By Jelelle Awen
To make life work here in 3D has taken WORK. It has needed parts of you to become the anchoring frequencies; to become the guarding and protecting energies; to become the very means and ways to SURVIVE such a drop into density that 3D is compared to the light air porosity of 5D consciousness and higher that your soul breathes and is used to.
All this efforting by all these parts of you is not a pathology. It is not a disorder. It hasn’t been done as a mistake or any kind of failure. The conforming, the shrinking, the fitting in….these were all NECESSITIES to survive here. The monitoring, the distrusting, the resisting…..these were all the textures of responding to a highly polarized, dualistic reality.
These have been the energies needed for THIS to push against THAT over and over until balance can be found again.
The fear has been a very natural consequence of this pushing against. It has been necessary too as without it, all would be love……which it already was and is in its Divine state. Parts of you have fear and hold fear and return to fear because they have had to go there in order to survive.
Through the awakening process… love comes more into your BEing; wakeness comes into your soul consciousness; openness comes into your heart. The remaining frictions and tensions become more obvious. The fear becomes backlit by all that love. The parts that have been working so hard allow you to actual feel how tired they are. The tears fall from the remembering and reliving of traumas that have long been suppressed and managed.
The MORE you awaken, the MORE the pain comes UP to be felt and released, and, eventually, healed. The 3D way was about suffering over suffering in loops that never seem to end. The awakening way is to be with the pain, create space to relate to the pain and the part of you that feels it, and to love that pain into a higher frequency.
Life becomes less work and more play…..even the temporary pain is related to with more curiosity and even play. Your soul can feel the purpose behind it all and honors the necessity of it and the growth that it offers. Parts of you ongoingly need that bridge from your soul to experience the trauma/fears/pain in new ways.
Parts of you need your soul/Higher Self to start putting pieces together, see the bigger picture, and connect to Divine source timing around it all. Parts of you need to relate to the choice that it all was on the Higher Self level.
Life becomes, more and more, about love. For love and with love. Starting from INside of you and all the parts of you that remain in fear frequencies out of habit.
These parts of you are just waiting for the words, connections, and bridges from you to step out of their dark places and into the light of love again AS their essence.
1:1 sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitator help to create these bridge to parts of yourself that are waiting for your love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Here is a 33 Day Video series called Deepen to meet parts of yourself and soul: