Sacred Feminine 2023 Upgrades Women’s Group Call on 1/22 w/Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana

This Sunday we enter into the next ‘womb room’ call to open up to and digest the sacred feminine upgrades/activations and processes occurring now! More info below and at the event link to join us by donation.

2023 is a powerful ‘7’ year of enlightenment and activation codes inviting a major timeline jump for those awakening women who are ready for it. The upgrades for 2023 invite the feminine to reclaim her power, her voice and truth, her soul gift expression, her womb, her sisterhood bonds, her safety to be vulnerable, her creatix frequencies, her sacred sexuality, her vital body, her relationship with her masculine counterpart, and more!

A reconciliation of the false feminine shadow (what we call the Ursula energy/matrix hijack) is an ongoing process of revealing to heal and unplugging/deprogramming, which gets a boost in 2023 as collective disclosure continues to unfold. This shadow feminine energy is being upgraded to receive the light of love from and with the Divine Mother, releasing her power and alchemy.

A major reset in the patriarchal structure for the masculine is opening up more space for the sacred feminine to heal the experience of the wounded masculine in this life and other lifetimes. And also to heal her wounded masculine aspects within, opening up catalytic and magical inner sacred union grounds that reconcile the charged polarities of feminine and masculine. This allows a drawing of her sacred masculine mate/counterpart if she has signed up for that this life.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, January 22nd at 5:00/17:00pm WET (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, SoulFullHeart Sacred Feminine Teachers and Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will explore how to make room for these upgrades to come into your heart/soul/body fields through our SoulFullHeart process. We will share more about how we are personally experiencing these upgrades, how we are receiving them, and what we are noticing in sessions with women as well.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with the part/soul aspect of you who is in need of receiving these 2023 upgrades. We will invite this aspect/part to join us in Mother’s Garden, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred feminine healing, where Divine Mother and other guides such as Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging her from the false matrix. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode individually and together as women.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to any woman over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into the sacred feminine womb! More info about offering a donation at the link below and soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

2023 Energies Timeline Jumps and Bumps (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on January 5th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about about the 2023 energies coming in already, the timeline jump into the New, and how you may be experiencing these energies, what they are preparing you for, the bumps that come with the jumps, etc. We share in this livestream what we are digesting individually, within our relationship and as a community as this ‘year’ begins and how our SoulFullHeart process can bridge to and expand these energies.

We offer navigation with Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes/timelines in a ‘hosted’ and conscious way that allows for soul gift exchange, karmic healing, and completion of soul patterns.

We recommend this guided meditation to access a Metasoul timeline/aspect with your Gatekeeper: https://youtu.be/DLGQEBNA0UI

Information about upcoming group call events is at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EST, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching and personal sharings. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and group call events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

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“An Empty Vessel Cannot Give Love”: Quotes From Free To Be 5D Book (Available as Free PDF through 12/31)

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you to everyone who has asked for a free PDF of my book Free To Be 5D:Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out since we began offering it on the 22nd! The sweetest and most touching messages of appreciation for what we offer with SoulFullHeart and for this book gift have come through and that has been so worth it for me, a valuable exchange in the reflection! Many of you commented that the book is coming to you at the perfect timing for your awakening journey and that seems to support the guidance I received to offer it now, esp during this end of year completion and new year calibration.

We are offering the PDF through December 31st, so if you would like to receive it just provide your email to us via soulfullhearts@gmail.com or our website contact page soulfullheart.org/contact or via the blog and we will send you the attachment.

Here are some passages from the book that came up randomly:

12/29 – Today’s random pull quote from my book Free To Be 5D explores the false light matrix projected from the lower 4D. There is much to explore and unplug as your veil of amnesia lifts and you connect to your Gatekeeper and heal the polarities from many lifetimes of fighting, battling, being a warrior.

“You remember your soul’s wisdoms and gifts as you download directly with it through connection with your Gatekeeper aspect allowing your veil of amnesia to gradually lift.

What has previously been a mystery becomes clear again.

