Ascension Update: 3D Mainstream Consciousness Moves Into Lower 4D As 5D Upgrades Come In

By Jelelle Awen

Ascension Update: Intense clearing energies as 3D ‘mainstream’ collapses, 4D Karmic healing intensifies & 5D upgrades come in. This is such a truly unique time to be alive here now with ALL that is happening on physical/emotional/spiritual levels for humanity both in terms of what is releasing, collapsing and what is upgrading.

You may be feeling these intense energies on the physical body level, prompting a need for fasting or eating very lightly. It can be of great assistance to put all of your energy toward this clearing/upgrading process rather than toward digestion of physical food. Eating just fruit (with high light/water content) can also be helpful. Being very sleepy, need for rest and long naps, passing out and going ‘off line’ are also happening now along with various aches and pains occurring too. Chronic illness and deep toxicity may be coming up now too…feeling ‘worse before better’ as the cells clear it out and there is no longer need for it. Our immune systems are also being upgraded to ‘survive’ whatever is coming next.

This is an Arcturian Healing Chamber meditation with my Arcturian aspect Binkh that may be helpful during there energies: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

What we are experiencing now since the Covid narrative began to accelerate a year ago feels to me like it is the 3D mainstream collapse that so many of us have been feeling will happen, yet in a different form than perhaps we imagined it would. I’ve been seeing ‘collapse’ scenarios for over ten years now. I was attached to the Lower 4D picture/program of industrial collapse for awhile… we even relocated to Mexico for a time to create a sustainable sanctuary to live on an off-grid ranch in community. We were motivated then by the sense that it would all fall down and wasn’t sustainable, sensing that it was being fuelled by energies that were more about control and dominance than they were about balance and love in tune with Mother Gaia.

Then, during my time on the ranch, I awakened to the false AI-generated Matrix reality that has created our 3D ‘mainstream’ culture for so long. I felt that it would collapse, yet I didn’t initially see the bigger and darker agenda going on around it at first that was actually controlling THROUGH the technologies and dependency on energy grids. Understanding more now about the motivations of the Cabal and how it connects to the overall Ascension process for humanity, I could ‘place’ it more into that picture with trust in the Divine plan around it all….and include support/technologies being released eventually from Star Beings as part of the solution to what seemed like insurmountable problems otherwise.

3D culture has created a numbed and drugged sense of false safety, where self preservation and material attainment are the number one goals. Social media, mainstream media, education, and easy streaming entertainment 24/7 lulls us into compliance, easily programmable by all that we watch and take in. It was hard to imagine how it would collapse without ‘pulling the plug’ of the electrical and technology grids that fuelled it.

Yet, Covid has been a mercy in that it has woken us up out of this slumber. It has interrupted the routines of eat/sleep/work repeat; threatened financial security (as the money systems need to collapse too); and put physical ‘safety’ and the fear of body death as the most pressing motivation for ALL personal choice and governmental decisions so we could reconcile and heal our fear of it. Covid and the ways that it has been used and leveraged by the Cabal has brought us into the Lower 4D, collapsing the 3D world that was an addictive dream one in comparison. The ‘true’ dark Lower 4D agenda of depopulation, AI-control, transhumanism and genetic/DNA modification is being revealed now…aided hugely by poisonous mass v@ccinnations/gene therapies being pushed on us all.

Being in the Lower 4D reality now AS our collective consciousness for the last year has dropped many awakening souls into deeper states of depression/suicidal temptation, ego death, dissonance with their families/friends, chronic illness/body toxicity, soul karmic bleed throughs, difficulties/separations in relationships, and overall despair over how it will all resolve. This has been so challenging to navigate.

Yet also there is a sense of liberation going on here as the Dark timeline gets ‘so bad and so obvious’ it finally motivates many more to change. Being tuned into the Divine Mother, I always felt it would be an intense death/rebirth process that would be necessary for us to wake up and choose New Earth realities. It would take A LOT of collapse and deconstruction for us to choose something that is unknown to us, unsupported by the mainstream, and draws so much resistance/fear projection from others. It felt important to stay soberly grounded in this, even as I experienced a lot of joy and bliss on an ongoing basis as I embraced this process.

