Energy Update: Healing Polarities Within Illuminated By The Eclipse and 1:11 Passage Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: What a swirl of energies for us in the beginning weeks of 2020! New timeline possibilities of bliss, joy, dreams coming into clarity and coming true. And, at the same time, grieving, sadness, and mourning processes as we ‘let go’ of whatever needs to be in order to respond to the new.
 
We are invited to expand our emotional body capacities to ride the waves and to hold mixed feeling realities at once within us. Sad and excited. Bittersweet. Hopeful and fearful. Trusting and mistrusting. These can be necessary mixed feeling states, yet they can also be signs of polarities within from one part of you to another. One part feels scared while another part feels hopeful. One part feels attached to a relationship and trauma bonded while another part of you is increasingly clear that the relationship needs to shift.
 
The polarities within are a result of 3D conditioning that offers a ‘black and white’, ‘this against that’ way of relating to life. The polarities within can be felt by you as you connect with the parts of you on each of their ‘sides’ and let their emotional realities land in your heart to be felt. You can find then a ‘middle way’ as an ambassador to these parts of you, bringing them into a balanced place and more even-keel blend. The polarities within can also be a result of our original separation from and out of the Divine. Reconciliation within from this lifetime helps to heal this soul wound.
 
These polarities within (also often between our inner masculine and inner feminine) were amplified by the full moon lunar eclipse codes blending with the 1:11 portal energies that peaked on Saturday. The feminine Full Moon Eclipse energies and more sacred masculine 1:11 portal passage brought up some weepiness, mood swings, crying purges, tension then trust waves as emotional body clearings and upgrades occurred. The 1:11 codes offered higher timeline clarities and possibilities and the courage to make life choices toward them, while the lunar eclipse energies offered emotional digestion of these choices.
 
On the other side of this passage, there is a sense of calming down and more rest, more groundedness from within, and an emotional reset. There is a sense of space within to digest in a more full-hearted way the changes and choice points that may have been illuminated to you during this passage.
 
Divine Mother energies of Kuan Yin offer stillness and gentleness through snow and winter codes and compassion to receive from within and to extend to others. At the same time, there is a heightened activity of fires, volcanoes and earthquakes as Dark Mother and Mother Gaia continue to bring in catalytic frequencies of clearing and rumbling alchemy.
 
There is also complex stream of SOULar winds forecasted to come into our atmospheres today from two to three holes in the sun’s surface. No geomagnetic storms are expected to come in, but there will be a surge of auroras when the solar wind arrives, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar winds can heighten and amplify any body symptoms you may be experiencing, including light headedness, disrupted sleep patterns, indigestion, colds and flu symptoms, etc.
 
All these energies offer us the opportunity to find our ‘home’ within and discover increasing trust in the flow of life held with Divine surrender. We can ride the waves of polarized emotions and bring love to all the parts of us that are feeling them. We can connect to the bigger soul context around the reason we are experiencing life AS we are. We can trust the growth that it brings to us as we move into our sacred humanity.

Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: 2019 Death/Rebirth Passage Opens Up To A 2020 New Dawn

By Jelelle Awen

Death and rebirth. Letting go in order to let in. Releasing the old to experience and become the NEW. These were the energies that we had been baking in since the 11:11 portal as the seven year cycle of initial awakening for many souls starting in 2012 completed….along with the ten-year decade-long cycle as well. The ‘end of an era’ passage of 2019 invited us to feel what needed to complete in our lives too, especially in personal relationships.

There was a sense of ‘ash in the air’, separations, declarations, break ups and breakdowns, peaking conflicts, difficult situations, etc. as 2019 came to a close. This was heightened by being in social settings that you aren’t your normal ones, in addition to the collective 3D ‘pressures’ of obligation, duty and conforming to others’ expectations of you rather than following your own heart.

The old grounds, previous agreements, and ‘grandfather clauses’ in relationships have been dissolving and finishing…having served their purpose for what was previously needed for all the souls involved. The ‘running out of ground’ sense of what was originally signed up for is heightened so that you can advocate, set boundaries, make choices, say ‘no’ if necessary. Patterns of behaviors and especially ANY settling/shrinking with others is being revealed, sometimes painfully, yet also necessarily.

Three days into 2020 already and it does feel like we are on moving to the ‘other side’ of this intense pressurization and death/rebirth passage. The other side is not completely free of angst, hurt, growth, and feeling necessary darkness/shadow. Yet, there is a sense of this ‘New Dawn of A New Decade’ energy holding the bigger space for it.

There is more connection possible to YOUR bigger picture soul purpose for being here at this time. There is more connection to your Higher Self clarities and visions. Receiving messages is deepening through dreams and meditative states. This more and more becomes the FUEL for your life and gives every moment more sense of purpose and meaning.

A New Dawn offers infinite possibilities of experiencing love within yourself to all parts of you….and with others in relationship as well. A New Dawn offers a beacon of hope to the parts of you who need some light in their skies. It is the ‘other side’ of the difficulty where you discover the WHY of what you’ve been advocating for…the experience of more love and yourself AS love.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our monthly group transmission call to bring in the 1:11 codes and set INtentions for 2020 on Saturday, January 11th at 10:00am PDT. Should be a powerful day to connect in an elevated group consciousness! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/777180949450667/

1:1 sessions available for me with women to go ‘next level’ in a gentle yet powerful way using the SoulFullHeart way of life and healing process! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Energy Update: Schuman/Gaia Wave Moved Through for 12 hours

Energy Update: We had a very active Schumann/Gaia resonance wave lasting for twelve hours today, December 29th! This was during my sleeping time and I definitely had more vivid, clear, and intense lucid dreams than in awhile. They felt like visiting other timelines/lifetimes, working issues out, yet easy to remember.

You may have experienced the same increase in clarity, clairvoyance, veils thinning for yourself in sleep time or in waking time now during this wave. Gaia waves can cause also sleeplessness in some people and anxiety (distrust) can be heightened as well.

Grounding in with Gaia and being in higher vibrational space with souls that can resonant in that with you (or alone) helps ease these waves too. If you are still in birth family difficulties/Holiday mode, that can be challenging to sustain when these waves come in.

Getting your own space is important right now. Space to go within, feel what you want to change in your life in the NOW, what you want to experience in 2020. Without that personal space to connect with yourself, the Divine and other parts of yourself, it is easier to project right now and pull away/push away from soul family that love and see you.

As we complete the last few days of 2019, the energies are increasing and amplifying leading into 2020. They are HERE to offer support for the life changes that need to follow the inner changes. A reminder to us that healing grounds in when it expresses in the physical in ALL areas of our lives.

Love to you as we ride these year-end waves together!
love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Solar Wind Stream & Christ Consciousness Codes As Prep For The SOULstice

Energy Update: We’ve been in a SOULar wind stream for the last three days…streaming from a hole on the sun’s surface causing increasing wind speeds and pretty amazing auroras in the Northern regions.

There haven’t been any geomagnetic storms this time but the overall flow and stream has been steady during these days, which you may have felt in your physical and energy/chakra bodies. This can cause lots of need to rest and sleepiness…and sometimes light headedness/dizziness too.

As we enter now the SOULstice passage and the longest night of the year tomorrow and shortest day, the energies feel to me like they are moving into a steady flow through 12/26, in which they are amplified and supported by a solar eclipse. SOULstice energies are often soul stirring, veils lift, timelines/lifetimes bleed through, and connection to Divine guides and Divine Mother/Father frequencies are more accessible. Communications and clarities come through more clearly and contact with people’s higher selves and those who have passed on is more pronounced as well.

Christ Consciousness codes are streaming in too, in a steady flow like the solar winds and the geomagnetics. To me, I see them as gold bands in the cosmos and available in our inner cosmos too. Every Christmas carol and hymn celebrating Jesus’s birth is transmitting these codes. This energy transcends the religious filters containing it. This is why people who never go to church go during this time of year…..to sit in and bake in and take in these Christ energies.

I wrote more about the Christ Consciousness Codes offering compassionate templating for our transition from warriors to peace/love ambassadors here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-christ-consc…/

These CC energies are soul expanding AND heart opening…the combination is irresistible to us because it is our sacred humanity in its highest capacity of embodiment expression. Our inner masculines need both the sacred masculine activations from the sun and the CC frequencies as the reboot/rewire/healing of the wounded masculine frequencies on our planet continue to transmute and transform.

Love to you on during this SOULstice passage and our ongoing transformation into sacred humanity!
Jelelle Awen

Hongming Zheng took this photo while flying 34,000ft above Anchorage, Alaska.

1:1 sessions available to activate CC codes within your soul! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Christ Consciousness Upgrades To Become Peace/Love Ambassadors

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: We are moving now into receiving Christ Consciousness code upgrades for the 12/21 solstice gateway and leading into Christ-mas and a solar eclipse on the day after Christmas. Christ Consciousness (also called Sanada and Christ-iel) activates our Higher Heart of compassion, especially within our inner and collective masculine. Our Inner Masculine includes parts of the self such as our Inner Protector, Inner Father, and Inner Punisher….and parts of the soul such as our Gatekeeper and timelines where we were in a masculine body or female warrior type too.
 
Christ Consciousness offers a higher vibrational experience beyond the Biblical Jesus, ‘Son of a Father God’ picture. The Bible and the world’s religions offer a 3D/Lower 4D Matrix filtering of Christ energies that have control and manipulative agendas and fear-based frequencies to them that perpetuate the wounded masculine/patriarchal system and suppression of the Divine Feminine.
 
The PURE Christ energies are able to be experienced as you raise your frequency through trauma healing beyond the Lower 4D Matrix of religions, belief systems, dogma, a punishing and punitive False God picture. You can then experience the PURE love and acceptance of you as a sacred human by Christ AND by the Divine.
 
You experience that Heaven is within you. You remember then that you are not sinful, that you have not made mistakes, that you are not being tested or punished by God. You remember that you are ALSO a son or daughter of the Divine and always have been…..loved as you are in all the experiences that you go through….the Divine learning along WITH you.
 
These Christ Consciousness energies for 2019 are offering deeper healing of the warrior and fighter to become a love ambassador for peace. This will so much be needed as we move into deeper disclosure in 2020….on Gaia, in galactic dimensions, toward the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and, most importantly, from within yourself and your soul. The previous masculine expression of our ‘heroes’ and ‘heroines’ as being connected to the ability to fight for something is shifting. We are now offered the codes to recognize that our true heroes are those who advocate for peace and compassion above all else.
 
The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can ‘bleed through’ into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.
 
Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your Veil of Amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.
 
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process during 1:1 sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
So much love is available from Christ/Yeshua during this time of upgrading to compassionate ambassador. Ask to connect with Him and receive the gifts of His kind and unconditionally loving heart. Divine Mother is available at all times too, to support, to hold, to forgive, and to love.

Here is a mediation to connect with your Gatekeeper:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Powerful & Amplified 12/12 Full Moon Intimacy Portal

Energy Update: Blessings to you on this 12/12 Full Moon Portal Day! The 12/12 portal energies are being amplified by the longest full moon night of the year (which was at its peak at 12:12am EST) and our last full moon of this decade. This 12/12 portal offers easier access to 5D/Golden Earth frequencies of Infinite Love, abundance, and heart warmth goodness.

The 12/12 portal energies are also supported by the sacred Divine union Christ/Yeshua and Magdalene codes coming in for winter SOULstice and the Christmas season. There are even Santa Clause codes available now, offering a template of loving giving, compassion for all, Sacred Masculine and Unity Consciousness.

In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a ‘coldness’ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.

Real love is so often unknown to parts of us. They have received and settled for crumbs of love instead. These crumbs are received in relationships that operate on settling and shrinking, duty and obligation, narcissist/empath, codependence, etc. These relationships serve a purpose in revealing our shadows and showing us where our growth work is this life. All souls on each ‘side’ sign up for these relationships, so they can certainly be honored and appreciated on a soul level.

These crumb-based relationships are being invited into completion and closure, especially as we move into the higher timeline year of 2020. The crumbs of love can be difficult to let go of as parts of you may not trust that there is even MORE LOVE that is possible to experience. Yet, it is only in saying ‘no’ and declaring “I want more love!” that it can come into your field and heart space. This begins from within you….from every part of you to another as you create this warm and abundant and consistent field of love inside of your own BEing to eventually transact it with others in an intimate and relational way.

The 12/12 portal and ongoing Ascension offers a teleport to experience REAL love that makes your heart and all chakras feel very WARMED UP again. It offers the experience of intimacy with yourself, to truly know and feel yourself and ALL parts of you from this life and your soul fragments/aspects from other lifetimes/timelines too. It offers intimacy with others where you can be REAL, you can be authentic, you can be vulnerable, you can be transparent. THESE are intimacy grounds…..that offer an into-me-I-see reality.

With this exploration into intimacy grounds, you may be feeling many tears, emotions, and emotional clearings/purgings. Let them move through, yet also be lovingly curious about them. Which part of you is feeling it and why? This question can greatly change your experience of reality from a disconnected place to an intimate one.

There are many guided meditations with me in my Deepen series 2019 to explore and deepen these inner intimacy grounds: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

As you let in the love coming through today and ALL days, it is able to be shared, to be received, and to be experienced in the most intimate ways possible!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Explore self intimacy and with others through 1:1 sessions, group calls and community events, and more! soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Join Raphael Awen and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this last group transmission of 2019 is to digest the decade and prepare for 2020! We will share about the process of digesting the past experiences of the last decade with parts of you…how to do that and what the benefits of it are for you. We will also share our personal experiences of our transformation and transition over the last decade and what we will feel 2020 is offering us and how we are preparing for that.

We will also guide you in a meditative space to connect with yourself from ten years ago and create a bridge to your current timeline and your future 2020 timeline as well. We will bring in Divine Father and Divine Mother guides to hold the space for this too.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/9-sacred-union…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

Energy Update: Upcoming 12/12 Gateway/Full Moon Supporting Revelations & Completions

By Jelelle Awen

As Raphael and I were on a wonderful hike in the woods yesterday, we digested together about how a year ago were going through a brief, yet painful separation from each other. It was the first time in over ten years that we purposely needed to spend time apart to feel into what we wanted in the relationship and in our lives. It was a shock to be going through that crucible as we had just moved into our spacious house here in Victoria and into what we felt strongly was our higher timeline. There was much to be happy about, yet the truth of undigested and trailing edge energies between us from this life and mostly from our soul bonds/binds in other lifetimes needed to be felt. The higher frequencies of New Lemuria here in Victoria supported the flushing up of these energies.

We eventually reconciled until another separation period was necessary in March of this year. This one lasted for a painful and intense six weeks in which we even felt into moving apart from each other permanently. We thankfully came back together from these separations with renewed desire and commitment to be in the union. We fell in love again with each other in an arising way and with parts of ourselves too as the inner sacred union through parts work became a very important lifeline.

Yet, also, we came together with more clarity about what we needed from each other going forward to best serve our personal growth and SoulFullHeart too. As Raphael has been sharing lately in his videos, the growth edge of moving into co-leadership is something that we are in ongoing process with together, especially as we heal and feel into other lifetimes and karmic dynamics in our leadership expressions (which most people never get into or become conscious of at all.)

I am feeling how the energies since the 11/11 portal and through the 12:12 gateway coming up is one of supporting completions to open UP new beginnings, especially as we move into the New Earth Energies of 2020.  Energies of completion CAN be challenging to be with as they can feel so much like everything just isn’t working anymore, falling apart, or crumbling. Which, if it has been anchored to something that is no longer serving you, they ARE collapsing in order to make room for the new. The completions can be big (such as with a relationship completion, career and geography shifts, etc.) yet, also, they can be more subtle as we also let go of habits, limiting beliefs, previous knee-jerk reactions, suffering patterns, and more. 

The codes available for 12:12 (also supported by a full moon) assist with revelations/clarities and then the letting go in order to prepare for NEW beginnings in a NEW year. It can be more difficult to let these codes in if there is a resistance inside from parts of you to surrendering to the death/rebirth process and blocks to trusting the overall outcome of it. Your Inner Protector may want to keep you in a safety and comfort zone, even if you are consciously unhappy or frustrated, rather than take a risk into the unknown. You can begin negotiation with your Inner Protector around this by meeting them through this guided meditation: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

I feel that loss can be our greatest teacher. It wakes us up from our routines and our habits. It forces us to go within and reconcile with ourselves. The grief and mourning connect us with a deeper appreciation and gratitude for what we are letting of and completing.

This 12/12 gateway is also connected to Christ/Sacred Masculine and Magdalene/Sacred Feminine consciousness. Yeshua and Magdalene can provide an infusion of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies now to support the going in deeper or the leaving or completing. They provide a template of sacred union that activates our inner feminine and masculine. This inner union helps to heal inner polarities and fear dynamics that can keep us stuck and not able to let go.

The 12/12 gateway offers another opportunity to move into our bigness in ALL forms of unions and especially those from within us….from one part of us to another!

Photo of the sun codes was taken by me yesterday on our hike with a guided meditation filmed with me coming soon!

