By Wayne Vriend
Is it possible that there are things you cannot see right now?
How often are you moved to tears at the wonder and complexity of your physical body for instance?
How often do you feel a love presence coming to you from yourself, or from the Divine, or from another person in your life, to the point of feeling overwhelmed by the love?
If you’re like me, it’s not as often as you’d like.
Could it be that our eyes, our receptors of reality, have been turned down to a frequency that we can bear? To a lower frequency that matches our wounded experiences of this life, and past lives, up till now?
If your answer is ‘yes’ to my question, let me ask you my next question.
What would it take to open our eyes? That is to increase the frequency our eyes transmit and receive at?
My experience is that it takes a process of healing those past wounds. It takes an emotional authentication process, called life, a drama story played out in the real time of your life that allows for the feeling and healing of the past wounds, and embraces and lets in a new space for the new arising story, your unfolding story. It takes feeling the parts of us that are afraid to see yet ache for clearer vision at the same time.
If your answer is ‘no’ to my question about the possibility of there being so much more to see that you have seen till now, then let me ask you one more question.
Is the reason you are still breathing have something to do with proving that your present level of seeing is your highest reality? To prove that you are as attained as possible in this present moment?
I feel a presence in my life that wants to accelerate my ability to let in my next phase. What is my next step in a deeper sense of play, of passion, and of seeing? For me, I sense it is deeply about my own personal journey to see more and help others that ache to see more. I feel it will be about continuing to expand my work in Soulfullheart to individuals and also about speaking to groups about what I see, and how that relates to what they want to see and share . It seems simply true that describing what you see to others has to do with expanding vision. If I don’t share what I’m seeing, then my eyes wax dim. If I let out what I am letting in, like breathing, then my eyes wax brighter.
In this lifetime for me, so far, I have deeply let in and let out several things; Christianity, and being a missionary and teacher within that; a 23 year marriage; raising two daughters; and a 28 year entrepreneurial vision and effort at a contracting business; are the big ones that come in the moment. I needed to live through each of these stories, in real time, in order to feel and heal….in order to feel and heal some more, in order to, you guessed it, to feel and heal some more.
I deeply believe that what you have yet to see, and what I have yet to see, makes for an adventure that’s deeper than any adventure story we’ve ever read or seen in a movie. What you and I have yet to see is why we create and are drawn to stories.
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Beautiful, beautiful piece. I really enjoyed every bit. I have a bit of an odd inquiry though, purely from curiosity.
I do not believe in Christianity, and have seen a lot of corruption in many religions. Many Christians that I know do not have very open minds (though I know a very few that actually are quite wise). I am only being brutally honest as to how I see things.
You speak in a very spiritual, open-minded way. Not how I associate with most Christians. And yet you say you are one. I deeply agree with what you have to say, and so i have to ask: how do you view Christianity, your belief? How would you describe your relationship with God, Jesus, and the divine?
I hope my comment wasn’t in any disrespectful. I am here, after all, to ask questions and learn.
Man, It feels good to feel what I’ve written touch someone! And the questions in return! Answers are way over rated. Questions, open hearted questions are really where it’s at. I miss that a lot. Dancing around really good questions with someone…
Having said all that, 🙂 , Let me try and respond to your questions, without being too ‘answery’…
I didn’t make it real clear in the writing that I’m no longer a Christian. I was raised in it, affirmed it as a teenager, and dove in deeper, deep enough to finally make it out the other side this life. I let go of Christianity and holding Jesus as my personal saviour 7 years ago when I was 44. Part of me that held my rage, actually needed to ceremoniously burn a bible in my backyard as part of my letting go. And not just any bible, but my personal leather bound, time worn, highlighted, written all over in, bible.
I’ve since learned that there is esoteric and mystical streams of Christianity (very different than the exoteric streams of traditional, to evangelical to charismatic that I was part of) that I like the look and feel of much more, but I haven’t felt the desire to embrace what still feels like a going back for me. Christianity mostly feels to me like a system that begins with a view of the moral depravity of man, and then, in proposing it’s fix, allows for all kinds of patriarchal domination and control and suppression of people, and souls. People who are working deep self worth/hatred issues as souls find themselves here, and actually need to be here, until they don’t. That’s what it digests out to for me today.
Relationship with God: From a young boy, I feel I felt a connection with the divine that felt native to me. I am still moved to tears through some of the old hymns of the church. It feels though that I wanted context and explanation for my god consciousness as an emerging teen, and so I invested in the paradigm at hand. I wanted to somehow ensure that I wouldn’t lose my god consciousness and I wanted some path that would promise deeper connection in exchange for seriousness and effort. Today, I feel the divine in textures of love support that under gird my journey this life, that no catastrophe would be without support, meaning and growth, and love. I feel the divine when I close my eyes. I guess I still feel the divine as somewhat of an ‘other,’ but I also feel the divine as part of what you and I are a part of as well. Both feel true to me.
Jesus feels like a really cool sage, soul, guide, that is deep in our archetypal patterns. I reach out to him at times, too, along with others. He feels quite appalled with all the stuff bearing his name.
I’m glad and honored and excited to have a conscious teen following my blog. I look forward to groups of your soul kind and age group to be associated with, learn from, as well as serve.
Fantastic, beautiful answer, and my suspicion proved to be right – you’re not anywhere near a traditional Christian. I see you as a deeply spiritual person, and if I knew you face to face, I’m sure I would enjoy talking to you.
It seems like you really had to move beyond Christianity 7 years ago, and to do something so powerful, so “sinful” took great courage. It’s amazing how the fear looms over the people, and makes them act almost like fearful sheep. So to hear that someone took the fear and turned it around is truly quite encouraging. I have greater fears of my own, not religious, but they’re still fears, and I know that every day, I have to work on them. This is quite inspiring!
You said something my own father has said in the past: “Jesus feels like a really cool sage, soul, guide, that is deep in our archetypal patterns. I reach out to him at times, too, along with others. He feels quite appalled with all the stuff bearing his name.” I agree completely with that.
So thank for the piece and for the long reply comment, I look forward to your future pieces!