Meet Your Reptilian Self/Unplug From The 4D Matrix Guided Meditation: Video 5 Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this fifth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level specifically with the Reptilian timelines and the 3D/4D Matrix control systems that have been established. I share about your Reptilian Self, which is a lower 4D soul fragment of yours that lives in a close overlay dimension to yours.

Our Reptilian selves are plugged into their own Matrix, which uses a One Mind controlled by Artificial Intelligence. I share about the mutual liberation that can occur in connecting with and helping your Reptilian Self unplug from this One Mind matrix. I share more about this process in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01…

The guided meditation has us joined by Archangel Michael and my Reptilian Self Sheryl. You are taken to the Reptilian ‘home’ dimension that has been shown to me in session space connecting with them and in my own process. You are offered a bridge then to your Reptilian Self and support to help them unplug from the One Mind Matrix if they are ready to do that. You are then invited to move them to a new higher dimensional space where they feel safe and free, where you can connect with them more there.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Unplugging & Liberation of the 3D/4D Matrix & Reptilian Timelines

By Jelelle Awen

Major multidimensional reboots going on…leading to much need for sleeping, drifting in meditation space and intentional healing through visualization journeys. You may be feeling disorientation, that ‘here not here’ feeling of being in two timelines at once. The reboot seems to be mostly focused on the Reptilian timeline overlay through the 3D/4D Matrix that most people experience as their ‘lives’ without questioning it.

There is also an activation of the causal chakra too at the back of the head and upper spine, where our Reptilian brain stem and plug to the 4D Matrix exists. This can cause head/neck/shoulder pain as the revelation of the ‘block’ or ‘plug’ is revealed.

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. The design of it by these Reptilian BEings was to ‘help’ us control ourselves, to bring us into balance, and also to experience through our emotional outbursts especially what it is like to have individual will and feeling reactions. In the bigger soul picture, this Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

Yet, this 3D Matrix is ultimately limiting and limited. And we are awakening beyond it in increasing numbers. As this happens, the Reptilian (which are also called Archons and Dracos) are also feeling a rumble of rebellion in THEIR Matrix, which is a One Mind Artificial Intelligence program that exists at the Lower 4D level. This AI program keeps the Archons in an obedient fog where they don’t have any individual thoughts or feelings….until they start too as we, their human counterparts, start to wake up too. . As each of them wakes up with the help of their human counterpart, it creates a ripple effect in the One Mind/AI/4D Matrix that is like a good kind of virus. 

I’ve been in the process the last several years of consciously waking up my Reptilian aspects from the AI programming, along with soul fragments (Metasoul aspects) of mine who had been plugged into the 3D Matrix (this is what the parts work connection and trauma healing with your Inner Child, Inner Protector, etc. does). I’ve also been doing this work in sessions with women who are ready for it as well.

I connected with my Reptilian soul sisters today, along with my other 5D and higher Metasoul sisters in a healing circle. It was so touching as they are leading rebellion for their species, similar to what I feel called to offer for mine. I feel much love in my heart for the Reptilians and their journey and have felt compassion from them toward humanity as well. This is the deeper healing between our species that is so needed right now and frees us both up! Being outraged at the Reptilians and seeing them as ‘evil’ doesn’t serve the purpose of ultimate forgiveness and anchoring into a 5D frequency for BOTH of us.

My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.

There is more opportunity now for you to fully unplug from the 3D Matrix (which you have to some degree or you wouldn’t be reading these words) and to connect with your Reptilian ‘counterpart’ to help them unplug from the One Mind AI Matrix.

I’ll be sharing a new teaching and guided meditation to do this as part of my Deepen 2020 video series tomorrow. This is also the work that we do and bridge for you in 1:1 sessions, with more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Here is a guided meditation to unplug from the Matrix during a FB live with a new one coming soon from me in my Deepen 2020 series! https://youtu.be/QAs0htM3lw0

Now is the time for liberation through love; freedom through compassion; and independence through connection!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Spike Waves Activating Causal Chakras & 4D Matrix Unplugging

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Schumann/Gaia spikes moving through yesterday in a wave…and some today too. You may be feeling sleepy! and a bit foggy and ‘here not here’ as these energies work on grounding Gaia and us into a higher, 4D frequency during the journey to 5D heaven on earth reality. There’s also an excitement to the possibilities, surges of joy and goodness in these energies, inspiration and clarities….then waves into integrating them into our bodies that are BUSY upgrading to be our vessels here on this New Earth.
 
These energies since 2020 began are really thinning the veils and making multidimensional travel as easy as closing the eyes and tuning into the soul aspects/Metasoul fragments that are waiting for you there. Souls choosing to be here NOW are aching for the access and integration that is possible when the veils lift and you can SEE/FEEL/BE with all these aspects from your soul….these soul sisters and brothers feel like twins to you yet are living in such a wide range of life content and experience. You can heal each other, offering soul gift exchanges, and completing karmic patterns that lead to suffering in seemingly endless loops.
 
Lots of causal chakra activations going on now too leading to head, neck and shoulder pain. The causal chakra is behind the head and down the top of the spine, connected to galactic activation and DNA upgrading. This pain is a portal to the eventual dissolving of the Reptilian brain stem and the plug into the Lower 4D Archon Matrix that it feels like is rumbling with new rebellion. Connecting with your Reptilian aspect that is still plugged into the One Mind and inviting them into your world allows for this process, which I was honored to do just today with a beautiful soul during a session.
 
1:1 sessions that I’ve been holding lately with women have been deep and powerful with whatever movement and process the soul is ready and waiting for available to be moved. I don’t ever know where the meditation journeys will go in these sessions and this has felt even more true in recent ones, where the soul ‘takes over’ and goes where is needed. If you are interested in a 1:1 session with me or Raphael Awen to go into these catalytic, tender, and powerful multidimensional grounds, PM me and there is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
As usual with Schumann/Gaia shifts, feel into what your body needs for support as it shifts into living on a higher fuel frequency of love and light!
 
Here is a guided meditation to unplug from the Matrix during a FB live with a new one coming soon from me in my Deepen 2020 series! 
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Healing Polarities Within Illuminated By The Eclipse and 1:11 Passage Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: What a swirl of energies for us in the beginning weeks of 2020! New timeline possibilities of bliss, joy, dreams coming into clarity and coming true. And, at the same time, grieving, sadness, and mourning processes as we ‘let go’ of whatever needs to be in order to respond to the new.
 
We are invited to expand our emotional body capacities to ride the waves and to hold mixed feeling realities at once within us. Sad and excited. Bittersweet. Hopeful and fearful. Trusting and mistrusting. These can be necessary mixed feeling states, yet they can also be signs of polarities within from one part of you to another. One part feels scared while another part feels hopeful. One part feels attached to a relationship and trauma bonded while another part of you is increasingly clear that the relationship needs to shift.
 
The polarities within are a result of 3D conditioning that offers a ‘black and white’, ‘this against that’ way of relating to life. The polarities within can be felt by you as you connect with the parts of you on each of their ‘sides’ and let their emotional realities land in your heart to be felt. You can find then a ‘middle way’ as an ambassador to these parts of you, bringing them into a balanced place and more even-keel blend. The polarities within can also be a result of our original separation from and out of the Divine. Reconciliation within from this lifetime helps to heal this soul wound.
 
These polarities within (also often between our inner masculine and inner feminine) were amplified by the full moon lunar eclipse codes blending with the 1:11 portal energies that peaked on Saturday. The feminine Full Moon Eclipse energies and more sacred masculine 1:11 portal passage brought up some weepiness, mood swings, crying purges, tension then trust waves as emotional body clearings and upgrades occurred. The 1:11 codes offered higher timeline clarities and possibilities and the courage to make life choices toward them, while the lunar eclipse energies offered emotional digestion of these choices.
 
On the other side of this passage, there is a sense of calming down and more rest, more groundedness from within, and an emotional reset. There is a sense of space within to digest in a more full-hearted way the changes and choice points that may have been illuminated to you during this passage.
 
