From 3D to 5D

By Raphael Awen

In 3D, it’s ‘till death do us part’.

In 4D, it’s till the death of the bond do us part.

In 5D, it’s realizing that there isn’t actually any death or partings.

It’s okay to have parts of us still invested in 3D. They will be attached there until it’s safe and desirable for them to move to a higher frequency.

Movement occurs when you form a relationship with this part of you, differentiating yourself from the part, so that there can be a relationship of feeling what they are feeling as they are feeling it. It takes two to form a relationship. This is the embodiment of your Higher Self that parts of you readily warm up to, which in turn changes your life as you know it.

What is love and life asking you to feel now? Can you feel that as a part of you?

Raphael Awen

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

Our Individuation Anger At the Divine

By Raphael Awen

Underneath all of our anxiety, depression; underneath all of our motivation and lack of motivation; in the bedrock of our lives and in the bedrock of our Metasoul can be found anger at God for individuating us out of itself.

‘The me who may have agreed to the whole plan doesn’t feel like the me who has to patiently endure the veil, the slow path to remembrance, and the boredom of something missing, something so deeply lost’ was the voice that came forward this week, followed quickly by another voice that said ‘but I can’t be angry at God! God is our only hope of return’.

I had quite a dam of tears break free right then, feeling compassion for the parts of me and my Metasoul feeling this bedrock underneath all the dramas of this life, especially as and triggered by new dramas that are wanting to unfold.

These past few weeks, I’ve been given to feeling the invitation to return to being in the moment; feeling how and when I’m not in the moment, etc. This awareness of this ‘soul fear/anger of individuation from the divine’ that I’m writing about today really speaks to why we avoid the moment. The moment contains this access to what’s real inside of us. Our Gatekeeper aspect of us has been convicted that we couldn’t handle this awareness, that feeling this fear would short circuit us or cause us to abandon our misssion, suicide (which as the gods we are is actually, a ‘deicide – killing god’).

Our conscious selves have lived in a kind of militaristic compartmentalized hierarchy world of only knowing what we need to know to do our part, while other ‘commander’ aspects of our being hold a vastly larger overview of our soul purpose, our mission, our origin and our destination. We are invited now as the time has come to bridge these compartments and to feel the larger reasons and realities for our being. This sheds much light on the persistent wounding patterns playing out in parts of us this life.

How do we do this?

I believe we do this most simply and most profoundly by simply being willing and humble to feel all there is to feel. The rest is built in – the timing, the pieces, the resources, the relationships that come and go, the life changes. Like the bodies autonomic function, we don’t need to concern ourselves with how to breathe or how to get our heart to function. It just does, providing we remain ‘opted in’ to life. Opting in to your emotional body is a choice that more and more people are awakening to. The healing that occurs from this willingness to feel never ceases to amaze me.

Much love,

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Please check us out the link above if SoulFullHeart feels like a going on place for your healing journey. We have a free intro session available. Our website, YouTube channel and blog offers a ton of goods about this emotional body awakening that you can explore for free.

Photo yesterday of our first snowfall this winter.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

1:11 Codes Transmission Group Call ON January 11, 2020

A NEW decade and a NEW year with higher timeline energies available to be tuned into and brought in to your field and heart!

SoulFullHeart Co-Creators/Teachers/Facilitators/Sacred Union Mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen host this monthly virtual SoulFullHeart group call over Zoom to provide a bridge to the 1:11 codes and your INtentions for 2020. INtentions are about an inward/out sense of what you want to shift, focus on, track and feel from within that then shifts your outer experience of life and manifestation.

The focus of this group on Saturday, January 11th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT is to share about the process of connecting to the 1/11 codes available on this day, continuing to digest the past experiences of your awakening, and align with higher frequency intentions for 2020.

We will also guide you in a deep, powerful meditative space to connect with the 1/11 codes, bringing your 3D self/Protector with us, and bridge to the 2020 quantum (higher frequency than collective consciousness) field as well.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live (you can access a document with the zoom link on the ‘thank you’ page you receive after purchasing) for the transmission and receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/9-sacred-union-codes-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-a

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from them. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

We recommend watching and engaging in this video before the transmission of Jelelle Awen connecting with the 1/11 codes last year: https://youtu.be/ClhBXTl112M

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recording of the other previous group transmissions as well. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

Testimonials:

“I loved this call, the theme is such an interesting exploration I really enjoy the reflection of a decade ago.So much love was coming through!” Deva, group participant

“It’s always so magical and immensely uplifting how much love can be generated by a few people willing to witness and share with others from their authentic heart-space. And, speaking of space, thank you so much Jelelle and Raphael for holding the space so beautifully for all of us to also for your space-opening sharing Gabriel. I’m left feeling so grateful for all of you who were on the call and wish all of you blessings through the portal experience.” Dave, group participant

“So powerful and empowering. Thank you all for being a safe container for my process,” Alexis, group participant

Your Pain As A Portal W/Your Inner Protector Guided Meditation – Video Two Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this second video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) explore how your pain/suffering can become an important portal to self and soul discovery. I talk about how connecting with parts of the self from this life (such as your Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, and more) gives you access to your pain and the discovery of the trauma experience that is causing it. Exploration on a soul level with your Gatekeeper (guardian of your veil of amnesia) and with Metasoul aspects (from other lifetimes) reveals how your current/local pain connects to soul patterns on a quantum level.

In the meditation, we connect with your essence in the moment as represented by a castle and with your Inner Protector. I give you some questions to ask your Protector about their pain, your pain, etc. to begin an inner negotiation ground to open up your pain as a portal, not just to be ‘fixed’ or ‘transcended.’ A beautiful sun ray came through into the room as I was connected to Archangel Michael as a support for your Protector!

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLjwm17eBBTRhE3dbezYJdu

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Living Below Your Birthright

By Raphael Awen

Working for anything that is yours by birthright is a form of resistance to that thing, allowing a part of you to hide its resistance while appearing like it actually wants the pursued thing, usually to maintain social acceptance.

‘Working for a living’ for instance is one of the biggest examples of this and misnomers out there. Living doesn’t occur by virtue of working. Living occurs by virtue of your essence, by virtue of your being.

Your being receives life and gives back to life in a natural economy of gift exchange. If you shortchange life in this natural exchange, that is, giving something less than your best, your true gifts, what you came here to give, and settle for a ‘job that pays the bills’ instead, you can be sure that life will respond to you in kind with a reflection of your ingratitude for what you are given. This is not any kind of punishment from an angry God or angry universe, but simply an invitation into an awareness of what your own alchemy is producing. An invitation in your innate more which you already possess.

You already are a powerful alchemy that is producing exactly as it was designed to, even if you are, like me, still consciously wanting to change or alter this alchemy.

Already encoded into you is every last provision you will ever need to fulfill every last detail of what you came here to do. If you are experiencing a drama of lack moving through your story at the moment, this too, is a provision of an invitation into an initiation of this more that you already are. This is a big opportunity to feel and heal parts of you still encoded in lack, while being submerged in a super-abundant free-energy universe, inside of an even greater multiverse.

While there is nothing to work for, in this way of earning or qualifying for anything, there is however, your necessary reach for what you want and desire, as the universe cannot successfully provide anything you aren’t willing to want or choose. The circuitry cannot complete without your desire, choice, intention, and your action.

So what feels like the need to work as in earning something, is actually more about the necessary effort involved in claiming your essence. It will take ‘work’ for instance to slowly get to know and love the part of you conditioned and convinced to a ‘working for a living’ reality, to let in this new reality, but this is a self loving kind of work that is pure joy and creative play to be with. The opposite of drudgery. A gift that keeps on giving.

We all have a lot to learn in entering this new reality, but it feels so exciting to lean into it more and more. I’ll take me a big chunk of that for 2020!

You are the light of the world, even in your darkness, a city set on a hill that cannot be hidden. The universe aches for your arising.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Photo by me taken at our favorite park close by!

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

2020 Portal Guided Meditation – Video One Deepen 2020 Video Series W/Jelelle & Raphael Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Here it is! My first video of my NEW video series called Deepen 2020. In this video today, Raphael and I, Jelelle Awen, are filming at a beautiful ocean-side park near us called Saxe Point in Victoria, Canada. We talk briefly about the intention of the ongoing Deepen 2020 video series, which is to expand on the foundation laid out in my previous video series Deepen offered in 2019.

This Deepen 2020 series will be offered on an arising basis, rather than every day for a set period of time, and will be responsive to current events/cosmic energies/personal & collective process, etc. Every Deepen 2020 video will offer a teaching and a guided meditation.

Raphael Awen and I talk about the catalytic energy of 2020, that we can feel already in the wind around us and the crashing waves below (that’s the sound you are hearing in the background). 2020 is offering clearer vision in ALL areas of life, so that we can see/feel what our higher timeline life is and move toward it starting from within. However, with this clarity can come new rounds and phases of death/rebirth, letting go, and completions. This can bring up bittersweet feelings about the new year and decade, a mix of excitement and sadness; mourning and celebrating. I also share about my personal process of completion in some previous timeline configurations and the feelings that came up for me in that.

Raphael and I offer the importance of holding space for these feelings to come up in parts of you…your Inner Child, your Inner Protector, etc. and to bring them WITH you in your heart into the new. “Just Feel” is the motto for 2020 and onward. We have a special animal visitor in this video too that offers a wonderful message of clearer and higher vision as well!

During the brief meditation, Raphael and I offer a bridge to the 2020 portal that is opening today, January 1. We invite you to orient to this portal and ‘view’ it from an eagle’s eye perspective to see what comes to you. Then, from the ground of your Inner Child, Inner Protector, etc. You are invited to feel the completions in your life and the new beginnings too!

Thank you for joining us in this first video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

You can watch videos from my previous Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support us and SoulFullHeart to continue offering free offering such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart This video series is a useful introduction to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information about Jelelle, SoulFullHeart, sessions, events, writings and books, testimonials, and more…..visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Gratitude For A Decade Of Sacred Union On New Year’s Eve

By Jelelle Awen

Happy New Year’s Eve! As this decade completes and I reflect on the last ten years, what comes up in my heart is my relationship with the beautiful, genuine, enchanting man that I’ve gotten to spend it with. This relationship has provided the experience of being in an ‘usness’ yet it has also been a powerful mirror to see, feel, come to know, and express myself increasingly in my soul bigness and leading with my heart.

Raphael Awen and I married ten years ago in March, following a longing to be together that had already dissolved previous configurations in our lives that were no longer serving us. We let go of a previously beloved spiritual group and all of our social connections tied to that group and settled into a new geography together. This picture was taken on our wedding day in a studio apartment in West Vancouver, where we still didn’t even have any furniture together!

We continue every day to consciously choose this relationship as our main way to grow and learn and serve….yet it isn’t taken for granted or just assumed to be there or related to in an entitled way. It arises as we arise….inviting us into ever deeper waters of transparency together. I feel so blessed to be in this exploration with a soul who so GETS me on every level.

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Raphael….Thank you my beloved for this ongoing exploration into intimacy, vulnerability, transparency, sacred sexuality, co-leadership in service and community, parts/Metasoul integration and quantum healing, daily living as a sacred practice, embodiment of the Divine as a man and woman….and SO MUCH more. I love you and thank you for spending these last ten years with me…..here’s to many more!!

~

 

From Raphael:

Everything for me in this past decade pales in comparison to the gift, growth, challenge, and magic of being so in life and love with you, Jelelle.

The phases we have gone through, even of ending the relationship this past year in a death and rebirth cycle, have renewed the lease on togetherness yet again.

On one hand, I have felt both stunned at the ongoing magic with no reference or experience point for it outside of myself, and no file for it, other that digesting it together, as well as allowing our ‘usness’ to inspire others. On the other hand, I’ve had to normalize the relationship to enough of a degree to be in it everyday, almost what feels like a taking it for granted. Between those two hands, I’m invited to keep feeling all there is to feel for my own growth, for our deepening service of love together and where that wishes to take me.

Thank you, Jelelle for being so fully here, in this ‘this’ together. I love you. 😍 Thank you for the honeymoon giggly anticipation of another decade together.

The Mutual Entanglement Of Victim And Perpetrator: Alive Daily Video Series | Raphael Awen

By Raphael Awen

Today’s Live: ‘The Mutual Entanglement Of Victim And Perpetrator’

In this video, I explore how we can embrace real forgiveness without paving over the part of us that does feel victimized and traumatized.

Here is the full Alive Series Playlist: https://tinyurl.com/uaghll3

Info about the free Intro call to sessions with myself: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

Tidings Of Comfort And Joy: Alive Daily Video Series | Raphael Awen

By Raphael Awen

💚 Tidings Of Comfort And Joy 💚

In today’s live, I share how each one of us are the promised Christ Child.

Can you feel how the Christmas Carols are actually about you?

Thank you for attending this little Christmas Party 🎄

Here is the full Alive Series Playlist: https://tinyurl.com/uaghll3

Info about the free Intro call to sessions with myself: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

Seven Ways To Digest 2019 And Prepare For 2020: Alive Daily Video Series | Raphael Awen

By Raphael Awen

Seven Ways To Digest 2019 And Prepare For 2020

In this video, I offer a way to digest the past year and decade as well as a way to prepare for the year and decade to come by looking at your life through seven lenses of the key areas of life. Those areas are Emotional, Spiritual, Physical, Mental, Social, Financial, and Environmental.

Here is the full Alive Series Playlist: https://tinyurl.com/uaghll3

Info about the free Intro call to sessions with myself: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