Equinox Codes: These Moments Of Enlightening Mind, Enlovening Heart & Awakening Soul

By Jelelle Awen

Blessings to you during this Equinox portal! Solar winds are coming in, higher energies that are offering more coming into balance as what is off balance is seen, felt, and healed. Embodying your higher timeline is the experience of balance on the inside & out as you experience more and more moments AS these higher energies.

In these awakening moments, your heart opens and whatever IS in that moment…it IS enough. More than enough. It is overwhelming actually, when its true essence is seen and felt by your heart. The love already in your life through what your soul has so bravely chosen is overwhelming when let in more deeply.

You could spend the rest of this life letting in more deeply what you already have and already ARE in your Divine essence and still have more to let in.

In these moments, the filter raises and the essence of everything arises and dissipates. It is no longer whatever ‘name’ and ‘label’ it has been given, yet, rather magic in the form of energy.

Nothing is ordinary or flat or common. Nothing is solid and static. It is all alive, pulsating, and constantly shifting. It is not actually the fear and dense energies to which it might temporarily cling, but always sourced in and returning to love.

In these moments, the identities lift and the names, occupations, stories dissolve too. You are free then to BE beyond the labels, judgements, and boxes of five sense reality filtering. You have shed the false skins of your 3D conditioning. In these moments, you are bare flesh experiencing bare reality.

These moments of enlightening mind, enlovening heart, and awakening soul are the reason for your incarnation here during this era of great Ascension.

These moments are a motivation and reminder of WHY you go into your own shadows to reveal the gifts they hide; why you go through death and rebirth and letting go of what no longer serves your expression as love.

Your enlightening mind is expanding beyond all it has been taught, conditioned in, and learned. You are seeking out resources to continue the re-education, the remembering of soul knowledge that goes much beyond the logical and rational boxes you may have previously felt trapped in.

Your enlovening heart is opening beyond the barriers and protections that it has needed in order to be around other defended hearts. You are increasingly choosing intimacy….with yourself, with others in relationships that allow an open hearted love flow based on compassion, respect….bonding but not binding, freedom.

Your awakening soul is spreading its angelic wings, unfurling beyond the limits of 3D reality. You are remembering you have stardust in your DNA and angels as ancestors and aspects too.

Your multidimensional soul can live in your highest timeline even as it is fully present to your now.

These moments provide the juice and motivation to keep going, keep awakening, keep opening, and keep feeling. As you align your life more and more to your Divine service of love purpose here, so you experience these moments more and more AS your life and yourself as the Infinite Love in human form that you ARE.
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This writing was inspired by re-reading my book, Keep Waking Up! to see if I might want to make it into an audio book. It is about awakening journeys I experienced (kundalini, non-dual, Archon/Matrix reality, star BEings, travels to Avalon and Golden Earth/New Earth/5D, etc.) during an intense initiatory phase in 2015 while living on a remote, off-grid ranch in Mexico. I am reminded reading it how these experiences greatly inspired me and form a basis for all of my current writings and teachings.

You can get links to purchase Keep Waking Up! in print/ebook/PDF versions and my other books, including the most recent one Free To Be 5D which is also available as an audio book on audible in addition to other forms, at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love to your enlightening mind, your enlovening heart and your awakening soul from mine!

Jelelle Awen

Equinox Codes: Moving Out Of Seeking and Into Allowing

Equinox Codes:

I do not seek for joy,

Joy arises naturally

As we no longer resist

feeling the sadness.

I do not seek for bliss,

Bliss comes organically

As we embrace the mess

Within ourselves.

I do not seek for light,

Light shines brightly

As we use it to illuminate

The shadows within.

I do not seek the Divine,

Divine reunion claims us

As we hold space for

The pain of separation

I do not seek for love,

Love comes to and through

As we remember & embrace

All parts of who we ARE.

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Here’s to less seeking and more becoming, accepting and allowing,

Jelelle Awen with Divine Mother

Info about free intros/1:1 sessions, group call and in-person events, books/writings, our online community portal at soulfullheart.org.

Pic was taken by Raphael in the Algarve, Portugal at Rabbit Beach at sunrise magic time in which so many codes were coming in just inviting receiving, being and feeling ❤️#raphaelsphotonics

Humanity Is Moving Out Of A Dark Passage Into The Light: Message From A Mantid Star Being

By Jelelle Awen

This amazing praying mantis insect came into my field twice in the last couple of weeks…the first time landing on me in bed, startling both me and my cat Ravyn as she was laying on me at the time. I was able to move him (feels like a male) outside safely by scooping him onto a plate and he even grasped onto the pen that I held in front of him to support his balance. I felt the goodness of his contact and then sort of forgot about it.

He then reappeared a couple days ago, dropping suddenly onto our patio and, once again, getting Ravyn’s attention. Luckily, she is very in tune with me so once I energized that he is a friend, she left him alone. I moved him once again to a nearby old pear tree in our yard and was able to take more pics and a video from there. I took in how still he was, how careful and graceful in every motion.

Then, this morning I connected to my Mantid aspects/soul family in meditation as it felt so much like his appearance in the physical was a bridge to them. I haven’t connected to Mantid energy since we lived in Mexico, about four years ago, during a time of many galactic upgrades and transmissions. I had an intense experience where I merged with the consciousness of my Mantid guide, a very tall, ambassador/fatherly figure named Kismet. For hours I was in an altered state of consciousness laying in my bed, contorting my arms just like a mantis, light language flooding through, along with many codes and images. My mantid DNA was reactivated then, it felt like, an upgrade needed for my service purpose here.

It was a significant experience for me, along with the ongoing connection I had with Kismet (which was also the name of a beloved cat of mine!) and a female, motherly figure mantid named Ingrit. I would meet them at the edge of Gaia’s atmosphere in a light ship and receive both personal and collective downloads about Ascension, humanity’s timelines/progressions, and my own DNA origins as well. This was also emotional for me and my star seed aspect, as we could truly feel embraced and claimed by them, and how ‘alien’ we have always felt to be raised by human parents and living on the Earth Plane. It healed something deep around the abandonment wound from star family as well.

As I connected with Kismet this morning, he verified that he had ‘sent’ the praying mantis as a bridge to me. As always, I felt an immediate sense of calm and grace in his presence. I felt also this trust in humanity’s journey through Ascension as I took in how he sees it, feels it, from his very high dimensional perspective.

I heard that humanity has been going through a ‘dark passage’ and that we are coming out the other side now. Light was returning for many of us, after the dark intensity of the Matrix narratives peaking, especially the last few years. Light, hope, higher frequencies, soul family reunions…it all flooded into my heart and I felt immense gratitude for all aspects and phases of our journey.

And I felt gratitude for these beings from the stars yet within us too who are so watching out for us, witnessing us, supporting us, and guiding us…even if we are very often not aware of it.

In their beauty, their grace, their surrender, and their trust, we receive a taste and a reminder of our own, which is already imprinted in our DNA and every living cell of our bodies. I could feel what an expanded perspective and consciousness Kismet has from mine, yet, also, I could feel his admiration for my groundedness, my embodiment, and the capacity for FEELING of my human heart.

Embracing the journey. Trusting the passages. Surrendering to the cycles. Remembering our bigness. Honoring our humanness.

These are the codes offered to us in every moment in so many ways. Tune into them from within and you can receive….and become.

Love,

Jelelle Awen with Kismet

Here is a guided meditation to meet your star family and it’s been requested that I do a meditation to connect to Mantid energies, so that will come soon feels like: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

If you’d like a bridge to connect with your star seed, star family, star being aspects, this is what we explore in 1:1 sessions over zoom. More info about a free intro and sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

The Bliss-Mess Path Of Reconciling Our Soul’s Love For The Divine

by Kasha Rokshana

I don’t know if there’s anything more complicated than our souls’ love for the Divine. It leads us to such intense places within and outside of us. It brings us to new highs and unfathomable lows… 

It inspires us to pick up where ‘we’ left off in other lifetimes, pursuing justice, pursuing love, pursuing some validation of our faith that’s maybe been lost or buried, for the sake of our soul aspects who just want the world to feel safe again… safe enough to actually feel the Divine again, to reclaim our Divine son or daughter-ship fully without fear of being persecuted for that devotion, love, and need of the Divine. 

I feel the truth of this for my own soul and what it’s taken in this lifetime alone to really reclaim my Divine Daughter essence who is so deeply devoted to the Divine within her and in the world around her. I feel how much my essence, my very soul, loves the Divine and lives to serve this love in a world that doesn’t always seem to want it, be ready for it, feel worthy of it, and will do anything at times but let itself feel held and loved. 

Maybe you recognize this for yourself, this sense of your own essence being so connected even in the midst of this vast and often intense experiment of duality that has led to so much painful polarity. Maybe you’ve felt this even in the ache for Diviner reunion within and in your outer world too that all parts of you feel on some level in this lifetime, let alone how your many soul aspects have perhaps suffered for this in other lifetimes. 

Last night we had a SoulFullHeart group call focused on the persecution wound and I realized that for myself, a huge aspect of this persecution experience has been this sense of always feeling so devoted and committed to the Divine and to love, that it’s led to some very dark timelines of ridicule and backlash… and, I realize I’m not alone in that. Those of us who have chosen to awaken to this desire for deep Divine alignment, even at the cost of anything that could possibly resemble a ‘normal’ life to most, have all experienced this and continue to endure it. 

The invitation, of course, is to continue to feel where this backlash lives within us from part to part and reconcile it there, while also validating our souls’ ongoing experiences of this theme on the outside. It’s only inside of us where we can always cultivate an inner Safe Haven, and inner Divine Temple, that can never ever leave us or be taken away from us. We can only make choices that either continue to cultivate this inner world of safety or that dismantle it instead.

After the call, Raianna and I went on a walk a little walk to get some air. On the walk, we came across fields of sunflowers which inspired mixed reactions in us both. So many of these sunflowers were scorched and had died from the severe lack of rain and extremely high temperatures here in central Portugal the last couple of months, yet even amongst the dead, there were a few that were vibrant and very much alive. 

You can see one of the living sunflowers in the photo I’m posting with this writing. I feel it as a symbol of how we’re invited to continue our own path of growth and devotion and Divine embodiment of love, even if/when the others around us in our outer worlds are choosing to experience the opposite. We are ALL in the middle of a field of ‘dying’ flowers, waiting to be reborn. We also all have this field inside of us, where our essence is waiting to shine through anew, growing, flowing, and facing towards the ‘sun’ of Divine love and support, despite all the death and darkness we’ve experienced on so many levels.

Your love for the Divine is an undying seed within you. Living into alignment with this is often a bliss-mess experience, yet we are all walking this out together at varying stages of readiness to be truly devoted to this path, wherever it’s meant to lead YOUR soul. I know nothing more fulfilling and enlivening, however challenging the path, than fully going into it, embracing that this is what you came here to experience and embody, and allowing the Divine surrender you actually know so well to bring up all that it’s meant to for the sake of your healing and deep, deep, DEEP self and soul rediscovery. 

Let me know if I can support you in any way through 1:1 sessions (with women): soulfullheart.org/sessions

With so much love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Persecution Wound Healing Group Call 9/11 Invite & 9/9 Portal Energies (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video, SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about their healing the persecution wound group call on Sunday, September 11th at 5:00pm WEST/12:00pm EDT/9am PDT. We share about where we will go in the call and how we will approach it, including the group meditation offering a bridge to your Gatekeeper, who provides a bridge to your this life and other lifetimes persecutory experiences inside (from one part to another) and outside too.

