Feeling Easter As Your Own Death & Rebirth Process

This has been a very rumbly week leading up to Easter. There has been a churning of death and rebirth going on inside and out. My sacred union with my beloved Kasha has been put to the ‘test’, so to speak, with so much new ground needing an old ground to burn away in order to come into our next level of conscious romance and leadership.

I have needed to be ‘off’ social media to let all of this digest and find its way inside of me. It has been about continuing to find my voice, speak my truth and needs, as well as feeling the fear of doing so. It is this truth that can change so much. It creates and it destroys, but not necessarily in the way that a part of us may feel like it will. It is this fire that is meant to be alchemical and not necessarily harmful.

I was starting to feel the ways in which this fear is more about embodying our true power in the world and what that can actually create. If power and truth in our soul history has been experienced or judged as a ‘negative’, then we will inevitably find a way to suppress said power. We will remain in a push-pull around it. Deeply wanting and needing it, while hiding it at the same time. This creates suffering rather than movement.

This power has been held as a control mechanism inside of me. A way to manage and maintain a particular consciousness while my soul and the Divine are strongly, yet lovely, inviting me into something more essential, more real. Something long forgotten or buried. This is where a tight grip has formed or an anxious fear of surrender. I realized how much a part of me has still clung to this control structure.

In meditation I saw a sand castle on top of a stream. The foundation of this sand castle was collapsing into the stream. The castle was starting to crumble and I could feel parts of me trying to build it back up with more sand in order to keep it up. There was a tiredness in that. A readiness to let go while fearing the unknown of it all. I felt the stream as the Divine Itself, as Love, as the Tao. It just wants me to be the stream. Be in active surrender to where it is meant to take me even if I can’t see around the bend or it winds up in rapids.

It is my vulnerability and truth that keeps me afloat. It is what allows me to flow with my currency and is my true power. That stored up power in the castle just changed form and into embodiment. As the castle fully collapsed, I shed tears. I felt myself collapse into the flow of Love. I felt baptized and renewed. I felt a new connection with Kasha and myself.

As a result, I found myself realizing I needed to go back to my previous name of Gabriel. A lot has moved for me since trying on Aurius, but Gabriel is the essence of who I am in my soul. It is my Divine name. I just needed to flush some things out and reboot it. My beloveds also have an affinity for Gabriel and so that was enough for me to choose to go back. I will keep Amara as my last name, however. It has a frequency I love. It represents my inner feminine.

Thank you for being a part of this journey with me, and I hope that it has a service to you in all that you may be going through at this time. I am always here to facilitate and hold-space for this process that has taken me to new worlds and embodied awarenesses inside of myself in deep terrain. It is alchemical and transformative.

Much love to you this Easter weekend and may you meet your next death and rebirth cycle with grace, compassion, and courage.

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Spring Message From A Bird’s Egg

The symbol of the ‘egg’ can be explored so deeply and it’s actually quite an important metaphor for our ongoing growth and awakening phases, individually and collectively.

We each come from an egg inside our birth mother. We are encased in the ‘egg’ of our bodies after we are born. Our souls, it can be said, are always leaving and entering their next ‘eggs’ where we bake and gestate before we awaken some more. We are in a perpetual state of death and rebirth in this way, or maybe ‘birth and rebirth’ is another way to say it, yet embracing that ‘death’ is a part of all of our journeys, in many different ways, is important.

After all, you have to ‘die’ in a way to being in one life phase before you can enter another. It’s part of the cycle of living, learning, and relearning.

Mary Magdalene, in my etheric connection to her as a Divine Feminine guide, has been showing me many synchronicities around the egg she is often pictured with. It’s a symbol of the rebirth of Spring, both in our inner and outer worlds. We go back inward to emerge outward in whatever ‘seasons’ of the heart and soul encompass us in any given phase of our lives.

The other day while at the Glastonbury Abbey, I was drawn to walk along a path where I don’t usually walk, and there amongst the light-hearted daffodils was part of a cracked-open, bird’s egg shell. It felt tiny and fragile as I picked it up, yet the strength of the little baby bird that emerged from it could be felt too. It can’t emerge in any timing but its own, for if that happens, it perishes.