What has previously been in shadow comes into the light.

What has been subconscious or unconscious becomes conscious.

Both traumas and gifts that your Metasoul has experienced become accessible and available for healing.

Some of what is presented as ‘mystery school teachings’ these days here on Gaia is still filtering through an outdated model of spiritual teaching anchored to many fear-based timelines and to the 4D Matrix. The 4D Matrix is still running on the fumes of more polarized energies of ‘good versus evil’. It can project an energy of ‘false light’ from it, in which the messages sound loving and have the right words, yet the energy behind them doesn’t match the sentiments.

There is the sense in the 4D Matrix that there is something to battle and to protect yourself from. Spiritual warfare realities are programs from the 4D Matrix, the sense of battling the dark on behalf of the light or being any kind of warrior for the light.”

~

12/28 –

Daily random text quote from my book Free To Be 5D from Yeshua, a beloved ascended guide/soul family teacher advocating for FEELING it all so that you can give from an overflowing heart and soul.

As I share about in the book, his energy transcends religions, belief systems, and shadow projections. This is the energy of Golden Earth, New Earth, and what we are moving collectively into as we ascend into higher dimensions of consciousness where we experience more sense of Oneness, peace, self-love, and reverance for all life.

“An empty vessel cannot give love.

Heal your heart and its pain by feeling them.

Heal your soul and its painful legacy by feeling them.

Purify through your tears and your openness to feel it all.

Then, as you are this, will you be able to transact real love, heart open human frequencies with others who are in the same process.

You will be able to let in Universal love frequencies that light up your Infinite Love essence,

and you will be able to give with a healthy heart and soul. ~

love,

Yeshua Christ

~

12/27-

“These (parts of you) are the ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too.

They are beyond shape, age, and time too. Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious work is done to heal from these situations. That is why so often you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakenings and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences you have.

These parts of the 3D Self are the ones that seem to hold the multi-layered and often multi-faceted experience of being wounded in 3D life experience. Some of these parts are more expressive aspects of the personality of your 3D Self. Some of these parts are more buried and suppressed; these parts are put away in the psyche and subconscious until connected with in a conscious way. All of these parts have traumatic scenes and events that were pivotal points for them in which digestion of the traumas and transmutation of these experiences from fear back into love was not possible at that moment.”

More about the Free To Be 5D, an excerpt, and links to purchase as audio, ebook and print editions at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5d

2022 Year End Digestions & Completions (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on December 28th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about about 2022 year end completion and digestion.

We talked in this livestream about the importance of emotional digestion of your experiences and inner journeys during 2022, especially with parts of yourself and soul aspects. We also advocated for connecting with the Divine around the bigger purpose reason for what you were given in the last year, bringing in a deeper surrender for the experience. We talked about our experiences of this in sacred union together and personally as well during 2022.

From 12/22-12/31, we are offering as a gift a free PDF of Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D. You can share your email via soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will send the PDF attachment to you. Or you can use the contact form at https://www.soulfullheart.org/contact. We won’t use your email for any spam or other promotional purposes.

Information about upcoming group call events is at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EST, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching and personal sharings. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and group call events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Free To Be 5D PDF Giveaway Through 12/31

I was guided to offer a special gift through December 31st…..a free PDF of my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension Inside Out.

This book was inspired and shaped by my own personal awakening journey, my deep desire and calling to serve others, the many brave souls that I was blessed to serve in sessions and in groups; by many both sweet and challenging years of deep sacred union relationship with Raphael; and by living in soul family community.

I hope Free To Be 5D offers you a deeper invitation, insight, and guidance into the magical terrain of exploring your heart through parts/subpersonality/3D/4D/5D self connection and soul aspect connection/integration. This book is also available in audio (14+ hours transmission in my voice), print and ebook editions with links to purchase and my other books too at soulfullheart.org/books. There is more info about the book and an excerpt here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe5d

You can share your email via soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will send the PDF attachment to you. Or you can use the contact form at soulfullheart.org/contact. We won’t use your email for any spam or other promotional purposes.

It feels like this new year of 2023 is inviting us all into new places of Divine embodiment through the healing/transmutation of our human experience in this life and other lifetimes and I feel like this book offers a bridge to those terrains. May this year ahead be truly about going within to face and to feel; to embrace and to love ALL that needs our attention.


Here is a video were Raphael and I share about this giveaway and the book:

Blessings and love to you during this sacred season,

Jelelle Awen

Solstice Energies Update (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on December 22nd, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about about the solstice energies of reset, reflection, going inward, unification and the 12:1212:22 passage that we have been going through collectively and individually. We talked in this livestream about what we are noticing as a masculine reset and feminine response to this reset going on during this time.

We talk about our experiences of this in sacred union together and personally as well and how our SoulFullHeart healing process responds to this. We also share about the holiday season overall and the often intense programming to do, be frenetic, be social, etc.

Jelelle shares more about the masculine reset going on during this solstice here; https://www.soulfullheart.org/post/so…

From 12/22-12/31, we are offering as a gift a free PDF of Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D. Send us your email at soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will send it it you.

Information about upcoming group calls is at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching and personal sharings. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and group call events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Solstice Passage Offering Divine Reset For The Masculine

By Jelelle Awen

Moving into the solstice passage…shortest days of the year or longest depending on hemisphere. It’s like every moment is stretched out, one way or other. And, the quiet is inviting you inward mostly…to sort, to reconcile, to reflect, to come to terms in your own way with the now and the last year and the new year coming up. Just a lot of tiredness and need for rest right now too!

I’ve been sharing about a masculine reset going on during this passage of 12:12 through 12:22. These ten days have brought us through the powerful unity code activations of 12:12 into an inner masculine (and outer) reset and feminine response to that reset.

The masculine reset has to do with the masculine truly turning to the Divine as the source of surrender, sense of worth and adequacy, dropping need to prove or achieve, and receiving Divine love into his deepest essence AS a reflection of essence. The Divine Feminine/Mother is especially inviting him to drop into the lap of Her love and Her grace directly.

I’m seeing in sessions and in my own relationship how the masculine is ready for this transition to let go of the false gods that have been programmed/conditioned in 3D, the wounded mother/son/daughter relationship and in the False Light Matrix, ready to let go of looking outward or even ego hijacks to try to become a God and then abuse, control others from this place. Ready to not be distracted by the doing of things that aren’t meaningful and align all his purpose and energy and alchemy to becoming the very embodiment of sacred masculine meaning and soul purpose alignment.

And, the feminine invited to be in response to him in all this shift. In response means letting go of control and also of being the ‘stand in’ or proxy or template for the Divine. There can be soul contracts/agreements around this to dissolve, especially in soul mate bonds and even within your own soul. The feminine bridges to the spiritual, brings spirit to the ‘matter of Masculine’. Yet, also, she needs to know when to allow the masculine to come into his own Divine union and when she herself needs this shift to happen.

This dynamic shift is happening inward, within our sacred unions between our inner masculine and inner feminine, and also in relationships. The masculine needs to upgrade to embody more spirit for the relationship to come into balance as the anchor to matter shifts from 3D to 4D to 5D. Matter is becoming less dense as Ascension goes on, as even we as a collective have been shifted out of the 3D ‘mainstream reality’ into the sorting out grounds of lower 4D since the C narrative began two years ago.

The masculine can get fixated on the past and what he could have fixed or how he failed. He is being invited to reconcile that past, feel the parts of him that need Divine love, and offer them to come into the present now where forgiveness is always readily available. In his need to be needed, he can loop in not being good enough for too long.

The recent solar flare activity contains sparks from the Divine for the masculine to receive. Ultraviolet codes from the Great Cosmic Sun source. And Yeshua/Christ is available now as an ascended teacher, dso readily now with these thin veils of solstice/christ-mas energies. Dialogues and channeling with him for the masculine provides a template of a sacred masculine who honors/supports the feminine while also having his own embodiment of Divine energies.

