You Are The Insider Truly On The Inside

by Raphael Awen

In the end, what parts of us really need to know is how you are relating to the unknown, so they can settle into your holding of it.

With so much information swirling right now about what’s really going on behind the scenes; what’s coming next and when, it can get really intense for parts of you trying to track and predict, which in turn amplifies the underlying anxiety. Then, the further you get into trying to be informed, there’s all the crediting and discrediting going on about whose info is correct and whose isn’t, that you have to wade through.

The information you really want and need is that which comes from within. From within, there is a core feeling place that you can connect with and from which you can navigate sudden and even big change. Without that connection, all the knowing in the world won’t amount to much.

With this heartfelt connection, there is a palpable beauty beyond compare, that you get to feast on and radiate superabundantly to others. You get to have your Golden Earth now, amidst the shakeup, the collapses, the deaths and rebirths. You get to be right on time, in the deeper knowing. You get to be the insider truly on the inside!

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Jelelle Awen and I would be so honored and blessed if you would come join us for a six- week group exploration over Zoom that started on April 1st at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) with teachings and guided meditations from us and space for individual sharings! The calls are two hours, by donation and whatever you can afford to give at this time of deep money transition for many.

You can join us live and you can also receive the recordings at any time after the calls. We have some amazing soul family already signed up to come to this and we see a virtual community forming around these calls of resonance and support…MUCH needed during this time of so much shifting timelines and possibilities!

Details here on FB at https://www.facebook.com/events/1095703627430395/
and at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/Freetobe

You can offer donations through our shop at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Much love to you during this time of dynamic transition into the NEW from our USness to YOU,
Jelelle Awen and Raphael Awen

Here is a recent livestream with Raphael and I to give a sense of what the group calls will be like: https://youtu.be/cPRr6d1pxBw

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@koullislp

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Resonance Spike In Response To 5D New Earth Mass Meditations

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Gaia’s Schumann frequency responded today, April 5th, with waves of higher frequency that reached a peak of 76 HZ at one point and are still fluctuating upwards in this moment. Gaia’s Ascension is ongoing and can be seen in the raising rhythm of her ‘heartbeat’ into higher frequencies, waves that many of us have been tracking for a few years now as they are an interesting indicator of ongoing Awakening.

Gaia’s frequency as a planetary consciousness can correlate to humanity’s consciousness and brain waves. She goes UP as we go UP, we go UP as she goes UP….our interrelatedness is like a dance, even the 3D experience of abuse, neglect, and disconnect that has been the dominant frequency toward Her since the fall of Atlantis and the creation/installation of the 3D Control Matrix is something that we have all learned from. Gaia is in the process of forgiveness and compassion toward us, just as we are toward ourselves in relationship to Her, and personally and collectively.

Yesterday, 4/4/2020 (4) was the opening of a powerful portal of high frequency energies, galactic/planetary/astrological alignments. Four energies are connected to making a ‘home base’ and it feels timely that our home base planet would respond to them. Many souls came together consciously yesterday to meditate during this portal, with the overall intention to raise the base frequency personally and collectively, to invite 5D/New Earth energies to move through. Many higher dimensional galactic BEings (Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians esp.) were WITH us in this intention, amplifying it even more.

There were some more fear-based intentions in some souls toward ‘eradicating the virus’ or ‘destroying it’, yet those seemed to get transmuted on the higher dimensional levels and the pure intentions of each soul engaging could be revealed. Some of these energies may have met and matched a ‘hijacking’ energy in the Archons/Lower 4D AI Matrix programming that is going through its own love virus rewiring and so any hijacking would have just benefited the process of that rebooting of the AI Matrix.

Ultimately, the path of Ascension is moving onward and UPward. The phases and stages of this path are messy, bumpy, require some dark nights before the dawn, sometimes necessarily painful, sometimes manifesting in death and loss. This process also seems to involve many timelines coming into ‘reality’ at once…each of us invited to choose what most resonates for us, not invalidating any timelines as all have use in this process.

