Renewed Push of C and V Matrix Narratives W/Need for Soul Guidance & Social Resonance

By Jelelle Awen

Matrix intensities are increasing, along with a heightened pressure again of the more outward implementations of the Great Reset agendas. There is a renewed push through the mainstream media of the C and V narratives with potential lockdowns, travel restrictions, mask wearing coming…and V campaigns promising to address the ‘new and latest’ deadly variants, etc.

So much ongoing personal discernment and intuition is needed during this phase of our Ascension. Every choice point needing to be grounded in your soul’s higher guidance and trying not to succumb and comply with 3D social pressures and fear programs/conditionings, especially as it relates to anything being recommended by 3D authorities.

The latest round of ‘wildfires’ is also a more blatant and tragic pushing forward of the agenda. These fires, esp in Maui, really seem to be anything but natural yet rather very calculated energy weapons being used on specific desirable geographic locations (that often have energy roots/grids to Lemuria) that are planned to eventually become 15 minute smart cities. Eventual restrictions on what we eat, how we live, how we travel, what we wear, where we go, how we ‘act’ on social media, what we share, even our private thoughts….all of this is part of the bigger agenda. This is not hidden or any kind of theory, yet rather shared at every one of their meetings, in various books they have written, and on official websites as well. I can share resources with you too if you PM me.

All of it is presented as for the good of humanity and the planet. On one level of presentation, it can seem even acceptable or rational in a strange way. Yet, seen and felt from a higher perspective and from the discernment of the higher heart….. the control, tyranny, and depopulation elements become clearer.

I have been guided that ultimately ALL of it is part of a sacred phase for us, even this current and ongoing darkness, however it manifests. There are many soul lessons being learned through these crucibles and many souls are waking up that haven’t in many lifetimes of being in the Matrix reality since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria. The bifurcation that is occurring inside of the soul and in social relationships is a necessary one to ultimately move into a higher timeline.

I continue to feel that THIS is the lifetime ultimately in which this Matrix and hijacked reality will collapse and that is why so many of us as way showers/star seeds/Magdalenes are here now. Yet, also, that that collapse will have a messy phase for all of us, including potentially much loss of human life. There can only be a rebirth if there has been a death and loss, it is the natural cycle of life that we can surrender into.

On a soul level, each soul chooses their ways and means to experience being in the body here and this phase of Ascension. Each soul plays their part and role, even what we could see as a dark role. Even choosing to comply or follow the narratives is a sacred choice for that soul. Trying to save or rescue anyone, convince anyone of the darker agenda, argue and defend against it…. doesn’t offer a means of true love exchange, surrendered centeredness within, and is usually futile anyway. You can become a beacon instead to those who are ready themselves to move through this.

I hold a love ambassador’s perspective and in my daily life continue to make self loving choices related to my social, physical, emotional, and spiritual well being. I respond to those who ask me specific questions, are curious to learn more about these matrix agendas, and also want to unplug from them within their own soul field.

My ways of navigating this phase are about remaining very connected to Divine/higher D soul aspect guidance; continuing to connect to soul aspects/parts in my emotional body/soul field in a conscious way; being social only in VERY resonant soul family bonds (including in my sacred union with Raphael); living in a place that offers an abundance of natural resources including clean spring water; staying outside of the 3D control grids as much as possible; saying ‘no’ to the V and continually detoxing my physical vessel through fasting/urotherapy, etc.

This is such a delicate and tender phase to be navigating together. The Divine’s heart of compassion for us is so strong and present.

There is light even in the darkness.

There is love that is stronger than the fear.

There are souls who are resonant with your choices and you will find each other.

Each of us can arise like a phoenix from the ashes.

Accessing the Divine spark within you allows for the ongoing navigation of this challenging time.

Much, much love to you….

Jelelle Awen

If you’d like mentoring/guidance/space holding to navigate this phase, I and my beloveds are available for 1:1 sessions on zoom and here in Portugal with more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

We also have a five day soul family immersion gathering coming up with us here in Portugal during the Autumn Equinox offering emotional/social/physical/energy deep healing through personal processing, group meditation/journeys/ceremony, sound bowls and toning/channeling, group outings to sacred places here. It is from September 21-25th. There is more info at soulfullheart.org/gatherings

Divine Ambassadorship During The V. False Med Narrative

By Jelelle Awen

I haven’t written about the current mainstream false medicine narrative in awhile as my focus when sharing has been in other domains and with other energies. Yet, this narrative is pressing into all of our lives, even those of us who consciously anchor into higher frequency energies inside and out most of the time.

For me, it is showing up in serving women in sessions who have been involved in the false med narrative in one form or another. Within their relationship as their partner has chosen it and they have not. Or, as a healer serving those who have chosen it and feeling impacts from it physically, emotionally, and energectically. Or, those who have chosen it, feel remorse, and want to detox/heal/upgrade from it.

If you are uncertain or unclear about the very true and real dangers of the false med and the growing number of severe injuries and sudden deaths from them, there are many very good and reliable resources out there (including a growing number of awakening medical doctors) who can share more about that. Disclosure of the sudden and β€˜unexplained’ deaths and injuries is increasing as a rising wave of them occurs from those who chose the false med. The stories of loss of life, vitality, and loved ones are truly heart breaking and coming out everywhere now.

As I feel these souls drawn to me in session who have been impacted by the false med narrative, it becomes clear fairly quickly that there is a deeper soul choice going here on a higher level. The false med ultimately represents a bifurcation, a means to illuminate those who are moving forward with humanity’s ascension and those who are preparing to go or even choosing to leave the Earth Plane using the false med as the means.

On a higher level, there is much Divine love, grace and acceptance for ALL choices around this. ALL are sacred and very very unique to each soul. Humanity, Consciousness and the Divine ultimately has all this orchestrating a higher timeline.

Yet, from a human experience level and especially for parts of us such as the inner teenager, inner child, inner protector, etc. it can be a very challenging and even devastating feeling experience to go through the death and rebirth process going on here, especially as so many souls fell under programmed pressure around it and aren’t conscious of the harmful aspects of it or their soul choice around it. And even when experiencing debilitating and long-term symptoms from the med (and many now losing loved ones from it), parts of them are still in denial around it.

Relationships (from birth family to romantic to long-term friendships) have been greatly impacted by the illness and false med narratives over the last two and a half years, in ways that have both illuminated/fractured them and unified them. Polarizations that were once able to be β€˜made nice or polite’ have surged up and sudden conflicts, judgements and shame, rejection and invalidation energies have all come forward. These energies were often underground the relationships to begin with as those who are awakening find their voice, their advocacy and their desire for resonance in a process that often requires opposition before resonance can be truly let in and advocated.

These are painful energies to feel within us and in our relationships. These polarizing energies are supported by the same Matrix systems and programs that offer these narratives. They run on these energies, even though I have long shared that the β€˜original programmers’ of the Matrix and the narratives seem to be gone (when I go to connect with them in ambassadorship). The human elite/cabal members are running on inertia and hugely plugged in with personal ego gratification into these programs through their family blood lines. They are seeing it out as their Great Reset agenda, fused to it in the same way as any one who cannot conceive of going against it or rebelling.

It has been a challenging time for those of us who have seen the narrative for what it is from the beginning. Challenging at times to find the peace, to hold it in forgiveness, to feel compassion for ALL involved, to understand the soul choices going on….of course that is what the Divine is offering us. And sometimes that is accessible. And sometimes parts of you may go into conflict, rage, shame and blame, feeling very hurt and rejected and just plain terror or fear.

To feel the parts of you (and soul aspects) who have been on this particular battlefield and how this has felt for them is a big aspect of the healing and moving into more inner grace. There are often deep tears to feel and shed with this part of you and a rescue of sorts as you invite them off the battlefield and into a peaceful (inner) setting where they can rest and recover surrounded by Divine love and light. The wounded healer can particularly get hooked here, thinking they need to β€˜save’ people from the false med in some way and sacrificing themselves and their own health in some cases.

As this recuperation happens with the part who most needs it, then your Divine Self can more be felt, more step in and more lead the way forward to respond to the next choice points and decisions needed by you, setting boundaries too as needed.

There truly is no β€˜good versus evil’ in the polarized way that we’ve been conditioned to feel it. There are agendas running behind the false med narrative who aren’t disclosing their full purpose and means, which is ultimately a controlling and manipulative energy that wants to heal and move out into transparency…feels like the ultimate result of this narrative as more souls awaken to it.

Continuing to battle only brings more polarization and pain. Becoming an ambassador to the shadow and parts of you who are most suffering around this, as your primary focus, offers so much healing and movement. And, if you feel guided, to offer ambassadorship to both those who have been plugged into this narrative and those who are controlling it as I have often been guided to do, there is quite a service there in that as you offer an alternative and bridge to the Divine.

I have been guided all along that this is a necessary dark phase some souls are moving through as an important aspect of our Ascension process and to surrender to the Divine even while feeling into each personal decision around it with Divine guidance. Yet, darkness is always temporary with often immense gifts even with the hard and painful experiences.

We truly ARE love, are light, are vitality, are sacred. The rest are programs that will run their course, run out, and eventually no longer exist in human experience.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More writings about this false med narrative at soulfullheartblog.com and info about sessions at soulfullheart.org.