By Jelelle Awen
On this last day of 2017, I already feel ‘complete’ with the previous and so ready for the NEW! Maybe you feel the same way as well? It’s not that 2017 was a bad or difficult year for me. In fact, it was an amazing year of growth, inspiration, and a BIG coming out and sharing of my service of love purpose here. It was a year ago, in December 2016, that I really felt activated around my gifts and the sharing of them. I really connected into the Ascension process and my ‘role’ within it. I was still recovering in some ways from living off-grid and remotely on a ranch here in Mexico with no Internet access and no way to serve others for almost two years. We had moved to town in Puerto Vallarta in July and by December I was settled in here enough to begin really sharing, seeing, and BEing the healer, facilitator, teacher, and Galactic Love Ambassador I signed up to BE here.
In 2017, I wrote and shared over 800 pages of writings, embodying more of my soul scribe gifts on popular Ascension websites, along with publishing two books: Sacred Human, Arising Wonder and Bliss Mess (to be released tomorrow.) I have been honored to meet with more than 40 women (plus Raphael and I are currently working with a couple) this year during SoulFullHeart session space. I co-hosted 25 group calls with Raphael, in which we connected with dozens of people through teachings, leading guided meditations, and taking in their personal sharings with us.
I feel that 2017 was a ‘launch’ year for many of us who have been ‘ahead of the curve’ related to the Ascension, yet have been more private and introverted about it, focused on our own healing and processes. Many of the people I have met with in session space have ‘let go’ of their previous means of serving love in order to go within to heal and feel themselves. Deconstruction and integration of my 3D self, healing of my emotional body, and unification of my Metasoul/other lifetimes has been my priority for many years. This called me too engage in many death and rebirth cycles to ‘clean’ and purify my motives and mature my emotionality rather than grow and draw my offerings.
This cleaning and purification of leadership at the emotional body level is a BIG one going forward for the arising of New Earth consciousness. Emotional immaturity leading to disintegrity and hiding will just not work or draw others anymore. Authenticity, integrity, transparency, desire for collaboration, empowerment for ALL, and a humble sense of high self worth/self love allows for leading without dominance and control (which has so much been the energies of 3D leadership). The Divine Feminine comes in to balance the wounded masculine frequencies in the area of leadership.
It feels like the ‘launch’ continues in 2018, picking up speed and accelerating as the collective disclosure process ramps up. Whatever your personal launch looks like, it will probably be connected to your service of love purpose here with others and taking the next steps toward that manifesting and implementing for you. Making shifts and changes in your life toward that purpose as you take flight into your NEW life in all areas.
The cocoons have been necessary. The cozy caves have been necessary. The lone wolf phases have been necessary. The pulling out and going in has been necessary.
Yet, now and into 2018, you are being called to come out and serve love. The previously cozy nest may now have some thorns. The lone wolf parts of you may really start to want and need the company and community of your soul family tribe. The cocoon may be discarded now, as you are outgrowing it. You can trust more the ground you have created from letting go of so much. You can trust your heart more, and your soul and your Higher Self coming into your body. You can trust the integrity of your heart to lead the way here.
2018 is a year for launching….where do you want to go? Who do you want to BE? What love do you want to serve?
Much love and blessings to you in the NEW year as we co-create New Earth in the NOW!
Join me starting on January 1st for a 33 day video series called Metamorphosis that I will be posting here on this blog. More information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1628422047218903/
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, Divine Feminine and Masculine, emotional body integration through parts work, quantum healing through Metasoul Aspect connection, sacred union, light body transformation, and much more!
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