We also share about the energies of the 9/9 portal that we are currently in, offering completion and rebirth codes, transformation from the old into the new.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) during the call or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from others in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us). You can offer your donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

More information about the call at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

We also invite you to join us to become a member on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others in a meaningful way. Membership is $22.22 USD a month: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

What Lies Behind The ‘Normal’

This is an evening look outside our Airbnb window at a huge hotel complex, that reminds me of a docked cruise ship, in the evening here in Albufeira, Portugal, along with a morning scene from the beach, where Jelelle and I are so enjoying 5 days magical away.

People seem to be drawn back into taking vacations after the last two years of the plan – demic. A few precious souls can be found still wearing masks, but most are happy to continue on with the authorities ok to toss them for now, and then it feels like most people just want to conform socially, too.

I did! I wore a mask (always under my nose) in situations that I just wanted to barely comply so as to not draw attention and contention to myself. I get that others are called to be more of a resistance, albeit in a bigger play out of divine drama.

So it almost looks ‘normal’. And normal feels like a comfort for now, at least.

But behind the normal, one can feel a tension. I’ve enjoyed laying off the more alarmist news sources that I’ve been known to follow, and allow my frequency to move into a deeper layer of trust, but I still feel very curious about what’s playing out all around us now, as 3D goes through it’s necessary ascension, along with the 3D conditioning that lives in you and I, and the collective all around us.

Something profound is dying. But dying is not ceasing to exist, but rather energy being transmuted from one frequency of expression into another (and higher) frequency of expression. That is something all of our souls are yearning for.

So before we blame the powers that be and the elite for this dark agenda, we’re invited to see and feel where and how we are an inseparable part of it. It is your and my awakening souls that have yearned for this death and rebirth. Our souls have authorized and permitted the darkness to have its necessary role. The darkness will need reconciliation after it completes it dark deeds, and where will it find that, but in your and my opening heart.

We’re called to be ambassadors to the darkness, not to eradicate it, kill it, overcome it, or make it pay. There is that whole arena where these opposition energies are playing out, and this too is part of the death and rebirth unfolding.

But ultimately, we will come face to face with the darkest darkness and see a reconciliation point that we personally need if we are to make the transitions we want to make.

It’s a planned-demic for sure, but we all planned it!

If we planned it, we can also un-plan it! Reconciling our hearts to this higher ambassadorship to the darkness is where we get to live in our higher desired frequencies of light.

None of this higher perspective is in denial of the great loss of life and quality of life that is underway for so many right now. My heart is broken and finds it almost unfathomable to imagine what people are going through, losing loved ones suddenly and unexpectedly. We must feel it all, yes, but know that love and consciousness itself never invests a price so high without taking all of us into much higher places.

Life as we’ve known is not what is returning, but instead, life as we haven’t known it on a much higher level.

I feel so many abundance source codes here at the point where water meets land. People of all walks of life, and consciousness are drawn here to receive something, and I feel it’s a lot to do with the light that everyone of us is and are. The meeting of land and sea provides a portal that our souls are drawn to.

Radiating kindness to all souls you meet and exchange with us such a balm of the building trust within of this higher timeline, being in kindness, reminds you and those around you of being of the divine kind that we are.

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Raphael Awen is a Sacred Masculine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org

Entering The Portal Of Our Growth & Embodiment

I’m getting a personal and private download about you as a masculine being in your life as you know it right now. (It also happens to apply to all men, but I invite you to see if fits for you personally…)

There is before you, percolating, bouncing, calling for your attention – in the circum-stances of your life, standing in circumference around you – a portal. In the drama playing out in your life right now, there is what amounts to either a big block or a big portal, depending on how you relate to it.

