Invite To Our 12:12 Christ Magdalene Portal Group Call on Sunday, December 11th (video) w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this brief video, Raphael and I share about our upcoming 12:12 Christ Magdalene group call over zoom this Sunday, December 11th at 5:00/17:00pm WET/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. We’ve held this call for the last few years at this time of year and it always offers this warm, soul family reunion kind of vibe to it. Comforting and yet activating as well. A Christ-mas gift to yourself??

In this two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, December 11th, we will offer an activation to connect you with the 12:12 and Christ Magdalene energies. We will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the 12:12 portal. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this time. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

Yeshua and Mary Magdalene will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/Euros is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend via email and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into these 12:12/Winter Solstice/Christ Magdalene energies!

More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love,

Raphael and Jelelle

12:12 Christ Magdalene Portal Group Call on Sunday, December 11th w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

December 12 (12:12) is a powerful number sequence that offers an upgrade experience into your higher consciousness of growth, abundance, and joy. The 12:12 portal supports the manifestation/alchemy of our desires/dreams (symbolized by the 1) coming into harmony with our intuition (symbolized by 2). 12:12 opens up an intuitive bridge for us to really feel what our deepest desires are as connected to our soul purpose here and expression of our Divine Self. It allows you to feel what parts of you or your soul aspects are stuck in suffering loops from undigested this-life trauma or karma from other lifetimes. You can then invite these parts/aspects into the light of your love and heart space.

​12:12 also provides a strong influx of Christ and Magdalene Consciousness codes throughout all of December, the Winter Solstice and Christmas. Christ Magdalene codes offer sacred union, Divine embodiment, peace/love ambassador activations and more at a phase in humanity’s ascension when they are very needed! The seeding of our 5D New Earth timeline occurred during the Christ/Magdalene lifetime and we can water these seeds from within in a more powerful way during this time.

​In a two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, December 11th at 5:00/17:00pm WET/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators and sacred union mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen will offer an activation to connect you with the 12:12 and Christ Magdalene energies. We will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them. We will also share about how our SoulFullHeart process can serve to allow for more integration, digestion, and receiving of these energies.

​These December group calls over the years have been quite powerful and touching, helping to digest the ‘holiday season’ and experience Christ codes at a higher yet intimate level!

​In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the 12:12 portal. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this time. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

​Yeshua and Mary Magdalene will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

​You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 USD/Euros is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. We also use Wise money transfer service, contact us if you’d like to learn how to easily set up an account.

More info at soulfullheart.org/events

Gifts Of Connecting With Your Inner Teenager

By Jelelle Awen

Your Inner Teenager is the part of you representing the phase and stage after childhood and before adulthood, usually between 11 and 18 years old, although that can vary. This is a very important period of life as it is very often when awakening is happening on a Metasoul level with timelines starting to bleed-through into your reality. In many timelines, the teenager phase of life is honored as a sacred time of initiation. It is recognized in these other lifetimes that you are in, as the beginning stages of becoming/identifying your soul gift expressions and purpose. In many timelines, the community provided support for the teenager to mature into that expression.

However, in our 3D modern era, for teenagers, there isn’t usually initiation, honoring, and training in how to follow their soul’s purpose or any recognition of it. Instead, 3D culture overlooks teenagers and often judges them harshly. Instead of receiving initiation in all areas of life around relationships, sexuality, spirituality, and passion purpose, your Inner Teenager received, most likely, invalidation in all these areas. Deep 3D-based conditioning just serves to feed and amplify growing fears, dualities, insecurities, and polarizations inside of them.

The Inner Teenager is often hanging out in the sanctuary of their teenage bedroom and can be connected with there. Your Inner Teenager is often stuck there with strong feelings of angst, depression, even suicidal feelings of not wanting to be on this planet and in their birth families anymore. Instead of a healthy phase of individuating from birth family, there is often push-pull, over attachment, and other unhealthy dynamics experienced by our inner teens. They are hiding from the family dynamics, yet there can be both longing for connection and pushing away from the family vibe at the same time. So often the teenager is torn between the necessity of bonding with their birth family for their very survival and a growing sense of dissonance and lack of resonance.

