The Death Of Our Formal Normal

The Rome and Titanic of our former collective institutions, the ones we collectively agree upon to keep them afloat, are all under fire and sinking. Government, health care, education, finance, real estate, defense, economics, supply-chain…the list goes on.

There is an ongoing hospice going on and there are different reactions to it. It is like the stages of grief- denial, anger, negotiation, depression, and acceptance. Where each of us is at means different ways in which we are relating to the current situation. The soul knows what’s up. Our emotional consciousness is just trying to catch up to it all!

This can bring a lot of suffering as well as some feelings of empowerment. Different parts of us come forward to manage the situation the best they know how. The deeper question is what does your soul feel is its truth? Not THE truth, but IT’S truth. It’s genuine sense of what lies underneath all this rumble and rubble.

This may not even apply to the global situation, but rather your own personal and local circumstance. Whatever it is that most impacts your ability to feel the Divine and your own soul. To feel the Eternal Love that holds the space for the drama AND the joy. I am more and more feeling like an outside observer while also feeling the impacts in my Higher Heart on the collective soul.

I am reminded that we are awakening. This process is not a painless one. It is wrought with turbulence and challenges. These are the fodder for our own liberation. They are the initiations that we all signed up for to help steward Gaia back into Her glory state. To re-member ourselves back to our original sacred humanity.

It takes a lot of patience, courage, compassion, and self-focus. It takes support and letting go of all that does not serve that vision. While the external may be in its death throes, your internal is its birth pangs, as long as you give yourself the environment it needs to flourish.
You are held. You are supported. You are the light of what comes next.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Rebooting Human Instincts During This Matrix Peak & Collapse

By Kasha Rokshana

Every time I shift my geography or a life phase itself, I’m doing so with a whole lot in my heart and awareness. I’m choosing what I’m choosing because it feels like a calling. It feels like being true to why my soul has chosen to be here on this planet at this time and it feels like the best and closest Divine alignment I can choose in order to truly live into that.

I feel a shedding of identities and ways of seeing and feeling the world that no longer fit where I’m headed and where I most need to go in my consciousness.

I feel, in every shift really but especially this latest one, that I’m returning to an instinctual way of living. I’m removing, piece by piece and layer by layer, the ‘padding’, if you will, of a life where I could afford to be told what was true, told what I needed, and encouraged strongly to lean into the structures and authorities in place without question or at least not SO many questions and especially ones that are actually about life and death.

What I mean by that, is that I was afforded a luxurious life being born into a country where corruption was well hidden yet also always in open view, more or less, if you knew where to look. I was groomed to be a part of a system that never sat right to me and that parts of me formed in order to interact with and survive in.

I’m not the only one.

The Great Awakening is a peeling back of these layers for all of us, even at different rates. There’s so much to reckon with and recognize. There’s also still SO much to question, perhaps now more than ever, and it’s actually our instinctive selves that are the ones who sniff this out.

It’s our instinct to question and to seek out answers beyond the sleepiness we’ve been accustomed to. The sleepiness of the daily grind, of occasional holidays, of living to work, of saving for the promise of ‘freedom one day’ through ‘retirement’. And now that sleepiness is being counted on by government and medical systems everywhere to bring us to an even deeper slumber through their poisonous means which have actually always been inherently poisonous with many ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ running the show.

If you pause for even a moment and turn off the voices all around and inside of you while simply feeling what’s rumbling through you… you may just begin to tune into that instinct you’ve been told to stuff down since childhood, that you’ve been taught to tame through the education system, and maim as you medicate in the various ways that advertising and Netflix films have taught you to embrace.

‘Fight or flight’ has either been overly active in you through the anxiety parts of you have felt for many years or non-existent because you’ve believed your caregivers/authority figures when they’ve told you that everything is ‘fine’ as long as you ‘follow the rules, pay your taxes, do what you’re told is right by those who should know better than you what that even IS’.

This instinct to question, to run away, to push away, is not wrong now nor has it ever been wrong… it was just trained to go dormant, same as it is for those who have been a part of any ‘high-control cult’ where questioning is out of the question or you will suffer greatly and be gaslighted endlessly.

To return to our instinct and let it be real again is to return to the sacredness of our humanity and to heal the suffering of many years of deep and even dark indoctrination. There’s been goodness too of course and much has been learned, for you wouldn’t be who you are now without these lessons and growth points and now you and we ALL have even more potent ones to walk out.

What I feel in all of this is a mourning and a sobriety but also a lot of hope and trust. If the way things were is falling apart at the seams as we all cast off our heavy blankets and shake off our slumber, we’ll no doubt start seeing the shifts we’ve been craving. If we can let it all fall apart and hold onto to our inner Ark, we have more than just hope… we have the promise of a new day and a new Golden Age which we will usher in together.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Goodbye Avalon, Hello New Earth Mission

Today Kasha and I will be making our last rounds here in Avalon to say good-bye. We will also be spending one last day with our beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle, for at least the next couple of weeks. It has been a wild ride to say the least. So much has been discovered, learned, experienced, healed, and illuminated inside and out.

We have delved into the Magdalene/Avalon/Arthurian/Inner Earth Lemurian timelines, went into deep masculine/feminine polarity and healing, and found ourselves in renewed and stronger relationships with ourselves and each other. There is a solidity of purpose and mission that has come from our time here in the UK.

We nestled in quite comfortably for the winter to go in and wait out the lockdown measures here. As things have opened up since May, there is this expanding awareness that more is yet to come in this C-vid narrative. Portugal has pinged for us as the next place to go to feel into finding sanctuary on the outskirts of this ever-unfolding drama before our eyes.

We are being guided and supported by our Inner Earth brethren/family, as well as Galactic and Magdalene, to weather the storm that has been brewing for the past year and more. There is this guidance to seek a ‘safe haven’ as much as possible, yet that safe-haven really lives inside. It lives in our connection to our higher dimensional essence as it exists in the Here and Now. This is what helps to breathe through each moment and with each new development as it arises.

I feel guided to continue my inner journey of unplugging more thoroughly from the High-Control Matrix System in all areas of life from fake food, mainstream news, social dissonance, compliance, to any form of invasive procedure. The mission is to continue to share my journey, my perspective, and my services to those that they call to and resonate with.

We are all guided to be beacons and leaders of a way of life that supports that increasing vibration and initiation of Love and New Earth/Gaia. There is a lot of purposeful din out there to scramble the invitation to self-love, truth, and resonant community. It is Love that we are guided by, not the hijacked/influenced ‘science’ that is being peddled out front while other grounded and questioning science is being suppressed.
We all have a lot to say and feel about what is happening globally and its ramifications for our near-term future, let alone our long-term prognosis. We will all be writing about this more as we settle into our new digs in Portugal.

For now, it is about taking stock of our experience here in Avalon and the gifts and illumination she has offered us going forward. She has given each of us so much and held us through some very tough moments. I feel Her handing us a torch to carry with us as we move on to new lands. She will not be forgotten for She lives in our hearts and our souls, a part of the flame that longs to serve, share, beacon, and inspire. I am so grateful for Her role in my journey and look forward to the fruits that will bear from the seeds that have been sown.

Thank you Lady Avalon for all that you have offered and initiated us into. It lives in me always.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Time To Enter La-La Land

You may have heard “Love has won!”. This may be a visceral, mystical experience, or something parts of us are wanting to believe even if the ‘evidence’ proves otherwise. If we can feel and trust this as a universal Truth, then what is occurring in our personal worlds and The World at large is a grand play-out of Love trying its damndest to reach each and every one of us. 

The question is, could we let in Love even if it was right in front of us? How do we define what Love is? Love may come in the form of a challenge and it could feel like a bully. It may come in as surrender and we are too fused to our control and fear to not see it as acquiescing or dominance. It may come in as silence and feel as if we are not being heard. 

Love wants us to reason and to feel. It wants us to come closer to it and become intimate with it. It is not looking to just solve, but to be willing to feel what the ‘problem’ is. If Love has won, then it too is the solution. But again, what is Love? 

Is it responding to guilt? Is it blissful ignorance? Is it radical honesty? Is it wide knowledge? Is it being a warrior or a hero? Is it giving without receiving? Is it receiving without giving? The questions can go on ad infinitum. My point is that there are so many ways in which we, and parts of us, relate to what Love is. 

In the heaviest of situations, even suffering or pain can be interpreted as Love. There is a giant game of “What is Love?” going on in the world today. It has been that way from time immemorial. I guess the question really is, “What would you like Love to Be?”. 

Do you really want to poked and prodded? Do you really want to fight all the time? Do you really want to be afraid? Do you really want to just survive? What is it that you truly want to be a part of that may seem like La-La Land to a more judging, doubtful part of you? 

I encourage myself and my parts to feel that world that seems impossible or improbable. Even when in the heaviest of places, for it is that world that is more real to me, not just the most hopeful or desired. It is that world where Love wants me and all of us to imagine, create, embody, and heal toward. It lives on the other side of the portal of our fear, our pain, and our doubt. Without it, what kind of world do we end up with?

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Amassador’s Journey And The Lover’s Quest

Lately I have been going over some prior work we all did around 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness and how they relate to different areas of life. I felt like I was seeing it with new eyes and a renewed interest and passion to bring it back into my own personal awareness as well as use it as a map for those that I work with. 

As with all maps, they don’t represent the territory but they do offer a context for understanding and a check for resonance. My mental body and more masculine parts love maps, yet it is my heart and my feminine that love the story and the experience that the journey provides. With a new global backdrop in place since this was created, I find it valuable to address as a way through these volatile times. 

Our 3D consciousness is more rooted in the machine of the Matrix itself. It has its values and its levers and pulleys to make it ‘work’ in a certain way. It has its own boundaries and rules that it lives by. It is dependent on the basic senses and on reason and logic. It is not sentimental yet has function. It is what we were born into as the overall collective agreement. 

However, we were not just born into a heartless machine. There has always been a 4D consciousness that pervades the fabric of 3D. It has shown up in religion, spirituality, political movements, art, music, and philosophy. It seeks to question and even undermine the 3D machine. It has its prophets and its warriors, as well as its light and its dark. 

To me 4D has been a bit of a quagmire and a catalyst for change. I have felt it has a bridge between worlds. A purgatory in a way. In this sea of quest and questioning, there can be the experience of profound awakening as well as suffering when caught in its swirl. It is where I feel the bulk of the world finds itself, struggling to find a sense of peace and clarity. 

This is the territory where you hear about the ‘bifurcation’. It is where one feels themselves, along with others, in a dimension that is different from those they have been around for years. There is a lot of pain and reaction here. The pandemic and its Matrix response has illuminated a lot in the relationships between people, friends, and family. 

This is where the ‘warriors’ and the ‘logicians’ find their niche. Spirituality is divided into camps as well. It can feel as if there is a ‘Balkanization’ happening in this dimension. Tribes searching for like-minds, like-hearts, and like-souls. It is where confusion comes to look for clarity and gets stuck in its web. 

I have spent much time in this dimension and have learned many lessons and found many gifts. The same holds for 3D as well. There is nothing inherently ‘bad’ about them. It is how parts of us have related to them that has created the suffering. They are experiential learning grounds that we can choose to learn from and apply into something new. 

This next frontier of 5D is one that I am looking to embody and inhabit in a more consistent way. This may be judged as bypassing, and that is okay. I have been dedicated to going into my shadow and my emotional body for some time. I know what I have been through and what I have yet to learn. It is not about ignoring the ills and pains of the world, but rather embodying the Light and the Love that exists in the Universe and beaconing and serving it to those that are drawn to it. Not just to make a dollar but to make a difference. 

It is about being an ambassador to the very Matrix we are all trying to be free of. By being in battle with it we continue to be entangled in it. I fully believe it wants out of this dance just as much as we do. It seeks to be seen and felt just as we do. It has had a role and a reason. From a more 5D place we may see that more clearly with more compassion and understanding. This to me is what shifts our waking reality. Our choice to stay anchored in Love and to give fear its rightful place as a guide and not a dictator. 

This is the Ambassador’s Journey. The Lover’s Quest. The need to embody grace and courage is on high for each of us. It is a process and an initiation. I am being invited to become that more and more each day. I believe the world needs more of us. The map is easy. The territory is the hard part but doable with support. I will continue to write more about this to serve and to call to those that it aligns with. 

May your heart and soul guide you to the shores of what is most real and desired to help illuminate the Golden Earth within.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Process Of Shifting Dimensions And Transitioning Into The New

Moving into The New can feel like trying to breathe underwater to a part of us. The Old is conditioned and even comfortable to these parts. To truly move into a new dimension of Being takes courage, trust, and faith.
Conscious shifts are empowering as well as frightening to the part of us so identified with what has always been ‘true’. We have to work to allow the New True to take root and bloom.

I feel my consciousness on the verge of more expansion and my heart on the precipice of more vulnerability. These go hand in hand. There is a continuing journey of unplugging from the False Matrix and leaning into the womb and bosom of the Mother and the inspiration and guidance of the true Father.

As I connect more to Inner Earth Lemurian consciousness and support, I feel the difficulty it is for our more 3D/4D aspects to let go of all they have known in their worlds. It is like telling them to just breathe underwater without learning how to do so.

Yet, this ‘learning’ is not so much mental as it is emotional for them. There is fear and doubt there that needs tending to. It needs our ongoing attention and holding, not unlike being a death and birth doula. The ultimate doula is the Divine Itself and our Divine Self offshoot. It also includes those aspects of our ‘future’ or Now selves such as Inner Earth and Galactic aspects that we are intimately connected to.

The ‘pandemic’ has highlighted so much for so many of us around the need to keep rising and keep expanding beyond the dystopian novel being written. It has really made the nest prickly for us to find our wings…and our ability to breathe underwater.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Golden Road Home Paved By The Divine Self

The time between the last two full moons has been quite the rumble rouser. Lots of dissonant energy inside and out coming to the surface to be felt, choices to be made, and then given the self-loving space to integrate.

Calling on that golden thread of the Divine Self to hold and guide is the ark that keeps you from getting too bounced around energetically and emotionally. It also offers you the wisdom to rest and self-care when needed physically.It is the Divine Self that keeps you anchored into the greater context and the trust needed to weather difficult terrain and phases of growth and initiation.

We are all in some form of initiation if we are a path of sacred human realisation, way-showing, and seed-sowing. This path can feel like a rollercoaster on a merry-go-round at times, yet with a close and intimate connection to our Divine Self are we given the providence and guidance to make our way through even when parts of us are in doubt or reaction.

As you find some relief and/or clarity beyond this Supermoon Lunar Eclipse, we are being invited to keep in touch with our Divine purpose and vision for ourselves and the planet. This is the the Golden Road to Golden Earth paved by the Divine Self within, the spark and offspring of the Divine Itself.

Here you will find respite and refuelling on the way to your inner Shambala, that then lights the way for others to follow if sovereignly chosen. No convincing necessary when you are Embodied Love.

This is a message from my Divine Self to yours. 🙏🏻❤️

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The Geometry Of The Heart And Soul

There is always a greater geometry we are all individually and collectively a part of. Fear and Love are anchor points in that Sacred Geometry. It is not just about patterns, but also about choice. We are creating geometry with every choice we make. It is always shifting and reshaping.

Our choices are rooted in the Sacred Dyad of Love and Fear. Or it may be Logic and Intuition. There are many combinations and permutations within these. They all serve a function and a purpose.

The question for each of us is, what is our inner geometry creating on the outside. Is it conscious or unconscious? Love-centered or fear-based? What planet do we really want to live on in any given moment? What dimension do we choose to inhabit and embody each day?

There are so many people with their take, their understanding, and their solutions. I am no different. I have a perspective, a path, and a purpose. So do you. We are playing with our own geometry on the soul plane to see where we match up, where we connect or disconnect.

There is this assumption that we are all meant to become some unified front against tyranny. The reality is that the world is so damn big with so many consciousnesses that it is like trying to move the Titanic around on a dime! That is a lot of energy I have learned I just don’t have.

So I go within. I purify. I clarify. I sanctify this vessel, this heart, and this soul I have been gifted with. I assist others in doing the same. I am co-leading myself, along with my beloved soul family, into the New. A new timeline that does not belong to the one ‘out there’ yet is still connected to me as we are still a part of the greater geometry.

I choose to hold the center of New Earth (New Lemuria) within. Hold it like a sacred geometric fire and beacon for those it is meant to guide and support. We are all finding our ways back to the Sacred Center within and then see how it all maps itself out.

