen

 It’s an interesting challenge to find words to describe the energies that have been coming with the Sirius Gateway and passage opening that started around the beginning of July and extends through Lion’s Gate 8/8. You have probably been FEELING and noticing these energies on physical/mental/energetic/emotional levels. The potential that these energies offer are the receiving of more guidance and clarity coming through, thinning veils on remembering/accessing other lifetimes, deep quantum healing of karmic binds and sacred wounds, and light body cellular clearing/activation.

My own activations have been around deeper initiations into Non-dual/Samadhi and mind stillness frequencies within my Metasoul and connecting to India/Hindu lineages through connection with Metasoul Aspects (from other lifetimes), Beloved Guides/Ascended Teachers, and my own Divine Self/Inner Guru. The space within the mind expands beyond the mind, filling up with your awareness of awareness…and empties out of content, random thoughts, orientations to the past or the present, and energies of other people. In this place, you open up into the NOW with only awareness of your own awareness. It brings up quite strong frequencies of bliss, joy, and utter peace within. It has been wonderful to feel this process, to surrender to it, and just allow time to go by within it without a ‘schedule’ to follow.

I feel as if this process of going within, the NEED for it, is very heightened right now for all of us. With the peaking of fear and disclosure happening in the 3D/4D timelines, there is so much intensity to wade through ‘out there’. So much content and information that is highly charged with an agenda behind it… propaganda with an ulterior motive. So much ‘truth’ being shared that is actually from a false place of fear and control with strong sides being taken and cases being argued.

If you are taking something in on social media or in the ‘news’ and it greatly lowers your frequency without offering personally new insight/clarity/process for you, then it is most likely toxic to your energy field and not worth it. Often it can take you longer to clear out the energy of what you have read or watched then actually offer any benefit. Mindlessly scrolling online can come with a cost to emotional/physical/energy well being these days especially. Being very conscious of what you are taking in and WHY you are is an aspect of orienting to life from the INSIDE OUT rather than the OUTSIDE IN.

These 3D energies are very dense, conflictual, heavy with fear, polarized, and yet very necessary to come up and out, be revealed in order to be healed. You would only choose to take them in, to absorb them in any way, if it calls to you on a soul level for your own healing. Otherwise, finding your place of peace, stillness, quiet, even joy and bliss can offer a true shelter during this ‘storm’ for both you and those that you may choose to share with.

This is not using transcendence to avoid feeling or bypassing to tune into these places within rather than overly focus outward right now. BEing in this stillness allows you to feel whatever is needed in your own emotional body and parts of you, whatever reactions and triggers are coming up from within due to the HUGE collective purging/disclosing/detaching process that is going on. You are able to truly feel then how what you experience of the outside energies is truly a conscious choice. Being in this stillness also opens you up to receive whatever soul initiations are waiting for you and that your Divine Self wants to provide you.

The Sirius energies remind us of this still place within as their planet comes closer to Gaia…your Sirius Aspect becomes more readily available to connect with and receive guidance from. They often appear as Lion and Lioness-human hybrids. Feeling regal, wise, and strong, it can be empowering to take in their frequencies. They offer a frequency of empowerment that is not about outside manifestation or achievement (which is being heightened right now as well in 3D even as it is collapsing), yet about becoming more in alignment with and embodying your Divine Self.

The priorities of your life and where you put your energy and focus become clearer during this passageway. Relationships fall away and let go that are no longer resonant and can no longer transact even those with strong soul capacities on their ‘leading edge’. There can be quite a lot to grieve in this process of letting go. This is particularly happening in romances and friendships during this passage and coming out of this Matrix collapse/Covid Event, which is revealing areas of resonance and dissonance quite strongly. Service of love and soul purpose expression becomes more purified and false expressions fall away and collapse.

Connecting to your Divine Self Within…the bigger space holder and compassionate witness of your life provides a powerful support right now. Your Divine Self can help you with discernment and what to fill your heart/mind/body UP with right now that will most serve you and LOVE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will be co-hosting a livestream on Facebook on Sunday, July 12th at 10:00am PDT offering an expanding energy update, answering/responding to questions, talking about the Matrix collapse/disclosure process, providing a brief guided meditation, etc. You can watch it live on https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen and we will share the recording on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience.

Raphael and I will also be starting a NEW six week group call series on July 15 called Free To Be 5D that is an accompaniment to my new book called Free To Be 5D as well offering teachings, personal sharings and guided meditations to create a deeper experience of the content in the book, with links to purchase as PDF, ebook, and print edition here: soulfullheart.org/books.
More info about joining us for the group call series by donation at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Healing False Mother To Let In Divine Mother: Women’s Group Call July 5

By Jelelle Awen

When I shared on social media previously about my upcoming women’s group call tomorrow where we will be feeling into healing the Motherhood wound/False Mother to let in Divine Mother, a question came up around, ‘who is the false mother?’ Exploring the answers to this question is where we will go within the call space….as it is truly unique to each woman and her Metasoul experience/lineage as well.

In general, the False Mother is any projections/archetype/’lineage’ and legacy/birth family line and other lifetimes experiences/karma that block and limit access to experiencing and letting in the energies of the Divine Mother. False Mother can show up in ‘presentations’ and packages of Divine Mother that are used in strategic and dogmatic ways, such as in religions, some spiritual practices, and even in New Age offerings. These energies can have a warrior energy to them, be seductive or overly pious, and fused to other lifetime archetypal expressions such as Priestess/Witch/Sorceress/Shaman.


False Mother usually feels impersonal, transcendent, non-relational, even punitive/punishing in frequency. False Mother can show up even in Goddess worshipping practices in which you tune into and even ‘obey’ the “Will of the Goddess.” False Mother is also something you are looking to on the ‘outside’ rather than experiencing from the inside in deepening ways.


These False Mother energies are actually usually coming from the lower 4D wounded/unhealed masculine energies and the AI Matrix. A Matrix is actually a womb yet the 3D/4D control Matrix has been about programming, conditioning and conformity and distorting light/love into a false version in order to keep many souls ‘stuck’ at a certain tier of consciousness. In a way, the Matrix has also been a False Mother to parts of us and soul aspects as well.


As the Matrix continues to collapse and the wounded masculine heals, there is more opportunity to connect with the pure and authentic energies of Divine Mother. The False Mother frequencies become revealed from within (such as those expressing in your Inner Mother), in relationships (with birth family feminine caregivers and in your Matriarchal family line), and in your Metasoul experiences.
As you identify, feel, and heal these false mother frequencies, you then experience the REAL Divine Mother of PURE unconditional love, compassion, authenticity, range of expression (from still to fiery as needed…..from deeply compassionate to unsentimental, etc.), passion, and template for embodiment within your sacred feminine human body.


You feel then the Divine Mother within YOU and come that much more into embodying Her AS you. As Divine Mother has told me so many times, “I am you and you are ME. Now, let THAT in!”


We will explore this more tomorrow in my monthly women’s group call over Zoom at 10:00am PDT through teachings/sharings with me, a guided meditation to connect to your Inner Mother/False Mother within through a bridge with Divine Mother, and personal sharings for those women who would like to. We will tune into the loving sisterhood circle created during the call to generate more of the Divine Mother energy.


You can attend and/or receive the recording by whatever donation you feel to give via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More info at soulfullheart.org/womensgroupcalls and https://www.facebook.com/events/425536431663247/


You can purchase the recording of any of my previous women’s calls where we explored Healing the Sisterhood Wound, bridging to Divine Mother (two calls), Sacred Feminine healing, healing the inner masculine and more at the same links as above.


I also recommend my new book Free To Be 5D, where I describe much more about the False God/Mother/Light Matrix and how it expresses and the SoulFullHeart process to heal from it: soulfullheart.org/books

Free To Be 5D Book Documentary (Video) | Jelelle & Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais

I am very excited to release our first exploration into more of a documentary style video offering with AMAZING editing and producing by our very own Gabriel Heartman (who worked so hard on this!) It has long been my dream to offer videos that combine our words, images, music, and interviews/teachings as an activation and bridge to our energy…and here is the first! This one made me a cry a few times, in a good way as we all watched it together as a group on Wednesday for the first time.

In this video, I share about my new book about the Ascension process called Free To Be 5D: Naigating Ascension From The Inside Out available now in print, ebook, and PDF editions (and eventually in audio as well). I talk about how this book has been inspired by hundreds of 1:1 sessions with others over the years, my own awakening process through parts/soul aspect work over the last 15 years, our community experience of this process, and Divine guidance/inspiration. The book offers an overview of a process which has long been in the making and creation for many years. I describe what the book (and SoulFullHeart process) provides that is unique from other offerings, what the ‘take away’ main messages are from the book and my inspiration to write it.

The overlaying messages I received while writing this book over the last several months was that you are NOT alone, there is so much support from within, with the Divine, and with Star Family that you more and more able to connect with. Another message is that you ARE Infinite Love in human form and all else (such as the experience of separation) is a temporary illusion offered for your growth.

“You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness, now you will become the lighthouse, helping to bring everyone safely home….to the Divine’s shore again.” ~

Also interviewed by Gabriel in the video is SoulFullHeart Co-creator and Facilitator and my beloved mate Raphael Awen, who describes his emotional reaction to reading/editing the book and also how he feels that it will benefit those reading it…even those who don’t know anything about the SoulFullHeart process. Also interviewed for this video is lovely SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais, who shares her experience of reading it and what she feel it offers others.

I highly recommend this book for anyone who has been drawn to our writings, videos, and even sessions with us and would like a bigger context/picture for ALL that we offer and explore in this process now described in ONE place. An excerpt from the book and links to purchase it are at soulfullheart.org/books

You can also join Raphael and I for an upcoming group call series for six weeks starting on July 15th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom (and completes on August 19th) that provides more teaching and an immersion through guided meditation into the content covered in the book. You can join that call series live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen or at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Many more documentary style videos to come, especially as we begin our travelling adventures and can share video from sacred places, starting with Glastonbury, UK in September!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Letting Go To Let In More Love As Ascension Deepens

By Jelelle Awen

Letting go to let in MORE LOVE….This is what the awakening process calls you to navigate, to surrender to, over and over again. A cycle of mourning and grieving what is leaving and what feels like it is lost and will not return.

Letting go of that which is no longer a mirror of you, yet is more like an echo of a former version. What was once an important mirror of something inside of you, a part of you, and no longer is, loses its draw and its appeal…you just can’t fake or play it anymore, the mask is slipping off if parts of you try to keep up the charade. This ground of pretend, whether in relationships or career or whatever it is – becomes a strain rather than bringing any joy. Suffering almost always begins and is sustained by ongoing inauthenticity.

Letting go of 3D-based motivations of obligation, keeping life safe, playing a ‘role’, fitting in…and letting in 4D, 5D and higher senses of serving love, living into the unknown, arising into your authentic self. Feeling your sense of self relating to ALL that is in your life coming from and interacting with your authentic essence rather than from role playing or personas. Coming from serving love in collaboration with others rather than from competition, codependence, envy, hurt, rage, and undigested/unhealed traumas and wounds.

More and more moments you are in this authenticity…..you ARE this, and, so, you draw others to mirror this back to you as they are this too.

Let go of what isn’t you anymore in order to let in more of this reflection of and experience of yourself as the LOVE you actually ARE. The void left from what you’ve left go of is then filled UP with love, with joy, and with the Divine. These are the energies available in this Now and in our ongoing Ascension.~

Jelelle Awen

More info about free consult call and sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael/Kalayna/Gabriel, upcoming virtual and in person group events w/ me and Raphael, books and writings at soulfullheart.org

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