There seem to be two kinds of ways that this expresses in an Inner Teenager during this very challenging phase of life. Either as overt rebellion and acting out in behaviors that are not approved of; or in nearly complete-seeming acceptance and conformity to the family. In the case of rebellion, more inner truth and empowerment is able to be expressed, even if it isn’t always in healthy ways. When there has been conformity, a conforming 3D Self (almost like a robot self) is created to fit in and the rebellious and angry part of the Inner Teenager is usually hidden away in the shadows.

I have discovered that the Inner Teenager is the part of us that is often responsible for our social interface in life, even as adults. They are stuck in the trauma they experienced in social interactions and haven’t been able to mature beyond it until we connect with them and help them heal. It is often the Inner Teenager’s energy that is leading in romantic relationships, which is why so many of them can be dysfunctional and not as mature in transaction. This isn’t the fault of our Inner Teenager yet rather a reflection of where they haven’t yet matured in their expression of relationality with others.

So much intense rage, depression, and anxiety can be bleeding through from other lifetimes/timelines into your Inner Teenager’s reality. Your soul is starting to awaken and there is more coming through. The veil may be thinner during this time and there is not as much protection being provided by the Inner Protector to keep it out. Later on in adulthood, the Inner Protector and the Gatekeeper are able to create a stronger veil around your 3D Self using layers of densities from undigested traumas.

Connecting with your Inner Teenager in a conscious way allows them to receive the initiations and individuation that they most need in order to mature in all areas of life. By receiving a bridge to you in your current maturity, they are able to receive a template for who they will become and what their potential is. Like a visit with their ‘future self’ in the form of a loving mentor, they finally receive what they have most been needing and longing for.

Going into the world of our Inner Teenager brings us closer to the passion, imagination, and creativity we had to set aside for various reasons as we became adults. It is about feeling the loss of innocence that led us to so much serious, repressed, and conforming expression. They are the bridge from our youth to our maturity. They are truly seers of new worlds. Healing our Inner Teenager brings a new vision of life that has technicolor rad-ness and infinite vision. It brings a joy and lightness that seeks to learn and have fun at the same time.

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Excerpt From my book Free To Be 5D about the Inner Teenager, with links to purchase as audio, print, ebook, and PDF at soulfullheart.org/books

Raphael and I will be exploring the world of the inner teenager in our group call coming up this Sunday, November 13th at 5:00pm GMT/London/Lisbon…Noon EST. We will also offer a guided meditation to connect with your inner teenager, deepen the healing between you, opening up the bond there that is just ‘waiting’ for you. More info to offer donation to attend at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions or https://www.facebook.com/events/844061516750636.

You can offer donation ($11/$15 USD/Euros is the usual amount) via our soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal.me/jelelleawen. If you offer donation via paypal, please include your email.

Here is a guided meditation video to begin the connection to your inner teenager; https://youtu.be/5CMVBgzFypI

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call/in person events in Portugal, writing/videos and more at soulfullheart.org

Shadow Exploration: SoulFullHeart Livestream Recording (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on October 26th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen explore the shadow and how it expresses in your life through suppressed/disowned feelings, parts and aspects. This is especially triggered during the current eclipse window and Halloween/Samhain passage.

We share about our experiences with Shadow exploration and how our SoulFullHeart healing process responds and bridges to whatever energies are in shadow with the light of love. We also offer a guided meditation to connect with a part/aspect/feeling in shadow through a brief visualization journey and bring in illumination/light/love to begin a bridging to them.

We welcome your questions and comments, even after the livestream here on this post. And your sharings of what you experience during the meditation as well!

My women’s group call with Kasha exploring the shadow feminine is on Sunday, October 30th at 5:00pm Lisbon/London- 1:00pm EDT. You can join by donation with more info at ttp://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Here is the popular shadow guided meditation video with me that I mentioned:

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments. You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Allowing the Waves of Grief

By Raianna Shai

Grief is a much bigger part of our lives and our emotional bodies than I think we realize. We don’t just grieve passed loved ones or the end of relationships. We grieve old versions of ourselves, nostalgic places, past habits, other lifetimes, the state of the world – really anything that is coming to an end. It’s also one of the most complicated and pushed away emotions we can have as humans.

It’s deep, existential, nonlinear and shows up when we least expect it. Everyone I know who has experienced the deepest versions of grief have described it as coming in waves. It crashes over you and suddenly you feel like you’re drowning. One day you’re the happiest you’ve been in a long time and the next you’re weighed down with an intense heaviness.