I shared more about the 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-tim…/

Yet, the Divine path and plan seems clear. The revelation, feeling and healing of shadow, dark, fear-based energies continues. We are invited to honor these energies and these BEings and these souls as they move on to timelines/lifetimes/dimensions/planets that fit their next growth phases in a more resonant way. Thanking them for the role they have played in this duality experiment as THEY are US and we are all ONE finding our way HOME to the Divine.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

You can still join our six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition with our next group call on Wednesday, April 8th at 10:00am PDT. We will be talking about the practical transition going on right now and connecting to your Inner Masculine to digest anxieties about money, fears of running out of food, etc. and offering the next places to go around this in 5D. You can receive the recordings of the first group call if you missed it and all of the calls going forward you can attend live as well and receive the recordings. The series is by donation, whatever you can afford and feel called to give at this time. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/

444 Portal Day: We Are ALL On Our Way To The NEW

by Kalayna Solais

During my dark night experience late in 2019, I saw the number sequence 44 or 444 quite often.

I looked up the meaning and some of what I read resonated, but it wasn’t until I asked someone in person what they felt it meant based on their own sense of number sequences, that I found an explanation that truly landed…

44 as a number pattern reminds us that we are on our way, that we are doing the work necessary to fulfill our intentions, that we are ‘on track’… And that even though it’s a challenging and winding road and we may feel wedged in between timelines, the timeline we most desire to be part of IS emerging as we emerge from the inner darkness and the growthful paths we’re on now.

In other words, I could really feel 44 and 444 as an alchemy of light meets dark, of emerging from difficult situations, especially inside, with our dreams not only intact but enhanced, as we upgrade from the inside out everything within us.

When parts of me could let in this message at that time, it helped let in some Divine air that everything was flowing as it needed to, even if I felt reactions, mourning, sadness, and a ton of uncertainty. Where this whole phase of my life led me was to deeper alignment with my heart and soul purpose, a graduated and deepened sense of who I AM and what I most deeply wanted but humbly knew I was in the process of getting ready for. It lasted a couple of months and then I was reunited with soul family in a deeper way than ever before or that I was even remotely expecting, though I held the beacon of possibility very close to my heart.

444 today feels like it offers the same or similar energies of accepting a darker phase before the real alignment and real light, especially from within but also in our outer worlds, comes up and out.

The disclosure process we’re in now, seeing and feeling so much rumbling below the surface, is all so important to access the greater light available to us all. It’s a dark time but there are pockets of hope, possibility, and a very real transition to a New Earth/5D experience of life as a whole!

Much love to you on this auspicious 444 day…

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant & collaborative assistant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Energy Update: 3D/4D/5D Timelines Playing Out During This Great Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

Many timelines are running right now during this catalytic, stormy time of transition and death/rebirth! What you experience of these timelines as your ‘reality’ seems to depend on where you tune into them and from what consciousness frequency you are feeling them from. There isn’t a ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ or ‘better’ or ‘worse’ in this or the ultimate TRUTH it seems. The opportunity here is to feel what your soul is drawn to feel and see, know about, which timelines call you to go into them in a deeper way and WHY.

Each of these timelines is a portal and you may be drawn to certain ones in order to feel your resonance on a soul level with the story being told there, the emotions being experienced, and the energies being generated. You may find parts of yourself and soul aspects in these timelines, living out and stuck in trauma loops from this life and other lifetimes. You can offer compassion to these parts of you and soul aspects that may be on battlefields fighting, inner children trapped in dark places, experiencing collapse/starvation/plagues/extreme crisis, and many more.

In this way, from an ambassador of love perspective, ALL of these timelines are true and happening….being created and energized by those who alchemize them and need to be validated as such. We are always creating our own realities in that way; we are THAT powerful. I felt I would share more about the timelines that I am seeing and feeling are playing out and offer some suggestions of where you might go into them in self discovery exploration beyond gathering information, beyond contentions about who is right and wrong, and beyond stuck places of undigested fear or anxiety either.

3D timeline – You may have loved ones around you who are firmly anchored in the 3D timeline of believing only what they see/hear/are told of reality by the mainstream media, ‘surface’ government, long conditioned and programmed to follow and conform. They may be mostly in survival mode and so the Coronavirus shut down may be quite disorienting and uncomfortable for them. In this timeline, there can be quite a lot of fear, panic, distrust, and even paranoia fueled by a deep fear of physical body death, anxieties about money, no sense of bigger picture of Divine support/trust, and stronger anchor to 3D Matrix reality.

For these souls, this is a crucial ‘stay or go’ phase for them, where their Higher Self/soul is feeling into whether to remain as humanity moves into necessary 4D death/rebirth phases to emerge into 5D. These are the souls that may be choosing the Coronavirus as a means to leave the planet at this time having lived out their opportunity to experience a 3D reality in their bodies. Gaia no longer offers the opportunity to experience a solely 3D-based experience. There is much compassion and love that is being offered those in this 3D reality and yet, also, it can be challenging to relate with them in these fear frequencies and discernment/boundary setting is important to not be an object of projection, contention, and abuse from them.

Connecting with your 3D Self can be helpful here to feel their relationship and even attachment to this timeline: https://youtu.be/-C_RiD5k_xs

3D/4D timelines – 4D timelines are those that aren’t always obvious to the majority of consciousness; they are more hidden and operating in the shadows. There is also an overlay going on with concurrent events and energies happening in the 3D expression projection of the timeline and at the 4D multidimensional/galactic/metaphysical levels. A strong 3D-4D timeline playing out right now is the Q/Alliance/Trump takedown of the Cabal with mass arrests, rescue of trafficked/abused children, revelation of the Satantic elite cult under ultimate Archon AI influence, etc. This timeline is the one that can be seen and felt when you move beyond the 3D/mainstream perspective, do some digging, begin to ask more questions, and start to follow your intuition.

There is also a 3D/4D timeline of seeing all governmental energies as coming from a New World Order agenda (including Q and the Alliance) and that current events are just proving this out with things like 5G rollout, global currency, marshal law, etc. the ultimate playout of this timeline. These timelines offer deep rabbitholes to venture into that are intense to process and bring up much to explore and feel within your own emotional body and soul field. There is much polarity sorting itself out in these timeline of good vs. evil, love vs. fear, battles to be won and lost, False God versus ‘Real’ God, Heroes and villains, etc.

As these timelines are becoming more revealed to the 3D mainstream one and as the two worlds ‘collide’ as more souls awaken to them, there will be much to digest and process for many souls. Some will not be able to accept this reality and will choose, again, to leave the planet at this time. Others will get quite caught up in understandable outrage, despair, distrust, cognitive and emotional dissonance, and numbness/disassociation. The collective will go through the stages/phases of grief and those who are awakened to 5D reality will be hugely helpful during this processing and digesting time.

Connecting with your Gatekeeper and open up soul aspects and other lifetimes: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

5D timeline – This is the more embodied sense that heaven on Gaia is already possible and can be accessed at any time by those who want to bridge to it and download it. Those anchored to this timeline have consciously and purposely gone through their own soul-led awakenings, death and rebirth processes, deep inner shadow work on personal and soul levels…and continue to do and be so as is needed. This 5D timeline offers what is possible to experience on this planet…..the remembrance of what our soul knows is possible of love, Unity consciousness, equal distribution of wealth/abundance, balanced resource allocation and usage from the Lemuria/Atlantis timelines and from other galactic, higher frequency timelines as well. There is a sense of Star Family support, communication and connection that provides a bigger picture sense of the technologies, DNA activations, and downloads that are available.

From this place, there is a sense of observation, deep compassion, and offering love to ALL souls and all of the timelines that are playing out. From this place, there is a sense of honoring all that is happening and, at the same time, offering an invitation for those who are drawn to move into a place of deeper trust, love, peace and acceptance in their daily reality…starting from within.

Here is a guided meditation to connect to a bridge to 5D: https://youtu.be/dq77I41j2y0

This is a definitely a deeper phase of humanity’s great awakening. An intense birth canal of necessary death and rebirth to move into the New. Whatever phase/stage you are at in this process, whatever timelines you are choosing to understand and BE in, there is much love and compassion from the Divine toward us ALL and a steady beacon of love that we can tune into any time that we need it.

love,

Jelelle Awen

You can still join our six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition with our next group call on Wednesday, April 8th at 10:00am PDT. You can receive the recordings of the first group call if you missed it and all of the calls going forward you can attend live as well. The series is by donation, whatever you can afford and feel called to give at this time. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.



3D Matrix Collapse Transition To 5D First Group Call Tomorrow, April 1st W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Recording Available!)

