By Raphael Awen
If you pause for any moment you wish to and feel how you both will have and actually do have everything you could ever desire, this changes the you in the moment who feels the absence and longing of these things.
This is a big one!
I was offering someone in session who came to me for help with a battle with a longstanding and intense sexual addiction. I was intuitively given a fore-feeling of his total and complete liberation from this challenge, where I felt the funny feeling of him in his life without this orientation to life and I shared that with him. There was a feeling of him now very free, but faced with definite new challenges of growth in the absence of this defining life long addiction. I offered him the magic of an ongoing path to more self discovery process to live his way into that relief and the growth….he had deep tears, and then, I never heard from him again!
My sense is that, for many, actually having the conscious thing that you long for is something that other unconscious parts of us can actually resist having intensely. There’s more work to do to be able, or to be ready, to let in a next phase of experience that our Higher Self has on our agenda.
The longing and desire is very important though as it is a signpost pointing to and energizing our future, and to the work before us.
I’m currently longing for more 5D experience. I’m feeling very ready on one level for more telepathy, teleportation, telekinesis, those are all very cool for sure. I think what I’d like even more though at the moment is a deepening experience of anything that I set out to do as work being deeper and deeper play, with more reverence and wonder. Being in child’s mind state asking who?, what?, when?, why? where? and how? all looks really good to me too, as I explore new dimensions of my galactic selves, my star-being reality, new pleasures in service to others, as I get to know and connect with beings in the Now who are from my metasoul family.
Whatever you and I might be longing for, especially if it’s to be free of something, like a chronic soul pain or way of relating to life that is limiting daily life and experience, if you can dial in this vision of yourself completely free of that reality, as a bi-location exercise, you will greatly aid the movement in that direction you desire.
This takes into account that you already have it and that you don’t. Both realities are true, and thank god, because this is where all adventure and movement comes from. You didn’t come here to be stuck in the stasis of addiction, or despair, but neither did you come here to be stuck in a love and light bliss bubble either!
You came here for experience that you couldn’t have were it not for the magic of polarity. Your suffering is actually a gas tank, and the propulsion engine that draws from this gas tank is your choice and intention. Without choice and intention, we could say, you are dead in the water, but that wouldn’t be accurate as there really isn’t any death, there is only times of incubating and composting new intention and choice points. It’s always movement, even if it seems infinitesimally slow. Even the man I mentioned above not hearing back from is receiving what he needs perfectly according to his own Higher Self’s path.
The movements we seek then and the work we have to embrace is about finding and feeling the inner resistances we also have inside of us towards the consciously desired thing. These resistances are always held by parts of ourselves, in my truth, leaving the responsibility and empowerment always with us. Yes, we may have been deeply victimized in life experience, even as a dependent child, with that victimized child still being alive and well within us, but at the same time, an arising adult self is being called to show up to take full responsibility. Talk about an anti-gravity device! You are a victim and you are NOT!
The parts of ourselves that need to be felt and reached and given a digestion of the traumas they hold are very reachable, with intention, with a guide, in your life as you currently know it, with a process like the one we offer through SoulFullHeart….
SoulFullHeart is a turbocharged simulation of the process of life itself, where intention and process can unfold on a much quicker timeline for people of their Higher Selves agenda for those souls for whom it feels like a fit for.
If my offer just now feels like a choice point for you to explore, I’m ready for a next step if you are. We offer a free intro session into an ongoing weekly process that requires an intention of time and money, that templates a new way of relating to life as well as a practice ground to live that out relationally. Please read more about this at http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions and when you’re ready, I look forward to hearing from you.
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.