The mama bird can’t make it come out of the shell and experience the big, big world any sooner. Instead, she has to surrender to the cycle of life and allow her baby to come through and out of the egg when it’s truly ready. Its survival and ability to thrive too depends on its own built-up strength, its nourishment received while in the egg, and its overall destiny too — none of which can actually be controlled, but all of which has to arise on its own.

Every phase of being back in an ‘egg’ for us as sacred human souls in near-constant rebirth (especially these days) is about building up our strength and resolve to emerge. The Divine can’t make this happen for us. We can receive guidance, yet our emergence is up to us.

This cracked-open eggshell I found reminded me that it’s our core innocence and healing purity of heart and soul, along with our untethered desire to emerge and awaken, that moves us onward and also upward as we ascend and grow. If we can hold this desire to keep moving through — busting through at times- eggshell after eggshell, while blessing the experience and feeling grateful for it ALL, we ARE going to not only ‘survive’, but also find our deepest destiny on our journey back to love and leading with love to help bring us all back home.

I was so touched to be holding this egg…I felt it on a deeply personal level as I move more into my inner Queen/High ‘Heart’ Priestess power in this and other lifetimes. I also felt like this tender holding of this eggshell, which I’ve now made a place for on my altar at home, is the same preciousness the Divine feels for all of us and our parts/Metasoul aspects now and always. Preciousness that doesn’t caretake or enable parts of us to keep going toward harmful patterns, yet holds us each accountable and invites us, always, to feel, hold, and really own our preciousness and the deep strength and profound power of it.

Much love, from my ever-emerging heart and soul to yours!

Kasha


Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

The Mirror Of Sacred Sisterhood

By Deya Shekinah

Spending real, intimate time with women is such a gift to my heart and soul. I am recognising that there has been so much in the way of deeper bonds with women my whole life; competition, insecurity, unworthiness and jealousy being some of them. I feel how hard that has been on me and my parts, even more so now as I feel how deep the need for union with women really is. The uniqueness of the connection between women is so special and I feel how we do really need each other in a way that is different to our need for and with men.

I always feel so inspired and enlivened after deep union with women and deeply nourished by where women can go together when they feel safe and can rest and lean into one another. We understand and feel each other so deeply in wordless spaces and ways, which is something I feel I have looked for in my relationships with men my whole life and has brought a deep dissatisfaction to parts of me. Only now am I recognising how men are not really meant to fulfill our need for each other as women.

There is healing that needs to happen to let women in and trust women again after all the years and lifetimes of competition and hurt that has been experienced between us. I feel the pain of having had to turn away from one another to survive in a world where we are led to believe that we cannot do it without a man. How dangerous it has been at times to be a woman and still is for many women in the world today, and I can feel what that has led and does lead us to do to one another to just get through it.

I feel how the need for connection with women is so deeply buried under a lot of pain and distrust that it can be hard to recognise that need is even there. I am being invited daily as part of life within the SoulFullHeart community to feel my needs and desires that have been deeply buried in order to survive, and then invited to reach out to ask for what I want. It can feel terribly vulnerable for parts of me to even acknowledge that they need others, especially women, and I am still not quite sure why that is. As I do this though, I am getting to experience something new with women that is so deeply nourishing and healing in ways I cannot mentally track but I feel it as it ripples through my body and creates a deep rest and sigh of relief within my womb. 

I feel so deeply blessed to have wonderful women in my life and for all the women who have helped me prepare to let all this love in that I am experiencing now with my closest Sisters. Everytime I meet in deep, real, intimate connection with women, I am changed, and I remember more of who I am and more about why I am here.

Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will be holding this month’s SoulFullHeart Women’s Group Call this Sunday 7th March at 5pm (London time) This month’s call is about healing and activating the Womb, work that is very close to my heart and I feel so supports this deeper healing between us as women. This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Let Go & Let Peace During This Dark Initiatory Time | Jelelle Awen & The Magdalenes

art by Michael Divine

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Emerging out of my honeymoon and Bridal Chamber consciousness for which I’ve been happily indulging lately with Raphael, I can feel, of course, the intensity of events and energies that are occurring in the collective, 3D, Matrix with the lockdowns, restrictions, quarantine, v*ccine agenda, etc. Especially this is in my awareness as we have beloveds coming to and looking to travel here to Glastonbury and are going through a travel gauntlet of sorts to arrive safely here in Avalon.


My Divine Feminine anchored consciousness can’t really be separated in any moment from feeling and hearing the ‘cries of the world’…it is just what happens as you let Her into your heart, body, and soul.


I feel for those of us who are so sensitive to the cries of the world, the cries of the children, the cries of the womb/women that are peaking during this Dark Night for the collective….we ARE being supported to rise above this sensitivity at times, to ‘turn down’ the dial of our empathic radar. To not get too far ‘into it’ that we become deeply overwhelmed or frustrated. We will tend to take these energies into our wombs and hearts AS IF they are are own, which they are from the Oneness and Soul Family dimensions.


Yet, also, the reminder comes often, especially from Mary Magdalene who lived through much suppression in her time from the Romans/Cabal, ‘to let go and let peace.’ She reminds us that EACH soul is on their own journey through the dark night passages that they NEED to go through and that they have signed up for. It is not for our feminine hearts to rescue or save anyone, even when the urge is strong to do so.


To respect the bigness and sovereignty of each soul is to connect to the higher realms from which they originate. It can especially help to do this with loved ones who are still anchored and plugged into the 3D Matrix, still conditioned by the mainstream everything, and still believe others more than their own intuitive guidance. Connecting to their Higher/Divine Self to compassionately understand the reasons for their consciousness choices can assist you in this. Often the greatest mercy on both sides is to let them go, to stop tugging or convincing, to stop battling or trying ‘win’ any arguments. Giving yourself the gift of resonance and support rather around you allows you to truly serve and become love.


Covid has pushed up the divisions and polarities in world views and consciousness, in humanity’s matrix reality, so that we can see where we are resonant with others and where there is dissonance. It has illuminated that many souls are still not awakened to their sovereignty yet. Many more souls can awaken though now who are on the tipping point of doing so.
The v*ccines are a form of bifurcation or ‘sorting rod’ in that way as those who choose to get them are moving into an unknown place of altered DNA and RNA (some of them) and last gasp Matrix programming entering into their every cell. This is their choice to do so and, again, we cannot rescue them from it. The true impact/side effects of them is not known and won’t be for many years yet the ‘energy’ of them doesn’t feel good or healthy for the body ultimately, especially the immune system. Those souls who are awakened to a place to see the control agenda in the v*ccine and the very real harm to their light bodies and consciousness are easily and already aware of what it harmful about it.


The current energies are supporting us to ‘rise above’ whatever we need to in order to truly become ambassadors of love, primarily to ourselves and any parts of us that need it. This is a painful time of difficult choices at times, yet it is held in much Divine love for ALL of us. The divisions are being highlighted, yet Unity is the ultimate truth.

These current challenges are a form of initiation for each of us and for humanity. How we respond to them, how we process them, how we navigate them offers us an opportunity to heal on many levels.

The Magdalenes are here to help us water the seeds of Ascension they planted in other timelines/lifetimes. Ask for Mary Magdalene, Yeshua, Mother Mary, Joseph, whomever you feel drawn to, for assistance and guidance during your personal walking out of this tumultuous time and they will BE there for you. Magdalene/Christ consciousness has been seeded in many and, although distorted by the Matrix in the form of mainstream religion, still retains its purity in those souls who respond to it and awaken to it.


Raphael and I offered a guided meditation from the Bridal Chamber yesterday to connect with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene energies as a bridge to experiencing the Divine AS your beloved:

Much love from the heart chakra of Gaia…which is breaking it feels like in order to more fully OPEN,

Jelelle Awen & the Magdalenes
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Coming Out Of Separation and Into Twin Flame/Counterpart Union

By Jelelle Awen

I am emerging from my Honeymoon bubble with Raphael with a bit of wobbly legs, palpitating heart, fuzzy/altered mind, and hugely renewed sense of life/love/service! We’ve gone in deep together in the way that is unique to our bond in these last days….exploring physical body nuances and pleasures….I could share so much about the shared consciousness altering portal that is Yoni kissing, for example, and will someday!

We’ve also been diving into emotional areas that need to be felt and loved as well. Bringing realizations that arose during our separation and dropping in together into the parts of us that need to be felt in their fears, tensions, and doubts as well so that they can be bonded.

Rather than deny these parts of us or put them in shadow now that we are together again, we bring them forward to heard and felt by each other. We feel remorse as needed, advocate as desired, and LET GO of resentments/grudges and the past as guided. In this letting in and then letting go process, the past resentments literally dissolve between us as they’ve been felt so deeply by us as individuals. The new then arises out of this compassion for ourselves and each other.

Trying to transact EVERYTHING and resolve it just in the bond in a horizontal way doesn’t move it. It isn’t just about more conscious communication together or ‘staying in the room’ with each other or whatever a marriage counselor might advise as ‘saving the relationship’ type strategies. Sometimes a deep inner reboot is necessary where only YOU can hold the safe space that parts of you need to let go into, especially when you are connecting to archetypal energies and deep soul pieces that are many lifetimes in the making.

This was what Raphael and I were invited to go into by our Magdalene/Christ soul family recently. An intense initiation in which we couldn’t feel the hope for a future between us, where we truly needed to let go and lean into ourselves fully. We were gifted so much support during this arduous journey with our soul family here in the physical and in etheric connection with Anna, Yeshua, etc., as our soul family hardly ever went through these initiations alone. Avalon held the space for us with necessary activations and even the quietness of the winter season served us.

I felt during our vow renewal ceremony the Magdalenes celebrating our successful navigation of these grounds and endowing us with the gift of holding the mantle for pair bond reunion and soul family reunion for those drawn to us. Anna shared words with us of support and admiration and we all felt tears as she reassured us that she would ‘never ever leave us.’ And now lately has been the necessary celebration and feasting that comes after the initiation has been ‘passed’. The recovery and reaping the rewards that come from loved freed up from fear by truly GOING INTO that fear and transmuting it.

This is the process I feel Ascension is inviting us into in every moment, whether in a twin pair bond reunion or not….to move into our fears, even the ones at the collective level, and trust that love and the Divine will hold us through them. The bliss and joy I have felt these last days now surpasses the darkest hours of sadness and hurt and pain I felt during our separation. The grief is fading now….replaced by the pure ecstasy of rebooted appreciation and gratitude that flow out of a heart rapturously falling in love with the Beloved.

I can only experience the Divine AS Beloved most deeply and truly when I am with Raphael in deep union as he holds the Divine Masculine expression of it. This is how my soul ‘wired it up’ at the soul family monad level before individuating.

I have surrendered more deeply into this now as my purpose for being here to experience this reunion and am wanting to teach/serve from this awareness more deeply as well, even as I am constantly learning from it.

If you feel drawn to experience the clearing of the pathway to experience the Beloved through deep inner connection and through a pair bond supported by soul family, do feel into a 1:1 session with one of us and/or attending a group call event (like the one we are doing on Valentine’s Day February 14th) and to join our online community Portal. More information at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

So many of you on our social media accounts, especially facebook, have expressed your support and resonance withur separation and reunion so you very well may be feeling a call and draw to come closer. There IS a reason you are drawn to our story and that you feel deep resonance with it. Exploring that reason could open up a whole new timeline life of goodness and love!

The home of the love with the Beloved is waiting for you. Claim it and all the love you can possibly let in can be yours….love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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Welcoming All The Challenges Of 2021 As a Part Of Our Return To Love

By Deya Shekinah

This time last year I came to Glastonbury and planted a seed, an intention to spend more time here in 2020. Initially that seed was planted with a beloved but as the year unfurled that romance came to an end. The most intimate and loving relationship I have ever experienced coming to an end has been my biggest teacher this year, with the grief of that loss opening my heart to the grief of all of the losses I have ever experienced, which continues to unravel moment to moment.

