Moving Beyond The Feelings Of ‘Being Attacked’ And Into Responding With Love

By Jelelle Awen
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I’ve been reading things which offer that we are being ‘attacked’ right now…by negative entities, by narcissists, by the Capal (or Archons or Illuminati)…that these energies are coming in full force to challenge us with shadow and darkness so that we may choose the light. This doesn’t feel like my truth for those of us on the awakening path. In my experience, it is only what remains unhealed inside of us that would draw such attacks to us. The congested emotional body becomes a magnet in that way. And, even if we do ‘draw’ such things, it is because we need to see an aspect of ourselves through the mirror that it offers.

Seeing and experiencing the world as ‘attacking’ us feels to me like it sets up a dynamic of perpetual abuser and victim….we all play both roles in many forms in other lifetimes. As you heal and integrate these lifetimes, you release the energy (again) that would draw an attack to you. I feel a better word is ‘crucible’ as it also offers a trusting relationship to life. This are subtle distinctions yet as you raise in vibrational frequency into 5D one of the biggest ways is through letting go of the belief that you CAN be attacked or (even deeper in the emotional body) that you are WORTH being attacked. In this way, you CANNOT actually be attacked in the sense of against your will as you have signed up to experience what you are.

I do not offer this reframing without compassion for the very real hurts and pains caused by experiences that are often very difficult. I feel you need phases to feel how parts of you have been a victim, especially as a child, and validating the hurt can be powerful and healing. And yet, the bigger context is that what you experience is what you have ‘signed up for’ as a soul…feeling this WHILE validating the hurt inside is what moves you to a consciousness without victimhood yet deeper empowerment. I’ve discovered that I just don’t draw traumatic circumstances anymore as I haven’t needed them to show me something that I haven’t proactively felt and been guided to feel myself. This has meant surrendering and letting go of many things that I was attached to, including relationships, geographies, incomes, soul purpose work, soul family, etc. Choosing it before it feels like it is ‘forced’ on me makes a very big difference on how it is digested and processed.

The energy frequencies waving over our planet, galaxy, and in our personal beings ARE intense right now. They are pushing up toxins and congestions in our emotional and soul bodies to be looked at, loved, and healed. We can feel this as an attack or we can respond to it with love. I find that even the most intense energies fall away when responded to with love. Some aspect of that is giving our chakras and auric field love in the form of white, loving light and connection with Ethereal Beings, which creates a barrier of love that comes from our healing heart. It isn’t about technic to create this barrier as much as it is about your willingness to feel anything that would draw and magnetize negative entities to you.

In the moment, I don’t experience that I am being attacked even by flu germs right now although I have not been feeling well for a few days. These germs are a gift, allowing me to go inside even more, create a cocoon, and my personal process has benefited from this space. This is also the result of the growth and awakenings I have been experiencing that are integrating and shifting the cellular structure of my body and my DNA. I have been visualizing waves of love moving through my body rather than trying to ‘attack’ the germs and I have trusted that it takes the space and time it needs to heal.

I invite you to feel the next time that you feel attacked by something or someone to feel the part of you that feels this way and why. Hold this reaction with love and see if you can feel where it stems from…most likely it comes from undigested emotional trauma and can be existential too with roots in surrender to God pictures and warrior archetype frequencies. Whenever you feel like going into ‘battle’, you can feel that this is a part of you that is trying to protect you and NOT who and what you really ARE. When coming from love, you have no desire to go to battle yet only respond in love to that which is and let go into the trust what flows from there.

Jelelle Awen is an 5D ascension teacher, writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.

Chakra Activation, Cleaning, and Protection Meditation

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By Jelelle Awen

This is a video of Jelelle Awen’s guided meditation for cleaning, protecting, and activating your chakras.

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Chakras are energy centers, points of flow, in our etheric bodies. They are alive, have a consciousness, and can even be dialogued with. I have most extensively worked with seven chakra centers in my energy healing work with myself and serving others over the years. There is a lot of information available online about chakras, what they represent, and where they are located, so I will focus on sharing the daily meditation that I engage with to activate, clean, and protect them.

As with all meditation, find a comfortable place to sit and practice deep breathing for as long as it takes for you to feel centered with your mind (somewhat) quiet (usually 5 to 10 minutes).

Ask for the help of whatever Ethereal being you are connecting with in the moment or would like to connect with. Right now, I am working primarily with my ‘healing angel’ named Coral. A healing angel provides healing frequencies for both self healing and in serving others. They are at a slightly lower frequency and dimension than our guardian angels and, therefore, easier to access and connect with. According to Coral, every one of us has a healing angel and we subconsciously connect with them during moments of injury or in serving others. Our connection with them only becomes conscious if we ask for it to be so.

Calling on Ethereal beings is as simple as feeling your desire for it and then asking to connect with them. Meeting them halfway by raising your body vibrational frequency (through meditations such as the white staircase mentioned below) increases the degree that you will experience them. You can feel in your heart’s response if the Ethereal being you are speaking with is connected to the light and has a love-based connection to offer to you.

Engage with the white energy staircase meditation to raise your body’s vibrational frequency before engaging with your chakras. It seems to help with the process of visualization and with energy flow. As you connect with the Ethereal being that is going to help you, climb the stairs slowly on the inhale and rest on the exhale. The usual place that I get off is the platform at stair 111, as it holds a strong vibrational energy. Visualize white energy around you as you sit down and begin to imagine your chakras. I have been offered by Kuan Yin to visualize each chakra as a lotus flower, imagining when I first see them that they are closed up and then I see each petal opening and unfolding wide.

You can imagine any kind of flower that you resonate with or just a whirling circle of energy. This activates the chakras and if you haven’t done chakra work before, you may feel a sudden surge of energy in your body as the flower/chakra opens up more. Move up your body starting with the first or root chakra, imagining the color that they are (as represented in the above picture), and then through to your seventh or crown chakra visualizing all of the flowers opening up.

Then, visualize a flow of white energy entering the top of your head and moving down your spine, showering each of your chakra lotus flowers with white light. Chakras can have many layers of congestion over them and you may need to focus just on this meditation for a while to get them open and clean with good energy flowing through them. The congestion will look gray or even black with sometimes pockets or balloons of this dark energy surrounding the chakra or trailing off of it. Allow the white energy to sweep up and cleanse the dark energy in a swirl. Then move it out of your root chakra or visualize a grounding cord connected to the earth for which the energy is swept out of. You want to make sure to move the congested energy that has been loosened out of your etheric body, either into the ground or up into space. Read about a meditation to clean, protect, and activate your chakras and also a video that I have offering a guided chakra meditation.

You may also encounter objects in your etheric body or surrounding your chakras. I have seen and felt many objects in myself and others, such as corsets, suits of armor, arrows, Christian crosses, crowns of thorns, etc. These objects take on a symbolic form for us to interpret and feel and are often related to past life traumas that our soul is holding on to. If you find an object, see if you can get a sense about why it is there and what it represents. You can then negotiate with your healing angel around if and when you should remove it using more white energy and for guidance around why it is there. Holding a quartz crystal in your hand while meditating can help with this process.

After devoting your meditation to activating and cleaning your chakras, you can then create a protection around them to help prevent negative energies from coming in. This is especially important during the first weeks of your dedicated practice when you are ‘opening up’ to new vibrational frequencies and will become much more energetically sensitive. To protect your etheric body, visualize a wrapping made of white energy forming to fit your entire body. You can picture a suit of armor or any other kind of ‘outfit’ that works for you. Bring in strong white energy through your crown chakra (or top of your head) and infuse the outfit with it. Ask your healing angel to help make it ‘the strongest material in the universe.’

Regular chakra activation, cleaning, and protection is very important to physical, emotional, and spiritual health. Engaging in a daily meditation to undergo this process will raise your frequency to a higher, more love-based one and clear out dark energies that will eventually led to physical illness and emotional suffering patterns. This kind of regular chakra love along with a heart work healing process brings vitality and health in all areas of our lives.

* These meditations have been inspired by the book World Of Archangels by Sufian Chaudhary

Jelelle Awen is a co-creator and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit the SoulFullHeart website for more information about virtual sessions with her.