Solstice invites more balance of these masculine/feminine energies within us and in relationship. Here is a guided meditation to connect to your inner sacred union: https://youtu.be/YVgEANrF6J4

We are going now as a community into a two day group healing space together to also connect to the Solstice energies. Raphael and I are going to offer our weekly livestream here on FB on Thursday, December 22nd at 5:00pm GMT, instead of Wednesday this week. We’ll talk about the solstice energies and what we are noticing about them.

Love to you during this rebalancing and reset time,

Jelelle Awen

Info about free intros/1:1 sessions, group call events, blog/books at soulfullheart.org

A Message To Gatekeepers: Unification/Forgiveness/Reconciliation/Light Codes And Yeshua/Magdalene/Christ Consciousness Available Right Now To Tap Into And Download

By Bey Magdalene

In my last session with Jelelle we met my actual/new Gatekeeper as she wanted to bridge me to my higher dimensional Gatekeeper for support. Who came forward was an energy that in the course of the session would call himself ‘Sampson’. We found him in a scene very similar to the Matrix movie. He was staring at thousands upon thousands of those pods from the movie, all representing an incarnation into a Matrix timeline in my soul. I could see many of them actually awakening from their slumber, sitting up and becoming aware of themselves, unplugging and rinsing off the Matrix waters. My soul awakening. 

He was watching those pods and seeing and feeling all the pain, trauma and victimization all of these metasoul aspects of mine were experiencing. It was as if he was experiencing those timelines himself, through my soul aspects, just by witnessing them. He was caught in a sticky web and couldn’t see anything else. 

Jelelle asked him to take a step back and to try and project this experience onto a screen, so he could start to differentiate from them and breathe. He projected those timelines onto a screen and there were many others, showing all the traumatizing Matrix timelines. It looked like a control center with all those monitors. That gave him some distance to these experiences and he could start to differentiate from them and not feel as if they were happening to him. 

Jelelle was inviting him to turn to nature to further help him unplug from his fusion to those matrix timelines. He was dialing in a big tree with a very thick trunk with deep roots and a sizable, overarching canopy. He touched the textured bark and started to rest by the tree. Then, magically, little light sparkles came through the tree that felt like Divine inspiration coming through. He started feeling and becoming lighter and started feeling hope. Tears could stream as well through Divine love and support.

That was pretty much all he could let in at that time and then he needed to go rest and retreat again. 

I have been connecting with him since and I could feel that it was him who had already unplugged so much in my process over the past few months, plug after plug. I started to get answers to questions I’ve been having about this life.  

I’ve had many deep tears with him since, sometimes he would cry for an hour straight, when I would feel with him the Love and loyalty he has for me and my soul and how he has tried to protect me this life through some really thick veils of keeping me naive/uninformed about core issues in this world or by suppressing my awakening that tried to happen ten years ago already and still has been controlling/capping it to this day. 

There has also been a lot of shame and guilt in him and unworth too, about not being able to really do anything for me or protect my metasoul aspects from trauma.  

Initially, he would show up like light shaped in human form and he was a bit elusive. He felt he didn’t deserve a face or shape because he couldn’t protect my soul, he couldn’t help my other expressions/incarnations in other lifetimes.  

A couple of days ago then he actually took a form and represented himself as a (Roman) warrior with helmet, shield and sword. His protection had become overprotective I could feel and he could feel that too and he started to loosen his grip around it, as he started recognizing my bigness and the power of my heart and of feeling. 

Since I started awakening on a deeper level to how our world is set up and works since the beginning of this ‘pandemic’, I have felt very drawn to the mind control aspect of it all and particularly the trauma based programming that celebrities receive in order to have them fall in line with the elite agenda, whose darkest expressions include satanic rituals. After having needed a break from taking in anything related to that kind of thing and generally alternative/actual news/facts on world/current or historical events, my interest in them has been sparked again since meeting Sampson. 

I have started to take in some comprehensive articles again that are very well researched and explain in detail about all the Cabal structures, events and expressions in the entertainment industrial complex (a good site for this is The Vigilant Citizen, if you are curious yourself). I have been particularly drawn to the MK Ultra programming in the music industry and even more specifically the Beta/Sex Kitten programming that creates sex slaves for the elite. 

Two nights ago, something peaked for me in that area and I could feel that my heightened interest in this topic was actually what we call in SoulFullHeart a ‘bleed-through’… I could feel a Satanic timeline coming through. It felt like a portal was opened through taking in these articles and I could see and feel the female human sacrifice on the altar and a ceremony master whose incantations of certain words opened up a portal to the underbelly of humanity and invoked very dark spirits. I could feel that Sampson was living there too, with my metasoul aspect, trying to help her by being there as a support/to witness, and because he’s loyal and just sucked into the trauma too. 

I was realizing afterwards that this timeline/portal had already bled through in the past for me. It was about 2.5 years ago and I remember feeling completely fused to that bleed through and being terrified to death. Back then, I was living a very nomadic lifestyle, moving from workaway to workaway (a type of work exchange for food and shelter) and my Gatekeeper was drawing quite some intense drama/trauma as well, to get my attention and look on the inside where that trauma lived. My inner and outer circumstances were not providing a save space to explore this timeline in. Now, I am settling deeper into my own little 1-bedroom-apartment/sanctuary here in Central Portugal, I am in a much more loving place on the inside, having felt and moved so many parts of myself from hell to heaven, and I’m surrounded by community who can support me in my inner explorations.

Yesterday was a very powerful Yeshua/Christ Consciousness portal day and the codes were streaming in undeniably. In my check-in with him yesterday morning, I didn’t feel that it was timely to go into this timeline because he felt very beat and in despair. That is also the kind of timeline I’d want support with, so it would be perfect for session or group setting. Instead, I felt to bridge him to some Divine love and support, like I have tried in many of my connections with him, but he hadn’t been ready for it thus far. I needed to feel more of his pain with him first.  

Yesterday morning, I needed to feel with him first that trauma, the matrix and even Satan is more real to him than God. It is really interesting, I have to say at this point, that the fear of feeling something is always, always more disempowering and rendering our parts and aspects impotent than actually feeling the feeling. As soon as I felt that feeling with him, it dissipated and the hopelessness and despair that accompanied that notion, too. 

I saw a staircase made from light that was leading up to the Divine/to a higher dimension and it felt like an invitation for Sampson to move into his higher timeline and into Divine support. I could feel his reticence and him not wanting to abandon my soul and leave my soul aspects alone in their trauma.  

Then I felt next to me very clearly Yeshua and that he wanted to talk with Sampson. So I took a moment to feel into him and his message more as I really wanted to help Sampson and myself too and end this cycle of suffering inside of myself. 

When I tuned into him, he had this to offer to my Gatekeeper: ‘I feel your precious loyalty towards Bey and her soul. Thank you so much for all your love and protection for her! But you actually don’t have to hold the soul anymore, you can‘t even, really, especially if you are in so much despair over it. You have been fused to Bey’s Matrix incarnations, living them yourself, feeling they are you. That way, you haven’t been able to see Bey’s soul bigness and trust and lean into that. You are in a trauma bond with Bey‘s soul… Is that fair to say?’ 

He came through very clearly, directly and very embodied too, which was a first for me. When I took a step back and was trying to feel Sampson and how he was taking in what Yeshua was offering, I could feel him a bit confused and disoriented. He didn‘t quite know who was talking. He asked: ‘Is that you, God?’ It took a little while for him but eventually he could let the Divine in the form of Yeshua in and had tears. His tears are just so precious! He responded: ‘Yes, that’s fair to say’… Yeshua reached his hand out to him and invited him to come with him up the stairs to anchor in a higher dimension, to rest, recover and receive support and Love from the Divine. I saw the shackles around his ankles that have tied him to the Matrix opening through the light. 

Before stepping on the stairs, he looked back at me and started to cry again because he didn’t want to leave me and my soul alone. But I actually need him to go with Yeshua now, I need him to leave my body and my field as I want and need to feel myself more and become more solid in myself.  

My guides can also offer him many other things and give him the kind of support that I as a human can’t give him. There’s only so much that I can feel with him and my human heart can support him in but eventually there comes a time where he has to go off and get Divine support, support from my soul and the soul family monad.  

Gatekeepers as disincarnate beings are also not made for the human realm. It is not their environment, their natural habitat if you will, they are not relational like humans either and they just have different needs than we do. So this dimension does not suit them. They do belong to a different one, they have just forgotten. They can still come back and be the Divine muse for their humans and be in a collaborative relationship with them. So, if they decide to differentiate from their human, they won’t ‘lose’ the connection to them. On the contrary, they will have a much more nourishing one with them, or even have one to begin with. 

After reading Raphael’s Golden Nugget from yesterday (77 words of Raphael wisdom every day, here is the link to the one I‘m referring to), I am realizing that Sampson has been able to come up and out because my light as Bey has been shining onto my shadow where he had been hiding. He couldn’t come out with Bianca as he was way too fused to her and thinking he WAS her, living life AS her. 

I feel I am telling you all this and letting you in on my very intimate connection and relationship with my Gatekeeper because I feel there are SO many gatekeepers out there who are in the same position as mine had been. They are living in this dark, parallel world, that is eerie and is only made up of trauma. That world is not connected to your heart, your love and the support that you have access to. In that world, they only see a repetition of yet another lifetime in the Matrix that is the same as all the other traumatic ones and they can’t actually see that you are making different choices this life and that there’s support available this life that hasn’t been there before. 

I want to reach out to them and leave a seed of hope for them and to let them know: I see you and I feel you. And whenever you are ready to let your human go deeper with us, there is support here waiting for you. 

The place they are in is like an echo chamber of trauma and programmed consciousnesses and reactions. It’s like they have Soul PTSD. For me, it has expressed this life as being easily spooked and having deeply visceral body reactions to any situation that scared me easily. I have also been expecting punishment/persecution every corner I turned or with every e-mail I received or from certain people or in my jobs. I‘m also feeling that a LOT of body issues, especially chronic migraines for me since I was a pre-teen, has been connected to him. There has been a combination reaction going on with my Solar Plexus churning and simultaneously my Third Eye which gave me migraines. 

Their world/echo chamber also projects out into this life and filters every situation, relationship, anything really, through that PTSD filter and skews and colours your experience of life and others this way. 

Gatekeepers are also quite loyal to the matrix pain as oftentimes it is the only home they have known, for eons! So that way, it actually needs some negotiation with them to let go of pain home and experience something else. There is tears for them and deep mourning of letting go the Matrix home and they have to be ready for that. Not many Gatekeepers have done that before either! So that‘s also about creating a new template and anchor it in the grids for others to tap into and follow. 

It is also fascinating how one aspect of you (or you yourself) can be so connected to the Divine, yet another is seemingly cut off from this connection, even though that aspect, you and the Divine can be in the same room together. It just needs a little bridging from you to the Divine for that aspect and it needs your trust in your own heart and conviction of your worth and that you are worthy to connect with the Divine and that Divine connection is readily available, if we really want it. It is about trusting your ability and gift of connecting to the Divine. 

It really comes down to the Gatekeeper’s own pacing around awakening as they can be an aspect that is actually quite programmed themselves. This life, my GK was definitely plugged into the social justice warrior consciousness for a short yet intense time. I can feel him needing to recover from that and from the last few years of intense workaway experiences too, that really were all a from of False Light. But that is fodder for a whole other post! 

So, sometimes, it is just holding this energy, connecting with it intentionally and then hanging out until they let you in. Before they show themselves, they can put you through a few tests though, sometimes for years even, so they can be sure you can handle what they need you to feel with them and that you have the support this life as well, inside and out, to respond to their pain. 

Through my connection with Sampson and many other Gatekeepers over the years, they have a special place in my heart and I have so much love for them all. They are such courageous energies/beings and have seen, felt and held so much. They have seen the darkest expressions of humanity and other races. When I feel Sampson, I get teary because I love him so much and I’m so glad he finally decided to trust me, after all the testing he put me through, and the community too, to trust the community and to show himself. I’m SO glad he was feeling to put an end to being in this matrix vortex that kept him sucked in trauma and that he started to let in the possibility of something else for him. A new experience. A union and collaboration with me and with the Divine. A re-membering of his Divine essence and connection. After all, Gatekeepers are the aspects of our soul that are Divine Muses ❤️ 

Love to You and your Gatekeeper! 

Bey Magdalene

https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions 

*** Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Apprentice Facilitator and Community Member. She offers sessions in German and English. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.

Moving From Illness To Wellness, Detox & Activations (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on December 14th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about from moving from illness to wellness and the detox/activation process going on from 3D carbon-based body to light body. We share about our personal experiences of this process, the multilayered causes/sources of illness/injury/disease and the self loving responses to it as well. We talk about how many awakening souls seem to be going through an experience of body illness, injury, and disease during this phase of Ascension, especially during this end of year 2022 winter season.

Anything manifesting in the body offers a portal of discovery with usually mulit-layered and multidimensional causes and sources…and also with a variety of soul guided and self loving responses offered through diet shifts, fasting, energy healing, emotional/karmic trauma clearing, sound healing and more.

Here is a light body activation guided meditation: https://youtu.be/G5-woY8Xpcg

Information about upcoming group calls is at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and group call events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

1:1 Emotional/Spiritual/Physical Soul Initiation Sessions Available

By Jelelle Awen

Sharing this for those who may feel called to receive support during ongoingly deep dives into our shadow and our light that we are being invited into during this reconciliation phase of Ascension. These 1:1 sessions are most like initiations, in which your soul and Divine Self and Gatekeeper lead the way into connection with whatever needs your attention in your emotional body, physical body, and soul field.

As SoulFullHeart facilitators, we are witnessing, feeling, experiencing the journey along with you in all the ways that matter most and lead to deep healing. Our own processes to feel and connect to parts of us and soul aspects for many years and within community has opened up a compassionate, Divinely supported and relational space within that parts of you can then lean into, receive a template from and feel validated/seen/heard/felt on deep levels. Usually at levels not experienced before.

Yet, this is YOUR journey of opening out the next places of soul awareness, feeling spaces within during sessions….as the trauma is felt and clears, as the soul patterns complete, as the false layers are shed, as unplugging from the False God/False Light/3D Matrix occurs. This is led by YOU!

It is truly magical, surprising, touching and inspiring as a facilitator of this process for many years now to experience what comes through someone when given the space and support to unfold!

We offer a free 30-45 minute intro call over zoom with whichever facilitator you are drawn to connect with and this intro allows for a necessary calibration to our energy. Bey, Kasha and I meet with women and Raphael and Gabriel with men. A 90 minute session over zoom or here in person in Central Portugal ranges in energy exchange cost from 55 USD/Euros to 100 USD/euros depending on which of us you are meeting with (based on experience level).

I am so grateful and proud of each SoulFullHeart Facilitator, as they are not employees or just received a one time certification from us…yet are all beloved soul family members who have lived in community/proximity to Raphael Awen and I and to each other for many years, receiving the real life initiations that the bliss mess of relationship in an intentional soul family community dedicated to a common soul purpose brings forward.

If you’ve been following our posts, videos and writings for awhile then now may be the time to go deeper and see where that resonance can take you…….it could be a TRULY self loving Christmas gift for yourself!

This portal of 12:12 leading into the New Year is a powerful time for soul family connection, even as it supports the inward reflection. A time of connecting to what has been let go, the void left behind, and what is the next/new.

More about sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions

You can also experience our energy as a community during a group call over zoom, more info about our next one on Sunday at 12:12 Christ Magdalene Portal Guided Meditation Group Call

Love,

Jelelle Awen