By Jelelle Awen
Dropping into the emotive ground of our BEing…really feeling feeling….is like a crawling, a purging, a beyond the mind letting go into PURE emotion. This emotive ground offers SO many riches when you finally allow yourself to walk on it. Here, you harvest the awakenings offered by the experience of those traumas moving. Here, you harvest the gifts that happen when the heart gets broken open.
Diversions and sometimes necessary bypasses are created by your vigilant Protector to ‘keep you away’ from here. The taking of things (anti-feeling drugs, careers/jobs, busyness, relationships) in so many forms that will effectively numb and blind. What wants to bubble up though….always will, and even the Protector feels the calling of this blessed release into feeling.
Your essence arises from the rich, fertile soil of this ground. Watered by the tears that are finally shed. Fertilized by your willingness to be vulnerable. Compassion and forgiveness providing the necessary rays of sunshine to help this feeling garden grow.
This emotive ground of BEing is discovered through the inner negotiations with parts of you like the Protector, who stands at that gate guarding. Holding the hands of your precious Inner Child and Inner Teenager, you show up to FEEL and to be real. You look around and see through eyes without judgement what lurks in the shadows there. Inviting it come out and be embraced again by your loving heart.
This is not suffering over suffering. It is the BEing IT finally in order to have it go, to move, and to transform from fear into love….and from pain into joy again!
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.