Free To Be 5D Book Documentary (Video) | Jelelle & Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais

I am very excited to release our first exploration into more of a documentary style video offering with AMAZING editing and producing by our very own Gabriel Heartman (who worked so hard on this!) It has long been my dream to offer videos that combine our words, images, music, and interviews/teachings as an activation and bridge to our energy…and here is the first! This one made me a cry a few times, in a good way as we all watched it together as a group on Wednesday for the first time.

In this video, I share about my new book about the Ascension process called Free To Be 5D: Naigating Ascension From The Inside Out available now in print, ebook, and PDF editions (and eventually in audio as well). I talk about how this book has been inspired by hundreds of 1:1 sessions with others over the years, my own awakening process through parts/soul aspect work over the last 15 years, our community experience of this process, and Divine guidance/inspiration. The book offers an overview of a process which has long been in the making and creation for many years. I describe what the book (and SoulFullHeart process) provides that is unique from other offerings, what the ‘take away’ main messages are from the book and my inspiration to write it.

The overlaying messages I received while writing this book over the last several months was that you are NOT alone, there is so much support from within, with the Divine, and with Star Family that you more and more able to connect with. Another message is that you ARE Infinite Love in human form and all else (such as the experience of separation) is a temporary illusion offered for your growth.

“You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness, now you will become the lighthouse, helping to bring everyone safely home….to the Divine’s shore again.” ~

Also interviewed by Gabriel in the video is SoulFullHeart Co-creator and Facilitator and my beloved mate Raphael Awen, who describes his emotional reaction to reading/editing the book and also how he feels that it will benefit those reading it…even those who don’t know anything about the SoulFullHeart process. Also interviewed for this video is lovely SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais, who shares her experience of reading it and what she feel it offers others.

I highly recommend this book for anyone who has been drawn to our writings, videos, and even sessions with us and would like a bigger context/picture for ALL that we offer and explore in this process now described in ONE place. An excerpt from the book and links to purchase it are at soulfullheart.org/books

You can also join Raphael and I for an upcoming group call series for six weeks starting on July 15th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom (and completes on August 19th) that provides more teaching and an immersion through guided meditation into the content covered in the book. You can join that call series live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen or at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Many more documentary style videos to come, especially as we begin our travelling adventures and can share video from sacred places, starting with Glastonbury, UK in September!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Letting Go To Let In More Love As Ascension Deepens

By Jelelle Awen

Letting go to let in MORE LOVE….This is what the awakening process calls you to navigate, to surrender to, over and over again. A cycle of mourning and grieving what is leaving and what feels like it is lost and will not return.

Letting go of that which is no longer a mirror of you, yet is more like an echo of a former version. What was once an important mirror of something inside of you, a part of you, and no longer is, loses its draw and its appeal…you just can’t fake or play it anymore, the mask is slipping off if parts of you try to keep up the charade. This ground of pretend, whether in relationships or career or whatever it is – becomes a strain rather than bringing any joy. Suffering almost always begins and is sustained by ongoing inauthenticity.

Letting go of 3D-based motivations of obligation, keeping life safe, playing a ‘role’, fitting in…and letting in 4D, 5D and higher senses of serving love, living into the unknown, arising into your authentic self. Feeling your sense of self relating to ALL that is in your life coming from and interacting with your authentic essence rather than from role playing or personas. Coming from serving love in collaboration with others rather than from competition, codependence, envy, hurt, rage, and undigested/unhealed traumas and wounds.

More and more moments you are in this authenticity…..you ARE this, and, so, you draw others to mirror this back to you as they are this too.

Let go of what isn’t you anymore in order to let in more of this reflection of and experience of yourself as the LOVE you actually ARE. The void left from what you’ve left go of is then filled UP with love, with joy, and with the Divine. These are the energies available in this Now and in our ongoing Ascension.~

Jelelle Awen

More info about free consult call and sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael/Kalayna/Gabriel, upcoming virtual and in person group events w/ me and Raphael, books and writings at soulfullheart.org

Photo is by Shadowelve – Deviantart

From Warrior To Love Ambassador Group Call June 24

by Jelelle Awen

The new hero/heroines will not be those that fight, yet rather those that can be an ambassador of love in any situation.

