By Jelelle Awen

As so many souls worship during this day of Good Friday with fasting and prayer, I was not surprised to be brought during meditation into the etheric space today that ‘holds’ the crucifixion of Yeshua. It felt like this was in order to see, feel, and offer a channel to the higher consciousness reality going on during it.

It can be important to feel the distortion of what was actually going on this day and the subsequent hijacking of it by the Matrix to feed a control, suffering, and self sacrificial programming/messaging…especially if you have previously had a connection to Christianity.

I felt Yeshua’s beautiful heart today offer this message for those needing to receive it:

“On this day in my physical lifetime, my soul family and I undertook a powerful light working. This light working was to plant the seeds of Ascension that are now blooming in YOUR lifetime. We were guided to do this by the Divine. Indeed, born to do this as our purpose here in physical bodies on the Earth Plane.

This was not a crucifixion. I was not a victim. I was not betrayed. I did not suffer for the sins of all. I did not get ‘caught’ or ‘trapped’. I did not sacrifice my body for all of humanity. And, most importantly, I did not die on that day.

For those with the heart to FEEL the truth in those moments, they would feel that my heart was wide open. They would feel the choice that I made to leave one form of my physical body in order to ascend into my light body, yet still remaining on the Earth Plane for many years after. They would feel the grief and sadness within me was a necessary one to hold space for humanity’s ongoing dark night. Yet, also they would feel the hope in my heart for humanity, along with forgiveness and compassion that our Divine Mother flowed through me to ALL of those in my auric field, even those who did bodily harm to me.

For those with eyes to see the truth, they would see how I was hugely supported by the Divine and my beloved soul family by powerful waves of healing energies and photonic light. They would see that my beloved twin flame Mary Magdalene was heart and chakra cord connected to me the entire time, offering me some of her life force and vitality….as were the other blessed sacred feminine Magdalenes with her. They would see how my Higher Self remained unharmed and embraced my physical body in an energetic buffer the entire time.

My resurrection was inevitable, as I didn’t really die yet rather went into a deep out of body state until I could return in a less dense state to the Earth Plane. My resurrection out of perceived death and suffering and into a much lighter form IS my deeper message to you.

My message is to trust BOTH the deaths and the rebirths within your life and in your experience. To feel BOTH as sacred and the purification process that results as you arise from the ashes of your previous versions into the new.

The invitation today is to feel your experience of crucifixion within your own life and to let forgiveness fill your heart toward those who seemed to do you harm. To recognize the soul agreements that you made together for which they are offering a sacred ground of healing for you.

Surrendering ALL outcomes to the Divine and following guidance can lead to temporary pain, yet also offers a resolution of that pain as you ascend beyond it.

My consciousness is available to you on this day and ALL days in whatever ways you need. And, most importantly, as it dwells within you AS your embodiment of Christ Consciousness.

I love you,

Yeshua with Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I offered teachings and more channelings related to the death/rebirth cycles offered during this Easter Passage through a recording of our livestream yesterday on my FB feed and here on our you tube channel:

This channeling today was inspired by the touching and VERY powerful account of the crucifixion in the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Claire Heartsong….highly recommend it!

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