My Heart Ache For the V Injured

By  Raphael Awen

My heart has been holding so much for the V injured these past year as well as the increasing loss of life that we are seeing, that may actually be only a small precursor to what is coming this year and next.

I wanted to share with you a couple resources that show what I believe this virus and it’s antidote, the jab, really is.

If you go down this path, I believe you’ll find everything you need to not only reverse the alterations that you’ve subjected your body to, if you’ve taken the needles (including changes at the DNA level), but also protect yourself from the transmissions of close proximity to those who are, as well as be prepared for the next stages of this rollout.

More on these resources in a moment, but first allow me to speak to a bigger context to carry all of this in, a shopping bag for your trip to the market if you will, as we all know how clumsy shopping can be without a container.

This epic event that all of us are witnessing being played out these past 3 years, with each of us witnessing it from our different perspectives is I believe a culmination of the ‘good vs. evil’ polarity that our consciousness is presently learning and living through. There is a higher consciousness holding all of this which is love, as both good and evil are sourced in love, and proposed and purposed by love.

Many need to be actors on this ‘vs.’ stage in their battling energies, their warrior calling. Many are also called to act out the evildoer role. The drama takes us ‘eventually’ (and what greater ‘event’ can you think of beyond a mass loss of life and quality of life like we are now witnessing) to the reconciliation of the polarities in the birthing of a entirely new phases of consciousness. I do see and feel this as very much part of a heaven on earth manifestation, albeit a journey through many a hell on our way there.

The shopping trip into the market place now reveals many a truth, an undeniable truth, as to what these so called V’s actually are and in that revelation, one can see very potent means to reversing their effects.

I do see that in the shadows of so many is an unacknowledged desire to die, even as their inborn instinct survival is also at play creating quite a dissonance for them. I don’t say this in any finger pointing kind of way, but rather from my own inward journey of what’s been true about parts of me. Until you come to some degree of acknowledging that, no amount of help or information will be of any value to you. You’ll probably find yourself discrediting the very answers you pretend to be seeking to keep up playing the victim.

You’re not a victim. You choose this. We all did really! We chose to be alive and part of this drama at this time, sorting through the polarity.

So here’s the resource I’d like to share with you that I came across. Jonathan Otto, a documentarian has put together a host of interviews with some very interesting people and researchers, and is offering all of it for a price, but a free previewing is also available without providing payment info. I’ll share the link to connect below.

I personally found the free screening of the videos to be more than I needed and bordered on way too much information, but I can see others, maybe given their need, may well want and need to buy access to this material and take a deeper dive.

I really just wanted to send out this post to point to a resource that offers profound insight and practical steps to reclaim your health and sovereignty.

It will however take some deep desire to really want to not just live, but also to thrive and feel your deeper reasons for being here.

This is a huge soul turn for each of us personally and also collectively and also for the divine itself, is my sense of it.

A couple notes on the resources:

Jonothan Otto comes from a Christian background, and many of the voices in this movement are also quite Christian in their worldview. Yet, they are the ones that are quite instrumental in this movement that lacks a name. Which is interesting of course, because many Christian voices were and are also deeply embedded in the other side of this whole Plandemic. I was deep into Christianity earlier in my life so I find all of this very interesting, as it raises the even bigger questions around all of our big questions.

But again, I see the bigger ‘planner’ in this ‘Plandemic’ as the divine itself, (which includes both you and I) involving all the polarities of good and evil, now orchestrating love’s return trip into the reconciliation of both good and evil now returning home.

The great reset, faces off with the great awakening and what is beheld is the great reconciliation – that’s the bigger picture that we may be busy grokking for many a millennia to come.

Wow, I find it so hard to speak to the resources I want to share without getting contextual. I so feel we need a way to digest this more than we need new information.

Yet, there are those who desperately need some very practical answers, and information.

We’re going to need both going forward, new information as well as a new container to hold it all. The old information and the old containers are falling away more and more every day.

This is a mix of the old and the new and I trust you can sort your way through to find what you need.

You can spend a fortune (if you have it), or nothing at all in terms of money (if you don’t have it), either way, both ways will get you what you need, with this info.

Particularly striking to me has been the role of poisonous synthetic animal venoms, and then the role of free and what may be thee single most potent treatments in fasting as well as in the ancient practice of ‘urotherapy’, the use of your own urine. Sound crazy? It very much is AND is thee most solid insights you can find at the moment. There’s also a ton of good info on effective supplements, but personally, I like to find and help others find what’s the right fit for them, without getting overwhelmed and being with any and all fear reactions too.

There undoubtedly is a way through.

Here’s that link to the free info:

Much love,



Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.