The money of anonymity, which is what your fiat currencies are, are designed that way. They are a university in falseness. You don’t need to know the person or entity you are transacting with because the money is sacred over knowing and feeling the real intentions of the person, or their real needs. This is the currency of not being known. Incognito. I don’t ever care to need or know you. I’ve paid you, or, you need to pay me, end of story. It fundamentally denies our interconnectedness and our being. I’d say that’s pretty false to what a human being is.
Wayne – Good Morning again, Yeshua.
Yeshua – Good Morning, Wayne, what’s up? I can always tell when something is up.
W – I was feeling how our money that we claim makes the world go around actually is what makes a very false world go around…
Y – Now, I know that hasn’t dawned on you just now. What’s pressing you about it now?
W – I’m feeling that how we bow and serve our money needs in the world is like entering a university and getting a degree in being a false self.
Y – Now, that’s a strong statement. I think the readers are going to need a little more convincing to jump on board with that one…
W – If that’s the worthy goal here…
Y – Keep going, I’m liking the sound of this.
W – Well, for someone who is not feeling or wrestling with any sense of falseness in themselves around their participation in the money world, I don’t really want the task of convincing them.
Y – So then what’s the point of publishing this dialogue?
W – You’re playing dumb right now, aren’t you?
Y – Me? … Okay, I’m just questing with the questions, Wayne. Probing, seeking, to get to the bottom of things.
W – Actually Yeshua, you’re naming a push-pull inside of me. I like to patiently teach for a while and then when I feel people’s resistance and disinterest to their own healing, especially the folks who claim to want healing, I’d like to scream. People had you sized up for being a patient teacher back in your day, but then again, you could be just plain confrontive of people too. I’m at a point of needing some help. I know this ties into money too.
Y – What if you’ve just come up against a layer of your own falseness?
W – See what I mean about you being confrontive?
Y – Confrontive, yes, but not mean.
W – Thank you. I feel that. I do feel my participation in the realm of earning a living as a painter has fostered in me a politeness, a reasonableness, a trustworthiness, and a functionality picture that was designed to work, more than it was to bring my honest feelings to the situation. It wasn’t about being transparent. It was about being liked and gaining the advantage, and depositing the check. And, yes, that feels like a layer of falseness to me today that I’m getting really close to being done with.
Y – The money of anonymity, which is what your fiat currencies are, are designed that way. They are a university in falseness. You don’t need to know the person or entity you are transacting with because the money is sacred over knowing and feeling the real intentions of the person, or their real needs. This is the currency of not being known. Incognito. I don’t ever care to need or know you. I’ve paid you, or, you need to pay me, end of story. It fundamentally denies our interconnectedness and our being. I’d say that’s pretty false to what a human being is.
W – Well, I agree, but what if I bring some deeper sentiments to the exchange, some more care and love?
Y – That’s what made this stinking system bearable for as long as it has, but it still stinks, and it still is at root for most people’s falseness in the world.
W – Fiat Currency is at root for most people’s falseness in the world…
Y – That’s what I said. Your money system breeds falseness.
W – What is the falseness we are referring to?
Y – You tell me.
W – I’d say it has to do with the acceptable form of lying we are given to every day in our society where we conceal what we are really feeling or needing in any given situation and offer some other face on the situation.
Y – And why would anyone do such a thing?
W – Because they are convinced that is the way to get their needs met.
Y – And how is it working?
W – Well, it was working sort of fine, but only while we kept much deeper needs of ours off of our radar. The need to be real. The need to offer our deepest gifts in the world and be in exchange for that. The need to be human instead of a cog in a false system that enriches others with a false enrichment at the expense of ourselves and the planet. It’s a big subconscious shit pile that I hope to God is nearing the end of its life cycle.
Y – I love you.
W – Why?
Y – For lots of reasons, but in this moment. I love you for calling a spade a spade.
W – Thank you.
Y – See that. We exchanged some truth. Real needs were met, and we both were added to, not taken away from.
W – I like that. I’d like to get on with more of that in my money dealings world.
Y – Was that a request for advice?
W – Yes.
Y – Why didn’t you just ask?
W – Sometimes you don’t like questions blocking feeling.
Y – That was yesterday. Today, I don’t like the lack of questions blocking feeling.
W – Good, yes, I’d love some advice. I’ve got some practical learning to do in this domain that feels like it’s gonna get real tense if I don’t.
Y – Okay, so here’s my advice. Take whatever situation involving money, or an exchange of currency of any kind, it could be an exchange of words, and feel where you feel a fear pressure to hide what you are really wanting or needing in the exchange. See if you can pause the exchange in real time long enough to bring your truth, quandary or question or need into the picture, into the decision, into the exchange. This raises the frequency big time to the exchange and invites the other involved to meet you there, to transact with you on that level.
W – And what if they can’t find their own courage to participate in the transparency?
Y – Well, you have still raised your frequency from fear to abundance and that by itself is huge. You haven’t harmed or diminished yourself by how you approached the transaction. Remember, any harm being done to another person always involves harm to yourself. But, what you may find, and this is cool to watch, is that your courage and its overflow can spark a courage response in them to follow your lead, if they’re ready for that. They’re going to need to do their own homework to follow that through ultimately, but they can get a boost from you to get them started.
W – You should write an advice column.
Y – How’s this landing in you?
W – It feels really big inside of me in one way, and a formidable challenge, and yet it might just be a natural not so big next step too. One of those ‘both are true’ situations. When I pretend or conceal my truth in some way that has a basis in fear, I pave over some genuine need in that moment and feel diminished and malnourished as a result. I didn’t actually get what I really needed. I kept some of my most basic needs out of the picture, like my need to not hide.
Y – Can you imagine the world you’ll create going forward just test driving this more and more?
W – More steps out of the jungle.
Y – Yes and so much more. You’d move from earning a dying to earning a real living. And this living wouldn’t be limited to your survival needs of shelter and food, but your thrival needs of being seen and truly seeing others.
W – And the earning wouldn’t be work, but energized play.
Y – Totally.
W – You really think my food and shelter needs can get met this way? Part of me still finds this unbelievable.
Y – Really?
W – Well, it must be, Yeshua, or I wouldn’t be struggling with this lesson…
Y – Fair enough, but don’t be too hard on yourself. Trusting abundance is one of those never graduating classes. It’s infinite learning. All you can do is work on letting it in more and more.
W – That’s what’s up for me today. Thanks again, Yeshua.
Y – You’re always welcome.
In this blog series, Ending The Money Madness, Wayne Vriend shares his unedited and vulnerable journal conversation with Yeshua, who he experiences as an ascended teacher energy available to everyone.These blogs offer an exploration of money, what it is, how to relate to it, the financial collapse and transition to yin-based currency, the false self system created around money, etc. Visit www.soulfullheart.com for more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life and read 90 Days With Yeshua: Modern Message From An Ascended Teacher for more enlightening conversations between Wayne and Yeshua.