Loving Our Fears As We Let In Love

By Jelelle Awen

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I am laying here, sun codes-full from a day at the beach with my BEloved Raphael and best soul friend Gabriel. I am in afterglow after galactic (always these days) lovemaking with Raphael, to be honest and to bring you into my world…which, really, is STILL amazing to me that I get to experience love, goodness, joy at this level.

Let In Love…this was the message from Metatron today to me and with me and to you. This goodness of body warm, heart open, soul fed, mind engaged-ness that is my life feels sometimes like a surreal dream. Yet, it was one choice at a time…..as I write about so often…..love over fear, what is authentic over what is not, change over staying stuck.

I felt fear just today as I went back to swim in the ocean again after a few months of intense waves here. I had been ‘whooshed’ by a wave pretty intensely back in February (a few times in a row) and there was still trauma from it inside somewhere. Yet, the longing to go into the water was so strong today! There were close to 30 pelicans in the water, diving, fishing, floating…..their energy is wonderful, like star BEings with wings, ancient and prehistoric…and they were calling me to JOIN them.

So, I felt into the fear while I was safely on the shore and felt it was Mareeka, my Atlantean Metasoul aspect, who experienced the timeline where she drowned when Atlantis fell. We are changing her timeline together and I helped her connect with the sea again as she began to ‘set sail’ for new horizons and leave Atlantis before it fell.

Mareeka rested then and the ‘fear’ of the water didn’t feel quite so strong. I held onto Raphael’s steady hand and, soon, I was floating about one foot away from a bunch of pelicans! I spoke light language to them and a few of them gazed with me. We could feel the energy of their One Mind-ness and it amazed me how silent they are, unusual for birds.

Letting in love is loving our fear too. Being curious about it, respecting it, changing our immediate plans if necessary in order to BE with it….and then it can move. This happens more quickly as you become more fluid with connecting with parts of you and what they are feeling. As the fear moves, more love can be let in and more life and all its joys and wonders too. It IS a beautiful existence we get to experience here and share together….if only we can let it in!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

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Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, and intuitive empathic abilities to 'feel' the emotional body and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with me remotely over zoom and in person in Victoria, BC, Canada.......Bridging and ongoing sessions are for $55 USD/$75 CAN minimum donation for a very full 75-90 minutes of empowerment and collaboration. I've met with hundreds of women around the world over the last two years especially, mostly over zoom, yet some in person too. I am available for in person sessions in the Victoria, BC, area at my home as well. These sessions offer a digestion of your awakening journey, identification of pain points/choices toward your highest timeline, intro to parts/Metasoul reality, etc. I also offer ongoing individual and group sessions once a times month over zoom, called the Deep process. You can read more about sessions here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions You can contact me on facebook via PM or email at soulfullhearts@gmail.com if you have questions about the sessions and to schedule. I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of four books: Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; Under The Bloated Banyan; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond (all are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books. My writings can be found on soulfullheartblog.com and audio blogs on Higher Self Youtube Channel. Here is more of my story and about me: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/about-jelelle-awen Please visit the SoulFullHeart website at soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our sessions, events, and writings. The SoulFullHeart facebook page offers all postings by SoulFullHeart facilitators: https://www.facebook.com/soulfullheartwayoflife/?pnref=lhc Please go here to watch videos of teachings, guided meditations including my recent video series called Deepen, and audio blogs on the SoulFullHeart Experience Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxXnpEWc6EN1IAJtd8D_k5Q Testimonials sharing session experiences are here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/testimonials

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