FULL glorious EIGHT hour sleep last night, gift from the Divine says my body and something calming and quiet inside for the last two days. Interesting that some people are offering that there was a big battle between dark and light yesterday, against Archonic/Reptilian energies, a stand-off or something. I guess I am just in a DIFFERENT timeline because, for me, something settled in softer, more surrender, more sense that LOVE will carry us through. I just can’t vibrate with the battle, can’t reSOULnate with it, don’t want to put ANY energy into it….

Anything AGAINST anything else just doesn’t feel like it actually heals or moves or transforms anything. The inner embrace of it ALL, not being against anything, moves the stuck grounds, the negative grounds, the dark grounds…. over and over, in my experience. It feels to me that this way of seeing the world as needing to be battled stems from an unhealed ground of inner punisher or inner critic part/subpersonality. The inner punisher and critic is SUCH a strong energy in our collective and inside of us until it is connected with and healed.

I have had many versions of inner punisher over the years with sometimes intense energies of self hate, self criticism and then that frequency projected onto others in outrage, withheld (mostly) judgements without love, discernment with arrogance. I worked with a parts work facilitator for close to five years and this energy was a BIG one inside of me as my birth parents were very outwardly critical of me. This led to acute self consciousness about myself (esp. my appearance) that took years of self love and love with other to heal. I have worked with others holding space for these kind of frequencies for ten years as a space holder and I do feel that we ALL have this inner punisher and without connecting to this energy directly, it remains unhealed and therefore running as an underground stream in our 3D transitioning to 4D emotional body.

The desire to battle ANYTHING stems from this unhealed inner battle. The unhealed suffering loop between the part of you that punishes and then the part of you that feels shame can be VERY prevalent, yet unconscious. It can impact SO MUCH of how you experience daily life, relationships, and, yes, hugely how you view the world. It feels like those who hold strong energies of needing to do battle against something OUT in the world remain unhealed from the battle that is going on INSIDE and the resulting shame at the root of it. Also, there is often the idea that something can be done ‘against your will’ or ‘to you without your permission’ when, from a soul level, we CHOOSE all that we experience. Your 3D self or unconscious ego may feel like it is against THEIR will, but your higher self and soul choose the experience actually in COLLABORATION with the higher self of the reptilian because you have a reptilian fractal from your soul group. It feels like an unhealed punisher that would believe we could be trapped into something or held against our will as that is the exact energy it is vibrating at if it remains unhealed inside of us.

In this process of loving ALL that is within (including the Reptile and the inner punisher) we truly leave the battle field behind and enter more and more the FIELD of LOVE, which is a different reality altogether. It really is a whole different timeline. Yet to enter it is not just a change in perspective about it, but a shift from the emotional ground, the unconscious ground from which so much of how we experience reality is formed and shaped. Related to ascension, these unhealed emotional frequencies in the 3D pain body can anchor your ascension process in lower vibrational energies.

From Shana (my reptilian self), she offered that there is a growing number of Reptilians (which they prefer to ‘Archons’, it is more like ‘humans’, just describes what they are rather than Archons which has a negative twist to it) are wanting to stop battling, are wanting peace, are wanting something new. This group has moved to a new planet and left Gaia. Many people are saying that the ‘evil has left’, yet it is actually the forerunners or wayshowers (like us only in Reptilian form) that are leading their species in a new direction. I LOVED the feeling of this, of the possibilities of this, and I offered to help her and her ROGUE group of healing Reptilians in any way that I can. The main way seems to be to just KEEP OFFERING a NEW way to feel and see this whole issue through SoulFullHeart and personal space holding for those women who feel reSOULnant with this perspective.

I offer more about embracing and connecting with the Reptilian aspect of ourselves in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2017/03/18/leaving-the-battleground-to-create-a-loveground-with-archons-self-others-etc/.

The way to free yourself from the matrix, free yourself from supposed ‘slavery’, free yourself from supposed evil is by BECOMING LOVE toward and with yourself firstly and then toward others. Sometimes a reframing around the whole reality is necessary, as I am offering here. It’s not that I’m denying the existence of Reptilians calibrated to fear frequencies yet I’m offering that in their core is LOVE and I lead with the question, how can we come from love toward and with them?
If the Reptilian reality doesn’t reSOULant with where you are at right now, that’s fine. I do, however, encourage you to start getting in touch with your inner punisher/critic. It can be an intense energy, yet if you connect with love in your heart, this energy WILL soften and, as always, in my experience, it has GOOD reason for being the way it is. A simple letter exchange back and forth with this energy and then a dialogue to get to know it can open up whole vistas of self love and healing. After enough connection ground with the inner punisher, then the inner shame frequencies can be felt as well and transmuted into innocence. Shame parts are often VERY shy and acutely self conscious and largely buried in shadow in most people so it takes negotiation with the inner punisher to get TRUE and authentic access to the shame part.

A space holder/facilitator/teacher who has done their own parts work in a deep way (which is rare, in my opinion) can be really important for this type of inner work as the inner punisher can be tricky and illusive. This is the space holding that we offer in SoulFullHeart and have journeyed this ground inside of ourselves extensively. Go here for more on our process around this: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/soulfullheartawakeningprocess

I offer a FIELD of LOVE in an outward way to you and through the transmissions in my words and in the space that I hold for others….it can water this field inside of you yet the true flow is created and comes from purifying your inner waters with self love, becoming conscious of the battle grounds going on inside to experience a LOVE FIELD reality more and more on the outside.