Yet, also, in this willingness to die and let go of something old in order to experience something new….we are met with so much love and support from the Divine that it is always ultimately worth it. We are increasingly coming to trust that loss is part of the process of being reborn. We are able to grief and mourn as needed, celebrating the new as it arises.

This is then what the death of 3D culture, our rebirth out of the Lower 4D transitional grounds and into 5D New Earth realities from WITHIN us looks and feels like. The densities of 3D toxic living and eating need to clear out and be released; the karmic soul patterns and traumas need to be consciously connected with and integrated; the 5D and higher energies that most support our light bodies, our Divine Self to embody and our heart open/expand need to be brought in and allow for upgrading.

It is challenging right now not to get stuck in the sticky web of the Lower 4D as it moves into mainstream collective experience. This can lead to over focus on the ‘outside’ and what is happening or not happening. This can lead to engaging in battles over the old rather than focus on creating the new. This can lead to ongoing suffering over being rejected, misunderstood, and vilified by others.

Most souls are not yet able in this moment to be conscious of how this shift into the Lower 4D is impacting them; the timelines that are opened out and now bleeding through: the karmic patterns that their soul has engaged with life after life. They have gone to others, such as mediums/psychics/spiritual teachers/channelers for this ‘information’ about themselves with mixed results and sometimes abuses occurring as they hand over their sovereignty to others with more ‘awareness’ than them.

We are meant now to go within for this information about ourselves. We can lift our own veils. We can channel our own Divine guidance. We can connect to any lifetime and timeline that is relevant for us to know and feel. We can hold the space for our own healing. These awarenesses and this access is becoming more available to us through the activations that are happening on DNA/cellular/body/heart/chakra levels that move us into deeper embodiment of our sacred humanity.

Awareness of how our ‘base reality’ as a collective is shifting can help with navigating this. Finding resonance within yourself and with your soul family provides a support bubble (of the truly best kind) to buffer you as needed from the intensities going on while you access this information for yourself. Discovering ‘outside’ help that is in integrity and empowers your sovereignty can assist in reconnecting to your higher knowledge. Seek out temporary bridges as needed and models in human and etheric form as you are guided by your higher heart to.

Surrender to the overall process that is happening here and Divine love can flood into your being…offering the sense that love is holding it ALL and always has.

Love from Avalon (upgrading now from Lower 4D to New Earth),
Jelelle Awen

We provide in our 1:1 sessions a bridging to and opening out of these awarenesses and consciousness states to allow a navigation of soul frequencies AS they come through, healing of traumatic patterns from this life and other lives, and integrate/reunion of previously very shattered/fragmented energies into wholeness. This space is held in collaboration with you, supporting your Divine Self to lead the way here on all levels. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Also, Raphael and I will discuss this navigating Covid transition much more in our group meditation call on Sunday, April 18th. We will also provide a guided meditation to assist you in navigating out of 3D into Lower 4D landscapes from a 5D perspective/consciousness. More info about joining us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events

Energy Update: Kundalini Surges As Timelines Collapse & Arise

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: I have wanted to offer a full energy update sooner yet there is so much moving that it has been challenging to ‘find time’ to share even as there is lots of time and no such thing as time! lol Perhaps that best sums up all that is shifting right now as timelines collapse, veils thin, linear time dissolves…..WHILE, at the same ‘time’, new realities and possibilities on infinite levels are being born and arising!

There are surges of Kundalini energies available now to bring up the column of your spine….lighting up especially your heart, sacral, and solar plexus chakras. Empowerment. Kundalini is connected to the Divine Union frequencies of our I AM, especially to the powerful feminine as she rises out of suppression and darkness and hiding. Yet Kundalini is also sourced in and provided by the Reptilian Self aspect that vibrates in 4D and has often been ‘with us’ our whole lives as witness to our journeys. Once we become aware of that connection, we can access more of our alchemy, service, power, and more.

