Energy Update: 3D Pain Fog Clearing As Schumann Spikes

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia resonance spike up to 170 HZ for over an hour in the middle of the night (for those of us in Canada and the pacific northwest anyway). That is one of the higher readings that I can remember. I FELT this one, couldn’t sleep for awhile, with this buzz moving through me…a mixture of excitement and some tension that finally resolved into passing out again.

Then I drifted into two strange dreams with one of them presenting a scenario of diverted disaster that I am still digesting, yet felt like it represented change and transition in my life and in the collective. It is two months until we leave for our next timeline in Europe so it may be connected to that for me. Dreams and even nightmares have been occurring for some of us for the last week or so, dropping into the lower 4D spaces for more cleansing and purging from the 4D Matrix, even if we don’t usually have that.

There has also felt like a fog over consciousness in some ways for the last week….like a kind of murkiness or distracted frequency that can shift us into feeling like real life is more surreal, more into our multidimensional realities that can feel ‘better’ than ‘real life’ interface which is still so anchored in 3D frequencies.

This has brought up some pain cycles to be felt whether in the physical (such a menstrual or chronic pain) or in the emotional body in suffering loop patterns. Being with these pain cycles, bringing love to them, feeling the parts of you that are engaged in them, connecting to the play out it is from other lifetimes can help them to resolve and complete them.

I started to feel a shifting in the energies yesterday with more clarity, softness, and clearing through ‘fog’ coming in. The Schumann frequencies seem to be supporting that hike through and UP in consciousness as well.

3D is going through a continuous rumble into Lower 4D and things like the coronavirus and the fear/shut down it is bringing up for those anchored to 3D consciousness is an example of that. Those souls with healthy immune systems and clean diet, light running through their energy systems on a regular basis, doing their emotional and spiritual healing trauma work are able to move through these kinds of things more easily. Also, those with a growing purpose of service here are much needed at this time and so are choosing to stay.


Part of the rumble is that more souls (and animal companions) are choosing whether to leave this plane right now or whether to stay and go into the next, accelerating phase of Ascension. Many souls who came here exclusively to experience 3D consciousness are choosing to go as the growth for them reaches its peak here.

Bringing light and love into your heart space and into your body can help with these shifting energies. Here is a guided meditation I did offering more about the light body activation process: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Self Empowering and Gently Healing 1:1 Sessions For Women With Master Healer/Divine Feminine Bridge Jelelle Awen

“Jelelle is simply amazing with her ability to restore one’s sense of being loved, connected and whole. Sessions with her are powerful and empowering, each one bringing you back into the fullness and Truth of You. I am very grateful to have her as a mentor and couldn’t recommend her more to anyone searching for healing.” – Shanna

“I’ve been having 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for almost a year now. When I started I was struggling badly with severe depression and intermittent suicidal feelings. I’ve been working with and through my issues in therapy for 20 odd years, and whilst I have tried a wide range of healing modalities, often my emotions were ‘too much’ for the facilitators I worked with. The difference I have experienced in working with Jelelle, has been her openness, willingness and deep dedication to her own process. I don’t feel depressed any longer.” – Zureida

“Jelelle is a powerful healer and facilitator, having one of the most gentle yet powerful Love Energies I have been blessed to experience.” – Isabela

“Parts work is all about self mastery. I’ve been doing this work for going on a year. The work aligns beautifully with those of us who are called to answer their own longings….with the most compassionate mirror held to reflect back what they already know. There are no ‘quick’ fixes here, yet a place and space to cull from the depths of your ‘be’ing all those places, people and galaxies we need to ‘re’visit.” – Marci

“It does help and is serving me to have a guide who empowers and bridges the inner relationships though. Jelelle shows me how to offer compassion towards myself and to trust my own inner knowing always!” – Deva

“I am honored to have benefited from many 1:1 sessions with Jelelle. Each has been transformative. She has helped me to release old pain and blockages (from this, and other lifetimes), and feel much more clear, aligned, and present. I look forward to more sessions in the future, and am much-indebted to have benefited from her clear, gentle, and adept guidance, and her intuitive healing abilities. She is a master healer and guide with very special gifts, and a loving, beautiful and wise old soul.” – Amy

And more testimonials at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/testimonials

From their own words in experience of 1:1 sessions with me…such an honor to serve love during this time of transition for so many awakening sacred feminine souls!

Is it your right timing to have a session with me and experience a deep bridging to your OWN soul’s answers, bigness, lifetimes/timelines, activations, and precious parts of self and soul?

