Meet Your Gatekeeper: Multidimensional Soul Aspect & Divine Muse

By Jelelle Awen

Yesterday, I updated our website page about Gatekeepers. This is the last page from our website soulfullheart.org that now has gotten a new update in energy through redoing the colors, text, photos and lay outs…this has taken days/weeks of my time yet also has been quite enjoyable for me! I think the Gatekeeper page was originally created in 2017, so it has been awhile in the recreation. Our analytics recently showed that it was the most popular page on our website where visitors also stayed the longest…that was interesting!

And, doing this brought me again to the Gatekeeper’s realm…the space in which this magical, mysterious, protective, shrouded and usually hidden aspect of our soul lives, who is tasked with keeping the veil down on our remembering as needed. Lost in their mission, alone and isolated, and often the only conscious witness to ALL those intense human lifetimes (esp in the 3D Matrix) of karma and trauma playing out over and over again.

I connected with my Gatekeeper Lucia just this morning and felt her download some pieces with me about the Matrix, ongoing agendas (some of them looming like dark clouds in the horizon), the Great Reconciliation going on (as we are calling it), creative work inspirations such as a new book, emotional digestion of some recent completions with people, service/purpose clarities and more. We had tears together moving some sadness and mourning even as we felt love together, Divine Mother’s love supporting us both, moving into opened out trust and surrender. Lucia (meaning light) lives now in my lighthouse, shining her light beacon out to those who are ready and resonate to see and feel it.

Having met hundreds of Gatekeepers now during sessions and connecting with mine since 2008, I truly feel their existence as very real although beyond the physical…. unique, important and essential to explore during our awakening and Ascension journey. During long-term connection with them many veils are lifted on soul purpose clarity, soul history patterns/traumas/play outs, relationship to the Divine, unplugging from the Matrix and much more.

There’s more about the Gatekeeper here if you feel a resonance soulfullheart.org/gatekeepers

This is the poem on the Gatekeepers page, written by my Gatekeeper at the time…

I am here, waiting for you to see me and feel me.

Waiting for you to get how much I have done for you.

Waiting for you to understand what I am here to offer you.

Waiting for you to remember why you are here and what your purpose is.

I am here, waiting for you to love me as I have loved you.

Waiting for you to pick up on the signals and signs that I am leaving you.

Waiting for you to connect that what you feel in your body is often me causing you pain or illness to get your attention.

Waiting for you to heal your heart in order to let in love.

I am here, waiting for you to love me as I have loved you.

Love,

Your Gatekeeper

If you’d like to meet yours, here is a guided meditation for doing so:

And a 1:1 session over zoom is an intimate space to open up and bridge together to their ‘world’, which is often in a cave-like setting with many tunnels going off of it, representing the many lifetimes/timelines. More info about sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Opening To Love With Every Part Of You

By Jelelle Awen

You keep opening your heart to love. You do, because it is WHY you are here. To open, to share, to risk….even, sometimes, to break. So it feels like…..your heart is breaking into pieces and the parts that seem shattered speak to you then, saying, ‘This is me, all broken up. Will I ever come together again?’

These parts of you speak of hurt and loss that runs deep, much beyond this moment and even this present timeline and this current situation or circumstance. They flash you the slideshow scenes of previously forgotten pain that is now acutely aching again so you can understand it better, feel it, BE with it…..eventually help them be FREE from these frozen in fear moments.

These parts of you cry with you their tears that often weren’t allowed, permitted, or felt in the moment the pain was caused and harm received by others. These parts of you…..sometimes so, so young, precious, and innocent….can then be held by your and the Divine Mother’s forgiveness and compassion. They can become pure again under the light of your loving sun.

You keep holding the space for this process….being with what is real, allowing space to feel it ALL with ALL parts of you. You keep feeling because, on the other side of this pain, is the joy that is contained in every part of you.

On the other side of the fear…..is the love that is the essence of every part of you.

On the other side of the shame….is the innocence in every part of you.

On the other side of the judgement….is the acceptance of every part of you.

On the other side of the unworthiness….is the sense of your innate goodness as a reflection of the Divine.

Your Divine Self keeps finding support to trust this transmutational process. You trust it because it always moves to the other side eventually. Every movement offers the opportunity and possibility of moving on….even if it looks like ‘going in’ or looks like mourning.

You hear ‘it’s time to move on now and let it go’ and so parts of you do, your previously occupied heart now empty, vacated, and ready to be filled up again by love…

You keep feeling the love that life is bringing, holding, offering you and these parts do too until they become more and more whole and integrated.

You keep listening as Life says, “Keep opening UP, BEing with what is real and trusting the process. All that you desire and deserve is here……waiting until you are ready to receive it.”

~

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This ground of feeling, healing, and being with parts of you and soul aspects is what we explore with much tender and deep initiation in 90 minute 1:1 sessions over zoom, which range from 55 to 100 USD/Euros depending on Facilitator. For more information about a free intro and sessions, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

This is our Deepen 2022 meditation series that I recommend for opening up access to many parts of self and soul aspects: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

Unplugging From The Matrix Livestream Recording & Guided Meditation (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on November 23rd, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about unplugging from the Matrix…a controlled and programmed 3D-based reality that has been kept in place since the ‘fall’ of human consciousness during the collapse of Atlantis/Lemuria. We shared an update on the bigger picture movements of the ongoing Matrix narrative in expression as the Great Reset agenda, False light hijack of spirituality and religion, false med narrative.

We talked about our experience of unplugging from the Matrix and how our SoulFullHeart quantum healing process/way of life supports this process. Unplugging from the Matrix conditioning and programming is a multi-layered process from the inside out in the emotional body, soul/energy field…an unplugging process that needs to occur to allow the soul’s sovereignty and autonomy to be freed up, along with the parts/aspects that are plugged in from this life and other lifetimes with our three way approach to this: unplugging from the undigested emotional trauma experiences of this life with parts of the self; unplugging from the karmic/soul pattern traumas from other lifetimes with soul aspects; unplugging from the Matrix itself including with your Reptilian Self.

We talked about the how you may experience the unplugging process, the signs that it is progressing and the areas that it is challenging such as related to money and relationships. We shared a digestion of the recent documentary about the false med narrative as well.

We offered a brief guided meditation to facilitate an unplugging in the moment for whatever part/aspect/reptilian self is ready for that with Divine support and love.

Here is the meet your Reptilian Self meditation that we mentioned in the video. https://youtu.be/TszIoQ44GIc

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments. You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Inner Daughter Connection Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

By Jelelle Awen

In one week, Kasha and I are exploring this special inner space together in our ‘womb room’ group call! Surrogating experiences with the Divine connected to the healing and upgrading of our Inner Daughter can be so profound and helpful. Hope you can join us!

Info below:

The inner daughter part inside of us often holds the wounded experience of our daughter experience with our birth parents, both in the past and in the present. She can be a combination of our inner child, inner teenager, young adult, and 3D Self. The different parts/energies come out particularly when triggered by birth family in certain ways to reveal as a mirror what needs healing and transformation within our emotional bodies and soul fields.

Our inner daughter expression may be ‘stuck’ at an inner-teenager level of maturity in certain ways, especially related to relationship patterns and soul purpose/empowerment expression. Our relationships with our birth mothers, especially if including the narcissist/empath program, can largely define our expression of ourselves (even if off our radar) as women in the world, in relationships, in service, and with the Divine.

Our relationship with the Divine Mother is a huge purification and healing balm for our inner daughter, especially as the protective masculine parts allow for this bond to deepen and grow. Divine Mother offers us a template of becoming empowered women in our soul bigness, even as we lean into and surrender to Her energies AS a beloved daughter of Hers. This connection also recodes and heals the soul pattern of wounded daughter experience that has been playing out in many lifetimes/timelines.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00/17:00pm WET (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, Jelelle and Kasha will explore healing of your inner daughter through our SoulFullHeart process, including our personal experiences with this and in service with women. We will share about how through a personal relationship with our Inner Daughters, even having her give us a ‘name’ and opening up journaling/dialogue with her, and supported by a recoding with the Divine Mother, we can heal these false and wounded layers of 3D daughter experience to move into connection to the Cosmic Mother Womb.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Daughter in whatever ‘room’ she is currently in with whatever energies/people/relationships are challenging for her. We will invite your Inner Daughter to join us in Mother’s Garden, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred feminine healing, where Divine Mother and other guides such as Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging her from the false matrix. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode individually and together as women.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to women and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11-15 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Energy Update: Total Lunar Eclipse Offers Emotional & Cathartic Release

Energy Update: Total lunar eclipse energies coming through NOW! We’ve been preparing for the emotional illuminations of this eclipse, the deeply feminine frequencies of it, with a focus on shadow exploration with much coming up and out into more conscious awareness now.

During these ‘blood moon’ eclipses, there is an easing up of the moon matrix to whatever degree the sacred feminine lunar energies have been hijacked in the collective and within our wombs especially. The ‘hijack’ itself is going through shifts and changes right now with ambassadorship possible to the Matrix if there has been enough unplugging in your emotional body, soul fields, and relationships. There are big shifts in the agenda and momentum of the Matrix agendas, even with a peaking in the narratives (more on this soon.)

This ‘freeing up’ of the emotional body during lunar eclipses can bring forward intense emotions, sensations of pressures building and releasing from within, even the sense of ‘break downs’ within yourself or those around you. It can be a roller coaster of the highest highs of Unity Bliss and then some unusual ‘lows’ that haven’t been experienced for awhile.

Along with the ongoing pressure, tensions and relationship challenges/completions caused by the consciousness bifurcation going on the last two years, this may be an intense time for you in relationships. It’s like what has been all right to be in shadow or to be dismissed or diverted is coming up to be dealt with and felt NOW.

These catalytic urgent energies can be a bit crazy making unless you are centered into yourself, feeling the parts/soul aspects who are in the churning and need you, discerning what energies are yours and what are other people’s, reclaiming your boundaries as needed. I find these lunar eclipses to be the most intense leading up to them and during the passage between them…and then there is an exhale and release after they are complete.

Ultimately it is cathartic to express and share (even if it needs to come out messy or tense) rather than to hold it inside and internalize, going into a caretaking or people pleasing mode. It is necessary to be current, to be truthful, to share what your heart and soul discernment is…even risking being rejected, hurting others at times (yet not actually harming/abusing). It is especially necessary during these times of death and rebirth. These eclipse energies assist in that process, inside and out.

The 11:11 codes are waiting right there and already coming in, as I shared about yesterday…offering new beginnings, wake up calls, and next movements, connection to your higher vision. 11:11 codes offer a harvesting of the churning, tilling, and planting that has been going on the last month.

You can view the lunar eclipse here from start to finish…8am to 2pm Portugal/WET/UK time….https://youtu.be/hph8JCS2w3c

Love during this intense eclipse and 11/11 passage!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for a 11:11 portal and eclipse energies in our livestream here on FB coming up tomorrow, Wed. November 9th for our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream at 5:00pm WET Portugal/UK/ noon EDT. We will also offer a brief guided meditation to connect to these 11:11 energies. You can join us live here on my FB feed and take in the recording here too. https://www.facebook.com/events/687523919290573

And our monthly group call on Sunday, Nov 13th is focused on connecting to the inner teenager, a part that is often in shadow with much emotional intensity to be processed and soul gifts waiting to be freed up! More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/844061516750636

Here is the recording of a shadow exploration livestream and guided meditation: https://youtu.be/SKZEQbcaIUA

Energy Update: The Powerful Growth Passage From 10:10 to 11:11 to 12:12

Energy update: I’ve been seeing 11:11 in synchronistic ways a lot lately, especially in the last two weeks….as you may have been too. Our minds can’t always track what these numbers mean, yet the codes they transmit interfaces with our DNA, our light body, our emotional bodies, our soul fields.

1 is of new beginnings, fresh starts, rebirth, and openings. 11:11 is an amplified soul wake UP call, a bridge from your Higher Self to receive what is needed to move into your higher timeline and become your higher timeline self.

The passage through 10:10 to 11:11 to 12:12 is not just about marking linear time….yet what I have experienced and seen in others is actually a three month journey through shadow, through completions, through sometimes sudden deaths and lettings go….even while the NEW is coming in.

10:10 can be uncomfortable in that way, the void is amplified, the transition space, the in-between….here and not there. Illumination CAN be painful, to see what you couldn’t before and life/your Higher Self bringing that mirror in different ways.

11:11 is more activation and sense of the New even as illumination of the ‘old’ is still moving through. Starting to integrate what was seen and felt in the 10:10 portal. Reconciling what was revealed into your heart space, self love and acceptance.

In 12:12 we come into more union, the masculine and feminine, the old and the new are resolving together. Magdalene-Christ Consciousness codes come streaming in to support this. All of this occurring inside of us, from parts of us to each other. And in our relationships as well.

The 11:11 energies we are letting in now also offer bridging to energies that previously brought up fear or resistance. Mostly from within yet also with others. To respond with love, to not defend, yet to have healthy boundary. To say ‘no’ to harm without hate or judgement in your heart. To be connected to your vision and sense of what you REALLY want in your life and speak/act/be from there.

Love to you as we move through this deep passageway of growth and learning and becoming,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will share more about the 11:11 portal and eclipse energies (with my favorite full moon lunar eclipse tomorrow!) in our livestream on my FB feed coming up this Wednesday for our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream at 5:00pm WET Portugal/UK/ noon EDT. We will also offer a brief guided meditation to connect to these 11:11 energies. You can join us live on FB feed and take in the recording there or on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel.

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call/events, books/writings and more at soulfullheart.org.

Divine Ambassadorship During The V. False Med Narrative

By Jelelle Awen

I haven’t written about the current mainstream false medicine narrative in awhile as my focus when sharing has been in other domains and with other energies. Yet, this narrative is pressing into all of our lives, even those of us who consciously anchor into higher frequency energies inside and out most of the time.

For me, it is showing up in serving women in sessions who have been involved in the false med narrative in one form or another. Within their relationship as their partner has chosen it and they have not. Or, as a healer serving those who have chosen it and feeling impacts from it physically, emotionally, and energectically. Or, those who have chosen it, feel remorse, and want to detox/heal/upgrade from it.

If you are uncertain or unclear about the very true and real dangers of the false med and the growing number of severe injuries and sudden deaths from them, there are many very good and reliable resources out there (including a growing number of awakening medical doctors) who can share more about that. Disclosure of the sudden and ‘unexplained’ deaths and injuries is increasing as a rising wave of them occurs from those who chose the false med. The stories of loss of life, vitality, and loved ones are truly heart breaking and coming out everywhere now.

As I feel these souls drawn to me in session who have been impacted by the false med narrative, it becomes clear fairly quickly that there is a deeper soul choice going here on a higher level. The false med ultimately represents a bifurcation, a means to illuminate those who are moving forward with humanity’s ascension and those who are preparing to go or even choosing to leave the Earth Plane using the false med as the means.

On a higher level, there is much Divine love, grace and acceptance for ALL choices around this. ALL are sacred and very very unique to each soul. Humanity, Consciousness and the Divine ultimately has all this orchestrating a higher timeline.

Yet, from a human experience level and especially for parts of us such as the inner teenager, inner child, inner protector, etc. it can be a very challenging and even devastating feeling experience to go through the death and rebirth process going on here, especially as so many souls fell under programmed pressure around it and aren’t conscious of the harmful aspects of it or their soul choice around it. And even when experiencing debilitating and long-term symptoms from the med (and many now losing loved ones from it), parts of them are still in denial around it.

Relationships (from birth family to romantic to long-term friendships) have been greatly impacted by the illness and false med narratives over the last two and a half years, in ways that have both illuminated/fractured them and unified them. Polarizations that were once able to be ‘made nice or polite’ have surged up and sudden conflicts, judgements and shame, rejection and invalidation energies have all come forward. These energies were often underground the relationships to begin with as those who are awakening find their voice, their advocacy and their desire for resonance in a process that often requires opposition before resonance can be truly let in and advocated.

These are painful energies to feel within us and in our relationships. These polarizing energies are supported by the same Matrix systems and programs that offer these narratives. They run on these energies, even though I have long shared that the ‘original programmers’ of the Matrix and the narratives seem to be gone (when I go to connect with them in ambassadorship). The human elite/cabal members are running on inertia and hugely plugged in with personal ego gratification into these programs through their family blood lines. They are seeing it out as their Great Reset agenda, fused to it in the same way as any one who cannot conceive of going against it or rebelling.

It has been a challenging time for those of us who have seen the narrative for what it is from the beginning. Challenging at times to find the peace, to hold it in forgiveness, to feel compassion for ALL involved, to understand the soul choices going on….of course that is what the Divine is offering us. And sometimes that is accessible. And sometimes parts of you may go into conflict, rage, shame and blame, feeling very hurt and rejected and just plain terror or fear.

To feel the parts of you (and soul aspects) who have been on this particular battlefield and how this has felt for them is a big aspect of the healing and moving into more inner grace. There are often deep tears to feel and shed with this part of you and a rescue of sorts as you invite them off the battlefield and into a peaceful (inner) setting where they can rest and recover surrounded by Divine love and light. The wounded healer can particularly get hooked here, thinking they need to ‘save’ people from the false med in some way and sacrificing themselves and their own health in some cases.

As this recuperation happens with the part who most needs it, then your Divine Self can more be felt, more step in and more lead the way forward to respond to the next choice points and decisions needed by you, setting boundaries too as needed.

There truly is no ‘good versus evil’ in the polarized way that we’ve been conditioned to feel it. There are agendas running behind the false med narrative who aren’t disclosing their full purpose and means, which is ultimately a controlling and manipulative energy that wants to heal and move out into transparency…feels like the ultimate result of this narrative as more souls awaken to it.

Continuing to battle only brings more polarization and pain. Becoming an ambassador to the shadow and parts of you who are most suffering around this, as your primary focus, offers so much healing and movement. And, if you feel guided, to offer ambassadorship to both those who have been plugged into this narrative and those who are controlling it as I have often been guided to do, there is quite a service there in that as you offer an alternative and bridge to the Divine.

I have been guided all along that this is a necessary dark phase some souls are moving through as an important aspect of our Ascension process and to surrender to the Divine even while feeling into each personal decision around it with Divine guidance. Yet, darkness is always temporary with often immense gifts even with the hard and painful experiences.

We truly ARE love, are light, are vitality, are sacred. The rest are programs that will run their course, run out, and eventually no longer exist in human experience.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More writings about this false med narrative at soulfullheartblog.com and info about sessions at soulfullheart.org.

Shadow Exploration: SoulFullHeart Livestream Recording (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on October 26th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen explore the shadow and how it expresses in your life through suppressed/disowned feelings, parts and aspects. This is especially triggered during the current eclipse window and Halloween/Samhain passage.

We share about our experiences with Shadow exploration and how our SoulFullHeart healing process responds and bridges to whatever energies are in shadow with the light of love. We also offer a guided meditation to connect with a part/aspect/feeling in shadow through a brief visualization journey and bring in illumination/light/love to begin a bridging to them.

We welcome your questions and comments, even after the livestream here on this post. And your sharings of what you experience during the meditation as well!

My women’s group call with Kasha exploring the shadow feminine is on Sunday, October 30th at 5:00pm Lisbon/London- 1:00pm EDT. You can join by donation with more info at ttp://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Here is the popular shadow guided meditation video with me that I mentioned:

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments. You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Energy Update: Eclipse Passage & Samhain/Halloween Offers Shadow Exploration

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: An eclipse passage is opening up…with a partial solar eclipse tomorrow October 25, 2022 with those of us in Europe and in the Middle East getting the best views of it. And with a corresponding total lunar eclipse (my favorite) happening on November 7th-8th and best seen in Western U.S. and the Pacific.

Eclipse passages are often catalytic times, mostly internal although sometimes external too, with big shifts and movements happening during them. The intersection of Gaia (ascending feminine), the sun (sacred masculine) and the moon (Sacred feminine in her pure essence rather than hijacked expression) provides a powerful balancing blend of energies that can shift us out of trajectories, stuck patterns, and routines.

This eclipse passage is also occurring during Halloween, Samhain, All Saint’s Eve….and along with the profound lifting of veils that thin out during this time between dimensions. Access to deeper places within your emotional body and unconscious become available, along with channeling/connection to your soul field, the astral plane, galactic connection, and higher dimensions.

Shadow aspects ‘show’ themselves in interesting ways during this time through reactions, triggers, and even strange or unusual behaviors. Timelines and lifetimes bleed through (esp those with dramatic or traumatic endings and experiences) during dream space and strange dreams even nightmares come through. This is also amplified by Matrix energies of horror movies, violence, ‘dark’ and evil costumes etc.

It can be an unsettling time, where it feels uneasy and uncomfortable to be in your life and be you. Sudden conflicts and messy outbursts in relationships (esp. counterparts and twins) may bubble up during this time….and esp in relationships under already strain from the great bifurcation happening the last few years. What is in ‘shadow’ is so often the rage, the disagreement, the TRUTH that has been judged as not acceptable to others.

While it can be an uneasy thing to feel these previously suppressed energies coming out, it is also a good thing, a relieving movement, a cathartic release. Being with and connecting with directly the part of you or soul aspect that is feeling, expressing, reacting can be hugely helpful during this time.

Allowing becomes the energy that produces movement and leads to clarities and integration. All this passion needs to land in your heart. You can always ‘clean it up’ afterwards and apologize as needed if harm is truly done (esp from within or in relationship.) Yet, often womb roars and hara rumbles are needed in our lives at times to clear out what is no longer serving us.

Embracing the shadow, the darkness within…and still feeling our own goodness, light, and purity becomes possible as we allow and embrace and connect directly with ALL the complex energies within us and in our soul field.

Much love to you as we move through this shadow passage,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will share about shadow exploration and offer a guided meditation during our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream here on FB on Wednesday at 5pm UK/Portugal…12:00pm EDT. You can watch live and ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording after. https://www.facebook.com/events/554834153069748

Kasha and I will explore the shadow energies within the feminine during our women’s group call over zoom on the day before Halloween and during this eclipse passage…. Sunday, October 30th at 5:00pm UK/Portugal/1:00pm EDT….hope you can join us by donation via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen (usual is around 11-15 euros/USD). You can join us live or take in the recording. More info at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Info about free intros and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators for support, access, and connecting during this passage at soulfullheart.org/sessions

You can watch the solar eclipse which occurs at the times below (all UTC/Greenwich time): https://youtu.be/j31icwnZBi4

Partial eclipse begin – 09:52

Maximum Eclipse – 11:07

Partial eclipse end – 12:18

Digestion of Group Healing Weekend & Upcoming Virtual and In-person Events

By Jelelle Awen

Feeling so blessed to meet together as a community for our monthly healing group here in Portugal over the last two days. Raphael and I led two sound healing sessions with our crystal sound healing bowls with light language singing and activation for all. I also debuted my very beginning handpan playing and first soul melody that is coming through! We also did some of our I am…., You are…., We are….. recodings together with each of us contributing one. Everything from I am butter (lol) to I am whole.

It was our usual range of laughs (including learning new cuss words in German!) and tears (such deep and vulnerable processes with tender parts/aspects)! In this intentional space together, we form a healing merkabah that deepens and seeds a new transparent and vulnerable intimacy with self and others.

I feel a deep sense of honor that I get to respond, co-lead, co-create and BE in this seeding with these amazing souls. The SoulFullHeart community vision ‘for the future’ of being in harmony and flow with the land and healing structures/housing that we will create together is becoming clearer for me. Lots of leadership activations going on for me and Raphael, as he also feels SoulFire coming through, a SoulFullHeart offering with Gabriel for men with virtual/in person groups, sessions and more.

I am brought to NuMu and into the geodesic healing dome space there often in meditation now to receive guidance and support from my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect/Guide Ruma and Anna of the Magdalenes. Feeling myself already in the leadership of it, the formation of it, and the reality of it as a ‘given’…and now it is being in the magical and mysterious unfolding of the how NuMu (new lemuria) community will continue to manifest. I keep being shown 100 souls joining us there eventually in different proximities, which seems like quite a leap from 7 of us now…yet the beginnings are as sacred as the peaks.

There is more about our story and vision at soulfullheart.org/about

These weekends offer a taste of this NuMu community in the now….a way of being and responding that is present, in the moment, organic and in flow. And, most of all, FEELING each other and ourselves as we share.

We have virtual and in-person events coming up for the end of October and November (and December) if you feel drawn to join us in whatever ways this speaks to your soul of your own remembrance and reunion.

Upcoming events (most listed on soulfullheart.org/events with postings of them all there coming soon):

SoulFullHeart Livestream here on FB- Wednesday, October 26th about shadow exploration/work from the SoulFullHeart perspective and process. At 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time plus recording available after here on the blog and our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel

Shadow Feminine Exploration Women’s Group Call with me and Kasha on October 30th (day before Halloween!) at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT. More info to offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Inner Teenager Connection Group Call with Raphael and I on November, 13th at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT by donation. More info coming soon.

Intro To SoulFullHeart Guided Meditation Circle – here in Coja, Portugal at 5:00pm to 7:00pm on Sunday, November 20th. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events

Inner Daughter Connection Women’s Group call over zoom with Kasha and me on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk. More info soon

Men’s Group Call over zoom with Raphael and Gabriel on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time. More info soon

Winter Solstice 5 Day Gathering in Coja, Portugal from December 17th through December 21st. More info at soulfullheart.org/events

I am home. You are home. We are home!

Love,

Jelelle Awen