Galactic Activation Group Transmission 5/22 Over Zoom Or Receive Recording

By Jelelle Awen

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Galactic Love Ambassador Jelelle Awen hosts this virtual group over zoom to provide a transmission of galactic awakened frequencies to you. You can receive these frequencies live with her (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with Jelelle what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from her.

The focus of this group on May 22, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to assist you in the ongoing integration of galactic activation codes. Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, energy field and ascension chakras and download whatever codes are ‘waiting’ for you there. She will transmit light language frequencies to connect you to whatever star family energies are ripe for activation.

This one will be focused on tuning in whatever ‘galactic activation’ looks and feels like for you at the phase of your awakening. It could be very specific connection with a star BEing guide or Lemurian aspect….or an overall deeper sense of star family connection in general. Or activation/practice of light language OR all of these things. Most important to these connection is your Star Seed aspect…..or healing inner child, to provide a bridge of curiousity and exploration.

Many galactic awakening codes are coming in through cosmic energies such as SOULar winds, CMEs, eclipses, lunar phases, and also through increasing vibrational frequencies of Gaia’s resonance. These codes can be challenging to integrate if unfelt fear and undigested traumas are still in your emotional/physical/energy bodies.

This transmission allows for an illumination of those codes and expanded heart space esp. to receive and integrate them. You receive from Jelelle a template for a 5D sacred human with a more fluid receptivity to these activations and galactic upgrades, while being grounded in her body and emotional body. The group transmission is a wonderful bridge if you are interested in a 1:1 bridging session with Jelelle or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

We recommend watching and engaging in this ascension body meditation with Jelelle prior to the transmission:

Also recommended is this guided meditation to meet your Star Seed Child and your star family: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $11 USD/$15 CAD minimum donation. You can offer your donation here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen (please choose USD in the drop down box.)

We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

You can also still offer a donation of $11 USD/$15 CAD to receive the recording of Jelelle’s first group transmission to unplug from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information. More information at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Moving From 3D Non-Transactable Relationships Into 5D Sacred Unions

Settling/shrinking in relationships, especially long-term romantic ones, has become the standard in 3D relationships and even those more in 4D or soul frequencies. In these relationships, the ground of transactability between each partner in the areas of soul, mind, body, and heart nourishment and resonance diminishes over time…..if it was even transacting much to begin with. The ‘honeymoon’ fades and the draw to each other along with it.
Lack of transactability is often overlooked or just ‘lived with’ as parts of you may start to feel that it is impossible to have more or BE in more. Fears of security and safety become the glue that keeps the relationship together even as underneath it, there is much unexpressed frustration, unhappiness, and discontent. Sometimes, capacity on the soul level is fixated on (like often in the Twin Flame paradigm) and the LACK of transactability ignored or bypassed, which leads to a pattern of push-pull relating, codependency, deadness/flatness, running/ghosting, etc.
The 5D Sacred Unions that we are being invited to remember and inhabit AGAIN are about an overabundant, nourishing, and LASTING experience of love and resonance on ALL levels with our partners. This may sound like fantasy, yet it is VERY real and possible as we heal from within the polarized relationship templating we received from our parents, 3D culture/programming, and from our Metasoul patterns in the denser timelines.
Experiencing this kind of sacred union is not only possible, it is encoded in our genetic codes and in our DNA (as those ‘sleepy’ ones come AWAKE again….from two active DNA back to twelve again and beyond. ) It is also provided as template from Yeshua/Sanada/Jesus and Magdalene, as they experience it in the higher dimensions now and can download it to us.
This kind of sacred union ONLY seems to be possible with the inner work being the primary focus to heal the fears/resistances to love so that self love and worth are overflowing into the bond. It is also only possible if you aren’t settling for something lesser than this in your current relationship without consciousness about it and desire to shift it together.
Being in a relationship where EACH partner is focused on their own growth and healing in a conscious, humble, and ever expanding way allows for the quantum healing of sacred union wounds AND experience of the deep bondings/mergings from other timelines too. BOTH partners being engaged in an active spirituality that is alive for both of them is also key here….not just one partner ‘supporting’ the other in often vague ways that don’t lead to actually new ground arising between them.
I feel much of this sacred union possibility is actually embodied in our galactic consciousness awakening…..and Lemurian consciousness as well as we let them in our awareness. I am offering a group transmission to experience more of that awakening/activation this Wednesday, May 22nd at 10:00am PDT. You can join me live or receive the recording: https://www.facebook.com/events/2179591842350874/
Raphael and I will be co-hosting a group transmission offering sacred union codes for self and with others based on and coming from our eleven year exploration of these grounds together on June 8th, with more info on that coming soon!
Here is a guided meditation to feel the exploration of inner sacred union between your masculine and feminine aspects here, a wonderful place to start, esp if you aren’t currently in a relationship: https://youtu.be/nvi_m4i1KvQ
We GET to experience the most alive, dynamic, and growthful bonds possible in sacred union or any relationships/friendships/soul family connections, etc. Settling for anything LESS than this is where our inner work calls us to go in exploration, discovery, and feeling/healing.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to explore these inner and outer sacred union grounds with SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Full Moon Offers Connection To Star Family/Inner Earth Lemurians In Mt. Shasta/Telos

By Jelelle Awen
A powerful full BLUE moon today, supposed to be 12 times stronger in amplification and illumination energies than the usual full moon. This full moon is offering a bridge of lifted-veil connection to your galactic family, your soul family (even at the soul monad level), and to the Inner Earth Lemurians esp.
 
I’ve been offered recently that the Arcturians (and other Star BEings) are in the sky offering higher perspective and cellular clearing; the Pleiadians are in the seas offering cleansing and purifying; and the Lemurians are in the Earth offering a template of 5D consciousness in a human body. This is a reassuring feeling, to feel this connection to so many spacious, light and loved filled BEings who are watching out for us!
 
I’ve been connecting consciously and in dream space with the Inner Earth Lemurians, specifically those living under Mt. Shasta in California in an underground city called Telos, where about 1.5 million Lemurians live. Particularly coming forward is Adama, the lead ambassador to us on the surface, and Trista, my Lemurian guide/Metasoul sister, and Tristos, Raphael‘s Lemurian Metasoul brother/Trista’s counterpart.
 
This connection to Inner Earth has been activated by the andara crystal energy, which exists as a grid work anchoring 5D frequencies from the cosmos into Inner Earth. The andaras are sent to the surface in small crystal form to serve as ‘seeds’ to help us remember our Lemurian roots and activate our 5D violetprint.
 
I’ve had an orientation and draw to Mt. Shasta for many years, living within an hour of it for almost two years. Back then, I was awakened to some of my psychic gifts yet not galactically or fully to the Metasoul/past life/other timelines/lifetimes reality. I did have an experience (I think this was in 2007), when I was wondering around some Mt. Shasta hiking trails, as I entered a
natural clearing in the woods.
 
In that clearing, which felt like the dried up remains of an ancient lake, I could sense there was an ‘overlay’ of another civilization on top of my current timeline. I could see glimmers and flashes of scenes from this culture, which I interpreted at the time to be Native American. Now, I feel that I was ‘seeing’ the Lemurians when they were still on the surface, before being forced to go underground about 12,000 years ago during the ‘fall’ of Mu, their and our motherland. I was also connecting to my soul Lemurian family living underneath me in that moment. I am feeling the same sensation here in Victoria, Vancouver Island….a sleepier grid of Lemurian energies, but feeling quite powerful as we consciously activate it more to create a bridge to them.
 