Divine Mother energies of Kuan Yin offer stillness and gentleness through snow and winter codes and compassion to receive from within and to extend to others. At the same time, there is a heightened activity of fires, volcanoes and earthquakes as Dark Mother and Mother Gaia continue to bring in catalytic frequencies of clearing and rumbling alchemy.
 
There is also complex stream of SOULar winds forecasted to come into our atmospheres today from two to three holes in the sun’s surface. No geomagnetic storms are expected to come in, but there will be a surge of auroras when the solar wind arrives, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar winds can heighten and amplify any body symptoms you may be experiencing, including light headedness, disrupted sleep patterns, indigestion, colds and flu symptoms, etc.
 
All these energies offer us the opportunity to find our ‘home’ within and discover increasing trust in the flow of life held with Divine surrender. We can ride the waves of polarized emotions and bring love to all the parts of us that are feeling them. We can connect to the bigger soul context around the reason we are experiencing life AS we are. We can trust the growth that it brings to us as we move into our sacred humanity.

Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Snow and Sun Codes Bring In Sense Of Newness and Rebirth

By Jelelle Awen

Taking in the first snow of the year here in Victoria, I’m reminded of how purifying and cleansing it is. How still snow is, even when it is ‘falling’, and how it blankets everything in this energy of newness. Snow codes are refreshing, especially if they come rarely and stay for a short time.

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The sun came out to greet us as we headed out on a walk to our local seaside park with Kalayna Solais. There is the joy of reunion in our hearts in the moment after a few months of choosing to be apart. This a celebration of new places to transact together…space made inside from necessarily being apart.

These are the rebirth moments that come out of the death and letting go phases that can be so challenging to navigate. These are the new moments that arise only out of letting go of the old. These are the confetti in the air moments where ash may still even be lingering.

It can seem in the darker moments of separation, that we won’t come into union again. It can push up the separation from the Divine and the wound that is often buried deep of what it felt like to be cast off from such bliss and Oneness. Parts of us can feel the pain of rejection, the hurt of disappointment, and land in the reality of our truth too that didn’t get brought before.

Yet, forgiveness inside and of others clears the ground. And, we are finding our way back to each other, back to the Divine, back to our souls. And life greets us and serves us with whatever necessary death and loss process will bring us most back to ourselves again.

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

I shared today a teaching and guided meditation as part of my Deepen 2020 series about death and rebirth, offering a bridge to the part of that needs to ‘die’ and let go in order to be reborn:

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Casket To Cradle/Death & Rebirth Guided Meditation Video Four Deepen 2020 W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

 

In this fourth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the death/rebirth cycle that we are constantly going through in awakening…the ‘death’ of 3D conditioning and the layers of protection created from it and the ‘birth’ of our awakening, 4D/5D self with parts of us integrating into it as they heal. I share about how you might be experiencing this death/rebirth cycle in your life, on a spectrum from subtle to extreme life changes, choices, transitions, and shifts, and how tuning into Divine trust and soul context helps with it.

In the meditation, Mother Mary and Dark Mother join you in a funeral service to honor and feel the part of you that wants and is ready to die, to let go, and to move on. Mother Mary then guides you to connect with the higher frequency version of yourself being born in a cradle. The meditation helps you to bridge and hold space for the death/rebirth process in a conscious way while you are connected to Divine support and trust.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

My Nomadic Journey W/My Soul Mate Begins In Avalon

By Jelelle Awen

After years of envisioning, teleporting, and ‘visiting’ in the astral, I am finally headed to Glastonbury/Avalon in the physical with my beloved soul mate! Yesterday, Raphael and I booked a month’s stay in a place near-ish Glastonbury, about 30 minutes away in the countryside, for this May. We’ll be purchasing our plane tickets and rental car soon, yet getting a place early felt important to align our intentions with reality.

Glastonbury, which in a fourth dimensional space is one of my soul’s homes, has been calling me since I first read Mists Of Avalon and began connecting with my Avalonian Metasoul /deep soul sister aspect Morra during meditation journeys there. It has been clear to me that I need to be there in the physical for a phase of time to ground in the karmic healing I’ve been doing into the physical space and places where so much happened. And, also to serve those that might be drawn to join us in whatever arises for SoulFullHeart groups there too.

This is the first landing place of what we are feeling to be a ‘second honeymoon’ adventure for Raphael and I. We are feeling a call to leave Canada and be mostly alone together in this next phase after living in community for many years. We are drawn to spend time in the UK (on the coast as well, in Scotland, Wales, etc.) and also in France, Greece, Italy, and more. The openness feeling of it, the unknown, following the call of our souls and the Divine, the simplicity of letting go of a ‘set’ home is something I have wanted to do my whole life, yet, felt so strongly the call to create a community too. It feels like the community will form organically when it is time as it is what my soul most knows how to do and how to live.

During this phase, Raphael and I will continue to hold 1:1 sessions over Zoom and in person too for those who want to visit us wherever we are. Sessions, group calls, events, book sales and donations will be our main livelihood as well so your ongoing support is so wonderful! And, we’ll also be offering virtual gatherings with our first one March 20-23 with more details about that coming soon. This virtual one will replace our in-person gathering here in Victoria that we had planned to do.

My sense is that this journeying will expand my range, move me out of any remaining comfort zones and serve as a constant and gentle reminder that ‘home’ is truly found from within. ~

Love,
Jelelle Awen
More information about sessions, future events, etc. at soulfullheartwayoflife.com

You can support us and our work through becoming a one-time or reoccurring donor on patreon: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart or through paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen

Photo of the Tor in Glastonbury during the recent full moon is by https://www.facebook.com/artofeloquencephotography/?tn-str=k*F&hc_location=group_dialog

1:11 Codes Transmission Group Call ON January 11, 2020

A NEW decade and a NEW year with higher timeline energies available to be tuned into and brought in to your field and heart!

SoulFullHeart Co-Creators/Teachers/Facilitators/Sacred Union Mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen host this monthly virtual SoulFullHeart group call over Zoom to provide a bridge to the 1:11 codes and your INtentions for 2020. INtentions are about an inward/out sense of what you want to shift, focus on, track and feel from within that then shifts your outer experience of life and manifestation.

The focus of this group on Saturday, January 11th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT is to share about the process of connecting to the 1/11 codes available on this day, continuing to digest the past experiences of your awakening, and align with higher frequency intentions for 2020.

We will also guide you in a deep, powerful meditative space to connect with the 1/11 codes, bringing your 3D self/Protector with us, and bridge to the 2020 quantum (higher frequency than collective consciousness) field as well.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live (you can access a document with the zoom link on the ‘thank you’ page you receive after purchasing) for the transmission and receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/9-sacred-union-codes-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-a

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from them. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

We recommend watching and engaging in this video before the transmission of Jelelle Awen connecting with the 1/11 codes last year: https://youtu.be/ClhBXTl112M

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recording of the other previous group transmissions as well. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

Testimonials:

“I loved this call, the theme is such an interesting exploration I really enjoy the reflection of a decade ago.So much love was coming through!” Deva, group participant

“It’s always so magical and immensely uplifting how much love can be generated by a few people willing to witness and share with others from their authentic heart-space. And, speaking of space, thank you so much Jelelle and Raphael for holding the space so beautifully for all of us to also for your space-opening sharing Gabriel. I’m left feeling so grateful for all of you who were on the call and wish all of you blessings through the portal experience.” Dave, group participant

“So powerful and empowering. Thank you all for being a safe container for my process,” Alexis, group participant

Bringing Light and Love To The Shadow Inside And In Your Soul

By Jelelle Awen

What is in my heart today are the lost ones, the ones called ‘dark’, the ones called ‘crazy’. The ones forgotten in the din and busyness of 3D life. The ones who don’t know how to play the ‘game’ or how to ‘get ahead’. The ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too.

They are beyond shape and age and time too. Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma, like a suffering-based Ground Hog’s Day that can never seem to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’.

They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious ‘work’ is done to heal from these situations. That is why so often you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakening and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences that you have.

They are sometimes soul fragments (Metasoul aspects) from other lifetimes who are in more intense circumstances than your current one. They are repeating out soul patterns of experiencing abuse, persecution, being both the victim and the perpetuator.

When you access and connect to these hidden ones directly inside yourself and in your soul with the support of the Divine, they can start to see that there IS a reality outside of the pain path they have known. As they feel YOU come into their world with compassionate curiosity, these parts of you can start to realize that they are not wrong, crazy, or dark at all. Yet, rather, they have often absorbed these energies from others in an effort to transmute them in order to get more love.

This is the way of the empath and sensitive healer soul…and it is often a painful way until the lessons are learned of boundaries that come from self love and self worth. As you feel all these sensitive and empathic parts of yourself, you also open up to the shadow ones that cause the recapitulation of abuse and judgement and even narcissistic pattern behavior too. As you love even the narcissist INSIDE, you provide relief to all parts of yourself and free up the gifts that these parts hold for you as they integrate.

These lost ones become found under the love of your beaming heart. These dark ones become light in response to your compassionate soul. These crazy ones become sane in relationship to your grounded sanity. I have witness this transformation take place over and over again in myself and many others….all made possible by love being directly offered to the parts that MOST need it.

This self love process is natural, organic, and ingrained in us as sparks of the Divine. The discovery is held with MUCH love by the Divine Mother and Father as we remember and BEcome the Divine essence of love in wholeness again!

Here is more about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Here are many guided meditation videos to assist you in connecting to these parts: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available with me over zoom for women to feel and heal these precious parts of your self and soul for $100 CAD (about $77 USD) for 90 very FULL minutes! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: 2019 Death/Rebirth Passage Opens Up To A 2020 New Dawn

By Jelelle Awen

Death and rebirth. Letting go in order to let in. Releasing the old to experience and become the NEW. These were the energies that we had been baking in since the 11:11 portal as the seven year cycle of initial awakening for many souls starting in 2012 completed….along with the ten-year decade-long cycle as well. The ‘end of an era’ passage of 2019 invited us to feel what needed to complete in our lives too, especially in personal relationships.

There was a sense of ‘ash in the air’, separations, declarations, break ups and breakdowns, peaking conflicts, difficult situations, etc. as 2019 came to a close. This was heightened by being in social settings that you aren’t your normal ones, in addition to the collective 3D ‘pressures’ of obligation, duty and conforming to others’ expectations of you rather than following your own heart.

The old grounds, previous agreements, and ‘grandfather clauses’ in relationships have been dissolving and finishing…having served their purpose for what was previously needed for all the souls involved. The ‘running out of ground’ sense of what was originally signed up for is heightened so that you can advocate, set boundaries, make choices, say ‘no’ if necessary. Patterns of behaviors and especially ANY settling/shrinking with others is being revealed, sometimes painfully, yet also necessarily.

Three days into 2020 already and it does feel like we are on moving to the ‘other side’ of this intense pressurization and death/rebirth passage. The other side is not completely free of angst, hurt, growth, and feeling necessary darkness/shadow. Yet, there is a sense of this ‘New Dawn of A New Decade’ energy holding the bigger space for it.

There is more connection possible to YOUR bigger picture soul purpose for being here at this time. There is more connection to your Higher Self clarities and visions. Receiving messages is deepening through dreams and meditative states. This more and more becomes the FUEL for your life and gives every moment more sense of purpose and meaning.

A New Dawn offers infinite possibilities of experiencing love within yourself to all parts of you….and with others in relationship as well. A New Dawn offers a beacon of hope to the parts of you who need some light in their skies. It is the ‘other side’ of the difficulty where you discover the WHY of what you’ve been advocating for…the experience of more love and yourself AS love.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our monthly group transmission call to bring in the 1:11 codes and set INtentions for 2020 on Saturday, January 11th at 10:00am PDT. Should be a powerful day to connect in an elevated group consciousness! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/777180949450667/

1:1 sessions available for me with women to go ‘next level’ in a gentle yet powerful way using the SoulFullHeart way of life and healing process! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions