Tag: letting in self love

Sisters, You Deserve Roses: A Poem

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Sisters within and without…

You are worth holding out for.
You deserve yourself in your own corner
And to feel others
Who are also in theirs
Finding ways to overflow to you
And you to them
In passionate advocacy for
Real love.

You deserve to be filled up
With your own goodness
And the goodness of resonance
Around you.

You are allowed to say a loud ‘NO’
To what doesn’t feel right to you,
To those that manipulate to keep you
Without truly claiming you
And would rather offer
Shame and blame
…which is truly
All they have offered themselves.

You are allowed to turn away
From the false light pain-trix
That serves only your smallness
With its justifications
For mistreatment
And misalignment
In all realms,
Ordering you
To ‘love unconditionally’,
And in other words
‘Just lay down and take it’,
Put up with it all,
And somehow still call it ‘love’.

You are not meant
For just rose-scented paper.

You are worth a whole bouquet
Of REAL roses
Offered to you in overflow
Instead of
Tugging at you in undertow
From something essential
Being so missing,
That you are pulled downward
From the upward climb
You’ve so bravely been walking,
So consistently been choosing,
And so adamantly been advocating for.

Your heart changes faster at times
And your soul shifts more deeply
Than those around you can keep up with,
Even those you’ve felt you’re serving.

Your worth,
Sister beloved,
Is reflected in your work,
And will be reflected by the next
Courageous ‘YES’
You give and receive
In true alignment
With who you are actually are,
And not who parts of you
Feel they should
Or HAVE TO falsely be.

And this ‘yes’,
Though love will always
Change your life,
Will flow without effort
Or pushing
Or ‘making’ it happen.
It will not ask you
To compromise
Your deepest values
And sense of self-love.

Instead,
This ‘yes’,
Will truly be your next phase
Of intimacy,
Of letting in love
AND goodness.

It will bring you
To new places of self-discovery,
And opportunities for growth…
Which you also get to choose
If they continue to align.

Beloved sister,
I too am walking this out.
The one writing these words
Shares the pain of this journey
And the openings too.

It’s an exquisite tapestry
Of what it means to fall in love
And to also be willing
To close the chapters
That no longer reflect
Your light back to you.

You are complex.
You are multi-dimensional.
You are everything
AND the void too.

You are roses in bloom
And new seeds being planted.
You are spring’s renewal,
Summer’s flourish,
Autumn’s calm,
And winter’s inward stillness.

You deserve to be wanted
In everything
You so beautifully ARE,
And you…
Are worth working for
Inside
And out.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Letting Go Of Serving/Community, To Serve, Love, And Commune With Myself

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by Kalayna Solais

“The energy released through the act of Confrontation is the resource from which the new self is created. To be sure, it takes great courage to look within, but the universe will not present to you what you are not ready to see… we will never be given a burden greater than our ability to carry.” — from Avalon Within by Jhenah Telyndru

Lately, I’ve been in a process of really diving deep within to confront anything and everything that has been keeping me from leading to my fullest capacity and deeply inhabiting service…. which is also everything that’s been keeping me from ME, from loving myself in a deeper and fuller way, and also loving others in the deep way they deserve without energies of comparison and intense projections of all kinds.

I’ve been having to take space from my community and them from me during this ongoing process… and that also means not facilitating or offering intro calls to others. I’ll also not be leading the SAFE calls for women with Jelelle, like the one tomorrow.

I feel surrendered and sad. Hopeful and remorseful. I’m mourning the old timelines that are collapsing but grateful that it’s time for something new to arise from the ashes. I feel the tenderness, unknown, and even insecurity that comes up in claiming this space for myself but the alchemy and opportunities in this too, to finally uproot and HEAL what’s been allowed to live inside of me for so long, well beyond this life. This is the business of deep soul shadow work and I’m grateful for the degree of trust I have around it, even though it’s so challenging sometimes to hold it all. In moments, it feels like I’m going to implode. But even then… once the waves that feel like they’re going to drown me ebb again, a grace comes through, something bigger than the ‘me’ I’ve been, holding me. And that I’m leaning into as a vital part of my own personal healing and Ascension journey that I can’t put off anymore and that needs my intense sobriety and focus.

I highly recommend having a free 30-45min intro call with Raphael Awen or Gabriel Heartman… both are heart open, wonderful men that can be deeply trusted and they are so ready to show up for you and all parts/Metasoul aspects of you. ❤

Also, if you are a woman, I very much recommend checking out Jelelle Awen’s SAFE call tomorrow. Even if you can’t make it live, you can purchase the recording. It’s $15 CAD to attend/receive the recording. Jelelle’s energies of Divine Feminine/Mother are gentle yet catalytic and I have benefitted greatly from everything she has ever offered me in session space and beyond. ❤ More info on the event tomorrow here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/

Much love to you and with you,
Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, a healing healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.