You think you are seeking love, which is actually part of your avoidance of love. But, Love is out seeking you. The deal is: can you show up for it? Can you let yourself be found by love?
Wayne – Good Morning, Yeshua.
Yeshua – Hey, Wayne. I’ve missed you.
W – Really?
Y – Hey man, I don’t get many takers for what I have to offer. Most can’t take in the message even if they feel they want it.
W – So what is your central message, Yeshua? I’ve been focusing on your message about currency lately, but is there something else you feel is more urgent or needed?
Y – My central message has always been that you are sacred. You are inescapably and hopelessly a part of the Divine. People get excited about me, but what gets me excited is them and their potential, their awakening to their divinity. But from here, my message flows to what’s current. That’s my current-see.
W – Tell me your current-see.
Y – The entire world has entered a huge birth canal in the midst of a great dying. If you can locate yourself as a sacred part of this reality, then you can find meaning and value and safety in the midst of the deepest and swiftest changes humanity has ever collectively witnessed.
W – This is so much more than I bargained for, part of me wants to say…
Y – I get that, and it’s your job to hold that part of you, because how you hold that part of you determines if you are part of what’s being born or a part of what is dying.
W – You get so serious, so fast, Yeshua.
Y – I’m not as serious as I sound actually, in the way you tend to hold seriousness. Death is, in the big picture, in my picture, all a part of life, all too often though with unnecessary suffering. But suffering isn’t something to avoid. Suffering is something to go through. Suffering isn’t suffering.
W – Suffering isn’t suffering???
Y – Not in the way you’ve related to it. Suffering is movement, not static, unmoveable pain. People who avoid their suffering are of all men, most miserable.
W – I like that. That really feels like a guiding light piece, Yeshua. Find the courage to feel our suffering and be moved by it, be changed by it, see where it takes us.
Y – Suffering as part of your personal currency, your personal power. To suffer is to surrender to the birth, not to enter immovable pain.
W – So then, why are we afraid of our own power?
Y – Your own power always takes you to new places. It’s natural for you to be unsure of the new place. It is a fearful thing to complete a life or a phase of life and enter a new one.
W – So we try and settle for the appearance of a static world, where things don’t change.
Y – And all of that energy only serves to propel the changes even faster. You are in life. You chose it. You chose change. That’s baked in the cake. Whether you enjoy this cake or not has to do with how you relate to it.
W – I know I sure want to feel more at home in this great change. Parts of me definitely feel anxious about the outcome.
Y – You can’t BE in the outcome though, so you can’t experience love and true security when you are not present in the moment. It’s in the moment, as in right now and in right now only that you can feel loved and held. Then from there, you can feel secure in knowing that whatever the future brings, you will access love when you get there. Does that help?
W – Yeah,…so when I’m out of the moment, where am I?
Y – You have placed yourself temporarily out of the experience of love’s reach, where pain doesn’t have any traction to move or take you somewhere.
W – So then, I’m actually more afraid of having love than I am afraid of not having it.
Y – People will do anything to escape love, tone it down, manage it, control it.
W – I get that. Now you’ve made curious about what embracing love would look like?
Y – And that my friend, can’t be put into words, it can only be felt.
W – Better felt than telt, the preacher used to say.
Y – Feeling is what makes the world go around.
W – But if you were to try to put it into words, what would you say?
Y – I knew that was coming. I’ll give it a try, as long as you don’t substitute it for the real thing.
W – I’m down with that.
Y – Knowing and feeling love is the point of all life. All of life is a seeking to know love. Even love’s seeming absence and vacuum is giving place to love’s arising. Your cells are programmed for love. You ache for love. You fear love’s loss. You are a love creature. Anytime you can let in love, and lessen your restriction of love’s flow in your heart and life, you experience essence.
W – Letting in love. That’s such a big contrast to the picture that we are out seeking love.
Y – You think you are seeking love, which is actually part of your avoidance of love, but Love is out seeking you. The deal is: can you show up for it? Can you let yourself be found by love?
W – I want to let love find me and never stop finding me.
Y – That’s why you chose to be here at this time. Let your life as you know it now be rooted and grounded in the great death and rebirth. Give what needs to die to the death and what needs to be reborn to the birth. This is the greatest moment of opportunity that humanity has ever witnessed.
W – And our money stuff sorts itself out from there.
Y – Totally. Most of the time, people embrace lesser challenges as a way to hide their hiding from love. But when you let yourself be found by love, everything you create and give energy to is transformed by love’s lodging in you.
W – I get now why I need days between our conversations. You’re a lot to take in.
Y – Just lessen up some on hiding from love, and you should be fine.
W – I’m gonna test drive that today.
Y – Give it a whirl, man. Love and feeling is what makes the world go around.
W – Thanks again, Yeshua.
Y – My god! You’re so welcome!
In this blog series, Ending The Money Madness, Wayne Vriend shares his unedited and vulnerable journal conversation with Yeshua, who he experiences as an ascended teacher energy available to everyone.These blogs offer an exploration of money, what it is, how to relate to it, the financial collapse and transition to yin-based currency, the false self system created around money, etc. Visit www.soulfullheart.com for more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life and read 90 Days With Yeshua: Modern Message From An Ascended Teacher for more enlightening conversations between Wayne and Yeshua.