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Truly Being LOVE During These Dark Times

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by Kasha Rokshana

Spiritualized/False Light love is idealized love. It allows the heart and head to be buried in the sand, not willing to face what’s actually real in the world, not willing to set necessary boundaries, not willing to speak your deeper truth — especially to yourself — and not willing to live into the invitation of that truth, which can be a lonely road at times and fraught with challenges too.

It also doesn’t allow for the necessary processing of what’s truly happening in the world around you, let alone within you, and those worlds are always connected.

The agenda of the Great Reset is out in the open. It’s scary as hell and also held by the Divine. It’s necessary to see facts and FEEL them too without pretending that if you ‘love and light’ it all or ignore it, the problems go away. In the same way you can’t ‘love and light’ your dissonant relationships and hope they transform… and that’s vulnerable too, to feel how truly alone you may need to be for a time.

Real love is not ideal. It’s not fairytale-based and is in fact laced with darkness. It’s a darkness needed to help you wake up and the waking up process is SO held and deeply honoured, yet not caretaken or coddled. The darkness of love is what encourages us to see and feel what’s real and what supports us through that process. It is Dark Mother helping us burn and awaken, ushering us back into our hearts for our own sake first, and then in overflow of that heart renewal to others.

I feel a gentleness in my field from the arms of the Divine as I take in all of the information I am via documentaries and the like. I feel a cognitive dissonance as I try to reconcile the information, yet I also know in my heart we are meant to walk all of this out with LOVE in our hearts. It’s the same love with which we can let go of those dissonant relationships I mentioned, especially as parts of us become so filled up by it that they can no longer settle for anything less. And these same parts then become receptive to what’s moving in the context of the world around you too, the tensions and movements, all.

Seeing and feeling this agenda really does spark a level of fear and deep sadness and I feel all our sacred human hearts are meant to feel it… our souls know this agenda and also know this is what we came here to live through and work to get to the other side of, despite perhaps not managing to do so in other lifetimes – and I feel that this is what is hardest to feel. All those lifetimes of tragedy and collapse and death without rebirth. It’s happened on a galactic level and also during lifetimes on Earth such as in Atlantis, for example.

Awakening to all of this and more is NOT easy. How could it be? Sometimes love’s intensity is needed to move us into the next place of digestion of that and into our next level UP. Awakening is about waking up to it ALL, even the fearful and awful things, so that we can come into reconciliation of that darkness within and see the true light beyond the false one. To see and feel what real love is about, which is definitely challenging at times but always growthful and in the end, worth every single thing you had to feel with parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes too.

I feel the Divine Mother especially coming through now, to offer this reminder about love and the return to Her. She reminds me of how turning to Her isn’t always a gentle-feeling process and can be quite fierce and fiery, but that She always cares and always wants to hold our questions with us, hold our tears with us, and remind us that we are here to experience and explore the meaning of that. There is so much at stake in our worlds as we turn to Her, yet Her and Father are all we have left as a way to understand what’s truly going on as we pour out our hearts in the form of tears…

So much love to you and all parts/aspects of you,

Photo is of me by the Atlantic Ocean a couple of weeks ago in Nazaré, Portugal, where you can feel the churning energies in the world showing up as the big waves that occur there. You can also feel the energies of Atlantis as you tune into it. Very much a death and rebirth message. ✨

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Navigating The False Med Narrative Teachings & Guided Meditation (Video)w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on November 16th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen sharing about the false med narrative (as we are now calling it due to censors) and how it has impacted all of us, no matter what our personal choices have been around it. We share a bigger picture context around the larger agenda behind it with ambassadorship to those behind the Great Reset to offer more understanding where it is coming from.

We offered how the false med narrative as it rolls out for a longer period of time is leading to an increasing amount of sudden/unexpected deaths and severe injuries, along with genetic alteration, compromised immune system, myocarditis (many heart attacks), strokes, insertion of and merging with nano tech, altering people’s energy fields, amplifying intense emotional states/instability, and much more. And those who haven’t taken the false med shots are seemingly impacted by the transmission from it, even remotely as we talk about.

