By Jelelle Awen
By Jelelle Awen
By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: The energies ARE as they have been….constantly inviting us to go to our next levels. To feel where fear still lives. To feel where resistance still lives. To feel where self doubt and unworthiness still live.
The energies of the sun and its Sacred Masculine activations through SOULar geostorms and CMEs and Flares and Auroras rumbles through our inner magnetics and inner skies. It reveals the polarities inside and where parts of us have become polarized in fear….they are invited to return to love through CHOICES and ACTIONS. To move beyond the fear of change and the unknown to align with your highest timeline. To complete relationships that don’t let you SHINE your brightest light because the other person is too afraid of their own. To shift geographies to those that MOST support you to feel like your authentic self.
The energies of the moon, waxing and waning each month….going full and going new…..She is the glorious witness in our sky. Ever present and comforting, She invites the resistance to receive the attention that it MOST needs to move out of tension. Resistance is still fear, it is fear caught in on itself, looping in suffering, unable to unwind and breathe and trust and surrender to Divine love. The moon shows us that these contractions into resistance are natural, until we are able to birth out into our own soul’s courageous expression.
The energies of Gaia, with Her spikes and Her waves….She is constantly shifting her broadcast signal for US. She is honing us home, vibrating in such patterns and waves that we can swim along with her or we can resist them, it is always our choice. She is asking us to ground into self love and worthiness inside of vital bodies…..that comes NOT from outside of us, not from any outward validation that others provide, not from performance and being ‘perfect’ to others. Yet, from our own core, innate, golden feelings of I AM GOOD JUST AS I AM. Gaia reflects this natural beautiful essence in every leaf, branch, soil, mountain, and lake for us to be in awe until we realize that we are actually seeing ourselves and our own beauty.
These sources of LOVE and LIGHT energy are here to reflect our sacred humanity. They will be ongoingly and at an accelerating rate providing this reflection, activation and integration in the days/months/years to come. These energies become our NEW normal. These energies become the NEW water in the fish bowl for which we as sacred human fish swim. These energies BECOME who we are…..as we ongoingly surrender to our own awakening and re-emergence once again.
Photo by Filbert Mangundap on Unsplash
By Jelelle Awen
Why does it feel to you as if love is scarce sometimes? As if there is only a finite amount of it in the world? A limited flow that parts of you then feel you have to guard and protect? To preserve and save and put away?
The 3D world offers to you that love is scarce, finite and on limited supply. Your birth family conditioning supports this messaging and programming. You experience as a child how no one around you seems to be flowing in love. No one seems to be living in abundant love. No one seems to be willing to share it very much, yet only in drips and drabs. Only in crumbs that they seem to reluctantly give in moments where it feels safe to do so.
Many 3D/Lower 4D religions only offer love if you are free from sin, if you ‘follow the rules’ of their punitive God, if you conform to the social agreements that they offer, if you buy into the idea that love is about sacrifice. This scarcity-based God frowns at you, pushes you away, and not much love at all seems to come from this source as mostly what you feel then is unworthy to receive what even IS offered.
The 3D world prioritizes not the abundant sharing of love in all forms (including money), but rather energies of getting and keeping; of earning and buying; of owning and having. Sharing only seems to happen in moments of open heartedness, between souls that trust each other, from one child to another when there is still innocence alive in them.
3D relationships run on the currency of giving to receive, on codependence, on needing each other to fulfill certain roles, on duty and obligation. They survive often on the fumes of promises of love; on the echoes of love’s exchange in moments when it can; on the wounded projection of self onto other that keeps it all stumbling and staggering along somehow. These relationships exist often on the ground of suffering and on push-pull dynamics that keep this suffering in place.
You’ve been offered scarcity in ALL these areas by a world that has run on love’s lack rather than on its abundance. But, this is not the TRUTH of what is POSSIBLE about love’s flow.
The TRUTH is that every BEing IS Infinite Love. That the Divine is Infinite Love. That energy flow IS sourced in Infinite Love.
Serving love from this flow of Infinite Love that you already ARE offers no limits on what can be healed and transformed by THIS love flow. Being in relationships in this Infinite Love flow allows them to arise anew, offering NEW grounds of connection and intimacy in every moment. Experiencing the Divine (in both feminine and masculine forms) in accepting, loving, nonjudgemental frequencies as a reflection of this Infinite Love flow heals the soul experiences of It being anything less than THIS.
You are remembering this more and more as you decondition from what you have been taught and sold in 3D consciousness.
You are experiencing this as you let this abundant love flow that is available in ALL moments into your life.
You are BEcoming this as you separate from the parts of you that have received this scarcity conditioning and embodying your essence which kNOWs and IS this abundant love flow.
By Jelelle Awen
Here is a guided meditation to connect to your higher timeline of self loving choices: https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo
By Jelelle Awen
Join me in this quick 2.5 minute video offering activation through Lemurian Light Language and a vast, epic view on top of Mt. Maxwell on Salt Spring Island, about a 30 minute ferry ride from Vancouver Island. Raphael and I are sitting in an high meadow with crickets all around us, having gone ‘off trail’ for awhile to be guided to this vista and very special spot. We were guided by our First Nation Metasoul aspects (Atta and Adam) who KNEW this place from their timeline, even though we had never been there in this life. It was amazing to allow them to be our tour guides, trusting as the terrain got a bit rough in places with many fallen trees, loose soil, and rocks.
We let our souls guide us though and here we landed. INjoy as the view expands your perspective, offering the bigger picture of life. The language I am speaking here feels like a combination of First Nation and ‘old’ Lemurian, although I felt the Lemurians from Inner Earth strongly around us. It is a welcome message to activate YOUR connection to this land and ALL land.
I’ll be sharing more about this very special island and this mountain on it, which I feel is a strong sleeper grid for Ascension 5D vortex frequencies and Lemurian/Inner Earth portal connections. I am looking forward to living there with our community some day as it truly, in many deep ways, feels like coming HOME.
By Jelelle Awen
So many souls want to move out of more 3D based ‘jobs’, earning a paycheck, and into expressing their soul gifts and purpose here as healers, teachers, way-showers, etc. There can be much tension, anxiety, hope, desire, and mixed feelings around this transition. There are difficult decisions to make along the way about what to continue doing to ‘earn’ money while this transition is going on. There is often much to feel about how money earning through 3D work has been a safety and security base for parts of you.
When you are coming from serving love….truly and purely coming from serving love….the questions of ‘how to do this’ are no longer an issue. The questions of what you can ‘do’ fade away as you come from response, as you are responding to the love that is coming and being drawn to you. The concerns and anxieties about money lesson as parts of you trust more and more in the abundant availability of love.
You can truly and purely come from serving love as you feel the aspects of you that have resistance, fear, doubts, pain, trauma around service and around sharing your gifts and around BEing your soul purpose here. These frequencies live in the undigested places in the emotional body and in the soul field too from other lifetimes. They always have good reason for being there that is based on real feelings that need to be felt.
Bypassing them or trying to go around them or transcending them in order to serve others through the ‘latest great marketing strategy’ or attaining yet another certification or credential often creates a foundation that is shaky, that feels forced, or just doesn’t lead to the fulfillment and nourishment that you most deeply want at the soul level. It usually collapses eventually, under the weight of what has gone unfelt and unaddressed or what had tried to be disowned. The parts that have been ‘holding up’ this service ‘burn out’ or ‘give up’ or ‘want to shut the whole thing down’ because they need the rest and just can’t do it anymore.
Serving love to self and all your aspects then leads to an overflow to serve love WITH others. There is no strategy to this, ultimately, as it is the opposite of strategic. It is the authentic essence of YOU meeting and dancing with the authentic essence of other, bringing out the authenticity in each other, bringing out the soul, bringing out love.
I have discovered this over the last two years of a fairly full schedule of serving others through session space and now group transmissions too. There is a joy in this service, even when the tones and textures are difficult and painful that come up to be felt in the heart and soul for the women I am holding space for.
The joy comes ultimately in just BEing me, without seemingly self image around it after many years of working with parts of me that HELD edges and fear and self image. I am just serving love, and watching as it brings light to the dark, love to the fear, and possibilities to what has previously felt impossible! I am now in the wonderful place of starting to train others who are drawn to SoulFullHeart as their expression of serving love to ‘replace’ me as a 1:1 facilitator so that I can focus on the bigger picture projects and management, etc….a ‘dream’ come true for me as visionary/teacher/ambassador.
This is possible for YOU too as you serve love to yourself, BEcome this energy, and it just naturally and organically overflows to those who will be drawn to you.
1:1 sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, plus a SFH Facilitator Training process for those engaged in sessions with us! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com
By Jelelle Awen
Settling/shrinking in relationships, especially long-term romantic ones, has become the standard in 3D relationships and even those more in 4D or soul frequencies. In these relationships, the ground of transactability between each partner in the areas of soul, mind, body, and heart nourishment and resonance diminishes over time…..if it was even transacting much to begin with. The ‘honeymoon’ fades and the draw to each other along with it.
Lack of transactability is often overlooked or just ‘lived with’ as parts of you may start to feel that it is impossible to have more or BE in more. Fears of security and safety become the glue that keeps the relationship together even as underneath it, there is much unexpressed frustration, unhappiness, and discontent. Sometimes, capacity on the soul level is fixated on (like often in the Twin Flame paradigm) and the LACK of transactability ignored or bypassed, which leads to a pattern of push-pull relating, codependency, deadness/flatness, running/ghosting, etc.
The 5D Sacred Unions that we are being invited to remember and inhabit AGAIN are about an overabundant, nourishing, and LASTING experience of love and resonance on ALL levels with our partners. This may sound like fantasy, yet it is VERY real and possible as we heal from within the polarized relationship templating we received from our parents, 3D culture/programming, and from our Metasoul patterns in the denser timelines.
Experiencing this kind of sacred union is not only possible, it is encoded in our genetic codes and in our DNA (as those ‘sleepy’ ones come AWAKE again….from two active DNA back to twelve again and beyond. ) It is also provided as template from Yeshua/Sanada/Jesus and Magdalene, as they experience it in the higher dimensions now and can download it to us.
This kind of sacred union ONLY seems to be possible with the inner work being the primary focus to heal the fears/resistances to love so that self love and worth are overflowing into the bond. It is also only possible if you aren’t settling for something lesser than this in your current relationship without consciousness about it and desire to shift it together.
Being in a relationship where EACH partner is focused on their own growth and healing in a conscious, humble, and ever expanding way allows for the quantum healing of sacred union wounds AND experience of the deep bondings/mergings from other timelines too. BOTH partners being engaged in an active spirituality that is alive for both of them is also key here….not just one partner ‘supporting’ the other in often vague ways that don’t lead to actually new ground arising between them.
Raphael and I will be co-hosting a group transmission offering sacred union codes for self and with others based on and coming from our eleven year exploration of these grounds together on June 8th. You can join us or receive the recording for $11 USD/$15 CAD energy exchange here PayPal.me/Jelelleawen
more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2266192267032102/
Here is a guided meditation to feel the exploration of inner sacred union between your masculine and feminine aspects here, a wonderful place to start, esp if you aren’t currently in a relationship: https://youtu.be/nvi_m4i1KvQ
We GET to experience the most alive, dynamic, and growthful bonds possible in sacred union or any relationships/friendships/soul family connections, etc. Settling for anything LESS than this is where our inner work calls us to go in exploration, discovery, and feeling/healing.
1:1 sessions available to explore these inner and outer sacred union grounds with SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: Strong geomagnetics still coming through the series of CMEs entering our atmospheres from an active sunspot producing many flares and CMEs the last week. Geomagnetic storms are continuing today and tomorrow as we are still integrating the most powerful geomagnetic storm in YEARS, a G-3, that came through a few days ago.
You may have felt MEGA tiredness and sleepiness yesterday as the energies of the CMEs moved through and high SOULar winds fanned the ‘flames’ of the energies. There was also a sense of the veils being very thin yesterday in particular with much opened out access to channeling your Metasoul/other lifetimes and timelines….along with galactic connections to your star family and Lemurians too.
THIS is a time of powerful activations from the Great Cosmic Sun coming in and through our planetary sun and flowing into our Personal Sun Chakras at the top of our heads. This flow from sun to sun to sun is a stream that you can tap into through conscious connection. Seeing/feeling your Personal Sun Chakra about two feet above your head, you can connect to and tap into the codes that are waiting there for you to download and bring in.
“Codes” can so often be invitations to feel what needs to be felt in a NEW way. To ask curious questions about whether what and who you are giving your energy and attention to is serving your higher timeline or not. The ability to ask this question with openness to let change and choice points move through in response to the answers you receive IS a code too.
Higher timelines are being hugely energized right now….more clarities around them and what it is like to actually live and experience them. Not necessary all the details about how they will play out, yet what they will FEEL like and how YOU will feel living them is more accessible now than ever.
Feeling/identifying/being with the anchors to 3D timelines through undigested trauma, ‘loyalties’ to family dynamics, unworthiness, shame/guilt, confusion and fogginess, obligation/responsibility/duty helps to lift them. ALL of these can be signs of anchoring to polarized 3D frequencies and the programmings/conditionings that support them. The less you are anchored in 3D, the more you can receive the higher dimensional codes coming IN.
These geomagnetics are supporting the unanchoring and untethering and the FEELING of these 3D ties with the parts of you that have them. The waves of photonic light streaming in provide a sense of what life is like freed up from them.
Self care and love is important during these high geomagnetics. Being in Gaia, connecting to the Inner Earth support systems with the Lemurians, having a feeling sense of your 5D self AND your 3D self and the gap between the two, being in sacred union bliss if you are in one…..these are all helpful too for the unanchoring process that leads to more code integration .
Here is a guided meditation that Raphael and I did on the 5/5 gateway to connect with your 5D self and 5D Golden Earth frequencies to let in MORE CODES:
Much love to you as we let in these 5D codes and experience of our higher timelines,
1:1 bridging sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators are available! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
Auroras And The ISS photo taken by Paul Nelson on May 14, 2019 @ Lake Superior shore, East of Marquette, MI
By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: ANOTHER SOULar flare blasted out from the large active sunspot that we’ve been receiving energy from for the last several days!! Did you feel it? This one happened today May 9th at 05:50 am UT, when most of us were sleeping again. You may have had crazy, wild, and vivid dreams with a desire to just keep sleeping and drifting when you finally did wake up. I had that ‘here but not here’ feeling of still being in the astrals even as I am awake in the body.
This sunspot is actually starting to break up somewhat with a ‘light bridge’ (as they call it) forming a valley between two large sections of it, which dissipates the energy from it a bit. Yet still, this flare from it caused some brownouts again with radiation from the flare briefly ionized the top of Earth’s atmosphere, causing a brownout of shortwave radiation over Asia and the Indian Ocean, according to spaceweather.com. There is also a CME headed our way, with minor geomagnetic storms expected to create auroras on May 11th. Amazing video of the solar flare AS it was happening is shared on my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen and on spaceweather.com
My Arcturian, Pleiadian, and Lemurian aspects/guides were ALL offering the sense that more flares/SOULar activations were coming from this particular sunspot, which feels connected to and activated by the 5/5 gateway. They are giving me the sense of Next Level activations of 5D consciousness being infused by these energies. These are being offered from the Cosmic sun to the planetary sun to flow into our personal sun chakras (two feet above our heads) to light up our 5D sacred human violetprint (the energies are ultraviolet). The SOUlar energies are being then anchored into Gaia through the andara crystal grid consciousness in Inner Earth, overlooked by the Inner Earth Lemurians. More on this to come.
This sunspot and intensity of flare activity IS unusual and rare right now. They are also picking up NEW and unidentified sounds from the sun when they listen to the sound waves produced during these flares. This is a transmission of Ascension codes coming through to activate our light bodies, our galactic consciousness, and to help us unanchor of 3D/Lower 4D control matrix systems.
This is a universal and collective unplugging opportunity for ALL to experience. You may really be noticing now more people around you starting to awaken and be more interested in what you’ve been trying to share with them about Ascension. Be gentle, compassionate, and patient if you can with them and with yourself. There is much to digest and process for the newly awakening soul….and we haven’t even gotten into the deeper disclosure phase yet!
I did an Ascension Energy healing session this week and I could see/feel the solar flares energies in the person’s energy field. We put the ‘codes’ from the flare down into all of her chakras through accessing the Personal Sun chakra. She felt a wave of warm, loving, and joy activating energy in doing this. We saw the ultraviolet frequencies as captured in the video and screen shot below. We also worked with her inner child to move her into a frequency of magical star seed, very helpful to the receiving of these codes!
I’m getting more now why I was guided to offer two group transmissions in this month and specifically one this Saturday May 11th for unplugging from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix. I posted about this yesterday and you can join us for the zoom call or receive the recording for a $11 donation. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2283954645187399/
I’ll keep sharing as these ‘events’ happen and do share in the comments your experiences and questions, etc. for us ALL during this accelerating phase of our Ascension….
A guided meditation with me introducing the ascension chakras is here: https://youtu.be/TPs95U0T5Mw