Oh, there is so much to share of what is downloading now and connecting to the Motherland, Her fall, and yet ALSO Her rise and emergence eventually of ALL Lemurians from Inner Earth into our culture. This emergence and blend of their culture (at a mostly 5D frequency of enlightenment, yet still embodied) feels like such a crucial aspect of the Ascension process for us on the surface. They provide an actual LIVING template of what New Gaia could feel like and operate like as a society and us as citizens of that society.
 
This book has been so helpful in the remembering and connection to Telosian culture and the Lemurians, channeled by another woman, Aurelia Louise Jones, yet so resonant! https://archive.org/details/AureliaLouiseJonesTELOS1/page/n1
 
INjoy the FULL moon and whatever She wants to illuminate for you. Next level sensings of WHAT the ascension and emergence process means for you are coming through….along with a strong support to make the shifts that will align you to your higher timelines!
 
Here is a quick guided meditation I did to connect to Lemurian energies recently in the woods, MUCH more to come! https://youtu.be/tjC_dBDFoGE
 
I am going to offer a galactic group transmission on 5/22 over zoom, which I feel will also be a Lemurian transmission, wherever you are in that process of letting them into your heart and soul. You can join me live or receive the recording for a $11 USD/$15 CAD energy exchange, which you can offer here: paypal.me/jelelleawen. There was a wonderful group cohesive energy during the first one on 5/11 offering an unplugging from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix….you are welcome to receive the recording of that one by sending the same donation amount.
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen and Trista
1:1 sessions available with some beautiful BEings, SoulFullHeart Facilitators! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Bridge To Your Higher Timeline: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (May 13, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

There have been so many rumblings and shiftings recently, brought in and through by much SOULar activity! This includes feelings of your Higher Timeline possibilities and illumination of the steps you’re going to need to take in order to embody what you envision for yourself, your capacity for deep healing, and your life as a whole.

Featured this week is a writing from Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, summarizing their recent live stream event held on Saturday, May 11th. This live stream was centered around a guided meditation to see and feel your Higher Timeline possibilities and the bridge that is to lead you there. Gabriel and Kalayna offer different ways in which to digest what you see and feel during the meditation:

“All nuances in this meditation are there to help you tune into YOU, parts of you that need you and could be afraid of the Higher Timeline or the steps to getting there, and to activate your heart, desires, and soul gifts.”

You can watch the video recording of their live stream on this week’s Museletter as well.

On Sunday, May 19th, Gabriel and Kalayna will lead you in a powerful, high-vibrational guided meditation to connect to your Inner Masculine and Inner Feminine aspects of you as well as meet your Inner Protector in Victoria, BC. Your Inner Masculine and Feminine aspects may have many different ways that they express through you in your life, relationships, and even your spirituality.

On Wednesday,  May 22nd at 10:00am PDT, Jelelle Awen will be leading an online group transmission to assist you in the ongoing activation of galactic activation codes. She will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, energy field, and download whatever codes are ‘waiting’ for you there. She provides guidance and support to go to the next level in that process.

There is a video for a new guided meditation from Jelelle. Join her in the forest as she connects you to codes in Gaia through the breeze, through the trees, through the flowers, etc. and brings them into your chakras to ground into the root system chakra with Gaia. Her dog companion Koda joins her in anchoring in the energies for you to feel and take in. She is offering this meditation from a regional park in Sooke, a sleepy yet powerful grid of New Lemurian energies on Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada.

There are a few new articles for you to take in this week from Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna. They include some more energy updates on the SOULar activity and how it has been impacting everyone, as well as some refreshing digestions of Mother’s Day, and ways to feel your own ongoing process of expanding your heart and consciousness to feel, embrace, and heal all parts of you.

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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The Expanding Gap During Awakening

By Raphael Awen

As our consciousness expands and the veil lifts more and more for each of us, it’s important to feel the part of you who very understandably may be feeling overwhelmed by the expanding gap of where you perceive yourself to be in your everyday life and where you desire to be.

This gap between the two is said to be where all growth and even meaning comes from. It’s where we get our motivation from to reach for more. At root, it is love inviting us into more. Life is essentially about this gap.

