Energy Update: Blessings to you on this 12/12 Full Moon Portal Day! The 12/12 portal energies are being amplified by the longest full moon night of the year (which was at its peak at 12:12am EST) and our last full moon of this decade. This 12/12 portal offers easier access to 5D/Golden Earth frequencies of Infinite Love, abundance, and heart warmth goodness.

The 12/12 portal energies are also supported by the sacred Divine union Christ/Yeshua and Magdalene codes coming in for winter SOULstice and the Christmas season. There are even Santa Clause codes available now, offering a template of loving giving, compassion for all, Sacred Masculine and Unity Consciousness.

In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a ‘coldness’ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.

Real love is so often unknown to parts of us. They have received and settled for crumbs of love instead. These crumbs are received in relationships that operate on settling and shrinking, duty and obligation, narcissist/empath, codependence, etc. These relationships serve a purpose in revealing our shadows and showing us where our growth work is this life. All souls on each ‘side’ sign up for these relationships, so they can certainly be honored and appreciated on a soul level.

These crumb-based relationships are being invited into completion and closure, especially as we move into the higher timeline year of 2020. The crumbs of love can be difficult to let go of as parts of you may not trust that there is even MORE LOVE that is possible to experience. Yet, it is only in saying ‘no’ and declaring “I want more love!” that it can come into your field and heart space. This begins from within you….from every part of you to another as you create this warm and abundant and consistent field of love inside of your own BEing to eventually transact it with others in an intimate and relational way.

The 12/12 portal and ongoing Ascension offers a teleport to experience REAL love that makes your heart and all chakras feel very WARMED UP again. It offers the experience of intimacy with yourself, to truly know and feel yourself and ALL parts of you from this life and your soul fragments/aspects from other lifetimes/timelines too. It offers intimacy with others where you can be REAL, you can be authentic, you can be vulnerable, you can be transparent. THESE are intimacy grounds…..that offer an into-me-I-see reality.

With this exploration into intimacy grounds, you may be feeling many tears, emotions, and emotional clearings/purgings. Let them move through, yet also be lovingly curious about them. Which part of you is feeling it and why? This question can greatly change your experience of reality from a disconnected place to an intimate one.

There are many guided meditations with me in my Deepen series 2019 to explore and deepen these inner intimacy grounds: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

As you let in the love coming through today and ALL days, it is able to be shared, to be received, and to be experienced in the most intimate ways possible!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Explore self intimacy and with others through 1:1 sessions, group calls and community events, and more! soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Join Raphael Awen and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this last group transmission of 2019 is to digest the decade and prepare for 2020! We will share about the process of digesting the past experiences of the last decade with parts of you…how to do that and what the benefits of it are for you. We will also share our personal experiences of our transformation and transition over the last decade and what we will feel 2020 is offering us and how we are preparing for that.

We will also guide you in a meditative space to connect with yourself from ten years ago and create a bridge to your current timeline and your future 2020 timeline as well. We will bring in Divine Father and Divine Mother guides to hold the space for this too.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/9-sacred-union…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/