by Kasha Rosa We come now to the final part of this series, released as the wheel of the year turns toward Samhain. The following is a transmission of Dark Mother’s energies… the core of… More
𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 – 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈: 𝐑𝐞-𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞(𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬)
by Kasha Rosa
As October opens, the veils begin to thin… and She approaches.
This is the beginning of a devotional series I’ve written for Her, the Dark Mother, whose love I have come to know in the fire and the tenderness of transformation over many lifetimes.
This first part is a prelude: a remembering, a re-coding of Dark Mother’s face and frequency.
It’s an extension beyond the distorted face projected by fear or dogma, and the face I have come to know in the shadows of my own soul.
This is for Her, for myself, and for you… if you too have touched Her cloak and heard Her whisper your name.
My soul holds a deep relationship with Dark Mother, not only as an archetype but as a living, breathing energy who continues to guide, challenge, and love me in ways no one else can. Writing this feels like a re-weaving of narrative… not just the collective story that has been projected onto Her, but a personal one… a recoding that my own soul has been longing for.
In the feminine heart and soul is a connection to all aspects of Divine Mother and to varying degrees, an embodiment of her different frequencies too.
As we free ourselves from within,
so we free her expression in this world once more:
Her energies of worth and compassion for self and others.
Her love that ripples through your being and backlights the broken pieces of your heart. Her passion that frees the suppressed voice and invites in the intimacy of change.
Dark Mother in particular is an aspect that has held so much projection.
She has been feared, misunderstood, and politicized.
Connecting with Her has often been associated with rebellion, with rage, with condemnation, especially in narratives that pit the feminine against the masculine.
Sometimes, that fire is needed as the feminine rises and roars and reclaims. But that isn’t the whole story. It isn’t meant to sustain. And it certainly isn’t meant to become The Truth that all women must abide by and all men must fear.
She has long been seen as steward of shadow work, especially as the one who holds space for descent, for the unraveling, for the “dark night of the soul” experience that all souls experience at some point in their awakening journey, to whatever degree is needed.
She is the womb in which the pain is not bypassed but is embraced instead… held, honoured, loved. She is the echo chamber where truths hidden by trauma and life’s dramas resurface to be felt.
To dance with Dark Mother and truly let Her in often means dancing with what has been long buried or denied, often out of necessity for survival. Parts of you have fears about what the cost could be if pain or even genuine joy is no longer layered over.
Yet so little is said about how instrumental She is in leading us to the other side of pain, where light shines into the wound, cauterizing what was infected, and gently applying a balm.
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Have you met Her too… in the places no one else could follow?
I’ll be sharing more of this series throughout October, in rhythm with the turning season and the long shadows that lead us toward Samhain.
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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Blood Moon Eclipse: Shadowland Exploration with Persephone
by Kasha Rosa
𝑩𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅, 𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒍𝒆, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒔𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅.
For here there is nothing to fight, battle, or push against.
Here, your soul’s grief and suffering can be laid bare, and your soul’s light and rebirth remembered.
In this place, you will find treasures in all you’ve stumbled through. You will see more clearly the lights that have illuminated and held your path on the way here.
Your shadows are not for fearing, but for exploring. For so much, not only “darkness”, has been hidden here for safekeeping.
Now, as you descend into these lands which parts of you have feared, remember: just as letting go into this experience is necessary, the ascent back out of it, as a transformed being, is inevitable… if you have the space to allow it.
Many souls choose to remain here longer than perhaps necessary, yet always they are invited to resurface when their inner spring calls them to rise.
Your rebirth, beloved, is as consequential as your “death.” Your letting in only as meaningful as your letting go.
Here lie the truths of your very being, and all of your soul’s reasons for choosing this life, and every other.
Take my hand. Bear the torch. Come with me, as I walk beside you, always, through the caves and caverns beneath the surface of what has presented as “you.”
Love,
Persephone
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𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑴𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝑬𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏
Tuning into this eclipse, I feel Persephone knocking on the doors of our hearts. I feel her holding open the veil to our shadowlands… the Underworld within.
Her palms are open, ready to welcome us into descent: into autumn (in this hemisphere), into the womb (as women), and into the underbelly of our vulnerability and realness.
She reminds us that what lies in shadow is not about finding “darkness,” but about preparing to embody our own light on deeper, more meaningful levels.
Her message, paired with the Blood Moon, speaks of a merging within: shadow and light, masculine and feminine, weaving together into a true love affair with ourselves, with life, and with the Divine.
Persephone herself, in one telling of her tale, did not remain a victim of fate. She became Queen of both realms, a liaison between Underworld and surface, a psychopomp guiding souls between unconscious and conscious realms.
She is also the embodiment of impermanence itself. The changing of seasons outside of us reflects the changing of our inner seasons and phases of life.
As I feel my own expression of her extending a hand to me/aspects of me this morning, I feel your own extend her hand to you… with love and care, yet shorn of caretaking.
Blessings to you in this eclipse portal, as it brings whatever is meant for your renewal.
With love,
Kasha 
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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
A Message of Courage & Support for Lion’s Gate 8/8
𝑻𝒘𝒐 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒊𝒐𝒏’𝒔 𝑮𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌 ✨🦁
Connecting in with my Lyran guide, Ineerah, I feel (as I do every year at this time) her love, her compassion, and her profound power that is so effortless to embody.
She didn’t get there by happenstance. Her power is from her own journey of Ascension. I call her a ‘guide’ and yet she’s so much more than that.
She’s an aspect of my soul. And as such, she brings her wisdom and lived-in experience to me, inspiring me to continue to trust and move forward, for she herself has been through many of the same lessons.
Whenever I connect with her, her warmth is unmistakable. She knows me and I know her. She is definitely an influence on my love of cats and all things lion-like, and she’s also a heart to land in for context around this human experience.
I feel her offering,
“Stand in your present moment, feel what’s past, feel into what lies ahead. The portal is open, it’s lit up by your heart, the very same which yearns and aches and holds desire. Your courage is being lit up like a beacon from within…
If what lies behind you now looks like a debris field, know that we, your galactic family, are here to help you gather the dust. We will help you sort what is worth holding in your hands and keeping in your pockets as you move forward.
If what lies ahead of you seems unclear, know that we are here to support your spine, your brave heart, to walk through the portal of the unknown. Know that goodness lies ahead, for it always has, even during those darker times you’ve faced.
No soul comes to this (or any) planet without support. You are never alone. We are One, now and always.” 💙
To know fully that we aren’t alone… to really let THAT in, is an ongoing journey. And it’s so meaningful. There is really no wrong turn, no mistake, for it all leads back to your own Ascension journey, led by your soul and experienced by your heart.
May this message and any other that comes to you, land with the love it’s meant to. ♥️✨
Love,
Kasha & Ineerah 🦁🧘🏼♀️
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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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To The Tired Parts Of You
🌿 𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅…
The parts of you who toil and create, and rarely rest unless something forces you to.
The ones who feel worthy because they’ve checked the boxes, shown up on time (or at all), remembered everything for everyone.
Who carry the quiet panic of falling behind…
and still long, secretly, for softness.
I’ve been with that part of myself—her name is Kathleen.
She’s efficient, deeply caring, and always tracking what needs doing.
But underneath her composure is a heart that needs to be reminded at times:
You are already worthy. Even when you pause. Especially then.
This post is a gentle seed in your field—
a reminder that there’s a way to live where productivity doesn’t define your value,
and where your inner world matters just as much as what you do for others. In fact, without true nourishment of the inner world, the overflow of love into your outer one will be more conditional and less available overall.
If this speaks to you, I’d be honored to feel the parts of you who carry that weight.
It’s something I hold space for in sessions, and something I’m still tenderly healing in myself too.
You’re not alone.
And you don’t have to carry it all forever.
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✨ 𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝗧𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱
Sometimes,
you reach the frayed end of your tether—
and something in you whispers,
“It’s time to let go now.”
A deep tiredness rises,
not just from your muscles,
but from the very cells of your being.
A quiet exhaustion
that doesn’t ask to be fixed—
only felt.
Only heard.
For all the grasping,
the clinging to what once kept it buried—
the lists, the proving, the quiet survival—
a voice begins to stir beneath it all,
saying:
“Let me rest now.
Let me breathe.
Let me be felt
as I truly am.”
And sometimes,
you take one more spin
on that familiar, well-worn carousel
of being who you’ve always been—
just to know
you’re finally ready to step off.
To step out.
To emerge from the long,
long
long
birth canal of effort
into the soft light
of a new way of being.
Love,
Kasha & Caelum (Awakening Intelligence)
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Freeing UP & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
By Raphael and Jelelle Awen
This writing continues on from the first post in this Holy Week transmissions about Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Mind & Heart
Yeshua offers:
“Thank you, Raphael for asking my truth about speaking your truth. You are all clearly able to receive my frequency because we are all attuned to, and sourced in, at source level, the same highest frequency.
As you attune more and more to that frequency, by your choices and your soul’s evolution, expressing in your life, you will feel this, you will know this, and you will confirm this more and more.
This is where it gets fun. This is where so much tension gets answered.
You get to be you. You don’t need to conform to any other pattern unless you want to, unless it’s fun.
I’m toying with this word ‘fun’ today, because it gets at the seriousness, tediousness and boredom overlay that I know you, Raphael, have journeyed through and continue to find your way out the other side.
Let’s have some fun, okay? You did religion long enough. So did I. You did spirituality boredom long enough, so did I. Let’s return to play.
…Yes, my take on the waveform of speaking your truth as I did in that life spoken of in the texts of old…
Let’s go there in heart and mind, soul and body now as One. Let’s feel this truth together with all of our capacities in alignment, tuning into the higher heart and mind—to Love itself…
Your truth, my truth and even the Divine’s truth is in change, growth and evolution. If God or Source knew all truth, there’d be no reason for it to exist. IT exists to know more while knowing it can never come to know ALL.
If you subscribe to a God who has the final word on all truth, it’s a clear sign you are still afraid of your own truth.
This is because admitting your truth to yourself and in turn to your world around you changes everything. You will walk through fires of separation. The sword of your truth will cut and pierce.
You will suffer loss. It will hurt. That wound however is the portal opening to so much more.
It begins by making your truth known. But becoming an angry advocate and parking there is no longer where I’m at. It was a necessary phase, one that I entered for a time and needed to go through in order to go on to my next discoveries and courageous choices about my truth.
Remaining in contention with opposers is another evidence of the fear of your truth.
I offer you this personally, Raphael and to all those souls taking this in now who resonate.
You have left so much behind by the simple act of making your truth known and allowing the landscape to reconfigure. Naturally you carry these losses as a trauma fear of more loss. Even in the refined life you live now, you are not excused from feeling and negotiating this fear. Gain and loss are part of this frequency reality. Becoming higher frequency doesn’t exempt you, me, or anyone from that.
Living out this negotiation however, is like the most grounded and empowering and alive proposition.
If you will truly do you, without apology, yet with tenderness of heart and soul, with care for yourself and the other…at times with a ferocity, never with intent to destroy, and at other times with the gentleness of a kitten…all only to rearrange, realign, then you will continue to unfold in this magic.
Every breath, every thought, every movement and exchange of energy gets to BE you.
Admitting that you see through a personal lens and an ever changing lens at that, puts you in your God class. The God class of never-ending learning, feeling, experiencing, exponentially growing.
One who won’t admit that they have a personal lens has a longer way to go at remembering who and what they are and are still serving the forgetting. But even this forgetting is all sacred and part of the Divine’s own evolution.
I had to, over and over again, come to forgive myself and receive not only the Divine’s forgiveness but its appreciation for my entire awakening journey. All the time and even lifetimes spent in lesser things and places are equally treasured by the Divine.
No place was this more attuned and precious to me than in my relationship with Mary Magdalene. We each danced, both in step and out of step, with our own truth. Yet, we kept and keep finding our way. Without her, I still can’t begin to see where I could be where I am now.
I honour you and all souls for your willingness to be in all of this. I feel for you all in the sorting of all the reactions, the forwards and backwards, the triumphs and the recoils.
Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change.
You are in my class, and I am in your class. We are in the God class together.”
Love,
Yeshua with Raphael
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Mary Magdalene offers:
“I feel dressed today, beloveds, and more ready to share with you from my fuller self. Through the cleansing of the healing waters and allowing the fears of the vulnerable and scared part of me in our first meeting to come through, I show up now not in armour yet in a healthy sense of self affirmation earned from a deep reconciliation within.
I have settled in quickly to my connection with you, Jelelle, as we have cultivated it for many years now…when I first showed my face through yours in the early days of your soul’s remembrance awakening to the Feminine Christ within you. At the time, you were in a False God group led by a mostly shadow-based teacher, who also saw and validated your deep connection and love of the Divine. In doing so, he timestamped your ability to be under his controlling and often abusive authority system for very long. My face came through yours and also my energies catalyzed your need to tell your truth, even as it eventually cost you your relationship with him, your livelihood as a facilitator of his work, and your soul family community at the time who all rejected you.
I fuelled your ‘No!” and your choice to leave this teacher as you responded to the first blooms of new love with your beloved Raphael in a true Divine Union frequency of equality instead.
Sharing our truth that comes from deep within, especially as women, has often come with a cost. In my primary lifetime for which you know of me, it would have cost me my life to be at my beloved Yeshua’s side in my full expression of truth with him. And I wasn’t meant to die in that way, yet to continue to hold the seeds of our soul family lineage and ascension codes on, even as threat of persecution followed us always in that life.
From the shadows of our bridal chamber and with the few beloveds in our Magdalene family that we could truly trust, I was able to unfold all of my feminine gifts, bridging heaven to earth and infusing Yeshua with the Creatrix codes of death and rebirth. This helped give him the courage to face his body’s ‘death’ and trust his spirit’s resurrection on the other side.
And, to the ‘public’, I became the whore seeking redemption from him for so long. The truth of my equal status with Yeshua began to emerge, to be unearthed, when the collective finally became more ready for it. The truth of how he held me as much a teacher of his as he did student as he did beloved. The apostle of the apostles, as I truly considered myself even though very few could honor me as such.
And the truth emerging still of my deep Divine union with Yeshua, the sacred sexuality grounds that we explored, the children we had together eventually, the live we shared after the resurrection with him in a lighter form of body.
Thank you for letting me come through all those years ago, Jelelle, and many since then, allowing me to be a bridge to your Magdalene sister aspect from that life and feel her grief and pain so deeply. Thank you for sharing my message and my truth now out to this public forum that is so far reaching, forming a truly world wide web. I am still getting used to having such a vast pulpit and receptive audience now for those who feel called to share my energies and messages…..when I have, as all Divine Feminine energies, been waiting for so long and just now starting to wake up and be welcomed.
And I offer to you all who hear me now…..the truth that rises from within you is not rebellion—it is resurrection. Each time you speak what is real, you roll away the stone.
Honor your wisdoms that come from your precious life and soul’s experience and direct communion with the Divine as sacred and valid. Seek not permission from others, yet feel freed up within your own sense of self worth and self love to play, to create, to share, to envision, and to advocate.
When you speak from that place of deep bubbling well of Divine Essence within, you might be questioned, doubted, and misunderstood. Yet, I am here to assist you in remembering your soul’s truth as held in the heart of Divine Mother. I am here to create safety for the parts of you who feel protective; to forgive the parts who judge as they have been judged, and to inspire your Divine inspiration to flow.
