My Journey Healing The Healer Inside; Sharing The Vision

By Jelelle Awen


Are you called to serve others? Are you already a space holder, lightworker, healer, teacher? Are you aware of this calling and are still in process of stepping into it?

Raphael shares some vulnerable and transparent words here about what it is like to hold space as a facilitator for our process and way of life called SoulFullHeart. Feeling into this for myself, I can feel to some degree the legacy of healing it has been for me to ‘heal the healer’ inside of myself. I have been serving others in a healing capacity in one form or another for over twenty years, as this was what my soul came here to do. Whether I was a medical assistant working with cancer patients, a small business reporter and editor, a life and business coach, and, eventually, an emoto-spiritual facilitator and teacher….the core desire was to serve other in a way that also served my own growth and learning and healing.

This call to serve others has always pulsed inside of me, like a beacon activated and just waiting to beam out. Through the various forms that this has taken, I have discovered what is ME in this service and most expresses my soul and what is not. I have learned which channels and containers work for me in this expression and which did for a time and then no longer did. I leaned heavily in and became an intense student and teacher of ‘other men’s paradigms’ for several years. I LEARNED so much from this in how to serve, ways to train and mentor others to serve others, what is needed and what is probably not when it comes to serving love WITH and not OVER. This was an intense crucible and, along with about five years of receiving facilitation from others, provided a powerful mirror for me to see and heal and feel my shadow, my 3D self, my Inner protectors, my inner child, and all the other aspects of heart and soul that have come up over the years.

What I really learned and discovered was that I was called to co-create and lead my OWN offering, an assimilation of all this learning I had taken in from those I allowed to be my teachers and leaders for a phase of time. I am, at my core, a visionary, so my vision extends much beyond the present NOW and can feel multiple timeline possibilities at once. All of this experience and vision comes forward now, in this phase for me where I am drawing more and more women to serve sessions through SoulFullHeart. I feel more and more a state of ease and just BEing during service….where I am not doing anything other than opening my heart, soul, and mind to respond to the frequency that is most needed. My vision is clear to ‘replace myself’ as a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women (there are only so many women I can serve this way) so that I can focus all my energies on teaching, leading, training, writing, and creating. So, with every session, there is a double vision around serving someone (not as a patient or client, not to fix) where they are now and in need, PLUS holding the sense of their higher self and soul purpose possibility expression as a facilitator through SoulFullHeart.

I feel that more and more healers and healing practitioners and light workers and those that just want to BE these things will be looking for soul family communities to join to express these gifts through. To lean into (without giving up their sovereignty) into something that has been created for them while contributing to it as well. THIS is my vision for SoulFullHeart and always has been, a network of SoulFullHeart communities all over the world with SoulFullHeart teachers and facilitators running them. And holding this vision also allows for being in the present now too, feeling what is real in the moment.

What an honor it IS to serve in this way, where love and vulnerability leads, and co-empowerment holds the space. Healthy space holding in SoulFullHeart is def. a co-empowerment energy; a sense that the container space of facilitator and facilitant is a temporary one, and that the SOULS are in exchange with each other on both leading edge and trailing edge ways. If you’d like to experience this energy for yourself and also to possibly BEcome a facilitator someday, visit


Jelelle Awen is an emoto-spiritual teacher, sacred feminine and union facilitator, soul scribe, waySHOWer, galactic love ambassador, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond and an upcoming book to be released on June 1st, Sacred Human, Arising Wonder. Visit for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at

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