I feel how we have all, in our own ways this year, experienced doors and chapters of our lives closing and ways of being dissolving. Uncertainty has become a more visible reality that we have to learn to walk with every day in new ways and that has been tough.

Yet as I land here now in Avalon/Glastonbury with a new dawn arising for 2021, full of possibilities and potential for more growth, more love, and more challenges, I feel more held in trust than ever before because of my own personal journey this year to get here. This year has forced us all in many ways to face some of our biggest fears: loneliness, grief, loss, and death. It is my experience, by feeling all of these places inside, that there is a tremendous amount of courage, adaptability and strength inside all of us to keep finding new ways to thrive, to love and to connect, and that however restricted or lost parts of us may feel, that is never the whole truth.

Letting in the beauty of all the challenges and the lockdowns may not be easy, but it is in feeling the empty, lockdowned spaces within that we are being reborn, even when we cannot see it or feel it. 

As much goodness is flowing into my life at this moment, I feel the fruition of listening to this invitation of turning deeply inwards towards myself during these times of lockdown. I will move into my own place on New Year’s Day here in Avalon and it is the first time I will have ever lived alone which I am excited about, and finally, after three years, I am with my beloved SoulFullHeart community in the physical. It feels like my seed from last New Year’s is beginning to sprout, although the beloved is inwards now rather than on the outside. 

As the new challenges for 2021 are already arising, I feel us all able to hold them and ourselves more lovingly after all we have learnt in 2020. 

2021 feels to me like a year to keep embracing the beauty and the tensions of the duality that we came here to experience, to allow the fullness of the human experience that is always working for us to humble us and re-sensitize us to the simple, subtle joys of being embodied and alive. As another year ends and a new one begins, I am reminded that endings and beginnings co-exist and are a constant in our daily lives not just on New Year’s Eve… and that feels ever more present in where we are in our humanity right now.

As we all continue to move through life’s death and rebirth cycles, from my heart in the Heart Chakra of the Earth, I send you so much love and many New Year’s blessings. May we continue to remember and uncover the goodness, innocence and love that is who we are, and learn to radiate the light that is in our hearts so we can continue to guide each other towards New Earth.

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Open Your Heart To Your Inner World, Then Open Your Heart To The Outer World

by Kasha Rokshana

You respond differently to your outer world, the more you genuinely respond to your inner world. More compassion, more tears for what’s moving in the collective, more feeling of it through your caring heart, is what opens out…

It’s actually more challenging to ignore the cries of the world than it is to let them move through your heart, especially as you feel, hold, and eventually heal the parts of you that have not wanted to really see it or haven’t been able to see it and feel it beyond their own suffering (yet)…

If we are to truly open up the gates into the Age of Aquarius, we must choose our hearts, our connection with our own Divinity in a way that doesn’t bypass yet fully embraces the dark and the light within and respond to it in our outer world too.

For many of us, the fear-based consciousness that is peaking in our world is not ours to share in… yet, without choosing to care about it, feel how it’s churning and burning around us, we miss an opportunity to embody love and become the love ambassadors we came here to become. ❤

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Ascension As A Long-Term Process Rather Than A Sudden, One-Time Salvation Experience

By Jelelle Awen

I’m not seeing the Ascension picture of a big burst of solar flare event and we are all ‘saved’, ‘raised’, and ‘redeemed’ in that instant without pain, adjustment, or a process at all. What I keep being shown and living out myself as Ascension is the process of it, the loops and the curves, and the cyclical patterns of it. The growing from within hellish transmuting into heavenly reality of it…

The Divine Feminine particularly offers this as She knows about gestation. She knows about the patience that it takes to surrender to a process of birthing long-term rather than wanting to be saved/born/arrive/redeemed in an instant. She knows that the labor pains make the rewards that much more worth it. She knows about the death process where much is given up so that the new can arise out of the ashes.