I know that grief is not exactly easy to feel but I also know what happens when it’s left unfelt. It harms us in our physically bodies through different aches and illnesses, it causes us to push down any emotion that comes up in fear that it will uncap all of the unfelt grief we’ve left bottled up and it can keep us from connecting to the deeper parts of ourselves that are beyond the grief.

Grief is deep but it does have another side. It is tender, real and honest. It shows us what we really care about and where our deepest fears and desires lie. It shows us so much truth and if truly allowed to come to the surface when it needs to – it can help us love deeper, trust more easily and stay current with every new emotion.

This has been the biggest emotion that I’ve felt this last month and though it’s been painful, it’s also taught me so much about myself and all the varied and important parts of me. It’s shown me that I can feel 50 emotions in one breath, 100 thoughts in each tear that falls from my eyes, a depth so vast it feels like I’ll never feel anything else.

And then I do. I keep moving, keep feeling, keep letting myself dive into this well of despair and come back out feeling even closer to these parts inside of me. Letting go of every hope and dream I’ve had and making way for new ones. In allowing these feelings to surface, I’m telling these parts of me that they are valid, real and loved. And that is where the healing really happens.

Pictured is me feeling real grief during a recent group circle with SoulFullHeart. The community support and love was huge for allowing myself to go to these depths

Love,
Raianna Shai

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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer of the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Owning The Dark And The Light Within

By  Raphael Awen

Men Of The Soulfire.

We’re being asked to take a formidable journey.

This journey is one that most wouldn’t even come near considering.

This journey is to go within and uncover every part or aspect of us that is suppressed or hidden in some way, having been forced to take up residence in the back alleys and dark side streets of our consciousness.

It’s much more appealing to take a journey of some kind that is external to us and that will give awards for the service and care of others.

These aspects of our soul and suppressed parts of the self are not difficult to find. They are becoming more and more outed and visible every day. The difficult part is finding the courage to own that THIS IS YOU.

Giving a homeless person some spare change feels good and acknowledges that ‘were it not for the grace of God, there go I’, but what we’re being invited to feel is something quite different from that.

This homeless person before you is you.

The homeless consciousness that bulges in our cities also lives within each of us. It is the entire declaration of literally one half of our being to be evil, wrong or unwanted in some way.

You don’t go on for too long before that disowned reality takes the life of the host.

Which brings us back to the majority who are not yet capable of taking this inward journey of reclamation, reconciliation, and restoration.

When you are unwilling to bridge your light and your darkness, you go against the grain of your soul. The soul is here to awaken to the duality of light and dark that it finds itself in. When that purpose is thwarted or postponed in this dimension, the soul wants to go back to the light to regroup, and the soul by necessity must take the body with it, as they are the same thing in different expressions.

We see this on maybe the grandest scale yet with the very understandable denial of those that signed up to be a part of the experimental medical trials of the past two years. I feel that this is all a very telling manifestation of the disowned parts of us, collectively and personally that wanted to leave the planet and the human experience sooner than later.

The awakening masses want to out the blame onto the dark evil drug companies who are controlled by dark evil agendas and elites bent on unspeakable evil, again understandably so…

But a deeper understanding is that all of both light and dark, what we went on to be sure and label as good and evil, ALL was birthed out of oneness source.

Love picks up the tab for it all.

Now we see not only WHY but WHO is asking us to take this journey within. It is your soul as divine expression that wants to know itself and be reconciled to itself in the deepest dualities that it created.

The darkness is you, and therein you will find your deepest reconciliation to life and love itself.

There is no other real path for relief. There is no other awakening from the nightmare. The glorious light that you are can only be found and known as you equally embrace the darkness within.

Jelelle Awen and I want to speak to, feel and transmit some more of this reconciliation in today’s livestream. Would you join us if you can? I’ll put the details in the comments below. 💚🌹🏄🏻‍♂️🙏🏻

Much love to you and your courageous journey,

~ R ~

SoulFullHeart.org/Soulfire

#raphaelsphotonics

(This pic was taken at a park on the southern tip of Vancouver Island, BC – showing off it’s Lemurian heritage and New Lemurian aspirations)

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a virtual gathering place for community engagement, exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal here: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/ for a monthly subscription of $22.22 USD

Sovereignty Within

By  Raphael Awen

Men Of The SoulFire.

It is your birthright as an individual, as a fractal/template of the Divine to be your own SOVEREIGN FREE WILL BEING that lives by your free will, meaning you do what you want, when you want and how you want, for the highest expression and benefit of everyone and everything in your life.

Essentially, whether we realize it or not, all of us are already expressing as this NOW, and always have been, even if we don’t know it yet, even if we learned to play small and victim to the powers that we perceive and that we authorized to be over us! This is one form/expression of our free will and sovereignty configuration, albeit at a low frequency.

Giving away our power, to others that we allow to dominate over us, whether consciously or unconsciously, is the only way an other can have any power over us. All authority only and ever arises from the individual, and is limited to that individual’s domain of influence. There is no other source from which power can arise, nor is there any such thing as true authority OVER an other. Presumed authority over an other is illegitimate and has no grounding in the higher heart of the universe. This bully kind of false expression of power uses a kind of dark magic manipulation of illusion, presumption and dominance of the free will of both the perpetrator and the victim.

In the higher heart way of the universe, the way of pure love, the sovereign individual expresses in a similar way as source consciousness itself, where all things arise from the free will power and essence of that mystery source energy that underlies, templates and fills all things, and is directed to the well being and thriving of all involved.

All of this means many different things, but the key one we are invited to focus on is that YOUR LIFE AS IT EXISTS/EXPRESSES TODAY IS YOUR CREATION.

That’s a lot to take responsibility for and can make for a lot of shame triggers if there are things in our lives that we regret or lament, as we all do at different times and situations. But this power and responsibility is a double edged sword, for it can also be (AND IS) your hope of deep and profound change at the core of your being.

This awakening to and responsibility for your true power is a deep remembrance of your divine essence, one that took many lifetimes to remember, piece by piece, experience by experience. We are learning to cease from the dynamics where we forfeit our power to any other that we’ve projected onto as having power over us, including governments, pharmaceutical ‘experts’, friends and family, spiritual teachers, and even to false Gods.

We find that we don’t need to ‘take back our power’ as much as we realize our power simply by no longer giving it away. Our power becomes ‘re-homed’ in us.

Learning how to express as a sovereign being is something that only occurs in relationships and circumstances involving others, be it a friendship, a family, or a member of a community of any kind. Sovereignty implies community (a relationship to others) as it’s impossible to be an individual without existing in some form of community as they are part and parcel of the same thing.

Sovereignty operates where one accepts the full authority and responsibility for their lives in relationship to all others in their lives as their birthright and divine blueprint as an individual.

So then, a sovereign being is one who possesses the power to act as their own supreme or ultimate power in any and all relationships.

Even if you choose to comply with a governmental law or edict, fearing reprisal for non-compliance, you come to realize that that is only and ever and always your choice that is at play, your power in action. You’re the one doing the choosing for your own reasons. This realization alone makes for a deep beginning of life changes and choice points that transmutes the fears underlying your relationships with others.

Doesn’t that sound juicy? It does to me! Sign me up for some more of THAT please!

So HOW then does one go about practically realizing and embodying this personal sovereignty more and more?

This change of your relationship to your true sovereignty is a core shift that begins an inner transformation of the power dynamics that have been occurring INSIDE OF YOU, FROM ONE PART OF YOU TO ANOTHER. From there, it naturally flows to your outward relationships with all of life.

No other will own your new found freedom or be able to dictate your relationship to it! This is a pearl of great price that you can never lose.

Gabriel Amara and myself are hosting a men’s group call on this subject on Sunday, November 27th that will lead you through the discovery of an inner reality, a ‘you to you’ reality where different parts of you are playing both ruler and subject separately. This can make for a polarized tyrant and victim dynamics held on the inside between parts of you that have not known anything else. We will introduce you to the process and experience of showing up for these parts of you, how to begin bridging to them, their realities. From that, you can discover how with deepening relationship to these parts of you, you literally transform the ground you walk on. And again, all of this FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

(The Men’s Group Call event listing details will be updated in the comments below soon – Gabriel and I welcome you to attend!)

Much love and sacred transformation within and without, Raphael.

The pic above, Gabriel and I, was at The Abbey in Glastonbury, UK, at the burial site of King Arthur’s Tomb, on All-Hallows eve, 2020.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a virtual gathering place for community engagement, exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal here: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/ for a monthly subscription of $22.22 USD

Energy Update: Eclipse Passage & Samhain/Halloween Offers Shadow Exploration

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: An eclipse passage is opening up…with a partial solar eclipse tomorrow October 25, 2022 with those of us in Europe and in the Middle East getting the best views of it. And with a corresponding total lunar eclipse (my favorite) happening on November 7th-8th and best seen in Western U.S. and the Pacific.

