Living And Healing Into Trust

Photo by WhiteSparks Photography

Trust is one of the hardest things to lean into when it feels like the world around you and/or inside of you is collapsing.

We are comprised of so many experiences that can point to the opposite of trust and thus induce anxiety and despair. This is a big ship to turn around. The energy can be thick and soupy. Yet, when you come to meet this energy inside as a PART of your BEing and essence, a larger container comes to provide a breathing space of compassion and curiosity.

Parts such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child/Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Gatekeeper, and Metasoul aspects contain a plethora of feeling data that can shed light on this distrust. It is also contained in the collective.

As you begin to unravel and heartfully feel these parts and aspects, within the space of another open-hearted experiencer, the clouds of this distrust begin to give way to the deeper Trust that lives in ALL of us.

What would life look and feel like if you could fully lean into that faint voice of intuition, passion, and desire?

The more you can lean into that and divest of any particular outcome, life takes on a whole new organic and sacredly mysterious quality that can only serve your highest well-being and purpose. The root of this begins where distrust lives and breathes…inside the heart and soul.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Energy Update: Gaia/Schumann Spike Pattern On The 17th Continues

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Continuing the pattern of Gaia/Schumann resonance spikes around the 17th of the month, we’ve been experiencing that today April 17th (at least in this hemisphere) with spikes up to 84 HZ for eight hours and counting…..

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This is the third month in a row that we’ve had significant surges in Gaia’s base frequency around this date from the norm of 7.83 HZ. Last month, it went up to 150 HZ at one point! The one on February 17th lasted 24 hours and went up to 67 HZ.

Some have connected this Gaia activity around the 17th with the Q-anon consciousness (17th letter of the alphabet) and the disclosure process that is going on in 3D/lower 4D of some very dark realities and timelines. It definitely feels possible as this political matrix is very ripe for ongoingly moving out of secrecy, distortion, and manipulation…and into more love, compassion, acceptance, forgiveness. Increasing vibrational frequencies support the revealing of all that is in shadow that needs healing and love.

You probably felt this frequency increase in your physical body today such as in a tiredness and sleepiness you can’t quite explain. And also increased intuition/clarity even with some brain fogginess. I didn’t notice it for a little while as I got such a deep transmission of very grounding tree codes yesterday. Being in Gaia yesterday feels like it really helped ride this wave and calibrate to the NEW vibe of Gaia. It feels like the trees transmit this new signal as the magnetic poles continue to shift and change too in response to it. Trees feel like they help anchor the new grids.

Whatever ways you can ground with Gaia is helpful to calibrate to the new baseline here….plus raising your frequency through ongoing trauma processing from this life and other lifetimes to keep unanchoring from those stuck fear frequency places rooted in 3D woundings.

Be curious how long this one lasts!

Here is a guided meditation to activate your ascension chakras, which includes the Gaia root system one, very helpful during this Gaia spikes: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw

You can read all of my previous and ongoing energy updates here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to connect to the parts of you that most need your love and attention! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Liberation From 3D/4D Timelines Possible NOW: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Apr 8, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Much has been rumbling in both 3D and 4D consciousness this past week especially, supporting a process of ‘unplugging’ from another layer of attachment. In this week’s Museletter, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, digests these movements in writing and through a live stream as well. She offers in the writing,

“Going within your own soul to liberate your soul fragments with MUCH care and love to form a relationship with them allows them to ascend and awaken out of these 3D/lower 4D timelines. This is not just about regressing into their trauma points and scenes as a ‘past life’, which is so much the common approach. You can BE this ambassador of love, reuniting your soul again, with HUGE rewards and gifts in this exchange as you commit to actually forming lasting relationships with these aspects of your soul.”

Overall, the process of ‘unplugging’ is framed and held as a self-loving one that is deeply personal and can be held with so much love and digestible steps.

There are three new videos this week, including the recording of Jelelle’s latest live stream energy update and guided meditation and a new videos from SoulFullHeart Facilitators, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais.