This seems to be Ascension then….the process of being born in 3D….the choosing, the conditioning, the programming, the conforming, the adjusting, the living it out because it was what we needed and wanted to experience. We became turtles in shells, needing that safe home container and the occasional moments to stretch our limbs.

The process of our soul coming in as our consciousness transitions to 4D….the awakening, the blood coming back to these limbs, the ups, the down, the Dark Nights, the Light Days, the blisses, the messes because it is the alchemical process for which all of life is created and arises. We start remembering then that we are actually Angels and of/from the Divine and experiencing reunion with our beloved soul family monad experience of complete Unity.

Ascension is this process of feeling and healing all that 3D experience and soul experiences in other lifetimes of pain, suffering, isolation, separation AND the grounded and good stuff too of 3D living….both. BEing with the parts of us that have done their duty, been on guard, formed the necessary armor for our ‘tour of duty’ here in 3D. This process of unmasking, putting down ‘arms’, dropping the previously necessary weapons, discarding the shells, letting our wings unfurl and have some room.

So, we arise in all this letting go. We rebirth and are reborn as the layers of what we no longer need and never actually WERE fall away. The feminine within us and the Divine Mother too hold the space for this process, even the masculine impatience at times to just ‘get it over with it’ or ‘have it done.’

She smiles; She comforts; and, sometimes, She lights the match on what needs to burn.

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(with Anna & The Magdalenes, voice of Divine Feminine Wisdom)

Jelelle Awen

THIS is such an intense time…there is no need to ‘go’ it alone anymore. We offer support through 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, videos, and our online portal for resonant community connection….. very unique heart and soul empowering support for the arising of YOUR bigness into your BEing and into your life! more info at soulfullheart.org

Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

By Jelelle Awen

As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

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Invitation To The Sacred Magdalene Path Of Initiations, Healing, And Ascension

by Kasha Rokshana

The sacred Magdalene path holds initiations and awakenings both foretold and unknown. It is a process where the phases of pause and reflection and inward-turning yield always to more openness for where service leads you on the outside… in all relationships you cherish and in this world that so aches and asks for that overflow of love.

This path is a model. It’s imperfect in a sacredly feminine (and masculine) way that humbly seeks healing, offers love in a purer and purer form, and invites the Ascension process within every individual to deepen in ways unexpected. Any seeking of perfection must fall by the wayside, to make room for what’s real, intense as that might be in moments… yet always moveable with the support of Divine love and compassion.

To claim your initiations along this path is a lifelong vocation, not ‘certified’ in mere days or even a few years of diligent study. Initiations align more so with intentions and surrender and less so with the tension of a fervent seeking sourced in unfelt pain, unworthiness, and ego-centered needs, though these are sacred portals if they are seen as such with care and curiosity.

Your mess, your bliss, every part of you, every Metasoul aspect, are ALL welcome in their willingness to be real, to be held, to let IN love. There is no outward ‘acceptance’ needed to be a part of this path. The acceptance, as with all Divine alignment possibilities, begins, unfolds, and ends within…

Your dedication to love in all its expressions, edges, comforts, and realness is the path.

Shall you join with us in this sobering-at-times, yet deeply joyful and profoundly meaningful path that is now inviting you to immerse more fully into it, yet especially, into YOU?

With much love, deepest patience, and ever-expanding desire to be a part of your inner and outer journeys, should that feel alive for YOU,

Anna, the Magdalenes, and Kasha

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Jelelle and I are offering a women’s call this coming Sunday, November 29th @ 5pm GMT that is especially dedicated to Magdalene Activations. It will be a Magdalene consciousness transmission that you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later, for whatever money exchange feels comfortable for you.

Here is a video that we recorded to tell you a bit more about what to expect for this call: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQA5KwZDNkg&t=2s

During the call, we will offer some teachings and also lead you in a guided meditation. Then, you’ll be invited to share what you experienced if you’d like to.

More information on this upcoming women’s call can be found here: soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.