By Jelelle Awen
In this energetic pressure cooker turned UP to its highest ‘LOVE’ setting, your heart bakes on the aches that have been previously suppressed. Simmering now, you are BEcoming what is POSSIBLE when love is the waters you are swimming in. BEing more in the now, with others who resonate and marinate along WITH you in love’s juices.
UP come the fears. UP come the doubts. UP come the distrust. UP come the resistances held by the protective parts, the guarding parts, that have just wanted to keep life safe for you. You invite these parts of you to put down their weapons, their self judgements, their reticence. You ask them to confess to that which has before been left unsaid and so release the burdens of their concerns to YOU. You pass the tissues to collect the tears that can finally be released.
You become the role of confessor to your own heart and soul, with deep compassion and genuine curiosity in response to ALL you hear and feel.
In this letting go of previous pain and traumatic story through feeling it with ALL parts of you, your emotional body becomes CURRENT. It can vibrate in the frequencies of the NOW rather than from the past. It can vibrate heart health and soul integration rather than from from ‘long ago’ wounded and ‘didn’t heal properly’ frequencies. It can become more still in natural rhythm with the Universe’s heart beat, tuning more and more to the galactic HUM.
THIS is what all that reading about spirituality was for. This is what all those hours of meditation sets the stage for. This is what the yoga classes were for. This is what all the letting go of the old life and boundary setting has been for.
ALL of it has been supporting the Soul Self to arise.
To become BIG enough to hold all this undigested REAL reality. To become your own parent, your own BEloved, your own angel, your own spirit guide, your own God and Goddess. Your own Divine Source that can hold the space for ALL aspects of you, from your roots to your wings, from Inner Child to Ancient Inner Divine Muse and so BE whatever you are most needing in every moment.
In this energetic pressure cooker turned up to its highest ‘LOVE’ setting, it is finally becoming safe enough to go where it was once deemed off limits, to go where it once felt impossible.
In this process of great self enlovenment, you discover that you have no limits yet ARE Infinite Possibilities of Infinite Love in human form returning and remembering what you have always been!!
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Love,
Jelelle
From my book Bliss Mess: Wonders and Challenges Of Ascension
Links to purchase ebook, PDF and print versions at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books
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Sooooo resonant! Jenelle, you are such a beautiful writer and so eloquent and yet practical in describing energies as I perceive them.
Hope you are well!
I presume youβve remained in Portugal? I hope itβs a great fit! I loved South Africa very much but after 11 months was called back to be nearer my sons. After the winter in Sedona, Iβve been in my RV all over the west again and will next be in Taos for a month of training with Earthship Academy.
Sending you beautiful light and hugs!
– Shelly
Hello Shelly, good to hear from you. And thank you (as always) for taking in my writing! We are indeed still in Portugal and happily settling in here as it really feels like our golden earth seeding place.
Interesting that you are back in the states…spent the winter in Sedona and are headed to Taos now. Love to you!
I love earthships btw, very innovative building using Gaia’s resources, reminds me of our cobb building in Mexico that we did and enjoyed so much. I see using cobb in the future too
Iβm glad youβve feeling like youβre at home for now at least! π
Iβm curious where Iβll settle but itβs an unknown at this moment. Just following the guidance and as a result Iβve been able to see beauty and sites I never thought were going to be in my life (or even knew existed). This planet is truly magnificent.
I recently realized I had been drawn like a magnet all over the βfour cornersβ area of the southwestern US that Hopi elders have described with some profound implications. All those sorts of occurrences are interesting and Iβve appreciated being a part of the current energies in whatever way I can best serve. Am now feeling a strong desire to settle and ground again.
I am excited about the opportunity and transformation I expect from the Earthship experience, and love that you, too, have experienced sustainable building and living.
Hugs to you!
Shelly
We are celebrating two years in Portugal this week actually π The golden light codes here and crystal quartz waters offer so many upgrades and lifetimes here too, plus connection bridge to inner earth lemuria.
Interesting about the four corners area and the synchs you are experiencing and that are occurring for you too as you flow with life and with your journey. A desire to settle and ground again is understandable too!