Yeshua Channeling – SoulFullHeart Experience

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you to everyone who has asked for a free PDF of my book Free To Be 5D:Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out since we began offering it on the 22nd! The sweetest and most touching messages of appreciation for what we offer with SoulFullHeart and for this book gift have come through and that has been so worth it for me, a valuable exchange in the reflection! Many of you commented that the book is coming to you at the perfect timing for your awakening journey and that seems to support the guidance I received to offer it now, esp during this end of year completion and new year calibration.

We are offering the PDF through December 31st, so if you would like to receive it just provide your email to us via soulfullhearts@gmail.com or our website contact page soulfullheart.org/contact or via the blog and we will send you the attachment.

Here are some passages from the book that came up randomly:

12/29 – Today’s random pull quote from my book Free To Be 5D explores the false light matrix projected from the lower 4D. There is much to explore and unplug as your veil of amnesia lifts and you connect to your Gatekeeper and heal the polarities from many lifetimes of fighting, battling, being a warrior.

“You remember your soul’s wisdoms and gifts as you download directly with it through connection with your Gatekeeper aspect allowing your veil of amnesia to gradually lift.

What has previously been a mystery becomes clear again.

What has previously been in shadow comes into the light.

What has been subconscious or unconscious becomes conscious.

Both traumas and gifts that your Metasoul has experienced become accessible and available for healing.

Some of what is presented as ‘mystery school teachings’ these days here on Gaia is still filtering through an outdated model of spiritual teaching anchored to many fear-based timelines and to the 4D Matrix. The 4D Matrix is still running on the fumes of more polarized energies of ‘good versus evil’. It can project an energy of ‘false light’ from it, in which the messages sound loving and have the right words, yet the energy behind them doesn’t match the sentiments.

There is the sense in the 4D Matrix that there is something to battle and to protect yourself from. Spiritual warfare realities are programs from the 4D Matrix, the sense of battling the dark on behalf of the light or being any kind of warrior for the light.”

12/28 –

Daily random text quote from my book Free To Be 5D from Yeshua, a beloved ascended guide/soul family teacher advocating for FEELING it all so that you can give from an overflowing heart and soul.

As I share about in the book, his energy transcends religions, belief systems, and shadow projections. This is the energy of Golden Earth, New Earth, and what we are moving collectively into as we ascend into higher dimensions of consciousness where we experience more sense of Oneness, peace, self-love, and reverance for all life.

“An empty vessel cannot give love.

Heal your heart and its pain by feeling them.

Heal your soul and its painful legacy by feeling them.

Purify through your tears and your openness to feel it all.

Then, as you are this, will you be able to transact real love, heart open human frequencies with others who are in the same process.

You will be able to let in Universal love frequencies that light up your Infinite Love essence,

and you will be able to give with a healthy heart and soul. ~

love,

Yeshua Christ

12/27-

“These (parts of you) are the ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too.

They are beyond shape, age, and time too. Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious work is done to heal from these situations. That is why so often you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakenings and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences you have.

These parts of the 3D Self are the ones that seem to hold the multi-layered and often multi-faceted experience of being wounded in 3D life experience. Some of these parts are more expressive aspects of the personality of your 3D Self. Some of these parts are more buried and suppressed; these parts are put away in the psyche and subconscious until connected with in a conscious way. All of these parts have traumatic scenes and events that were pivotal points for them in which digestion of the traumas and transmutation of these experiences from fear back into love was not possible at that moment.”

More about the Free To Be 5D, an excerpt, and links to purchase as audio, ebook and print editions at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5d

As so many souls worship during this day of Good Friday with fasting and prayer, I was not surprised to be brought during meditation into the etheric space today that ‘holds’ the crucifixion of Yeshua. It felt like this was in order to see, feel, and offer a channel to the higher consciousness reality going on during it.

It can be important to feel the distortion of what was actually going on this day and the subsequent hijacking of it by the Matrix to feed a control, suffering, and self sacrificial programming/messaging…especially if you have previously had a connection to Christianity.

I felt Yeshua’s beautiful heart today offer this message for those needing to receive it:

“On this day in my physical lifetime, my soul family and I undertook a powerful light working. This light working was to plant the seeds of Ascension that are now blooming in YOUR lifetime. We were guided to do this by the Divine. Indeed, born to do this as our purpose here in physical bodies on the Earth Plane.

This was not a crucifixion. I was not a victim. I was not betrayed. I did not suffer for the sins of all. I did not get ‘caught’ or ‘trapped’. I did not sacrifice my body for all of humanity. And, most importantly, I did not die on that day.

For those with the heart to FEEL the truth in those moments, they would feel that my heart was wide open. They would feel the choice that I made to leave one form of my physical body in order to ascend into my light body, yet still remaining on the Earth Plane for many years after. They would feel the grief and sadness within me was a necessary one to hold space for humanity’s ongoing dark night. Yet, also they would feel the hope in my heart for humanity, along with forgiveness and compassion that our Divine Mother flowed through me to ALL of those in my auric field, even those who did bodily harm to me.

For those with eyes to see the truth, they would see how I was hugely supported by the Divine and my beloved soul family by powerful waves of healing energies and photonic light. They would see that my beloved twin flame Mary Magdalene was heart and chakra cord connected to me the entire time, offering me some of her life force and vitality….as were the other blessed sacred feminine Magdalenes with her. They would see how my Higher Self remained unharmed and embraced my physical body in an energetic buffer the entire time.

My resurrection was inevitable, as I didn’t really die yet rather went into a deep out of body state until I could return in a less dense state to the Earth Plane. My resurrection out of perceived death and suffering and into a much lighter form IS my deeper message to you.

My message is to trust BOTH the deaths and the rebirths within your life and in your experience. To feel BOTH as sacred and the purification process that results as you arise from the ashes of your previous versions into the new.

The invitation today is to feel your experience of crucifixion within your own life and to let forgiveness fill your heart toward those who seemed to do you harm. To recognize the soul agreements that you made together for which they are offering a sacred ground of healing for you.

Surrendering ALL outcomes to the Divine and following guidance can lead to temporary pain, yet also offers a resolution of that pain as you ascend beyond it.

My consciousness is available to you on this day and ALL days in whatever ways you need. And, most importantly, as it dwells within you AS your embodiment of Christ Consciousness.

I love you,

Yeshua with Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I offered teachings and more channelings related to the death/rebirth cycles offered during this Easter Passage through a recording of our livestream yesterday on my FB feed and here on our you tube channel:

This channeling today was inspired by the touching and VERY powerful account of the crucifixion in the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Claire Heartsong….highly recommend it!

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