It is time to move into direct and visceral experience of your soul gifts, illumination of soul patterns/themes, emotional body woundings, and Divine Mother/Father frequencies rather than looking ‘outside’ for answers. It is time to come out of ‘hiding’ and seed the light into remaining darkness within in order to be a beacon for others.

It is time to claim your soul lineage, such as with the Magdalenes, and with your Star Family/Galactic Consciousness as you move into an ever flowing sense of support and love.

It is time to move into your sacred femininity supported by your Metasoul sisters, Star Family, Divine Mother/Father and your own beautiful parts!

1:1 sessions with me for women are $100 CAD (about $77 USD) for a very full 90 minutes over Zoom. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

You can also join me in catalytic and healing twice monthly group calls – one with Raphael and one for women. More info at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Thank you Kalayna Solais for the beautiful card! Magdalene energies coming through!

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Feeling New Possibilities to Soothe Anger and Fear, as the Matrix Systems Collapse

By Deva Yasmin

After a few nights unsettled dreams, of interrupted sleep and feeling anger, agitation and frustration throughout the day yesterday, I felt myself this morning and felt guided to Jelelle Awen’s invitation to feel INto what is going on in the lower 4D/Reptilian timeline. As I let in, instantly I felt relief as more light and air expanded in my heart space.

As I tracked the anger last night, I could only really honor it being there in the moment, as I no longer wish to try and fix or alter my parts’ experiences. Being in the feeling, I could see lots of trivial things in my immediate reality that could be triggering it. I could also feel parts of me that would happily cause drama, especially in relationships, to create a reason for what I was feeling, but none of this softened the edges of it. Opening to feel and let in on the lower 4D level and the collective offered much MORE soothing and liberation of the feelings.

As I checked in with my Reptilian aspect, Solan, I could feel and see with her how there is a lot of anger coming up at the Matrix systems that have been in place, keeping us quiet, asleep and controlled, happening NOW. I could feel how so MANY more are awaken from this NOW, through the feelings of anger, frustration and aggression at times. And how these systems are in ways blowing up, creating rumbles through all realities.

The lower 4D world feels like an overlay, interconnected, rippling through and impacting our current 3D lives. I could feel that what is happening in 4D is also happening in our 3D reality too.

I can feel this in my personal life and in the collective, with so many of us waking up and starting to say, ‘No’ to what no longer works for us. I see and feel this collectively in politics, climate action, all outdated institutions. I see and feel it in our personal relationships, work expressions, etc. too.

It feels like the Reptilians are awakening along with us. In their world as they have been wired to control us, I feel so many of them saying NO, now wanting to move out of their role in the 3D matrix and work with us in these transition times to higher timelines, realities, Unity consciousness, and more Love.

Anger and Fear play really key roles in our liberation, Awakening and Ascension. They are sacred doorways that we all must enter into and through. Offering bridges to different aspects of ourselves and what they may be feeling and experiencing in the NOW, that impacts our lives in very real ways.

Feeling fear, even as you read this perhaps, feels necessary, normal and VERY welcome. Fear is our discernment and held by very important aspects of ourselves like the inner protector.

In THIS moment. I invite you into a new way, of being curious to fear, rather than fused to it, as is what the SoulFullHeart process is offering through parts work.

I feel many of us on the awakening journey moving into a NEW phase of feeling the possibility of more and healing more at the soul level. I feel in my own process that at times, the shifts do not occur if I am only feeling what I have experienced this life, yet more expansion and space to breathe opens, through feeling the possibilities of what is moving in my soul and this Universe.

I do trust and strongly advocate for the organic-ness of it all though. I do not feel it to be true to leave our bodies to access other realities rather it feels true and of utmost importance that this journey is led from and through our hearts.

That our human experience and emotions lead us to where we next need to go. Our heart’s knowing the timing and when we are a big enough container to hold these new pieces of the puzzle, with loving, compassionate, curious inclusivity of all parts and all perspectives.

To consider and respect our parts’ limitations and the pace we need to go, so this exploration is moved from a place of embodied, whole, loving presence rather than pushing, striving, and from unconscious beliefs held around not being enough.

To do this, if you so choose and feel ready and curious, the Inner Protectors are vital to feeling fear and possible anger, as our lives, worlds, realities shift. They stand guard of our hearts for which we need to access, to enter through, to feel MORE possibilities, Letting in this multi dimensional reality and way of BEing if that feels true for you. 


Here is a guided meditation with Jelelle Awen to meet your Inner Protector, a good place to start: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

Much Love,

Deva x

Deva Yasmin is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

Energy Update: Strange and Intense Dreams As 3D/Lower 4D Matrix Unplugging Accelerates

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Many of us have been having strange and even dark dreams and nightmares for the last couple of nights. “Unusual, intense, Lower 4D Matrix-type dreams/nightmares rumbling through…rebooting in progress as more of us wake up to it & unplug,” was my status update yesterday on Facebook feed that many of you resonated with and commented on. I woke up yesterday digesting two intense dreams that left me feeling uneasy, agitated, and restless until I was able to connect to Shanna, my Reptilian Self, and receive some more sense from her about what was occurring in the Matrix system related to what I was experiencing.

It has been a few years since I have had disturbing dreams as my subconscious and soul field/astral field have been unplugged from the Matrix for awhile, I usually lucid dream, and I have been consciously undergoing a deep process of clearing out trauma/karma through connecting with my Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes. One my dreams involved slabs of raw meat (which was disturbing for me as I haven’t eaten meat in over a decade) and I could actually smell it for hours afterwards.

As I checked in with Shanna, she reassured me that progress was ongoing in the movement toward mutual liberation of humans from the 3D Matrix and their Reptilian Counterparts connected to the 4D Matrix (which is generated by an Artificial Intelligence program called ‘One Mind’). She said that as more souls awaken to this dual reality and become open to healing it on both levels with compassion for their Reptilian counterpart, this is like ‘love codes’ being offered to the AI in order to reprogram it from fear and control to love based.

As this love recoding process happens, there is a ‘reboot’ that occurs in the Matrix that many of us sensitive souls can feel and are triggered by, although it is more like a residue of it that we are feeling for the collective than our own (unless it is!) Even just a few of us becoming liberated from the Matrix on both levels (human and Reptilian) sets a new path and possibility for those souls who are ready to follow.

She also offered that there are certain substances that are Matrix activators and amplifiers. Refined sugar is one of those and seems to also work as an inhibitor of the pineal/pituitary glands, even as it amplifies the Matrix receptors. I have been fasting and eating very cleanly the last two weeks and then had eaten a small amount of sugar on the night of the intense dreams. She connected my disturbing dreams experience to my digestion of sugar. Other Matrix activators are canola oil, gluten, processed foods, anything from an animal (due to the killing/fear frequencies), etc.

You can feel into this for yourself and what your transitioning to light body needs, yet it is an interesting thing to begin tracking if certain foods amplify your feelings of fear, anxiety, overall ‘dark’ feelings about life, etc. and experience of bad dreams as well. A buzzing sensation around your head (like a swarm of bees) and even intense ringing in the ears can be a sign of Matrix activation as well (although ringing in the ears can be a clairaudient activation too.)

Matrix activation usually feels uncomfortable and disorientating. And, also if you feel more pain in your head/neck/shoulder areas this can be a sign of Matrix amplification within your Causal chakra and P Glands as well. I offered this guided meditation and teachings about activating light body where I talk more about detox from ‘false’ foods, living on more light, etc.: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

As more souls move into the disclosure phase of this process, the trauma from being plugged into the Matrix can be triggered and express as extreme outrage, shock, and anger at the Archons, Cabal, Illuminati, Draco, Elite Powers, etc. These feelings can be important expressions as you move through the stages of grief that are part of the unplugging process, including the hurt at the harm done to you. To remain in these emotional states with an ‘us against them’ mentality, however, limits spiritual and emotional growth and can keep emotional wounds open and festering rather than healing through acceptance, forgiveness, and compassion.

Here are teachings and a guided meditation about this unplugging process and a bridge to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is a previous writing I did about the Reptilian Self, our counterpart in the Lower 4D and about the mutual liberation/unplugging process: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

There is NEW opportunity to finally unplug completely from these Matrices of control that have kept us in cycles of fear, suffering, and capped capacity. This has been our choice on the higher levels as it has allowed a more complete immersion into 3D reality. Yet, NOW is the time for us to arise again into our sacred humanity.

NOW is the time to become the compassionate and forgiving ambassador of love that can liberate all parts and aspects of your self and soul that are ready to remember their free will choices and return to the expression of Divine essence expression once again.

NOW is the time to see that the prison door has ALWAYS been open and that you have always been the one that holds the keys to your own liberation.

NOW is the time to be truly and completely free.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available to assist and bridge to your unplugging process, your Reptilian Self, and activation of your light body. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Playful and Lighter Energies Possible As Cosmic Energies Peak

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The cosmic energies coming in have a playfulness to them and lightness, even as they are powerful activators as well. The amount of cosmic rays in particular streaming into Gaia and our atmospheres is close to a space age record…that is A LOT of energy. This is ‘normal’ for the phase of solar minimum that we are currently going through with reduced sun spot/flare activity and more solar storms and rays.

Those of us expanding our multidimensionality and connecting to our subtle energy bodies WAY beyond the physical body are sensitive to these energies. What goes on in the outer cosmos impacts what is going on in our inner cosmos too.

Geomagnetic storm conditions around the Arctic Circle are subsiding today with still slightly elevated solar wind speeds happening. The storms brought in these amazing auroras with a display of spectacular pale green, rare blue, and purple auroras and others forming into dramatic chain-link shapes, shared from spaceweather.com.

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Taken by Markus Varik on February 18, 2020 @ Tromsø

It feels like the ceiling is ‘lifting’ lately and access is opening up to more joy, more passion, more clarity, more FUN. We can actually want that and need it even as we are seriously devoted to awakening/ascending on another level. Your Inner Child/Star Seed and Inner Teenager may particularly need some play time, dancing, singing, drawing/being creative, having fun with friends.

There is a shifting in the energy of these parts of you into more galactic, more magical and more open as you bridge to their Star Family consciousness and heal the emotional/physical/spiritual trauma that keeps them anchored to lower frequencies.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Star Seed Child and Star Family: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

The winter months invite us into our inner spaces, introspection, body detox/illness, and less social interaction. There is a very real impact on our emotional states and on our physical bodies as the amount of light we can let into our cells/chakras during seasons of less sunlight and warmth decreases.

There can be a heaviness during this time and even lingering feelings of depression, flatness, sadness, overwhelm. Many souls and beloved animal companions have been choosing to leave the earth plane during these last couple of months as we transition into 2020, which brings up much processing, grieving, mourning, and letting go. The crucible of death and rebirth can be heightened during winter months.

Hints of Spring are coming through in the weather now, yet also in the energy. I get this sense that the tail end of 2019 and these first two months of 2020 have been more tumultuous, churning up whatever we’ve needed to sort through and pushing up what needs to be loved and healed. The next few months of 2020 feel more like moving into a new dawning, a transitionary experience into your higher timeline, and more physical embodiment experience of your light body.

I shared yesterday a new teaching and guided meditation video is part of my Deepen 2020 series about activating your light body, a timely offering with the intensity of these energies that coming in. The video offers a bridging to your Ascension Chakras and a merging experience with your light body, plus my suggestions for things you can do and feel to activate your light body process to the next level: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

Much love to you as we navigate this catalytic time of inner and outer transformation into the NEW,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to bring in, connect to, and open up the activation of these cosmic energies within your inner cosmos! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo taken by Matthew Steinberg on February 18, 2020 @ Reine, Lofoten Islands Norway

 

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Light Body Activation Guided Meditation – Video Eight Deepen 2020 | Jelelle Awen

 

In this eighth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the light body activation process going on as we move from our dense, carbon-based 3D body to much higher frequencies of light being able to be embodied. I offer there seems to be these important aspects of the light body process that allow more receiving, integration and activation of light: detox for the 3D body, connecting with your Ascension chakras, letting in more light, and healing trauma at the emotional body and soul levels.

I describe why all of these are important and how you can tune into your process around them, which helps to accelerate your light body process and decrease the experience of painful and uncomfortable Ascension symptoms. As the cosmic energies around us increase (even going up to Space Age high levels), there is a real need to be intimately connected to your own light body activation process in a way that can allow for more activation with less physical body discomfort.

I’m hopeful that the guided meditation provided in this video will offer some feelings of physical relief and sense of lightness for your physical body as you bring golden white light in from the Great Cosmic Sun into your Personal Sun Chakra, into your Soul Star and Causal chakras, down into the crown and through all remaining chakras to your root chakra. You then ‘merge in’ with your light body to get the experience of being more attuned and connected to it.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLjwm17eBBTRhE3dbezYJdu

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series serves as an introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen and group calls/events/writings and more. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

The Ongoing Journey Of Serving Love

by Kalayna Solais

Service is a journey, not a destination…

When I first started awakening and paying close attention to different spiritual teachers, authors, etc, parts of me took this whole world of being a ‘leader’ in personal development, healing, etc as a place of arrival; as somewhere you land, someday, and never leave and are never really asked to leave. I didn’t know back then about the dis-integrity that often comes with these high-up places and ‘roles’ that are often not heart-inhabited or emotionally awakened though the soul may be quite ‘attained’ in many ways.