Join Raphael and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT for our last group transmission together of 2019. This group is to connect to the 12/12 gateway, digest the decade and prepare for 2020! This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/9-sacred-union-codes-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-a

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Strong, Five-Day Planetary Wave Moved Through

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The year-end, decade-end energies are amplifying along as we move closer to the 12/12 portal, winter SOULstice passage and upcoming solar eclipse on December 26. The Schumann/Gaia resonance has been relatively quiet recently and solar wind speeds have been normal with no geomagnetic storms, although some are forecasted for December 8th or 9th.
 
However, I felt there was something going on in the cosmic energies and discovered that a five day planetary wave moved through recently creating some noctilucent clouds in New Zealand. Noctilucent clouds or night shining clouds, are tenuous cloud-like in the upper atmosphere of Gaia. They consist of ice crystals and are only visible during astronomical twilight.
 
“Planetary waves are enormous ripples of temperature and pressure that form in Earth’s atmosphere in response to Coriolis forces. In this case, a 5-day planetary wave is boosting noctilucent clouds over Antarctica and causing them to spin outward to latitudes where NLCs are rarely seen,” according to spaceweather.com. There is more about the wave here: https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2019/12/04/a-planetary-wave-is-supercharging-noctilucent-clouds/
 
A planetary wave feels to me, on an intuitive level, to be a response to the intense light that has been streaming into Gaia’s atmosphere from the Great Cosmic Sun to support Her Ascension and ours as we move into a new decade and higher timeline. We have been receiving strong amounts of cosmic rays to activate our DNA, even as the occurrences of Solar flares/flashes is low right now during this current solar minimum phase.
 
A planetary wave feels like Gaia is shuddering, moving the energy through and around Her atmosphere. Similar to how Kundalini energy feels as it moves up and down your spine. With this shudder, we also have the opportunity to receive this energy into our auric fields, into every chakra, and to receive a boost of cosmic and galactic consciousness energies.
 
You may be feeling the impacts of this planetary wave on your body, along with the other energies that are moving through as we complete this year and decade. Light-headedness, dizzy, difficulty focusing are some of them, along with interrupted sleep patterns and head/neck/shoulder pain.
 
I created this meditation to help with bringing the codes into every chakra (including the Ascension chakras) and into your body as well, which can help with Ascension body symptoms: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
 
I also described the grand finale on 3D energies that you may be experiencing now along with timeline collapses, life shiftings, and relationship completions in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/12/05/energy-update-grand-finale-experiences-of-3d-energies/
 
Much love to you as we move through these waves of light and allow them to bring us to our next places of Ascension and awakening!!
Jelelle Awen
 
1:1 sessions available with me for women and with women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for year end/decade end digestions! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/
 
Photo taken by Mirko Harnisch on December 1, 2019 @ Dunedin, New Zealand

 

Energy Update: Grand Finale Experiences Of 3D Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The completion of a year AND a decade and an important seven year cycle that started in 2012 offers a significant marker for us all. So many of us awakened at initial and then deeper levels during these last ten years. This decade has offered us the waking up to 3D reality, to really coming to understand it and feel it on the outside in what we have known as reality and from within as embodied in the parts of our 3D Self.

We have become intimate with the survival frequencies of 3D that are about conforming, fitting in, doing work to live, obligation and duty in relationships, keeping up appearances and maintaining self image through material gains, medicating and bypassing emotions, staying guarded and defended, etc. And, hugely, underneath it all, we have discovered the previously unfelt fear that flows like a river beneath the 3D Matrix that all of us have been born and bred into.

The energies now, in this final month of the decade, have a ‘grand finale’ feeling to them expression of those 3D frequencies. Wherever these 3D energies live inside of you and in whatever ways they show up in relationships, you may be feeling that acutely right now. You are being shown by your Higher Self where fear still lives in your life, where the attachments are that are based in fear, where fear is more dominant than love.

This showing you can be intense as relationships complete, geographies shift, jobs end, timelines collapse…sometimes suddenly in a feverish moment of crisis and sometimes gradually and quietly over time. There is a peaking sense to this exposure. Peak fear, some have called it. The experience of this can seem unbearable at times and overwhelming. It can bring up hopelessness and despair that nothing is actually changing. It can bring up anxiety and even panic attacks as the distrust (fear of love) is invited to move into trust and surrender.

