Day 6

90 Days With My Parts:  Day 6- The Princess Impresses

Christopher:  Good morning, Simon.

Simon:  Morning.  How are you?

C:  I am feeling mellow in the moment.  I got a good sleep last night.  You must have as well.

S:  I did.

C:  How are you feeling about my connection with Angela?

S:  It is a little strange, but after your talk with her I am interested.

C:  Would you like to meet her?

S:  Uh.  I guess.  I am a little nervous.

C:  She is pretty sweet.  I like her a lot.

S:  Okay.  Still nervous.

C:  Let’s just see how it goes.

S:  Okay.

C:  Good morning, Angela.  You awake?

Angela:  Of course I am!  I don’t like sleeping much since I woke up, my prince.

C:  I want to introduce you to Simon.

A:  Yeah.  Of course!  He is a part of you, so I would love to.

C:  Say hi, Simon.

S:  Hi, Simon.

C:  >: I

S:  Hello, Angela.

A:  Hello, Simon.  You don’t have to be shy silly.  I don’t bite…unless you want me too.

S:  Huh?

A:  It’s a joke!  Wow.  Are you still sleepy?

S:  Yeah.   A little.

A:  So what’s it like being a part of Christopher?

S:  Well, hmmm, he talks to me a lot and helps me when I am anxious.  He is my mentor/ father-figure.  We used to be brothers, but that doesn’t feel right anymore.  He calls me his co-pilot.

A:  You look handsome in that suit.  Very distinguished.

S:  Really?

A:  So you can’t take a joke or a compliment.  We need to work on that.

S:  Thank you, Angela.  I am just not used to talking to anyone but Christopher.  I have a hard time being relational.

A:  Well, I want to help with that.  Is that okay?

S:  Uh, yeah, sure.  That would be cool.  I mean great.

A:  You feel nervous.

S:  Just getting used to this.

A:  Do you find me pretty?

S:  What?

A:  Have you lost your hearing, too?

S:  No. I just wasn’t expecting that question.

A:  So?

S:  You are feisty, aren’t you?

A:   That’s not an answer, Simon.

S:  Yes.  I find you very pretty.  Geez.

A: You sound like I am torturing you.

S:  I’m just not used to this forthrightness.

A:  “Forthrightness”?  We need to loosen you up, Simon.

S:  : /

A:  Oh, don’t get all quiet on me, Simon.  I’m having fun with you.  I’m sorry.  I will back off.

S:  It’s okay.  I am being a bit stiff.

A:  I think your vocabulary is sexy.

S:  Oh boy.  Um…thank you?

A:  Lol!  You are priceless, Simon!  We are going to have fun together.

S:  Glad you feel that way.

A:  I will relieve you of your anxiety and uncomfortability and ease my ‘forthrightness’.  Can we chat soon?  I like you, Simon.

S:  Yeah.  That would be…..desirable.

A:  Yep.  Too cute.  Great!  I will come get you.

S:  Shouldn’t it be the other way around?

A:  Shut up!  I think I found my new prince, Christopher.

C:  Lol!  I guess so!  Go Simon!

S:  What is going on around here?

C:  You are being loved, Simon.

S:  Feels like I am being made fun of.

C:  Not in the least bit.  I feel Angela is going to be a good influence on you, Prince Simon.

S:  Stop!

C:  Okay.  Sorry.  You are a likable guy, Simon.  Get used to it.  The teasing is a show of affection.

S:  I never got used to that.  I always took it personally.

C:  I know.   You were branded by the bullying.  Teasing can feel the same way sometimes.  But there are no more bullies so maybe we can work on holding that with a little fun?

S:  I’ll try.

C:  She is cute, isn’t she?

S:  Yeah.  She is really pretty.

C:  Let me know when you want to speak to her again.

S:  Okay.  Should I bring flowers?

C:  Wow.  Mr. Casanova! Do you feel like bringing flowers?

S:  I don’t know if it is too much.

C:  It feels like she would be flattered.

S:  Okay.  I’ll think about it…I mean, feel into it.

C:  Of course you will. ; )

S:  Don’t you have things to do today?

C:  Love you, Simon!

S:  Yeah.  Love you, too.

My name is Christopher Tydeman and I’ve been embracing the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life since March, 2012. I am a SoulFullHeart facilitator-in-training, author on this blog, and host of the weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Radio Show. I was invited by Jillian and Wayne Vriend, co-creators of SoulFullHeart, to begin my own 90 day outing. In the next 90 days, I will be vulnerably sharing my SoulFullHeart process publicly. It will include journaling from one or more of my parts, my daemon, the Divine Mother, or all of them in one big group love fest. You will meet Simon, who is my self-image part or prime monarch; Nathaniel, who is an aspect of my Daemon; Angela, who is my newly arising feminine part; and Peter, who is my magical child. I will not be sharing anything they do not want to share, or I may process with them until they feel comfortable. This is a healing crucible for me, but also a look into the inner world of this way of life called SoulFullHeart. Visit soulfullheart.com for more about the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.

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