Growth beyond the place we inhabit now
comes in wave forms and reshaping of dreams
intentions
and ways of feeling the self
BEYOND the self…
Climbing higher and reaching further
inside
creating a launch pad within an incubator
finding ignition switches in the heart.
A growing UP while expanding OUT
increasing all capacities learned and borrowed and agreed to
taking it all to a fireplace hearth of love
for the inner moments
movements
trials
and triggers
that serve the aching, baking
WAKING way
of relearning-ness
and most importantly…
re-LEAN-ing-ness.
A ledge of fortified former disguises
now un-guiled, not forgotten
spring forth all that’s needed
to fill the new space
created within…
There’s a nest there now
built exquisitely for one
yet with added room for two…
without need for stretching
or pressing
at anything yet immutable.
The new new-ness of you
arising and rising and surprising YOU
brings with it that beautiful opulence of well-tasted sunshine
integrated in the being of your being.
There’s no place it cannot spread now
that love blanket you’ve found tucked away
for it goes and grows and flows and flowers
in ways unknown
yet completely felt
in service of you
and reverence of ALL…
Who is this YOU that shines like the sun
in all its crystalline beauty and bigness?
Who is that Queen, that King
that rises first in your being,
TO your being
before being discovered
in the eyes of others?
WHO does this feel like it could be
even in those darker places of small enclosures
with tightening walls
and a sunless, reactive sky?
The you in there
holding court through storms
tumults and tirades…
THAT you calls forward
the way through it all
with a sanity yet to be fully known
yet one the soul recognizes
to be all its own.
This… this becomes that oversized bedsheet
meant to hold all corners without strain.
THIS is what it means
to be the container of love,
for yourself and selves…
spreading without tearing
becoming bigger in a soft expanse
of gentle holding and soothing balms.
The moment this begins
all power in your inner world
gathers and offers itself
as a reality beyond weapons
chaos
craziness
and a stable holding of a love
fit for all that is inside you
and all that you desire
and all that is to come…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKtchCiLPNc&feature=youtu.be
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge and healer, writer, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
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