Sadness and mourning, even depression, hold funeral services to honor and let go of what has been experienced and invested in 3D consciousness during this decade. The versions of you that have existed in these 3D timelines are getting ready to let go, ready to die, ready to ascend, ready to integrate into the growing authentic expression of your essence. There is space to be made for the grieving so that nothing is bypassed that would allow for the simmering of more distrust and more protective layers over your heart.

The walls really do want to dissolve with love as we move into 2020. The revelation of these walls is the phase you may be in now. You can become aware of and connected to your Inner Protector, a masculine energy that has constructed these walls, that guards your heart and keeps younger parts of you and your feminine essence ‘safe’. The Protectors/Gatekeepers (protectors on the soul level) are invited to shift from guard to guide, to drop the weapons of defense to become ambassadors of love. First is the revealing and the seeing and the showing of them that is happening now. Then is the loving of these protections and understanding that they have HAD to be here and have been absolutely necessary to survive.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

2020 is inviting us to move beyond survival and into thrival, as a collective and individually. The grand finale of surviving on fear fumes is the energies moving through now.

We can honor what 3D offered us in experience and all that we learned and how much we grew. We can let it complete and continue to move into something beyond it. We can increasingly experience life AS love and ourselves as well and offer that, beacon that out, to all those who can now receive it. We can connect to the bigger picture, so that it becomes easier to experience the current difficulties and revelations.
We CAN trust that ALL of these are necessary revelations and completions that move us into more and more embodiment of ourselves as Infinite Love in sacred human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/ or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Mixed Feeling Energies With Digestion Of Post-Thanksgiving Experiences

Energy Update: In these post-thanks-giving energies for many of you who celebrated yesterday, there is perhaps a digesting going on…..and not just of whatever food you consumed. Whatever you experienced yesterday during your thanks-giving day is now UP in your emotional body to be processed, especially if you are still in the experience.

Maybe you were overflowing in gratitude. Maybe you were in the middle of intense family dynamics or friend situations that were difficult to be in. Maybe you were somewhere in-between or flowing between the two in moments. 

The energies definitely felt ‘mixed’ yesterday, as they do on all major ‘holidays’ it seems. As the collective energies come together and unify to celebrate something (even if only in one country where not all participated), there is a heightening of the collective experience. What was amplified felt like energies of push/pull….both the desire for connection and resistance that sets in from the actual experience of what can be dissonance. 

It shows what could be possible if we ALL focused our attention and desire on a New Earth experience of Unity and resonance. It shows what could be possible if we ALL let go of 3D frequencies of fear, competition, black/white, etc. and moved into our higher hearts of love and compassion. It shows how connected we ALL actually are in the quantum field of Oneness.

There was a spiky energy feeling to yesterday that seems more settled in today, which has more of a hangover feeling to it. There was a sense that others were on a trigger edge and could push or kick out at you if provoked. Even as there was the sometimes efforting of feeling grateful, the resentments from previous experiences of suppressed truth telling and even current suppressions may be bubbling and roiling beneath the surface, especially for awakening souls. 

There is often a triggering and flushing out in the emotional body of all the previous holiday experiences and the parts of you who are sometimes still in them. Memories can flood your space as parts of you remind you of them.

Laying low and to yourself may feel like the most self loving thing, connecting with the neutrality in nature and with Gaia, coming back into YOU where the grounds are known and safe. Catching up with yourself and what you are feeling, coming back inside.

Your experience yesterday may have brought new clarities about boundaries and even completions, especially within relationship grounds. Timelines with others are rumbling BIG time right now and being immersed to feel into what you want or don’t want with someone, where you resonate or don’t is the opportunity these holiday immersions can bring. They offer a ‘marker’ for you to feel who you were (even perhaps before awakening) and who you are becoming.

Gabriel Heartman and I released our fourth SoulFullHeart Experience podcast yesterday in which we talked about navigating timeline collapses, relationship completions, and life transitions. We shared about our recent personal process with this and how feeling the parts of you who need to mourn and feel their feelings is so important to the navigation of it. You can watch that video here: https://youtu.be/l9za3JorTqU

You can listen to the audio here (soon it will be posted) here: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart and here: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/soulfullheart-experience/id1299364686

I am also offering a women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday at 10:00am PDT to bring in much needed and comforting (even if catalytic) energies with Divine Mother. More info on joining us for a $15 CAD donation here: https://www.facebook.com/events/474843500044699/

Much love to you as we navigate the bliss mess of this transition together in ways that are authentic for each of us,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and free intro calls/1:1 sessions available with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for men and women. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.