Parts of me wanted to be one of them… wanted the accolades, the spotlight, the sense of ‘arrival’ and ultimately having ‘healed’ so much. Really though, it was the feeling sense of living your truest soul purpose day-in and day-out, fully aligned with who you came here to BE and what you came here to offer others that was the shiniest asset for me.
Yet… it wasn’t exactly real.

At least not in the ways that I was thinking it was at the time.
There’s a sheen and a glamour that is starting to fade and tarnish now. There are still those who are worshipped yet the abuses they are part of toward others and ultimately themselves is starting to show through the shiny fabric. The ‘Wizard of Oz’ can no longer hide in this process of Ascension.

Even the most highly praised leaders are starting to realize that their sense of service of others, to whatever degree it’s been genuine for them, is in fact an ongoing journey and not an ultimate destination where you no longer need to grow, to look at yourself, to realize what has been hiding in the shadows of your heart and soul that now need to purge out and be seen and felt, loved and humbled.

The desire that has always been with me to get to some ‘place’ where I can serve love more directly with individuals and groups still lives in me to some degree and every day I feel it. I see it show up in others too, even many young men and women are much younger than me, who have parts of them that feel the need to aim for this ‘destination’ place, often as a way (and it was this for me too, once upon a time) to leap-frog over the necessary life experiences and deeper healing processes that come first and foremost in order to be fully embodied and feel the humility (and humanity too) that comes with being of deep service; an alignment with yourself, your soul, your own ongoing healing process that overflows to others with deep integrity and honesty.

I’ve learned over and over again to not rush myself to ‘get somewhere’ I may not be for a while. Supporting those around me that are in a flow of service feels right to my heart for now. I don’t feel that in this I am shrinking at all from my bigness, but that I’m being given space and an invitation to explore my own process deeper, trusting that all of the inward time opens out as needed into some expression of service that can only expand as my soul does.

Maybe, then, we can say that there IS an ‘arrival gate’ when it comes to service-of-love flow and one that you simply ‘know’ you’ve arrived at when you have, yet that it’s only another leg of your very individual journey of YOUR ever-deepening healing and growth process, meant to shift every ground within and outside of you, in all areas of your life and with all parts of you/aspects of your soul.

Much love to YOU on YOUR journey of ‘arriving’ where you are right now… into the invitation to just keep feeling yourself, trusting that this is what truly takes you, with the most integrity possible, into your next phase of ‘service’ to self and others. ❤

***

Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Forgive Them Their Hate, They Know Not How To Love: Message From Mother Mary

Forgive them their busyness,
They know not how to be.

Forgive them their violence,
They know not how to act.

Forgive them their blindness,
They know not how to see.

Forgive them their lack of conscience
They know not how to feel remorse.

Forgive them their judgment,
They know not how to discern.

Forgive them their numbness,
They know not how to feel.

Forgive them their greed,
They know not how to receive.

Forgive them their destruction,
They know not how to create.

Forgive them their hatred
They know not how to love.

They know not yet how, but they CAN remember if responded to with love, held with love, reminded of love.

And, the deepest forgiveness extend to YOURSELF first as this is the only way that it will overflow to others…

~

Jelelle Awen with Mother Mary & the Magdalenes, originally received in 2010, feels even more timely today…a message for how to feel forgiveness and compassion for others and yet, also, and even more importantly, for ourselves and all the parts of us that need compassionate forgiveness.

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Healing The Sisterhood Wound w/The Magdalenes: SoulFullHeart Women’s Group Call Feb 23 w/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I’m already feeling the energy of this in ONE week from today….my monthly women’s group call on February 23rd at 10:00am PDT! There are already some amazing sacred feminine souls signed up to come to this! I hope you can join us for healing the sisterhood wound with the Magdalenes….connecting to each other in circle, feeling and healing the inner sister within us who needs our love. Activating our soul sisterhood bond provides a consistent download stream of support, wisdom, and inspiration as we proceed in our awakenings.

We’ll be connecting to our Magdalene lineage to download this transmission of healing, as I write about here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/you-are-here-to-seed-light…/

Here’s info about it and how to join us for a $15 CAD ($11 USD) donation:

Women may feel a deep longing and familiarity in their soul around the goodness of connecting in bonds with soul and even birth sisters. Even with this longing, there is also the experience of these connections often resulting in competition/envy, not being seen/felt/appreciating and just overall sense of of relational challenge to show up for them.

SoulFullHeart Teacher/ Facilitator/Divine Feminine bridge Jelelle Awen hosts this monthly group for women over Zoom to provide a transmission of codes to assist you in your ongoing process of sacred feminine embodiment. The focus of this group on Sunday, February 23, 2019 at 10:00am PST over Zoom will be on healing the sisterhood wound that lives in our this-life and other lifetime experiences with women.

Jelelle will talk about in the call about how so often what expresses as the shadow in relationships between women is actually the wounded masculine within them, held in masculine parts of them that are protective, defended, and judgemental. These masculine parts have received this templating from the wounded patriarchy of our collective and need our love. Healing our father/mother experience with our inner masculine and feminine parts is an aspect of this process. Also, opening up nurturing bonds with feminine aspects of yourself and with Metasoul sisters (soul aspects from other lifetimes) creates an experience of increasingly fulfilling sisterhood from within that then flows to the outside.

During this call, Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call and with Magdalenes, a sisterhood consciousness lineage with Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Divine Grandmother Anna to help heal the generational sisterhood wound inside and outside. You will also connect with the part of you that has most experienced the sisterhood wound and start to offer her love and light.

You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with Jelelle (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with her about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from her.

This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/6-healing-the-sisterhood-wound-women-s-group-call-jelelle-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the February 23 women’s group and check that your email is current.

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. This is a series that is offered once a month with Jelelle, although you do not need to attend all of them to receive benefits from them.

You can purchase the recording of the other women’s groups and group call transmissions with Raphael and Jelelle here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

You can download Zoom as a free app on your computer, tablet or phone. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/zoominstructions

Jelelle is also available for powerful, personalized 1:1 sessions with her for women for 90 minutes over Zoom. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

“Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women’s Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood – TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording – As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!” Isabela Gasparini, group participant

“I feel so much gratitude and Love. These calls are so healing and revealing so much as is this whole process. So glad I am here. I wanted to express deep appreciation for the shares too”. Deva, Group participant

“Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!” Raianna Shai, Group participant

love,
Jelelle Awen and the Magdalenes!

 

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Going Within To Love More Of Me, To Let In More Love With You

By Deva Yasmin

Being in a sacred union pushes up all that is hidden, that wants to stay safe and protected from Love.

Even though I have desired so badly to experience Love, now that it is here I get the opportunity to see all the defenses and ways I have unconsciously been pushing it away at the same time.

I longed to meet the one who would stay and Be with all of me, not yet realizing the one IS me. And HAS to be me first, to truly let Love in with another.

I see now how past relationships that couldn’t stay and be with all of me were a reflection of my own inability to accept, love and be present to myself.

Since meeting James, I have constantly been gifted the opportunity to see, feel and start to heal all the places that still push love away. As my heart desires to expand to let in all the goodness there is between us, those painful places of rage, anger, grief have been coming up to be vulnerably felt, to soften as they receive compassion allowing them to return to their original love source. Clearing space in my heart to let love flow through again.

I feel how his ability to stay grounded and true to himself as these emotions surface, now reflects my own ability to do the same for myself.

I see now that to have a fulfilling relationship, to open to all the love, goodness and passion we so desire, it is an INside job.

That the goodness can lie dormant under the frozen parts of our hearts and souls, until thawed out by the light of our conscious, loving, curious attention.

It feels like the ability to stay here, for ALL experiences especially the uncomfortable ones is the ground where trust is built. To be able to express ALL parts of myself and feel I am safe and deserve love for ALL of who I am, is giving me the space to heal from the story that I need to be ‘good’ in order to be loved.

Through this process I feel the liberation of our authentic joy, our innocence, our ability to love without conditions because when we feel we are loved in our shadow then we can finally feel safe to express the full spectrum of our light.

When pain arises in a relationship, it feels so engrained in us to overfocus on what needs to change within the relationship. It feels new to make going withIN to feel the frozen, hidden parts of ourselves priority, which organically shifts the ground of our togetherness.

This is what myself and James are constantly realizing since beginning individual sessions with Jelelle and Raphael. That to face the pain within ourselves first, truly transforms our relationship. To go INwards, focusing instead on our own inner relationships with parts of us, gives us a new understanding, empathy and way of BEing, with each other.

That is totally delicious and worth all the ‘effort’ it feels it takes, to align to this new way of REALating….

Much Love,

Deva Yasmin

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Deva Yasmin is a SoulFullHeart facilitant.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.