I share more about the Reptilian Self in this video and guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I have seen in sessions that the Reptilian selves are being freed up from their enslavement in the Matrix system as well, which allows them to reunite with their families again. This is such a tender movement and really opens up an ambassadorship to them rather than the polarized ‘us against them’ reality. They are liberated with the Matrix AI signal collapse on the 4D level and more humans waking up. This collapse hasn’t fully shown itself in 3D yet as it seems like a dark night with the U.S. presidential inauguration tomorrow….yet as I’ve been sharing my sense for awhile, there is no ‘there there’ and it is mostly an empty show.

I have been guided so many times to just ‘be in the NOW and let in the NEW’….which is often only possible as we LET GO of the old, LET GO of attachments and expectations….. and let the mourning and grief move through us. I feel the collective going through this; our Reptilian selves going through this; our parts going through this; and our parallel selves in other timelines created by making different life choices going through this process too.

Connection within feels so important right now to navigate the shifts. With parts of yourself for which a rich inner family bond can develop. With soul family in the physical and in the higher realms for which reunion and support can deepen. With the Divine, especially Her feminine essence, for which guidance and clarity can flow.

We are at a tipping point into the New for which the kundalini energies serve to push us through, like the painful yet necessary contractions that happen during ANY birth. There are many BEings supporting us through this birth of sacred humanity and our RISE into New Earth and 5D in the physical.

We are rising!!

Much love to you from Avalon!!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions to support, activate, and bridge for your Ascension process at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Letting Go Of Illusions To See And Feel What’s REAL Inside And Out

by Kasha Rokshana

Illusion must dissolve so reality can resolve.

These are the words that come to me as I feel my own ongoing process of healing, Ascension, and service, yet also as I feel the global process happening now for the same.

The illusions dissolving for parts of me are so multi-layered and multi-dimensional too. I feel facades melting down from how my feminine parts have related to the masculine and to romance and even to their own spirituality. For them and for me, this is a whole other level of growth, of fading childhood and moving into true womanhood from the inside out. I feel my masculine parts seeing and feeling how they’ve related to my feminine ones, either with some sort of suppression and punishment-type frequencies, or, even with caretaking/enabling instead of genuinely caring for and feeling them.

These inner dynamics are reflected in my outer reality, in my relationship with men AND women, and what moves between myself and those I’m closest to or even those I’m meeting for the first time. Sometimes the reflections are subtle and sometimes they are so big that it takes a while to really look at all of the machinations involved!

I feel all of my parts having deep and precious realizations of how they’ve related to life itself too, the different levels of emotional and spiritual immaturity that is moving away from being bubbled-off about actual reality now. I don’t feel any self-judgement as I name and own this ‘immaturity’, as it feels like we all have that and are working it, just at different levels and in unique phases of growth too.

Without a doubt, we’re ALL being faced with our own immaturity now. We’re experiencing outcomes and consequences that come directly from what we haven’t been ready or able to SEE let alone FEEL inside of ourselves, let alone in the systems and ways of life that we have allowed to continue and live through us. It’s quite a shift we’re experiencing into an underbelly of humanity’s shadow that has always been there, yet while enamoured and involved with the illusion overlaying this underbelly, we haven’t been able to truly see and bring love to what has been true all along.

There is a whole upgrade needed in human consciousness that is still being worked and isn’t actually a given, at least not en masse, yet it’s the reason why we’re here and why we’re being invited to soberly see what’s real. A big part of this is definitely the need to feel the value of deep inner work and allowing love to support us in that. This is a bit of a thing for the parts of us who have worked so hard to stay above board and somewhat bubbled-off from what the reality around us is constantly offering us all. They, especially the Inner Protector, have often had to do this in order to protect the preciousness, purity of essence, and innocence within that can be so greatly impacted by seeing and feeling the world in the state it’s in currently… and our roles within that.

