Feeling is Healing

By Raianna Shai

Healing and awakening are very often incredibly difficult things to do. It’s not always high frequency, good vibes, and love and light. It’s diving deep into the shadow, letting go of what once meant everything to you, and realizing what needs to be shed and felt in order to continue your growth.

I had a day today where I felt like the last thing I wanted to do was heal and grow. I felt a deep sadness that, when in the middle of it, feels immovable and permanent. It was a process that required many rounds of tears that I couldn’t quite place. They were triggered by something specific, but were clearly about something much larger.

A part of me didn’t care where they came from to be honest, and just wanted to feel sad. She wanted to medicate all of the sadness away and forget about getting to the other side of it. But even though it was hard to feel in the moment, I knew that each time I felt this sorrow, I was healing something deep on a bigger scale.

Each tear that drops from our eyes, each feeling of unworthiness, anger and fear, each time we feel how hard it is to be here as deeply feeling humans, we feel something for everyone else in the world. We cry for every human – past, present and future, for every timeline that affects our here and now, every one we are surrounded by and touch every day.

Everything we feel is sacred and as difficult as it may be, your desire to feel it rather than suppress it is changing the world. We may not be able to rid ourselves of our suffering immediately and certainly not for everyone, but each choice we make towards love (including feeling how far we seem to be from it) is making an impact collectively.

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, community, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

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Putting Down The Sword To BEcome An Ambassador Of Love

By Jelelle Awen

The impulse to fight is so strong. Ingrained in our very and every DNA, going back to our roots and the galactic wars and the ‘ancient’ ones too. The urge to ‘battle against’ and ‘fight for’ has been a way to show your strength of character and a demonstration of what you love and how deep you can love.

We are being invited as a human species to evolve beyond our instinct to fight. We are being invited to embody and inhabit an ambassador’s consciousness and a diplomat’s deep desire to find a middle ground. We are being invited to BECOME service of love as the Ascension process into sacred humanity continues to unfold.

The new heroes of the New Earth/Gaia reality will be those who can bring the peace in ANY situation. It will no longer be the warriors who receive the recognition and admiration, yet those who can offer forgiveness to even the darkest feeling energies and BEings and situations. This ability will become so important as we move deeper in disclosure of lower 4D realities that will be difficult for so many souls to digest and accept.

This capacity to be an ambassador of love starts from within, from one part of you to another, from one Metasoul aspect to another, from one relationship to another. It is a process of BECOMING a forgiving and compassionate energy to ALL of your emotions/reactions/triggers. No longer judging some as bad or ‘ill’ or needing to be fixed. No longer bypassing the most ‘unsavory’ ones in order to just BE in bliss. Yet, instead, embracing ALL of your emotions as portals inviting you into a rich and deep ground of endless self discovery and growth.

It is a process of putting down the sword and replacing it with a lantern…offering illumination out of the darkness and shadows. It is leading with curiosity to light the way rather than condemnation, which only keeps things hidden in shameful secrecy.

BEcome a hero/heroine in your own life in this way of love ambassadorship. It starts there and deepens to overflow to others. In this way, forgiveness toward others comes more and more easily as it is offered to yourself. This is so often led by your Inner Child and its capacity to forgive in sudden moments once it feels loved and seen and felt. The inner child is a PURE ambassador by nature and essence, which is revealed as they heal into these frequencies again.

Receive a loving template from Kuan Yin, Yeshua/Christiel, and Mother Mary especially in these frequencies of love ambassador. As you experience THEIR unconditional compassion and forgiveness for ALL parts of you, so you can become this too!

Here is a guided meditation to meet your shadow aspects with Mother Mary and Metatron: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to BEcome your own love ambassador! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Message From 5D Gaian Self On Earth Day

Dearest Stewards of Earth’s Ascension,

You are here at a very special and unique time in Earth’s galactic history. She is one of many planetary consciousnesses that are on the precipice of a great transformation and evolution.

Gaia, as She is belovedly referred to, already exists in its crystalline blueprint. It lives and breathes in each one of you in the stores of your Gaian DNA. You are Her and She is You. Just like how the trees are interdependent and symbiotic, so thus are you.

You exist as a microcosm of Her complexity and beauty. What you see afar is what exists within. What you feel about Her is what you feel about yourself. If you feel she is in need of saving, where is that reflected in you? If She is treated with disrespect, how does that happen inside of you?

This is an opporTUNEity to feel and see yourself in a much greater vision. Your personal stewardship IS Her stewardship. You birth Gaia through healing your own beloved polluted waters. Through treating yourself with the same respect and admiration you give to Her.

Connect with the beating heart of Gaia’s compassion and trust in the cycle of death and rebirth. She knows this one well. She can catalyze, transform, and integrate it all with majesty. She is equipped and has chosen to hold this space for you and with you.

Do not worry about Her, for she is taking good care of Herself and Her beloveds. Those that are no longer in physical form have a place in another dimension. The very one that is trying to be embodied by your choices and courage to bring light and love to the shadow within.

Thank you for taking these words into your earthly human hearts.

– transmission from my Gaian 5D higher self Aerius

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Challenge To Let In Love

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By Raphael Awen

‘The biggest challenge you will ever face in this life is the challenge to let in love.’

These words came to me many years ago from a trusted teacher, and I’ve often taken this encapsulated sermon in a sentence from a mental file to reflect on it. I still do believe it to be true.

What dawned on me today though, on this resurrection Sunday, is an addendum to this sentence, and pardon me if it doesn’t quite fit in a sentence so simple as the first one, but the awareness that came is that for there to be a letting in, there would need to be a letting out.

Like breathing, we take in oxygen, transmute it, digest it, and then release and expel carbon dioxide. Trying to remain in a continual letting in mode, without surrendering to a letting out mode, would limit the letting in very quickly, making the original challenge to let in love feel all the more impossible.

If that’s true, that letting out is equally important as the attempt to let in; and that letting in can’t actually be separate from letting out, then what might the letting out look and feel like?

And as I tune in beloved guides, what comes to me in a gush of a big out breath of awareness is that we are being invited to trans-parent this love in-breath into a vulnerable willingness to be seen and known for what we really are. Am I able to to let you (any and all others in my life) see me for who I really am? This washing away of these false gods of upholding self image require so much time and energy, and prevent me from letting in another drop of real love. The letting in pushes up a profound need for letting out.

If that’s all true, then the question comes up about where to practically apply all this as a practice. It can be very relieving to immediately put this into practice in your relationships with anyone, whether a deep intimate or a store clerk, yes, but what comes to me is the invitation to apply this all internally, me to me.

Where are parts of me struggling to gasp in another breath of real love and then are being prevented from letting out its effluent. What has not been trans-parented into the light of day between parts of myself? Where have parts of me been allowed to remain in suffering in the absence of my deeper heart bridge to them?

This is the resurrection we are invited into – that is here now. He is risen. She is risen. The fall has given way to the rising. You are the beloved and the beloved is you. A sacred romance awaits like you’ve never seen or heard tell of.

It’s a story that only you can tell awaiting your authorship.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

You Are Being Reborn: Message On Easter

By Jelelle Awen

You are ARISING from the ashes of your purposefully burnt up life, choosing the match, the heat, the way in which your now feeling false world will burn.

You are being REBORN from that which has been cast off, birthing out from that which is true as the only real thing that can remain.

You are RESURRECTING your form out of a dying and collapsing reality, claiming a new way of BEing as your sacred humanity.

You are serving love as your greatest purpose, feeling in every moment how you can BE THIS MORE.

You are moving beyond fears of an unenLIGHTened soul, accessing your awakening soul’s courage and desire for UNION.

You are opening and healing your Higher Heart, Personal Sun, and Gaia Ascension Chakras through PURE love, letting in your 5D sacred human template.

You are co-creating a NEW Golden Earth possibility, feeling in every moment how you can BE THIS NOW.

You are awakening from the deep sleep of the forgetful soul, remembering the LOVE from which you came and already ARE…..

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This is the writing I share every year on this Easter….Blessings and MUCH love to you on this celebration of Christ Consciousness Arising, Divine Feminine illuminations with the recent FULL moon energies, and our ongoing Ascension together!!

 

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This is a day celebrating ultimately the process of death/rebirth and ALL that it offers in the willingness to let the false/fearful die and be let go in order to resurrect into a new, more Divine expression. This is beyond religions yet more of an ongoing invitation to surrender to become the phoenix that arises out of the most necessary ashes!

I feel the genuine love of Yeshua and in his Christiel form too on this day…..beaming his heart out to all of us in admiration and invitation!

From our hearts and souls to yours, we offer you so much love and resonant support on this brave journey into the NEW. Thank you for joining us in whatever ways and means you ARE.

much love,
Jelelle and SoulFullHeart Community

Notre Dame Burning – Invitation To Feel Your Own Death/Rebirth Cycle: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (April 15, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Many intense energies moved through this week, encompassing the fire at Notre Dame Cathedral and beyond too. Featured this week is a piece from Jelelle Awen, digesting a message from Divine Mother surrounding the Notre Dame fire. Her message involves letting in the sobriety of our own ongoing death and rebirth cycles as they unfold. Divine Mother also offers a reminder to make whatever your reactions are to the fire and events surrounding it, personal:

“FEELING what comes up in response to this event, making it personal, leads to the next discovery places of self and soul…..which is where it really starts to get interesting, cathartic, and useful.

I feel much love and support from the Divine Mother today to help those that need it to digest this event…..and the ongoing support from Her that is just THERE as needed and asked for. “

Join Gabriel and Kalayna Solais for a guided meditation and sharing afterwards, held here in Victoria, BC! They will lead you in a powerful, high vibrational guided meditation to connect to, activate, and clear your Ascension Chakras as well as meet your Inner Protector. Your Ascension Chakras are instrumental in helping you download and integrate your connection with your Metasoul/other lifetimes, Galactic/Star Family, and the incoming Ascension codes and energies. This experience may offer some specific details or pictures about the steps you’ve taken so far and your next steps within your personal journey of healing and Ascension.

Monday April 22nd is ‘Earth/Gaia Day’! While we are invited every day to honour and feel all possibilities of collaboration with Mama Gaia, having one day in particular that is dedicated to Her and witnessing Her process of Ascension is a powerful opportunity to align more with Her in a conscious way.

This live stream will be hosted by SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers Gabriel and Kalayna Solais. It will feature a Q&A digestion of the energies coming from and to Gaia at this time and how you can choose to be with them in your personal Ascension process, as well as a guided meditation to tune you into your own relationship with Gaia and how She can influence and guide your ongoing process alongside Her.

Tune in LIVE via Kalayna’s Facebook feed or watch the replay on Facebook and YouTube (SoulFullHeart Experience channel).

Plenty of new writings are here to take in this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, and Raianna Shai too! These writings include energy updates and personal process sharings, as well as more digestions of the recent Notre Dame fire.

Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Full Moon Message: “Your Arising Aligns With Mine”

By Kalayna Solais

Said the Full Moon to its Witness, “your arising aligns with mine”.

“But how?” the Witness asked. “How can I arise as you do, with the splendor and beauty of a thousand colours at once and none out of place? To be worshipped and seen as you are though you are so still and simply ARE who and what you are?”

“Each time I rise,” the Full Moon responded, “I do not doubt that my shadows will too, that my light will sometimes be dimmed by a power not my own and a will I do not control. Yet, I trust, I surrender, I humbly rise still. First within me, then in front of you, whether or not you choose to take me in.”

The Witness paused for a moment, having never heard this before or felt the Full Moon in this way. The invitation as palpable as the winds that blow and herald a rapid change of season.

The Full Moon continued, “we are the same, you see. We have different roles, yet here we are, here for reasons sometimes unknown yet lived out just the same in a dance we often cannot name.”

And with these words, the Full Moon glowed with wonderous yet effortless energy. The Witness wondered at Her beauty as the message landed deep within.

“It’s time,” the Witness whispered, “to light up, to love it all, to be as I am and to allow it all to arise along with me… Shadows and light… For a purpose beyond my own. Yes, Full Moon, I have heard you… And will arise with you for the rest of my days as long as the strength within arises too.”

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Pink Full Moon Energies Offer Rebirth Into Forgiveness & Compassion

By Jelelle Awen
It feels like a good day to go inward in order to connect with intentions/desires/next places as supported by the lunar/Divine Feminine energies of the pink full moon. The pink energy is so often how Mother Mary’s frequencies come through….the heart chakra, rose quartz, pink rose energies. These are energies of forgiveness, compassion, recognition of the innocent essence that we ALL have as coming from Divine Source. It is the essence of our inner children, the innocence that can express again as we heal the shame and the hurt.
 
This is such a collectively charged time of reconciliation, investigation, disclosure of 3D and lower 4D polarized frequencies in order for them to heal. The energies of Mother Mary and this moon offer ongoing rebirthing out of these charged grounds and into more objectivity, neutrality, and resonance.
 
With the seemingly huge shifting of 3D/lower 4D anchors starting esp. on January 1, 2019, it is a good ‘pause’ moment to feel into your higher timeline and what you want it to look and feel like. Who you want to BE in it….
 
The INner connections lead to the outer higher timeline manifestations….always. ❤ ❤
 
I wondered about recording a new guided meditation to bring in the full moon pink codes today and then realized that we have ones that we’ve done on previous super full moons this year to share. You can use one of these meditations to experience a bridge to these lunar energies in the now:
 
Super blood moon lunar eclipse teaching and guided meditation w/me from my Deepen series – 1/20 – 
 
Super moon teaching and guided meditation w/ Raphael and I – 2/19 – https://youtu.be/eEMhB4YJuaY
 
Equinox & Supermoon teaching and guided meditation W/Gabriel and Kalayna – 3/20 – https://youtu.be/3aF1Xjb76sk
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
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You Are Magnificent Beauty

When we see something magnificent being destroyed, there is a way in which a part of us is seeing ourselves in that destruction.

The initial reaction is to rebuild to its original glory. That is a need to get back what has felt as being lost.

If what we see outside of us is a reflection of what is INside of us then we can see how none of it is ever gone, just hidden or forgotten.

Beauty and magnificence is embedded within. What is falling or has fallen in 3D can be turned inward and seen as forever living in your heart. If it is perceived as evil then where is the unhealed shadow? If it is perceived as grace and godly then what prevents you as seeing yourself as such?

The Divine doesn’t seek your awe or your warrior. It seeks to see Itself through you, with you, and as you. Amen.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Living And Healing Into Trust

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Trust is one of the hardest things to lean into when it feels like the world around you and/or inside of you is collapsing.

We are comprised of so many experiences that can point to the opposite of trust and thus induce anxiety and despair. This is a big ship to turn around. The energy can be thick and soupy. Yet, when you come to meet this energy inside as a PART of your BEing and essence, a larger container comes to provide a breathing space of compassion and curiosity.

Parts such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child/Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Gatekeeper, and Metasoul aspects contain a plethora of feeling data that can shed light on this distrust. It is also contained in the collective.

As you begin to unravel and heartfully feel these parts and aspects, within the space of another open-hearted experiencer, the clouds of this distrust begin to give way to the deeper Trust that lives in ALL of us.

What would life look and feel like if you could fully lean into that faint voice of intuition, passion, and desire?

The more you can lean into that and divest of any particular outcome, life takes on a whole new organic and sacredly mysterious quality that can only serve your highest well-being and purpose. The root of this begins where distrust lives and breathes…inside the heart and soul.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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