Seeing energies as ‘dark demons’ or ‘attacking you’ or as ‘evil’ is the old paradigm, 3D/lower 4D way of relating to them.
It can be a polarized reaction that comes from the roots of undigested fear/trauma in your Inner Child/Inner Teenager parts. These parts are often STILL in various states of terror and PTSD from undigested traumas. They are STILL usually stuck in these traumas, living them out over and over again.
It is challenging NOT to fuse to this fear and for part of you, your Inner Protector, to then want to fight/battle in response to it. Especially if you are experiencing a repeating pattern of intense experiences and interactions with these kinds of fear-polarized energies and have been most of your life.
These kind of experiences are also heightened right now because collective consciousness is moving from 3D to lower 4D…flushing up these energies to be felt and seen. Those souls who have chosen to assist their birth family lines in healing are also experiencing a heightened sense of the fear that has been ‘passed down’ to them for healing, as I am seeing more in sessions lately.
As you draw more light into your BEing, open your heart more, experience yourself more as Divine essence….these ‘darker’ energies are drawn to you. Like moths to a flame…yet not to attack, but rather to receive LOVE from and with you. They are trying to get your attention as they can see that you have something to offer them that may finally put an end to their suffering. Seeing these energies through the eyes of compassion, you can feel then how much pain they are in and operating from.
ALL energies, ALL BEings, want to return back to love again ultimately. When responded to with love and not fear, with compassion not judgement, with curiosity not knowing…..ANY energy can transmute to love again as that is what it actually IS.
Defusing from the parts of you that are scared and the Protective parts that are trying to guard them (a ‘fight or flight’ impulse reaction) helps to open up your heart space to move into your ambassador of love essence in any situation. The new heroes and heroines of New Gaia will just BE this energy of love ambassador. This will be a crucial energy to assist with the grand awakening that is coming and the process of disclosure of more lower 4D realities that will be difficult for many souls previously anchored to 3D consciousness to digest.
This becoming of a love ambassador starts from within…seeing and feeling how these energies that you are drawing are parts and aspect of yourself or fragments from your Metasoul/Higher Self in shadow…wanting to move into the light of love again.
Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector, a good place to start in getting some space from the reaction of fighting that is an ingrained impulse in 3D and helping it to transform to loving guide:
Divine Mother energies (esp. Mother Mary) help you to embody these compassionate and forgiving energies in your heart. Here is a guided meditation with me and Kalayna Colibri to connect with faces of the Divine Mother:
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