Eclipse passages are often catalytic times, mostly internal although sometimes external too, with big shifts and movements happening during them. The intersection of Gaia (ascending feminine), the sun (sacred masculine) and the moon (Sacred feminine in her pure essence rather than hijacked expression) provides a powerful balancing blend of energies that can shift us out of trajectories, stuck patterns, and routines.

This eclipse passage is also occurring during Halloween, Samhain, All Saint’s Eve….and along with the profound lifting of veils that thin out during this time between dimensions. Access to deeper places within your emotional body and unconscious become available, along with channeling/connection to your soul field, the astral plane, galactic connection, and higher dimensions.

Shadow aspects ‘show’ themselves in interesting ways during this time through reactions, triggers, and even strange or unusual behaviors. Timelines and lifetimes bleed through (esp those with dramatic or traumatic endings and experiences) during dream space and strange dreams even nightmares come through. This is also amplified by Matrix energies of horror movies, violence, ‘dark’ and evil costumes etc.

It can be an unsettling time, where it feels uneasy and uncomfortable to be in your life and be you. Sudden conflicts and messy outbursts in relationships (esp. counterparts and twins) may bubble up during this time….and esp in relationships under already strain from the great bifurcation happening the last few years. What is in ‘shadow’ is so often the rage, the disagreement, the TRUTH that has been judged as not acceptable to others.

While it can be an uneasy thing to feel these previously suppressed energies coming out, it is also a good thing, a relieving movement, a cathartic release. Being with and connecting with directly the part of you or soul aspect that is feeling, expressing, reacting can be hugely helpful during this time.

Allowing becomes the energy that produces movement and leads to clarities and integration. All this passion needs to land in your heart. You can always ‘clean it up’ afterwards and apologize as needed if harm is truly done (esp from within or in relationship.) Yet, often womb roars and hara rumbles are needed in our lives at times to clear out what is no longer serving us.

Embracing the shadow, the darkness within…and still feeling our own goodness, light, and purity becomes possible as we allow and embrace and connect directly with ALL the complex energies within us and in our soul field.

Much love to you as we move through this shadow passage,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will share about shadow exploration and offer a guided meditation during our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream here on FB on Wednesday at 5pm UK/Portugal…12:00pm EDT. You can watch live and ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording after. https://www.facebook.com/events/554834153069748

Kasha and I will explore the shadow energies within the feminine during our women’s group call over zoom on the day before Halloween and during this eclipse passage…. Sunday, October 30th at 5:00pm UK/Portugal/1:00pm EDT….hope you can join us by donation via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen (usual is around 11-15 euros/USD). You can join us live or take in the recording. More info at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Info about free intros and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators for support, access, and connecting during this passage at soulfullheart.org/sessions

You can watch the solar eclipse which occurs at the times below (all UTC/Greenwich time): https://youtu.be/j31icwnZBi4

Partial eclipse begin – 09:52

Maximum Eclipse – 11:07

Partial eclipse end – 12:18

Digestion of Group Healing Weekend & Upcoming Virtual and In-person Events

By Jelelle Awen

Feeling so blessed to meet together as a community for our monthly healing group here in Portugal over the last two days. Raphael and I led two sound healing sessions with our crystal sound healing bowls with light language singing and activation for all. I also debuted my very beginning handpan playing and first soul melody that is coming through! We also did some of our I am…., You are…., We are….. recodings together with each of us contributing one. Everything from I am butter (lol) to I am whole.

It was our usual range of laughs (including learning new cuss words in German!) and tears (such deep and vulnerable processes with tender parts/aspects)! In this intentional space together, we form a healing merkabah that deepens and seeds a new transparent and vulnerable intimacy with self and others.

I feel a deep sense of honor that I get to respond, co-lead, co-create and BE in this seeding with these amazing souls. The SoulFullHeart community vision ‘for the future’ of being in harmony and flow with the land and healing structures/housing that we will create together is becoming clearer for me. Lots of leadership activations going on for me and Raphael, as he also feels SoulFire coming through, a SoulFullHeart offering with Gabriel for men with virtual/in person groups, sessions and more.

I am brought to NuMu and into the geodesic healing dome space there often in meditation now to receive guidance and support from my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect/Guide Ruma and Anna of the Magdalenes. Feeling myself already in the leadership of it, the formation of it, and the reality of it as a ‘given’…and now it is being in the magical and mysterious unfolding of the how NuMu (new lemuria) community will continue to manifest. I keep being shown 100 souls joining us there eventually in different proximities, which seems like quite a leap from 7 of us now…yet the beginnings are as sacred as the peaks.

There is more about our story and vision at soulfullheart.org/about

These weekends offer a taste of this NuMu community in the now….a way of being and responding that is present, in the moment, organic and in flow. And, most of all, FEELING each other and ourselves as we share.

We have virtual and in-person events coming up for the end of October and November (and December) if you feel drawn to join us in whatever ways this speaks to your soul of your own remembrance and reunion.

Upcoming events (most listed on soulfullheart.org/events with postings of them all there coming soon):

SoulFullHeart Livestream here on FB- Wednesday, October 26th about shadow exploration/work from the SoulFullHeart perspective and process. At 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time plus recording available after here on the blog and our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel

Shadow Feminine Exploration Women’s Group Call with me and Kasha on October 30th (day before Halloween!) at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT. More info to offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Inner Teenager Connection Group Call with Raphael and I on November, 13th at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT by donation. More info coming soon.

Intro To SoulFullHeart Guided Meditation Circle – here in Coja, Portugal at 5:00pm to 7:00pm on Sunday, November 20th. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events

Inner Daughter Connection Women’s Group call over zoom with Kasha and me on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk. More info soon

Men’s Group Call over zoom with Raphael and Gabriel on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time. More info soon

Winter Solstice 5 Day Gathering in Coja, Portugal from December 17th through December 21st. More info at soulfullheart.org/events

I am home. You are home. We are home!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Men Of The SoulFire: The Power In Your Choosing

By  Raphael Awen

Men Of The Soulfire.

You often begin a journey having more clarity about something that is no longer you, than you have of a knowing of what exactly IS you, of what it is that you actually want.

You’re outgrowing a container. It’s becoming increasingly uncomfortable.

Following this guidance of completing, letting go, admitting to yourself and in turn your world around you, what it is that you no longer wish to be a part of, you are eventually led to more understanding and participation of just what it is that you truly want and need.

The word ‘eventually’ is key here, because as you come to these negative realizations and admissions, both negating and validating the things that once served you, but are now completing, making real their completions, EVENTS synchronize with your choices and assist in the completion.

You activate the super intelligence that undergirds all things to engage with you to a higher interactive degree.

It’s very often a close relationship that’s ending, or a career, or a geography, or maybe a number of more subtle things cumulating and culminating inside of you.

Life awaits patiently your leadership of simple admission. The container shifting begins here.

Yet life also marches on even as it extends patience to you. Opportunity after opportunity can be refused, leaving you with backed up energy moving inside of you, creating dis-ease in the body, heart and soul.

Something has to give and something will give, again, ’eventually’.

Your power comes into play here as a key player in these events. Avoidance inevitably accumulates suffering, whereas embracement of change leads to empowerment.

Empowered Men are of a different heart and soul caliber because they intuitively know and feel that their lives are the ground of their true growth. They know their responses are like swordsmanship, cutting away what no longer serves, clearing away and making room for what wants to come, but doing no harm in the process.

One such grand culmination occurred for me in 2005. The height of the drama was a rather quiet, but utterly life changing admission to my world around me, at the age of 44 that I no longer held Jesus as my personal saviour, leaving behind a life spent in Christianity. This resulted in the dissolution of my total social world, including a 23 year marriage; relationship with daughters, and extended family.

Many other choice points have come and gone since and continue to come.

I’ve gone on to find my calling and joy in assisting other men in leading their sacred choices and lives, and then in turn providing a nexus point of community and shared experience with these men.

Men of the Soulfire.

I would like to offer myself and Gabriel Amara as a resource for engagement. Follow us here. Ask either of us for a free intro into 1:1 SoulFullHeart Soulfire Sessions for Men. More here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

Find out more about SoulFire on our brand new web page: http://soulfullheart.org/soulfire

And there’s an upcoming Men’s Group Call over zoom on Sunday, November 27 at 5 pm London Time (a ways away, but I want to invite you early) about ‘Sovereignty In Community’. Details to come soon.

Thank you for being here.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

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