In the meantime, Love is wanting to serve and be deepened. To help others reshape and reform their own inner geometry by connecting to their inner world of parts and Metasoul aspects. That is my purpose and path. I am blessed and honored to be that in this Now.

Where will your geometry lead you?

*****

Raphael Awen and I will be hosting a Men’s Group Call on the Punisher/Shame Dynamic this Saturday at 5pm London time. For more information visit soulfullheart.org/mensgroupcalls

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Inner Earth Lemuria Transmission: Navigating The Edges Between Your World And Ours

by Kasha Rokshana

These edges…
Not neat and clean
Sometimes jagged and difficult
Surround the transition back
To the Motherland, our Mu
That we knew and cherished
Loved and held
As it held all of us.

All needs provided
The needs of all.
All desires provided
The desires of all.
Symbiosis ruled as a rule
And the letting go of our ends
Of tug-of-war attempts from others
Was of utmost importance.

In this harrowing time
On this globe of Gaia,
In this time of trepidation
To even leave your homes
To even let in your rightful intuitions
To even remember what you are truly worth…
You’ve forgotten what it’s like
To truly
Breathe.

You’ve been told you need
Poisons
Provided by ‘leaders’
Who care even less for themselves
Than they care about you
Or The Whole of who you are
And the The Whole they actually are part of
With you…

You’ve been told by ‘caregivers’
Who have often not truly cared,
For they themselves have not known care,
That you need them,
Need what they give you,
Need what they tell you,
Only…
Without acknowledgement
Of your ability to learn and discern
For fear they will be unseated
And their false power coming from
False senses of love
Will overturn.

Yes…
Child of Mu…
These edges between what is now
What has been
And the world you have the power to create,
Are terrain that needs preparation
To traverse and overcome.

Yet…
If these edges,
Sharp and real as they are,
Are met with the love of your being
The being that resides in you…
The being that is alive in every cell,
In every inch of skin,
In every divot and dimple,
In every corner of your soul
And its infinite edges of growth,
Dissolve they will
Back to the source from which they came…
That same source and great river mouth
Of infinite universal love flow and creatorship,
From which all of who
And what
You are,
Was created.

Despair not
For hope is key
And trust more important.

We of Mu
Await you.
We support your consciousness blooming
Your Love Self remembering
And your divinity aligned once again
With all that you’ve always truly been
That ‘they’ can never
Ever
Take away from you.

Love,
Inner Earth Lemuria

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Leaving The Titanic To New Earth Arks

We have been living on a Titanic of sorts. The institutions of inhuman industry and sycophantic politics are eating away at itself. The holes in the ship are getting bigger and it is clear the emperors and empresses are punch drunk on their own promotions to global malpractice managers.

So while these unfortunate examples of human leadership continue to rearrange the furniture on the decks of a sinking ship, we all have the choice to get the hell off this damn thing and rebuild with what has been good about it.

We have the opportunity to harness the power of the internet to connect with those that resonate. We can use our dying fiat currency to build and invest in New Earth communities that are detached from the old system of economy of scale and into an abundance of heart and soul.
There are technologies that can be harnessed that lead us out of our dependency on death and soot.

Yet, we have an inner journey to take to get there. The Titanic that we have subscribed to is still embedded in us. The shame, the guilt, the fear, the battling, the looking-away from what is really happening. The reality that we are not all going to choose to leave this sinking ship.

The global situation is an initiator in this way. We are all being invited to get to the thick of what and who we really are and what we want the Now and the future to look and feel like. Who and what do we really connect with? Who is our true community of New Earth comprised of?

This is what I find myself focusing on now. Being a part of an ark. A community of others that go into the depth of experience, of heart presence, and of soul embodiment to seed this New Earth vision into reality. This is not easy in the pull of the sinking ship, but it is possible with intention, initiation, courage, passion, and surrender.

I will be focusing my writing on this unplugging, self-loving, replugging, and vulnerable and courageous shedding of the old to find ourselves in a new world of profound and sacred resonance with Love and our true humanity, as well as the path I have chosen to get myself there via this SoulFullHeart way of life.

Stay tuned and stay focused on this inner and outer stewardship.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/