This narrative has impacted all of us including those of us who have been clear from the beginning about the control agenda around it and said no to it. Even so, you may have loved ones, mates, clients, family members, and others who have chosen it and are experiencing an ongoing digestion around that too. While it may be tempting to ignore it or bypass it or transcend it, we have chosen to awaken during this time and are here to experience this along with the rest of humanity.

We share about our experience of this narrative and the sometimes difficult personal choices it has required us to make as we digest it and how the SoulFullHeart healing process helps us to ground into ongoing surrender and trust in the Divine around it with parts/aspects/reptilian selves who need that and also are resources for us. We led a brief guided meditation to connect to whichever part/soul aspect is in the ‘false med battlefield’ as healer/warrior etc. and then brought up into a higher dimension ‘safe’ space in a lighthouse to rest and recover. In this space, you can connect with your inner ambassador/Divine Self/guides for reassurance and digestion.

Here is the meet your Reptilian Self meditation that I mentioned in the video. https://youtu.be/TszIoQ44GIc

Note: Our mics recently stopped working on our laptop, so we are using the laptop mic in the moment with some computer fan noise in the background so you may want to listen on headphones.

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Ascension Update: Intense Clearing Energies As Lower 4D Becomes The “Mainstream” Consciousness

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By Jelelle Awen

Ascension Update: Intense clearing energies as 3D ‘mainstream’ collapses, 4D Karmic healing intensifies & 5D upgrades come in. This is such a truly unique time to be alive here now with ALL that is happening on physical/emotional/spiritual levels for humanity both in terms of what is releasing, collapsing and what is upgrading.

You may be feeling these intense energies on the physical body level, prompting a need for fasting or eating very lightly. It can be of great assistance to put all of your energy toward this clearing/upgrading process rather than toward digestion of physical food. Eating just fruit (with high light/water content) can also be helpful. Being very sleepy, need for rest and long naps, passing out and going ‘off line’ are also happening now along with various aches and pains occurring too.

Chronic illness and deep toxicity may be coming up now too…feeling ‘worse before better’ as the cells clear it out and there is no longer need for it. Our immune systems are also being upgraded to ‘survive’ whatever is coming next.

What we are experiencing now since the C and V narrative began to accelerate two years ago feels to me like it is the 3D mainstream collapse that so many of us have been feeling will happen, yet in a different form than perhaps we imagined it would. I’ve been seeing ‘collapse’ scenarios for over ten years now. I was attached to the Lower 4D picture/program of industrial collapse for awhile… we even relocated to Mexico for a time to create a sustainable sanctuary to live on an off-grid ranch in community. We were motivated then by the sense that it would all fall down and wasn’t sustainable, sensing that it was being fuelled by energies that were more about control and dominance than they were about balance and love in tune with Mother Gaia.

Then, during my time on the ranch, I awakened to the false AI-generated Matrix reality that has created our 3D ‘mainstream’ culture for so long. I felt that it would collapse, yet I didn’t initially see the bigger and darker agenda going on around it at first that was actually controlling THROUGH the technologies and dependency on energy grids. Understanding more now about the motivations of the Cabal and how it connects to the overall Ascension process for humanity, I could ‘place’ it more into that picture with trust in the Divine plan around it all….and include support/technologies being released eventually from Star Beings as part of the solution to what seemed like insurmountable problems otherwise.

3D culture has created a numbed and drugged sense of false safety, where self preservation and material attainment are the number one goals. Social media, mainstream media, education, and easy streaming entertainment 24/7 lulls us into compliance, easily programmable by all that we watch and take in. It was hard to imagine how it would collapse without ‘pulling the plug’ of the electrical and technology grids that fuelled it.

Yet, C has been a mercy in that it has woken us up out of this slumber. It has interrupted the routines of eat/sleep/work repeat; threatened financial security (as the money systems need to collapse too); and put physical ‘safety’ and the fear of body death as the most pressing motivation for ALL personal choice and governmental decisions so we could reconcile and heal our fear of it. C and the ways that it has been created, used and leveraged by the Cabal has brought us into the Lower 4D, collapsing the 3D world that was an addictive dream one in comparison. The ‘true’ dark Lower 4D agenda of depopulation, AI-control, transhumanism and genetic/DNA modification is being revealed now…aided hugely by poisonous mass Vs bioweapons being pushed on us all.

Being in the Lower 4D reality now AS our collective consciousness for the last two years has dropped many awakening souls into deeper states of depression/suicidal temptation, ego death, dissonance with their families/friends, chronic illness/body toxicity, soul karmic bleed throughs, difficulties/separations in relationships, and overall despair over how it will all resolve. This has been so challenging to navigate.

Yet also there is a sense of liberation going on here as the Dark timeline gets ‘so bad and so obvious’ it finally motivates many more to change. Being tuned into the Divine Mother, I always felt it would be an intense death/rebirth process that would be necessary for us to wake up and choose New Earth realities. It would take A LOT of collapse and deconstruction for us to choose something that is unknown to us, unsupported by the mainstream, and draws so much resistance/fear projection from others. It felt important to stay soberly grounded in this, even as I experienced a lot of joy and bliss on an ongoing basis as I embraced this process.

Yet, also, in this willingness to die and let go of something old in order to experience something new….we are met with so much love and support from the Divine that it is always ultimately worth it. We are increasingly coming to trust that loss is part of the process of being reborn. We are able to grief and mourn as needed, celebrating the new as it arises.

This is then what the death of 3D culture, our rebirth out of the Lower 4D transitional grounds and into 5D New Earth realities from WITHIN us looks and feels like. The densities of 3D toxic living and eating need to clear out and be released; the karmic soul patterns and traumas need to be consciously connected with and integrated; the 5D and higher energies that most support our light bodies, our Divine Self to embody and our heart open/expand need to be brought in and allow for upgrading.

It is challenging right now not to get stuck in the sticky web of the Lower 4D as it moves into mainstream collective experience. This can lead to over focus on the ‘outside’ and what is happening or not happening. This can lead to engaging in battles over the old rather than focus on creating the new. This can lead to ongoing suffering over being rejected, misunderstood, and vilified by others.

Most souls are not yet able in this moment to be conscious of how this shift into the Lower 4D is impacting them; the timelines that are opened out and now bleeding through: the karmic patterns that their soul has engaged with life after life. They have gone to others, such as mediums/psychics/spiritual teachers/channelers for this ‘information’ about themselves with mixed results and sometimes abuses occurring as they hand over their sovereignty to others with more ‘awareness’ than them.

We are meant now to go within for this information about ourselves. We can lift our own veils. We can channel our own Divine guidance. We can connect to any lifetime and timeline that is relevant for us to know and feel. We can hold the space for our own healing. These awarenesses and this access is becoming more available to us through the activations that are happening on DNA/cellular/body/heart/chakra levels that move us into deeper embodiment of our sacred humanity.

Awareness of how our ‘base reality’ as a collective is shifting can help with navigating this. Finding resonance within yourself and with your soul family provides a support bubble (of the truly best kind) to buffer you as needed from the intensities going on while you access this information for yourself. Discovering ‘outside’ help that is in integrity and empowers your sovereignty can assist in reconnecting to your higher knowledge. Seek out temporary bridges as needed and models in human and etheric form as you are guided by your higher heart to.

Surrender to the overall process that is happening here and Divine love can flood into your being…offering the sense that love is holding it ALL and always has.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We provide in our 1:1 sessions a bridging to and opening out of these awarenesses and consciousness states to allow a navigation of soul frequencies AS they come through, healing of traumatic patterns from this life and other lives, and integrate/reunion of previously very shattered/fragmented energies into wholeness. This space is held in collaboration with you, supporting your Divine Self to lead the way here on all levels. More info on a free intro and the sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Pic is of 5D upgrades through sun codes coming through in a powerful New Earth grid here in Portugal

Freedom Starts On The Inside

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There is a lot of focus on Freedom right now as exemplified by worldwide protests and the current Freedom Convoy happening in Canada. Of course, the ‘powers-that-manipulate’ love to barf their narrative, err…news, as well as their minimalist camera angles to the world at large, but hey, this all a part of the psy-op unfolding so it is no big surprise. We know the game by now.

The bigger piece is that there is a movement underway. An awakening and a push-back against the ongoing encroachment into what we feel is best for ourselves and our families. The freedom to determine our own fates with all the information that exists today, both externally and internally. It is becoming ridiculously and excruciatingly clear that there is an epic malpractice going on, if not an all out magical spell that has rendered social governance as completely and utterly hijacked by its own demise.

So in one way that is a good sign. However, on the other hand there are very real costs to this. There is a generation of children that are being affected at every turn. This could prove to be our Lost Generation. Lost in the collateral damage of this ongoing drama. This deep fear that lives in the collective is being used to undermine our own innocence. Our own creative intelligence. Our own Sovereignty and Divinity.

This has been happening in many other countries as well for centuries. It is sad that it has had to get to this place of being personally affected to wake up to what has been known by others for a long time. We have put a veil over what has happened right in front of us in history. Rather than going into guilt or judgement, we have an opportunity to change it from the inside out and create something new with our choices.

I have a lot of admiration for those that are in the heat of this struggle for true freedom. Those who are willing to let go of all that they have worked so hard for and love so much to make a stand for what is best for them and their families. It is inspired and acknowledged. I have been on this path for close to ten years now and know how hard it can be to truly be free.

This is not to say that there are other plans that have already been drawn up. We know this is true as they broadcast this constantly. There are those that will respond with outer action as this is their course and destiny. Others will respond by going in as needed to feel where the cords to the Matrix lay within and how to find their own in(ner)dependence from the onslaught of trauma control.

Freedom is not just won. It is also felt. It is embodied and chosen. It is a way of life, not just a thing to fight for when we have given too much of it away. We must reclaim that freedom in order to do something different with it this time, not just hand it over to those we assume know better. Our ‘leaders’ are fallible, and when they aren’t willing to admit that it is time to divest and reinvest in something new. What that is is up to each of us individually that informs collectively.

We are already Free, yet we must keep being reminded that is true and real. Not just given to us by decree. We choose it. We own it. We live it.

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Solstice Offers Digestion Of The Dark Night Phase Into Light That We Are In During The V. Narrative

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By Jelelle Awen

The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.

There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.

The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.

It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.

As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.

I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.

Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.

We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.

Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions with me and other Facilitators, group call events, writings/books, joining our free online community Portal…..at soulfullheart.org.

Divine Mother Message Of Support During This V. Bioweapon Narrative

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By Jelelle Awen

I am continuing to digest the ongoing V. reactions/injuries/deaths and the stories that are increasingly coming out as more people are impacted by them. I spent some time taking in the FB hashtags #protectmyfamily #protectyourfamilies, #stopthemandate which now have a flow of sharings that are deeply compelling and convincing as to the true story of what is going on during this V. narrative, especially from the nurses who are quitting their long-term beloved positions rather than give in to the pressure/mandate of getting a bioweapon shot that they are seeing first hand can be lethal.

I feel alarm at times with the mounting restrictions and mandates that are taking away basic human ‘rights’ and body sovereignty choices that we have so long assumed would always be respected. There is a sense of sadness at the seeming deeper separations happening between one ‘side’ and the other as people are divided in often polarizing ways.

My heart and womb so heavily feels the cries of the world in these moments. Sometimes all I can do is weep for the suffering of so many right now, both those who know what is going on and those who remain needing to be veiled. A sense of helplessness can move through my soul in those moments, triggered by so long choosing incarnations during this Matrix phase of humanity’s process.
I am leaning into my beloved SoulFullHeart process to access the soul aspects (including a wise woman/witch, priestess, Divine Orphan, etc.) and the karmic healing that is needing feeling, negotiating and BEing with in order to feel worthy to let in MORE Divine love and support. Not eating food/fasting for the last two weeks is deepening that access, lifting the veils, activating more light body, allowing for detox/unplugging from Matrix foods.

As I tune into what I call the ‘Graceland’ or the Frequency Field of Divine Mother Love, I can access a trust around the sorting through process that is happening for each soul during this grand drama. I can feel the soul choice that all of us have signed up for with this unique experience and the pressure cooker that it offers of growth.

I understand that we needed the false womb AI Matrix and this ‘fall from Grace’ to experience another aspect of ourselves…only to return inevitably back to the Divine womb again. I feel support on ALL levels from the Divine and my soul/higher self to be here during this time, to continue to find an inner sanctuary within, and keep surrendering to Divine Trust around it ALL.


I AM a beacon of hope, possibility, and light on the other side of this darkness for all of humanity, yet, also, that is available in any moment from within. And, so Divine Mother would offer, so are YOU.

I feel then the TRUTH of our unity and infinity, both of which are being temporarily obscured by division and limitation.

Divine Mother has repeatedly offered to me this message and I share it with you now,

“Be the light.

Be the love.

Be the infinite source of the Divine that you ARE.

This is your greatest service to humanity in this moment.

This is your greatest service WITH me during this temporary darkness and death/rebirth process.

Return to me whenever you need to…..into my womb and into my unconditional embrace. Return to regroup and re-energize. Return to cry and mourn. Return to FEEL whatever you need to feel within your soul.

Remember that you are NEVER truly alone as I am always with you and I have NEVER abandoned you even when you choose to turn away from me.

Remember that separation is always a temporary illusion CHOSEN by the soul to experience.

Remember that you ARE a powerful creator of a higher timeline reality that is not victim to the current external circumstances.

And in this remembering, may you embody your essence of the Divine within you. I love you always and in ALL ways,

Your Divine Mother

Please join us this Sunday, December 12th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST for a two hour group call transmission for community support, Divine love, and inner access to whatever is needed for you in this Now. You can join us live and receive the recording for whatever donation you can give.

More info at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

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Matrix Unplugging During Recent Eclipse & Control Peaking With Recent V. Mandates

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By Jelelle Awen

Mass protests are happening in Vienna to the most recent highly discriminatory V. Mandates against those who are choosing sovereignty over conformity and not getting jabbed with gene altering bioweapons. As these mandates (a wounded masculine hijack!) becoming increasingly and sneakily common, it is also becoming more and more clear that this is NOT about controlling a virus, yet about controlling humanity.

The ancient Matrix agenda seeded during the fall of Atlantis is peaking now with the C. narrative. The dark polarized star beings who first created it have shared that they have abandoned it and Earth as She ascends into 5D. They cannot ascend with her consciousness and are not meant to….yet we as sacred humans and children of Gaia ARE meant to rise with her.

The polarizing programs and conditionings continue to run on the steam of inertia and all the humans who are still plugged into them. That is the play out we are seeing now. This great bifurcation, as painful as it is, allows humanity the opportunity to choose what timeline we will manifest next.

With the recent lunar eclipse, which was the longest in centuries, we were given a pause from the hijacked moon matrix broadcast. During this pause, we were offered the opportunity to unplug to another degree our womb or hara (power center for men) from the Matrix and to feel our umbilical cord to the Divine. Many of us experienced this process in heightened period cycles, digestion issues, dizziness, headaches, crazy dreams, and other symptoms. These are all signs of clearing and upgrading.

The unplugging process is truly a sovereign one…every soul must choose if they undergo it and how. Some of us are going through it in a very conscious and peaceful way over many years in order to show others the way. Others are needing to protest loudly and advocate for themselves and humanity. Others are stuck between the two sides in an uncomfortable tornness. And others will remain plugged in until they leave their bodies, choosing to awaken outside the body. All options are sacred for that soul. All are chosen for the most growth and healing opportunity.

Tuning into your light body, you can see/feel if there are any plugs into the Matrix that are ready to come undone. It is a lengthy process that works on emotional, spiritual, physical, energy, and mental levels. If you’d like space holding and support in the Matrix unplugging process, please do contact us for a 1:1 session over Zoom with more info at Soulfullheart.org.

This is a guided meditation with me to facilitate matrix unplugging through meeting your Reptilian Self with more coming in January when we launch a 30 day video series Deepen 2022:

Now is the time for humanity to arise! Now is the time for humanity to become Infinite Love as a reflection of the Divine once again!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Blood Moon Eclipse Impacting All Wombs/Haras, Stirring Awakenings & Action-taking

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by Kasha Rokshana

The collective womb throbs and hums, expands and contracts. It is working to help us through our death and rebirth. It is co-creating with us the world we want to live in, while helping us collapse the one we don’t. It is moving and swaying in time with the music of the waves of collective awakening. It is clearing itself out and making room for what wants to come through…

This week’s Blood Moon Eclipse connects us to this collective womb in an intense way. It’s a harbinger of what’s already happening and the intensity of what’s to come too. The moon, I feel, is not a pure connection, but a hijacked one. Meaning, it has its role in broadcasting the Matrix that is peaking now, which impacts us all, and to the awakening soul that is shaking off what’s left of its slumber, this particular broadcast from the moon this week could be felt in very uncomfortable ways.

The continued push of the v. bioweapon agenda is a scary one. In many ways it’s a direct attack on the womb, on the human heart, on our children, on the physical body vessel and the soul it houses. It’s getting worse and continues to peak. This creates a lot of stirring and shifting in every womb/hara space in every individual, for we are all connected and no matter what is happening and where, we ARE going through it together. 

Within your womb, you may be experiencing cramping, bloating, fatigue, and a feeling of overall physical discomfort. Emotional edges may be peaking, especially anxiety and a feeling of hopelessness or even restlessness. Whether or not it’s directly related to your own cycle, there is a frequency connecting all of our wombs at this time. The hara in men may also be feeling impacted with its own symptoms. 

My own womb has been humming in deep response to everything that’s moving… as I feel her, I feel what she’s been holding. I feel the tension of getting ready for the next phase of her cycle, but also the tension of what’s breaking down and breaking open in the world. I feel my own process of feeling into how to respond to that and also feeling how it connects to some pieces in my soul and my this-life parts too. 

Connecting in with my womb, I feel all of this and the discomfort of the confused collective that is trying to break through the ceilings of a consciousness that has long been held as ‘normal’. I feel my own personal ceilings I’m breaking through as well and how challenging that can be at times. Overall, I feel my connection to Divine Mother through the portal of my womb, which offers me all of this context I’m sharing with you now, even through the physical discomfort and emotional peaks I’m feeling inside of myself. 

It all feels like the energy of death, but laced with hope. It feels like a deep reboot of our sense of what’s true and how to respond to it with love, care, compassion, and when necessary, urgency.

As the collective Dark Night experience intensifies at this time, you may be feeling stirred to take urgent action and make swift life changes that have a huge impact on how your next phase unfolds. It feels important to not over-process or analyze this urgency right now and the intensity you may be feeling about it all, instead offering it plenty of air and giving space to the reactions parts of you are very reasonably having.

As women, sometimes we need our inner masculines to ‘kick it into high gear’ and help us move on and into more personal safety, choosing to follow the flow of the resonance that calls us, even if soul family feels physically far away. With more lockdowns, more shunning of those who choose love over fear, more risk of becoming ‘stuck’ in situations or geographies that are so clearly dissonant to your own values and what your heart and soul believes to be the truth underlying everything that’s happening, it’s paramount to listen to that voice within that encourages and empowers you to find a way out. 

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb and also your inner masculine in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs/haras carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy. There’s so much we can receive from them when we connect consciously to them and feel how whatever is moving through us is also moving through the All. The Divine womb that holds us all is expressed in each of us and it’s so vital to our wellbeing to embrace and understand that. 

As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all. For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Ongoing Intensities Provide Opportunity For Awakening

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As I go within and connect with an aspect of me we call the Gatekeeper and digest recent planetary events, it is becoming apparent that the global control grid is tightening its clutches with each passing day. It has set its sights on its new enemy which is meant to divide and conquer in the name of playing The Saviour of Mankind. The divisiveness tactic is not new to our history. It is deeply embedded in what I have heard termed as “enemy patterning”. My Gatekeeper, Dante, is quite aware of this hijacked magic as I feel I have been a part of its deployment in my own soul’s history. 