In Jelelle’s live stream, she talks about the 3D/lower 4D matrix unplugging process that is going on for individuals and on a collective level that she has experienced in her own process, within our community, and in session space. She answers questions and responds to your comments about this process from the perspective of the SoulFullHeart paradigm & healing process that she offers. At 33 minutes in, she leads you into a meditative space to connect to your ‘matrix’ and a process of unplugging your 3D self with help from Mother Mary and Metatron, wherever you are in that unfolding.

Gabriel’s newest video is about the journey of the ascending masculine. He is taking on a solo project to connect men with the process of Ascension. He explores the question of ‘what is the ascending masculine?’ and some topics that he will be exploring throughout this vlog series. Women are also invited to participate and add their perspectives, comments, and questions.

In Kalayna’s latest video, you are invited to feel into the ways in which you can integrate your awakening experiences with your life in order to actually bring in more awakenings and a new experience of what’s possible in your daily life on Gaia.

There are several new articles and audio blogs offered this week from Jelelle Awen, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, and Raianna Shai. They digest some of the upcoming changes within SoulFullHeart as well as energy updates. They also share poetry and about recent personal process, offering a bridge to your own.

Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Energy Update: Schumann Spike Supporting Ongoing 3D/4D Matrix Unplugging

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: We are a couple hours into a Schumann/Gaia frequency spike wave….heading up above 50 HZ, as it did yesterday as well for about an hour. I experienced my usual head/neck tension this morning and more difficulty going into deeper sleep states last couple of days, which sent me to check the Schumann graphs to see what was going on.

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I feel this head/neck/shoulder tension still as an activation in the causal chakra (back of the head) that is connected to galactic consciousness activation, galactic DNA waking up, star family lineage reconnections. Gaia’s raising vibration supports this realization and waking up to our Star BEing entwinement and how deep it goes into our ‘history’ here on Gaia.

This galactic activation connects to the significant next level unplugging that is going on from the 3D and lower 4D matrix structures of control that have long been in place, as I’ve been sharing about this week. We’ve been connected/attached to these structures by our own soul’s CHOICES to really drop into the 3D experiment here.

Your 3D self may be MORE than ready to completely unplug from these, as is true for many souls that have been awakening for awhile. This ‘next level’ unplugging is really also identifying what areas of your life are still anchoring to more 3D frequencies of fear (undigested trauma from this life and other lifetimes), anxiety (lack of trust in Divine will), depression (block in expressing your soul purpose creativity/service), etc. I offered this guided meditation to unplug your 3D self to the next level here:

This catalytic time offers a ripeness for personally exploring where parts of you are anchored still to 3D conditioning/patterning in this life in the seven areas of life (emotional, spiritual, mental, physical, financial, social, and environmental) and ALSO other lifetimes/timelines too. This exploration and discovery (as we offer in sessions) leads then to choice points and actions that align more with your higher consciousness experience of beyond lower 4D control and into more trust and love.

Take care of YOU during these catalytic times and specifically with these Gaia fluctuations. These are new frequencies to ground into that are increasingly reflecting your soul bigness BACK to you with deeper opportunities for embodiment of your higher self aspects!

love,
Jelelle Awen
Catalytic and empowering 1:1 sessions available with me and Gabriel Solaisand Kalayna Solais. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Unplug From The 3D/4D Matrix Guided Meditation/Teachings (video)

By Jelelle Awen

In this live stream, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, talks about the 3D/lower 4D matrix unplugging process that is going on for individuals and on a collective level that she has experienced in her own process, within our community, and in session space.

She answers questions and responds to comments about this process from the perspective of the SoulFullHeart paradigm & healing process that she offers during the live stream on FB on April 10. You can see these comments here: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

At 33 minutes in, she leads you into a meditative space to connect to your ‘matrix’ and a process of unplugging your 3D self with help from Mother Mary and Metatron and her Arcturian aspect Binkh, wherever you are in that unfolding.

The writing that Jelelle refers to in this video can be found here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/04…

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

For more information on sessions with Jelelle or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator and about ongoing individual and group sessions, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

Deepening Or Rewriting Our Inner Story Is The Process Of Ascension

The narratives by which we live and subscribe to are meant to be challenged in order to feel whether or not they continue to resonate with our deepest sense of self and love. These challenges can arise from our own self-led explorations, or by circumstances conspired by our Higher Selves that may feel like explosions in our lives.