But this gap can also be used by a part of us to self inflict judgments. Part(s) of us, it seems feel it necessary to slow this process of awakening by using self punishment for fear we won’t be able to bear it.

I felt several mental trajectories this week about how I was or wasn’t spending my time or money, what I was or wasn’t eating, about how present I was or wasn’t to the moment, etc. As I found space to feel the undertone of self judgment, I could so lovingly feel the part of me reaching for some handrails in the midst of this accelerated growth phase. I had sweet tears as I connected with this part of me and it’s reaction/digestion of so many recent changes going on in my life.

You and I are truly such amazing beings, beyond what we’ve ever dreamed, where even our wildest dreams and even convictions about more only begin to scratch the surface. If that’s true, then it really makes sense that there’s some ongoing inner negotiation and ambassadorship necessary to hold all this from blowing apart.

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@joshuaearle

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: SOULar Codes Invite You To Process Lower 4D Timelines To Anchor Into 5D Love

by Kalayna Solais

This is a photo I took of the sun yesterday! Wow!! Lots of codes downloading that want us all to really feel ourselves, really feel the parts/Metasoul aspects that struggle and react to the process of re-anchoring into higher timelines and more self-loving and compassionate frequencies.

It was nice on a high energy day yesterday to “log-off” and unplug for a while! When I came back online to check up on everything yesterday evening, it felt like so much intensity was moving through, almost more than usual in some ways. I highly recommend that if you are feeling especially reactive that you unplug for a while. Even in service of love there is a need to sometimes take a step back and not be on the “frontlines” (not always an easy one to learn or follow through with, I know).

This could be the peak (or one of the peaks) we are feeling in the 3D and lower 4D rumble… Where there is much to react to at every turn yet always an invitation to respond with LOVE and genuine compassion instead. Especially when it feels almost impossible to do so. If this is difficult at this time, the reactions need to be pulled back inward and parts of you felt in their pain and the chaos of their personal worlds.

It feels especially important right now to feel battle timelines in your Metasoul. To meet the Warriors and soldiers where they ARE and to be with what is moving through them instead of placing it all outside of you in YOUR life as you know it right now. This is key to anchoring more into 5D frequencies of peace and a flow of love and compassion that is genuine and integrative.

Personally, I’m feeling much more freed up from my own lower 4D process these past weeks. The energies of the Metasoul timelines I accessed and felt through are shifting more into hope, freedom, love, understanding, compassion… especially for themselves and what they’ve “done”, or in some cases, “not done”.

There are numerous timelines we all need to feel regarding these energies that keep us anchored ultimately into lower frequencies that can make us quite sick in body, heart, mind, and especially soul. They anchor us into hopelessness, fear, feeling like there is always something to push against, feeling as everything and everyone is ultimately against us, and in many cases this may have been true for a phase of your life, yet if it is STILL true, then why are you staying in these circumstances?

The answer to that question may seem complicated to parts of you, yet fear is the one that seems to anchor us all the most into feeling as if these frequencies are realer than the love that wants to come in and light us up, help us move through and heal each of these timelines, and help those Metasoul aspects of us from those timelines move into a new frequency where they can find the healing they need and yes, DESERVE.

This and other meditations from Jelelle may be helpful for you to begin your deep-dive into YOU, to discover what Metasoul aspect(s) could be pulsing through your life and your BEing at this time:

Much love as you navigate your own version of letting in and integrating these codes coming through. ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Bridge To Your Higher Timeline Guided Meditation 5/11 Live Stream with Gabriel & Kalayna Solais

by Gabriel & Kalayna Solais

Discovering your higher timeline possibilities is a sacred and deep process that also asks you to look at the steps in front of you that you need to take in order to inhabit it or draw it in more.

During this live stream which aired on May 11th 2019, Gabriel & Kalayna Solais offer teachings and a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector and begin processing with them as you visit your often exciting yet also quite sobering Higher Timeline possibilities and the steps toward them.

The meditation helps you to connect with the different frequencies and pictures of your Higher Timeline. The more often you do this meditation or one like it, you may notice that the picture you see/experience shifts. This is because of your personal healing path/process and where it’s taking you. You may also find that one day your Higher Timeline feels farther away and on another day it feels as if you could reach out and touch it. All nuances in this meditation are there to help you tune into YOU, parts of you that need you and could be afraid of the Higher Timeline or the steps to getting there, and to activate your heart, desires, and soul gifts.

Please feel free to leave a comment if you would like to share what you saw in the meditation!

Much love! ❤

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s Facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. 

Energy Update: Geomagnetic Storms Offer 5D Codes To Unanchor From 3D

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Strong geomagnetics still coming through the series of CMEs entering our atmospheres from an active sunspot producing many flares and CMEs the last week. Geomagnetic storms are continuing today and tomorrow as we are still integrating the most powerful geomagnetic storm in YEARS, a G-3, that came through a few days ago.

You may have felt MEGA tiredness and sleepiness yesterday as the energies of the CMEs moved through and high SOULar winds fanned the ‘flames’ of the energies. There was also a sense of the veils being very thin yesterday in particular with much opened out access to channeling your Metasoul/other lifetimes and timelines….along with galactic connections to your star family and Lemurians too.

THIS is a time of powerful activations from the Great Cosmic Sun coming in and through our planetary sun and flowing into our Personal Sun Chakras at the top of our heads. This flow from sun to sun to sun is a stream that you can tap into through conscious connection. Seeing/feeling your Personal Sun Chakra about two feet above your head, you can connect to and tap into the codes that are waiting there for you to download and bring in.

“Codes” can so often be invitations to feel what needs to be felt in a NEW way. To ask curious questions about whether what and who you are giving your energy and attention to is serving your higher timeline or not. The ability to ask this question with openness to let change and choice points move through in response to the answers you receive IS a code too.

Higher timelines are being hugely energized right now….more clarities around them and what it is like to actually live and experience them. Not necessary all the details about how they will play out, yet what they will FEEL like and how YOU will feel living them is more accessible now than ever.

Feeling/identifying/being with the anchors to 3D timelines through undigested trauma, ‘loyalties’ to family dynamics, unworthiness, shame/guilt, confusion and fogginess, obligation/responsibility/duty helps to lift them. ALL of these can be signs of anchoring to polarized 3D frequencies and the programmings/conditionings that support them. The less you are anchored in 3D, the more you can receive the higher dimensional codes coming IN.

These geomagnetics are supporting the unanchoring and untethering and the FEELING of these 3D ties with the parts of you that have them. The waves of photonic light streaming in provide a sense of what life is like freed up from them.

Self care and love is important during these high geomagnetics. Being in Gaia, connecting to the Inner Earth support systems with the Lemurians, having a feeling sense of your 5D self AND your 3D self and the gap between the two, being in sacred union bliss if you are in one…..these are all helpful too for the unanchoring process that leads to more code integration .

Here is a guided meditation that Raphael and I did on the 5/5 gateway to connect with your 5D self and 5D Golden Earth frequencies to let in MORE CODES:

https://youtu.be/D1–vbA7Q_A

Much love to you as we let in these 5D codes and experience of our higher timelines,

love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 bridging sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators are available! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Auroras And The ISS photo taken by Paul Nelson on May 14, 2019 @ Lake Superior shore, East of Marquette, MI

Exploring And Honoring The Inner Feminine As An Integral Part Of The Ascending Masculine Journey

For some time now I have been feeling and acknowledging my inner feminine as a part of me. A very important and beloved part of me. There is a movement collectively for men to become more aware of their ‘feminine side’. This can be related to in a very general way that can just refer to our sense of sensitivity, caring, compassion, and intuition.