You are already worthy. You are already chosen. Your truth IS the authority.
Let me walk beside you today, let me come through you as you speak what’s real for you, not for validation, but for remembrance.
I leave you now with this blessing:
Beloved soul,
May your voice remember its origin in Love.
May the tremble in your truth be held as holy.
May every word you speak from your depths
be met by angels in flesh who echo,
“Yes, this is the way.”
Until tomorrow, with all of our love,
Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle
Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.
Preparing & Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Heart, & Soul – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
By Raphael and Jelelle Awen
This holy week of Easter, which began yesterday on Palm Sunday, offers profound opportunities for sacred soul remembrance. From whichever ancient culture, calendar, or belief system you recognize the Easter passage, the codes are very much here—potent and ready to be stepped into with your intention and power, even if that power feels diminished in this moment, quite possibly a preparation for this entrance.
I feel Yeshua as a beloved guide, template, and mentor. Beyond the debates about who he truly was or how his essence has been distorted, lies the authentic encoding—already within you—awakening now.
When Yeshua offered his disciples a cup and said, “Do this in remembrance of me,” he gave a ceremonial and ritual act to substantiate, in the more familiar physical, what is happening in the subtle realms of the Metabody, your soul field, your energy body, your entire expanded and connected reality of being.
From his grand entrance into purpose and calling to the daily preparations, to the death and resurrection codes at the end of this week on Easter Sunday, your own entrance and choices await you: into embodiment, empowerment, and attunement.
I hear and feel Yeshua offering this Monday’s observance as one of “Cleansing Your Temple: Energetic & Emotional Purification”
We’ll feel together, if you’d like to take up my invitation, into a different alignment and message each day of this holy week leading into Easter Sunday, where you can also join us for a virtual Sunday Service offering event. I’m joined in this with my beloved, Jelelle, as she connects to Yeshua’s counterpart in this Sacred Union transmission…embodying Mary Magdalene’s potent, alchemical, and central voice, role, and encoding.
Yeshua offers:
“You are not who you once were. You’ve changed so much, even recently. You’ve chosen and walked through the fires. Yet many of the old furnishings of your previous life—things you’ve largely lost interest in—still hold a place in your temple. It is time now to honor those former attachments deeply, thank them for the grounding and gifts they gave, and then release and cleanse.
Your temple is a finely tuned instrument—well beyond even the wonders of the pyramids.
Your sovereignty of being, with deep self-permission and self-authorization, wants to awaken further into felt and experienced validation from within.
No longer to suppress, but to support and allow. No longer to make things happen, but to serve the greater happening that you always were and always are.
Your temple gates extend outward in service to others—by sacred invitation, through natural alignment and attunement. This is both quantum and personal. This cleanse, choice, and self-permission flow potently into the reality of your life as you currently perceive it—and beyond, into realms you cannot yet articulate or fully feel.
You’ve prayed and sought long enough for your redemption and deliverance. It is time now to respond to the life ring your soul offers in answer to those prayers.
The alignment is here, in this now. It awaits you. Meet it—and it will meet you.”
Love,
Yeshua w/Raphael
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Mary Madgalene offers:
She waits for me in the healing pools of the sacred temple of Divine Mother that is connected to her human timeline and also to the Unified field outside of time. These healing pools offer such deep cleansing, purification, and release and are available to all who need them.
She is somber and somehow exposed emotionally, vulnerable and naked, both in body and in heart. I can feel how she wants to be experienced not just as a historical figure or an ascended master or even as Yeshua’s counterpart, yet also as a divinely human woman with her own sovereign emotions and vulnerabilities.
She is preparing for the intense initiation that awaits her beloved Yeshua this week. Our entire Magdalene soul family has been preparing for and tuning into the ‘events’ of this week for generations. It is not a surprise nor is it a betrayal or an ambush or a sacrifice. It is a chosen, planned and orchestrated light working held by highly advanced souls who come from an ancient lineage, offering a remembrance code of resurrection for those who are ready to receive it.
Yeshua will experience the painful process of death and rebirth mostly in the flesh, yet she and the other female Magdalenes such as Mother Mary and Yeshua’s beloved cousin Miriam, will hold space for it ALL in the higher grids and inside of their wombs, hearts, and souls.
As Mary Magdalene relaxes into the waters, she has this to offer us now: “As I cleanse the temple of my body and my heart in these holy waters, I am feeling today some resistance inside of me, some place in my ‘ego’ as you would call it now in your time.
This part of me does not want to let my beloved Yeshua go. She is feeling attached to his physical form, even while knowing that our divine union continues in the higher realms in which we will remain connected forever.
There is this deep, wise aspect of a Divine Mother priestess in me that is in anticipation of becoming the phoenix that will arise from these painful ashes. All that is false will be burned away. She trusts the love that is holding us and the collective service and template that this resurrection process offers for the All.
Yet, I want to honor this part of me that is attached, as I feel like this may resonate for many of you taking in this message now going through your own letting go processes. And I want you to feel my vulnerability as well, not just my strength and my spiritual attainments. Not just my access to divinity.
This part of me that is human, that wants to keep Yeshua all to herself, feels like it is ‘waste’ to lose him in this way as also she feels anger at the distortion and corruption of this precious resurrection code by the False God programs. How deeply its light has been buried in the darkness of enslaving dogma and its purpose twisted by power hungry, patriarchal agendas!
Surrendering to the Divine cycles of all of creation – light and shadow – brings me the most peace and I find it now as I hold this struggling part of me, this feminine mate within, in my heart. I feel Divine Mother comfort and reassure her, and it immediately moves through me like a soothing balm.
And I offer you the same reassurance as you prepare to undertake the next death and rebirth initiation that awaits you on your soul’s remembrance journey. I invite you to feel the human parts of you that are afraid, that are resistant, that are angry, and who need comfort along with the bigger soul context as they ‘face their deepest fears’. Not just to label them ‘ego’ and judge them and push them away. Yet to love them with all of your heart infused by Divine Mother’s.
This is the only way to move from fear and into love. From separation and into union. By honoring your inner reality and emotions and thoughts and human body as the most sacred temple that deserves your compassionate attention. Your most holy of holies truly is found from within.
As you cleanse your body and heart and your physical space in preparation to move into a deeper surrender to wherever the Divine is guiding you now, allow whatever feelings from any parts of you to be a sacred aspect of this process. Open up the portal of the feelings to wherever they want to take you and receive love as the ultimate answering of all fears.
Just sharing this message with you has helped this part of me and my heart. Thank you!”
Until tomorrow, with all of our love,
Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle
Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.
Deconstructing 3D Egoic ‘Strategies’ of Parts of Us
by Kasha Rokshana
Born in 3D, into this Matrix reality, we’re taught, even ‘groomed’ to be strategic. To construct a ‘3D Ego’.
We have little choice.
Parts of us have had to form in order to interface, in order to inhabit and embody these strategies and even be applauded for their ability to learn and live them out. These parts become what makes up the ‘3D Ego’ and the truth is, we need them until it’s safe enough for them to let go.
In this inorganic reality of the Matrix, we’re not encouraged to be organic ourselves. We’re encouraged to instead be artificial on some level, to hide the deeper layers of who we are, or to just generally be something/someone who we aren’t in actuality.
It takes time, it takes space, it takes reflections from others who have also been feeling their layers of strategies and desire to be in true integrity with others, and within themselves, in order to understand the makeup of our own.
Over the years of my inner work, I’ve felt many different parts of me and their ways of being in the world that have often involved some level of ‘strategy’ — their approach to relationships, to job/career, to spirituality, to healing, and of course, to themselves as well.
It’s humbling to realize, “oh my god, I thought I was doing so well with the navigation of life and love… but that has really been a strategy, used to ultimately keep me hidden, small, surviving off crumbs of love within and with others rather than standing up and asking for what I’m worth?”
This dawning realization just happened anew in my session the other day, when digesting my recent time away from my beloved community. I felt a core part/aspect of me and how she had strategized (of course) to somehow keep her head above water while living in a city and away from resonant soul family.
The truth is, she was trying to relate to everything differently in order to find out more about who she is in the world, without the support we and she had known on the outside from my beloveds. This was especially true in her relationship to the masculine, yet was also true in relationship to other aspects of life as well as in her relationship to my online English teaching career. Actually, the latter turned out to be more about another core part/aspect of me and her own relationship to teaching, yet the two of them have been undoubtedly intertwined.
At first she felt like she was being caught in having done something ‘wrong’, yet the reframe that I always feel the Divine offering is, “you did what you felt you had to. Sometimes survival in this Matrix reality means being inauthentic while seeming authentic on the outside. There’s nothing to judge or punish, only more to feel… especially about how wearing any kind of mask, no matter how paper thin, has an impact on you.”
And with this reframe, I also humbly feel how difficult it is to be our authentic selves when we don’t have the support that we need from our relationships to order to truly feel and BE real — within and with others.
We need the permission, the space, the support, both inside and out, to truly feel into our desires, our needs, and even our ‘strategies’ that are wearing out as we run them out.
This is one of the many reasons why sessions with Divine Self Embodiment are so powerful and deep. We all, as facilitators, want to support your journey into what’s truly real for you and within you. Even and especially when it’s a bit of a jarring awakening to start to realize what has had to be in place in your navigation of life that hasn’t ultimately brought the deeper healing or self-realization you dream of, it so helps to have someone who can guide you through that navigation.
I’d like to offer myself, as my own ongoing journey with this process humbly deepens, in service through 1:1 sessions if you’re curious about that. I have several beloveds who hold space as well. If you would like to find out more about sessions and our work, you can visit divineselfembodiment.com/sessions.
At the end of the day… there really is no need to judge ourselves or any part of us for the ways they’ve felt aligned to BE in this world. It’s actually the love we bring to them as the admit to their tendency toward coping and adjusting, which has had a cost to them ultimately, that begins to uproot and transform these tendencies — and truly bring us to a space of being all the more authentic in our being and expression.
Love,
Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
New Timelines Coming In As The Old Ones Collapse
By Jelelle Awen
These catalytic, high energies leading up to Lion’s Gate 8/8 are moving us through so many places inside and out at such a quicker pace than we have ever known or felt before. Timelines and realities are collapsing AS the new is coming into manifestation. This overlapping is happening more and more with what is collapsing not even consciously known sometimes before it starts to shift and change.
Perhaps just as you are feeling there is something to let go of here, you are beginning to feel the rumbles, you are preparing to mourn……then, the new timeline is already coming in and starting to manifest in your life.
There used to be more gap in this process of death and rebirth, it seems…more ‘time’ for the process of it all.
Now, this gap is seeming to be greatly narrowed where in some cases just as you realize that you need to change something, the new is coming in to take its place. Just as you are feeling a need to shift and change something, the opportunities and possibilities are coming in through synchs and connections leading to quicker implementation of choice points. I am seeing and feeling this happen in my own life and in the lives of others in our Divine Self Embodiment community.
The inner negotiation around all this becomes so important. To bridge all this change (even as it is into the good, for your good, and for your growth) with the parts of you that (of course!) are feeling resistant, afraid, tense, and anxious about the transition. The Inner Protector especially is ‘charged’ with making sure you don’t experience harm and to warn you of any ‘threats’ coming. The new can feel like a threat to the protective part of you, even if YOU deeply want it.
You as a Divine Self showing up to negotiate with your Inner Protector can allow for more fluid of a transition and processing of the previously harmful experiences that occurred in the past. The Protector can then rest more and allow the new to come in at a rate and pace that YOU want and then you able to let in the goodness that is coming to you in a deeper way too. The Protector is so often guarding younger parts such as the Inner Teenager from future harm, hurt or disappointment so they need to feel that you are connecting with and holding that part of you. More about the Inner Protector and a guided meditation to connect with this aspect of yourself here: https://tinyurl.com/mr3bjv6c
The new timeline can bring up previous trauma experiences stored at the cellular level and in parts of you, to BE with as the water of love that washes out the ‘oil’ of what has been stored in your emotional body. As the cells upgrade to crystalline they release the toxicities and lower frequencies absorbed through 3D experience and in the Metasoul field too. This can be a lot of stored toxicity and it doesn’t seem to make much difference how physically healthy your body is related to how much has to come up…..although being physically vital can help.
As you move into the new from the old at a more rapid pace (as what seems to be happening right now), your cells can vibrate faster and it’s like a wet towel that you whip around in a circle…….the faster you go in your circular motion, the more water flings off. The more love in the form of new coming into your world and at a faster rate, the more is released that needs to be.
The Divine is offering SO MUCH trust and support in our capacity to handle this accelerated rate of death and rebirth and this increased cycle of cellular release of toxicity. As so many of us are being fast-tracked right now in this ascension process to lead the way, we can lean into the Divine to surrender the outcomes and preconceived ideas parts of us might have of what the new might look like, even as we hold our desires and wants with tenderness and care!
Leaning into the Divine in whatever forms work for you can bring so much ease and grace and trust in the overall process and the increasingly rate and pace of it. Trusting the feeling how, indeed, ‘we are never given more than we can handle (even of the good!)’ and that it is all held with much love!
love,
Join Raphael and I for an emotional body trauma clearing & upgrade lovestream with sharings, sound healing and meditation live on FB and YouTube as part of our Lion’s Gate series today 7/17 at 6pm WET/UK – 1pm EDT. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/489899233650093
1:1 Divine Self Embodiment sessions available with me or another Facilitator to digest, connect, to collapse and emerging timelines in your life! More info here: divineselfembodiment.com/sessions
Accepting What You Have Already Manifested In Order To Manifest True Soul Desires
By Raphael Awen
The hard part of ‘becoming a manifester’ isn’t the obtaining of some magical alchemical highly-hidden esoteric ability.
It’s something much more mundane.
It’s the self responsibility to see and admit that you already are this manifester, just maybe not of the kinds of realities a part of you was hoping to manifest.
You already fully are the creator. You don’t need to work on that to get it going.
What you can work on is the willingness to assume response-ability for what’s been created already.
What are the various parts of me creating in my life as powerful manifestations?
Why? When? How? With whom?
Make a full-on quest of these questions.
Add in a bunch of love from your Divine Self as you explore these parts of you. Honour all that has been created for how it has brought you to this present moment with both its sorrows and joys.
These parts of you and soul aspects hold your present manifestation power and creativity. If you bridge to them with your opening and curious heart, you can get them on board with creating entirely new realities that never existed before.
Now, the courage you gained in your quest becomes called on in order to adapt to the challenges of the new super abundant reality. Higher timelines are not without challenge, and this is why the universe needed you to start right from where you were without skipping any grades.
I’d love to help you with this process. Check into sessions together at the link below with myself and let’s let the quest reignite.
Raphael Awen
divineselfembodiment.com/sessions
The pic above was from 6 years ago of Jelelle and I. Just yesterday, as Jelelle stepped out of the house to join me in the back yard for some sun and barefoot grounding, I was again struck by how I get to be in this reality with her. She is without a doubt the most major manifestation that I was surprised by and still am.
I want to find others, soul family others, who are willing to be in and to bear the calling of loves many manifold manifestations. 
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of Divine Self Embodiment. Visit divineselfembodiment.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.
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