This agenda to create division within a group is old school, yet is still clearly very effective and useful to whatever end one believes the ultimate endgame to be. The dialectic of ‘problem, reaction, solution’ could not be more obvious as we spin toward the next phase of this escalating timeline we find ourselves in. The ‘hot spots’ have been isolated and are now being triggered and manipulated through the hijacked channels of transmission. This has become our wake-up call. I am feeling a much more personal activation into service as well as my own ongoing remembrance and awakening to my power and purpose. 

What each of us decide to do now is of utmost importance to what comes next. It is not just WHAT we do, but HOW we do it that matters as well. Love must not be extracted from this process. Love for yourself and compassion for others. There are big soul choices hanging in the balance, yet they can best be navigated from the heart. I do not feel a personal guidance to be a warrior so much as to be an ambassador for what wants to be birthed out of this tumult. This is where the connection to my own Divine Self comes into play. What IS my role here at this time? What energy am I meant to hold in the process?

The tightening of the grid can produce its own physical and psychological effects. These can be mitigated by deep feeling, deep breathing, and seeing the greater context from within your own soul. Otherwise, parts of you may just feel like you are in an unwinnable situation. We need to find and feel the power of Love within to guide us into the next phases of our growth and remembrance. I have felt my own parts feeling an anxiety around what is going on and have needed to go in and feel where that energy lives in me from different timelines so that I can get a clearer channel to my Divine Self. It can be like clouds that cover the Sun in those moments.

I am told by the Divine, “You are not an enemy. You are not a problem. Depending on how you relate to what is happening, you can be a part of an awakening, not just a revolution. It all must start from the inside.” This is something that is becoming more and more talked about and understood. This is what I have been doing personally since 2012. It is a challenging process on many fronts, but the stakes are increasing and the lines are being drawn. For myself, the line is not a battleline, but a self-loving, self-aware, soul-guided choice point. I have been in the battle energy before and I could not resonate with it for very long. It does not mean I am passive. I am here to actively feel and hold space for all that is arising for myself and others. 

The gift in all of this madness is that we are being given an opportunity to stand in our truth and power to be a part of creating a heaven rather than a hell, but we must face that hell within first. Those intense feelings of isolation, fear, persecution, and disempowerment. We must find the buried aspects of us that are meant to serve our highest and most courageous calling to date. I am connecting to those aspects within myself to summon the strength and courage to keep shining, keep feeling, and keep standing in my truth and power. I am also enlivened and encouraged by all of those that are choosing to put everything on the line for what they believe in. This is a beacon to many others who may feel alone and afraid. 

I am sending so much love to those that are experiencing the tightening grip on the political and psychological fronts. We all must trust that each of us is being offered something in each of our circumstances as a portal to our Divine Self. The superhero within that can only be met by your own power of choice and deepest trust that Love always has your back. If you are in need for support and a process to help you heal and reconnect to your Divine Self, expression, and purpose on this planet please let me, or anyone of my beloveds know.

We need each other like never before. We also need our selves to feel us like never before.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

V. Bioweapons Are Targeting Our God Gene: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Yeshua

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By Jelelle Awen

From Anna:

You cannot underestimate the threat that you live under and have been programmed by your entire lives. I say this not to bring up fear within you (unless you need to feel that) yet rather for you to feel with compassion ALL that you are living with and under. This threat has become more apparent to you now…over the last 18 months, with their C. and V. agendas, fear propaganda programming, and intense pressure to conform and obey.

These same Dark Ones ruled through the Roman Empire that persecuted my family and my beloved son Yeshua, who also chose to teach the lesson of forgiveness of those who would persecute you….and the wonders of resurrection that can come out of the harshest seeming endings. He arose out of the violence and ‘lived’ many years after his crucifixion in between body and spirit, setting a template and seeding for 5D consciousness living within the body.

We lived as a Magdalene family under a constant threat of being invaded, being persecuted, with some loss of life and violence experienced by us. And yet, still, the Divine would invite us to hold in our hearts a compassion for our ‘persecutors’ and to understand that there were no true victims or abusers in the eyes of the Divine. Each of us being a child of the Divine, EVEN those who seem to be so polarized to the dark, was a deep invitation that we were constantly learning to embody.