It is time to pick up the lantern of illumination, and put down the sword.

Time to go toward peaceful solutions, rather than to battle.

Time to raise the white flags of surrender, instead of new declarations of war.

Time to seek out ceasefires on all battlegrounds, rather than new fronts to defend.

Time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love.

Time to gather parts of you that have been polarized, and sign the inner peace treaties that lead to more self worth and love.

Time to let go of being against anything and moving into being FOR LOVE in all situations.

Time to honor the strength in vulnerability, rather than only in the capacity to fight.

Time to rest the vigilance, the guarding and the defending….and rise into trusting, allowing, and flowing.

Time to let the Divine Mother into your inner feminine/masculine’s hearts, to receive Her ready forgiveness.

Time to let the Divine Father activate the transition from wounded to sacred masculine!It is time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love…from the inside out.

~Join Raphael and I tomorrow, Wednesday June 24th at 10:00am PDT for the final group call in our Free To Be 2 series: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition where we will share about the transition from Warrior to Love Ambassador and offer a guided meditation to bridge to and feel the warrior within you AND the love ambassador energy as well. Should be powerful support in the collective for the shifting of these energies with so much going on right now. You can join live or get the recording by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen.

More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kalayna Solais, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Connecting With Your Gatekeeper Group Call June 17

By Jelelle Awen

I first felt the energy of my Gatekeeper aspect in 2008. It didn’t feel like a guardian angel, a guide, or any part of myself that I had contact with before. There was something so familiar in the presence though, even as I could also feel ‘his’ angst and some deep sadness too that I couldn’t understand. I was going through a Dark Night phase during that time and we were in acute need of each other, having left a spiritual community and teacher that had been very meaningful to me. My Gatekeeper revealed himself to me eventually and over the years as the guardian of my veil of amnesia, able to modulate access to other lifetimes and timelines/soul activations and more, and having awareness of ALL of my lifetimes within the fourth dimensional space for which he existed outside of linear time.

Over the years since then, I have spoken with many (probably hundreds) of Gatekeepers inside of people in sessions, and they are always fascinating, magical, mysterious, and holding deep access to soul terrains that previously have been blocked to us. They very often show up as a Wizard (like Merlin or Gandalf) and have that same frequency of magical wisdom. They often test you for a while to make sure that you are ready for the realms that they have access to open up for you. They especially need to feel that you are emotionally mature enough to process and digest the soul patterns and themes that reveal themselves.

In collaboration with your Gatekeeper, you are able to have free flow access to your soul (or Metasoul as I’ve been guided to call it.) With their cooperation, you are able to connect in a much deeper way with aspects from other lifetimes, heal each other, and exchange soul gifts together. This process of exchange activates soul unification, what had been severed is able to begin coming together. There is nothing quite like the feeling sense of your soul fragment reunions moving into more of a unified Divine Self expression!

Raphael Awen and I will explore this ground tomorrow during the fourth call in our Free To Be 2 series at 10:00 am PDT. We will teach and share more about our personal process experience with our Gatekeepers and how we have experienced a transformation of them that allows open access to your soul fields. And we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper.

You are welcome to join us live and/or you will receive the recording for ANY donation amount that you feel to offer. You will also receive the recordings from the previous calls and access to attend the remaining ones. You can offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More info at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Now is a time in which the veils are particularly thin as the Matrix collapses, more souls awaken, and the time for remembering deepens!

More about the Gatekeeper and a meditation to meet yours here: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

love,
Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the Gatekeeper and other 4D Aspects, ongoing Ascension process, and even writings on this current global awakening process in my new book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. More info here: soulfullheart.org/books

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kalayna Solais, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Yin-Yang Symbol Offers Unifying Of Polarity Activation – May 30, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop circle update: Now, THIS latest crop circle formation in Wiltshire, UK reported on May 30, is probably familiar to most of us! This so looks like the yin-yang symbol, representing the concept of duality and how opposite or polarized forces can actually be (and need to be) in flow with each other. The symbol is then enclosed by another circle with four nodes or points surrounding it, offering a bigger picture sense of duality held within a larger context to play out.

Here is a flyover video of this one:

This formation offers a powerful activation of interconnectedness…how ultimately ALL forces and energies have a relationship to and are dependent on each other. This is an activation reminder of our essence as Oneness.

Yin is the feminine and receptive energy (represented by the lighter circle) and Yang (the darker) is the masculine activator. Balance comes as they learn from each other, honor each other, and flow into and with each other. This is true from both within us, our inner feminine and masculine…and outside of us in relationship with others, especially sacred union romance.

Yin-Yang transcends the ideas, conditionings, and beliefs about ‘good vs evil’, ‘black vs. white.’ THIS is an important time for us to receive this coding and reminder from our Star Families as dualistic tensions and conflicts play out and clash all over the world.

The clash of these dualities has been our 3D experience as we move into the disclosure and reconciliation phases of 4D and into the balanced polarity/union consciousness of 5D and higher.

It’s interesting to me that the first three crop circle formations of this 2020 season have been more ‘well known’ symbology and forms. I have the sense that there is more deliberate bridging going on here with more obvious forms being offered so that ALL can take them in on a bigger scale and levels.

The question of who created these formations is coming up in the comments for which I ask each soul to feel into it for themselves. For me, I can feel the high frequency vibration of the Star Beings in these….their love, their union, their support, their constant efforts to bridge to us…using tech that will eventually be disclosed to us and often in alliance with humans. So there seems to be a mix here of human alliance help and Star Being technologies, yet to just dismiss all these formations as ‘man made’ or ‘fake’ is to not perhaps be ready for the activation into the unknown that they provide.

I love that the formations are becoming more familiar to our collective conscious and unconscious. Moving us out of a speculative space and into a receiving one based on images we are already familiar with. THIS is what contact looks like. THIS is what our future looks like with more and more obvious and physical manifestations of our galactic nature for us to remember and become!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from 2020 and last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/crop-circles

Join us for our Free To Be 2: Navigating the Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition group call series every Wednesday through June 24th in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live and/or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Covid-19/Brain Synapse Unification Message – May 29, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Another Crop Circle Update: And then there is this crop circle too, just reported today, May 29th, in Wiltshire, UK! The 2020 Crop Circle season has BEGUN! Will be so interesting to feel into what is offered to us as messages and bridges to our Star Families during such a pivotal transition point in our global awakening.

As I felt into this one, I actually felt this may represent the coronavirus Covid-19 itself and that the extension out shows how it is creating an opportunity for unification in the smaller circle. Right now, the unification is ‘smaller’, with eight mounds within it, yet they are in perfect symmetry and alignment to each other. There is the feeling of Unity Consciousness growth and expansion possible there. The two are connected to each other (the ‘Virus’) and the unified circle and joined together in a flow.

There is almost something playful about this one as well and I smiled when I saw it. Almost cartoonish too, as if it is pointing to the surreality of the virus and how it is shifting our world in many necessary ways. There is a feeling of hope about it though and possibilities beyond what can feel like a looming death/rebirth experience for so many.

Some are offering in the comments too on facebook https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen that it looks like a human brain synapse, where the neurons connect to each other. That feels very possible as well and could represent the rewiring/upgrading of our brains during the Ascension/light body process.

Ultimately, I find that the messages from these crop circles are whatever YOU most need to see and feel from them rather than a ‘one size fits all’, literal answer. There is a collective and universal meaning, yet, also, a very important personal interpretation and codes that transmit through them JUST for you to receive from your Star Family, as needed in this Now.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a flyover video of this one:

Here’s my crop circle update from the first one of the season: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/1058397631227503

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

Crop Circle Update: First Of 2020 Offering Message Of Heart/Spiritual Balance – May 26, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: First one of the new decade and perfect timing during this Global Awakening Event! I had been feeling one was coming any day now as this is the usual seasonal start for them to begin ‘appearing’….more like arising! This one was reported on May 26th with the location not disclosed yet it feels like somewhere in the UK to me.

We couldn’t help but notice how much this one looks and feels like our SoulFullHeart logo…which is wonderful to feel! For many years, our logo was a heart with angel wings flowing out of it, symbolizing the healing/fullness of the heart/emotional body in balance with the healing/fullness of the soul…essentially SoulFullHeart.

SoulFullHeart logo

Recently, Gabriel Heartman gave our logo an upgrade, infused sacred geometry through the flower of life symbol and a red rose to represent the Divine Feminine and our Magdalene lineage. This is also interesting as we are relocating to the UK at the end of August to begin our nomadic phase of service, so this is a wonderful bridge for us to that movement, like a welcome mat!

The energy I receive from this crop circle is that as well….the importance of the balance of our spirituality/awakenings/soul consciousness expansion and our heart awakenings/maturation. This alignment is so essential going forward into humanity’s Ascension through the death/rebirth 3D/4D phase we are currently in. The circle feels like the galactic center for which we are always connected, even if we feel often like we are alone in the Universe. It also feels like our sun and the Great Cosmic sun, providing constant upgrades through light infusions. There is also a representation of an angel with a big heart chakra beaming out, halo around their head/crown, and wings.

I’ve been sharing about how much galactic support is available to us right now with MANY ships in Gaia’s orbit, bearing witness to our current plight. Pleiadians and Arcturians in particular have been coming through with a ‘friendly neighbors in the stars’ energy.

Their frequencies are available in a very intimate way through non-physical contact experiences with your Star Family and Metasoul Galactic Aspects (fragments from the same soul source as you.) Connecting to your galactic aspects in this way really accelerates and amplifies the activation and upgrading. Really boosts the LOVE and REALNESS of the experience. Rather than something ‘out there’ you are seeking to receive contact from, you experience your OWN galactic DNA begin to activate from within.

I feel how much they want to bridge to us in this crop circle….using a heart to remind us of the importance of healing and leading with our hearts, NOT just our minds. This feels so necessary as violence and fear peak as the 3D/4D Matrix collapses and the disclosure of shadow can feel quite dark.

They seem to be speaking to our hearts here. To our capacity for compassion. For kindness. For peace, and to our essence AS Infinite Love!

love
Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your Arcturian aspect and experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Here is a recent livestream Raphael and I did with a guided meditation to connect with Pleiadian energies through dolphin energy: https://youtu.be/omPnfzeOO2E

Join us for our group call series in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

LightShips/UFOs In Gaia’s Orbit (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

I’ve been sharing lately about the MANY light ships from this and other galaxies that are hovering in Gaia’s orbit during this global awakening event for Humanity. They are here to support us in the next messy phase of our Ascension. They are here to help with a non-violent outcome and resolution as more truths are revealed, including the reality of their existence. They have been our peaceful interventionists since we first used the H-Bomb and ‘unknown’ lights and ships kept dissembling our missiles and bombs in the years since then (as many military officials have shared about witnessing). I feel fairly sure that we would have blown ourselves up in a nuclear war if not for their intervention.

This video above shows a large group of ships heading toward Gaia, filmed from the International Space Station. There is also footage of two on the ground sightings in Chile and in Mexico. The formations that the ships created in the sky to get our attention brought a smile to my face!

I am so glad they are here to witness, to assist (when we finally ask with peace in our hearts) and to show us the new way. Galactic technologies will be KEY to our transition out of the destructive industrial age and into the NEW age of resource sustainability that is foundational to New Earth living.

Here is my post from yesterday, a conversation with my Arcturian aspect Binkh about Humanity’s current situation and how the galactics are supporting us through healing chamber treatments as we ask to receive them: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/we-are-here-to-support-you…/

Here is an energy update about the recodings going on as the Matrix programming collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-recodings-up…/

If you’d like to see more footage and photos of star BEing contact, I recommend the documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind with Steven Greer, available to purchase on YouTube.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Energy Update: Schumann Spikes, Kundalini/Reptilian Upgrades As Matrix Collapses

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Energy Update: Just woke up in a ‘here, NOT here’ state of mind fogginess that is the sign of upgrades and activations going on. Checked the Schumann/Gaia frequency….and yes, of course, fluctuations and spikes have been happening over the last two days. As Gaia is so intimately connected to humanity’s consciousness heart and brain waves, it is not surprising to see this reflected in Her patterns too of increasing frequencies, as I’ve been sharing about more lately.

And, with the Matrix collapsing on the 3D/4D Levels, there is MORE expansion for Gaia too. It’s like Her frequency has been contained (and abused and polluted) into the Matrix hologram and is NOW becoming cleansed, released, and expanded. All this 3D detox of fossil fuel activity is like a fast for Her AND for us that leads to more capacity to move into our light body versions on all levels.

I’m feeling these upgrades going on in the moment especially in the crown, third eye, and causal (back of head) chakras. This is a place of much ongoing pain for people and you may have been feeling pain here (and the lower back) the last few days. This is where we are connected into our Reptilian counterpart/selves, entwined with them in such a way to keep the Matrix programs running. These connection points are being flared up, healed and cleared as we unplug from the Matrix on 3D/4D levels.

Major Kundalini energy surges happening in the moment…up and down the spine and back again as the ‘serpent’ energy in the Reptilian self is able to flow again…so the human gets activated as well. I’ve also wondered what Kundalini energy really IS and I’m feeling now how connected it is to our Reptilian self, as if it is THEIR higher dimensional energy when it can flow into and through us too. Kundalini allows for SO MUCH less mental activity and busyness, for more flow and spaciousness, for more sense of unity consciousness connection, for more trust and letting go.

As I’ve been connected with Ranca today, my Reptilian Self in many shifting forms over the last five years, She is in a glorious place in the moment of feeling her species being liberated and awakened out of their enslavement. She is celebrating her brother and sisters who are becoming unplugged, as we got to be a bridge for in the group call yesterday with dozens of humans/Reptilians that showed up to experience that (and many others in the ethereal as well.) This unplugging is going on in the quantum field of Now space as the Matrix programmers/architects walk away from their Matrix creation to allow ALL to be free as the new directive from the Divine. The love virus is doing its thing to deprogram and disrupt the usual mode.

Ranca’s Kundalini and energy surges are flowing and pulsing now….She is transforming into Her dragon form. The Reptilians seem to move into dragon form as they are freed from the Matrix. Shifting in and out of it, which Kuan Yin and Yeshua showed all of us in the meditation yesterday. Humanity seems to mostly love and admire dragons….a way of connecting and honoring our Reptilian selves it feels like. If we love dragons, yet as ‘mythical creatures’….. perhaps we can come to love this aspect of our soul as well and stop projecting evil onto it?

If you’d like to connect to your Reptilian Self, NOW is an opportune moment to do it: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

You can purchase the full recording of the powerful group call we did yesterday…which includes 45 minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings through offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Gaia is rising, our Reptilians are flying, and humanity is going through a death and rebirth to emerge out of these ashes like a sacred human phoenix!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Ranca!

Join us for our new round of Free To Be Two Group call series for six weeks starting on May 20th and/or receive the recordings! More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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Unplugging From The 4D Matrix Group Call Today!

by Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix is collapsing. The prison doors have been unlocked and are now OPEN. We truly are now FREE!! Still time to join us today live at 10:00am PDT during our weekly group call over Zoom for an important piece of teaching and next level/cutting edge working on the Ascension journey.
I don’t know of anyone else teaching this process in this way or with this ambassador of love energy around it. We will be sharing about the collapsing of the 3D/4D Matrix that is going on with this Coronavirus event, the Reptilian self entwinement at the 4D level and need for mutual liberation, and the ‘Programmers’/Archonic Group that is now letting both species ‘go to be free.’

We will offer a guided meditation for you to connect to your Reptilian Self and help them to unplug from the programming, which allows YOU to unplug and deprogram at a deeper level too! Yeshua and Magdalenes will serve as Divine bridges to bring them into a higher frequency space of liberation and recovery.

You can join us by offering any amount of donation as an energy exchange here: soulfullheart.org/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here about the series: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

We will send you the recordings to the previous four group calls in this series so you don’t need have attended them to come to this one. You will also receive the recording of this call today too if you can’t join us live!

love,
Jelelle Awen and Raphael Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.