This is what changes our inner worlds as much as our outer one, through the deepening of our inner intimacy and self-love and overflowing that to our relationships and encounters on the outside. This is what shifts and heals the inner Matrix so that any attachment to the one(s) on the outside can move into something new and our experience of it can change for the better as well. It’s not a process that can really be taken on with much lightness at times yet it IS held with so much love, always, and the support we need is right here with us to move us fully into the NEW.

The good news is that unless we were ready to start seeing reality for what it is and has been, we wouldn’t be in the place we are now. Where we are now, even in the thick of the pain of it all, is a necessary step to our evolution, our true Ascension, and our reunion with the Divine within and without. We’re living through a time of tidal waves that are bringing so much to the surface, as they are meant to do. It’s up to each of us how we choose to relate to the process of being with the Disclosure that has been unfolding and will continue to unfold well into the future, feels like.

We are all in this together, though at times we feel so very separate. For that separation too is a powerful illusion that is up to us to move through, back into the reality of love and unity, from deep within.

Illusion must dissolve so reality can resolve… by letting what’s real open up the heart to feel.

Love,

Kasha ❤

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I am once again offering free 45min intro calls for women who are interested in the SoulFullHeart process/way of life/community and how it may serve you at this sacred time. I also offer paid 90min sessions for women who feel ready to dive deep into their inner worlds: soulfullheart.org/sessions

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Galactic Activations Through HUGE Sun Spot/Possible Flares, Eclipse Window & Winter Solstice Conjunction

Energy Update: My attention is being turned toward the cosmic in the last couple of days, which I haven’t been tracking as much in the last months due to so much going on in my own soul family activation process since coming to Avalon and what has been happening collectively in current events as well. This draw toward the galactic usually signals there may be more activity going on, including a next round of activations and upgrades through the usual sources.


There are most likely some strong solar flares coming as an ‘awakening boost’ for humanity’s consciousness as we currently go through the deepest densities of the disclosure process. These may be provided by AR2786–the biggest sunspot in years! This sunspot is now forming light bridges that are bright fissures ~15,000 km long, about as wide as Earth (pictured). These light bridges may be preparing to erupt into solar flares as they are highly explosive or they may disintegrate, according to spaceweather.com.


It feels like cosmic support is coming too in the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse happening on Monday, November 30th and the subsequent total solar eclipse on December 14, 2020. An eclipse window is usually a powerful time of clarities, galactic consciousness openings, and revelation of our next timeline manifestations. Both eclipses won’t be visible to very many of us physically, yet can be tuned into virtually to experience a powerful download!

I can already feel the energies building toward the winter solstice as well, December 21, 2020, with a sense of anticipation/importance about this date growing in the Ascension community. This winter solstice offers a powerful conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn, which happens once every 20 years. I’ll be feeling into this winter solstice event more with my guides around what it specifically offers us in terms of our ongoing embodiment of our Divine Self process during Ascension. We are already planning to hold a group transmission call by donation on that date with more information coming soon!

These cosmic activities feel like they can be a huge support right now during this dynamic and catalytic time! Parts of you may be feeling quite a range of emotions during all the ups and downs post-Election and with Covid restrictions/lockdowns becoming more intense again. There can be moments of huge excitement about FINALLY things being revealed and more souls waking up from the Matrix of mainstream conditioned reality. And, then, frustration at the controls being put even tighter in place as a ‘last gasp/last stand fight’ by these Matrix/Cabal energies. There can be hopelessness and even despair connected to that as well, that you may be feeling as a collective empath that have been vibrating within humanity’s collective emotional body since the fall of Atlantis/Matrix takeover.

Hold space for yourself as first priority….feeling what support and loving heart response parts of you need as navigation (not to transcend yet rather to FEEL it ALL). These cosmic sources from ‘outside’ also provide DNA and code activations from inside that allow access to a bigger perspective. Connect to the quantum field of Unity Consciousness within yourself as a new ‘anchor’ rather than 3D polarized reality.

Much love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about group call events (including a Magdalene consciousness activation call with Kasha and I on Sunday), 1:1 sessions, our community online portal, and books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

This IS the Great Awakening Of Our Sacred Humanity

by Kasha Rokshana

Our human story…

So afraid of our own power, we got used to giving it away.

We became accustomed to trusting sources and authorities outside of ourselves to hold the responsibility of truth-telling and making up life’s rules.

We chose, as an expression of our power, to authorize the very systems that govern us over and over again through our ‘votes’, whether literal/physical, energetic, or just leaning in to the structures in place without question, damning those who choose to question.

Questions are a sign of awakening, especially when we question ourselves and where our leanings have come from. It’s a sign of prior influences shaking off our beings. It’s a sign of unplugging from what we CHOSE as souls to plug into for reasons that are both high and low-vibe and needn’t be judged, only felt, loved, and appreciated.

This unplugging is happening on a massive scale. Trusting only mainstream narratives, you miss the boat on your own and on feeling what YOU feel to be true and what you know on a higher level is just a false projection. There is an opportunity to feel what lives in your own soul’s history around capitulation and acquiescence as well as any tyranny you’ve been a part of or helped enforce too.

So, this Great Awakening we’re all navigating right now is as much about feeling and healing our own karmic ties to what’s shaking out (and needs to shake out, even though it’s intense), as it is about no longer saying ‘yes’ to authorities that actually ran out of steam and substance a long time ago.

We’re standing in an echo chamber, hearing the reverb bouncing off of the now empty halls and walls, seeing the shadow of a cage that used to be in place but now isn’t any longer. We’ve been invited to actually fly again, but choose the safety of the madness and the suffering our souls experienced when the bars of the Matrix were still holding us captive.

Our Sacred Human story…

Holds our sovereignty intact, honours the victimhood that was while stepping into our power, recognizing our contributions to what has been, claiming our desire to be a part of the new.

We who can see beyond the mainstream story-spinning, are here to invite others to do the same, while also honouring their own unplugging process which life is ultimately facilitating. The way of the Sacred Human is to remember that we are ALL sacred, none are to be discounted, no view point invalidated, and, it’s in our power to choose to surround ourselves with resonance.

So much is sorting out, and it’s all for us, not against us…

From my awakening heart and soul to yours,
Kasha ❤️🕊🌹

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

U.S. Election Aftermath & Lockdowns Reveal Next Level 3D Matrix Collapses W/More Souls Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

There are intense ongoing Matrix collapse energies in 3D right now! It is like watching a riveting yet sometimes disturbing show in so many ways. The 3D Matrix stage and sets that we’ve been ‘raised and bred in’ are now bathed in harsh, revelatory lighting….revealing the falseness for those souls who are ready to see and feel it. The script that we have previously blindly followed is now being seen and flipped. So much of what is going on and presented as ‘mainstream’ is for appearances, in order so that MORE souls will awaken to the Matrix reality as it becomes more and more obvious to them.


I am being reminded right now by the Divine that each soul needs to put this together for themselves and make the sovereign choice to unplug from this Matrix themselves. Their soul/Divine Self knows when the best timing for that is for them and it may not be in this lifetime. Their process/timing around that is held with great compassionate respect and non-attachment by the Divine. This is a model for us too in holding compassion for those who aren’t ‘seeing it and getting it’ in the ways that we are yet.


Some awakening souls need to become activists and ‘fighters’ during this time in a very visible and outspoken ways. While other souls express through loving non-action at multidimensional levels that is more inwardly based and sourced. Some prefer to be models of New Earth rather than ‘fight’ against the old ways. Our soul gifts come forward to assist us in the ways that work for us and our soul. All these ways are helpful to the collective unplugging that is also occurring.


This awakening process is sacred and is operating at both personal sovereignty levels AND collective levels. This makes it feel both very intense and a lot to emotionally digest at times, especially for those of us who are very tuned in as collective empaths. We FEEL the cries of the world deeply in our hearts….caring is not an issue for us, yet rather not overholding in our emotional bodies the processes that each individual needs to go through. I definitely have to go inward many times lately, connect to Divine Mother and my Magdalene soul family, receive their support, and work with the empath part of me that can get overloaded with feeling other’s emotions too much.


The rollercoaster of this U.S. Election can be a lot to take in for sensitive souls, feeling like there is much at stake in moments, and it is somehow ‘do or die’. It does seem that it was not as much about Trump winning straight out, yet for the fraud and corruption to be revealed in the ‘mess’ of it all. Showing how the system is flawed and collapsing, rather than just ‘business as usual’ occurring with a straight forward ‘winner’. It could be weeks before it is all sorted out and it feels like it will not remain the same as it is now coming out of that process. It feels like for the betterment of humanity and the ongoing awakening process. This Ascension process is not about one soul anyway being a ‘savior’ for the rest of us, yet rather each of us being on a personal choice point path that serves the collective Oneness and the Divine.

The ongoing lockdowns and restrictions that are happening here in the UK, throughout most of Europe, and other parts of the world in the name of ‘public safety’ also invites more souls into rebellion. This happens as they start to learn more about the hidden motivations going on beyond what they have been told. The government moving into obvious violations of personal sovereignty, liberties and freedoms in such blatant ways is waking up many more to the suppressive energies they have lived under since the Roman Empire.

My sense continues to be that, at the 4D Matrix levels, the archonic controllers/programmers have already left it and many previously enslaved Reptilians have unplugged and are now free on a new planet. My Reptilian/Dragon aspect Ranca showed me their new lush and tropical planet that many have gone to now and it is beautiful, very high frequency…like humanity’s Golden New Earth will be someday. There doesn’t seem to be an active beacon broadcast happening from that 4D AI source level anymore. This makes it easier to unplug from it.

This is perhaps why it is now falling apart and seeming to be the ‘mess’ that it is now. The corruption and fraud of the Cabal on 3D levels that had long been hidden can now be revealed for the great reconciliation and rebirth that is now occurring on higher levels to happen.


Breathing into the bigger picture and Divine trust in the process of Ascension allows for anchoring into your soul’s knowing around these things. This brings both surrender to the Divine and pushes up any necessary sovereignty claims that are needed by you too. One minute you may be saying ‘no’ to suppression (and perhaps needing to set stronger boundaries) even as you are saying a deeper ‘yes’ to love!


We ride through these waves together, a flawed humanity that is finding its way back to the expression of Infinite Love that we ARE,

love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

I wrote more about the election here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/11/03/u-s-election-offering-important-marker-in-matrix-collapse-process/ and about the 4D and 3D Matrix collapse here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/29/ascension-update-4d-matrix-is-a-shell-while-the-3d-matrix-runs-on-fumes/

Join us for our monthly group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT to connect to much needed Golden Earth/5D frequencies within. These are the seeds within us that hold the templates for the world that CAN emerge out of all this messy collapse. Raphael and I will offer teachings, guided meditation and some personal sharing space. You can join us live and/or receive the recording for whatever donation you can offer. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

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Ascension Update: 4D Matrix Is A Shell While The 3D Matrix Runs On Fumes

By Jelelle Awen

After checking in this morning with the Matrix reality at the 4D level of False Light/False God (the source of the ‘broadcast’ of mainstream 3D reality), I wanted to share what it felt and looked like as it might be helpful during this time. Appearances in 3D are that there is an intense battle going on between one side and another….political and spiritual warfare, it is being called. And, yes, there is a collective and individual choice point going on for many souls that is pressing and very real. It is a heightened time of choosing whether to remain anchored to the Matrix reality (as it is always actually a soul’s choice and never a prison) or to move into the New Reality that is being seeded first in our consciousness and then into physical reality here on Gaia.

Physical reality will always seem to lag behind what we can access in our higher consciousness states while going within. Physical reality ‘looks’ and ‘feels’ like things are much more polarized than they actually are. The narratives feel more real than they actually are.

The Matrix at the 4D level has been basically abandoned by the original programmers of it. These programmers had been like a television production crew in the control room….watching, taking notes, tweaking and adjusting. They had been there since the formation of the AI Matrix at the final fall of Atlantis to try to control the humans that were left and keep their consciousness capped in order to try to prevent our rise into our sacred humanity again and our galactic consciousness DNA activating.