Like a henge of standing stones, you may know and sense something profound was intended in these constructs of these circumstances, yet, it’s unknown and mysterious at the same time as to why they are here and where they might take you, depending on how you respond to them.

This portal is an offer to go to your next places of soul growth, human embodiment, and healing of wounds. This portal also wants to yield to you the soul gifts that were intended for you. Gifts that you’ll never know unless you consciously receive them.

These circumstances can either close in on you to shut you down, or they can be embraced, negotiated with, owned, and entered into, to allow yourself to be taken into your next soul growth and human embodiment, bringing both endings and beginnings.

The circumstances are so tailor made for you, and are so ready to shape-shift as you relate with them, rather than avoid them.

A difficult and humbling piece in all of this is that we never get free of these growth portals, in the sense that a current part of you may feel bothered by the challenge before you. The courage and humility you respond with now won’t actually be any different than the courage and humility that will be called upon years from now. It becomes easier and more natural for sure, but not something we get beyond in this life.

So a question arises, that deserves your heart attention; do you still want to continue on an awakening journey if the challenges cease? What if the challenges actually increase instead? I know, that’s not very good marketing, to kill the false hopes, but I feel how you’ve been fed and are now fed-up with false hopes and the emotional charades of a false-light spirituality.

Something more is wanting arise in your heart, soul and body. Something more is wanting to radiate out from you. Something more is wanting to be shared and partaken of together in community of soul family and awakening brotherhood.

Regardless of the shit flying overhead, you have a choice and choices to make.

How you respond to that choice is what allows you to sanely navigate the storm without regrets in the end, and even to endure deep loss with self love and love for all others involved. You can even make a wrong choice and it will be transmuted into the right choice in the end if it’s made from this kind of heart opening and humility.

There is a real hopeful outcome to embrace, but it’s not exactly relief in the way parts of us have related to just wanting relief. Real relief brings new growth and new challenges. In some ways, the storm picks up. That can’t be denied.

Maybe the deeper relief a part of you is hoping for in the relief of circumstances is the soul relief in finally stepping into, and no longer avoiding your larger soul choices? That would be a profound relief, but on a whole other level.

You can show up to feel each part of you and their reactions to the polarity in the circumstances at hand. That’s why it’s a pretzel, because parts of us are attached to opposite outcomes or desires. And before we use that word ‘attachment’ in a negative way, let’s feel how boring and empty of a human being you’d be without any ‘attachments’, and how useless to others around you, except possibly is dressing up that old false god of being ‘so spiritual’.

Forget about friendship or romance. Forget about being alive, really. Without any attachments, I can’t locate you, or actually have a relationship with you. You’re not actually here.

Don’t ‘zero-point’ out your humanity in your embrace of your divinity. They both want to fire at the 100% mark. That’s 200%! Arithmetically, that’s 200 parts per 100…, huh, that’s makes no sense! Exactly. It’s better experienced than explained. There is no separation actually between your humanity and your divinity unless you create one for yourself. (Which we all did, and do, so no judgment there) 💚

Love to you as you sit in the center of your standing stone henge of circum-stances and embrace and transmute what lies before you – whole universes of magic await you.

Back story to this photo:

This photo was from this early morning here at the Golden Beach, Albufeira where Jelelle and I feel so grateful to have the opportunity to take in the sun codes here, spending a few days, on the 2 year anniversary of our departure from Canada!

How we frame what we are surrounded by composes what we see and that then in turn effects our next choices.

Beauty can so be overwhelming to us, leaving us disempowered, separated from the beauty, reminded of what we don’t have, can’t have and won’t have…, unless we change the frame around how we are seeing and feeling the beauty around us.

What if the beauty is a mirror? For men, I’d ask you, what frames of beauty do you struggle to take in?

Does it show up in pornography? Is it in over energizing achievements that once nourished you, but no longer do? Is it in the pretense of spiritual achievements or status that leave you separated from actually partaking of meaningful personal enduring relationships? Is it in amassing money, but feeling more and more personally bankrupt as you do so? What if all these things of beauty are holding not just a message for you, but also a means to change your life?

What if the darkening skies above you of addiction, in whatever form you are facing it, are actually this sacred portal, awaiting your awakening choice to enter into to see what wants to come next for you?

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Raphael Awen is a Sacred Masculine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org

Nativity Of Mother Mary Day & 9/9 Energies Of Compassion

by Kasha Rokshana

Precious to realize that today is the Nativity of Mother Mary or in other words, her celebrated ‘birthday’ on Earth! It’s especially precious to me because of the Mother Mary codes that I feel coming in around the 9/9 portal tomorrow and I feel how her energies have been supporting my own womb in her holding and response to others lately too.

There’s a new wave of motherly compassion moving into and through my heart space as I take care of my cat who has just been spayed (she is normally very active so she needs a lot of attention right now) and also as I respond to beloveds around me and women I’m serving love with in sessions. I feel as if my compassion has been invited to go to a whole other level both within and without and with that invitation, I feel so much support to feel what isn’t compassion but instead is judgement toward self and others too.

I don’t know if there’s anything more challenging than embodying true compassion. Many can claim to have empathic hearts yet can and do they live into compassion within that empathy? Can you see and feel yourself, parts of you, others around you, even those you interact with but disagree with on social media with the eyes of Divine compassion? I’ll admit that of course I have no mastery over this, yet I constantly feel the work-in-progress of this deepening for me and find every bit of shadow around it worth exploring.

It can be surprising at times what turns to actually NOT so much be an act of compassion. There is such a difference between caretaking or enabling others and withholding your true sense of them and your relationship with them, no matter where it comes from within you, whether it’s born of your ‘shadow’ or not. Plus, there’s always an invitation to feel that ‘what has been in shadow’ is just another way to feel ‘what has long been hidden’, which offers us much more compassionate frequencies with which to see and feel ourselves and others.

During this time on the planet, we’re constantly seeing what needs to be loved. That doesn’t mean that we don’t challenge what we see, ask pertinent questions, or dive into feeling the differences between what we want and what is. It doesn’t mean ‘accepting’ all as it is or as they are, especially if that acceptance is a way to dull your own truth and passionate fire. Rather, it means to somehow be very real about the contrasts, about the impact we feel and have had too, and discerning with love what it is that is true and what it is that’s being peddled as true.

Love’s un-hijacked, truly compassionate lens as offered by Mother Mary energies, encourages us to see reality, to weep and mourn what has been, to let in desires and hope for what could be, and to also somehow feel that even the darkness has its role to play and is necessary to roll out now though it’s so painful at times to witness and be impacted by. And then, while we feel all of this, we’re invited to feel forgiveness as an ongoing process… not an easy one, but one that can be truly honoured for all its stages and phases as each part of us who has been hurt or done harm finds forgiveness in their hearts.

Sending so much love on this day and during this portal as we let in Mother Mary codes of deep, fathomless Divine compassion and love for ALL!

Love,
Kasha

🎨: Renata Sedmakova

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Digestion Of 3D Energies & Appreciation For Awakening Souls: Personal Vacation Experience In Algarve Coast, Portugal

By Jelelle Awen

After being immersed in more 3D crowds, energies, and chaos of ‘holiday season’ in one of the most popular spots in the world during our vacation last week, I could feel a tension and sadness move through me/my womb/my heart last night after landing back in my higher vibe nest here in our more secluded mountain valley setting.

The sadness seemed to be both for humanity and what has become of so many souls during this fall from our bigness, grace, gifts, DNA, and light during the age of Atlantis. The sadness was also a part of me feeling the strain of being here during this peak collapse phase of the Matrix reality where agendas from all sides are constantly being pressed at us.

In my somewhat isolated, quiet, yet highly resonant life with my small community and in service it felt humbling to move into being around more 3D masses and their seeming preoccupations/fixations and near constant need to medicate, drug, externally be ‘entertained’ by food (usually junk), alcohol, water ‘sports’, small talk/chatter, loud music and loud noises. And to see/feel that they go from one thing to the next and wake up day after day with little self awareness or reflection or digestion around what they had just experienced!

The meditators and those actually letting IN the ocean and sun codes beauty were few and far between, those of us drawn at sun rise and sun set when the energies were at least calmer. To see so much infrastructure/buildings created around such truly beautiful natural settings was also hard to see, yet it is the case all over the world, as the beauty on the ‘outside’ is monetized/valued by those not able to be accessed often enough on the inside.

Oh, I so felt my heart and soul ache for humanity! And I could still feel and see the Divine spark within everyone and even the joy/goodness they could experience, especially receiving the negative ions from the ocean (which they are not conscious of needing/wanting.)

And as I connected with my Inner Earth Lemurian aspect Ruma last night, she offered again so much appreciation for those of us who are here to seed the light and hold the remembrance during this phase of darkness. I got such a sense of how few of us there truly are (although growing!) as the majority is still so fused to 3D. And this wasn’t from a place of despair, yet rather recognition of what we have signed up for and the true challenge that it is.

We have so often made beauty out of mess and are extracting goodness out of density, receiving healing/learning from hurts and abuse, turning negative experiences into growthful ones, clearing toxic energies from our ascending light bodies…..it is really an extraordinary transmutation that we are ALL doing every day!

I many times have met with very brave souls in sessions who have hardly anyone around them who is awakening. Not only are they in often complete divergence to their families and former friends too, they are still in a void space of drawing soul family members to them. It’s amazing to feel what they/their Divine Self and even parts of them are able to retain inside themselves of their heart and soul, staying open, even without much support on the outside.

So, I felt a lot of recognition and appreciation for us awakening souls from Ruma and all the amazing beings who wait in Inner Earth for the time they can come to the surface and join us here in the creation of a NEW Earth and NEW Lemuria. A reminder too that these beings are here to support you, any time you need them. You can especially connect with them in natural spaces.

We soul family members are also finding each other, more and more, as letting go of 3D energies/patterns/abuses/traumas opens us up to receive more love and goodness again in relationships. I always feel that those drawn to sessions with me are soul family members and we are in agreement to hold space together in service of ourselves/soul family/humanity, which is not a business transaction (even with a fair energy/money exchange) yet rather a soul’s calling and reunion.

I was reminded by Ruma that humanity is in a deep transition and it CAN be hard to see and feel that things are shifting at times.

Yet, as we hold it in our inner worlds, as we access the love that we ARE, the light that we ARE, as we beacon and radiate those energies OUT to those who can receive them…..so we become the new possibility that others can embody too.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Raphael capturing the beauty through his heart/soul in this pic at sunset #raphaelsphotonics

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Aug 28, 2022

It’s always perfect timing to work with your chakras, feel them deeper, continue to clear them, and tap into what they have to offer you about your personal process and the integration of Ascension codes.

Featured this week is a chakra meditation and sound healing video from Jelelle Awen, featuring her beloved sound bowls. This video is a compilation of ALL the individual chakra meditation and sound healing videos she released during this past week. It’s a powerful transmission and attunement to let in!

Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group call over Zoom on September 11th, focused on healing the persecution wound inside and out. If you’d like more information on this and other upcoming group calls, visit soulfullheart.org/events.

There are many new writings and audio blogs to take in this week, featuring personal sharings, digestions of current energies, poetry, and more.

There are also some brand new videos from Jelelle, featuring sound healing meditations to open up your chakras individually. These are some of the videos that were put together for the longer video featured this week. There’s also a new video from Gabriel where he digests some pieces about connecting to your Root Chakra and the importance of doing so in nature.

You can find our current Museletter here.

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Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community