So, you are challenged now. In your lifetime. In this time of heightened polarity, segregation, and persecution of those now who have taken the V. and those who have not. Understand too that they have targeted the “God Gene”, as it is called, within your human bodies with these V. Bioweapons. The God Gene is your soul consciousness, your connection to the Divine, your capacity for multidimensional experiences beyond the 3D and 5 sense filtering that they would prefer you stay at. We didn’t see it in our lifetime as they didn’t have access to those technologies then, yet now it is clear that disabling the God Gene is to disconnect what makes humanity sacred as children of the Divine. That connection is your source of empowerment, your source of hope, your source of compassion and forgiveness and compassion. Your source of love. Without this connection, you then become susceptible to their fear-based programming even more than you are already have been.

For those who have not CONSCIOUSLY unplugged from their control Matrix (and for many years as it is a very arduous initiation process chosen by the soul and Higher Self), they are already very vulnerable to the transhuman, remote-controlled technologies that these V. bioweapons infuse into the body along with the 5G grid, chem trails, and poisoned food/water sources. Even many spiritual teachers and seekers may be compromised here as they are still operating within the False Light Matrix programming rather than outside of it. This is how the Dark Ones have ‘dealt’ with those whose souls would awaken during their lifetimes. They would hook into their karmic wounds, trap them in karmic incarnation cycles, and a pattern of the same soul theme sufferings over and over again with unworthiness, disconnect, guilt, dominance of others or suppression of self, etc. to cap them from rising into their OWN Divine connection embodiment.

Unless you have unplugged CONSCIOUSLY from this False Light Matrix AND the previous mainstream 3D one, you are still operating under their agenda to some extent. Those spiritual teachers/healers who are not very directly talking about the V. agenda and offering guidance/support to refuse it are still plugged into the False Light Matrix. They are in a ‘love and light’ bubble or a ‘guru/devotee lineage’ bubble or a self image/ego-based frequency to their spirituality that becomes very obvious to you once you have unplugged from it.

Now, the Dark Ones are hijacking the God Gene directly (which they have spent years trying to isolate as they know it is part of the ‘problem’ of why humans rebel and kept trying to awaken) and then they are hoping the False Light Matrix won’t be necessary as the soul’s drive to awaken will extinguish. Much of spirituality and religion will fall away then, as you are seeing already the collapse and upheaval of some of it. This is yet another reason to not inject their V. bioweapons into your precious human body vessel. Your God Gene, the hook up to your Divine parental source, is so important and vital, esp during this time.

The pressure will keep building to get the V., with many more freedoms taken away, as the Dark Ones shift rapidly from the ‘carrot’ of incentives to the ‘stick’ of punishment and peer pressure policing.

Your trust in the Divine will be crucial during this time to navigate through this. Within your primal Divine nature, ALL the resources you need to survive this lay dormant. From many lifetimes lived BEFORE the Matrix reality came to be after the Fall of Atlantis. From many millions of years in the Golden Age of Lemuria. From 5D other planetary experiences.

You have access to SO MUCH within your soul field that can help you now. And you came here now to remember, to wake UP, to truly be free of their Matrix. This lifetime offers that opportunity. If you choose it. The biggest challenge is to let go of those who are still within their Matrix programming and are choosing to stay there. You cannot fight their soul choice here, as they must still have growth to experience within it. Nor fight the choice many will make to leave their bodies now rather than ascend with Gaia.

Gaia holds the 5D template now, you can tune into in the wild natural places that are left on the surface. She activates your God and Goddess Gene and provides a groundedness to your spirituality that helps you unplug from the False Light matrix. She broadcasts the beacon of ‘home’ to you so that you can remember, you can chose, you can love….you can truly be FREE.

So much love to you during this dark time for which so much is possible,Anna, grandmother of Yeshua, Magdalene Elder Priestess and Wise Woman with Jelelle Awen

We are offering powerful healing 1:1 sessions to support you during this intense time to connect with your God Gene consciousness/Higher Self and unplug from the False Light/3D matrix. I am working with those women who have previously met with me, Gabriel and Kasha offer free intro calls plus 1:1 sessions, and Raphael 1:1 sessions as well to those new to our work. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Photo is of Gaia transmissions here in this beautiful mountain vortex Lemurian hot spot in northern Portugal.