By Jelelle Awen
What is in my heart today are the lost ones, the ones called ‘dark’, the ones called ‘crazy’. The ones forgotten in the din and busyness of 3D life. The ones who don’t know how to play the ‘game’ or how to ‘get ahead’. The ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice, frequency of harm, and abuse.
These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Orphan. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Soul aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too. They are beyond shape and age and time.
Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma, like a suffering-based Ground Hog’s Day that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’ or in ‘childhood’ or ‘many years ago’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious ‘work’ is done to heal from these situations. That is often why you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakening and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences that you have. That is often why the suffering loops continue in relationships, in passion expression/service, in money areas, in the physical body.
When you access and connect to these hidden ones directly inside yourself, they can start to see that there IS a reality outside of the pain world they have known. As they feel YOU as your Divine Self embodiment come into their world with compassionate curiosity, they can start to realize that they are not wrong, crazy, lost or dark at all.
Yet, rather, they have often absorbed these energies from others in an effort to transmute them in order to get more love. Transmuting for others is the way of the empath and sensitive healer soul…and it is often a painful way until the lessons are learned of boundaries that come from self love and self worth.As you feel all these sensitive and empathic parts of yourself, you also open up to the shadow ones inside that cause the recapitulation of abuse and judgement and even narcissistic pattern behavior too.
As you love even the narcissist INSIDE and the punisher INSIDE, you provide relief to all parts of yourself and free up the gifts that these parts hold for you as they integrate. And you no longer draw these kinds of people and energies on the outside in relationships.
These lost ones inside you become found under the love of your beaming heart. These dark ones become light in response to your compassionate soul. These ‘crazy ones’ become sane in relationship to your grounded sanity. These orphaned ones become adopted by your loving heart and claimed by your soul family.
This self love process is natural, organic, and ingrained in us as sparks of the Divine. The discovery is held with MUCH love by the Divine Mother and Father as we remember and BEcome the Divine essence of love in wholeness again!
Here is more about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Here is my 33 Day video series called Deepen to connect with some of these parts/aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…
1:1 sessions are available with me over zoom or in person in Glastonbury, UK for women to feel, transmute, claim, and heal these precious parts of your self and soul as a bridge from your Divine Self for $100 USD for 90 very FULL minutes! And with other Facilitators too… More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions