‘Dying’ To Who You Were To Let In Who You Are Becoming

By Kasha Rokshana

How many deep soul and heart callings do we try to avoid because of the fear of ‘death’ and not necessarily body-death?

When we make a choice no longer based on 3D reasoning but based on awakening and expanding, we ‘die’ to what was. This can be a dramatic or traumatic experience yet not always, as long as the time and space are claimed to be with the fears and tears along the way. As long as you are still giving ample love to the parts of you and soul aspects that need you…

When you choose yourself over another, usually that relationship then must enter a death and rebirth.

When you choose to land in the process of living on light and prana or even just letting go of meat, sugar, processed foods and adapting a more compassionate diet for self and planet, a whole way of life (which is what ‘diet’ means) is laid on a funeral pyre. It is something that parts of you may fear they can never revisit for they might just be forever changed by the new experience.

Whenever I enter a new phase with new choices, there’s a fear (less and less so over the years, yet still present at times) in parts of me that now we are becoming even less relatable to others or even relatable to ourselves. Meaning, will I, as ‘Kasha’ become a different being now with less tolerances for certain foods, energies, etc and what does that mean?

This is the sacred process of our personal ascension… to continue to awaken, to choose self-love, to choose compassion, to choose the higher frequencies we know we are born for and come from in our souls, and to let go of that which can’t or won’t come with us…

This death and rebirth process is frequent and sometimes painful for the parts of us that aren’t ready… their readiness though, shifts if you can feel them, not drag them. This is my experience even today, and the gifts of holding that much love within are truly immense!

The entire planet has been in a Great Awakening experience and none of us are exempt. We all must experience our own versions of ‘death’ and it’s up to us, to our individual souls and hearts, to choose whether or not we can lean into the phases of ‘dying’, trusting that the ‘rebirth’ experience will always be worth it.

Sending so much love from my journey of discovery to yours… ❤️

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Ascension: Bringing The Unconscious Into Consciousness

In my continuing process of growth, many times the things I need to ‘work’ on are the things that I cannot see. They are brought to me through mirrors, reflections, or circumstances that make it clear I have had a blind spot. An unconscious tendency toward ego, unworth, or any innumerable things that keep my next conscious leveling up at bay.

As I am brought to these junctions, I am beginning to realize the ground on which our unconsciousness resides is giving way. The veil that has kept it hidden is loosening and thinning. It will be an effort to keep it all in place. As that barrier begins to crumble under the weight of Love’s eminence, there arises moments that you become aware of the parts that are trying to stay in control, keep the narrative going come hell or high water.

Well, if the high water is coming and the resistance stays in place then hell it is. I once had an image of a sandcastle. It represented all that parts of me had and have built up over time that represented what I thought was real and true, only to find the tide rise and sure enough it was gone. Just…like…that. Wooosh. This could be a Dark Night experience or it can be just another round of the wheel of ascension once you get used to it.

The Reality is that we are the sand and the water playing in this epic drama of construct and deconstruct. What was unconscious comes to the surface and will knock down that castle just as the sun rises and falls. So when it does, the deeper question is how do we integrate and navigate that process so that there is less need for these moments and their reactions.

In my ongoing journey with SoulFullHeart, it is all about feeling and exploring the deeper layers inside that are in reaction, suffering, or unconscious states. This is done not just through self-reflection and exploration, but of other-reflection and deep mirroring. That is where things get to be seen that we could not see ourselves. That is not easy for parts of us, but it is catalytic and alchemical. Life can never be the same tomorrow as it was yesterday when you are on a conveyor belt of ascension. There is no attainment, just attainING and learning. An ever growing and expanding ground of consciousness.

If you are feeling the deep desire for ending suffering loops, unconscious patterns, or lone wolf isolation and are wanting to be initiated into deeper realms of your own consciousness, expression, and intimacy I highly recommend a SoulFullHeart session with myself, Jelelle, Raphael, or Kasha. I trust the call will be felt in the hearts it is meant to stir.

If you are curious about learning more and becoming more acquainted with the process and paradigm itself you are welcome to join our group portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co for more personal sharings, videos, articles, and online community.

The energies are here to support this new leveling up in Love, Liberation, and Leadership.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

From Star Family: Invitation To Move From Self-Righteousness To Humility

by Kasha Rokshana

“Starseed… you’re not here to ‘change the world’.

You’re here to discover a template for a renewed, rebirthed, and gentler one from deep within you.

Beloved soul… you’re not here to force a new perspective on anyone.

You’re here to lead through the example of your courage to feel any and ALL perspectives that live inside of you… those that are based in fear, those that are founded in love. You are to become a sacred Love Ambassador to all parts of you that hold these different perspectives, to bring them through their traumas and pain and open up your heart ever deeper.

You’re here to seed the shifts, as a gardener does when tending to baby plants, to seedlings. Your entire species is learning, unlearning, relearning; finding and discovering humility with self-worth intact; seeking and finding the courage to own what is yours to own and acknowledge the impact of it all.

You’re here to propagate the New Earth. The one that you dream of, that you remained connected to as a reality inside of you when you first entered this planet and this density. This propagation, this replanting and reseeding, comes from remembering and a responsibility individually held and personally expressed.

Starseed, you’re not here to be or become ‘perfect’… but to humbly remember that just as all others are, you too are in a constant state of recalling what has always lived inside of you. You yourself are a seed, planted in Gaian soil. You yourself are here to discover, to claim responsibility for that which harms or hurts, to heal self-righteous patterns, to remember that there is a greater purpose and context accessible through stillness and feeling. The bigger picture is a portal, accessible through the heart… to enter it through any other means, will give it fear-colours.

May this transmission from our hearts to yours provide a gentle HIGHway for the learning of the truth of your path. An individually offered message, landing differently in each and every Starseed heart, is this. A path it is, with many curves and sudden turns, chosen each day you remain either small or courageously enter your truest bigness.

With so much love,

Your Star Family”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Exposing The Roots Of Sacred Union

by James Elphick

Over the last few months it has felt true to turn inward, to heal, to be more self-contained and become more familiar with the relationship between my inner masculine and feminine rather than looking for a new relationship with another on the outside.

With this exploration I have found that there isn’t just one feminine and one masculine energy, but many each holding different frequencies that influence my whole. When there is a deep feeling and intimacy with these, there is room for them to breathe and heal. The healthier aspects harmonize and there is balance. Then daily activities and all types of relationships, especially the one with myself, have an ease and a flow.

This is a lifelong work in progress!

Through the ending of my last relationship, the recent death of my friend, and also my father’s passing two weeks ago, grief is current. There seems to be a continuing initiation into grief in ever-deepening layers alongside the discovery of the universal love portal that is found deep within it.

I feel that the reason the heart breaks is so it doesn’t have to stay in a safe, formal posture. It is saying, “You are holding me too small”. The shards of protection can journey into the ethers and if the heart is felt and loved it will re-form into a softer, more expansive, more supple healthiness.

In turn this helps see a Sacred Union between Spiritualness and Humanness. The Sacred Balance of recognition of the universal law of impermanence along with the deep human feeling of never wanting relationships or lives to end, and grief when they do.

I’m learning that although our conditioning tells us that we can only relate in the physical, there can be an ethereal connection to those who I have lost in the physical this year.

This confirms to me that love never dies.

I am in community and being with SoulFullHeart feels like another Sacred Union.

This union, sometimes similar to a romantic relationship, can become a mirror and help bring up hidden parts and unconscious patterns. From the knowing that whatever is being revealed can be a portal into deeper growth and expansion there is less panic about fixing this aspect. Instead, there is a more gentle process exploring this alone through meditation, journaling, talking with the group or in individual sessions.

As familiarity with the process increases more trust is arising and an ability to “hold my process” is there.

I know that there is a tendency in me that can look for everything in someone else, but it feels I’m starting to embody the knowing that everything is in me. There is less investment in the One and rather the Whole. This has to start in Sacred Union within, then to the whole which includes community, romance, and service.

I’m looking forward to joining the group transmission on Oct 10th with Raphael and Jelelle who help template romantic Sacred Union to me and I hope that you can join too. Please see the link below ❤:

https://fb.me/e/2UdZXooYw

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events and more at soulfullheart.org

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James Elphick is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and community member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

10/10 Group Transmission Call: Sacred Union Within & With Other | With Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Sacred union is such a blessed experience…for the gifts, the challenges, the MIRROR, it continually offers us! If we have drawn and signed up to experience it with a deep soul/counterpart mate, then the gifts seem to be exponentially revealed over time. The experience of relationships CAN be a bliss mess, though, of highs and lows. And they push up so much to feel and see about yourself and parts of you.

Exploring the grounds of inner sacred union, feeling/connecting with your inner masculine aspect and your inner feminine aspect (however they show up in the moment), DOES help to navigate outer sacred unions/relationships. As you heal the polarities within you between your masculine and feminine (as so often templated by birth parents), a sense of union is experienced between them. It is truly a beautiful experience that has its own self sustaining nourishment factor.

And then, add on a sacred union mate to experience this blooming and overflowing inner sacred union WITH you…and it truly provides growth and love experience like no other. I feel that you are more likely to draw this kind of mate experience when you are connected to your sacred union within in a deep way. The inner overflows to the outer.

In one week from today, my beloved mate Raphael and I would like to share a transmission of this sacred union within and outer energies with you that we have cultivated together over the last 12 years. This will be our first group call from Avalon/Glastonbury and these lands of such potent Divine masculine and feminine energies!

We will share about our personal journeys around experiencing sacred union within with our inner masculine and feminine parts, along with their experience together over the years of a sustaining, deepening, and resonant love together due to this process.

We will lead you on a powerful and deep meditative journey to connect with your inner masculine and feminine. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of support and ambassadorship and transmission as we bring in the Michael and Mary energy line energies here at the heart chakra of Gaia. We will provide a bridge to your inner sacred union consciousness, call in your potential sacred union mate, and within the circle of Oneness that is created during the call as well.

The call will be on October 10 at 5:00pm BST/9:00am PDT/12:00pm EST over Zoom and you can join us by whatever donation you feel to give. You can donate at soulfullheart.org/shop or by paypal.me/jelelleawenMore info at https://www.facebook.com/events/268214177559942 and at https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

love from Avalon!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Inner Sacred Union Dance That Draws The Outer

by Kasha Rokshana

Mate ache is real. The desire to be with someone romantically on the outside can’t really be subdued, especially when you have a strong sense that he or she is ‘out there’ – the Sacred Union mate you’ve longed for, worked for, and want so much to serve love alongside.

I have such an ache. I’ve been in a Sacred Union before, not all that long ago. I’ve tasted the sweet nectar of deepening soul and heart resonance. The ease and the sacred triggers too of being with a man who is doing his inner ‘work’ as you do yours. A man who is coming to love and treasure himself deeply, acknowledging and embracing every part of himself and every metasoul aspect too. A man who, because of his gentleness of heart, makes you cry out in tears of bliss and purging of emotional pain on a soul and this-life level too as you make love.

I ache because I’ve experienced what it can be and the healing that’s offered through the experience of it. I also have an ongoing template for what a long-lasting, consistently deepening Sacred Union looks and feels like from being in close community with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. It’s like exquisite torture in moments, witnessing their beautiful bond in all its ups and downs, ebbs and flows, processes inner and outer, and waiting for my own experience of this to come around again in a whole new way.

This depth of sacred romance isn’t an achievement. It’s not a mark of success or failure (as parts of me have felt before), or anything that can be accomplished with some kind of magic spell or silver bullet that suddenly brings in THE mate you’ve felt a longing for. It’s a crucible, actually. It’s something to bear while you bare all in the depths of this intimacy.

And this intimacy starts within.

Your inner masculine and feminine need to start relating with one another… they need to see each other. They need to find a way back into a union, a romance, between them. This inner Sacred Union is the seed for the flower of outer Sacred Union. It’s the honey that attracts the bee. And sometimes it takes a while for the bees buzzing in harmony with your growing frequency to tune into your fragrance.

Whenever I feel my longing for all of my inner work to bear this fruit, I’m reminded to look to my inner masculine and feminine. I’m reminded that any validation that’s wanted on the outside, needs to solidify inside. I’m reminded that my inner Sacred Union needs to ‘buzz’ and hum in its own frequency or romantic satisfaction. I’m reminded that this is what brings some soothing energies to the void of missing and wanting ‘him’ on the outside and keeps any parts of me from grabbing at a man and instead letting us come together and discover each other when it’s truly time for that to happen.

This is an ongoing process. There’s not really a final place of arrival where the Sacred Union inside is perfectly set up now. It’s got its own ebbs and flows, ups and downs, ins and outs. It has its own phases of tension and conflict. It’s just as sacred to behold as anything that manifests on the outside. And, it’s the love that you will always return to, even if romantic love on the outside collapses or completes.

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Raphael and Jelelle are hosting a Zoom group transmission on Oct 10th for Sacred Union Within & With Other. Their transmission of Sacred Union inside and out is palpable and profound! They’ll teach and lead us all in a guided meditation as well. You can donate anything you like to be a part of this call live or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions
and here: https://www.facebook.com/events/268214177559942

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

A Soul’s Declaration

“I am a Knight and Priest of The Magdalene Order of the Rose”. Those are words that came to me this morning in meditation. This could be Metasoul brother of mine, or it could be a soul awakening. Or both. When I let those words as a code enter my being, I felt different. I felt a coming home to myself within my masculine and feminine. 

Lately, I have been listening to music that has been connecting me to multiple masculine aspects within myself in multiple timelines. A Druid priest and teacher, an Essene co-leader, a knight of Arthur’s Round Table, and a Templar monk/knight. I have felt them surrounding my feminine in a calling for reconciliation and integration. I have let that process just unfurl itself through occasional journaling, meditating, and compassionate curiosity. 

Yesterday, I spent some time with my soul brothers Raphael and James on the Abbey grounds here in Glastonbury/Avalon. I could feel multiple timelines in our connection together. In a circle with Yeshua, around a fire as knights and a king, as priests/monks pontificating on the nature of and duty toward God. All of this supported what was going on inside of me as a background process until it was ready to come into clearer view for myself. 

I am a part of a lineage of male and female Metasouls that have devoted themselves to the process of embodied death and rebirth, of the ways of the mystery schools, and of the sacred feminine/masculine and Divine Mother/Father. This lineage is encoded in my cells as it is all those that are a part of it. From this I have become more clear as to who I am and what I am here to serve. 

I am not a practitioner. I am not just a healer. I am a leader, a teacher, and a student of this initiative order of Divine and Galactic revelation. It is deeply connected to many inter-galactic ‘races’ such as Sirian, Pleidian, Arcturian, Lyran, Orion, and others. It is a path to the embodiment and remembrance of these lineages, timelines, and families. They are seeking a greater reconciliation as well. 

I feel a renewed reverence for what I have been called to serve through this journey with Jelelle, Raphael, and Kasha (and recently, James). They have been the biggest teachers and mirrors to me as well as my Higher Self and the Divine when I was not in contact with them. It has all been an undulating path back to clarity. I am grateful for it as I can serve those undulations and see where they may lead for others. 

So in the end here, I guess this is my Mission Statement. This is what I am here to ‘do’, Be, and embody more and more. It is a call to other men and women who feel a resonance with that clarity and declaration. Who feel guided to heal the wounds within that lead to greater revelation about who and what they are meant to be and serve within that lineage of the Magdalenes and their galactic counterparts. I look forward to the new chapter that serves me, you, and the Divine whenever and however that reveals itself.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Entering The Season Of Mother Mary

by Kasha Rokshana

The Fall season softens something in my heart. It’s the season I associate with Mother Mary. Hers is a tender invitation to go inward and feel, fast if you feel like (in whatever ways that means for you), and just soften the edges around the parts of you that get understandably protective at times.

Mother Mary’s energies of deep compassion are an invitation to ‘come as you are’. This means feeling all you’re feeling in this and any moment, without concern about self-image, feeling any unworthiness that arises in Her presence, in the midst of letting in Her exquisite love.

Parts of me can have edgier moments sometimes, even after years of inner work. Sometimes it’s a Metasoul sister of mine in another timeline who is struggling with grief and reaction. Sometimes it’s a part of me who is scared to lose control and let go, whatever that means to them in any given moment. Sometimes it’s simply that I need to go inward and just be. Mother Mary’s energies, being so non-confrontive yet very powerful in their space-holding nonetheless, support this softening process for me as I open my heart to feel myself.

And when I open my heart to myself in this way, something magical happens… I can open my heart more to others, feel their side of things easier, and let in compassion for what they must be wrestling through at times too.

I think it’s more than appropriate to bring up Mother Mary’s example during such a time on this planet as this. There’s a lot to tune into, to allow into the heart space, to help the anguish be felt deeper and move too into another form when that becomes possible.

I’m honoured to be walking on grounds where she walked in her lifetime. To feel my soul’s connection to her powerful Magdalene lineage. To feel how humbling it is that I’m very much in my own journey of embodying this deeper in this lifetime. To be offering these energies from this place in particular feels powerful. She shines like a beacon for all who are ready to let in what’s possible in their own heart-healing efforts and desires, and is also a beacon of what’s possible relationally, between every being on this planet.

Much love during this continued Equinox passage unfolding…❤️🍁🕊

Featured Art: Virgin Mary in Prayer by Rebecca Mike

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Autumn Equinox Energies Invite Balance Of ‘Old’ And ‘New’ WithIN

by Kasha Rokshana

This Equinox feels particularly powerful for bringing into balance the ways in which we look at ourselves, our parts, our Metasoul aspects. We’re being invited to bring what’s ‘passed’ with us, what’s ‘old’ with us into the NEW we’re always invited into.

It’s the journey into the new that churns up the ‘old’. It’s meant to do so, to bring us back into what’s been real for us even in our darkest of soul journeys in other lifetimes, not to simply ‘go heal it’ and ‘release’ it, yet to get to know it all intimately. To bring everything, every being we discover into love within. To bridge it/them all into what can be real for us and for them in this new now.

The Equinox is always about bringing into balance… masculine and feminine, old and new. What facilitates and holds this process is love. Love’s lens is the one in which we can see the equality of importance in all things, all aspects of ourselves, all energies we’ve had and want to have. Love IS the great equalizer, the balancer. And today we are so invited to really feel that and let that in… as we always are when our hearts open up to deeper healing and our souls choose to align with that in different phases and processes as well.

It’s easy to access these ‘old’ soul stories, patterns, and scenes here in such a magical part of the UK… Glastonbury alone has helped me personally feel some very deep pieces yet also, this visit to Avebury yesterday was profound in bringing in the ‘old’ too. I could feel still some reactions surfacing to what used to be versus what is and how the energies, though still powerful and present, need to be uncovered somehow instead of so easy to access and feel. Through feeling this mourning of what ‘was’, I can feel myself landing more in what IS and the goodness of that too… and of course, this has been true for me in many different processes I’ve had over the years!

Much love to you on this Mabon/Autumn Equinox day! ❤️🍁

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Letting In The New Through Metasoul Healing

by Kasha Rokshana

Gifts and signs from Nature the other day while at Glastonbury Abbey with Jelelle…

The branch bonked me on the head at a perfect moment while processing. It was a bit of a ‘Rafiki-Simba’ moment I felt, and the interesting thing is that it came from the nearby tree I had been connecting with! She obviously wanted me to know this was for me, for the Metasoul aspect I was feeling and processing with too.

I had been feeling a timeline where Avalon collapsed. A priestess aspect had been alive then and she was experiencing deep mourning… of her mate (which she wasn’t supposed to have) and of her sacred soul home. I’m feeling and learning so much about how this grief has leaked through into my own life, my own heart aches that aren’t entirely ‘mine’ as ‘Kasha’. I feel how it’s been hard for her to let go of her timeline of deep pain because she just needs more space to roll it out with me and be felt. Plus, we ARE experiencing a deep death and rebirth as one big collective right now, so it’s a lot for her to feel that recapitulation…

This is what I feel is happening right now for so many, these epic bleed-throughs from other timelines/lifetimes, that are bringing up so much deep reactivity and overwhelm too. This process of meeting them, developing and nurturing a deep and loving relationship with them, is what truly begins to heal and shift these pieces. It’s just like working with ‘parts’ of you in a way, yet on a multi-dimensional level where even the ‘parts work’ goes to new levels of depth.

The two feathers I found yesterday near where Jelelle and I were, felt like symbols of sacred union… perfect for the mourning of mateship in my Metasoul aspect and her learning to let in new dreams and desires as her old world collapses and she is invited to create a new one along with me.

These gifts from Mama Gaia represent the deep shifting of old patterns as my inner world continues to move into the NEW, letting in NEW waves of deep goodness and self-love along with real desires for what’s next. I felt to share them with you, as their energy can then echo outward and bring you signs of your own healing as well! Nature is always gifting us omens and signals of what’s next for us to feel and heal… ❤️🌳

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.