Energy Update: Powerful & Amplified 12/12 Full Moon Intimacy Portal

Energy Update: Blessings to you on this 12/12 Full Moon Portal Day! The 12/12 portal energies are being amplified by the longest full moon night of the year (which was at its peak at 12:12am EST) and our last full moon of this decade. This 12/12 portal offers easier access to 5D/Golden Earth frequencies of Infinite Love, abundance, and heart warmth goodness.

The 12/12 portal energies are also supported by the sacred Divine union Christ/Yeshua and Magdalene codes coming in for winter SOULstice and the Christmas season. There are even Santa Clause codes available now, offering a template of loving giving, compassion for all, Sacred Masculine and Unity Consciousness.

In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a ‘coldness’ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.

Real love is so often unknown to parts of us. They have received and settled for crumbs of love instead. These crumbs are received in relationships that operate on settling and shrinking, duty and obligation, narcissist/empath, codependence, etc. These relationships serve a purpose in revealing our shadows and showing us where our growth work is this life. All souls on each ‘side’ sign up for these relationships, so they can certainly be honored and appreciated on a soul level.

These crumb-based relationships are being invited into completion and closure, especially as we move into the higher timeline year of 2020. The crumbs of love can be difficult to let go of as parts of you may not trust that there is even MORE LOVE that is possible to experience. Yet, it is only in saying ‘no’ and declaring “I want more love!” that it can come into your field and heart space. This begins from within you….from every part of you to another as you create this warm and abundant and consistent field of love inside of your own BEing to eventually transact it with others in an intimate and relational way.

The 12/12 portal and ongoing Ascension offers a teleport to experience REAL love that makes your heart and all chakras feel very WARMED UP again. It offers the experience of intimacy with yourself, to truly know and feel yourself and ALL parts of you from this life and your soul fragments/aspects from other lifetimes/timelines too. It offers intimacy with others where you can be REAL, you can be authentic, you can be vulnerable, you can be transparent. THESE are intimacy grounds…..that offer an into-me-I-see reality.

With this exploration into intimacy grounds, you may be feeling many tears, emotions, and emotional clearings/purgings. Let them move through, yet also be lovingly curious about them. Which part of you is feeling it and why? This question can greatly change your experience of reality from a disconnected place to an intimate one.

There are many guided meditations with me in my Deepen series 2019 to explore and deepen these inner intimacy grounds: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

As you let in the love coming through today and ALL days, it is able to be shared, to be received, and to be experienced in the most intimate ways possible!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Join Raphael Awen and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this last group transmission of 2019 is to digest the decade and prepare for 2020! We will share about the process of digesting the past experiences of the last decade with parts of you…how to do that and what the benefits of it are for you. We will also share our personal experiences of our transformation and transition over the last decade and what we will feel 2020 is offering us and how we are preparing for that.

We will also guide you in a meditative space to connect with yourself from ten years ago and create a bridge to your current timeline and your future 2020 timeline as well. We will bring in Divine Father and Divine Mother guides to hold the space for this too.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/9-sacred-union…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

Energy Update: Full Moon TURNS UP Your Higher Frequency

By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: These are some powerful full moon energies! Raphael and I both were woken up in the middle of the night by the moon shining right into our window, hovering over the trees in a very synchronistic way (captured in the pic below.) As we took in the codes together, I could feel the intensity, the turned on-ness, the vibrancy of the fully bright moon. Surrounded by darkness, She forced your attention to Her, beckoned you to turn your gaze Her way…was like an irresistible force that you couldn’t deny.
 
This feels like the energies offered by this moon and by the upcoming SOULstice on Friday too. An invitation to TURN UP your frequency to a higher setting. To TURN UP your heart to a richer broadband of vulnerability and intimacy transaction. To TURN UP your body to a deeper state of vital embodiment. To TURN UP your soul access to a more fluid sense of access to ALL the timelines your soul is living. To become like an irresistible force in your own life that draws the attention and love of others.
 
TURNING UP is also about recognizing when and why you are turning down or out or lower. What frequencies are you turning down to in order to vibe in and keep and settle? What relationships require you to protect your heart space, thus lowering your frequency into defensiveness? What activities and jobs/careers are draining your energy rather than enlivening it? What undigested emotional wounding and traumas are still lingering that tune your energy to fear rather than love? What unknown karmic patterns in your soul are playing out, over and over, that draw and cause current suffering states in your life?
 
The exploration of these questions becomes SO important during highly activating passageways such as what we are IN right now….and going to be IN until beyond the Lion’s Gateway on August 8th. To receive the TURNING UP codes that are being offered by the moon, by the SOULstice, by the upcoming eclipses, by future high SOULar winds……these questions and the answering of them in honest and real ways allows for MORE letting in.
 
Join Raphael and I this Friday, June 21st, at 10:00am PDT for our next group transmission where we will tune into these TURNING UP and NEXT LEVEL energies of the SOULstice, bridging to you what the answers to these questions might be and what next steps could answer them. You can join us live or receive the recording with a $15 CAD ($11 USD) energy exchange offered here: paypal.me/jelelleawen
 
Blessings on this full moon…whatever ways and means you feel to let it into your heart and soul space! Happy turning UPness!
 
love,
Jelelle Awen
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Feeling Is Healing: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (April 22, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Feeling is an important gateway into deep healing and transformation, even when feeling is the hardest thing to do. As SoulFullHeart Facilitant, Raianna Shai, shares in this week’s featured article, it is a sacred space to be in that brings about much movement within and also in the collective:

“Each tear that drops from our eyes, each feeling of unworthiness, anger and fear, each time we feel how hard it is to be here as deeply feeling humans, we feel something for everyone else in the world. “

If you’re local to Victoria, BC, you’re invited to join us in person on Monday, April 29th from 6pm-8pm PDT for a guided meditation and sharing circle. SoulFullHeart Facilitators, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, will lead you in a powerful, high vibrational guided meditation to connect to, activate, and clear your Ascension Chakras as well as meet your Inner Protector. Your Ascension Chakras are instrumental in helping you download and integrate your connection with your Metasoul/other lifetimes, Galactic/Star Family, and the incoming Ascension codes and energies. This experience may offer some specific details or pictures about the steps you’ve taken so far and your next steps within your personal journey of healing and Ascension.

SoulFullHeart Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, will be hosting virtual groups over Zoom to provide a transmission of galactic awakened frequencies to you. You can receive these frequencies live with her (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. The next two are ‘3D/Lower 4D Matrix Unplugging’ on May 11th and ‘Galactic Activation’ on May 22nd.

More information about these events can be found on our events page: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Gabriel and Kalayna hosted a live stream Q&A, energy digestion, and guided meditation on Earth Day. They offer their perspective on relating with Gaia as an energy that is taking care of Herself/Itself and does not actually need us to ‘fight’ for Her/It. How parts of us relate to Gaia is how they relate to themselves and this is where the true transmutation of our ways of life that have involved taking and in some cases misusing many resources from Her/It can happen on the heart and soul level withIN.

The recording of this video can be found on this week’s Museletter.

New articles and audio blogs are available as well. They include energy updates, digestions of the recent full moon energies, ‘Earth Day’ celebrations, and digestions of personal process experiences.

Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Pink Full Moon Energies Offer Rebirth Into Forgiveness & Compassion

By Jelelle Awen
It feels like a good day to go inward in order to connect with intentions/desires/next places as supported by the lunar/Divine Feminine energies of the pink full moon. The pink energy is so often how Mother Mary’s frequencies come through….the heart chakra, rose quartz, pink rose energies. These are energies of forgiveness, compassion, recognition of the innocent essence that we ALL have as coming from Divine Source. It is the essence of our inner children, the innocence that can express again as we heal the shame and the hurt.
 
This is such a collectively charged time of reconciliation, investigation, disclosure of 3D and lower 4D polarized frequencies in order for them to heal. The energies of Mother Mary and this moon offer ongoing rebirthing out of these charged grounds and into more objectivity, neutrality, and resonance.
 
With the seemingly huge shifting of 3D/lower 4D anchors starting esp. on January 1, 2019, it is a good ‘pause’ moment to feel into your higher timeline and what you want it to look and feel like. Who you want to BE in it….
 
The INner connections lead to the outer higher timeline manifestations….always. ❤ ❤
 
I wondered about recording a new guided meditation to bring in the full moon pink codes today and then realized that we have ones that we’ve done on previous super full moons this year to share. You can use one of these meditations to experience a bridge to these lunar energies in the now:
 
Super blood moon lunar eclipse teaching and guided meditation w/me from my Deepen series – 1/20 – 
 
Super moon teaching and guided meditation w/ Raphael and I – 2/19 – https://youtu.be/eEMhB4YJuaY
 
Equinox & Supermoon teaching and guided meditation W/Gabriel and Kalayna – 3/20 – https://youtu.be/3aF1Xjb76sk
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to make the inner connections that lead to outer movements! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Full Moon, Spiking Schumann And Black Friday Intensities

By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: It’s one of THOSE days….energy wise. There are many cosmic influences inviting you into NEW frequencies of feeling, releasing, and moving into next level places of your consciousness expansion.
 
The full moon energies tonight (as always it seems) offer an illumination of the inner spaces and sometimes the darker places too. That which has been suppressed emotionally can find some release as Divine Mother holds the accepting and forgiving space for its expression. This full moon is interesting timing with what is called, ‘Black Friday’ in so many parts of the world. Black Friday is a frenetic and massive shopping day running on the fuel of anxiety and expectations already connecting to the holiday season.
 
This would be a good day to go inward to ground in the lunar frequencies…rather than going to the mall and joining the throngs there. 3D shopping requires a pretty high vibe bubble around you in order to enjoy it, especially during this time of year. I am noticing this as I’ve been doing a lot of shopping since arriving back in Canada. We are preparing to furnish and decorate creatively and with much joy a new house and had to furnish our bodies too in order to adjust to the colder weather here after leaving Mexico. I feel much joy in my heart as I take in the objects that have so often been creatively made and displayed. Yet most of the people I feel shopping are in a numbed out and flat state for which they are looking for the temporary high of buying something to relieve.
 
You may still be recovering from family gatherings on Thanksgiving too if you are in the U.S…..especially if it was with birth family members that you aren’t resonant with on the soul level. I’m not sure if the Schumann/Gaia frequency resonance is helping much to sooth out the edges and tensions from relationships that just don’t have much common ground anymore.
 
The Schumann has been spiking lately…up and down over the last few days and today (11/23) already quite a bit. There have been two hour and even a four hour long stretch of high waves, spiking up past 60 Hz (‘normal’ used to be 7.83 HZ, but I don’t think anyone considers that baseline anymore). These higher frequencies offer an expansion in consciousness and NEW ways of seeing/feeling/digesting reality…IF the soul is ready for them. If not, it could just be irritating and amp up unhappiness and despair, for which so many parts of people feel and walk around with that are anchored to 3D consciousness.
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SOULar winds were blowing in somewhat the last couple of days too yet are settling now….to return with some possible geomagnetic storms on November 26th. This November has been a powerful energy month with the 11/11/11 portal providing a bridge to physical manifestation of your highest timeline life.
 
Remain anchored into your multidimensional frequencies, connect with Divine guides and your higher timeline Metasoul aspects to help navigate this phase of transition. Be open to hold space for the parts of you that are still anchored to 3D fear/resistance/tension….just FEELing their reality and why it exists (especially triggered by the holidays and birth family.) Many opportunities for deeper integration into your higher timeline are available right Now if you can let them IN!
 
You can read all of my energy updates as I publish them (usually at least one a week) here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/
 
Jelelle Awen
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1:1 sessions available for integration, digestion and activation! More info above!
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Full Moon Energies Bring Comfort In The Darkness

By Jelelle Awen

The full moon….She offers illuminating grace to hold the shifts and transitions in the world and in your inner worlds too. She allows us a comfort in the darkness, a coming to ease in our own shadows. The light will be there even in the thickest of darkness…..She seems to say/offer to us.

This is the balance energies of the EQUInox….needing this feminine, this softness that can be fierce if called to be. This feminine that can SEE the necessary pain and labor pains as temporary…in order to birth what is coming forward of the New. This feminine can hold space for the transition, the passing and death, of what is NO LONGER vital.

The moon offers the BEcoming comfortable in your own shadowlands, learning how to navigate through them with love in your heart rather than fear. Shining your light of love on ALL the previously shrouded landscapes of your heart/soul/psyche.

Now is a phase of confronting with much compassion the prejudices that live inside toward the dark/shadow and the forms it has taken in your inner world and life. The resistances and aversions too are ready to be reconciled into the heart of increasing self love and self acceptance.

This moon is one of harvest….feeling the bounties that you are ready to collect and receive. Experiencing the final blooming of all those seeds you planted through the inner work, shadow work, and light work too.

You are ready now to let Her in…as She is you and what She has to show you offers a reflection that bridges something within that has been just waiting for your love once again.

Jelelle Awen
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photo of full moon taken last night here in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your shadow selves w/me, Mother Mary, and Archangel Metatron: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

An Offering Of Love From Love On Today’s Full Moon

by Kalayna Colibri

In love, there is no “failure”… even though at times life gets messy, timelines collapse, and new ones are called into being.

With love, there is infinite space for the exploration of your pain and bliss, your “past” and “present”, your soul and your heart… without agenda, without need for pomp and ceremony, without anything more asked of you than pure feeling.

As love, you make choices in every moment, every timeline… and not one of them can ever be judged as “wrong”.

The love you have, the love you serve, the love you ARE… all bring to you infinite awakenings, ever-embracing light, and riveting darkness experiences that bring to you more of your power, your essence, your healing… the integration of all that has been “dis-integrated” and the remembering that in love, you are not what you’ve believed you are, but so, SO much MORE… ❤

Waves of infinite love to you on this Full Strawberry Moon day ❤ 🌝

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Full Moon In Scorpio Ignites Passions, Serves Purgings

by Kalayna Colibri

WOOOSH…. felt the full moon energies all day yesterday, with an up and down experience inside of myself which was incredibly UP in passion and passion-purpose desires and then also offered purgings of emotional tensions and fears coming UP with them! This is the whole package deal of Ascension. You’re invited to a huge party with lots of lights, excitement and even pure bliss, yet with the waters of love coming in with every invitation, the oil of fears and despair held by parts and Metasoul Aspects has to come out to make room for more.

It doesn’t feel possible to me to ignite your soul purpose work without being willing to feel what it is inside of you that DOESN’T want to serve love. Even if you choose to not feel into this question now, eventually it catches up to you and often in a reticence that develops over time and somehow collapses or sabotages your service-of-love practice, whatever that is for you.

I feel that the full moon always offers you a chance to feel your passions anew. Especially if you’re meant to serve love in this timeline. The full moon in Scorpio is asking you to keep it real. It’s asking you to be real about your passion and to feel the polarity inside that isn’t interested in passion too or really doesn’t buy that you can “make it”. Scorpio as an energy can support you to feel this extreme and not run away from it. Make the investigation of this a part of your passion-purpose, not a detriment to it! I feel and see so many souls trying to dismiss these parts that just don’t want it. Yet they are the most valuable players in the game of serving love, because they are the parts of you that need to be filled up with love and appreciation again. They are also the parts that offer grounding and realness inside you. And with all of this disclosure happening on the outside right now, yes, you need realness and integrity inside of you too. Nay-saying parts can offer that to you if you can let them into your heart. On a soul level, you could be feeling legitimate anxiety over persecution timelines your soul has lived out and is still living out since time is not linear. There are also timelines of being a false King/Queen, leading without integrity and heart. These are all themes that seem to emerge as you feel more and more into your special personal brand of service of love and what that means for YOU during this often intense time of Ascension.

On the other side of feeling all of this always comes more joy, bliss and love than you have experienced before… AND much MORE energy, motivation and passion for the service of love you’re meant to lead, inhabit and offer!

A good way to be with these energies is to just keep feeling them… to be in a process like what we offer through SoulFullHeart that gives you a direct heartline to the parts and Metasoul Aspects in anguish, despair, pain… and perhaps joy too! There are many ways in which you can connect to this work, including through our free Unity Meditations, one of which is coming up this week on May 2nd: https://www.facebook.com/events/1895682390725143/ . We also offer private sessions and a program where you can enter your own self-led process using processes we send to you. There are many options for ways in which to dive into your emotional body and feel all there is to feel along the way in your own sacred and very personal journey of Ascension and healing! ❤

LOTS of love to you!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

Full Moon Codes Support BEcoming Our Service Of Love Selves

By Jelelle Awen
I felt the energies of the full moon starting to beam down last night, woken up in the night by Her illumination. I was able to drift back to sleep listening to soothing music as I wanted to take in more of what She had to offer into my unconscious mind/heart/body.  I can feel how today, April 29th, is a good one to go INward, open up to 5D and higher journeys, open up to feelings, open up to realizations/revelations and inspirations!
 
I am feeling so grateful and blessed in this NOW moment of love coming up from within and coming UP to be shared with others in service through SoulFullHeart, nearly every day with sessions and/or an Unity Meditation call or a radio interview. I am grateful for this NOW moment of BEing invited to step up and share, as we all are who have been awakening to who we really ARE as love.
 
These powerful full moon codes are supporting us becoming our service of love/5D selves! They offer Divine Feminine support for integration after so much Sacred Masculine activation energies from the sun recently. It is the important integration process (letting in) that allows us to truly change and transform into our Service Of Love Self in more and more moments! The more deeply we have embraced the integration phase, the more we can bring all those light codes into our every living cell, emotional bodies, and chakra vortexes.

I feel these Divine Feminine codes saying:

Go in, feel and heal, make yourself ready, and share in the overflow of the love that comes as a result.

THIS is the reason we are gifted with the guidance, with the vision, with the goodness AND the pain, with the lessons that come out of struggle…to serve love. THIS is the reason we are gifted with ascending and remembering more sense of the higher frequencies of our Metasoul/Higher Self soul source consciousness.

THIS reason, to serve love as our highest purpose and calling….THIS reason wants to rumble through your life and offer changes to the how and the why and the way you have lived. THIS reason wants to invite you to complete relationships that don’t serve love yet instead distract you, suppress you, shrink you. THIS reason wants you to claim what you most WANT and DESIRE and DESERVE in union with others and with yourself. THIS reason wants you to claim your soul gifts, express your soul gifts, feel and heal the karmic binds from other lifetimes that suppress you and block you and keep you hidden.

Love can only be served more purely from a heart that is healing and IN JOY from that healing, from light that shines from being with the dark, from what is revealed from being with shadow. Love can only be served more purely from a self that is being deconstructed, dismantled with love and by love, to reveal the self that is NOT driven by unconscious wounding, material gain, and self image but rather is pure in its motive to serve love in all moments, including to self.

THIS service of love from an increasingly PURE heart and soul is the invitation to embody your sacred humanity.

THIS is what the Universe, Divine Source, your guides/Metasoul Aspects, your star families, your soul families are waiting for you to BE and to do.

THIS is what you have signed up to do and why you are here in the NOW at this moment of great transition, turmoil, death and rebirth, of collective and galactic awakening and growing!

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Much love to and with you as we BEcome our service of love selves in this Now!
Jelelle Awen
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Join us for a free unity meditation call on Wednesday, May 2nd at 2:00pm CST: More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1895682390725143
We offer a bridge from 3D timelines (through parts connection) to your higher/service of love timeline via a 1:1 bridging session (90 minutes for $55 USD min. donation) with me for women and with Raphael for men! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.