Either the narrative deepens or it shifts. I don’t know if we can be without one. It is what brings us to our deepest meaning as human beings. It is what we give our energy to and what we get back from it. It is like a story you are writing, reading, and invested in at the same time.

We are also stories within a story. Narratives can conflict with one another or they can align. When they conflict there is a visceral sense of something being off or it can manifest in a wild physical and emotional ride. Our current and past timelines are those stories that are wreaking their own havoc in this life and are looking for some reSOULution, some relief from the fear, suffering, and pain.

Taking the time to examine and reread these stories with compassion and a willingness to feel them helps to disengage from those storylines that no longer serve your highest needs and worth. The rewriting process takes time in order to re-engage into something higher in the service to Love.

What stories are being written and read from within? 
What are the ones that you would like to see shift?
Which ones are hard to read and even harder to write? 
What would your Greatest Story Ever Told feel like?

These are questions that can be answered with love and support when they are ready to be read and loved by another in service of your next chapter or novel.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Liberation From 3D/4D Timelines Possible NOW

By Jelelle Awen

Rumbles in lower 4D are really increasing in the last week. These rumbles look like rebellion and liberation, each individual soul and Metasoul aspects/soul fragments choosing what that liberation will look like. There is an opportunity to ‘unplug’ from the matrixes that have been created out of fear and resistance during this phase of polarized experimentation. This unplugging leads to more experience of resonance, love, soul purpose fueled bigness and trust in Divine Source.

The unplugging is unique to each soul aspect, yet, too, there are collective elements that are in place. For many years, I have seen in myself and in others various ways that we have plugged into these matrixes. The Matrix movie was right on about the back of the head plug that is put into the causal chakra. The causal chakra connects us to our star family, galactic consciousness, light language, activation of our star DNA. This causal plug specifically seems to connect to the 3D matrix that we’ve all chosen (on a soul level) as our playground….and yes at times feels like a prison for our multidimensional expression.

The unplugging from this 3D matrix can be done in meditation. As you walk into a room with others plugged in and ‘find’ your 3D self. You can see if your 3D self feels ready and negotiate the dissolving of the plug with much love. If you are reading this, you are probably unplugged already. All this is a soul’s choice when the time is right. In that way, it is not a ‘trap’ or a ‘punishment.’ I’ll be sharing a meditation to do this tomorrow during a live stream at 10:00am PST here on Facebook. You can join me live or take in the recording.

Another hookup to the lower 4D seems to be to a dark, swirling energy of AI (artificial intelligence) connected to the Archon/Reptilian/Draco consciousness of One Mind. In sessions, we have dissolved this One Mind fusion through connecting with the soul aspects within it. Not all Reptilians are connected to this, many are liberating themselves, including aspects of my Metasoul, that are leading the way for others to choose love. One Mind (hive mind) is deep programming and conditioning that feels almost impossible to release from as it just IS. This is different than Unity Consciousness, which is the higher vibrational 5D and higher feeling of being all part of Divine Source Essence.

Unplugging from One Mind happens as you connect with your Metasoul aspects that are plugged into it in their timelines. Each Metasoul aspect has to choose to sovereignly disconnect from it, which is a huge choice for them as it is all they have ever known. Many of these Draco/Archon aspects illicit fear and animosity in people, so approaching them with much love and compassion in your heart allows them to free themselves.

This liberation is happening on many timelines right now such as Egyptian, ‘Ancient’ Greece/Roman, Essenes/Early Christianity, Lower 4D Atlantis, Avalon/Camelot. You may be dreaming of these timelines and finding yourself drawn to research them. These are not in the ancient past, yet have a strong vibration in the Now (energy is always in the Now) which is why you can feel them and are drawn to them.

There is huge support from higher vibe Star BEings (such as Arcturians, Pleaidians, Sirians, Andromedans, Avians) to help those that are still in transition out of this 3D/lower 4D reality (us, Orions, Grays, Zetas, Vegans).

Going within your own soul to liberate your soul fragments with MUCH care and love to form a relationship with them allows them to ascend and awaken out of these 3D/lower 4D timelines. This is not just about regressing into their trauma points and scenes as a ‘past life’, which is so much the common approach. You can BE this ambassador of love, reuniting your soul again, with HUGE rewards and gifts in this exchange as you commit to actually forming lasting relationships with these aspects of your soul.

NOW is a time of accelerating transition and choice points of love. Choose your higher timeline and it will choose YOU. No one else can do this work for you. It becomes more and more of an honor.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is the work we support you to engage with in 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, me and Gabriel Solais and Kalayna Solais. This is much deeper and more effective an approach than any other process I have heard of or seen to truly heal and transmute on a quantum level the emotional body, energy field, and soul itself. I am honored to be experiencing the gifts of it myself for many years and offering it to others with amazing results. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Here is a guided meditation about the Metasoul and connecting to your akashic records, a good place to start: https://youtu.be/QOlBc-3-TEg

Photo by Greg Rakozy on Unsplash

Loving UP And Integrating Your ‘3D Self’

By Kalayna Solais

It’s a very real process, integrating and loving UP the ‘3D Self’… even if you feel like don’t have one anymore, sometimes the triggers are still there, the anchors back into defensive, charged, or even diffusive 3D frequencies sometimes still become activated, and all that means is that there is understandably still something there, some part(s) of you inside of you that need the love you’ve been downloading to reach them and help them ascend WITH you.

It’s become ‘normal’ for me to feel waves of activations and higher timeline shifts bring up what still needs to be felt and integrated. Sometimes a deeper reaction from a part of me stays hidden for a while beneath the bliss, yet eventually these parts have to surface. I find sometimes that a part of me has buried itself out of shame for still feeling the way it does about certain things, wanting to transmute itself without asking for me directly or asking to land its uncertainties and lingering pain in my heart. Yet my parts can’t actually stay in this place for too long. They leak out or jump out sometimes and if I don’t catch what’s going on, usually someone else who is close to me will and the mirror that I need will be offered.

Specifically for me, I’m talking about my latest process with a part that I’m feeling is the embodiment of my 3D Self right now. She goes by the name I went by for the majority of my life. I realized that she still holds so much pain about my/our physical body, our image, wanting to look a certain way and never feeling happy about it and actually very often feeling disempowered. She has held this energy for so many years. There’s an acute self-consciousness in her that I have to deeply feel and hold right now, especially as I embrace being a leader and a vulnerable one at that, and move forward with serving love. She needs the love I want to serve to land in her. There’s a cost if it doesn’t… if I don’t embrace and feel her, I’m incomplete in a way, and serving from a place of vacant self love in at least the physical regard, though I also suspect she holds pain about spiritual access, whether or not we truly have the skills needed to serve, etc.

I can only keep holding and honouring her deeply as I’ve been practicing with all of my parts for many years now. There’s no room in me to vilify or shame her for still being ‘here’ and not having completely integrated yet, though I get that another part of me has done this in moments or at least tried to help her stay buried instead of healed.

It feels like it’s so often the 3D Self that gets neglected when anyone pursues being a leader of any kind… especially when we’re talking about leading the way through Ascension and deep healing. But nothing has ever deeply transmuted or healed without love. Neglect begets more trauma and often some form of sabotage of the higher timeline too.

I feel this part’s edges and curves… I feel her loves and her strong dislikes…. I feel her reactions and together we are realizing where they’re coming from. Now we get to find our way through the forest together and help her move into something brand new that she has never deeply believed was possible.

The pathway to true Ascension is through the heart. The humility of the inner process that brings you home to yourself over and over again. This is what we’re here to remember and live into, honouring all that we are and have been as we live into who and what we are becoming every day. ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: SOULar Winds/Gaia Spikes/4:4 Support 4D Galactic Awakenings

Energy UPdate: Wind speeds from the sun are up to 500 km/sec in the moment. We are going to be in this wind stream caused by SOULar energies streaming in from a hole in the sun’s surface for the next 48 to 72 hours, according to spaceweather.com. THAT is awhile to be in high SOULar winds, so you may be feeling it in your headspace and in your body too. I often feel it as an ampy energy (more difficult to go into deeper sleep states) yet, at the same time, lower energy too and just feeling ‘out of it.’ Anxiety, tensions, and even terror (from undigested traumas) can also flare in response to these high winds.

Gaia was also doing some spiking in her frequency the last 24 hours, up to 92 HZ at one point. The combination of high SOULar winds and Gaia spike can feel like your grounding cord is ‘rumbling’ while your head space is vibrating. Interesting, yet also can be disorientating!

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The 4/4 gateway feels like it is extending into today….with a specific energy of amplification of galactic consciousness awakening. My sessions yesterday were both connected to disclosure of the 3D/lower 4D realities of Archons/Cabal/Illuminati and a growing consciousness of awakening humans and star BEings (represented by Q-Anon) that are helping to shift this fear-based ‘prison’ reality to one of liberated self sovereignty. I will be writing more about this soon as I get more downloads and clarities from my Star Family.

Timelines are bleeding through SO strong too as connected to this shift from lower 4D fear-based dominance into sovereignty (Orion, Vega, Zeta/Grays….and also Egypt, Essenes, Templar and many others). These are rumbly timelines that are not ‘ancient’ or in the distant past at all. These timelines can HUGELY influence the emotional triggers and reactions that you experience in your life. I am more and more making these connections as these timelines ‘heat up’ for collective healing. And you probably have soul fragments (Metasoul aspects) that are connected to the liberation efforts and movements in these timelines. This is very likely if you are reading these words right now.

You may have the feeling that you are doing much ‘work’ in dream space around this. You can connect directly with these soul aspects in these timelines to offer them support and gift exchange as you unify and liberate your soul. I, and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, provide the support in session space for you to lift your veils and work with your Gatekeeper to gain access to these timelines in a way that gets clearer and clearer.

All these cosmic and Gaian energies are supporting specifically and in this phase the awakening of your galactic consciousness, DNA, and Star Family support systems. Realigning with these energies inside yourself is empowering and, ultimately, very liberating!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star seed/star family….an important step along the way: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

Love,
Jelelle Awen
More information about 1:1 sessions here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Springing Into The Service Of Love Self

This has been a March for the memory banks. Shuman spikes, supermoons, retrogrades, and the like all swirling the pot of our emotions and soul trajectories. High highs and low lows came in and out like spiritual weather fronts. One of the themes that came out for me this month was “the only constant is change”.

We are changing. You are changing. Gaia is changing. It is a big global birth pang I feel we are going through. As sensitives to this growing shift in consciousness, we are becoming aware of all of it in one gestalt. This can be a LOT to be with, let alone digest. Feeling what is yours to be with as separate from others and the collective feels like a vital part of April.

Going into your own emotional body, feeling where the rumbles lie is an essential part of this continuing wave we are all riding. Self-love is more than just what you feed yourself, the exercise you do, and the rest and relaxation you take. All of that is essential too. It is also about feeling and loving all the energies/parts of you that are in this reaction to all that is occurring in this ascension of your Service of Love Self.

As this higher ‘version’ of you arises with the tide of Gaia’s path, the hidden, rejected, guilty, pained, and shamed parts are coming up for healthy and loving integration. How we are with those parts matter. I don’t feel that they can be just seen and integrated in one fail swoop. They need tender and constant caressing and compassionate feeling. Holding court for their needs and stories to unwind and be felt in the deepest wells of our loving human heart.

This includes so many ‘this life’ parts as well as ‘other life’ aspects that live in other dimensional frequencies. If you can reframe these from ‘negative’ and feel them as they are, a trauma in need of being felt, then you take a whole new direction in the journey of what you came here to do and BE. Serving love to your selves first IS the first step to serving love to others.

I encourage us all to make April be about this invitation to cultivating this inner garden of your heart and soul. There are things to unearth in that soil that become the seeds of your highest and most treasured timeline. The one you already exist on yet have needed to forget in order to learn and remember. The support is here. The energy is there. The time is always Now. The courage of choice and feeling are what can take you there.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.