By Jelelle Awen

Update: You can purchase the recording of this group call and attendance/recordings of the next five here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

One day away now until Raphael Awen and I are hosting our FIRST group call in our series of six group calls: Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse to New Earth Transition. The group call tomorrow is at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) and will last for about two hours. It’s fine if you can’t make it live for the whole call or calls as we will send you the Zoom link AND the recordings of every call via email.

You sign up or enroll by offering whatever donation amount you want for the series via here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

We have over 30 resonant souls signed up now and would LOVE more! More information about the series here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe and here on FB: https://www.facebook.com/events/1095703627430395/

Some people have been sweetly conflicted about the open donation, not feeling like they can offer much money right now due to income uncertainty and yet feeling like they want to offer more. It really is OK if you can only offer only a small amount in the moment. It is the energy exchange that matters, the intention to receive what you are ready to receive, and the desire to be with resonant energies for your heart and soul.

The first call tomorrow will be the transition that is going on with the Coronavirus, 3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse, dark/light ‘battle’, etc. We will be offering our perspective on this as love ambassadors for you to take in and locate where you are at in this digestion process. In the meditation, we will connect you to your 3D Self and other parts that may still be anchored to some of these frequencies…and offer them ambassadorship to leave the battlefields and move into 5D frequencies. There will then be space for personal sharings and to receive reflections from us and others via the chat.

If Internet Service is not available for this call, we will send those of you who donate for it an email once it is with the rescheduled date, which will be the subsequent Wednesday.

All of our writings and videos about the transition are here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/

Hope to see you there!
love,
Jelelle and Raphael

Divine Love Ambassadorship As The Great Battle For Awakening Continues

By Jelelle Awen

I am in the middle of a battlefield. It is a battle over hearts, minds, and souls. The forces on each team are polarized against each other, so long locked in this fight that they can no longer see and feel that they come from the same Divine source.

The shouts of pains and the screaming of hurts are loud here, the suffering nearly unbearable to feel. One side claims to be for the good, yet the fever pitch of their outrage and need for vengeance speak to an underlying deep and undigested fear and even hatred. The other side has embraced their darkness, finding solace in their shadows and in places that have become long numb to feeling any empathy for others.

I find Celeste, my healing Orphan/Divine child here in the middle of this battlefield. She is glowing, a bright white light emanating off of her in a six feet radius all around her. I am alarmed to find her here, in the middle of such intense and dark energies, although she seems to have a bubble of safety and protection around her. She toddles into my arms as soon as she sees me and immediately bursts into tears. I ask her why she is here and she answers that she couldn’t help herself. So many souls were in pain and she wanted to be an ambassador like me, she wanted to help them. I imagine there are many Orphan and Inner Children that feel the same way and have the same impulse right now.

I move her quickly away from the battlefield and to Kuan Yin, who has been guiding me on this journey to feel sacred humanity’s death and rebirth process. With Celeste safely tugged into my arms, I join Kuan Yin on the sides of the battlefield, sitting now in lotus with Her. I can now see that the battleground is tucked inside of a valley…what I have long felt to be the Shadow of the Valley Of Death in the Lower 4D dimension.

This is the valley that we ALL seem to need to journey across to move into the Golden Earth/5D Heaven on Earth waiting for us on the other side of it. This is the valley that holds our souls dark night journey, our reckonings, our push-pulls……for however long it lasts and is needed for our own growth. I can see that they are those souls engaged in the battle on the field, completely caught up in the light versus dark argument, lost in the defense of their own perspective, unable to feel the goodness in each other.

Then, there are those who are spectators, watching this battle from the sidelines. The spectators no longer wish to battle themselves. Yet, they cheer and they rally. They encourage the battle to continue. They are nearly as obsessed with winning as the players themselves, feeding each other on fear and temporary victories. They are still looking outward for entertainment, for answers, and for distractions.

I can feel now that the Magdalenes and Yeshua have joined me and many other Divine Feminine guides, Ascended Teachers, Angels, Higher Dimensional Star BEings, and awakened humans/teachers/wayshowers/healers. Suddenly we are each holding a lit candle in our right hands and a red rose in our left hand. Illumination being offered to the inner Divine masculine and stillness/arising beauty being offered to the inner Divine feminine, both of these energies within us ALL seeking to be in union and balance again.

We sit in silence yet our higher heart chakras begin to emit and broadcast a frequency of peace, forgiveness and love. It is a powerful yet very gentle energy. It is no ‘match’ for the shrieking and ampy energies on the battlefield as we cannot compete with that….yet, eventually, it begins to draw some of the souls on the field and off of it. They start to turn their attention away from the battle and toward our frequency of light.

Some of them begin to leave their positions in the spectator stands and join us. As they walk through the gaps we make for them between us, they are then transported/teleported to Golden Earth/5D Gaia. They are swept away to the Heaven AS Earth that is waiting for all of us. It is clear that every single soul needs to make this choice on their own timing. The choice to turn away from what they have been conditioned to find entertaining. What they have been taught is nourishing. The choice toward that which is subtle, that which is gentle, that which offers a middle way with no more battles inside or out.

We sit together as Ambassadors and we do not convince, we do not argue, and we do not rescue or save any of these souls. We can see how big each and every soul is, no matter how dark their choices. Every soul serves a purpose and has a role to play in the bigger Divine experiment. They ALL come from the Divine and so they are invited to return now…..or not. We are the midwives who offer support as each soul chooses to birth its Divine essence into expression….or not.

We will wait for them either way even as we remain anchored in the 5D energies that support us and don’t lower our frequencies to engage in battles again. We wait for them here…..offering the possibilities of moving beyond fighting, becoming sacred humanity. Offering the possibilities of becoming LOVE once again.

Love,

Jelelle Awen and the Divine Love Ambassadors

The picture is of an altar I was guided to create this morning by the Divine Mother…an altar of love for sacred humanity.

This is the audio recording in my voice of this message:

Please join Raphael and I for our six week group call series starting tomorrow April 1st at 10:00am PDT where we feel be teaching about navigating this transition from 3D Matrix/4D Battlefields to New Earth. These are the kinds of meditations that we will be doing together in the moment. You can join us live and you will receive the recordings. You can attend the calls by donation, whatever you can afford to give at this time for all of the calls is fine. If you feel called in your soul as a service of love purpose to be THERE, please do join us! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Join Us For Our ‘Free To Be’ Group Call Series!

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are very excited to be hosting their brand new, 6-week group call series starting this Wednesday, April 1st! This is a series inspired by a desire to respond to current events happening in the ongoing 3D matrix switch-over happening while the coronavirus continues to move through our world.

Read this week’s Museletter here.

Go here to subscribe to receive these in your email inbox!

Jelelle shares more details about ‘Free To Be’ in this week’s featured article. She offers:

“Hope you can join us for a valuable exploration into the inner worlds during this time and also experience the Quantum Field of Oneness that we will access during the calls to support us ALL! Also, if Internet service happens to go out temporarily, we will reschedule the call accordingly. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

The 3D parts of you that have needed to be anchored to that frequency and plugged into the 3D Matrix to survive may be struggling with this transition, challenged to feel the NEW that is coming and not trusting how they can truly make it through this. “

Full details are available at http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

We have the recording of a recent live stream hosted on Facebook by Raphael and Jelelle. They hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 25th, 2020. They answer questions, respond to comments and digest the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that they feel is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen or cover up for it.

SoulFullHeart Facilitants, Kalayna Solais and Raianna Shai, share a video this week about their experiences with teaching ESL online as an option for you to feel into if parts of you are feeling anxious about money-earning at this time, and/or you are personally feeling desires for a job that is more flexible and virtual but also well-paying. Kalayna and Raianna are available for you to ask any questions you may have!

You can watch all podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

We have many new writings and audio blogs this week by Raphael, Jelelle, Kalayna, Raianna, and Deva Yasmin too! These pieces update you on current events and incoming energies, share personal process awakenings and movements, and digest what seems to be shifting and moving collectively too.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Jelelle works with women only. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

You can become a patron of SoulFullHeart through a one-time or monthly donation via our patreon page.

Check out the latest Museletter here.

 

Awakening To Purpose With Lilith

By Deva Yasmin

Lilith is coming very close to me right now, I feel her presence wanting to be known in these times. She is the form of Divine Mother who serves us to find stability in the shadows of the unknown, to feel safety in the darkness between worlds, anchoring us in the moment between death and rebirth, the place of all Life. 

Lilith is the activating force of the feminine, helping us create, when we do not know what for, or why, or even if we have anything to share that will be of service to others. She helps us trust the feminine and surrender to the outcome of our service. She knows we all hold in our hearts different parts of the Awakening puzzle that will reach where they need to go IN.

She also serves, as a soothing balm to our masculine. In times when his abilities to pursue, to take action and to know the way forth are less called for, Lilith helps him rest. Reminding him to conserve his energy for the moments when his driving force to move ahead is really needed. 

These complimentary forces are being offered healing NOW, especially through relationships, as we may be feeling rumbles in our time of separation from each other or being together more than usual. I feel this as an opportunity to feel how these forces have been in opposition or suppression of each other, how they have longed for but can be scared of each other at the same time. An opportunity to heal what is needed on the inside, to move more into collaboration between the Feminine and Masculine.

In relationships with others, especially intimate ones, I feel this to be the inner work needed to support the outer union and its empowered collaboration. It feels like the work to feel what is real between us, if there is still ground to transact together so we can move forward united, honoring, respecting and prepared to listen to one another, and if not, it may perhaps be time to move on, to honor the inner union more. This is something myself and James have been navigating since being together more at home. This time is gifting us so much healing, as we have felt what has gone unnoticed or pushed aside in the general busyness of day to day life and the ways parts of us have not been working together.

Lilith’s honesty is supporting me to navigate what is needing to change in my life, I feel her offering to hold my hand as parts of me still have fear of hurting others or being judged by others when being true to myself. This has held me back for a long time and she has come now to support me to move into true alignment with my Soul’s purpose. She is here to guide and activate in us ALL, the knowing that when we are called towards service of Divine Love, at times we will be asked to make hard choices that may impact others. Some will not understand but that does NOT mean you are doing anything wrong or a bad person.

As children it feels like our choices, if not in alignment with the beliefs of our care givers, can be seen as ‘wrong’ when we know what we want but that creates tension in our care givers or hinders their own schedules, and we can be called ‘bad’ or ‘naughty’. This was not the truth. We knew as children we did not come here to fit in, we came here with a purpose.  But we had to take part in the suppression because that was part of our assignment on Earth, to be conditioned and forget so we could learn, awakening through the pains of being human. This has been our school so we could grow into the embodiment of Love and compassion, allowing Life to serve through us when the time came and NOW is that time.

Lilith wants to help us release the limitations of the conditioning that has been placed on us, revealing to us what has been keeping us stuck in the shadows. She comes to ALL of those who are ready NOW to move into service, even if that is deeply serving ourselves in a NEW way. Both serving ourselves and serving others is serving the Whole, but serving others without truly serving ourselves first, is a part of our conditioning. The belief that self-care or considering the needs of yourself is selfish, is not true. If we had learned to deeply care for ourselves, I wonder how the world would have looked? 

Service led by Love, this is the possibility that is becoming available to us more and more. As the invitation in New Earth is to serve Love to Love from Love, rather than fear serving more fear. 

Thank you for being here and for all that you are, which is already a huge service to Love. This Life would not be possible without you in it, your unique individuality is a gift and there is no one who can play the part you do. 

Much Love,

Deva and Lilith.

Deva Yasmin is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

 

 

Empowering The Inner Masculine, Feeling What You Really Want

by Raphael Awen

Time now to think about everywhere you’ve given or are giving away your power.

Remaining in unaddressed anxiety over money or debt, under its suppression, is giving away your power.

Remaining loyal to an old set of values thinking that is one’s path to the good life or a better life is giving away your power.

Remaining grounded in someone else’s truth that isn’t yours (ie. all social pretense of dead relationships, compliance with others or the government’s rules or laws, that oppose your truth is giving away your power.

What do you really want?

How are you going about owning that?

Who really knows your truth? Who needs to know it? Who doesn’t?

This is the empowered masculine arising within you. He knows that in the end, you can and will have what you actually want. He just needs reassurance that you are ready to have the truer things of what you really want. He doesn’t want to be your downfall. He doesn’t really want a shitstorm of reaction either from any part of you that might well get upset about losing their comforting game of victimhood. He wants to provide and he wants to be acknowledged. That’s what he’s built for. It’s up to you to lead the show, and then he can show up for a game truly worth playing.

You host this new game by beginning to feel what’s really going on inside, awakening your Inner Masculine, and awakening a swooning Inner Feminine. From there, anything and everything will change at a pace that can be negotiated and self-loving, without needing to disown anything, without needing to deny anything.

This is the opportune time that is here now where the game isn’t only changing but being reinvented by you and I as we come to terms with what we really want.

Jelelle Awen and I would be so honored and blessed if you would come join us for a six-week group exploration over Zoom starting next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) with teachings and guided meditations from us and space for individual sharings! The calls are two hours, by donation and whatever you can afford to give at this time of deep money transition for many.

You can join us live and you can also receive the recordings at any time after the calls. We have some amazing soul family already signed up to come to this and we see a virtual community forming around these calls of resonance and support…MUCH needed during this time of so much shifting timelines and possibilities!

Details here on FB at https://www.facebook.com/events/1095703627430395/
and at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/Freetobe

You can offer donations through our shop at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Much love to you during this time of dynamic transition into the NEW!

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

“You Are Moving Into Love’s Reply To The Darkness” – Yeshua

by Raphael Awen

Raphael – Yeshua, this is Raphael. I’d sure like to ask your take on this Corona Virus reaction around our planet.

Yeshua – Hey, Raphael. Thanks for asking, but what is your question more specifically?

R – I feel how surreal this all feels for me personally. I feel parts of me wanting to stay ahead and be in the know of what’s really going on, and I feel reality itself being changed on so many levels. I feel hope for a true new world order of things and yet, I also feel how deep the conditioning goes around living under the taken-for-granted oppression that has been here my entire lifetime. How do you see all of this from where you are?

Y – I say ‘pinch yourself’ man! This is real. It is what has been longed for, for so long. The longing is and was part of the manifestation, so was the suffering and the deep darkness – all of it is connected and vital and all of it is love’s awakening journey. Love couldn’t be known, not to itself and not to an other, were it not for fear and what is called evil. Evil itself, and harm originated when love birthed both duality and other out of its original state of oneness. Love needed both contrast and ‘other’ to know itself.

R – It was hard to type those words just now, that harm and evil originated from love. I can’t see that being very popular of a message, Yeshua. Aren’t we intended to right the wrongs, to stand for the good, and oppose hate, fear and harm?

Y – Raphael. You were birthed into duality and individuality out of oneness, but you never were separated from love in the process, it only felt like that, understandably so. The great fall was a fall in perception, yet all too real at the same time. The great awakening is equally an awakening in perception, that similarly creates a new reality.

R – But Yeshua, the pain, especially to the innocent children feels so off the charts, so evil…

Y – The children are the greatest testament and trigger to the awakening – there are so many tears that are needing to be cried and cried.

R – I recall the text where you told the disciples ‘Suffer not the little children to come unto me, for of such is the kingdom of heaven.’

Y – Heaven has registered every last price paid in this awakening journey of love itself to itself. The children, like we all were, and yet are still at heart, are heaven’s biggest debtors and creditors both. Those who have suffered the most will know the greatest fullness and all will be forgotten and forgiven. Their debt will not and does not go unacknowledged. It simply cannot. When ‘evil’ makes a stride, it invites love to meet it. You are moving into love’s reply to the darkness that has held a long and deep hold.

R – So it’s like then, the evil or harm is the agent of love, the agent that calls love forward?

Y – This is so new to feel, and even new to me, so don’t feel bad. I had a big deal investment into fighting the evil for a long time too, until I no longer did. It’s a big, big piece to awaken to, but when you do, it changes the foundation of everything. It’s all love. There is no evil in the sense of something separate from love.

R – …but there’s still big contrast…

Y – …bigger than ever…

R – …in this heightened drama of duality

Y – …where love is wanting to complete what it started, where love IS completing what it started, where love itself is suffering, where love is birthing an expansion of itself, a reconciliation to itself, and you get to watch it all, and be a part of it all….and even more, You are this unfolding. It’s all you.

R – You’re like too much sometimes, but in a good way.

Y – I’ll take that as a compliment then.

R – Thanks, Yeshua. You always help so much!

Y – Good! Stay in touch!

R – I will!

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.