By Jelelle Awen
Powerful, catalytic energies this month of March already, just starting and yet JUMP starting so much it seems. You may be experiencing a major timeline collapse right now in your life. This may be in the form of relationships, career/job, geography, physical health improvements, etc. The previous, even beloved in many ways, timeline that you called, ‘your life’ is shifting in a rumbling and significant way as supported by these Divine love energies.
A timeline collapse that has been chosen by your awakening and by your soul self feels different than the ones that happen due to more 3D-based trauma or tragedy. In these 3D ones, it feels like something is happen TO you. It can feel like life is ‘against’ you and you are being ‘punished.’ This can lead to many feelings of disempowerment, suffering, distrust, and depression in parts of you. These kinds of 3D collapses seem to most happen when someone is asleep to their greater suffering and needs a ‘wake up call’ to see and feel it.
A timeline that is collapsing due to your soul growth and awakening can be challenging to navigate, yet there is a feeling sense that you are being supported and held by Divine Love. You are connected to the higher purpose reason for the collapse and you trust that it is happening for your greater good. You can feel how it is ultimately in the service of love. This allows for you to hold space for any of the understandable victim reactions that may come up in parts of you (esp. the Inner Child/Inner Teenager) and respond to them with compassionate love. This allows for the necessary mourning and honoring phases as something once beloved is let go.
There has been a strong phase, especially in 2018, of feeling and being real about what is no longer wanted and desired in your life. There is more etheric connection to your higher timeline life in meditation and in more moments too experience AS you. There has been much watering inside of these realities and sense of which parts of you resist letting go and changing and WHY. This is an ongoing process, even to digest the goodness timelines that start manifesting.
Yet, you may start to feel now that your higher timeline is not only possible, it is HAPPENING. Often while the ‘old’ one is collapsing. This is the sometimes bittersweet navigation of the previous while the new is coming in. This is the bliss mess. This is the natural birth/death/rebirth cycle. This is the transition out of 3D and into lower 4D and beyond that you, we, and the collective are all going through. This, also, is the Ascension process that births out of the just as sacred descension process.
Now is an important phase/time to get clearer about what that higher timeline life looks and even more importantly FEELS like. To connect more and more to the essence of you that is the expression of serving love, your 5D self IN your body, that allows for more expression of it.
Here is a guided meditation to connect to your higher timeline and meet your Inner Protector (who becomes an important guide on the journey as he/she shifts from guarding/protecting/battling):
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.