The Gifts Of The Journey And The Destination

Many times the greatest gifts are found not just in the discovery itself, but in the journey toward the discovery.

It was a magical experience to be able to take in the majesty and wonder of my first crop circle visit. I was with my beloved Kasha and my soul family, Raphael and Jelelle, as we sleuthed and navigated our way to find this beautiful work of our inner Earth brethren.

While being in the crop circle itself was incredible, it was the journey there that I have been digesting as well. We had the coordinates but could not see or sense it much at all as we were going down what seemed like endless tracks within the field. There was some tension of being ‘caught’, of being on private property, as well as taking in the heat of the warming day.

Raphael felt that we just go down a few more tracks on the way back to the car and sure enough there it was! Allegedly out of nowhere. There was no way to see it other than from above. It was a message that the greatest beauty is found right on our doorstep and in front of our nose if we just trust, feel, and believe.

It was a mirror of what I still have inside of me to feel through as we continue this ascension/transition journey. I don’t feel any judgements toward that, just awareness and places to feel and go. A desire to keep attuning to the Other Realms that exist right in front of us as they are within us.

The shape itself was a message for me too. When I first took it in from the aerial pic taken, I saw a geometric rose initially. This made sense in my digestion as the linear geometry gave way to an object that is felt in the heart and the soul. The act of finding the ‘Rose’ in all things and all circumstances. Follow the Rose. Follow the Heart and the Soul.

As we all took in the energy and awe of the creation, I was left feeling changed and altered. Recoded and remembered to myself again. Reconnected to my Inner Earth aspect, Malen, and all he is meant to guide me toward in each moment. There are so many other interpretations that may come from this circle but the most meaningful are the ones that come from our own relationship to it.

The experience brought us all closer together and aligned as we go onto our next geography in Portugal. It was a great way to end our time here in the UK as we take the energies and messages with us into the New. Our purpose and mission more clear and more embodied. Helping to heal, unplug, and recode from the inside out for ourselves and in service to others.

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A Reminder Of Magic And Home: My First Visit To A Crop Circle!

By Jelelle Awen

I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.

This is the one we visited!


On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.


And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.


On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.


Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.


The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!


We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.


It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.


The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.


I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.


Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.


I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.


You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.


Love from Crop Circle country!

Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Slow 2021 Season Picks Up With A 12 Petal Beauty

Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.

This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)

I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.

There are more and more ‘commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.

I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.

What do you feel and see when taking it in?

More info and aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2021/barton/barton2021a.html

Love from crop circle country!

Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: First of the 2021 Season!

By Jelelle Awen

And so it begins!! Crop circle season for 2021! This first one appeared in Stanton St Bernard, Near Alton Barnes in Wiltshire, UK yesterday May 10th. What struck me most about this formation was the bright yellow hues of the Oilseed-Rape flowers! That is a BIG activation of third chakra I AM frequencies! I get a sense of movement about this one…it will be interesting to see how future ones may connect to this one.

There is something mysterious about this formation and also looks almost ‘pieced together’…reminds me somehow of stain glass window. Personally, I always feel comforted when these crop circles start appearing, feeling the activations and transmissions that occur beyond the mind’s understanding.

I am so excited to actually be here in this area of the UK where the majority of these crop circles appear, which I missed last year as we came here in September when the season was over. I feel a sense of certainty and reassurance from my Star/Lemurian family that we will be able to get over to share/transmit from at least one of them while we are here in the area through the end of June.

Some of you have asked what we are drawn to next after being here in Avalon/Glastonbury. We are feeling guided to relocate and settle in Portugal, most likely the central or Northern areas. We are wanting to eventually own/steward land with restorable buildings and create a sustainable community with the SoulFullHeart work/way of life as our foundations there that we are calling NuMu (New Lemuria). This has been our ultimate vision for many years, including an attempt at off-grid living in rural Mexico for a couple of years.

I’ve been offered that the crop circles are actually mostly a collaboration from the skies and from within the Earth with the Inner Earth Lemurians ‘seeding’ them from below and a combo of tech used by star beings from above. They seem to appear in fields as a bridge to us on the surface, to remind us of the higher dimensional support that we have from above and from below as we go through our Ascension.

Raphael and I will be sharing more about the frequencies of New Lemuria and how to bridge to them in our group meditation call this Sunday May 16th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EST. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events. Love from Avalon,Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: Abundance of Five-Pointed Stars In Beautiful New Formation – July 23, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: This stunning new crop circle formation was reported today, July 23rd, at The Ridgeway, Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK. It appeared near the white horse/dragon formation. I was struck by how detailed, intricate and precise this formation is and was once again reminded that something BIGGER beyond our known technologies and human means created this art! An instant bridge to the galactic and cosmic energies supporting us!

There are so many five pointed stars in this formation or pentagrams. Ten points on the two overlapping stars and ten five-pointed stars supporting the center one is a powerful activation! 12 stars in total…

The pentagram’s use, which commonly represents the five elements of earth, water, fire, air, and spirit, has been distorted and misused in some ways by the 3D Matrix control system and 4D Matrix False Light/Satanic programs. Yet in its pure essence, this shape connects us to our ‘ancient’ roots and Metasoul lifetimes/timelines of balanced elementals within, with others, and with Gaia. Many use this shape to manifest beauty, protection, balance and connect to the Divine Feminine.

I feel there is a reclaiming of this symbol and its powerfully high frequency activations in this formation from the darker energies and their agenda that is now being disclosed and revealed during this necessary shadow illumination phase of our Ascension.

Here is the aerial view to take this beauty in: https://youtu.be/5kWApsdarHc

What do you feel/see from this one?

Read all my crop circles updates from the 2020 season at: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Five Pointed Star And A Message Of Unity/Flower Of Life – June 29, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: This feels like another special crop circle formation reported today, June 29th at Allan King Way, Near Cheesefoot Head, Hampshire, UK. This is a complex formation with many forms overlaid near and and intersecting with each other!

Watching the aerial view of it seems to reveal even more layers to it! Here is this formation from the air: https://youtu.be/dqGcp-L6Tic

At the center of this formation is a five pointed star with a pentagon in the middle of it. This pops out almost immediately and has a strong activation frequency to it. This star formation is nestled inside an intricate, repeating pattern of shapes that resemble the Flower of Life. The Flower of Life to me offers a feeling sense of Unity Consciousness, the web that connects all of creation, and the reminder of the connectedness of ALL beings.

I also feel there is something of a U.S. representation in this formation, symbolized by the five pointed star that is in the U.S. flag and the Pentagon shape, mirroring the government building. The United States has felt like the epi-center of the 3D/4D collapse/death/rebirth to me with much divisive and polarized energy coming into expression through the Q movement and the Cabal, in politics, and in other areas of life. The U.S. feels like it represents, leading, and is playing out (as it has for its entire history) the emerging chaos and rebellion against tyranny/corruption/violence that leads to sovereignty that comes from the disclosure process and unplugging from the 3D Matrix/hidden agenda/control systems.

Being tucked into a Flower Of Life, we can imagine that the U.S. is being embraced and moved toward an eventual Unity Consciousness expression when the divisions move into unions; the battles into resolutions; and the polarized sides into equalized balance…as are we all.

What do you feel/see from this one?

love,
Jelelle Awen

Here are all of my crop circle updates from this season and last year as well: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

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Crop Circle Update: Unity Consciousness and 12 Message Of Completion – June 14, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Here is the video flyover of this one: 

Crop circle UPdate: I was just sitting here in front of the computer before doing some yoga, as if waiting for something, and then checked cropcircleconnector.com and discovered….A HA! There was a new crop circle formation that appeared June 14th, again in Wiltshire, UK. The creators (alliance of Star Beings and Humans it feels like) of these circles SO love those heart chakra ley lines in that area! I can’t wait to be there finally in the physical to experience them in September!

The energies of Unity Consciousness coming from and radiating off of this recent formation are so palpable! It just fills you with this sense of union, balance, flow, and coming together. The 12 formations create an outer circle with 12 smaller triangle shaped ones within it….and two larger circles holding it all also feel like a representation of the wheel of life or cycles of life/time. 12 often signifies completion of a cycle or phase.

To me, this feels like an energy of eventual completion of the current tumultuous yet necessary death/rebirth and reveal/disclose to heal that the collective is going through right now. This offers a sense of what it will feel like for the collective to have journeyed through this currently messy birth canal. The last crop circle had very rare broken circles, which seemed to represent the transition, and this one almost seems now like the resolution.

For those of us tuned into this Unity Consciousness within us between parts of us and aspects of our soul, we can embody this frequency in the Now as a broadcast for others to take in. We also understand that the death/rebirth process does not really complete yet moves into deeper phases along the journey for which we surrender to that process in deepening ways.

What do you feel/see from this one?

You can read the comments about this one on my facebook feed at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Incomplete Circles Mirror Humanity’s Transition – June 11, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: The first formation of June appeared today, June 11th, in a field in Wiltshire, UK! The most interesting thing about this one to me are the two broken circles in the main formation. I don’t believe I’ve seen incomplete circles before in a formation over the last few years.

The sense I get from this is that the circle is not quite formed or complete yet. There is room for exit; there is an opening for entry. There is a flow in and out. This creates a feeling sense of movement and yet, also, some instability, which is exactly what we are experiencing right now in the fiery and conflicting narratives running in 3D/4D.

This is a key transition point for humanity in which many choices are being made at the soul level and filtering down to the human consciousness level. As Gaia moves out of 3D frequency, the gap is closing on Her availability to offer the 3D density and duality/polarity experience any longer. Those souls who still need and want that 3D experience for growth are being moved into death/rebirth frequencies of choice.

I get the sense that this formation is an acknowledgment of the process that we are undergoing and that it is a temporary yet necessary one. Eventually, the circles will complete, balance will be found, and love will flow.

What do you feel/see from this one?

Here is a video of it from the air: 

love,
Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Yin-Yang Symbol Offers Unifying Of Polarity Activation – May 30, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop circle update: Now, THIS latest crop circle formation in Wiltshire, UK reported on May 30, is probably familiar to most of us! This so looks like the yin-yang symbol, representing the concept of duality and how opposite or polarized forces can actually be (and need to be) in flow with each other. The symbol is then enclosed by another circle with four nodes or points surrounding it, offering a bigger picture sense of duality held within a larger context to play out.

Here is a flyover video of this one:

This formation offers a powerful activation of interconnectedness…how ultimately ALL forces and energies have a relationship to and are dependent on each other. This is an activation reminder of our essence as Oneness.

Yin is the feminine and receptive energy (represented by the lighter circle) and Yang (the darker) is the masculine activator. Balance comes as they learn from each other, honor each other, and flow into and with each other. This is true from both within us, our inner feminine and masculine…and outside of us in relationship with others, especially sacred union romance.

Yin-Yang transcends the ideas, conditionings, and beliefs about ‘good vs evil’, ‘black vs. white.’ THIS is an important time for us to receive this coding and reminder from our Star Families as dualistic tensions and conflicts play out and clash all over the world.

The clash of these dualities has been our 3D experience as we move into the disclosure and reconciliation phases of 4D and into the balanced polarity/union consciousness of 5D and higher.

It’s interesting to me that the first three crop circle formations of this 2020 season have been more ‘well known’ symbology and forms. I have the sense that there is more deliberate bridging going on here with more obvious forms being offered so that ALL can take them in on a bigger scale and levels.

The question of who created these formations is coming up in the comments for which I ask each soul to feel into it for themselves. For me, I can feel the high frequency vibration of the Star Beings in these….their love, their union, their support, their constant efforts to bridge to us…using tech that will eventually be disclosed to us and often in alliance with humans. So there seems to be a mix here of human alliance help and Star Being technologies, yet to just dismiss all these formations as ‘man made’ or ‘fake’ is to not perhaps be ready for the activation into the unknown that they provide.

I love that the formations are becoming more familiar to our collective conscious and unconscious. Moving us out of a speculative space and into a receiving one based on images we are already familiar with. THIS is what contact looks like. THIS is what our future looks like with more and more obvious and physical manifestations of our galactic nature for us to remember and become!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from 2020 and last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/crop-circles

Join us for our Free To Be 2: Navigating the Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition group call series every Wednesday through June 24th in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live and/or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Covid-19/Brain Synapse Unification Message – May 29, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Another Crop Circle Update: And then there is this crop circle too, just reported today, May 29th, in Wiltshire, UK! The 2020 Crop Circle season has BEGUN! Will be so interesting to feel into what is offered to us as messages and bridges to our Star Families during such a pivotal transition point in our global awakening.

As I felt into this one, I actually felt this may represent the coronavirus Covid-19 itself and that the extension out shows how it is creating an opportunity for unification in the smaller circle. Right now, the unification is ‘smaller’, with eight mounds within it, yet they are in perfect symmetry and alignment to each other. There is the feeling of Unity Consciousness growth and expansion possible there. The two are connected to each other (the ‘Virus’) and the unified circle and joined together in a flow.

There is almost something playful about this one as well and I smiled when I saw it. Almost cartoonish too, as if it is pointing to the surreality of the virus and how it is shifting our world in many necessary ways. There is a feeling of hope about it though and possibilities beyond what can feel like a looming death/rebirth experience for so many.

Some are offering in the comments too on facebook https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen that it looks like a human brain synapse, where the neurons connect to each other. That feels very possible as well and could represent the rewiring/upgrading of our brains during the Ascension/light body process.

Ultimately, I find that the messages from these crop circles are whatever YOU most need to see and feel from them rather than a ‘one size fits all’, literal answer. There is a collective and universal meaning, yet, also, a very important personal interpretation and codes that transmit through them JUST for you to receive from your Star Family, as needed in this Now.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a flyover video of this one:

Here’s my crop circle update from the first one of the season: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/1058397631227503

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/