Yet, they seem to have left that control room now…off to reconcile with the Divine and their soul most likely. And the plugged in humans and Reptilian self entwinements are also much less fused together then they were. They are many ’empty’ plug in sites now as the Reptilians who were innocent victims in their own ways are guided to a new planetary home. As the human wakes up to the Matrix reality (as is happening worldwide!), the Reptilian ‘twin’ can wake up in their dimension as well. I saw this entwinement during sessions many times and in my own process and the mutual liberation has been key to unplugging from the Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

The 4D Matrix therefore doesn’t have the beacon it used to and is a ‘shell’ of what it once was. What you are seeing in 3D is downstream from the echo of its broadcast. “There is no there there”, I have been offering now for awhile. So much of the opposition now posing as the Cabal are former ghostly versions of themselves, perhaps even clones of the original humans, already stripped of power and in reconciliation mode.

There are still, of course, many souls who are choosing to remain plugged into the 3D matrix and, therefore, the divisions and polarities are being illuminated and highlighted right now. Yet, ultimately, I share the same sense I have from the beginning….that all of this is in Divine hands, the tides have indeed turned to love, and what you are mostly experiencing here is in the inertia and habit and pattern from so many years lived in the Matrix.

Choosing to connect to your 5D, Heaven Within, Golden Earth frequencies brings them into your consciousness. Golden Earth becomes the filter for which you experience physical reality. You radiate love and new possibilities rather than absorb the fear created by the ghosts of what used to be. It really has always been about making a conscious choice…and now it is even more freed up to make the choice of LOVE.

Love from Avalon and Golden Earth within!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our next group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm BST by donation where we will connect to Golden Earth/5D energies to create a bridge for you to your inner Heaven and Divine Self. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561

Join us at our SoulFullHeart Portal online space for exclusive writings and videos plus community connection to discuss this writing in a private setting at a deeper level with others: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

More information about the 3D and 4D Matrix and the ongoing Ascension process in my book Free To Be 5D, with links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

Anchoring New Earth In U.S. Geographies During This Matrix Collapse

By Jelelle Awen

My heart and Divine Mother’s heart goes out to those who have chosen to anchor in New Earth frequencies in places of peaking transition and chaos, and epicenters of Matrix/Cabal collapse such as the Pacific Northwest and California, New York City, Michigan, and other places in the U.S. The United States has felt for a long time to me like it was ‘leading’ the way in the messy claim of sovereignty phase that is necessary during this Ascension. Just as it has done since its inception by the Founding Fathers, America has been a place of sorting out tyranny from freedom, conforming from rebellion. This has a ‘ripe for civil war’ feeling to it that can be uneasy to settle into for those who are living there. I do continually get the sense though that actual war will not be necessary this time.


This feels like a necessary phase of messiness, although not without its suffering unfortunately. The labor pains to birth New Gaia out of the ashes of the 3D Earth are acutely felt by all of us with a compassionate heart toward the collective. Especially those of us here to serve as Ambassadors and Wayshowers through the storms and into the light. Although I haven’t lived in the U.S. in many years, I am an American Citizen and spent most of life living on the Pacific Northwest (the Bay Area and Ashland, Oregon) so my heart is feeling and connected to the current death and rebirth that this area is going through.

You’ve most likely chosen to be here now to serve the purpose of seeding New Earth into the collective, although it can be easy to slip into forgetfulness about this. Fusing to intense feelings of being trapped here, imprisoned, hating humanity…these are all understandable feelings to the parts of you and Metasoul Aspects who feel how challenging this transition is and who have probably been through this before in other lifetimes.


I have felt some of these energies of struggle to be here during this time, feeling confusion at the Matrix collapse going on, being so tired of the polarized politics, and a definite need for digestion of the whole Covid situation in the women I’ve met with this week for 1:1 sessions, three of them Americans. Since moving here to Glastonbury UK from Canada, I have felt less of the intensity of energy that used to come over from Seattle, which was just a short ferry ride away. Connecting with these women and parts of themselves/soul aspects has tuned me into the very real challenges going on for those on American soil and in those grids.


Connecting to the soul choice around living in America right now is helpful and digesting the this-life trauma and from other lifetimes that the polarized politics, fires, rioting, fear of dying from a virus, etc. push up. I also feel a sense that there will be an easing that happens after the U.S. Election and the peaking intensity that we are seeing is in large part due to that. It does feel like a ‘last ditch grasp effort’ or inertia to me of the old rather than moving into something even more extreme.


Remaining neutral yet very compassionate toward the parts of you that need you allows for a navigation through this time. Feeling any reactions at the source and asking, “what is the REAL trigger about and what portal is it offering of self discovery?” can lead to new openings as well. You can then move from reaction to empowered discovery.


For those healers who have chosen to anchor in love in the U.S. during this tumultuous time, I hope you can feel the support from those of us who have been guided to go into other geographies for our own soul-led reasons. We love you, we are with you, and we support you from wherever you are.


Please do ask for support via a 1:1 session with me for women if you feel that you’d like to bridge to any aspects that need you during this time and also to explore what the deeper triggers may be from other lifetimes. And to experience a bridge to your Divine Self as well if that is feeling more clouded over. The energies here in Avalon provide support to the sacred feminine to feel herself and connect to the Divine Mother within. There is more info about sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions


Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Seeing Through The Smokescreen of Covid Global Awakening Events

By Jelelle Awen

What keeps coming to me as I take in current happenings during this ongoing Covid awakening event and global disclosure process is how much it ALL feels like a smokescreen. There is a sense of of inertia to what is occurring, momentum from a previously strong structure being in place as it collapses rather than NEW energy and passion being generated, especially in the 3D political and Q/White Hats/Alliance versus Deep State/Cabal timeline.


What I mean by this as it has felt clear to me for awhile that the White Hats have already mostly ‘won’ and what we are being shown by both the mainstream and alternative news of the Deep State players (such as the Democratic Party and various Cabal-influenced political leaders around the world) is for ‘show’ and for ‘optics’. It feels like a poorly run play or show by the Deep State (too poorly run to truly be them in charge of it anymore) that keeps exposing and waking up masses of souls to the hidden agenda underneath it. It is so poorly played, in fact, like a parody of itself, that it feels clear that it is actually being run by the Alliance in order to wake up everyone in stages rather than all at once. This awakening actually transcends divisive political parties and goes to the heart of our need to claim back our sovereignty, desire for peace, and Unity Consciousness.


This ‘drip line’ awakening of mainstream consciousness seems to be sensitive to how shocking and difficult it will be for most people to accept and digest this reality of control matrix (however much of that can be exposed), Satanic Cabal, human/child sex trafficking network, so many well known and loved celebrities and politic figures involved, and deep corruption at high-end levels of politics, corporations, big pharma, military/industrial complex, etc. As this reality is disclosed into the 3D Mainstream narrative more and more, it DOES sound and feel ‘crazy’ in a way as it clashes with the narrative that we’ve all been fed since we were born.


Yet, for those of us for who have been awakening to this reality as we go through our 4D soul/dark night/shadow revelation to move into the light process….this reality has long been revealed and digested by us in personal ways. We have even come to some degree to a place of forgiveness and compassion for ALL of those souls involved in it, whatever levels that may be.


This invites us to become beacons of light during this storm that is thrusting so many into increasingly rough revelatory waters. Our souls choosing to wake up ahead of the rest has been painful, challenging, and drawn us scrutiny and reaction for years….yet it has also aligned to our soul’s desire to show the way through it for others.


Before getting reactive and caught up in current events as they are being presented to you and buying into it all……feel into what you are being presented with your ‘gut’ intuition, see what you can ‘see’ of it with your third eye, and connect to your Higher Self to get a bigger context. As you tune in this way, you rise ‘ above’ the presentation and show to see the light of Divine source love again and not just the shadow ‘show’ playing out the walls of the cave for those who still need to see it that way.

love,

Jelelle

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Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

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