However, to take it a step further and give ‘her’ a name and thus a conscious identity within our physical masculine expression, can bring some interesting reactions inside. To claim our inner feminine is to relate to her in a very conscious way. It is to feel her feelings, her needs, her wounding, her story.

What has life been like for her in this male body in the context of a more patriarchal society?

If I explore this will I begin to question my own sexuality?

What will other people say if I claim her as an integral part of my being?

So to another part of me it feels like ‘coming out of the closet’. To my inner feminine part, who goes by Genevieve, this can be a bit unnerving as well considering the experiential history of feeling like she has not been welcome among other men in my life. Any hint of sensitivity that could be turned against her and me, Gabriel, was immediately thwarted by my protector.

There was a moment a while back when I could feel how growing up Genevieve would try to be a man the best she could to fit in. Doing and saying things that just weren’t her. When I actually felt this in my heart, we both had tears around it. I felt tears not just for myself but for all the other men who have these feminine parts doing the same exact thing. Men that I knew, that I friendships with.

In feeling her, I got to see and feel myself in a whole new way that actually has allowed my true masculine to emerge to the surface. Not the masculine prescribed by conditioning and trauma, but a more balanced and healthy masculine that can love and respond to his counterpart feminine.

I feel I am part of a band of brothers who live with this everyday but may be unaware or resistant to it for very good reasons. It goes beyond sexual identity and into what lives and breathes in our hearts and souls. I believe She is the next frontier of our collective male healing journey. She connects us to our Higher Heart, our sensuality, our creativity, our compassion, our intuition. She is a bridge to what lies in the shadow of the wounded masculine and his emergence into healthy strength and power.

There is more to this connection and what it means for us as spiritual male human beings. It is a beginning point for further feeling, exploration, and digestion. This comes on the heals of some pretty heavy Orion timeline bleed-throughs that need the feminine to hold and heal. I will be writing more about this as it seems fitting and necessary.

Thank you for taking in this very vulnerable and important part of my process and hope that it lands in the hearts of those it is meant to.

*****

Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Love Transmission From Divine Mother On ‘The Day Of The Mother’

by Kalayna Solais

From the beloved Divine Mother on this ‘Mother’s Day’… or what I feel to call, ‘the Day of the Mother’. ❤️

She offers, in all of Her heart for us, the following… as a way to feel Her ongoing INvitation to us and all parts of us…

~

“I am proud of your integrity.
Your desire for more of it.
Your journey to deepening and refining it.
Your search for what’s true… about you, about others, about the world around you.

I am proud to watch your journey.
Sometimes as a silent witness, sometimes with cascading sounds, deep cries, or buoyant laughter.
I am proud when you feel proud and when you feel the ways you don’t feel proud too.
I am proud of your courage to be here now, even when your courage feels null to parts of you and they aren’t sure how to carry on.
I am proud when you do carry on and I’m proud when you don’t.

I hold a flag and a candle for you in all weather, in all circumstances, believing in the you I see and feel and know beyond a shadow of doubt.
The you that may take you decades, many timelines to unravel and uncover, many dedicated hours of inner work and self-discovery.
The capricious and ever-shifting emotional landscape of your being that is on its own sacred journey through the woods of reactions, pain, and heartbreak… I am proud, unendingly, of that too.

The energy and frequency of my love is not one always easily let in, yet it flows to you and all parts of you,
to all warring and battling energies inside of you and your soul,
to the collective you are part of that is coming apart so it can come back together in a way more loving and empowered.
I bring you all of the seeds and blooms of new life within and outside of you
and it is, always, your choice if you plant them, water them, and love them.

I am, at all times, witness, Mother, Sister, and divine beacon of what is possible for you to BEcome.
I am you as you are me, in expression of your personal truths and evolving being-ness.
And I am completely, utterly, in love flow
with you and as you.

Much love to YOU
Today… and always.”

~ Divine Mother

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.