By Jelelle Awen
So many souls want to move out of more 3D based ‘jobs’, earning a paycheck, and into expressing their soul gifts and purpose here as healers, teachers, way-showers, etc. There can be much tension, anxiety, hope, desire, and mixed feelings around this transition. There are difficult decisions to make along the way about what to continue doing to ‘earn’ money while this transition is going on. There is often much to feel about how money earning through 3D work has been a safety and security base for parts of you.
When you are coming from serving love….truly and purely coming from serving love….the questions of ‘how to do this’ are no longer an issue. The questions of what you can ‘do’ fade away as you come from response, as you are responding to the love that is coming and being drawn to you. The concerns and anxieties about money lesson as parts of you trust more and more in the abundant availability of love.
You can truly and purely come from serving love as you feel the aspects of you that have resistance, fear, doubts, pain, trauma around service and around sharing your gifts and around BEing your soul purpose here. These frequencies live in the undigested places in the emotional body and in the soul field too from other lifetimes. They always have good reason for being there that is based on real feelings that need to be felt.
Bypassing them or trying to go around them or transcending them in order to serve others through the ‘latest great marketing strategy’ or attaining yet another certification or credential often creates a foundation that is shaky, that feels forced, or just doesn’t lead to the fulfillment and nourishment that you most deeply want at the soul level. It usually collapses eventually, under the weight of what has gone unfelt and unaddressed or what had tried to be disowned. The parts that have been ‘holding up’ this service ‘burn out’ or ‘give up’ or ‘want to shut the whole thing down’ because they need the rest and just can’t do it anymore.
Serving love to self and all your aspects then leads to an overflow to serve love WITH others. There is no strategy to this, ultimately, as it is the opposite of strategic. It is the authentic essence of YOU meeting and dancing with the authentic essence of other, bringing out the authenticity in each other, bringing out the soul, bringing out love.
I have discovered this over the last two years of a fairly full schedule of serving others through session space and now group transmissions too. There is a joy in this service, even when the tones and textures are difficult and painful that come up to be felt in the heart and soul for the women I am holding space for.
The joy comes ultimately in just BEing me, without seemingly self image around it after many years of working with parts of me that HELD edges and fear and self image. I am just serving love, and watching as it brings light to the dark, love to the fear, and possibilities to what has previously felt impossible! I am now in the wonderful place of starting to train others who are drawn to SoulFullHeart as their expression of serving love to ‘replace’ me as a 1:1 facilitator so that I can focus on the bigger picture projects and management, etc….a ‘dream’ come true for me as visionary/teacher/ambassador.
This is possible for YOU too as you serve love to yourself, BEcome this energy, and it just naturally and organically overflows to those who will be drawn to you.
1:1 sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, plus a SFH Facilitator Training process for those engaged in sessions with us! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com