Energy Update: Energies Support Feeling & Healing Entanglements/3D Anchors In Relationships

By Jelelle Awen

There is a lot to digest from the energies coming out of the intense energy portal that we just experienced from 5/5 to the recent Lion’s Gate portal. These energies were offering next level codes and tastes/experiences of our 5D and higher selves and higher timeline. They also provided illumination and revelation of anchors to 3D and plugs into the Lower 4D karmic matrix.

Anchors to 3D are being tugged on and invited to dislodge now in an ever accelerating way. This can be very painful and challenging, especially when they express in long-term relationships from this life with roots of karmic soul binds in other lifetimes/timelines too. It can be overly simplifying and invalidating to just offer to ‘let go’ of the relationships and ‘move on’. The parts of you that are deeply attached and bonded to the relationship feel this as judgement, as harsh, as not sensitive to their commitment, not feeling the fear that lies underneath the attachment.

The entanglements in long-term relationships of all kinds can feel SO deep. Like layers and layers of stickiness that may feel difficult to even identify one strata from another. There can be a multitude of binds AND bonds formed from so many moments spent together in an agreement of shrinking, conforming, grasping, and….very often….abusing. The abuse can range from subtle to overt, yet any time love is withheld, there is some frequency of violence transacting instead….there is fear transacting instead of love.

This legacy of entanglement was passed down to you from 3D conditioning. You inherited this from your parents and their relationship with each other and other people too. Whether based in disconnect or outright conflict or brother-sister flatness or passive aggressive somewhere in between, your parent’s relationship most likely didn’t form from an authentic, consistent, and rich ground of self love and love for each other.

Their relationship (as the vast majority) most likely formed from undigested wounds and traumas, from safety and comforts, from Metasoul karmic playouts, and from the dysfunctional legacy about relationships that they received from THEIR parents too. This is a legacy of scared unions rather than sacred ones.

Parts of you so completely take in this templating of polarizing energy in relationship. Parts of you receive it and take in it in order to survive here. They take it in to provide protection for your vulnerable and innocent Inner Child. Your masculine learns how to be so from your father’s modeling….your feminine from your mother. Some of this templating is consciously rejected, some of it is consciously emulated. And, so much of their templating impacts you and then forms into cohesive personalities that may be unconscious to you even to this day, yet are often hugely interfacing in your current relationships.

Making conscious HOW relationship was modeled for you and how it then LIVES in parts of you can be very illuminating. Very liberating. Rather than the focus outward on your partners or on blaming your parents or on other people……you can pull your focus and your love inward. You can feel and learn about your Inner Teenager/Child, etc. and how they feel, how they hurt, how they express in magical tones. You can meet your Inner Mother/Feminine and feel how she operates and reacts to life situations.

You can connect with your Inner Father/Protector/Punisher, etc. and discover how he expresses in your life. You can come to understand how they relate with each other too and transform the scared unions inside you into sacred ones. You can embrace these energies inside of you with total love in your heart and MUCH compassion.

As you BEcome this loving energy toward the inner relationships within you, you can THEN draw less polarized relationships with those outside of you. You can remember then that the clashes and thrashes….the codependencies and attachments…..the struggles and conflicts…….originate always from within…..from one part of you to another.

The hooks to go ‘back in’ to toxic or mostly abusive or fear-based relationships is about what remains unhealed INSIDE of you that resonants still at these frequencies. The draw to stay in relationships that you are shrinking to fit in and are mostly 3D-based (with little to no soul resonance) is often about a conforming that is going on between one part of you and another (usually the Inner Punisher and the Inner Teenager.) It can also be about Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes/timelines who are caught up in traumas and dramas with very strong and influential energies.

The questions about relationships of all kinds can be the most troubling and confusing for people, leading to much suffering. It is probably the number one thing that people ask help and support for in sessions. This is mostly because parts of them get caught up in it being OUTSIDE of them and then feel disempowered and out of control (exactly what the Inner Child/Teenager feels in the parental relationship.) Also, this is so being pushed up by these recent Ascension energies and the awakening process, which invites you to move from fear-based relationships into love-based ones.

To bring the focus and attention to your inner relationships brings clarity, calm, purpose, AND empowerment. It brings in self love and healthy self management that then leads to advocacy and clear boundary setting with others as well. This is where your power IS as you experience increasingly self loving and nourishing relationships from within!

Here is a guided meditation to connect to the relationship between your Inner Masculine and Inner Feminine, an interesting place to explore! https://youtu.be/nPVo1iZTYng

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We offer the letting in of love through sessions, group calls, retreats/gatherings, community: soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Photo by Azrul Aziz on Unsplash

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

 

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Energy UPdate: Sirian Energies Offer Hope/Possibility/Forgiveness During This Time Of Peak Fear & Violence

By Jelelle Awen

“We see you. We know you. We were once you. And we are HERE for you.” This was the message from my Sirian metasoul aspect/fragment named Sela this morning.

Sela is a glorious, blue Feline/human looking hybrid, a Queen in Sirius, who I have been connecting with for the last two years. I was feeling her in my field after watching the new Lion King movie and crying through so much of it as I took in the beauty and struggles represented in it that mirror humanity’s current cycle too. The movie provides an activation of Lion/Lioness energies during this Lion’s Gate portal too!

I first became connected to Sela two years ago shortly after the Lion’s Gateway portal opened up access to Her. This is what I wrote about that profound and beautiful opening to abundance unity codes that she offered to me at that time: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/abundance-unity-begins-fro…/

Today when I connected with her during meditation, her tears were flowing along with my own. We were BOTH crying for humanity, for our struggles, for our triumphs, for our fears, for our desires….and for our violence. We were feeling the cries of the world, which is necessary to do as you move into your 5D ambassador of love self and a key activation that is happening during this Lion’s Gate passageway. You open up your heart space to feel the cries of the world without BECOMING the cries of the world.

I reached out to her for a sense of how to digest the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix being revealed-to-be-healed process that is pushing up MORE violence, especially in the form of terrible mass gun shootings in the last couple of days. These shootings were all by men under 30 (I believe) and you can feel the pain they were in, the disconnect they felt from 3D society, the hate that parts of them stewed in, and the shadow in their souls from other timelines/lifetimes just waiting to be triggered into action.

These shootings are happening during a high energetic influx of light codes from the recent eclipses, the Lion’s Gateway, Gaia/Schumann resonance spikes, AND very high SOULar winds (up to almost 700 km/sec today). These feel like the strongest energies this year and perhaps EVER offered to us since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria.

What I received back from Sela today in response to my heart cry were waves and waves of love. Acceptance. Forgiveness. And deep compassionate understanding. Her message was, “We were here too. We Sirians have been through many dark nights and peak fears and end times. We almost destroyed our planet as we played out these expressions of duality and polarity against ourselves and toward other species, such as some from Orion, some from Vega, and others too. We have tried in the past to influence humanity such as in your ‘Ancient Egyptian’ timeline. We learned and we found love again. This is why we are so passionate now about providing a bridge of hope and possibility to you during this time of your Great Shifting back to the light.”

As she mentioned, ‘your great shifting back to the light’, I felt my Higher Heart chakra activate and pulsate. I could FEEL where her species had been and was NOW, firmly anchored in 5D and higher lifestyle and culture. I could feel how the radiance coming from her was a result of darkness being revealed, felt, and forgiven on both the personal and the collective levels. I could feel how her deep compassionate wisdom combined with strength had been cultivated from suffering through the aftermath of violence and the temporary power it offers through destruction…..and saying a final ‘no’ to expressing power in any way that harms others.

She offered me a feeling sense of our sacred humanity and the codes in our DNA (including Sirian frequencies in our Metasoul). She provided me a feeling sense of the potential and capacity that we have a species for love, for goodness, and for coming together as a community for the good of ALL.

It can be challenging to feel this goodness capacity of humanity during this time of matrix revelation/collapse; this time of peak fear in order to heal; this time of shadow coming up to receive the light. Feelings of rage, injustice, despair, hopelessness, and deep sadness may be coming up for you and parts of you right now, especially if you have chosen to live in the United States, where so many of these energies have been ‘pooled’ for healing.

This process of trusting goodness begins from within. It happens as you feel/heal/connect with the aspects of yourself and your soul that are living through and in violence, experiencing traumatic deaths, living in shadow, harming others in different ways, and being harmed too.

As you become a love ambassador to yourself and connect to the aspects of your Metasoul that can provide you a feeling sense of your own soul’s transformational journey from 3D into 5D (like the Sirians), you can FEEL in your heart then the goodness that lives and breathes in EVERY soul.

As you serve yourself, so you can serve others. As you end violence from within, so you can end it with others. As you forgive yourself, so you can forgive others. As you love yourself, so you can love others.

I feel so much possibility and opportunity for the opening of our higher hearts AS a collective during these intense completion times of 3D and moving into 4D. NOW is the time most challenging to continue to feel, to heal, to BE, and to love. Yet NOW is the time it is most needed and required.

MUCH love to you as we go through this journey of returning to the light together!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael Awen and I on Lion’s Gate at 10:00am PDT over zoom for a powerful group transmission event! We will connect to the 4D matrix to unplug from it and bridge to the higher frequency Lion’s Gate codes themselves, opening the higher heart. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD/$11 USD: more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Intense Energies Reveal To Heal The Lower 4D Matrix For Lion’s Gate

Energy UPdate: The energies really have been so intense during the last 48 hours! Waves of higher frequency light are being delivered/offered through star family connections…..Sirian and Arcturian especially. Activations during this week of Lion’s Gate opening (light language, contact through dreams, and star DNA too) are preparing us for what we are calling, ‘Cosmic Christmas’ on Thursday, August 8th.

The Gaia/Schumann resonance has been spiking too, reaching up to 67 HZ on August 2nd and already 41 HZ today, August 3rd. It feels as if Gaia is responding to the alignment that is happening between Her, the sun, and Sirius…will be interesting to see what happens with the Gaia resonance as we get even closer to Lion’s Gate.

These energies are sort of pressing down and in on 3D reality in order to move it out. This ‘pressing down’ may be creating a heaviness in the body that can lead to indigestion and just intolerance to denser foods right now, as I wrote about in my last energy update. A sense of being ‘very sleepy’ or just ‘out of it’ can also come up during high energies like this. And, we are ‘out of it’ in terms of 3D reality and it can really be felt during energy flux UP phases like now.

There is also a revelation of the Lower 4D matrix reality that has been underground and underbelly of our 3D mainstream culture since the fall of Lemuria/Atlantis. The Lower 4D Matrix LIVES in our Metasouls too, in many timelines and aspects that are still plugged into it and entangled in the archetypal projections from it. The Lower 4D Matrix is being disclosed as uncomfortable realities about abuses, exploitation and persecution are exposed for us to feel and digest as a collective.

There can be an ‘out-of-it’ feeling as this happen as these 4D timelines bleed through, which may extend to your emotional body too with the purges and surges of lower frequencies of traumas (especially persecution and abuse) from this life and other lifetimes/timelines coming up.

As these come up for processing and you move more into your higher timeline, you may draw fear-based frequencies from others in the form of conflicts, tensions, passive aggressiveness, and even outright attacks. Trust that anything that comes is a mirror for you and not ‘against you’ even if you don’t want it in your field and life anymore.

Trust with love and set boundaries with an open heart when you feel that you need to. It can be important to have a healthy self protection around the energies you will take in from others when the photonic/plasma light is this high. The rumbles of this 4D Matrix being revealed can esp be felt by those of us tuned into collective energies. It can be helpful not to be dragged into and down into these energies, other then as a conscious process to connect with your soul aspects around it.

I feel a heartline extending to ALL of us from our higher selves and galactic/angelic aspects/guides, who are RIGHT THERE surrounding us and offering help. There is an opportunity for quantum healing right now during this powerful energy gateway.

The degree that you can feel this support, help and opportunity is related to how ‘fused’ to your lower frequency aspects that you may be still. A fusion with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper creates a sort of defensive energetic shield that their love can’t penetrate and a fogginess about your soul’s expression in other lifetimes/timelines. Allowing control to run or anxiety or rage without holding it and BEing with it can push your support team away from you and even into the ‘other room.’ or even farther away.

Bring ALL of you in closer and what you are feeling and your loving guides/aspects can come closer too and HELP you hold it with you. Your higher self and galactic/angelic guides/aspects are amazing heart healers and want to help you with this important work of upgrading your physical, chakral, and emotional bodies.

Anchoring into your heart line even as you surrender to the ‘out of it’ reality can allow a flow UP and in and out with what is coming in to support our continual global/collective awakening/disclosure and your continual personal awakening too.

Allow into your reality the timelines into the New that want to unfurl before you….riding them ‘out’ even as you detach from them. BE with all that is coming UP and coming in and coming out with LOVE………as it is offered in so much love!

Join Raphael Awen and I on Lion’s Gate at 10:00am PDT over zoom for a powerful group transmission event! We will connect to the 4D matrix to unplug from it and bridge to the higher frequency Lion’s Gate codes themselves. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD: more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

I highly recommend my 33 Day video series called Deepen, offering teachings and guided meditations to deepen your inner connections: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Loving Your Body Through Clean Diet As Ascension Body Symptoms Peak

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: So many souls are feeling the rumblings and calibrations of this eclipse/Galactic New Year/Lion’s Gateway passage! The Schumann/Gaia resonance has also been spiking the last couple of days after being very calm for awhile, reaching 69 HZ yesterday. You may be feeling an intensification of Ascension body symptoms as these intense codes come in manifesting in shifting sleep patterns, head/neck/shoulder pain and tension. You may be experiencing stomach indigestion/flu as the third chakra is upgraded to 4D/5D structure from 3D egoic.

 As I shared yesterday, Ascension body symptoms can be transcended (integrated) as we feel/heal the 3D parts of us that attach to densities due to undigested trauma and bridge to them with 5D loving presence. These 3D aspects so often make eating/drinking choices that don’t serve the ascending body and actually anchor it to 3D.

 Our physical bodies are going Next Level light too….or want to go there and this means REALLY tuning into what you are eating and drinking. Rather than just going on auto pilot, your ascending body is asking you to have a lot of consciousness about how you are impacted by the things you eat/drink. How do you FEEL afterwards? Does what you eat/drink give you energy or does it take more energy to digest them?

Superfoods are what the enlightening body most needs/wants…..these foods come from seeds gifted to us by the Inner Earth Lemurians who exclusively live on these foods in Telos (the city under Mt. Shasta) and many other Inner Earth cities too. These superfoods are ALL that we need in many ways as physical food (along with light codes from the sun.) The rest of what we eat is filler, providing comfort but often not much actual nourishment and often HIGH degrees of toxicity.

3D anchoring foods (as I have been offered by my Star Mu family over and over) are ANYTHING that comes from animals, refined sugar, wheat/gluten, non-organic fruits/vegetable, any GMO foods, processed foods. Drinking alcohol is also hugely 3D anchoring. This may seem extreme but eating/drinking these things is telling the body that you want it to run on denser 3D fuel rather than on the fuel of PURE light and love!

Eating the ‘killing frequencies’ of animals is especially densifying and toxic….. even as people claim it is ‘grounding’ for them to eat meat. There is much more grounding available from eating Superfoods as they come FROM Gaia Herself at the highest frequency possible. No loss of life or suffering came from the creation of them, so you are not ‘digesting’ (or having difficulty digesting) those energies as you eat them.

I’ve been Vegetarian/Vegan for over ten years and also eat high amounts/almost exclusively Superfoods so let me know if you’d like tips, suggestions for making the transition. We can also feel into how your 3D self is relating to food, etc. during a 1:1 session: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Lion’s Gate is a time where purification of the body can really help to integrate/let in/activate into your higher timeline. If you are experiencing intense body symptoms at this time, feeling into your diet (way of life) and shifting it to higher frequency is a key piece of resolving that. Your body IS your Merkabah after all and wants to take you on grand adventures to your inner cosmos so it needs high frequency foods as fuel to get there!

 Love,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael Awen and I will be offering Next Level integrations of Lion’s Gate codes during a group transmission over zoom on Lion’s Gate, next Thursday August 8th at 10:00am PST. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD (about $11). More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

You can purchase here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/lion-s-gate-8-8-activation-codes-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 Photo by Ramez E. Nassif on Unsplash

Energy Update: Galactic New Year Completes 7 Year Cycle, Resets For The NEW

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate:

Happy Galactic New Year! Today, July 26th, is the Galactic New Year as offered by the Mayans/Star BEing elders/founders. It marks the completion of an intense 7 year cycle of preparation that has been about truly becoming your service of love self. This transition to the New Year seems to offer feelings of being in the void, assessing your life, feeling in-between timelines new and old. A time of reset & renewal as the Ascension process offers ongoingly.

There is a feeling sense as we enter this new cycle of more ease going forward to embrace what resonates with serving love and letting go of what doesn’t serve love. These last seven years have often felt like trudging through mud while your house is burning down. Massive amounts of bush whacking as we go, laying a new trail down on sometimes unfriendly ground and offering our growing truths about a possible New way of living and loving to often silent and unresponsive (and even sometimes hostile) rooms filled with people we used to resonate with.

2012 launched the accelerated Ascension timeline that so many of us started to orient our lives to. In ways both big and small, we shifted our priorities and our choices toward this New Earth timeline. We dove into our emotional wounds, no longer ok with ‘being traumatized’ vibrating in fear, and the patterns of behavior that come from that. We swam into our soul’s waters, wanting to experience the depths there, emerge out of the murkiness beyond the veil and into the light.

These seven years have sometimes been spent in a closet in terms of outed expression during this exploration. Undergoing the process of awakening in secret as ‘regular life’ went on. You may have maintained relationships that didn’t fit your awakening self in order to provide the safety and space in 3D to dive into the deeper soul waters. There are always soul agreements on the Higher Self level around this…..both in terms of when to stay in relationship with others and when to complete and split apart for the growth of all. You may have had more tastes of your service of love self during these last seven years than full embodiment of this energy at all times yet. Tastes of experiences of offering your soul gifts ‘when it was safe’ and when you felt supported to do so.

So many people have lived in ‘two worlds’ during this last 7 year cycle: one where they are awakening and the other attached to 3D still. As we move into the new cycle, you may now really be experiencing that you can no longer do this. You can no longer ‘span’ dissonant energies with resonant ones. You can no longer hide. You can no longer keep your ‘crazy’ back and away from others that would judge it as such. You can no longer live life in secret….nor do you want to.

This next cycle moving into 2020 and beyond is about becoming the outed, powerful expression of your authentic essence in ALL areas of your life. This current passageway between the solar eclipse in July and the Lion’s Gate on 8/8 seems to be providing a ‘reset’ to this new cycle. This allows for more clarity about next steps, completions that are necessary to be made, and bigger picture sense from your soul to support you in these movements. 

It is interesting to feel into and remember on this New Year Galactic day what you were doing 7 years ago and, also, who you were at that time, how you related to your awakening (if you were consciously then), etc. What awareness and alignment did you have then to your soul purpose? You could connect to your self from seven years ago too during meditation, creating a bridge to them in order to connect your ‘past’ to your Now and feel what might need to be digested and felt from the last seven years.

Seven years ago, Raphael and I were living part-time on a magical Gulf Island here called Gabriola Island. I was connecting deeply with my Gatekeeper aspect/guide to my Metasoul at that time and this is when I received the name ‘SoulFullHeart’ to call the spiritual and emotional healing work that we were doing with a few people in the Vancouver area. ‘SoulFullHeart’ came forward to me in its exact spelling, representing the fullness that we experience when the soul is filled up/made full by the heart and the heart is filled up/made full by the soul. It speaks to the ways that the healing of our heart (emotions) is so essential to our soul’s awakening and vice versa.

I was getting a sense of beginning seeds of what SoulFullHeart would eventually become and bloom into back then. Seven years later, I am currently writing my fourth book called, ‘Embrace Your Humanity, Embody Your Divinity.’ It offers a grand overview and bigger context of the SoulFullHeart Process and how it fits into the collective Ascension process. This book is based on and inspired by these last seven years of serving love in hundreds of sessions with others, within myself on the self and soul levels firstly, and in our community too. It is the perfect timing I am realizing now to be downloading and offering as this cycle completes and a new one begins!

MUCH love to you as we move into the embodiment of our sacred humanity together, through all the important and necessary cycles that the Divine guides us through!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper, an energy in your soul that offers next level guidance/clarity/opening to other lifetimes/timelines:

MUCH love to you as we move into the embodiment of our sacred humanity together, through all the important and necessary cycles that the Divine guides us through!

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to connect to your Gatekeeper and other important aspects as you move into new cycles of higher timeline embodiment. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

July Crop Circles UPdate: Bridge To Galactic New Year & Lion’s Gate

By Jelelle Awen

Photo is of circle at Pepperbox Hill, Windwhistle Lane, nr West Grimstead, Wiltshire. Reported 23rd July. Image by Nick Bull Copyright 2019

July Crop Circles UPdate: There have been 35 crop circles offered to us during this very busy 2019 summer season. You can see them all at cropcircleconnector.com, where they generously share them all. I have taken them in as they are offered to us, some by our Star Mu family and some by humans….feeling/receiving the deeper meanings.

I’ve decided to share pictures of 11 of the crop circles offered in July as it is such a powerfully activating month for us. You can see them here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/815539955513273

July has brought us two eclipses this month already and tomorrow is the ‘Day out of time’ as recognized by the Galactic calendar and July 26th is the start of the The Galactic New Year. All this is preparing us for the upcoming Lion’s Gate on 8/8 when the energies of Lyra/Sirius are so potent. The Lion’s Gateway opens tomorrow, offering Next Level 5D experiences and activations, connection with your Sirian aspects….interesting too that the movie Lion King is coming out during this time!

As you take in these images, feel what they are offering YOU in this moment about next steps in your Ascension and galactic awakening specifically.

Is ‘Star Family’ still feeling like something remote/more obscure for you? Are you remembering and healing your experiences this life of visits/abductions with your Star Family and others? Is your Star Seed child still vibrating at fear frequencies, suppressed, and in mostly 3D inner child form?

Most importantly, do you experience a visceral and deep sense of SUPPORT that comes from star family connection and galactic DNA activations?

I have discovered during sessions with people that there can be a deep longing and ache for the feeling sense of this galactic support. Yet, it can often be blocked/obscured by a dutiful and vigilant Inner Protector/Gatekeeper who doesn’t feel you are ready to remember and open out this access. Usually this is related to how the inner child is in undigested fear and even terror around the this-life galactic experiences (which are usually hidden behind a deep veil.) This veil has also been reinforced by 3D conditioning that denies the existence of galactic beings and Inner Earth BEings.

A bridge can be created to the remembering of and healing of these experiences, leading to activation of your Star Seed child as your Inner Child is able to unanchor from 3D childhood wounding experiences. So often, star families are just WAITING for reconnection and are leaving so many hints/clues/activations for you to follow and let in. You may be connecting with them now even, just not made put that together yet or seen how specifically that relates to you and your soul’s journey/purpose here. Reunions with star family can be so powerful, emotional, and essential to our ongoing embodiment of our sacred humanity here and experience of 5D in the now.

Crop circles are activations in that way as you take them in and let them ‘work on you’, revealing what needs to be felt/seen, etc. Your star family is talking through them….what do you hear and feel?

Here is a guided meditation to meet your star family:

 

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to create bridges to your star family! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Eclipse Energies Message: Ascension Is An Inside Out Process

Note: Stunning photo of the partial lunar eclipse last night at the Tor in Glastonbury, UK taken by Mike Jefferies Photography (without editing!)

By Jelelle Awen

We are launched NOW into the next six months as what was activated during the eclipse windows expresses itself in our lives. Ascension is an inside out process. The eclipse energies are offering that it is the INSIDE OUT that leads to the feeling sense of self love/worth/goodness/bliss/joy/magic.

The inner process is the feeling, healing, clearing, releasing, surrendering from one part of you to another. The inner process is holding space for ALL this to occur with much love and compassion for yourself. The inner process is becoming aware of and healing timelines/lifetimes where common soul themes and patterns play out over and over.

The dedication to this inner process requires safe space to be made for it. Sometimes that means needing support on the outside whether in space holding/teaching/mirroring of how to BE in it and where you might go next. You might need bridges provided by others as modeling for where to go inside yourself, as I feel that we ALL do at certain phases in our journey.

The safe space during the intense inner process may mean relationships are settled into that don’t totally resonate fully with your soul yet are needed for a time/phase (like if you are being supported financially by a partner who can ‘do’ a 3D job/career when you no longer can or ‘business partners/collaborations’ that are needed for a time to launch yourself). These kinds of relationship configurations are rumbling now though as the inner baking starts to light fires on the outside, bringing sometimes sudden life changes and abrupt endings/completions.

It has to feel safe enough on the inside for major life changes and leadership expression of your soul gifts to truly align with your higher timeline. Parts of you feeling like they are ‘home’ no matter where you go on the planet. Parts of you feeling like there is peace and love inside even if there is conflict or difficulty or challenge on the outside. Parts of you feeling like you won’t be persecuted or ‘shut down’ for expressing your soul gifts.

Making changes in your life IN ORDER TO shift the inside rarely seems to work. The outside in approach is what we’ve been conditioned to in 3D. “If only our outside circumstances are more abundant, more ideal, more this or that….then we will be happy/self loving/feel self worth, etc.” This is the 3D way.

I see this so often in sessions, where parts of people (especially the inner masculine) is very focused on outside changes/goals/plans that this part is convinced will make everything better somehow. The suffering/pain will be ‘solved’ by the outside circumstances shifting. We bridge to this masculine so that THEIR pain can be felt at the root cause of the undigested trauma where it stems from. This allows any actions/visions/doing to be aligned with health and healing, not as a compensation or avoidance of feeling deeper pain.

The Divine reminder is this: We can only experience on the outside what we have manifested in FEELING EXPERIENCE on the inside.

Much love to you as these eclipse energies settle in deeper and we prepare now for the powerful Lion’s Gate Ascension Christmas on 8/8 in which we receive a true feeling sense of Heaven INSIDE on Gaia!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to explore the inner places that need love and attention to manifest an outward life that reflects this: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Eclipse Window Completes With A Powerful Partial Lunar Eclipse

By Jelelle Awen

There is a powerful partial full blood moon lunar eclipse today, starting at around 2:00pm PST! It can be quite an activation to take IN the eclipse as it is happening while listening to high frequency music. 

I’ve enjoyed watching the eclipse live for the duration of it as a ceremony for the last few years. I tune into what the eclipse (whether SOULar or Lunar, full or partial) is offering me about my highest timeline in this Now. Sometimes I receive specific next steps and choice points toward that higher timeline. Sometimes it is revelation of what needs to drop away or digestion/support of what just HAS.

During the eclipse window of the last two weeks since the full SOULar eclipse on July 2nd, intense and often confronting energies have been swirling around. The earth has quaked in major ways, as our inner landscapes may be rumbling as well. Disclosure is ‘heating up’ as well with revelations of more shadow playouts that need to be seen by the 3D collective.

During this eclipse window, what had been offered during the first eclipse has been settling in more to every cell of the body and esp. in the emotional body and soul field.

The first eclipse seemed to offer support for setting boundaries with others, no longer allowing abuses, no longer shrinking to fit others, no longer conforming to previous energies in relationships. This is able to happen on the ‘outside’ as we explore and heal the dynamics inside from one part of us to another where polarities may still exist.

These eclipse energies also serve to lift our veil of amnesia even MORE, which we need in order to move into our higher timelines and embody our higher self IN our bodies. We are being invited to come out of our self imposed fog at an accelerating yet self loving pace…..continuing to emerge out of the energies that tell us we ‘can’t remember’ or ‘don’t know how’ or have to look to other ‘readers/psychics/mediums’ to read out for us about our own souls.

Eclipse energies always seem to offer a self empowerment….an alignment of feminine (moon) and masculine (sun) with Gaia (ultimate space holder mother).

They offer what balance FEELS like, even for a few hours, so that we can imagine what reunion and realignment of our soul aspects and parts of self will ultimately feel like. A taste of balance of our feminine qualities and our masculine qualities, whether male or female, as a template for NEW sacred humanity expression.

INjoy the lunar eclipse today, taking it in whatever ways you NEED to.

This is a guided meditation I did after the last solar eclipse to bridge your 3D self to your higher timeline….very useful during such catalytic energies as those available to us today! https://youtu.be/KcxsqRMZVYI

love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available for digestion, integration, and activation! more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energies Are Bringing Us Into Realness In Relationships

By Jelelle Awen

What used to be workable, what used to be a work-around, what used to be ALLOWED in relationships within ourselves and with others……this is all being stalled, stopped, and challenged with these latest energies. During this eclipse gateway especially and leading up to Lion’s Gate in less than a month now on 8/8, what has previously been anchored in shrinking, settling, and conforming is no longer finding the fuel to keep going.

NOW we are being thrust into more moments of being REAL with each other to see and feel what has been true and what has not. The standards and criteria of ‘healthy’ everything are being raised to the next level of 5D. What previously even could have passed as ‘healthy’ and ‘nourishing’ is NOW getting a next level nudge upwards.

Gaia is holding the space for this exploration if we want her container. Divine Mother lights the match to ignite what needs to burn. The ash in the air shows us what no longer is needed. Our inner exploration into our soul patterns around community and relationships especially illuminates WHY we’ve settled or cocooned or grasped out of fear for less than what we really want and deserve.

We are here to heal our separation wound from the Divine by experiencing Unity Consciousness again from within….as one part of us at a time and Metasoul fragment comes into reunion again. And as we live in soul family community together BY choice and with much intention toward being real, authentic, current, and transparent.

This is a tall order for all of us…yet our Higher Selves are so ready to support us to live this way in a NEW way too within and with others too!

Our own SoulFullHeart community is going through an important phase of landing more in the real. We’ve all been so close for so many years now….yet the new energies of New Gaia/Lemuria/Avalon invite us to go to the next level of intradependence, respect for everyone’s sovereignty, healthy boundary setting, and not allowing any ‘sliding’ when it comes to personal process. The SoulFullHeart process itself holds us to this standard, as created and achemized by our own souls and being ‘done’ with unfulfilling experiences in Avalon/Atlantis/Lemuria/Tribes, etc.

We are now offering an immersion experience with us during a four day gathering here in a powerful grid of New Lemurian energy during the fall equinox September 20-23. There will be powerful group circle processing, individual energy/emotional/ spiritual healing process, community living experience, a day outing to beautiful Salt Spring island and MORE. You can read more about joining us here: https://www.facebook.com/events/595200351002134/

Having two sessions prior to the gathering with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator is a prerequisite, which you can read more about here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Photo is of me doing tree pose inspired by the trees in Gold Stream park, Vancouver Island

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Big Gaia/Schumann Spikes, Earthquakes Connection To Fall Of Lemuria, 7/7 Codes

By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: Big spike in the Schumann/Gaia resonance today….reaching 110 HZ about four hours ago! WOW! The elevated frequency is still going on at this moment….and it’s 7/7 so more amplified codes/energies are coming IN to be received too.
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The last three days have been higher Gaia/Schumann frequencies which you may have felt in your body….I experienced tightness and some pain in my head, neck and shoulders yesterday. I’m going to the ‘next level’ in my yoga practice so that was some of it, but I also wasn’t surprised to see that the Gaia resonance was elevated too as I have experienced it this way before. It’s as if the body is responding to Gaia’s shifts too….living them out in every cell and muscle.
 
I feel there is a correlation between the Gaia spikes and recent earthquakes in California and here in Vancouver Island. There is much energy released when these fault lines shift. I was offered by my Inner Earth Lemurian sister/guide Trista yesterday that the earthquakes are remnants from when the continent of Lemuria fell and collapsed about 12,000 years ago. The tension and even trauma from this collapse (which was caused by misuse of powers, energies, and conflict between Lemuria and Atlantis) live in these fault lines, which need to expand and stretch at times to relieve the pressure.
 
She said there is sometimes intervention from Inner Earth communities (for which there are hundreds of cities in Inner Earth including Telos, a city under Mt. Shasta, California) to create these earthquakes. Yet it is not for malevolent reasons, but rather to release some of the pressure on the tectonic plates. They choose areas of less surface population whenever possible to do this. It is like a controlled burn in that way. She offered that sometimes what we call “Cabal” or “Illuminati” forces are responsible for a quake, but usually they are either natural or facilitated by benevolent beings.
 
Earthquakes offer an opportunity to feel your Lemurian and Atlantian Metasoul aspects that lived during the fall and collapse of these civilizations. There is a trauma from this experience that I feel underlies much of what expresses as this-life reactivity, conditioned response, and even life choices. There can be a lingering distrust in the Divine and in life, and ongoing tensions about personal safety (usually expressing as anxiety about money) caused by this trauma. Experiencing an earthquake can trigger this trauma in your soul and BEing with it, connecting to your soul fragment that is living it out (usually in a repeated loop) can help to digest it.
 
There is also today, 7/7, offered a sense of your higher timeline self and life can be more easily accessed, providing a bigger context to the current shifts and transitions. This is a guided meditation I did to connect to your higher timeline: https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo
 
Take care of YOU during these shiftings and changes,
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators available to create bridges to heal traumas from this life and other lifetimes! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.